Letter(s) to Cyril (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Goodmorning my love,
How was your nigth, i hope you slept well and think about me darling, I think so much about you this nigth, i really cant wait to be with you and spend the rest of my life with you,Can you imagine a life without me? Now that we've met I cannot see my future without you in it. Every dream I have I see your face; every thought I have your name is in the whispers of the wind.
You follow me everywhere, you are the reason I have a good day. You are the reason I smile when there is nothing to smile about. I know I truly love you. I want to thank you so much for allowing me to feel the greatest feeling I have ever felt, and I promise to cherish it and always love you and do my best to keep you happy. I just wanted you to know how much you mean to me. Thank you for everything you have done for me! And I am looking forward to the life we will share together.
You're the bestest Man ever and that's all there is to it! Whenever I'm talking to you, I feel like the luckiest Woman in the whole wide world. There's nothing that I need to hide from you, nothing I can't tell you; there are no uncomfortable silences, no secrets, and no reason to suspect anything unusual. Our relationship has none of the qualities that make other relationships fail - it's almost too perfect, but just right at the same time.

We compliment each other in everything we do, making each other stronger. You'll never forget to let me know just how much you love me and I never forget to let you know just how much I love you as well. You're the love of my life right now and I really think you're my soul mate.

When I think of what our lives could be like together in the future, I get butterflies and chills all over - it's just so exciting! I think something like this does happen to everybody; I'm just so lucky it's happened to me now.

You've filled all the cracks in my soul and you've made me a better person, CYril. If it weren't for you, I honestly don't think I could've made it to this day as successfully as I have. I love you with all my heart and soul, Cyril, you know that, and don't believe for a second that anything could change it. My happiness is prolonged only because of you.

You're basically all I think about, Cyril; when I'm not thinking about you, whatever I'm thinking about has to do with you. You're my everything, my existence, my love, my mental status, everything, and I want to thank you for being the person you are ... no matter what people say, I love you!

You are my everything. Thank you for loving me the way no one can. You understand me and you know just how to make things right. You will never know just how much I love you, but I will spend the rest of my days trying to show you. You saved me from the worst, and you are always there for me. Fighting is never an option and making love is always as sweet as the first time. No matter what, there will never be another for me and I will always keep you safe. I love you.

Thank you for coming into my life and showing me that there are still good men in the world. Thank you for being so caring and sweet. Thank you for being so just so wonderful in every way. Thank you for letting me love you like I do. Thank you for always being sincere. Thank you for being you!!

Love always,

Kate

Letter 2

Goodmorning sweetheart, i just woke up from bed, and wanted to write you a little note. Thank you so much for having so much faith in me and in us as a couple. Thank you for making me a better person, and for giving your heart to me and opening up so much.

Over some days now it's been wonderful; I never expected to feel this way nor actually be with you in this way, experiencing life with you. You are wonderful ... to me, You make me really happy and even though we are apart so much of the time, it's made up each time I see you again. The feeling that I get is overwhelming every time that I do get to see you for the first time in such a long time and as time goes by my feelings for you grow dramatically.

I was thinking so much about that earlier tonight, when I am going to meet you at the airport. I am getting butterflies in my stomach just at the thought of seeing you again. You make everything complete and I can't imagine spending time with someone else and having these feelings for anyone else. I'm anxious to see you my sweetheart Cyril Time is ticking, and it's going by really slow.

It takes a strong man to accomplish everything that you have in your life, I am proud of you that you stick to your goals, you have improved your life so much from what it was before and I am so happy that you respect my beliefs as I respect yours. You say that you are going to make me a happy woman ... well, you have already done that, just by being you and showing me love and being so open with your feelings. You are what I dreamed of when I was a little girl, someone with integrity, honesty, love, affection, handsome, and with such a charming personality. I never thought I would find you, but here you are.

I love you so much, and can't wait to be with you. I want to give you my heart and soul. I don't care about anything else in the world because I am in love with you, . I love you. Thank you Cyril, for you have made all of my dreams come true. I could not ask for more. I am the luckiest girl in the world to be called your girlfriend, I'm truly honored.

I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Do not be scared my love. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go.

Every day I will be thinking about you. When my eyes are closed, when I sing and dance to a love song, when I'm checking my email, I will be thinking about you. When I go to sleep in the loneliness of my room and give in to wonderful dreams I will definitely be thinking about you.

I know someday we will meet and spend our lives with each other. I have waited for someone like you, and now that I have found you I will never let you go. I love you so much Cyril

Your lover
Kate

Letter 3

Goodmorning my Love

How was your nigth my love, i hope you slept well, Every night when I close my eyes, you fill my heart with joy, and every morning when I open my eyes, you're the first thing on my mind, more than just a dream of what will probably never be. I'm in love with you - of that I'm sure, but I want to hold you, to kiss you, and adore you. If you'll be mine, you'll make me the happiest woman in this world, if you turn me away, I'll be dying. But either way, you'll always be the greatest love of all that I've ever had.
I'm so in love; I get this warm sensual feeling every time I think of you. When I sleep at night, all I can dream about is you. I wish I could hold you in my arms. I dream of the day when I could kiss you passionately on your soft sweet lips and listen to your heart beating because it's sweet music to my ears. All I can say is let me be the one you love; let me be the one whose love you need.

You are the only one who can make me happy with your love and affection. Since I have met you, I have noticed that life is worth living. I live mine for you. You have stolen me from me. Alone I can be lost. So, do not let the distance between us become larger. Each day is more wonderful that the previous one as I know that I will see you. Although I know that you will ignore me, as usual, I still want to see you. The further you will go from me, the more I will love you. A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes in the promise of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance. There are so many ways I want to tell you that I really love you, my sweetheart. My feelings for you are true and pure ... like a virgin. I love you so much Cyril.

