Letter(s) to Nathan (Canada)

Letter 1

Good morning to you there , thanks for writing me back, you doing nice job, my full name is Cynthia Yen Brown, 30 years old lady, I'm 5ft 5in tall, a mixed citizen my dad. is from United Kingdom while mum from Thailand, Well am glad to meet you as the first serious man on the CL all the reply i got pissed me off as most guys want sex without love or showing courtesy, i had reported a lot to the site, Well am currently doing my masters degree in nursing at Florence Nightingale college of nursing and midwifery located at Thames, London. i will be moving back to as soon as im through or even stay here in UK. I have been cheated also in the past but i had put that behind me and am ready to move forward in life i want true love, am young at heart with fun dreams and a tender heart....I'm easy to get along with as you'll find out, as time goes on. I believe age is just number cos i need a mature man, a man that as a lot of experience about life, most younger people want to play games and go, I want someone that knows what he wants, that's why i prefer dating older partner, though the heart determine how truly he is would determine, I love children and i wish to have mine also.. I love them deeply, I am an honest and sincere lady tired of people playing head games on me. I am down to earth and love to have fun and be adventurous... love to laugh (good sense of humor) I enjoy all sorts of activities, including surfing, visiting museums, taking long walks, as well as watching movies. I am kind, considerate, and generous. I am also brutally honest and always speak my mind. I enjoy laughing and making others laugh. I also like to sing along with the song on the radio (sometimes badly) and dance around my living room. I stun people with my creativity.. . . I like to wear casual, comfortable clothes. I never wipe my mouth on my sleeve - Simple things amaze me.. I love to watch thunderstorms. .. I believe there is life on other planets. I love romance and also romantic, I love sunrises, sunsets and feeling the warmth of the sun dance on my skin (not for too long). . I try not to take thing for granted. I believe in God. I do not believe in cheating on someone. I love animals, the outdoors, God's creation, i like my man to be honest, committed and compassionate.. I like romance and small surprises on occasion spur of the moment. What are the you seek in a lady? what are your likes and dislikes. i will like to hear from you again.

Letter 2

Good Evening to you Nathan, I'm so excited to read from you. you are very serious man and that is what i seek, I'm ready to put smile into you face if you can open your heart for me and accept me for who i am, I'm ready to put 100% commitment into any relationship and i will giving my man full support know matter what, i will like us to stop searching and focus on each other, i know if you are serious as i am, we're going to make this happen, the first thing we need is to build trust in each other, without trust there is know way relationship can stand, many relationship falls cos there is no foundation of trust, we all know before you can love you need to trust. Love does not know boundary. I need someone to share my heart, joy, sorrow and happiness with, i understand your English and it very good to read, likewise mine, but i will try to make you understand better, we need time to gel, i have been in London for a very long time because i am a citizen by fathers birth, i do visit my relatives here in Thailand and China at every holiday. I'm very hardworking, sensitive and trustworthy, Do you have pet?, i have a golden fish back home in Essex, i don't see anyone in England because there are a lot of racist where i live, sex is the one of the most important thing in relationship but i think we have to build something good before we start having fun with each other, i will like us to keep communicating by exchange emails even sometimes if we can chat on IM, I think we have same desire, let share it together and see what happens in the nearest future, i promise to never let you down or cheat on you , , What is your favorite dish, color and hobbies? ask me anything you like to know about me, What is more important to me, is the life we share, the memories you have or the lover? Give love a chance to swallow you up. Don't just think it will happen at an instant, it will surprise you before you know it, it will be the most rewarding experience you will ever have, tell me how you spend your weekends? i would like to read from you soonest and send me more picture of you and your environment, have a wonderful Day

Letter 3

Good Morning Nathan.....There is still a longer time to learn about each other but to make it shorter, we have to focus on each other like I said earlier and disconnect other distractions, as for me i will be removing my profile from TLL, i will appreciate if you do the same thing but if not i respect your decision so that we can talk to each other alone, i am a serious minded lady and also a one man woman. you will never regret you met me.. i will like to meet you in summer because if we see face to face our relationship will grow. I like all the pictures you sent they are lovely.. maybe it will go to Sydney together one day (Smiles).

