Letter(s) to Chul (USA)

Letter 1

Hello ,Good day to you and how was your night fine i hope..Baby this morning Thomas was sent back home from school and his teacher gave him a letter when i read the letter they said Thomas should not come to school again until i come to pay for his school fees and baby i just pay off some bills,right now i dont have any money on me and the school will be starting exam in 2 days even because of that i am unable to work today because Thomas has been crying that he does not want to miss the exam and my work is on contract its when i get done that i will get paid.Baby i dont know if you can find a place for me in your heart to please help me and i promise i will never let you down i know its very hard to trust on internet and i also understand that we dont know each other well enough to ask you for money because there are some lairs on the internet but baby for you to know that i am who i say i am.Please baby let me know if you can borrow me some money and also please tell me how you can get the money to me because i have never done this before,I am telling you again that i will never make you regret of helping me because i am who i say i am and i will never play you because i have been told there are many player on the internet that always look for a way to hurt innocent soul but i am on here to find the true love of my life which i believe its you please help me and i want you to have this at the back of your mind that even if you are unable to help me that will never change my feelings for you.I wll be waiting to hear from you baby and please make sure you write me back as soon as you get this mail.Much care to you Deborah.

Letter 2

Honey i hope that you get my email, and i will be waiting to read back from you as soon as it works out fine.

Letter 3

Honey every information i gave you is very correct and well spelled, And that is a home not hotel okay my Love... Awaits your email after getting it sent so i can go to bed and wake uo earlier.

Letter 4

My love i finally got the address in my diary where i wrote it when you first gave me the address, so i just want you to confirm if it is correct 5619. Sidney Ave, Long Beach

Letter 5

Hello My Man,

How have you been my husband ? Have really missed you so much love, Honey i am so sorry i didn't email you earlier, Finally i was able to get the money at the western and had to take a chance at work to go to Thomas school and i paid his school fees but Honey really it was very stressful for me today, i went back to work after sorting Thomas school fee, so by when i got back to work i already had a lot on my table to get done, Right now i am just getting home from work and i am very tired and Missing you more honey, Wish you are here for me to make me feel more better.

My Love once again i thank you so much and appreciate all you have been doing for me and my son Thomas, I don't know how i would have thank you, cause i feel very happy to have a man like you in my life, and i promise you that no man can ever take me away from you and i will love you for ever and ever, Just can't wait to be with you soon my love cause i am missing you more than you can ever think.

Right now i'm getting some rest but my heart is beating real fast and that is because i am missing you by my side much, Baby you are HEARTBEAT and i won't let my breath seize, Cause i don't ever want to lose you and can never lose you, YOU ARE MINE FOREVER.

With Much More Love... Deborah

Letter 6

Hello my love, how are you doing at the moment ? Am sure in good health and condition, I have missed you so much too and can't wait to be in your arms real soon, You are always here in my heart both when am sleeping and when am awake you are the first thought that run through my heart as well... I am so much into you, I love you and don't want to let you go.. I am at work right now and am sorry i couldn't email you in the morning before going to work and this is because i woke up very late and got late to work but i will answer your questions later, Here at work now i am thinking of you and smiling. Baby you are the one putting the smile on my face.. I love and decided to write you this poem and i hop you will love it.. Here its goes my Love

As I look at the stars at night
And dream of what is to be.....
My heart begins to smile
For it's you I see
You're the one who makes me laugh
When things are looking bad
You're the one who makes me smile
When I am feeling sad
You're the only one for me
you brighten up my day
You're the sunshine of my life
you chase dark clouds away.
I think of you each day
my mind is set on you
You bring the best in me
with the sweet things you do.
Sweetheart, this love for you is true
And know forever I will Love You.

Love You.... Deborah.

Letter 7

Our eyes are flirting, our gestures are trembling...I want you to feel a man again...I'm looking for your closeness...I feel our hearts beating and the temperature rising...I touch you skin filled with electricity...I stroke your arms and shoulders kissing you...our bodies are as close as one...we won't say a word, our hands will do so...we lets us fall in a river of warm emotions, stop thinking what could happen, but enjoying what is really happening right now...we are slow even when we could explode streching the time before we lose in kisses and passion....you are the man I desire and I let you feel...the world around us will vanish but the intense feelings will grow...making love to you is like becoming a part of heaven sheltering us....when I wake up and feel you still close, smell you and breath you, I kiss you softly.

