Letter(s) to Jon (USA)

Letter 1

Hi, my love Jon!

Today is quite warm here again and how is there? I see that you want me to choose words to be on the pullover - be so!
Today I've surprised a lot that our hopes are coming true! Guess why? I think you would like to know it! Today after my work I've gone to the travel agency which work with embassies from Moscow and they've told me that my visa is ready now! I was very glad because it was so fast! I've asked them to scan it and I send it to you today because I think it's the great news not only for me but for you also! But like any travel agency this one not only prepares visas but it reserves tickets too. I've decided to use their service again because they have a great reputation and respect in our town. I asked them how I can reach Chicago, IL (ORD) and how much it costs. They answered me that the ticket costs 1151 american dollars. I asked them to find cheaper tickets because this price is expensive for me. They answered that they had a cheaper ticket and the flight will be on 25 August. It costs 920 american dollars. I asked them to reserve a ticket. But they refused because they have a lot of clients at this time and they can't reserve my ticket without an advance payment. I spoke with them for a long time and asked to reserve the ticket for me without advance payment but they didn't agree. Then I wondered if it is possible to pay a part of the money now and the other part later. They didn't agree. I spoke with them for a long time and I managed to persuade them. They agreed! We decided that I would pay a part of the price today and the other part later. I've spent all my money, but it wasn't enough.
Then I went to the pawnshop and pawned my silver and gold jewelry for 210 american dollars. It was my last money!
This is the flight information on which I reserved the ticket:
8:55 am Depart Moscow (SVO)
Arrive Chicago (ORD) 3:25 pm Thu 25-Aug
Duration: 15hr 30mn
Air France [Air France 2045 operated by AEROFLOT SAL]
2045 / 50
Connect in Paris (CDG)

Now I've all necessary documents including my visa and want to see you as soon as I can. That is why I need to pay for this ticket now Jon. I've asked about it in this travel agency which helped me to formalize my visa and it will be cost not much if I will get this ticket now.
If I'll buy the ticket and visa both it will be cost more cheaper than I can buy it in the other place. So I had the money for a visa and I've paid for it already and I have it!
Everything is alright and I must pay now for this ticket. I have bought the tickets to Moscow on a plane. I've paid for a part of the flight ticket. But this money is not enough! I don't have more of money for it now. It is very hard for me to tell you Jon about it! But I've done everything I can! I've paid for a visa, for other documents, for reservation of ticket to you and for ticket to Moscow more than 560 dollars. I don't want to burden you. I thought I could get ticket here more cheaper and can come to you with my own funds but unfortunately I have failed. Now I have to pay the remaining part. It is only 620 dollars. I must pay this money before 23 August, otherwise I will lose my money and the flight ticket! If you love me Jon, if you trust me and if you want to see me soon, please send the money for this ticket as soon as possible! I will be sure in our meeting if I will have the ticket for a flight to you Jon! And I don't want that they'll sell the cheapest ticket to other people. I understand that it is a difficult decision for you, but we must trust each other! Any serious relations without trust is impossible, it will not have the future without trust! I don't want to be hypocritical! That's why I want to tell you following: I do not think that you would like to give your love and your heart to the woman who you don't trust, so as I am. It's a first trial for us! Many things depend on it, may be everything! We must trust each other!
That's why I was the first of us who made the first step. Step to you Jon! I confused that money play a great role in a meeting of two people who love each other. So I need 620 dollars for the ticket, because I have some money and I've counted all. It's the best way to buy the ticket because it's cheaper than we will buy the ticket separately. I want to be with you Jon with all my heart and I do everything for it, you see Jon! So I need your help and we'll be together!!!! You must always remember that I love you and trust you! Maybe it's our future and I see that our future will be very wonderful! We'll be together very soon, I must buy the ticket and I will be yours and you will be mine!!!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, PLEASE DON'T FORGET IT!!!!!! Of course if you don't want you can not to help me. It will be bad but not fatal. I will lose my money and this ticket.
IT WILL BE TOO BAD... I say so because I am in despair and confusion.
Now, when we are divided only with one step, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will not help, and all my diligence will be gone. I love you and I want to be with you Jon and the word of honor, your help is necessary for me. I have not calculated my forces. But together we are much stronger. It is much easier to go through difficulties and barriers together. I want to present you all my infinite love and fidelity. I did not want to ask you.
I thought, that I can make it all by myself. The loneliness has made me strong. I have got used to live without a help, and to rely only on myself. I address to somebody for the help very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I have made a step forward.
I hope you will make a step towards to me too.
I hope it has not offended you. I love you and I trust you Jon. I know, that you will not throw me now when there is only one step. Tell me Jon, can you help me? If you have an opportunity please help me. I wonder if it is possible to do. I've asked my friends about helping me and they said that have not it at the present moment. I've asked the advice of my best girlfriend Olga and she has told me that maybe you Jon can help me because you love me!
I've asked her how you can help me because you are so far away from me?
She has said that Jon can send the money through the company which makes this service. I've asked about it in the bank and I know now that reliable and fast company exists which make remittances all over the world and it's called Western union. I has remember that I saw advertising this company on TV. I've taken a directory book and found the address of it. It's not far from me.
I've gone there and I've asked them about their service. They've said that a sender must go to the western union branch, give them information: THE NAME AND LAST NAME OF A RECEIVER, A COUNTRY WHERE HE MAKES A TRANSFER AND THEY GIVE HIM THE TEN DIGITS CONFIRMATION NUMBER TO A SENDER.
THE RECEIVER MUST KNOW CONFIRMATION NUMBER FOR A RECEIVING MONEY.
They say that the branches of it must be everywhere all over the world.
I have found out about where is the Western union here (by the way, they have a website, called www.westernunion.com). There is not any branch of western union here, but we have branch of western union in the city named Kurgan, this is about 80 kilometers from my town. It's not be a problem to move there. You can send me money using western union according following data:

Address: ALFA BANK, GOGOLYA 61
KURGAN, RUSSIAN FEDERATION
For: NATALIA GORKOVETC

I must tell them YOUR FULL NAME, FULL ADDRESS, EXACT AMOUNT AND CONFIRMATION NUMBER (Money Transfer Control Number) which will be given to you Jon! Please don't forget to send this information to me, ok?
I love you very much! I think about you Jon all the time! I think about a meaning of money, and I'm very sad if these papers can prevent people to meet each other.
In most cases the money play a main role in the life but it's not right! I'm sure. And the quantity of money was, is and will not important to me. I have never aspired to the material enrichment and don't search specially for a rich man!
I appreciate human qualities and relations and I love you Jon!!! I love you Jon with all my heart, I want to be with you now... I want to be with you forever! If it's mutually we will be very happy in our life! I think you love me too and we will meet very soon. You are my love Jon! My heart is yours! I will wait for good news from you, I hope everything will be all right and we will be together soon. Every day I think about our meeting, and I think it's very real now, we must use this chance of destiny. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

I am waiting for your reply.
Kiss you Natasha.

Letter 2

Hi my beloved Jon!

Today I decided to take a walk. You know sometimes I like to walk and to think while I'm going. Today the temperature is quite warm and I walked slowly. I walked and thought about all the events that take place in our world. I always think that everyone on our planet wants to live happy - to go to the job, to come back home to their family, to play with kids and many other good things. But if it is so I can't understand from where all the terrorists and crime are coming? Indeed people can't live in peace?! During the whole history of our world people kill other people. Who is right? May be somebody is right and somebody is wrong in quarrel? The most interesting thing in this question that always the enemies or belligerents are sure that exactly they are right! How do you think Jon? There are so many wonderful things in our life! We just have to learn to see all these things! We have to get free from all bad thoughts that we have. As for me I don't like greed, envy, a lie and a fear. I do think that these thoughts are the root of every evil! Do you think as I am Jon? Everybody of us can say that his family and friends are good men but if it is so from where evil men are? I dream that someday mankind will live in the harmony with the nature and each other! I think that is possible and we must begin from ourselves! I do believe that the humanity is not hopelessly! Do you agree with me Jon? Hope you do. But for now I don't see how we can do that. The only thing that is warming me is you Jon! You are like a sun for me in this world! And I can't imagine what will be with me if I'll loose you someday. I want to feel your kisses, your embrace! I love you very much Jon and always will!
Well I have to finish for now.
I have gone today to western union and tried to get you help but they told me that they have no such transfer! May be something went wrong but I could not get your help today my beloved! So I propose you to go to western union and send it again! Please my love!
I have changed my flight and you have more time to help us! Hear is the new information:

1:15 pm Depart Moscow (SVO)
Arrive Chicago (ORD) 8:11 pm Sun 28-Aug
Duration: 15hr 56mn
Delta 31 / [Delta 5469 operated by COMAIR] 5469
Connect in New York (JFK)

I hope you can help me to pay for it till 27 August! I have to pay additionally 50 dollars for this change. So I need to pay now 670 dollars.

Jon, don't forget that you have a man that loves you!

With much love Natasha!

Letter 3

Hi my love Jon!

I have found out one very important thing! Do you remember Jon that I have told you my address and my last name? So I wrote my last name that time "Gorkovetc". I thought that it is right spelling but now I know that it is not right. The travel agent have just called me and told that they have found out today from the embassy that they have made the mistake in the spelling my last name in my visa. They are very sorry because of it but it happens sometimes and they bring me their apologies! The correct spelling of my last name is "Gorcowetc"! They will give the right visa on Monday but I want you Jon to know that the right spelling is so "GORCOWETC". I was disturb about this thing cause I have written you the wrong spelling of my last name already and I am sorry about it Jon! I hope you will understand it and will not angry on me about this situation! So the correct spelling of my last name is "GORCOWETC". Please at the bank spell it so and no any other way! Miss you so much!

With all my love Natasha!