On my Saturday, when i wake i take care of laundry and clean my room then cook good food, after that i invite my friend to watch tv, then i accompany them home. But Sundays i go to church and fellowship later in the evening while i use the remaining time to rest and prepare for the new week. I like you orientation and the way you do things, we look similar that way.. All i seek is love and i will love back in return. I am schooling full time because its my final year, I live alone in a bed room apartment around the school premises, my dad is late but my mother stays with my grandmother in Thailand, i do visit once a year.i borrowed a friend my camera i should have attached my fish pictures for you to see. I feel alone sometimes but i have friends around so i get carried away. my summer holiday begins next week and i do not have a plan yet.

Looking forward to knowing you better. as time goes on.. Cynthia

I included pictures of my last holiday at Thailand with friends and family, another pictures of me in England and where i study..

Letter 4

Good morning Dearie...

I woke up this morning to read from you and I am very happy of what I read. Now I believe that you are truly the one I seek and together we'll be one.. I haven't heard that name before. I tried to add you to my yahoo I'm but it didn't appear online. Its c4cynthiar@yahoo.com.. After my project next week I'll be free we can plan to visit each other that time because I have noting to do..
There is one more question I need to ask where are you at the moment.. I'm not too sure.
I'll be going to church today because it sunday, do you attend any church.. Will like to read from you as soon as I come back.
I'm Happy

Letter 5

Hey Baby,

Just got back from church, I will receive the request soon as I have it. It will be wonderful to chat with you... I have to told you I don't mind race or religion, all that matters to me that we share a good faith.. Eat well, I'll check my yahoo now..
I'm Happy

Letter 6

1. Favorite time of the day?
The time between finishing the after dinner dishes and going to bed, it's the most relaxing part of the day and the best time to sit and talk.
2. Favorite season?
Fall, I love the colors it's not to hot, not to cold and I don't have allergies like I do in the spring
3. Favorite color?
Green, all shades that exist in nature. I think it's Gods favorite color too because he made so much stuff green.

4. Long wet kisses that last for three days or quick kisses?
Long wet, I've never had one last three days but I like the ones that last so long that you need a nap to recover from it.

5. Staying at home to watch a movie with someone or going out with someone?
Tough question, I like both but if I had to chose I guess I rather be at home so that I won't have to share.

6. Cooking or eating out?
COOKING, no question. I've always done most of the cooking now I do it all. I love to cook. I love to watch my loved one enjoy something I cooked.
Boxers or briefs?
Boxers. 'Nuf said
Favorite author?
Depends on the type of book, I reed a lot.
Fantasy- Robert Jordan
Sci-fi C. J. Cherry
Fict Histories- Patrice O'Brien
War W.E.B. Griffith
Other stuff Ken Fol-let

9. Do you believe in soul mates?
Yes. I thought I had found mine, but now I realize that any man and any woman could be soul mates if both of them are willing to pour their entire soul into the relationship and devote themselves to it.
If one partner quits or backs off the relationship suffers. It has to do with devotion and giving of ones self.
10. Lace or silk?
Silk, smooth is better no need for ruffles or lace
11. I love kids, and I think I'd like kids of my own someday.
12. I believe in God,
13.. I've only ever traveled to places in the Thailand, England Dubai once...I just love to travel really.
14. I have been a Spider-Man fan since I was a kid and he is still the best to me!
kiss and hugs

Letter 7

Name: Brown Cynthia
Address: Apt 10 Ford Road, Dagenham.
City: Essex.
Zip Code: RM10 9JS
DOB: 21 DEC 1981
Phone number: 0447035909673
I'm Happy

Letter 8

Morning Sweetie,

Yes i do have a splendid night rest, i guess you did as well, i am honored chatting with you as well.
You gave me the definition of love without saying i love you, i want to come close to you at all times, I have never in my life met someone more cute, enjoyable, loving, and comforting as you. Since the very first day that you wrote me I knew there was something very special about you. I had no idea then that It will fall in love, but now that I have, I am so grateful. I am grateful for us to have wandered into one another's world so softly and unexpectedly. Nature took its course on our hearts and joined them in a way never imaginable.

