Letter(s) to John (USA)

Letter 1

Thanks for the email, you just put one big smile on my face! I really liked your profile on the site.. You sound a very interesting man who knows what he wants and i am very open to see where this leads us to, something great i hope!
Let me go ahead and tell you little about me and i hope i dont bore you to sleep...lol.. i was born in Croton on Hudson, NY, USA, my parent are old. They had been married for 10 years before they had their first and only child,which is me. i feel like i am writing an autobiography but thats ok. Growing up was pretty fast and exciting, i was handled with so much care and was always made to feel so special even though we were not so rich. Mum couldnt have anymore children after me and i had to deal with that.. I couldnt deny i wanted someone to run around the blocks with so i did feel lonely on several occasions.
I was born into a Catholic family. We attended the second mass every sunday and always sat on the first bench on the third row. It took months before i was convinced to go into college. I didnt do bad in high school so i had no problems getting into a University in New york. I went on to study Marketing in university and performed with a band to fund some of my living off campus expenses.
I graduated from college at 23 and felt it wasnt time to take up a job. Dad still earned quite enough to put food on the table for all.. 7 months later, the table is turned...my dad got involved in a car accident that claimed his life. That was the saddest moment of my life, it was like my whole life was coming to an end. I had a lot of challenges though but i knew i was doing the right thing. Mum being in New york all by herself didnt give me a good feeling but she made sure i made that move At that time
In 1995 i finally got a good paying job and things started to look good for me. I was well paid and drove a mercedes...lol. I took care of mum to the best i could, i was a good child, I have very strong character and moral values and i know where my boundaries are. At least people always tell me that. Soon i had enough savings and then i decided to take up my Masters degree in Marketing and i got a promotion at work...That was one of the happiest days of my life. One day i went shopping and noticed a man who had too much to carry so i offered a hand. Before i could explain we were madly in love with each other and he was from a good home. In December 1999 we got married in front of St Thomas Church. Few years into the marriage, he cheated on me, we are married for years.
One thing i hope you have noticed is that im not afraid to face the hard stuff and deal with the issues. Like all of us, Ive had my fair share of the tough stuff and i believe ive dealt with it and moved on, trying to make my life better along the way as best as possible. Yes, i have baggage, we all do. We have all made bad decisions, done things we arent very proud of, and in general, have things about our lives that we wish we had done differently. But it is how we let it affect our life that matters most. You live life, learn from it and move on.. I wake up each day with the goal to be the best person i can be that day. Most times i'm successful and others, well, lets just say i use them as a learning experience. Life and people are not perfect. I appreciate what i have in life and where i’ve come from. Its been a long journey to reach this place and i have learned a lot from that journey and continue to grow as a person.

Letter 2

I am an open mined, honest & loyal person. I have a good sense of humor and enjoy laughter, I like to keep things light. I'm really in for communication and honesty from the other person as well. It's so important to keep it open and honest. I like to have fun. I'm looking for someone who enjoys me for me and appreciates all I have to give. I like to take spontaneous trips and enjoy good company and conversation. I'm generally a happy person and am pretty secure with who I am. I like to camp in the mountains with swimming holes and I like night walks on the beach. I enjoy dining out and movies and ready to enjoy another person for who they are and get to know someone that is honest and can be real. I enjoy new things and adventures and I'm excited about life! My family is important to me. I would love to share time with someone that enjoys life and has a good sense of humor. I love to laugh.I'm educated, romantic, considerate ,stable, confident, charismatic, caring, classy lady with a good sense of humor. I'm warm, loving,easy going and adventurous.Happiness to me
is being in the moment, having loving people in your life and trying to find joy in everything you do. I enjoy cherishing the man I love. When I am in love I want my partner to feel emotionally secure, protected and confident in our loving relationship. I enjoy good conversation and am able to converse knowledgeably on a very broad spectrum of topics. Everyday is fresh and new for me and I enjoy life.....

Letter 3

Dear Darling,
Let me start by saying that I thank God every night since I found you. You came into my life when everything seemed so dark but you provided the light to find my way. I've never been so certain of anything in my life like I am of us. You have totally changed my outlook in life and I thank you for that. I never thought that someone could love me like you do, but guess what? I love you that much too. I feel as if I'm walking over clouds just thinking about you. You make my life complete. I know you've said we could do foolish things while in love, but you know what? With you I wouldn't mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I love you so much and I know you love me too. I know that others looking into our relationship might think that we're saying too many foolish things too soon but they just don't know how we feel about each other. There's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said. I love you. I would do anything, Today I promise you that I would do anything in my power to make you a great person, outstanding and loving person. I LOVE YOU

Letter 4

Dear I want you in my life so much more then anyone else I want us to be together, together forever I want to be loved for who I am not for who you want me to be I want your love no one else I want to feel your touch soft in gentle like no other I want to hear your voice so calming in fear free I want to hear you say you love me more then anything I want your lips to kiss me for the very first time I want to walk with you hand in hand I want your arms around me so I feel safe in protected I want you to hold me just cause you can I want you to hold me even more when I cry I want your arms around my waist so they know that Im yours I want you to be there
when I need you most I want to be able to trust you so you keep my secrets deep inside I want you to love me for whats on the inside not the out I want you to tell the truth no matter how much it hurts I want you to say your sorry when you do something wrong I want to be with you just you in me I want your hand to touch my face to dry up my tears I want you to hold me just cause you love me I want to hang out with you even on work nights I don't want this relationship to end. And I promise you my love, I promise you my heart, I promise you my life, I promise well never be apart. I promise not to hurt you, I promise to never make you cry, I promise to always trust you, I promise not to lie. I promise you forever, I promise you tonight, I promise you my respect, I promise to do things right. I promise to always be there, I promise until the end, I promise to always love you, I promise to be your best friend. I promise you my love, I promise you my life I promise this forever, I promise our LOVE is my life.

Letter 5

thank you honey, i am always happy with you message, time here right now is 3:12PM in london.. i just got back from the immigration office and it was very stressful for me here honey... they refuse to hand over the inheritance for me because i was told that i will have to follow the procedure to get a document which i did not have so i was told that the document will cost me some amount of money before anything will be done... i am so stranded right now and feel helpless

Letter 6

Thank you for the advice, but what they told me was just that to make my inheritance more faster... I should pay 700 pounds, and I don't know if you can help me with it please.. I love you..

Letter 7

That is all honey... Hope you can help me out of this

Letter 8

I know how you will tell for me to ask you the funds but I just want commitment and I am trying to trust you, so please..... Don't take it so personal for me asking you to help me out of this and besides am not forcing you to help me okay.... Meeting or seeing each other is not the issue... I told that what matter most is trust and love, I love you with all my life okay... Just try to trust me okay and let know what's next

Letter 9

I deleted my profile on CM because I think there is nothing I am looking for on there again.... Thank God I found you

Letter 10

My last name is Cate

Letter 11

what are you doing ?