How I wish words could express the thoughts that I have towards you. If I should say I love you then the greater percent of my words are still unexpressed. But of course, I must say something ... my heart beats for you, and my heart longs for you.

Although we've never met, I feel as if I know you well. I knew from the start that there was something special about you; you've touched my heart and wouldn't let go. Our relationship has given me a lot of dreams, and now I feel hope. You entered my thoughts and magically erased all of my fears with your sweet and caring ways. Now I look forward to each day and feel so much at ease with you. I'm so grateful that we're able to share our problems and aspirations with each other. It truly seems as if you're a part of me, as if our time together was a melding of souls. The thought of you fills me with smiles, and I can't wait to hug you each day. I love you so much Cyril,

Your wife
Kate

Letter 4

Goodmorning my love
How was your nigth my love, i hope you slept well, i miss you alot, i need your beside me darling,The first day we were introduced over the computer, I knew you were the one for me. The first hello and the first goodbye we both knew. It has been a little over 2 1/2 years, and we are still fondly in each other's minds, souls, and hearts. Before I met you I had no idea what love really was until my heart truly started aching for you. Every day we did not chat, and each day we are apart, tears ran down my face unconditionally for the longing of you near me. I never knew a man could have stolen my heart and made it truly his. I never knew I could love a man more then my own life. I long for the day I can finally look into your beautiful soft kind eyes and tell you how much I love you, and need you. The true beginning of my life is when you are going to be here in May. These long years we have both waited, and all my dreams are finally coming true. I don't know about all of yours? Seeing you every day is going to be the biggest blessing to my heart knowing you are in touching reach of me, which does scare me, however in a wonderful way. You are my every heartbeat, my every gasping breathe of life. What I need to survive and make it through this lonely world can only be conquered with you by my side. I do not think there are any words that could describe the way I actually feel about you. All I know, is you, dear CYril, are the only man that is in my mind, the only man that is in my soul, the only man who truly and unconditionally has my heart for my lifetime and many more lifetimes the world has to offer us. When I think about you, my eyes start to water because I know you are somewhere else and not in my arms. But the thought of you keeps me going and going for another breathe of fresh air to keep my longing for you in my life going. I will never leave, and I will truly never hurt you. I admire you. You are my inspiration for anything, and everything on this cold damp earth. I never thought my time would come to love, and then it came and I was hit with so much emotion and power I did not know where to put it all. I have stacked it piece by piece in my heart for you. I truly believe you are my soul mate, and you are the only man I will only give all I have to offer forever. I hope you never let go of me because I love you, and I know you love me too as much as I love you. Just the thought of you brightens my day completely, and sometimes I do bring you there on purpose to make myself happy when I am down. Picturing your smile makes me smile, and I cannot wait to actually see that adoring man I know with the unforgettable smile I know so soon. I treasure you locked in the big steel safe of my heart. I love you, sweetheart, and that is the only thing that is never going to change in my life. Always, and truly yours forever.

You brought love and laughter to my empty, sad and boring life. My heart had known only emptiness until the day you came and filled my heart to overflowing with your jovial ways. Your sense of humor has turned my frown into a smile.

You taught me how to love again, you taught me to give and receive love by trusting in you and believing. You taught me to go the extra mile. And though there are miles between us, I never stop thinking of you, you have brought a change into my life and my heart is forever yours.

I can never forget you, or keep thoughts of you out of my mind. Thoughts of you warm my heart. You complete me, you are everything my heart desire.

My love who is so far away, every day I wish you were here with me, holding me tight in your strong arms. Every night I lay in my bed dreaming of you, so sweet and peaceful. You're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. Missing you so much is breaking my heart into many pieces. I wish you would come to me, my love. I love you more then anything in this world. I want to walk on the beach with you. It would be so peaceful and romantic as we sit and watch the sun as it sets.

Being with you makes me happy. You keep me alive. I'm so lucky I found you, the man of my dreams. I hope I never lose you, if I did then it would break my heart so badly. Thinking of you makes me smile 'cause knowing that you love me so much means the world to me. You're so sweet like the smell of roses and you're so romantic like the sunset. Your love is what's keeping me strong. I am so depressed right now and your love is all that is keeping me strong. I love you so much. I can wait to be with you physically one day. Forever that is. I love you Cyril, You are the best that have ever happened to me.

Your lover
Kate

Letter 5

Goodmorning my love, How was your nigth, and how was your wife too, i hope you slept well darling, I just want you to know that Things are hard right now, and they seem to just be a big blurry mess. But I don't blame you for any of it. I know this is both of our faults so I don't expect you to say or do anything. I know that we are trying to fix all the screwed up things in our lives right now, and I hope we do get to make everything all better again.Because i cant sleep all nigth, i cried all nigth, Because am expecting to meet you tommorow, but things screwed up,

I am only truly happy when I am with you. Your presence just lights up my world. Everything I am and everything I have is dependant upon you.

You are everything to me and I love you with all my heart. I hope I can learn to open up to you and let you know how I feel. I also hope that you will be able to recognize when something is wrong. But no matter what we do or where we go, I will love you. I will always love you, You mean the world to me, and I hope that things will go back to normal.

Let me start off by telling you what an amazing man you are and that you fill my life with joy and satisfaction and my heart with love and happiness. Before I met you I had started to lose my faith in love, and I wasn't sure there was a someone out there for me. Now I am positive that there is no one in the world that could complete me like you do or even come close. Love seems more real and true than I ever thought it could and I just want to say thank you, thank you for being persistant in your fight to win my heart because you have won it and me over completely - my heart is yours forever.

There are two stages in the life, firstly, the good time and secondly the bad time, but in my opinion all the good times make the bad ones worth it. We come out stonger in the end and I just want you to know that I love you and I am willing to stick it out through the good and bad, happy and sad because I choose us! I love you.