Concerning Dinner, i take it anytime, i prefer snack or spaghetti with meat balls because at times i don't have during the evening. you do not need to worry, we still keep our normal schedule, if i want to eat i will let you know. Thanks for the rose i will reciprocate with a card. hope you'll like it.

See you tonight.

Letter 9

Morning My prince...

You always amaze me with your letter, let me tell you one secret, every morning i rush out of bed to check my email or IM because i know you will have written me... its no problem i was the cause because of my PC cable with always malfunction. My night was splendid, how about yours...

I understand how you feel by not writing much but i will be joining you tonight on chat..
have a blessed day..
Your little angel cynthia

Letter 10

Morning Prince Charming Le...

Yesterday night was one of the greatest I ever had. You made me feel like a lady, I am very happy I met you. I can express my self and I believe in you.

Our relationship is more than online, we gel into each other like we've met for years and I loving it because we share the same feeling.
Since day one we've shared something incredible, something that most people only dream of. I had been searching for you all of my life. You have made me the happiest I have ever been. You are sincere, caring, loving man, and I wouldn't trade you for the world. I am so thankful and blessed that you loved me as much as I loved you, and that you made me your princess.

We have been dating for few weeks, and I have cherished every moment since the day we met. I love you more and more everyday. Thinking about our future fills me with anticipation and excitement. We make the perfect lovers team, and I cannot wait to bring angels into our world, and hopefully Get married. We are going to have an amazing life together raising a family. All of our dreams are coming true, baby!

Your little Angel
I'm Happy

Letter 11

Morning Sweetie....

Really, I feel excited and can't stop thinking about how you make me feel special, like I'm your one and only. You make me feel like I'm a star in the sky lighting up your life. You make me feel safe when I'm near you, On the IM. You make me feel like an angel from heaven because you never stop telling me how much you love me. You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're my baby, and will forever be my baby. You'll will always be the love of my life.
I'm Happy

Letter 12

Morning Sweetie....

Yes I slept well and had a great night was great. When I came back online you're already gone so I waited online cause I hope you're going to come back before i slept off.
What I think is that we fell in love because we see what we both wanted (the words you say were what I want to hear and I believe its same with you). But I tell you there are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart that our hearts have come to dwell together, as one. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. The day we met was fate. Our lives intertwining was fate. You are my destiny. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Love is the only thing that makes life worth living. Your love. With all my heart I am forever
I'm Happy

Letter 13

You are my everything. Thank you for loving me the way no one can. You understand me and you know just how to make things right. You will never know just how much I love you, but I will spend the rest of my days trying to show you. You saved me from the worst, and you are always there for me... You only deserve my heart....
I'm Happy

Letter 14

Hey Sweetie...

I had a bad news today, My Grand mother is sick, they called me from home... Will be waiting for you online later..
I'm Happy

Letter 15

Hey Sweetie....

Your words made my day, though I was troubled but I know with you, I have everything I wanted... My grandma has been admitted at the hospital and she is responding to treatment. There are no words that I can speak, no song that I can sing, and no gesture that I can show, to prove my love for you, for the love I have for you has no definition. How can I describe the sheer joy I feel with the very thought of you? How simply hearing your voice causes my heart to beat faster, my pulse to race and my smile to widen. How can just one person give me so much hope for a future I have always dreamed of? You have opened my heart and awakened my soul. You are my one and only true love. That is how I know that our love is everlasting.
I'm Happy

Letter 16

Morning Better Heart....

Yes I have a good night? Dreaming you were around and we can hold hands.... I try not to disappear but anytime I put my shoes on I do.. I'm honoured and gladly will I wait for you...

You make me feel loved, you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. Something that I hadn't felt in a very long time. We both knew our friendship would grow right from the very first day we spoke. But, neither one of us could begin to imagine the love we both feel, not exploding or thundering into our hearts, but just slowly growing into a beautiful relationship that only you and I can understand. We don't even need to be together, we are never apart. You are my soul mate, my best friend, my inspiration, my love.

