Letter(s) to Scott (USA)

Letter 1

Hi !!! It's me Anastasia. The first thing, I want to do is to say "thank you" for your fast answer !! :) It means that your heart is open for new friends:) I think it's Great, because friendship brightens people's life and refreshes souls, doesn't it? That is why I was so glad to see your letter. I am happy to have received the message from the dating site, with your email address from your profile, and have decided to write a letter to you, and I wasn't mistaken. Ok, Probably you have already noticed that I'm not able to keep my emotions inside. :) Of course I am talking about joy, about good mood, about all good and positive things that can be in my soul. I always try to share my joy with other people.
I never try to show people that I am grieved or I have some problems.
Therefore all people who I work with and communicate are sure that everything in my life is perfect, that I am a happy woman, that I have no disappointments. But unfortunately it is not always true, because when a person is lonely, nothing can cure sadness. And if you ever felt the same, of course you understand what I am speaking about.
Well, I must tell that I try to write in English as good as possible (within my knowledge). I hope you understand all what I write:)
I have been already studying English for more than 10 years, but I understand that my English is not quite correct. Therefore I apologize for my mistakes :).
At school I wanted to be a traveler or singer and even finished a musical school. But I sing songs during my life just for myself and do it quite good :) and I play the guitar. do you play any musical instruments or sing? :) When I finished school I realized that I want to work in a medical field. And after school I entered The Kazan State Medical University (the Pharmacologist faculty).
After 7 years of studying there I received an excellent diploma on "Pharmacist".An excellent diploma is called red in our country.
The red diploma is the highest mark at graduating from the university in our country. I have been working as a Pharmacist for 3 years, I like my job in spite of the fact I have to work a lot. Also I have interesting seminar trips to many places. I go there to get my work experience. Once I was offered a training course in Canada, and I agreed. It was a good chance for me to see the world. During the courses in Canada I studied English.
Then I decided to work in English speaking countries. It's a good experience for me. Also it's very interesting.
After finishing the training courses in Canada I was offered the job in the USA in North Carolina. I accepted it with great pleasure.
But half a year ago I returned to Russia. It was necessary to settle some questions. And Now I work in a local clinic in our town. Can you tell me how you chose your job?
Well, what you are looking for in a woman ? Probably you have many female friends in the Internet. :) ..mmm.. What else to tell you about myself as I have little time.. By the way, I use the computer in the laboratory and work from Monday till Friday. But sometimes on Saturday and Sunday.
Therefore, maybe I will be able to write letters at weekends, if you want :)
This computer is located in the medical analyses room.
Well, now this computer will be used for my dialogue with ! :)
I think you understood, I'm still single and I have no children. I wanted as well to learn more about your family .I miss my parents too much...
Now I have to go back to work and hope to see you soon.
Have a nice day !
Best regards.

PS. I sent you more pictures. Hope you like it.