What words can describe the sweetest, most beautiful part of my life? You are my certainty, my comfort and hope, without you I would be lost. I know we have our ups and downs but if you'll let me, in the rest of the time we have, I want to make you feel how you deserve, like a queen, like a goddess. Each day I hope I can give just a little of what bliss you give me.

How can I tell you what I'm feeling when sometimes, I don't even understand myself? I wish things were perfectly wonderful between us, But we're going to have to work at it to make them that way. I do believe we have so much to build on… our memories and our love most of all. I may not always understand why we have problems, or exactly how to make our relationship stronger, but I care enough to want us to try to find out. I want you for the rest of my life, you are the only man that can make my life more complete.

I know that neither one of us had in mind that we would meet someone on the Internet and fall in love but it has happened. And for that, I have no regrets. In fact, it is one of the best things that has ever happened to me in years. For this, and what has happened to us and between us I have you to thank. I never thought it would last this long, but it has. This is a clear indication that we have so much in common and we are building on something that is real. I hope we get the chance to see this thing through.

Please understand that we have so much to give to each other and I look forward to that day. I believe it is closer now than ever before. It is just that is obstacles that we need to clear up, and I think you know what I am talking about. Besides that, we can and I know we will survive.

Your wife
Kate

Letter 6

My dear, good morning!

Good morning my love. Know that there is nothing better than waking up with you in mind, even after having spent the night thinking about you.
When I think or dream about you the best thoughts just come to my mind. I hope today you've woken up in a good mood, happy, and able to present yourself to the world with your bright eyes and with your most beautiful clothes to bring more beauty to this little planet of ours.
You have the gift to bring me hope in any situation, from the time you wake up and let me tell you good morning to the moment when we go to sleep and I wish you good night and sweet dreams.
You have the talent to transform anything into something more beautiful than the moment when it was created, as you add warmth and joy to our world. Without you, life would be sadder and the days would be darker. I hope you have woken up feeling quite cheerful and able to transfer all your joy to all who cross your path (include me in that list, too). My wish is that we are always happy.

I believe you can make my dreams come true, ever since the day I met you you?ve been soothing my heart, even if you don?t recognize it... My heart pulses only for you, and this simple letter expresses my admiration and all those things that I haven?t had the courage to talk to you, but you better know it?s all where it should be: inside my heart.

It’s great to have you in my heart and to be able to feel you close to me all day long. I never get to miss you because I know you are always with me, even when we are talking online, you are the joy and my happiness.I never get to miss you because I have you in my thoughts all the time; you are constantly in my heart, feeding my soul with love and affection, and leaving me with this feeling of fulfillment and happiness.

You give me peace and no discomfort. Be clear that everything I do is done for you with much love and affection. The sweetness of Happiness and the intensity of your love alleviate the distance that separates us. You are wonderful, you are very special, and that is why I dedicate all this love and affection to you.
Since we first met, my life has changed, and my soul has changed and I became convinced that you're my definitive love. Nothing in this world will make me change my mind or opinion, I will always love you forever my dear Cyril.

Counting on you makes me feel happy, safe and protected, because I realize that my life is with a gentle and loving companion and it is good,I feel truly grateful upon receiving this great blessing that is your love and the gentle load of kindness and dedication that in it resides feel truly blessed cause I know, unfortunately, that love is turning rarer by the day. I really am a lucky girl by being protected by your love’s Cyril.

You are everything I ever wanted in my life. You are everything I love and wanted to love. You give me this feeling of fulfillment like nothing else in the world can. I am sending you this letter with all my affection: it was written with the soul intention of declaring my most pure and devoted love for you. Love you always.
Your wife
Kate

Letter 7

Sweetheart

Goodmorning my love,How was your nigth, do you slept well, I went to bed last night with a vision of you next to me. I slept like a baby all night, because I was not feeling alone. When I awoke this morning to see if it was real or if it was a dream, realty hit me that it was only a dream. Very soon, I know that you will be right next me, and that I will not have to dream of it again because you will be right there so we can hold, hug and squeeze each other tight. Baby, I long to be there with you so I can help build you and support you, so that we can accomplish a whole lot together as husband and wife.

Hi, love You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're my heartbeat, and will forever be my on the rigth side of my heart. You will always be the love of my life, and please never give up, always have faith in yourself and you will gain the greatest gift of all, the gift of hope and love you righteously deserve. Every time I think of you my heart misses a beat. You're my theme for a dream! Every moment we share together we grow closer. I'm simply hanging by a moment, waiting to see you soon so you can hold me so tight that all else fades, I thought after you left you would fade away from my mind, but still everyday I wake up dreaming of our time together. I will never forget you. I hope you still think of me too. I love you with all that I am, all that I was and all that I will ever be. Please know that my love and I are inseparable and I would want it no other way and if time could express my love for you then it's forever and a day, I can't wait to be with you, see your smile, look in your eyes, feel your sweet touch, hear your perfect words and kiss your perfect lips. The way I feel about you some people call it crazy, some call it insane, but I call it true love. I really love you,.

I long for the day that we can meet face to face. I know it's only been a while since we met online, but I feel like I have known you forever.

Every time I chat with you, my heart skips a beat. You take my breath away. I love you so much already and we haven't even met person to person. I understand that you have a very important thingsto do but, when I will miss you so much this week, i hope we can be together this weekend. I miss you so much.

I long for the first time that we make love. I know it will be an experience that we both will enjoy and cherish for the rest of our lives. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and no one else.

Love is a very powerful word. When you tell someone that you love them you have to truly mean it from the bottom of your heart. I have this feeling that you really, truly mean it from the bottom of your heart.

Cyril, you are the best thing that has ever come into my life in a very long time. I have been hurt so many times in the past that it takes a lot for me to trust someone. The first time I saw you, I had this gut feeling that you and I were going to be together, and for a very long time. I LOVE YOU Cyril. Please don't ever leave me. I hope I'm not over burdening you with all these love things but I do love you and you have me forever if you want me. Thank you so much for coming into my life.