I'll attach speechless by Michael Jackson for you to hear..

Stay Blessed My Prince Charming Le.
I'm Happy

Letter 17

Good Morning Sweet Love,

I had a wonderful cold night, I hope one day we start living close to each other, where we can play our romantic games, pillow fight and all kind of fun with smile and happiness on our faces...
I won't write long today because, I'm almost late to church, I'll leave you with a good music then I'll join you after church...

I'll pray about us and I am sure God will answer our prayers...
I'm Happy

Letter 18

Good Day My Prince....

I think I had the best night, your dream is incredible, i can make your dream come to reality.. I do not not need to listen to the music again, i'll just come here to read it...

Your Love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the word to explain
God is the greatest expression of passion
But there words and lot ways to explains, to tell you how I feel.
But I am Speechless
That is how you make me feel..

Thank you for making me feel so loved there is only one possible feel that way, I 'm speechless and i want to be next to you.. This pix can prove to you...

I love you...
I'm Happy

Letter 19

Morning My Prince.....

My night was splendid, knowing I'll wake up to read from you as usual. Thank you for your time, commitments and your support. I'm willing to repay you by making you happy at all time and even spend the rest of my life with you. I owe you and you can take your price when we see face to face.....

There is no word for the love i have for you, I know actions are of the best way to show you love your mate. Our meeting is truly destiny because sometimes I wonder how could two people of different culture fall in love but we did, we haven't met each other but our love keeps blossoming everyday...

I thank God for my life now because it is filled with joy and happiness...

See you later this evening.
Your lovely lady
I'm Happy

Letter 20

Good Day Sweetie,

My night was great, Really, you already made me smile and i believe you'll keep making me smile (A great Smile) let me tell you..

Love and friendship is what I feel with you, it is not just that we are lovers, we are also friends, and that is what makes our relationship much better. The greatest of lovers don't make the best of friends, remember that, and when there comes a time when you feel that things can't get any worse, think of me, for I can try my best to bring you all the happiness in the world, Prince Le. I grow to love you more and more everyday, and I do not know right now what I would do without you. Sometimes I would like to think my love for you is like a great dream, I don't want to wake up because I don't want to lose that love. I will be by your side whenever you need me and I hope I am and always will be in your heart and in your dreams forever. I Love you...

You might not like this song, I just downloaded and it seems cool..
I'm Happy

Letter 21

Hey Sweetie...

Always having a good night because I'm right by your side. Sorry for yesterday the cable disconnected so i didn't bother to fix it because my friends were around. We went to see Sarah our sick friend she is getting better now about the phone we'll discuss it tonight...

Thanks for your understanding I try to put this feeling into words, but fail miserably. This feeling of being both
scared and at peace, of having both butterflies and a sense of calm, is a feeling that I have only dreamed about. As the days continue to pass, my love for you continues to grow. I never thought I had the capacity to love anybody as much as I love you right now. Yet, my love for you continues to mature, growing beyond the realm of my heart. It seems that you have become the fiber of my soul, the very reason for my existence. I have no other words to describe the way you make me feel. No words, no actions could even come close.

Till we chat again tonight...
I'm Happy

Letter 22

Good Morning Sweetie,

The Evening Programme was marvellous, I was so weak when I came back, I saw you online but you were idle, I tried to text you but there were no replies from you so I decided to rest.. Thanks for your understanding, you also get my support anytime you need it..

I missed you yesterday night as your thought keeps knocking my heart, I hope we are together now so that I can show to you how much I love you..

My team lost yesterday on penalty shoot out..
Till we meet again this evening..
I'm Happy

Letter 23

Hey My Prince,

Yes i do have a good night, that is so nice, after every chat sessions i think of what we did that day and i start smiling and look forward to the next day.

First of all, I would like to say I love you with all my heart! I will never ever forget the first day that we met. I remember each and every detail. Meeting you has been an answer to my prayers. I will always love you. My heart belongs to you and ONLY you. I never want you to forget that. I didn't think it was possible to fall in love with someone so fast ... but, this has totally proved me wrong. I am truly happy to be with you. You are my everything and I will do anything for you. I will never leave your side and when you leave for long periods of time I will be right here waiting for you.