Letter 2

Hi from Russia again ! I Hope you were feeling good when you got this message from me. How are you doing today? I hope you're great.
Today the weather is cool here in my country.
I like Autumn. What about you ? Autumn is a very beautiful season here. I would like to know what month is the best there in your place?
I would like to know more about your place. It's very interesting for me.
I explained you the location of my town in previous letter.
Here we have a park. There are a lot of trees all over the streets and it is very nice here especially in warm seasons of the year.
We have a lot of forests around the town. There are a lot of rivers and lakes here in our region and sometimes my friends and I go for picnics or camping all over the region. Also you can find a cinema, libraries and monuments to famous writers here in the town. There is a little orthodox church.
I want to let you know that I am an orthodox christian. My mom Was a christian and she baptised me too. I believe in God, and think that the main thing in religion is to live with faith in your soul and it is not necessary to go to church very often. Much more important thing is to believe sincerely deep inside your heart and soul. Do You agree with me? What about your Faith?
Also about my family, it was always important for me. I think many people don't understand completely that family is a big treasure. Many people realise the value of a family only when loose it. I always loved my parents and now I miss them very much. My both parents passed away. Daddy died when I was a small child. He was killed in a military conflict.
Mom died when I was 17 years old. After daddy's death she was always sick and spent a lot of time in hospitals. That was why I being a little girl was able to do everything by myself, I cooked meals, sewed clothes to help my brother. I had to study and work in the evening to support us. It was a hard time but it just made me stronger.
And I hope I became the very person, lady that my parents wanted me to become.
I think that those pleasures and griefs, successes and difficulties that were in my life made me who I am now. Now it seems to me that I was saying to my mom about my love too seldom, and now I so regret about it.
forgive me that I write about it. It is my life and it is a part of me. Simply I want you to learn me more, because I as well would be glad to learn more about you. Yes I have a brother. My brother's name is Oleg.
You can see him in the picture I am going to attach to this letter.
He is a policeman. Oleg is 31 years old, he has been married for 5 years and he has a daughter - Yana, His wife is very nice, her name is Katya, we are very amicable, Also we have a grandmother, she is 83 years old, her name is Victoriya, She lives in the city, about 80 miles from us. I like to visit her somedays.
in the future I hope that we'll exchange telephone numbers of each other. To hear a voice of each of us. But at first we should find out each other a little bit more. As I consider that telephone conversation will be more serious contact to the man. Therefore I should find out you better before giving you my telephone number. I hope that's not bad for you. Unfortunately I have some bad experience, but I do not want to speak about it. You should understand me. As it's just a question of some time. Ok?
Well, I should go home now. I promised to cook supper for my brother :)
Potatoes, meat, vegetables... He wanna me to cook for him, he says Katya does not cook so tasty as I do :) When I asked him what he will do if I am far ? :) "I will die hungry" :))))))))
Oh my brother is allways hungry, he likes when I bake pies very much. He likes to visit me so much. I live not very far from them - about 2 districts away. I will wait for your next letter with impatience. Have a nice day !

Letter 3

Hello my dear Scott. How are you doing these days ? :)
My mood is so fine when I receive your letter, and have imagined that we are together and talk face to face, It would be great:) Well, I had a nice working day, at last all necessary preparations have been delivered to our laboratory :)
There is one more good news, my friend Maria let off home from hospital..
I was allowed to leave my work to meet her...
Scott I hope you were really capable to hear message from me, left on your answering machine, and to understand my English:) It is a pity, that it was not possible to speak, but I was glad, that is capable to dialing!
My boss knows my friends.. Our microdistrict is small, and it seems, that everyone knows each other..:) I could not visit Maria every day... But I did it every time i had an opportunity.. We've got a lot of news for each other.. And when we arrived to her house, I could not stop talking to her about you:) How it would be good to meet you. She is also very curious.. I hope you are not against, that I speak to her about you so much?:) We could not speak for a long time... And about everything, I had to come back to work.. But I was glad, that I should see the letter from you Scott today:)
Right now fall rain like a tap-dancer beats off a rhythm outside.
The window glass, deformed by water trickles, reflects like old mirror a gloomy sight of the grey sky. And the wind scornfully whistles among old trees. And everyone here, glancing through window by indifferent empty eyes silently grumble about bad weather that spoils their mood and changes their plans. And I do not understand these people.
How can they be so querulous? It is just small rain - the gift of the nature, gift filling the air by delightful freshness, bringing an amazing, almost imperceptible smell of autumn. So many people in the world who dream about rain; how many people who never saw a snow, who is deprived an opportunities to play the snowballs with friends. I always liked rain.
However sometimes, in cold days I dream about Cuba, Turkey, the sea and the sun.
I went there the last autumn, did I tell you about it? I think all seasons are magnificent. The winter covers all around with a delightful white carpet.
Trees and roofs wear fluffy snow-hats and frost draws by invisible tassel amazing inimitable images on the windows glasses. And when you, Scott hear snow crunch under your foot, and the sky slowly showers you with sparkling snowflakes or when the delightful gold autumn begins the most beautiful phenomenon in the nature - a fall of leafs? When the leaves, chased by a cool breeze, dance a waltz in the air and slowly fall down, undressing trees. And when you hear rustle of leaves under your foot, and when in the sky you see a flock of birds flying away with a sad song, don't you want to take a slow walk also with your woman?
Or when you hear behind your window an autumn thunder, or groans of blizzard, would you not enjoy being at home with your beloved, to enfold each other in a warm plaid, and telling each other ridiculous and funny stories?
I think it is a big happiness when people are able to value such things.
And I think, if the couple is able to enjoy such things in a life, it only strengthens feelings. I am sure, now you think that I am rambling on.
Forgive me please Scott :) I do not know why I write you this.
Probably because I feel conveniently in talking to you about such things.
I will better stop here, because I am afraid that otherwise you will simply cease to write me. :)
With thoughts of you I will wait for your letter!