Honey, you have changed my life completely. You're the one who makes me beautiful. You're the one who makes me strong. You're the one who makes me feel so important; you're everything to me. I love you darling, kisses to you, Have a nice day my happiest moment.

Your wife
Kate

Letter 8

Goodmorning sweetheart

How are you darling, thanks for your sms this morning, i am so glad and happy that someone special woke me up with a beautiful sms. I want you to know that I love you with all my heart and all my soul. You make me feel like I can fly. I'm in love with you even though I am thousands of miles away from you; I am forever by your side.

You have imperfections just like everyone else, but that is why I love you. You make me laugh; you make me cry tears of joy. I truly could not live my life without having you to talk to and to confide in. You know more about me than anyone, you know my thoughts, and you know my heart inside and out. You have a way of making my heart skip a beat, and I want you and the whole world to know, that I love you, and I will be forever yours. Thank you for showing me what kind of love all women deserve.

Although we've never met, I feel as if I know you well. I knew from the start that there was something special about you; you've touched my heart and wouldn't let go. Our relationship has given me a lot of dreams, and now I feel hope. You entered my thoughts and magically erased all of my fears with your sweet and caring ways. Now I look forward to each day and feel so much at ease with you. I'm so grateful that we're able to share our problems and aspirations with each other. It truly seems as if you're a part of me, as if our time together was a melding of souls. The thought of you fills me with smiles, and I can't wait to hug you each day.

I am so glad to be loved by someone very special like you. I thought all along that nobody can ever make me happy and win my hardened heart until I met you. You've really charged my life and I thank God I am loved and cherished by someone like you. If I come back to this world again I would like to meet you again where we can share the wonderful love we've started. I love you so much, my love. You mean more than anything in this world to me. Thank God I found you at last. You are my everything.

I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much back on your face. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. Ever since you have entered my life, I've been flying on Cloud and I have not come down yet.

I tell you this everyday, but you are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day. I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no other has, you have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you.

I still don't know what I did to be so lucky to have you in my life, my dream come true... I am so thankful though. In this short time that we've been together, we have grown so much and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. I love you Cyril with all my heart and soul, always and forever!

I want to make this promise based on the love that you have shown me and the things you have done to keep my hopes alive; Treasure, today, I declare my love for you alone, no one but you and it's from the bottom of my heart. I promise to be there for you in good and bad times because you are worth dying for.

I pray that the Good Lord watch over us till the end of time
Your wife
Kate

Letter 9

Darling, here is the copy of the document, I love you so much and i really cant wait to be with you, i hope you can be able to transfer the money today, so i can get it by tommorow here, i really cant wait to be with you, my heart beat alot whenever i think about you, I miss you so much darling, you are my everything, my joy and my happiness, without you life is meaningless. I love you with all my heart. Take good care of yourself. We talk later. kiss

Your wife
Kate

Letter 10

Goodmorning darling

How are you, and how was your nigth my love, i hope you slept well darling, i do think so much about you all nigth, and thanks so much for your help, i am so glad and happy darling. I know I can't give you the whole world, but I can promise you I will always love you. My heart is yours, and even though I know I’ll make mistakes, I will never break your heart. I’ll be right beside you as we chase our dreams together, and you will never have to wonder if I still care. I think about you all day long and when I'm not near you my mind is consumed with thoughts of being close to you again. When you’re near me I feel like everything in the world is right, and I know I don't have to ask God for anything because as long I have you in my life I have everything I could ever want. All I want to do is spend the rest of my life making you as happy as you have made me.

I love you so much, and can't wait to be with you again. I want to give you my heart and soul. I don't care about anything else in the world because I am in love with you. I cant really wait to kiss your lips and be the woman of your life darling. And thanks for your kind and lovely mail my love, you are my worlds, and i will love you forever darling

I am so completely in love with you. I wake to think of you and I sleep to see you in my dreams. Your love has made me love my life. Everyday seems like a blessing since I've met you. I feel so lucky and honored to be in love with such a Caring, Loving handsome and intelligent man. I love you with all of my heart. Thank you for sharing your love with me. It is a truly wonderful gift.

I always thought love was only in movies and songs till I met you, my love. To my surprise what you make me feel every day is the inspiration of those beautiful songs, warm poems and amazing movies. You became my reason, my existence, my dreams and my future just by being yourself and I thank you, I thank you with all my heart for being the most important part of my life, for being my wife, for with you my soul is everlasting and my love is eternal. I'm yours forever, not just for this lifetime but for whatever else follows. I love you.

My life was a total wreck before. I thought that it would stay that way forever, but when you came into my life, everything took a turn for better. I became a responsible and trustworthy individual. You taught me how to be strong, you've shown me the value of life and most of all you taught the real meaning of Love!! You were always there beside me giving me a nudge and a shoulder to cry on. Thank you so much, Cyril! I am truly what I am now because of you. I love you so much and look forward to growing old with you!!

Your wife
Kate

Letter 11

Goodmorning my happiest moment

Darling, many thanks for your loving and kind mail, i slept well, and i dreamt about you, you will stay forever in my heart, i have a small tattoo on my left hand and it just a bug, i hope you like it my love, darling don't worry, i will get available seat today, i really cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

You are a blessing that my entire being is very thankful for. I feel that we were made to love, listen, understand, I feel that we have shared more time together than we ever will and I know there are many more special occasions and moments in our lives that will surprise and bring us closer.

You are my soul mate and nothing, and no one else feels more right than you!! I love you eternally and unconditionally. God's love has answered this prayer I've wanted and been almost too anxious for so long. I miss you more than words can say and my love will reach any distance and fly to be in your dreams and heart each evening that we can not be together. I physically long for you each night and will see you in my dreams until we find ourselves wrapped in the love that grows stronger and deeper each day, into our future together. I believe and have faith in you.