Well, time has passed and I have discovered new things and a new me. You have truly changed me. Still, in a way, I'm scared 'cause I am actually growing a true feeling inside my heart which I just cant explain, but I know it's there waiting for you to come and uncover it. I truly don't know what your feelings are but I don't want to force you in telling me what you don't feel towards me. I would want to receive love and trust from you when you truly mean it. All I ask from you is to show me you care and not hide anything, to also have trust in me the way I do in you.

I love you more each day.
Your Angel Cynthiarella.

Letter 24

Morning my heart beat...

Walking yesterday night was very great, guess what I had a great night dreaming about you and I walking and holding hands along thames river.. You know the feeling grows each time we spend quality time exchanging our thought..
I noticed You have stolen me from me. Alone I can be lost. So, do not let the distance between us become larger. Each day is more wonderful that the previous one as I know that I will see you. Although its 3weeks from now but a heart truly in love never loses hope its always believes in the promise of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance. There are so many ways I want to tell you that I really love you, my sweetheart. My feelings for you are true and pure.....

Till we meet this evening..
I'm Happy

Letter 25

Morning My Guardian Angel,

My night was great as usual and so excited this morning after i read from you, you gave me hope and joy, in a matter of weeks we'll be together for the first time, I still think of those periods.. I even day dreamed about it, happening right now... I still look forward to that time, the excitement, fun and the good times we have together...

I love you more each day and i want to be with you happy forever..
My love, my life..
Waiting to make me smile this evening..
Your heart..
I'm Happy

Letter 26

Hey Sweetie,

I know this email was for yesterday but I like to reply it because its my daily routine to do that and even if I carry it over, due to busy schedules or internet problems I still have to reply it.. I'm really sorry for keeping you waiting on Sunday, I tried all my best to be online so that you won't be there alone, I missed you and you where the only thing I thought about that day. We might not be together but I remember the teasing and the games we played.. I smiled and started to feel you were around..

The feeling is always there, no matter what happened.. I have also a yahoo its c4cynthiah@yahoo.com
We can chat there...
I'm Happ

Letter 27

Morning, My Guardian Angel,

My night was great after a relief day of chatting with you, its great that we can talk again after some days of waiting on each other.
I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. I even miss you when I am sleeping! I love you, my charming prince. You are my first and my only love, and I thank you for be so kind with my heart. Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you...
Love you always..
Your Princess
I'm Happy

Letter 28

Morning love,

Yes I did, in my dream; I tried to find a formula that will not make me miss you anything I'm alone. It worked so i have to make sure i practise it when awake, its always been fun chatting with you and I have always guessed what it will look like when we meet..
Hey, Honey ... I miss you. I'm just here thinking about you, like I always do. I hope you're as happy as me; the day we plan is almost here. The thought of me in Your arms right now sounds so good to me. I just want you to know how much I love you.

Well be waiting to meet you this evening..
I'm Happy

Letter 29

Good Morning love,

Thanks for comforting me when I needed it the most, the weather affected the network yesterday so I was so weak to check later maybe it connects..

My grandmother is still there (in comma) I pray she gets better.

Wow you are traveling today, are you gone already or still around.. I wish you a safe trip. Try to email me as soon as you can, your one and only lady...

Letter 30

Good morning Sweetie,

How was your trip, hope it went has you planned it.. I have not been myself throughout yesterday, when I heard the news that my Grand mother passed away. I can't even express myself but I know I have to keep up to you.. My friends has been comforting me.. I'm trying to be strong...
Miss you as well.
I'm Happy

Letter 31

Morning Love,

You'll still be on bed by now, I was able to sleep today for 6hrs... For now I feel better but I do not know how I am going to feel when I see her corps or when I get home to see how my sibling are...
Please do and be very careful... I trust you always, and I believe you trust me always.. I'm saying this because not everybody can do what we have been doing to each other.. I appreciate your kindness and I'll always repay your kindness..

