Letter(s) to Martin (Australia)

Letter 1

Dear Martin,

I really want to get to know you better and also learn more about you each and every day that passes by...what do you think about that?well let me tell you more about myself...i m a God fearing woman, straight forward woman, honest,caring,loving,trust worthy and understanding man that loves to be around loved ones....I am a soft heated woman who loves to help people if i can and im also into charity giving,10percent of my annual income is been given to the orphanage home......i was born August 7th 1982 so i m 30yrs old, I have an accent because brought up in New South Wales. l Obtained my degree in the University of South Australia,But before anything i will like to tell you that am not in state right now ,am in Den man Drive North in United Kingdom for now am here about 8 days ago now. My house is very close to hay street , Perth, Western Australia. Just moved in 2months ago.

I do want a serious relationship with a understanding man because i m not getting any younger but i m getting older so i don't want to play games and i want a serious relationship with a man who is willing too...that's why i contacted you to see where God will lead us to in this relationship...what do you think?I have not been married before now but i have been single for the past years now and ever since then i have never trusted any man or have anything to do with one and dont want to go into any relationship Till this year when a friend of mine advised me to go in search of a Love on dating site that i will meet the right man there and that was how i registered this site and saw your proflie and found interest in you..believe i really love what i saw and would like us to start up something because i know that there is something so special in you.....

However, Can you please tell me more about yourself and where you work...your family and all that and you can also send me more pics of you..let me tell you more about myself, my relationship with God is strong because i believe and have faith in him, i love watching all kinds of movies most especially action thriller, like horror movies and adventures, i like listening to Music(R&B,little bit of Hip-Pop, country music, classical and pop). I want you to also understand that i dont look at the outside handsome of a man but i look at the handsome of the inside which is the " heart" because i need a man with good heart not just beauty,i like a man that dress to be comfortable, i like spicy foods and sea-foods, i would love to receive and show care with affection to my loved ones, i do watch tv shows but not always except i have free time to do so then i watch Jerry Springer sometimes then maybe B.E.T or series, i want you to know that i m a honest and straight forward and a woman of my word so i dont want to play games as i m ready for a serious relationship that may lead to marriage if its the will of GOD,you can make our getting to know each easier when you get to reply to my emails on time and we communicate more often by emails,chat online or maybe try to put call through on the phone what do you think about that?......please do take care of yourself and have a wonderful day there as i will await your email soon along with your picture



Letter 2

Martin, Thanks for your message . I will like to tell you the challenges life has presented to me within the last few years . All painful and sorrowful at first but in the end, they teach me so much about my self and that in turn makes me better person. Life has its ups and downs, its twists and turns. Life leaves you pain, teaches you until you learn and even if life takes so long, it always takes you to where you belong.I was born by Aussie mother to a Dutch man, my father is from Netherlands, about 4 generations, dads side owned local mining industry in Netherlands. Mums side, her dad was a banker, my mum was into art merchant in Rotterdam. My mother died of cancer and my father died of heart problem 4 years ago. I practice the normal way of life and i never love the sinful act. I don't do drug and always believe in myself. I love football so much and i love playing tennis. As for my work, My life has been mostly focused on creating success for myself that is reason i chose to be self employed person, i do small business on my own and I work from home at the moment.I deal with precious stone, gold and rough diamond. i really enjoy doing it . its involves traveling,meeting people of different race and culture, sharing ideas and feelings and some many more. My father wanted me to get married to honest man, somebody that i know very well and he always warned me to be sure of who i love and i have been trying this as much as i could and that is one of the basic reason why i will like to know you better and get closer to you.I know the type of person who I want to build a friendship with so I am willing to put the time and effort in my messages to show that to you.I am interested in meeting a man who is mine. I want somebody who will understand me to the best of my imagination. I'm online because am yet to find that special one to share my life with but all what I need now is someone honest, loyal and God fearing I could trust .Tell me more about yourself.Tell me the quality you'll like in your woman and what you want your woman to always do and observe. You sound like my perfect match but I want to provide you with a good understanding of who I am, what I am all about, and what has made me the person I am today.

The reason behind me sending this message to you is because I am serious about wanting to establish a quality friendship with you, and because of the fact I rarely contact anyone on here, so when I do you can be rest assured I am serious about my intentions.I really like to find a special man for dating and openness for what may develop. I want that connection with him to have a balance of attraction and chemistry. He must be lots of fun to be around. He must be easy going and very intellectual,I'd like a man that will be ready to pamper me and take care of me. Who is not self centered and will respect my intention and ability. He must be intriguing, genuine, caring, passionate, and sensual.I want someone who wants and is open to a relationship. I do not want him to be in a race to get there either. Time will tell and compatibility will set our pace. He must not just want a position filled. I want him to want me. He must make time for us despite the craziest of schedules and also respect my schedule regardless of how clumsy it might be. I want someone who needs me as much as I need him. Everyone has issues and hardships develop but he must not run away from them or hide them.Rather he must let me help or simply support him in what ever way I could. I'd like him to be someone who will become my best friend as well as lover. I will be glad if i can find all these qualities in you because i don't want to search any more.