The day we met is the day I will never forget. Over and over I replay our chat and our first telephone conversation in my mind! You are so amazing you drive me crazy! You make me feel so happy and complete. If I hadn't met you. I know I'd still be searching... searching for you!

Ever since that special day, we have both grown in such a special way. And although I don't say it as often I want, I do want to say it now or else time will just pass me by again and I'll only keep wondering when. I want to say, "I love you, I need you, and I want you." Thank you for all the beautiful e-mails you've sent me, and all the sweet words that just seem to be said at the right time and the right place.

You have the key to my heart and one day, when we meet, we will never, ever be apart! Alas! To finally kiss your tender warm lips, to feel your gentle hands, to look into those soft brown eyes and know you are the one I've been waiting for! I Love you Cyril

Although we've never met in person, I still really love you. I don't know when I started to love you, it started with sending e-mails to you everyday wishing you a good morning with a lot of feeling in them. Then, one day, I found myself loving you and couldn't stop this feeling. Just you knowing me more and more each day and how you understand me in everything, that's why I love you more and more. Every time you say hello my little sweet angel, you brighten my life.

The distance is our problem but if we look at it in a different view, we will know this is the thing that can prove our true love. It's not so long, Cyril, every dream will be come true and we will smile with a tear of happiness together when we talk about the past, in our house with our unborn kids,I love you so much darling, and you will forever stay in my heart, only death can seperate me from you. Have a nice day sweetheart

Your wife
Kate

Letter 12

Goodmorning my love

How are you and how was your nigth my love, i hope you are fine,Thanks for your lovely mail my love, i am so happy to read this, i hope you think about me because its not easy to just erase your your feelings about your late wife, just be strong and have the believe that God almighty will do the best. Because i went to bed late last nigth, i have been thinking alot about you, i wish i could be with you there so you will not be thinking, darling please dont be sad, be happy, because your sadness is my sadness and your happiness is also my happiness.

There are so many reasons for me to love you. I love the way you find humor in the darkest of clouds. I Love the way you make me smile. I love to feel your strong arms when they hold me tight. I love the way you accept me for who I am. I admire your inner strength. I could list reasons from here to eternity, but I will not. We are in the darkest days of our lives. I have made mistakes as have you. However, it is during this time, at our weakest, we can also be our strongest. For we have our love and if we remember that love, draw on that love, we can get through this and truly be one.

Let's work together, trust each other, honor each other, respect each other, be faithful in our love for each other and we can conquer all that life throws our way.

I love you so much it makes me cry. I love you so much, without you I feel I would die.

I love you, Cyril. We can do it ... together.

If tomorrow the sun were to rise in the eastern sky, as it always does, but this time to rise without my life within this world, I want you to know how much I love, admire, and respect you.

You're a terrific man, one who through everything going on, has stayed by my side as much as possibly allowed. One who has loved and supported me and given me strength and a shelter for my heart to come home to. A safe haven for my love to grow within. In the short time that I've known you, not a day has gone by that I wasn't already in love with you. At times you have wavered but your heart has always led you back to me. Your patience in this situation has been unbending, beyond what any other man would have been able to handle,and I am honored that you have given me your heart, and that you have taken mine with such a gentle kind love.

You are my heart, my world, my soul, my spirit, my best friend and my every breath. And should you ever reach that moment in time when you get down on your knee and ask me to be your wife, the stars of joy will explode in my eyes, my heart will sing forever more and I will never stop saying yes as tears of unremitting joy course down my face. I am honored now to be your one true love. I will be ever more honored to one day be your wife.

You're my best friend, my lover, and my soul mate. You have been there and supported me like no other has before. I'm lost without you. I love you more then life itself. There are no words that I can say to truly tell you how much I really love you. I couldn't picture myself without you in my life. You are perfect for me in everyway possible and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Have a nice and wonderful day my love and please stop thinking about your late wife. Love you Cyril.

Your wife
Kate

Letter 13

Goodmorning my sweetheart

How are you, and how was your night, Thanks for your lovely mail and also thanks for the yesterday chat after all diffcuit time you had, i am so grateful and it shows me how love and caring you are to me, i love you with all my heart and you name and your love shall stay forever in my heart.

I love you with the deepest passion and I wish we could see each other every day but I know that you're so far away. It hurts me to know how I sometimes can be a little selfish when it comes to you, but, Cyril, I'm in the deepest love for you!.

I have tried a million times to put into words how I feel for you. It's so hard to describe such an intense emotion. I knew from the day we met, that you were meant for me.I can't wait to spend forever with you. You are my life, my love, my soul mate, my heart, and my reason for breathing. I love you Cyril, with everything I am.

Although sometimes I question things, deep inside I know that you are the only one for me. When I'm not with you, you are the only one I'm thinking of. Everything about you tells me that we can be together forever. Only you can make me feel like time STOPS when I'm with you. Only you can make things better when it feels like the end. Only you can be the one to smooth my fears away. For this I'm grateful and I hope you never leave. I love you.

You are the most wonderful, kind, compassionate, romantic, smart, sensible, intelligent, talented, kind-hearted, thoughtful, congenial, affectionate, appreciative, loyal, caring, loving, passionate, handsome and an incredibly sexy man I have ever met and I thank God everyday that you are mine! I love you with my whole existence, my whole life and nothing in this world can take that away! I love you more than I could ever explain. More than I even understand. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend.

This may start sounding like a poem ... I don't know. I just wanted to let you know that you are my heart, my everything, and the other half of my soul, that I love you with everything I have and hold. Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there. Maybe, in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead. I can't wait to spend forever with you.