I saw the attachments of the, its a good one, my mother want to send me a ticket also, I want to know if she will be able to do that if not I'll let you know on I'm this evening...

How has your stay been, are you happy to join your family again.. Its always a nice feeling, they will be happy to see you...
I'll be waiting for you..

Have a blessed day..
I'm Happy

Letter 32

Honey, sorry for the delay, i have picked the money, but I got a call that my aunt is coming from scotland so I had to go pick her at the station.. There is no problem you can send it now, thanks.. I will write you as soon as i cook for my aunt..
Take care..
I'm Happy

Letter 33

Hi Sweetie...
I have a wonderful night rest and everything went well yesterday.. the only bad thing was that i was annoyed at you after reading the message you sent day before yesterday, The main reason i was annoyed was that you and i have been together and understand each despite the fact that we have not met, we trust each other and so close to each other until i read the other emails you sent and i feel i'm wrong i have put you into much stress.. sorry for that.
We have picked the money up today and continued with our shopping. my aunt was very surprised and happy, she wants to meet you. she also asked so many question, which i answered correctly.

My reason for writing to you was just to let the feelings flow. This is to the one I love. Everyday, I fall over and over in love with you again ... as the time goes on and a new day shows, your presence enlarges and my love grows. I just wanted to thank you for sharing and making me smile. Thanks for being the most awesome guy a lady would ask for. Thanks for the warm moments, caring times, and loving experiences. Thanks for understanding me and most importantly, thanks for just being there for once I have found someone who stands besides me and not over me and I'm so lucky to have you.

I wish you a safe trip and by tomorrow evening, we'll also be on our way to thailand..
Your lady Cynthiarella.

Letter 34

Hello Sweetie....

I have a splendid night rest last night.. Went to church today and prayed for our love.. Yes I've been doing a lot these days, which makes me exhausted. We are getting for the trip home now, I wonder where you'll be by the time this message delivers to you.. I'll miss you..

With this letter, you made me feel like I have never feel before..
Here is my chance to tell the world how lucky I am to have found an amazing man like you. All my life I felt like I was meant to be alone, as if my someone took a wrong turn over a bridge before I could meet them. Then came you... suddenly my eyes went from clouded storms to small blue beacons. I was so sad, and you
took away all that pain just by smiling. I will do anything you ever ask, so long as you promise to never leave me. Without you, my heart would seem empty and useless. I need you, want you, and love you, and will as long as I live and beyond. Thank you for changing me, for making me the proudest woman alive to have you. I love you....

My Prince, I'm always next to you.....
I'm Happy

Letter 35

Hey Sweetie,

I've been fine and I hope you are good as well.. It has not been easy to communicate with you because people are just too much at our home.. I'm so sorry.. Everything has been good, I'll have time after the burial.. I miss you more than anything..
I'll find time to write you again..
I'm Happy

Letter 36

Hello My one and only heart...

You are indeed welcome, you are part of me, that if I don't write you nor read from you. I'm not always myself.. This last days has been difficult for me.. I miss you more than I can imagine, I missed our chat times, our teasing time and your smile especially.. My Aunt told my mom and most of my relatives about you and they are so eager to meet you. She make jokes that I have a secret lover...
How has your holiday been? I miss you this past week and I feel, One week without you is like one moment without air, like one day without food and a week without water.
One week without you is like a month without sunshine or shelter. One week without your voice is like a year absent the sound of music, or of birds, or of rain and thunder.
One week without your comfort is a week without sleep, for my heart knows no rest, and my nights give no peace. One week without your love, and my days are empty of beauty; though I see about me everywhere others whom are called beautiful, none of them compare with your visage as I gaze at your photo. One week without speaking with you is like years alone in the wilderness or a deserted island; though I may talk with people on the streets, my soul has no communion.
One week without you is like a year in a prison; though I may come and go as I please, my soul knows no freedom. One week without you in my life is like no life at all!.. I missed you so much and your love continue to grow in me...