PS I hope you like sea pics of last autumn.

Letter 4

My dear, yes, it is allready 2012 :) I am very glad to write you letter!
Oh Scott! You know, we celebrated new year with relatives and friends and I have just arrived.. I marked new year with the family In the house of the grandmother. We were going a lot of any tasty meal, and, on tradition, have sat down a new year's table. Exactly in 12 night we have made a sound of the TV set more loudly, have listened to congratulations of our president and has come the most long-awaited moment!!! In full silence, standing we have heard, as the chiming clock have punched 12 times, each of us has thought of the most secret the desire also began celebrating! Just at that moment when a chiming clock have struck last time, on all our country, in each house with a roar of steel to open bottles of champagne, to ring glasses, to flow like water congratulations and good wishes!!! all of us with noise began to give and to receive gifts from the relatives. As it is a pity, that such holiday only once time in one year. In our country there is no more important holiday, than new year! And I thought of you all the time.
I got very nice presents, everything was fine, but you was not with me and this is I dream about more than anything in my life. I do not work this days because it is holidays and have alot of spare time. The clinic has opened only today and I at once have gone to write to you the letter!
I spend yesterday with brother's child on the open air and we played snow balls.
We had very good dinner with Friends and they are curious about you and whether we shall meet :). Yes, they take care of me and want I would be happy.
You know, I pray to got with hope he is hearing my prayers and will do something to bring us Happiness. I have one more story from my past.
When I was little girl I dream about beautiful doll and when we celebrated new year with family I was looking for 00:00 of 31 December because only at this time we got presents under new year tree. Every year I find there everything I dream of. And someday this tradition passed. The time goes to speedy and some things we put attention on just have been lost.
When we meet each other we will have own traditions and our special days which will be important for us. What do you think about it ?
Scott, I so am grateful for your and interesting letters. I always very much am upset, that have not time to write to you all that, that I want.
But unfortunately, I should exempt a computer in laboratory. Also I shall write to you as soon as I shall return to work..
I hope you like some pics from New Year
With kisses
Your Anastasia.

Letter 5

Hi Scott! All I can say is "what a wonderful evening after the hard day!"
I am so glad to receive your letter, because I thought that I will not be able to receive your letter today, because it's already evening now, and I has just returned to the clinic. And your letter is a real surprise!
We had "the outside work day". It is a day of a hard work.
Every week some our employees - several doctors of various specializations and laboratory assistants who take all analyses, are going all together on a special bus to various small villages which are located far away from big cities, usually in a thicket of a forest.
Here there are a lot of such villages. The public transport is not going to such villages and people living there have no opportunity to visit clinic at any moment and to receive necessary medicaments. And these people cannot go to big cities and settlements because these people have no personal transport.
In these villages there are many sick people, basically they are small children or old and weak feeble people, whose lives completely depend on other people and medicines. Therefore we go on the specially-equipped bus directly to these villages, and we render the medical aid to all needy people right in their apartments or in the bus. All these people already know us personally, and love us very much. But it is really the hard work because we are going there at 6 am, and we come back sometimes even after 10 pm!
That is why now I have no forces even to smile. That is why I have told you, that your letter is really a wonderful surprise, even though now I hardly will come home earlier 11 pm as I write to you this letter! :) .
I feel that I began to say silly things?