I want to make this promise based on the love that you have shown me and the things you have done to keep my hopes alive; Treasure, today, I declare my love for you alone, no one but you and it's from the bottom of my heart. I promise to be there for you in good and bad times because you are worth dying for.
Have a nice day darling, i miss you and i will always love you forever.

Your wife
Kate

Letter 14

Goodmornng sweetheart

Goodmorning darling, thanks for your mail,atleast for me to wake up and see your mail, its makes me feel good darling,I hope you slept well and dream about me, i miss you so much darling, And i promise you that all our problem will be gone this week darling.

I come here today, in this way, because I need to apologize to you. I failed you. Although I did not lie to you in words, Its because of what happen darling, I never meant to ruin the friendship that meant the world to me. You mean the world to me and now I come to you asking for forgiveness. If in your heart you find you can't, then I will understand and learn from this experience.

You have come into my life at a time when I needed you the most. We talked about so many things that I started to realize my heart and my soul could actually feel something other than hurt. You placed comfort where there was fear, confidence where there was doubt, a shoulder where tears could fall and completeness where there was emptiness. I wanted to hold onto to this so badly that I did whatever it took for you to notice. What I didn't realize was that I could lose my entire being, all of who I was and all that I had placed in you. I wanted to be the one who would be there when you needed to talk. I wanted to be the comfort for your soul when the world was too much to handle. I wanted to be strong for you when everything else seemed impossible. I wanted to love you in only the way you deserved to be loved, never realizing that I was destroying myself and you. Somehow I needed you to be a part of my life.

All the things that I told you about how I felt and how you make me feel were true. Nothing else mattered to me except hearing the laughter in your voice when you were happy. You made my days easy to get through and my nights at peace, looking forward to another day, even though distance separates us just being was enough.

I just wanted to tell you how much you mean to me. I've been loving you since I first met you. You are my prince and my angel. Though I don't always say this to you, I wanted you to know that I love you so much and I can't afford to let you go because you're also the reason I've change! I love you so much, Cyril.

I was sitting at home thinking to myself and started thinking of you and how much I do love you - I really do. With every day chat and mailing I can feel just how strong our love is. The way we make love, the way you whisper in my ear, "Baby, I love you." I know our love is one of a kind; we're meant to be together forever. I love you, Sweetheart.

I want the world to know that I love you so much. We've gone so far and things are not going the way we want it to, but I do believe our love will prove its way, no matter what our situation is. You're the one I look forward to be with for the rest of my life. You are the one my heart always needs, and you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Thanks for coming into my life. If I could have one wish, I'd wish you next to me, Cyril.

You are teaching me to be a whole new person. You make everything wrong in my world right no matter how big or how little my problem is. You have this strange way of making my heart smile and my knees weak!! I guess what I want you to know is that I don't ever remember feeling this way before and it has to be the best feeling I have ever felt! Because of you my life is really looking up now. I hope that our relationship only gets stronger because as it stands right now, I can't see me without you. I love you ....

I cant wait anylonger to be in your arms, i dont want to loose you, and i believe you done want to loose me too because of the love we had for each other, and i will never and ever break your heart darling, transfer this money today so i can get it on tuesday, remember wednesday is my fligth, i really want to meet you and enjoy my life with you, i promise you that everything will be alrigth, and you will never get sad anymore, i cross my heart for you. i love you Cyril

Your lover
Kate

Letter 15

Goodmorning sweetheart

How are you? and how was your nigth, i hope you slept well and dream about your wife Kate, i miss you so much and i wish you were here beside me, i cant hardly stop thinking about you darling. You are my happiness and you mean alot to me. I will never play with the love i had for you. You are my world.

What further words can describe what we have together? For our love to grow stronger everyday, I took with every beat of my heart. Words can no longer describe it, but rather in feeling and emotion of what we have for each other. You have always had the key to my heart, and you inside my heart has made me more than I can ever be. Though the sea separates us till that special day, I know we take each breath with every beat, and always together ... as one. I love you with all that I am.

Bwith you makes me happy. You keep me alive. I'm so lucky I found you, the man of my dreams. I hope I never lose you, if I did then it would break my heart so badly. Thinking of you makes me smile 'cause knowing that you love me so much means the world to me. You're so sweet like the smell of roses and you're so romantic like the sunset. Your love is what's keeping me strong. I am so depressed right now and your love is all that is keeping me strong. I love you so much. I can wait to be with you physically one day.

From the day we met, I knew that you would hold my heart in your hands and you more than do that - you completely own me and every part of me. When I think of you, my heart is so full of love and passion for you that I can hardly contain myself. I think of spending every minute of every day with you and holding you so close to me. Whenever you think of me, please know that no matter how many miles separate us or how much of our lives comes between us, you are and always will be the love of my life and I will never love anyone as much again. I thank God everyday for letting me meet you and for you falling in love with me because I know that it would never be as perfect any other way. I love you with all that I am.

Cyril, I know I have made the right choice in proclaiming my love for you. I have no fears and no regrets and I live for the day we are together for the first time. I owe you an apology also for questioning you. I promise you, I will not question your intentions any more. You have proven to me your love for me is stronger and greater than distances never reached.

Cyril, I love you. I am in love with you; I open my heart to you. I ask that you take my heart and treat it as if it is your own.

My love, I'm sorry if I always put you through a lot of stuff Yesterday ... I know it's my fault because I tend to do a lot of things and i want you to give me a chance so we can finally be together on Thursday. It is true that you're always on my mind - everything I do, I always think, 'what if you were right there watching me ....' I do things that I think would seem right to you, I love you, i cant hardly wait anymore to be in your arms.

I love you dearly and I'm really sorry if you think that I don't love you as much as you do - and believe me, I try my best to prove it to you. The only other way that I can think of is to finally meet you in person ... I hope that when we do, all your doubts, worries and troubles will fly out the window - no more insecurities! I love you so very much, Cyril - I give myself to you - mind, heart and soul.

