Letter(s) to Richard (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Rich! At once I want to tell that Elvira sends you her greetings. I was in hospital and we have spent her birthday very well. I wanted to bake a small cake, but it has turned out on the contrary. The cake was huge. It weighed two kg. When I have brought it to hospital, we have divided this into set of pieces; and all doctors and some patients that were in this small branch are drank tea and ate a pie together with us and everyone was glad and happy. I have brought a lot of balloons. She was very glad and grateful to me. The day is wonderful today and the weather is good. The sun is shining all the day. To add to all this I have got your letter and my happiness doesn't have limits. So what about your weather? May be today after work I will take a walk. I like to walk along the street and to breathe the fresh air, especially when the weather is warm. As a matter of fact I don't want to go home. At home is very boringly and lonesomely. Sometimes I don't notice it, but sometimes when I come home with good mood, I want to talk very much, to share thoughts with anybody, to have fun. But my home is empty and I have to be in full loneliness. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit down into the armchair and look at the window.
And when the silence deafens me, when I hear movement of my eyelashes, at that moment the hoop of loneliness compresses my heart. I can listen to music or read a book. I can go to my friends. But in some moment I understand that I just deceive myself. In fact I want a beloved person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning, to talk about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day. I want to walk and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I don't want to cook meals only for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it. But I think enough about it.
When I recorded the voice I was worried. Recording turned out terrible. Then my friend said do not worry, and left the room where I was recording a voice message.
At me all has turned out well.
What makes me happy? I am happy when there is no war, when nobody is sick, when people are smiled, when children are laughed, when sun shine, when I hear gentle words when my friends are glad and happy. Simple things always make me happy. I am happy when I see a rainbow in the sky, I am happy when I feel that someone waits for me, I am happy when I feel that someone thinks of me. And, I am happy when I receive your letters!
The best gift I got from a man - when I was 18 years old, in my birthday I has woken up in the morning, has looked out in a window. I looked down and I saw on asphalt a huge inscription - Happy Birthday OLGA!
Each letter was height 1 meter. Someone has removed a snow and has written it by a white paint right on the sidewalk. Likely this inscription could be seen even from the plane. It really was a delightful gift. But till now I do not know who made it. But now I receive a fine gifts almost every day!
I never had such fine gifts and was never pleased to gifts so much how I am pleased to these gifts! These gifts - your letters of course! Thank you!
You are interested in my tattoo. I'll tell you about them. On the right shoulder - Ganapathy. Ganapati - removes obstacles and patron of all who study the various sciences. You can read about Ganapati on the Internet. On the left shoulder - ornament.
You have asked about flowers I like? I like all flowers. But my favorite flowers - lilies. You know such flowers? These are very beautiful flowers.
But my favorite aroma is the aroma of a jasmine. I adore a jasmine more than all. I like jasmine aroma more than lilies, and more than all flowers taken together. It is the most delightful aroma. Though the jasmine is shrubbery-plant and to name jasmine by flowers hardly possible. But for me it is flowers, the most beautiful and most delightful smelling flowers on the Earth. Nobody and never gave me a jasmine. If it will take place I will go mad for happiness. Do you saw a jasmine? Do you know a jasmine?
I haven't car and I never drove car. It seems that it so difficultly. Is necessary to have time to look at road, twist a rudder and press pedals simultaneously.
You believe that I can learn?
If I was a horse I would like to be a horse of the Oryol breed.
Hi Rich, again. I began writing the letter in the morning. Now already 5.00. Can you imagine? Today was heavy working day. My working day comes to an end soon. But, one employee has brought here her small son, and she has asked me to look after him because she should leave urgently for some hours. The boy knows me very well. He already some times remained with me and spent time. As our clinic works till 22.00, we can be here up to the end of work day. His mom works in our clinic only a few months and she has no friends or relatives here. That's why I already some times helped her. Her son is amusing boy. I asked him: What do you dream about? He answered that he dreams to become a grownup because grownups don't have problems with teeth. It was so funny. I often recollect childhood. I always dreamed to become a grown up as soon as possible. As every child I completely believed that grownups don't have problems at all. I dreamt in the childhood and I dream now. Of course, the world of dreams is an illusive world. We live in a real life, so we should not sink into the world of dreams and phantasies for a long time. When a dream becomes obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment. Our dreams come true not always. It happens that you use all energy, all aspiration to make dream come true. But irrespective of how strenuously you try, not everything in this life depend on us. When the dream for a long time does not come true, dream ceases to be the star, that was for you a lighthouse in the ocean of the life. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live without dreams and hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled with sense. Our dreams force us to think, analyze, choose and come to a conclusion. The Faith and Hope are eternal satellites of our lifes. And regardless of what waits you at the end, we remember joy of the victories better, than disappointment and pain of the defeats. Don't you agree? I'm surprised that I write all this to you. I have never had a man, with whom I felt conveniently in sharing my thoughts. But now I have found you, and I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness. If I said something superfluous forgive me please. Can I ask some small questions? Do you like to sleep, or get up early in the morning? Do you like to kiss? (smile) Are you a good kisser? (smile) Do you like when your friends come to your home or you prefer to go to friends. I adore when Elvira or Albina come to my home. What clothes do you like to see in a lady? I will wait for your letter with impatience.