Scott I am afraid that I will be writing to you during all night, because for me our dialogue is a rest for my soul and body! It is good that tomorrow I can sleep so long as I want, because after "outside work day" we can come to the clinic after a lunch break. My favourite day of a week is Friday, because next two days - days off (though not always) and I can restore my vital forces and energy. So the days off - a holiday for me! Though now I do not feel pleasure when I think of the days off because these are days when I maybe can't receive the letter from my friend Scott! :) . But you likely will be happy when the days off will come, because these are days when you will not receive boring letters from one boring woman whose name is Anastasia!:)
Am I right? Scott can you imagine, while I write you right now this letter, Amamda has fallen asleep right in the armchair opposite me!
She works together with me and we always work in the one group in "outside work day". Amamda said hello to you! She told she would wait till I finish to write my letter to you Scott and now she simply sleeps!
She is a true friend. But I will not talk about her as I am not sure if you want to hear about my friends. But she is really now the dearest person in my life, like a sister. She waits for me because she lives not far from me. Frequently we spend the days off together. I spoke that I like nature very much. I always spend a lot of time in the open air though I seldom have such an opportunity . I like to walk simply in the park or simply to be in my bed all day long :) . camping, sunsets and sunrises, life in a tent, the smell of the river and bulrushes, a rustle of a small waterfall; night starry sky and amazing brilliance of a fish dissecting a water surface of a small lake under captivating moon light. It is very beautiful and romantic. Scott do you like to be romantic with your woman?
I hope yes. I am romantic:) I like fire and I am sure that there is nothing more tasty than a meal cooked on a fire or firebrands. And when air is filled with fregrance of the forest and timber raspberry, river freshness and a smoke of the campfire, all this brings into my soul the feeling of freedom, and untamable desire to live. I know I already talked about my love to cooking.
I know many recipes and I like our national cuisine. "Uha", "Okroshka", "Golubtsy", "Borshch"(soup), "Gribovnitsa" (mushroom's soup)! My favorite is "Okroshka"! I like peppery meal, meal with seasonings, Russian Georgian cuisine. Here it is very popular. Scott do you love a tasty meal?
Say more about meal you like? Does the way to your heart lay through the stomach? :)
If so, I think I have good chances! :) Have you ever tasted Russian Cuisine?

Scott I must go, because the darkness has already covered all around and if I miss the latest bus from the clinic, I will need to go on foot some kilometers in absolutely deserted terrible places and Almost through a forest, and it is very dangerous. Certainly I together with Amamda, but just like me, she is simply the woman. What is the funnest thing that you like?
What event in your life you till now remember with laughter?
Oh, I have promised you to finish my letter, but instead of it I write again and again. Please, forgive me :) I will wait for your letter with hope!
I hope your day will be filled with sun warmth and human kindness!
Your friend Anastasia.