Your wife
Kate

Letter 16

Goodmorning my husband

Goodmorning darling, how was your nigth, i hope you slept well, i really appraciate your effort for been there for me, you always make me happy and i am so glad to meet you darling.

Never did I imagine that I would ever meet you, especially not in the form of a chat friend. Some days later I am leading my life with you as your fiance, i wish i could be there with you yesterday nigth.

God has got his own reasons for us to meet and come this far. But I hope our love will flourish beyond what it is right now. Distance maybe just a part of the reason why sometimes we think we can't handle this whole relationship, but I am sure our love for each other is way far stronger then any oceans can come across.

I am writting you this letter to tell you that my love for you is so real that I can't find any words to describe my feelings for you. At the same time I would like to thank you for all your patience while our relationship had to go through high waves and hard rocks. My love for you has grown so strong that I can never imagine a life without you now.

I will always be yours no matter what the world turns out to be. My heart will always yearning for your love and care forever. I love you always.

I love the way you put in every effort that you can just to make everything work for us. With just the thought that somebody like you would always be there to lend me some of his time just to make me happy and complete is incomparable. I really appreciate that, even though there are times when things are getting rough with our lives. I am not sure how long will you be there for me, but I just wish it would be forever.

Thanks for everything. Thank you for giving me a chance to meet and love a dreamer that has been there all the while. I am wishing I can always catch you, hoping never to lose you, and make everything into reality soon.

You are a blessing that my entire being is very thankful for. I feel that we were made to love, listen, understand, trust we had for each other. I love you Cyril

I feel that we have shared more time together than we ever will and I know there are many more special occassions and moments in our lives that will surprise and bring us closer.

You are my soul mate and nothing, and no one else feels more right than you!! I love you eternally and unconditionally. God's love has answered this prayer I've wanted and been almost too anxious for so long. I miss you more than words can say and my love will reach any distance and fly to be in your dreams and heart each evening that we can not be together. I physically long for you each night and will see you in my dreams until we find ourselves wrapped in the love that grows stronger and deeper each day, into our future together. I believe and have faith in you.

Your wife
Kate

Letter 17

Goodmorning my husband

Darling goodmorning, how was your nigth,I read your mail with tears on my eyes, Many thanks for your lovely and kind email sweetheart. i hope you slept well and dream about your wife, I miss you so much yesterday nigth,i hope you are with me, i cant do without you just for a seconds sweetheart. And i hope you training goes well. And i am so happy to tell you my mind and how i feel, but i have already forgiven you, and i will love you forever and ever darling. Hope Mel is doing great. I love you so much, I want you to believe that this is our month of happiness and blessing. I love you Cyril and you will forever stay in my heart.

I am still on my knees begging for love, not to a stranger but to one I know ... you. I've been in love and know it's fun. Each night and day I hope and pray that you'll be mine forever more. I know it's hard to trust a man, But i have trust in you and i believe my life has totally changed since the day i met you. giving your heart, body and soul, but know it's me that's on my knees swallowing my pride, begging you, please ... once again I say please; be mine forever, and i will always love you and care about you.

Every night when I close my eyes, you fill my heart with joy, and every morning when I open my eyes, you're the first thing on my mind, more than just a dream of what will probably never be. I'm in love with you - of that I'm sure, but I want to hold you, to kiss you, and adore you. If you'll be mine, you'll make me the happiest woman in this world, and i am very glad and i am so happy to met you sweetheart, you will forever in my memory, your love will never fade in my heart. I promise to grow old with you darling.

I'm so in love; I get this warm sensual feeling every time I think of you. When I sleep at night, all I can dream about is you. I wish I could hold you in my arms. I dream of the day when I could kiss you passionately on your soft sweet lips and listen to your heart beating because it's sweet music to my ears,You've got me dreaming about you. Thoughts of you invade my mind every second of every day. I can't help it; you have become a part of my world. I love you so much darling.

I don't think that I tell you enough how much you truly mean to me and how much I love you. I am proud of your achievements and impressed by your strong will. Although I don't constantly say it, I am proud to see you develop into who you are becoming. I love you dearly and you constantly remain in my sweetest thoughts.... Never doubt how much you mean to me and nevertheless how much I love you. I will remain faithfully yours until the end of time. I love you so much Cyril.

I never thought that was possible. I want to marry you now, I want to be your wife. I want a baby with you; that is the most awesome experience, nothing compares to that. I believe you will be a wonderful father to our kids, but you deserve more. Thank you for always being there, for the flowers - they are beautiful, for your kind words, hugs, kisses, and the unconditional love. You are a dream come true and I want to spend the rest of my life with you as your wife, lover, and best friend. I have never in my life been so very happy. I feel much loved, beautiful and very happy. I will make you happy in everythibg you did sweetheart. I hope you have a nice day todat and think so much abut me, I love you so much. Take good care of yourself sweetheart.

Your wife
Kate

Letter 18

Goodmorning my husband

How are you darling, i hope you slept well. Thanks for your effort yesterday, you are such a caring and nice man to be with, I know things aren't the same as before but no matter what happened in the past we still love each other. We've both done our share of wrong and no one is to blame. We learn from our mistakes and move on. Just because I'm not sure what to expect out of our relationship right now doesn't mean I'm not sure about my love for you. Because, I do love you with all that I have to give

I know somewhere down the road things will change but for right now we have to be patient. No matter what comes our way, we shall overcome it, because of the love, trust and understanding we had for each other, we've always made it through and that just goes to show my love for you. I just want you to know I love you and always will.

