Letter(s) to Roberto (Italy)

Letter 1

dear Roberto Hello,whats up ? :)
my name is Anastasiya from www.heart-desires.com
i write to you by myself without any agency, i got your email address from administrator and it was not easy for me because it is not allowed on the site.
will try tell you about myself now.
i live in Russia,St.Petersburg, i am 30 years old,5'6 tall,not too old for you ?
just joking :)
120 lbs weigh,extremely beautiful(i look younger than ladies of my age),no kids,just divorced last year.
what is about you ?
I work as dentist for last 7 years in private clinic, what is about you ? what do you do for living ?
I do not smoke and drink(only little bit),never took any kind of drugs so i look like younger.
my birthday is 11 of may.
and when is your birthday ?
what is your favorite season ?
Let me know if you belive in Destiny ?
Anastasiya

Letter 2

Hello my friend, this is Anastasiya.
i am glad to get your response, i want you to know that i can speak english the same as write and i do write for you by myself.
i just finished my working day and come here in Internet cafe to check my email.
So how are you doing there ?
I am fine and have no plans for the evening yet, what is about you ?
so what are your plans ?
I can say that most of young man do not know how to treat lady and think about themselves in whole.
But every lady loves when the man take care of her, do you agree with me ?
Roberto,do you like to take care of lady ? I mean to treat lady as your best friend and not as only sexual partner, but any way the harmony in relations is impossible without harmony in sexual relations,do you think so ?
I do know how to treat man and how to make him feel special and i have experience being married,not only words.
Now my aim is not just to marry-i have went throw this already.
As you know every woman wish to marry and could be blind, and people make a lot of mistakes when they are young, and we have to pay for our mistakes later,i have paid by my nervous and health.
Any way nothing has been changed inside of my heart and it is able to love and i am ready for true love, i never loose hope and i belive there are a lot honest man in this World.
I do belive in Destiny and i know it has something for me also, so i look on things around me and i put attention on what is going on.
I have pics to send now and i will send some with the next letter also, you can see my cousins and niece they do live near St.Petersburg in the country side in their house like farm, my parents do live there also i and i live in the City.
My friend,i write from Internet cafe because my ex took the computer and car after divorce.
I have few girlfriends here also and i proud of them.
Do you drive ? i have licence but no car now.
My favorite season is The Summer !
but unfortunately its finished already.
What kind of music do you prefer ?
do you like to read ?
what is your favorite kitchen ?
i mean kind of food you like the most.
do you cook ? :) What is your dream ?
I mean something you wish in the closest future.
I enjoy popular music,Madonna,r&b,house music.
Well,i need to go home, i feel tired so much take care :)
Yours Anastasiya

Letter 3

Hello Roberto,its Anastasiya here, Your pictures drive me mad,please send more.
how are you doing ? i am very glad to hear from you,you make my evening,thank you.
We went for a walk on the Sea front with my co-worker and there were not many artist, normally we do have many here on weekends and in tourist season,but the season is finished already and it become colder, its Autumn already.I do have the pictures of artist draw me before in July and i am going to send you so you could see it,but now its not so sunny here and a lot of clouds and rain, we may have snow in November here.
Sorry for that i can not come here more often, it is only because i am just busy with my work or sometimes i can be tired too much also, Roberto,i have international diploma that allow me to work as dentist in English speaking countries.
I am not sure how difficult is it to find work for dentist in your area and how much does it paid, but here i work for private clinic and does not paid good.
It is not only my work is paid not good, it is because of low level of salaries in Russia in whole.
Any way i can save something sometimes, but the most i earn is enough for food and clothes.
Well Roberto,i want to describe what is the right relationship to me, i mean they way of my family based on.
First of all i do belive in God and i agree with some positions of relationship the Bible give it to us.
By the way i am not too religious and i go to the Church on special holidays only,any way i see the power of Prayers doing my work.
So the bible tell us that all relationships have to be based on love toward God,and love toward neighbor What does the right relationship means to me, i would explain it in few words and very short.
I try to put my heart in what ever i do and it is in relationship also,so we can always find compromise and avoid conflicts.
Roberto,the right relationship for me is when you give a lot and do not need to ask something for "returning" from your partner, it just happens by their own way and this is the balance.
When people can understand each other without words and when they do feel each other spiritual.Also i am sure that right relations build on good sexual relations and it is necessary to give to partner a lot of respect,are you agree with me ?
I always try to give a lot to the man i am in relations with and i am agree with opinion of Austrian famous psychotherapist Zigmund Freid that there is never psychological problem for adult without conflict of sexual relations,that means if you have good sexual relations with your partner you are protected from stress I have been hurt before,but i did not loose the hope to find good man,and i will never loose it.You just became stronger every time when you are hurt should never loose hope and the happiness will bell the door someday.
Roberto,what is your opinion about money and how do the important in your life ?
i belive to get new dog after i met my soulmate so we could take a care of it together ? ) may be just small one ?
By they way i love to travel very much, i do have many pictures for you and will be sending more later
Looking forward to hearing from you
With kiss
Yours Anastasiya