Letter 6

Hello dearest Scott! You know was my birthday on January, 8. Now I am 28 And the boss made to me a gift, small holidays. And only today I have arrived to clinic. We have decided to note my birthday djCafe with my girlfriends.
I have invited my close friends, brother with the wife We had the certain theme, there was a white cafe and we dressed white clothes.. That was beautiful and interesting) . We had a tasty supper. I bought good wine.
It is my holiday. I hope you also drink one wine glass good wine and told a toast for my health and for our friendship:) Also I extinguished candles in a pie and I thought of desire. You can guess, what is this desire? :)
Thank you that now you are in my life. I got many presents, different books and flowers, but I am sure that the main present for me - you Scott!!!:)
I told all my family that I very would like to meet you in future.
We long spoke and all very interested in you.
My dear if you want, I will be happy to get small bouquet, inexpensive, attention - this is what really important for me, you know, post does not work out well here and when I tryed to send flowers from USA to girlfriend for Day of the medical worker, and it could not went throw also, I tryed 3 timed with different sites and at least i sent nice flowers in time throw this site: www.gift-love.com by this way you can use the same site, i do not need expensive :) I only hope you understand me.
My address : Russia, Kirov area
Full name: Anastasiya Belyaewa
Street : Socvetskaya 3-14
City: Kirovo-Chepeck
Postal code(zip code): 165487
Do not get me wrong, but I just want you to carry about me and I want to feel that you think of me as I need you. Here is not easy for me now and if you could hold my hand with yours it would make me happy.
Oh, Scott I wish you were here !!! But I so am grateful for your interesting letters. I always very much am upset, that have not time to write to you all that, that I want. But unfortunately, I should exempt a computer in laboratory. Also I shall write to you as soon as I shall return to work..

With kisses
Your Anastasia.

Letter 7

Hello my dear friend Scott. I am glad that I have an opportunity to write you.
I had free days from work. We always receive it after "the outside work day" we have just back from grandmother, brother Oleg has left works, so we could visit the grandmother the whole family. We had very good time there, We couldn't stay at home all the time because there was a desire to spend time in the open air. Then we visited the sauna ("Banya") with a birch broom. Do you know what it is? we had fine steam ! Do you like a sauna?
I would like to have sauna with you :) Oleg's wife was there also,in the evening my brother Oleg cooked barbecue and salad with vegetables!
We had remembered our grandfather. He passed away that date in 1980. In our country there is a tradition. To remember dead relatives in the day of their death... Then Oleg took his mondoline (it is like a small guitar) and sang grandfather's favorite composition: "Tanks on the field" (a folk song). It is a very old composition. It was very popular during the second world war where our grandfather Fedor took part. He had many medals of honor, I wrote to you about him... The grandmother told us about the grandfather he shoot gun and sometimes shooted, but this days shoot gun belongs to Oleg. He hunts now with it. Oleg likes to shoot in the evening and I tryed also :) He once took me hunting, but nevertheless I could not shoot animals.. But I like fishing very much:)
Scott also we have so much to talk about with you!
It is very interesting, They are interested in your relatives, and when I shall acquaint you with them:) Relatives say hello to you.
How was your day? What is the weather like there? I hope it is good.
Oh, Scott we were born in so different places of the world and we speak different languages with you, but it is not a problem at all with communication, I enjoy it, have never met so handsome and honest man here, to talk about so many important things, if you know how it is lonely sometimes during the day and i want to get your letter so much ! I think That I would like to have a family with so kind and honest man similar to you Scott. :)
I hope that our relations will grow :) I think it is possible for me, because I feel that you are a very good man and I feel that we learn each other much better!!! Yes, we communicate not for a long time, but do you feel the same as I do? It may sound strange but sometimes I feel that we know all about each other, oh if we meet one day, it would be great :)
Yes, life is too short, and if destiny will give us a chance we must keep it strong in our hands. I think that We became so close to each other, I am really happy to communicate with you Scott.
Sorry, I should come back to work..
I look forward to your letter!!!
Write to me soon Scott!

With kisses !
Your Anastasia.