I have been into 2 relationships and 1 of my relationships ended because of my partners betrayal and infidelity (cheating) and the other 1 ended because the love was not there to grow. presently i don't have any serious relationship and i really need one.I know this sounds strange to you but I have not been sexually active for 1 years! I know this sounds strange to you but, ever since then I live my life through my spirituality, and I refuse to have sex with someone if I am not in a relationship with him and my last relationship ended a year ago. My reasoning which I understand is very strange in today's world, but my belief is my heart and soul, and the passion that is in it is very unique and special, so I made the decision and made a promise to my self that I would not be sexually active for the sake of just wanting sex, or to have sex for someone else’s own self gratification. Knowing the passion that is contained in my heart and soul is very unique, I made the decision to abstain from sex because I want this special gift to be shared with the person I am dedicating the rest of my life to, as his Wife.

I look forward to hearing from you soon

Terri Page

Letter 3

Honey, i'm on internet to find my lifetime lover, soul mate and my best friend. I'm not looking for adventure or a one-night stand, my intentions are sincere and serious, but if you are the one that will feed me with your love, I will be the best lover you ever dreamed off and will treat my man as a king as long he will treat me with respect too. beautiful words are empty if there is no connection between our souls and to find that "special" connection called love, there need to be deep desires to grow together, to get closer. as you will know I'm a very sensitive female and will please my man all the way to make him happy as long he does the same. to let dreams become reality, there must be trust, totally openness to each other to create a meeting who will be for life! beauty is inside of the beholder and the outlook will chance in years because we all grow older but the heart and soul will always be the same! If you believe in a future together, share every thought, dream and desire with me, be a totally open book without any limits or shame and share your ideas with me, you will find out that I'm a person who will appreciate openness without being shocked, it will make me feel special. i am presently in United Kingdom as i said earlier and it is not just a visit, am here on business trip, I should be back home this week i guess.

I have some questions for you but here is my own answer to the question ?

1. What do you seek for in Relationship ? Well in a relationship i look for honesty and i want him to truly care and look out for me. I want there to be really strong feelings which we both share. I want to be able to talk to him for hours on end. We should be able to trust one another with our lives and be prepared to do anything for each other.

2. What are your turn on and Turn off ? Turn on- humor, cute smile and Turn off- Arrogance, ego

3. What do you Like and What you don't Like ? I like honest people and i dislike dishonest and arrogant people

4. What is Love to you ? Love is more than just acceptance,martyrdom.love is the answer to so many questions. it is not just a feeling. it's doing your best without thinking you're the best, giving the other what they need even if it could mean your poverty... it's having the joy amidst all the hardships you might encounter in trying to love. once it's given, you'll receive it back (maybe in another form) however long it takes. LOVE it's the source of all hope. and as humans, we are supposed to put it where it is needed most.

Thanks again for writing me and reading my message to you. You take the time to give your messages a personal touch and I really appreciate the effort. I can only hope that I don't end up being a disappointment to you. I can hardly wait for your next message. You've really made my day. As I'm ending this email I'm mentally giving you a hug. Have a great night rest and Take care sweetie. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. Thank God I found you.
Your Queen Terri.

Letter 4

Thanks for your message and it's so nice hearing from you again. I just want you to know that I very much appreciated receiving your mail. You sound very special and I want to establish a long term friendship with you, I hope ? That is my dream, and I hope to make it come true with you. Sweetie in my heart I feel you have all the qualities it takes to make me very happy. I'm so much impressed of reading from you and thanks for having time to talk to me. I'm only scared of going into relationship any how, because i have been hurt in the past and i do not want this to repeat itself.I don't like hurting ones feeling and i don't like to be hurt as well because it really pain. I really need a caring, loving, honest man. I need a responsible man that will love me for whom i am and treat me as his dream princess. Can you treat me as your dream princess ? And don't dare ask me why is you because i don't just know but i believe you are putting everything in a way i can understand unlike a couple of other guys I've met on here.They are mostly after a kinda one night stuff thing and i hate that.but you, you match me from expression and always help in what i want to say next.Thank you again for giving me the opportunity to build this special friendship with you!. You will be rewarded for it through the passionate love that makes up my heart and soul!. I am so excited to be able to do what I do best and that is to love you with all the passion that makes up my heart and soul!