Your lady Cynthiarella..
I'm Happy

Letter 37

Hey Sweetie....
I've been good, we traveled to another city in thailand (Chai nat) since Sunday, no where to check my email nor write you... I feel so empty and bad as you might feel at the moment.. I miss you more than anything. The burial will be this weekend, every member of the family has gathered. Have you resolved your flight delays? Where are you now? I hope Madagascar. Will you be able to chat today? I have installed google talk to my sisters PC..
I'm Happy

Letter 38

Good day Sweetie,

I've been good, the burial went well and everything according to plan. I have been so lonely and its hard not to communication with you these day. My mother, my sister and I went for prayers. Now we are back and most of our relatives are gone.. It will be easy to communicate with you.. What's your plan today?
I'm Happy

Letter 39

What I feel for you is that awesome love that poets write about and that we mere mortals only dream of experiencing. It is the love that is considered unconditional and undying; so great that my heart seems to burst with the joy of it. I cannot fathom living my life without you - waking would never be the same without your email to look forward to; I would not be living, just existing; sleeping would be impossible without you to dream of. You have made my life worth every moment, every breath. I know that I'm younger than you, and as such are thought not to feel such intense emotion, but what I feel is true and blinding in it's power. You have swept me away and proved to me that magic exists - in you.
Though we are separate, but I believe and have faith that what we feel for each other will overcome and outlast the distance. My heart is yours, my soul in your keeping. Please treasure it.
I'm Happy

Letter 40

My sweetheart,

This is the best email, I ever received. I read it over and over again. Every word you use are perfect, you make me more happy and I imagine how being with you in real would be perfect.
I know that it's very hard for both of us to maintain a long distance relationship, but I believe that we can achieve it. I will wait for that day to come when we are no longer apart. I know it's a bit long for us to wait but it's worth waiting for, right?
I don't know if this can be counted as a love letter or not, I don't know how to use words to express my feelings to you because it's so hard to express, but remember that when you close your eyes, you can feel my love for you and I am always there in your heart. I love you, Le, and I will always love you. My love, there's only you in my life. Remember those songs; the lyrics tell our I feel for you going to be our theme song ... Endless Love.
I'm Happy

Letter 41

Hey Sweetie,

Sorry for not contacting you in the last two days, I know you'll be worried. The System was given us serious problem after switch on it won't load, it was reloaded yesterday. Now its like new.
How have you been? I miss you, your words but you were next to me. I like to know what and how you are feeling now?
Remain blessed
Your one and only Cynthia..
I'm Happy

Letter 42

Hi honey,

I'm very fine, sorry about that, I have a busy day and i also have some pains around my stomach, I'm online now and I can't find you there..

Thanks for your understanding, its just a matter of time my holiday, will soon be over and when I get back to england, we can have the whole chat time together. Honey, I understand that you have to work and i promise to be with you at any opportunity I have...

Join me online now.
I'm Happy

Letter 43

Hey Sweetie,

I had a good night rest, how about you? I still feel the pains but not compared to yesterday's . I have gone to see the doctor, he fixed a time for thursday due to his schedule. You know its sunday, you're free and i'm free so its a better day for us to always chat. Honey you know I like to please you at all times, even in worst conditions. I know you can do the same and you have been doing it. I'm amazed, the secret behind this success is that we are heavenly made for each other, we fit into each other like a piece of puzzle. I love you and I thank God for the opportunity of meeting you. You are a Sweet heart..

I read BBC New about the fire out break, they said it was the greatest fire out brake in England but I thank God no one was injured, the fire was put out by 200 firefighter, only the building and the properties inside damaged...

Resend the flight details alone I can't open it here...
I'm Happy

Letter 44

Good Morning Love,

I feel so good especially when i receive your email and the loving song... I remember those times we exchange our best songs. I'm always around you even if you're not sleeping. Really, I'm impressed, its a loveable song.
You make me feel special, like I'm your one and only. You make me feel like I'm a star in the sky lighting up your life. You make me feel safe when I'm next to you, on IM. You make me feel like an angel from heaven because you never stop telling me how much you love me. You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're my baby, and will forever be my baby. You'll will always be the love of my life.
Cynthia LE.
I'm Happy

Letter 45

Morning Sweetie,

I'm very good, yes the pain is still there. I went to meet with the doctor as appointed, after carrying out the test he discovered that I'm having appendix. He said I need to be operated before it ruptures. I'm scared and i need to do it soon, the earlier the better. What are the thought that runs through your mind. We'll surely meet, that is our only hope and it will be the happiest day of my life.