PS. I send you pics from our open air :))
hope you like it

Letter 8

Scott today I write to you with special worry but as well with pleasure and hope. I really hope that everything that I will tell you today will make you happy. Last time when I wrote you my honest letter I had the big sadness in my heart, and even though I tried to not show it, I think you have noticed it. Scott I was sad because the boss informed me that approximately in two weeks the laboratory will be closed for full re-equipment and repair. And when he have told me it, I thought my heart will stop, because when it will take place, I will not be able to communicate with you again for months! And it has brought infinite sadness into my heart. But after my boss informed me about close of the cabinet, the accounting department informed me that approximately in two weeks I will get my vacation! When I thought that I can lose you for some months, inside my soul I at once have felt that I can't simply accept it.
And I have felt that together with sadness in my heart has appeared an other feeling - feeling of confidence, desire to make new steps instead of simply waiting for something. I have understood that our relations are important for me much more than I thought. And it so wonderfully.
But a thought that I will not be able to communicate with you, to receive your letters and to write mine,- all these thoughts has brought a pain to me, pain that I can't endure. I talked with Maria and she asked me what I think to do. And when she has asked me it, I have understood that inside my soul I already know the answer to this question. And I have told that I do not want to spend such a vacation in loneliness. I can't accept a thought that I will not talk to you during of month or two. And I have told that I want to meet you Scott! I have told her that I want to spend my vacation with you Scott! I can come to you, and we can spend time together if you want. And first I was afraid that if I will tell you about it in the letter, you will write me that you do not want to see me or can not meet me. And it would hurt my heart. But Maria have told, that you Scott and I are such a good friends, our relations are built on sincerity, therefore you will be happy to spend time with me. And I really think that it would be delightfully. So, what you will say Scott if I will offer you a meeting? Would you be happy to see me and to spend with me several days?
I cannot imagine at all how it would be wonderful. You would show me your life, we would learn each other in a real life. We would look into the eyes of each other, we could hold our hands, tell each other silly stories, laugh and tease each other, watch the stars in the night sky and have romantic evening, go to the movie or we could simply sit on a bench in the park, and who knows what else we could do together... I would be happy to do all this together with you, instead of again be lonely without you and our friendship. I simply want to meet you.
I know all I need to do to come to your country. I have the passport.
But I must visit improbable quantity of the departments, to collect improbable quantity of documents, for travel and probable work in your country, find as many as possibly of other official legal persons, institutions and people for support; to get petitions. But if I will quickly collect all necessary documents. I will get the all papers in two weeks!
And being the doctor I will have support and guarantees from Ministry of Health of Russian Federation, and it is certainly the best guarantor.
If the applicant have official recommendations and directions to various sorts of conference, seminars, - it will relieve of necessity to wait for some weeks the decision of the commission. But as soon as I shall be in your country, I shall have an opportunity to work, also there will be an opportunity, at desire, to prolong the visa or even to receive citizenship, If I shall want :) ... Scott with happiness and with hope that you will be happy to spend some days with me! I do not ask you about anything.
I will make everything by self. It is my vacation and I will not be a burden. Would you be happy to spend some time with me soon, Scott?
Anyway, we must meet. It is possible to wait eternally. But I believe that I will get my vacation not accidentally; and I believe that the laboratory will be closed at the same time not accidentally as well. It is not coincidence! It is time to make a choice, to make the decision, to take new step.
Maybe such opportunity will not be repeated again. What can be better than a meeting of two friends? The first meeting. It is simply delightful and I thank destiny that I have got such an opportunity, - an opportunity to meet my dear friend, the opportunity to learn each other in real life, the opportunity to enjoy time which we can spend together. And I believe that it can become the beginning of something new in our lifes and in our relations.
And I am really happy to get a vacation because it is time which I can spend in any way I want, and I want to spend this time with you Scott!
So what will you tell? Would you like to spend time with me? Would you be glad to meet me? Would you be happy to have the first meeting at your airport?
I will wait for your answer with pleasure.

With Love
Sincere Your Anastasia.

PS: I hope you like summer pictures !