My special friendship with you is something I want to make permanent.Thanks again for expressing your desire to build this special friendship with me that will allow my dream become a reality. I'm sending this mail to let you know how I feel about you. I don't know how you are feeling about me right now,but I am going to put my feelings in words, on this mail. Since the day you emailed me, I haven't been the same. I am starting to fall for you in a different way. I think of you every day! I love everything little things i know about you. I can't get you off my mind, honey, you got me feeling stupid, because I know you may not feel the same, but my feelings just keep growing each and every day. Well, what I am trying to tell you is I am sprung, and I am falling in secret love with you - yes, this is true! But I understand if you don't feel the same.Honey, I know this sounds lame, but I have to let you know how I really feel. And this is no lie. Please,if you're my special one, close your eyes and meditate, feel my love and passion across the miles, as it is here for your taking as I am feeling you and desiring you with my total heart and soul. When I read your letter, I couldn't believe all the interests we share, but I'm like a sponge that wants to soak up anything you want to tell me.Thank you again for allowing me to express myself and I want to end this letter on the above thoughts. I wish for my sake that my thoughts and feelings could become reality, but what I have expressed to you is very honest, sincere, and comes from the deepest depths of my heart and soul. I know this is not the type of letter you were expecting, but it is a letter expressing exactly what I am feeling at this very moment and why I am feeling what I am. I have many things I do want to learn about you and what makes up your heart and soul. I am really interested in learning about your thoughts, feelings, experiences, fantasies, and anything else you would like to share with me. My heart, my soul is all here for you even if it has to be in a friendship.It is very important for me to build a life of stability, security, and opportunity for the special person I hope to share my thoughts, feelings, experiences, dreams and fantasies with, and to offer the best in opportunities for any children that might be included in my life and that is my focus at this time. I do travel once in 5 months, this is my first time in United Kingdom Well I spent most of my time going from town to town to shop for my goods, I already feel an air of possibilities and new beginnings in this year and I already started setting up my goals and things I hope to achieve this year. I am coming back this week. i Will be glad if can come and pick me at the Airport.

firstly I plan to settle down with a happy home and owning my own boutique in the city this year, I want to make it pretty ultra modern, having ultra modern furniture and accent antique. I have done all my research and estimate. I pray things work out as planned. There is so much in this world to see and I want to see as much of it as I can and it is always more fun when you are with someone. You are really amazing. Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts...There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you. Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.

Wow!!! Nice pics they have got...... Hope you're good to them, cos i cant wait to spend time with them...Lol

Your Future Queen! (I hope!)

Terri Page

Letter 5

I'm really sorry for not getting back to you earlier, have been seriously busy at the ware store, but all is good now....lolz . I am just writing to show the world how much I love you. From the moment that we started communicating on here I have always loved you and i will never stop loving you. i am sitting here dreaming and fantasizing about how nice it would be for you to be near, where I could do what I enjoy most and that is being able to romance you right now, by providing you flowers, cards, letters,writing sweet notes on the bathroom mirror, buying you special gifts representing my love,passion,appreciation .because you are the special one I have in my life.My heart is the biggest part of all that attracted me to you, from the first day I saw your profile and getting to know you more I have a true feelings for you which I hope to develop to a great and higher place where we can settle down as one with a happy home blessed with beautiful kids. I have so much to offer you as the love and passion that makes up my heart and soul is priceless, and I would love to provide it to you as it is my dream to build a very successful marriage and family that is blessed by God, and filled with a lifetime of unconditional love. In me honey you are going to find the most passionate, loving and romantic woman you have ever met. There are very few promises in life but this is one of them!. romance is the key to my happiness and to my heart and soul!. It is the single biggest reason I am still single today because I have yet to find a man who will romance me with the passion of his heart and be a giver of his love, and not just a taker. I am a woman who is very committed to the special man I am sharing my heart and soul with. I will dedicate and devote my life to you always, for you are my King and it is my belief that as long as you are my King, God would want me to treat you as such, by putting you on a pedestal that is reserved only for a King and showing you with an endless amount of affection, attention, passion, and unconditional love. It is my duty as a follower of the word of God to be your provider, providing for your emotional, mental, and sexual needs.

It is my responsibility as your Queen to take any problems and stress that you has in your life and put it on my shoulders to free you of it, for I am a woman and your Queen!. My shoulders are bigger so it is my obligation to carry the burdens you has in life on them, allowing you to have a healthy mind, body, and heart and soul at all times. I love and cherish this role sweetheart, and it is because I love it so much, that I feel God has a role for everyone in life, and his chosen role for me is to be a excellent wife, because of the way I live my life, and because of my passion to be a great lover..I can't believe such a man like you exists! You have been the sweetest, most understanding person I have ever needed. It's hard to believe how much we have been through lately but I promise you the best future ever and I owe my entire life to you. You are my inspiration everyday and I wake up every morning thinking of how wonderful it would be to wake up with you.I want to spend the rest of my life with you. No one can ever take your place because there isn't a person like you in the world. Please let me love you. Thank you for accepting me. I do notice every little thing you do. I love you very much.This feeling is always present when I think of you.Dear you are really going to be in for a big surprise as you get to know and understand me as my words mean nothing compared to my action.

Sweetheart I am really sorry, just got through with my business sorted out, I will be back home on Saturday. Please can you tell me the closet airport to you there so i could book my flight directly you if you dont mind. I will keep you posted with my flight schedule. It will be nice to see you with open arms when I come out of the terminal. Dear I believe by the time we see face to face, your doubt will fly out of the window and I want you to know you are really going to be in for a big surprise as you get to know and understand me as my words mean nothing compared to my action.

Thanks so much for the wonderful mails and inspiring messages. i will always love to read all that from you Hun. You're what i seek From God, Now that he has brought us together why not we enjoy the friendship till the end of our lives, That is if truly you have that strong feelings for me....Lol.

Your Love Terri.

I cant wait to read from you.