My man i am lonely here and wish i am very close to you, Wish you are right here by my side on the bed, It's about 2:55am here, i woke up in the middle of the night because i had a dream about us and couldn't stop thinking about us being together forever, Honey honestly i want to spend the rest of my life with you and nothing can change that, I Thank the lord for giving me my other half, Because you are my other half that i have been looking for in a long time ago. My love i want you to write me back with your phone number so i can call you, because i really need to talk to my husband on phone, It getting unbearable now my love.

Yours Deborah.

Letter 8

Good Morning,
How are you?I have really missed you Hunnie and i enjoy reading your sweet words on the letter.I just want to let you know that you've helped me open my eyes and see myself truly. I was a person who was undecided, confused and sometimes forgot to plan, maybe because of the fate my life had given me. But now, I overcome it because you've helped me see my directions and gave me great confidence for my future. You show me how to grow beyond myself. You made me see possibilities that I never knew.Thank you for sharing your life with me and I'm pretty sure I want to share my life and love with you too. The past will never matter for me now. I just want to think of what I have now ... I just want to think of you. I have found the last puzzle piece that completes me - it's YOU!My desire for you grows with each day that passes. I love everything about you. You are a warm, loving, sensitive, charming man with a sense of humor. I find you very attractive. Words do not have to be spoken to know how you feel about me too. When I look into your eyes, I can feel your desire for me. I only want to be with you, please you, give you the same happiness that you have given to me. If I were granted but one wish, it would be to spend an eternity with you. I love you.When you are up from sleep please email me okay.It's morning here and i am off to work..I love you so much.

Have a Nice day at work
Take good care of yourself.

Your Loving Deborah.

Letter 9

Honey ia m already the half of your heart, I love you for whom you are and not for what you have, Honey even if you look so ugly, I will still love you for whom you, Cause all i am looking in a man is happiness and love wish you have given to me, I will never let you go,I will so much appreciate it if you make some pictures for me this weekend, But please my love let me see everybody's face okay.. I love you and will die with you.

Love You... Deborah

Letter 10

Good Morning my man, How are you doing at the moment, It was very painful that i couldn't talk to you long on phone, My phone got dropped inside water while i was on the phone talking to you, But i have cleaned it and drying it in the sun now.

My Love i am doing fine this morning and i woke up very happy and with a smile on my face, Because i woke up with the thoughts of you in my heart, You mean the whole world to me and am sure the boys would have arrive to you by now, How i wish i can be there with you right now honey so the boy can meet Thomas too, And i hope they will treat Thomas as there own brother too ?

Honey i will be very happy once you get a job, Or we might have our own family business to run when am back to the state, Cause i have a plan to start a computing business when am back to the state so i won't be travelling any, That will give me the chance to have time for my own family and that's you and our kids. I want to wake up next to you and also sleep next to you in the same bed and under the same room. Baby you are the joy and happiness of my life and i pray to thelord that i will never lose my joy and happiness.

I will make sure your food is ready on the table first thing in the morning when you start work and will also make sure your food is ready on the table when you gets back home from you, And will also get you ready for bath when you are home after work before you eat. Will rob your body for you and we could cuddle together anytime you feel like. Believe me honey i am so much commited to this relationship and now i am very scared to loose you. I don't want to loose you please my love. It's just weekend right here and i don't know what Thomas and i will do today.

Missing You By My Side My Heartbeat.
Your Love... Deborah

Letter 11

Hello My love, It's 4:37pm here now and i am just sitting down here thinking about my lovely husband, Honey i do really wish to spend the rest of my life with you, All in your arms and no one else, Because no other man can make me happy like you have been making me happy, I believe this will be an ever lasting relationship between us cause i am spending the rest of my life with you. Darling i wish you are here with me so you can take Thomas and i out to the mall or else where..

I am happy you will be very helpful to me in the house work and i hop[e you will do the same too when am in the kitchen too, We would take bath together and dress up together, do everything together my love, Cause thing we do together brings us more and more closer every day by day. I Love you and nothing can stop that my man, You can call me now darling, the phone is dry and fixed back.