We have overcome many obstacles within our life which have made you the wonderful person we are today. we should be very proud that you have persevered all your experiences and with it you have lived, acknowledged, and learned and you have never intentionally done on to others as it has been done unto us for us to know what it feels like and you have the strength to rise above it all. You are attractive, generous, honest, humorous, intelligent, kind, loveable, loving, passionate and a wonderful man . The person who will obtain the key within your heart in the future will be blessed to have the love in which you are cable of giving to someone. May God Bless you and always give you the strength for you to continue to grow and love.

Cyril, I swear I don't know what I would do without you. You mean more to me than I can say, and I hope that our relationship lasts forever and ever. I love you so much

Things are hard right now, But I don't blame you for any of it, I know that we are trying to fix all the screwed up things in our lives right now, and I hope we do get to make everything all better again.I am only truly happy when I am with you. Your presence just lights up my world. Everything I am and everything I have is dependant upon you.

You are everything to me and I love you with all my heart. I hope I can learn to open up to you and let you know how I feel. I also hope that you will be able to recognize when something is wrong. But no matter what we do or where we go, I will love you. I will always love you, Cyril. You mean the world to me, and I hope that things will go back to normal.

I never thought it would last this long, but it has. This is a clear indication that we have so much in common and we are building on something that is real. I hope we get the chance to see this thing through, Please understand that we have so much to give to each other and I look forward to that day. I believe it is closer now than ever before. It is just that there may be a few more obstacles that we need to clear up, and I think you know what I am talking about. Besides that, we can and I know we will survive.

I know that neither one of us had in mind that we would meet someone on the Internet and fall in love but it has happened. And for that, I have no regrets. In fact, it is one of the best things that has ever happened to me in years. For this, and what has happened to us and between us I have you to thank. I love you so much darling, I will always make you happy. i love you Cyril

Your wife
Kate

Letter 19

Goodmorning my love

Darling, how are you doing, and how was your nigth, i hope you slept well. I cant sleep all nigth,just thinking and thinking,i am feeling little sick, i am not fine. I have headache. I miss you so much. I cannot live without your love anymore darling.

What I feel for you is that awesome love that poets write about and that we mere mortals only dream of experiencing. It is the love that is considered unconditional and undying; so great that my heart seems to burst with the joy of it. I cannot fathom living my life without you - waking would never be the same without your sweet face to look forward to; I would not be living, just existing; sleeping would be impossible without you to dream of.

I know times have been rough and things have been said but I hope deep down you know how much you truly mean to me. It's hard not having you around and things in my life have been stressful and I've taken my bad days out on you, but please know that you mean the world to me and I love you with every beat of my heart. I squeeze my bear at night wishing you were there to hold me and kiss me goodnight. Please have faith in us that we can make it through anything, together forever and always.

When we are done with this hard time, we can finally be together and make our dreams come true. Let's not destroy them before we give them a chance .... I love you Cyril, so don't run because of what you're scared of, just give us a chance, and you will see the love I have for you.You are not so easy to forget; you are in every song, every movie, and in my every dream. My life will never be the same without you darling

We can be happy together if we work everything out, which I think we will. We have plans, we have dreams, and we have love. You are everything to me and I love you with all my heart. I know right now, deep down inside of you there is still that same love that you felt for me then, in you right now. It may be hard for you to let it out. I hope that you will be able to open up your heart again and let me back in. Because i want to spend the rest of my life with you and make you happy for the rest of your life.

We knew that no matter what happened, we would be okay because we were together. but the love am having for you is unconditional and forever. From the moment you told me you love me, my life had changed - for the better. Why cant we find solution to this problem, let make things work out between us, is getting to x mas and new year, i want to be with you, i want to be happy, I want this year to wash away my pain, my sorrow, my past. I want to begin new life with you,i want to be happy with you and i wanted to make you happy as well.

There are so many reasons for me to love you. I love the way you find humor in the darkest of clouds. I Love the way you make me smile. I love to feel your strong arms when they hold me tight. I love the way you accept me for who I am. I admire your inner strength. I could list reasons from here to eternity, but I will not. We are in the darkest days of our lives. I have made mistakes. However, it is during this time, at our weakest, we can also be our strongest. For we have our love and if we remember that love, draw on that love, we can get through this and truly be one.Let's work together, trust each other, honor each other, respect each other, be faithful in our love for each other and we can conquer all that life throws our way.I love you so much it makes me cry. I love you so much, without you I feel I would die.

Your wife
Kate

Letter 20

Goodmorning my husband

Many thanks for your mail darling, i am glad to read from you, I slept little bit, there is alot on my mind darling. And how was your nigth as well, i hope you slept well and think about your wife. I am not happy because there is no solution, i am just afraid of problem, my mind is not settled, alot of thinking my love, But i want you to know that i will always love you, no matter what happen, we shall live and enjoy our life together very soon. Because the love i have for you is undying love .

I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometime I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway. Thank you honey for everything. I pray to god everyday to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time.

I think about you all day long and when I'm not near you my mind is consumed with thoughts of being close to you again. When you’re near me I feel like everything in the world is right, and I know Idon't have to ask God for anything because as long I have you in my life I have everything I could ever want.All I want to do is spend the rest of my life making you as happy as you have made me. I love you Cyril and i will always be there for you in good and bad time.

Thank you for loving me no way anyone has ever tried.Thank you for everything you are and mean to me, and everything I am becoming, because you are in my life... thank you

Your wife
Kate

Letter 21

Hello Mr Cyril Nusselein

We are contacting you from Malaysia Anti-corruption Commission On behalf of Miss Kate Cornwell who was arrested with 76kilo of Raw Gold bar, which she was trafficking out of the country.
She was arrested arround 23:05pm tue 29 jan 2013 on the boarding room,We found she was moving this item to the Netherland in Illegal way.

We Get your contact through Miss Kate Cornwell An Europe Citizen.She will be charged to court on the 6th of Feburary.

We Want to know who you are to Miss Kate Cornwell.
We will be looking forward to read from you.

Sincerely Greetings

SP

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