Letter 4

My dear,its me Anna here,
how are you doing ? did you miss me ? )
i know you did and i did miss you all this time too,you know the time goes so fast when i am at work, but when i start thinking about you,the time just stops.
You know,i have been working a lot already and my last vacation was about before the New Year and i need to have some rest soon because work is really hard this days and many people to come to our clinic because they have vacations also and just no time for it after.
You can say it sounds strange to miss someone you never see before,but it is really so ! so i do not know how can i explain it and do i need it really ? :)
i think you can understand it without words.
Yesterday evening i visited parents and we talked about you, they are really surprised about us and they belive i will can be happy abroad and it can be the new start for me, they always try to support me,you know,my dad is great man and every time i felt sad or i need to talk someone, every time i came to him and he gave me an advice how to find the way from difficult situation or how to solve the problems and yes,i do listen to him because he always tells me the same his heart tells him and this time when i start talking about you he said that i stay here all my life and i am already 30 and that it is just not the positive life he want me to have and here is nobody to take a care of me, yes,i have been married before,father never said i should not marry my ex-he just said do what my heart tells me !
I would like you to meet him one day and i do proud of him, my dad's name is Shohruh,he said he is going to miss me if i go far,but he want me to be happy,and i do need to make my own choice,so i belive if we met with you and like each other the same in the writings we can have a future together, and i already start to feel that my heart beats faster and faster with every day,but i little bit afraid to fall in love with you, because i never see you before in person and because you are so far,but what can i do and can i stop my self and do i really need to stop my self ? I feel i can trust you and that you will not let me down and i can promise the same from my side, because as i have wrote before i am one man woman and if i have my soulmate i never look around and i never put attention on any other man because i am happy already and just do not need to do it.
tell me this all serious for you the same as for me !
All the things happens between us already are serious and it start to change my life already and i forget when i felt so nice as now the last time and if i ever felt like this.
I want to be honest with you and i have nothing to hide.
I feel that i can trust you,is that right feeling ?
Could you tell me if i am right because it is important to hear this words from you,if that is really so only.
I am looking forward to hearing from you soon
With kisses
Anastasiya