Missing you so much my Love.

Yours Deborah forever.

Letter 12

My Love KC,

I want to start by saying that I miss you, and you have no idea how much I love you. And sorry i wasn't able to pick the call, because i slept off.

I know you don't need another reminder because I tell you a thousand times a day how much I love you, but I do and that is my only way to show you. I love the hundred ways you show me how much you love me, and I know my simple words can never compare.

From day one, I knew there was something in you that no other man had. You are the most AMAZING man I have ever known. Thinking back to the strange way we met, how we grow so close in just a few short time, and how you were the first one to show me the meaning of true love, it makes me smile and fall all over for you again.

You fill my life with joy and satisfaction and my heart with love and happiness. Before I met you I had started to lose my faith in love, and I wasn't sure there was a someone out there for me. Now I am positive that there is no one in the world that could complete me like you do or even come close. Love seems more real and true than I ever thought it could and I just want to say thank you, thank you for being persistant in your fight to win my heart because you have won it and me over completely - my heart is yours forever.

I still don't know what I did to be so lucky to have you in my life, my dream come true... I am so thankful though. In this short time that we've been together, we have grown so much and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. I love you, CHULKON CHANG, with all my heart and soul, always and forever!

Yours Deborah.

Letter 13

My Love,

I love you because you make me look forward to each day. You're my everything, a dream come true. There are no words to express what I feel for you. There are no songs as beautiful as the music that fills my soul when I think about you.. Nothing moves me like you do. There are no days brighter than the days I spend talking to you through email but soon we will be together and do things as one. You're my light in the darkness. There could never be words strong enough to express my love for you. I love you with my body, soul, and mind. You're my everything. I love you so much,!

Love always,

Letter 14

Hello My Husband,

How are you doing and how was your weekend like ? I know by now the boys would have gone and you will be all alone again, I wish i am right there with you my love. It's Monday here and i am at work right now as i am writing you this letter, I am writing to you to know what has been happening to you my man, Because i haven't read back from you since after i sent my last letter to you yesterday and now i am worried as you still haven't email me, I am at work now but i can concentrate on work much, Just been thinking about you here.

Please email me back as soon as you get this email my Love.
Yours Deborah Chang.

Letter 15

Honey we need to truly consider our kids love and emotion, So i think we just need to talk to bryan and let him know everything will be alright, I will treat them right and give them more Love believe me honey. I am a caring mother.


Letter 16

Did you get the mail i sent to you and can you please reply me back sweetheart i am not happy right now and i feel like killing myself cause i just don't understand what is happening my love. I will be waiting to hear from you soon. Deborah

Letter 17

My husband,

Thank you so much for the mail and i am so sorry that i am telling you what is happning here baby but to be honest with you i don't feel comfortable telling you but since you have told me not to hide anything that is making me and thomas unhappy with you this is the reason why i have decide to tell you and see if you will find a place for me in your heart to help us.

Baby when i got back from work today i saw a note from the agent of the house we are living here that we should move out of the house since we have not paid for the rent of March and April which means we will not be able to pay for May too and my love there is no place we will stay if we should leave the house right now we will be sleeping outside or under the bridge is not a good ideal for us because of bad people that always try to rape or steal.

Baby the house we are staying is very secure than some cheaper houses that i see at other places but where we are is good,My husband i hope you are not going to be thinking bad about me or feel maybe i will never refund your money back to you please trust me i swear to you with the name of GOD that create us i will always love you no matter what happen please help us so that we can have place to sleep.

I will be waiting to hear from you soon,


Letter 18

Hi my husband,

Thank you so much for the mail you sent to me and i am so happy to hear from you about wanting to help me, Please baby trust me that as soon as i complete my work and get paid from this work i will refund all the money back to you cause i know you will need the money to do something over there and baby i never knew the house agent will not wait for me to complete my work here before asking me to pay for the house and also i never knew they will ask me for the money today please do not get mad or angry with me am begging you please sweetheart. Baby the amount i need to use in paying for the house rent for the months we have spent here is $3,500 but baby i will have to tell you how to send the money to me. I will be waiting to hear from you soon.