Letter 9

Hi my Scott! I waited for your letter with fear and with pleasure at the same time! And I am very happy to receive your letter! I am ready to jump and dance, laugh and sing songs! And the reason - you Scott!
Thank you for your letter and your thoughts. I am so happy that we can meet.
Now I have the ocean of emotions and I do not know what to say.
I am worried very much. I hope very much that we can perfectly spend time together. I am only afraid, that if we meet, I will ask so many questions and chatter unceasingly, that you soon will escape from me.
My vacation will begin approximately in two weeks. At this time I can arrive to you. But unfortunately the schedule of my vacation is not flexible.
Therefore I hope you will be glad to meet me at this time. If you have not enough time, I will be happy all the same. I will be happy in any case.
It is better to wait when you will come from work, than to sit in my apartment and to know that nobody will come!!! Duration of my vacation is 34 workdays. But quantity of days which I can spent with you depends on when I will get my vacation and when I will order the ticket. However at desire I can prolong vacation at own expense. But I at all would not want to leave you :) How many days do you want to be with me? I think preparations for travel will be about two weeks. Complexity of approval of the papers, visa will be reduced to a minimum as I will have petitions and characteristics from a work place, from respected organizations and legal people; guarantee documents and various sorts of the information and inquiry, which will be given to commissions I will get the petition and a testimonial from Ministry of Health of the Russian Federation! Except of that I will pay for preparation for the commission.
Every day I think - what my friend Scott will tell me today, what mood he will have today? And as soon as I get a free minute, I rush to analyses's room to find out if you have written to me or not. And when I receive your letter, I start to smile from ear to ear anticipating the best time of my day - time when I read your letter and when I write to you the all my thoughts. These are the most important minutes of my day. And these minutes I don't hear anything and I don't see anything except of lines and paragraphs which in my mind will be transformed into small movies, movies about you, my dear Scott. And you cannot imagine at all how it's wonderful!
Sometimes I think, what would happen if I have not found the boldness in myself to write you? What would happen if I didn't believe that I could find a man in such a way? I always want to think that I'm a courageous woman, but I feel that actually it is not so. I am ready to give my life for the sake of person who is close and dear for me, I am ready to donate my well-being for the sake of well-being of another person but when I think of myself, I often become timid and all my boldness disperses like the fire's smoke.
I am often afraid to make something, to take some step simply because of fear that it will be an incorrect step. I am often afraid to ask people about anything simply because of fear to get the negative answer.
Not always, but it happens. What would happen, if you have not answered my letter? Nothing would happen! And grey monotonous days again would lie on a way of my life by infinite impenetrable veil. Do you want to know what I did today? Firstly, I should tell you that I slept with a smile on my face!
At least when I woke up and looked at the mirror, I noticed that I was smiling! Then, I cleaned teeth and I had a smile! Then, I jog and I smiled as if actually I watched funny movie. Then, I cooked breakfast and drank a coffee with a smile on my face! Then, I came to clinic, and I could not hide my smile. I was ready to laugh and I at all had no desire to work! It is a very bad symptom for the pharmacist! :)
Everything around seemed me beautiful and wonderful. And even the severe boss, when saw that I look at him and I smiled, he began to survey himself attentively and even came near to the mirror to see if anything wrong! He thought that something was wrong with his clothes! All the day I worked with the smile on my face! Amanda looks at me and smiles as well.
Of course she understands the reason, and it makes her happy as well! And when time of sleep comes, I will lie in my bed with the same smile on my face! And if you till now have not understood why I smile, I will tell you!
I smile because I think of you, Scott! And it brings me joy! I am so happy that I have in my life such a man as you! Thank you that you are in my life!
I have to go. Now I will not have a lot of time after work because after work I will have one more working day!:) You may ask what I mean?
The preparation for my trip! You cannot imagine at all how many deals I must do for our meeting! I even have asked the boss to reduce my working day or to allow me to take some hours off in the middle of day to make some things, because after 5pm not all departments work! Of course now I should work in the days off to have more of free time on week-days. But thoughts about our meeting give me force and energy! I am sure that everything will be perfect! I will wait for your letter! Please, write me because I need your letters and support more than ever!

With Love and Kisses!
Always your Anastasia!