Letter 5

My dearest Roberto,its me Anna here,
i am glad to hear from you this evening and your letters the same as medicine for my heart and i need more medicine for my body,i need your touches and hugs,i need your kisses.
Dear i would gladly send you my phone # but the last time i had it before it was crashed in metro(undeground) and i have not seen it from those time, i do have one at work but i am busy often and if someone hear your english not sure that they can understand that you want to talk to me but i will try to call you by myself later soon.
How are you doing there ? I am fine but more and more tired with every day here,i catch my boss today and she was in a beautiful mood and she said i can plan vacation,but no later than from 7 of November, because she has a plan for work for December here will not be many doctors and i will need to go, i start the process with papers and i will get everything ready very soon,so please send me 3 digit name of the airport near you and i will give you the info hopefully on weekend, i think i can fly to you there for two weeks we can spend together, will that be ok for the first time ? and we can make plans after, what to do the next.are you ready for my visit Roberto ?
will you be my tour guide,my friend,my boyfriend,my soulmate ?
it is how my dad has told to me that if the lady want to work, you should give her an opportunity to do it, but if she does not,you should give her chance to stay home for some time, i am ready for changes dearest,i feel i can trust you and your writings show me the way you feel and this way is so close to my heart and my private and i am sure we will be able to become the Family in future and support each other as in every right family,so lets make the plans and i think to start from papers now because it will be good idea and we wont do it in future,we can visit my family here later and i know they will be happy to see us together,i did cooked chicken yesterday and had my cousins for a visit they send you all their best regards and wish to see us together someday soon, it was later at night and they were tired also and we just talk not for long and they did like chicken so much,i served it with potatoes and vegetables and i cook the souse by myself,it is little bit spicy but i am sure you will love it a lot,my prince Roberto i want to make all your dreams to come true,everything brings me only positive emotions now, so what is about you ? you are always in my heart and i can not describe in words how do i feel sometimes but it is beautiful feeling,i do have more pictures for you we have little beach here in St.Petersburg but it was made the last year but i keep in fit and my body is the same as before i like training but my body need your care,do you understand me my dearest ? sometimes i can have a tear at night because of being lonely without you please tell me we will be together soon and you will never let me go and you will hug me so gentle and never let me go anywhere !
Looking forward to hearing from you soon
With million kisses
Yours Anna

Letter 6

My dearest Roberto,it is me Anna here.
i am glad to hear from you this evening, how are you doing ? i spend these days thinking of us all the time.
When i go to work and my co-workers see my smiling face they do not ask questions any more because they do know that it is because we have find each other and out meeting is very close.
Dear i checked with flights and there are are flights available from 11 of November the date i looked for,the price is about 870 USD, i did spend my last savings for rent and i paid off the credit i took to support dad in summer for the roof on the farm, If you have an opportunity to come up with flight funds it would be great so just let me know by the day after tomorrow,because i will need to take vacation any way and my next one will be in 2013 only, you can get flight funds here by Western Union (you can look for their office at any bank in your city)
www.westernunion.com or Money Gram www.moneygram.com
send it to any bank in Russia,St.Petersburg, you will need my full name Anastasiya Smirnova, they will give you transfer code # and you should send it here after transfer,i have been told i need to here at the bank to pick up funds.I will send you my flight info as soon as i have it by myself,i am sending you the copy of my passport so you have it there just in order.
My family want to make gifts for you Roberto and it will be surprise.
I am very excited that we will be looking for new work for me in your area and i want you to know that i do love to work as doctor, when i was very young girl, i decided that i would spend my life helping the other people and the most important for me now is to see the result of my work and when it does help.
I want you to know that you are the man i was looking for during all my life Roberto,i had a hoped that there is someone that is able to understand me and the man i can share my private.
As you know honesty is very important for me and i am very happy to realize that you are honest man.That means i can trust you, and this is the fundamental where True relations can be build on.
I want to describe how do i see our first meeting Roberto.
It would be very beautiful sunset when the plane land, i come out throw custom looking for the man that has changed my life already and i will find your shinning eyes looking throw many people at the airport,i will know that your are for sure because i would feel it with all my heart and soul, Roberto,you would feel that the lady running to you is the lady of your dreams and who has been missing all your life and your heart will find the other half,we will have very sweet kisses, you will give me the bouquet with red roses and i will have a tear, sometimes people have tear when they are very happy and it will be this moment for us.After we will drive home and have a very tasty supper and we will feel that this is the beginning of our future together.
After supper there would be night of making love and in the morning we will drink coffee in the bed and making plans for the day, it will be our first morning together and everything we do together we will do the first time,it will be very special.
Have a wonderful week Roberto
P.S Airport picture,where i wish to be soon
With very hot kisses and hugs
Yours Anna