I understand you and sometimes I feel that way mostly when I'm lonely but I have faith and believe in US, we have a future together and i'll do my part to fulfil our destiny. I have no one but you and I'm not ready to trade you for anything (you're priceless to me).

Noting has changed from the date, I should be in school by then so that I can continue my project and opening my hand to hug you face to face...
My love
Together forever..
I'm Happy

Letter 46

Morning Love,

I'm good and feel better, how about you? So do I, it was the least thing i expected but any thing that happens to me, I have faith. Yes I was scared because I don't like anything operation and its my first time. The told me exactly what you said and he placed me on antibiotic then I'll go for another check up next week.
It really an exciting time to spend with you on IM, you always inspire me and make me want more of you. The only thing on my mind is meeting you and I still wonder how the whole thing is going to happen. I'll be thrilled and act as the Cynthiarella you usually call me (not to disappear but act as the prince) I'll be proud to work with you through the city and show you where i usually hangout.
It will be fun, I promise you.
Looking forward to meeting, my love
Your lady Cynthia Le..
I'm Happy

Letter 47

Morning my love,

I'm always good every morning because I get what I expect, I bright smile attached to your email. I'm better but the pain comes mostly when I'm about to go to bed. I pray so because I do not fell comfortable hearing I'll be operated. By tuesday i have appt with the doctor, honey I want you right next to me so that you can comfort me. I will be stronger if I hear your encouraging words..

You know there is noting greater than been closer to your love, when we can do what lovers do, walk together, play, laugh and so many thing. Sometimes, I do feel unlucky when I see lover (my mates with there BF) but since I met you, I know what awaits me. The best future with so many pampers. All promises will be kept even beyond expectations ( you do not need to worry about that). I'll be online after church tomorrow, I'll write you immediately I get online..
Have a wonderful day...
Thinking about you....
I'm Happy

Letter 48

Good Day Sweetie,

I'm good and had a wonderful night rest the pain came as usual that i could not sleep for longer period of time, its better this morning. How are you today? I guess you will be at work by now. I think Sunday is my best day for now because I get a chance to be closer to you, chat on I'm and even tease each other. There noting I need to add to your life than joy, happiness and every other good things. You are the only one that I get this from also and i believe together we are perfect. The feeling is that I want to walk side by side with you and show the whole world that you're the mine and I'm yours..

Have a wonderful day at work
Your lady loves you..
I'm Happy

Letter 49

Good Day sweetie...

My night was not that bad and i feel fine this morning. Yes like every night i struggle with the pain and in the morning its gone, after i know the cause and the cure i fear-less. the only fear is that i don't want to be operated, Honey even your word alone comfort me because i know you are compassionate. Yes i met the doctor today, he told me i had to be operated (Friday midnight). My mother assured me everything is going to be alright and she will be there for me.

How about your internet connection, has it been fixed? interesting you just put a smile on my face with what you said about our meeting, its going to be a great time i promise you.
have a good day at work
God Bless.

Letter 50

Hi sweetheart,

I'm on my lunch time and I had your message. I'm sad to hear that you will be operated, the thing you are scared and didn't want to have....
You will be operated on Friday and by this fact, you can't travel and our meeting as planned can't happened..... I'm very deceived of that and what i wrote to you last week, that I felt that we can't meet again this time will really occur.
I understand that it is hard for both of us to maintain a long distance relationship like this. I promise you in my mail of yesterday that I will make anything to realize our dream. So. if we can't meet at London, I'll travel to Thailand to be next to you, to comfort you at he moment like that. I will be a pleasure for me also to meet your mother and all of your family....So, give me your address in Thailand and I will meet you there, even before you will have your operation on Friday midnight.

Wait for your mail, my love. (I'm also on line, on IM waiting for you...)