Letter(s) to Anthony (United Kingdom)

Letter 1

Hi.
I do not know the reason of you keeping silence. Perhaps, you just didn't get my letters. I have sent you some and wrote you more about myself.
I didn't write to you earlier as I didn't see your letter at my email address. If you do not remember me, I wrote you at the dating site. And I've got your reply at my e-mail. But I didn't see it earlier that's why I had a delay. Your letter was in the spam folder.
Perhaps, you are not interested in me. So, please, just write me if you are interested in me or not. And then I will not bother you any more.
Perhaps, you have someone already. Then just write me and I will not wait for you but look for another man.
Maybe you are scared that I am russian. But I don't think it is a problem. I have lived in another country (Australia) and worked there. That's why there will be no difficulties with our communication. I speak English fluently. And I am going to come and live in your country in a month. I am going to enter the University in your country to get another higher education. I could enter the one close to you so we could meet.
I am waiting for your reply. And I will understand everything even if you don't want to talk to me any more.
Anastasiya.

Letter 2

Hi!
There is no reply from you and I wonder what happened. I hope everything is fine with you.
Did you forget about me? If you decided to stop correspondence with me?, please, let me know. It is better to hear the truth.
Please, write me as soon as possible. I worry about you and I wonder what could happen to you.
I just hope you are not going to give up on me.
Please, remember there is someone thinking of you a lot.
And I would like to be your friend or girlfriend.
Hope to hear back from you very soon.
Anastasiya.

Letter 3

Hello Tony,
I am glad, to receive your answer.
Here is my home address,
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to Anastasiya.
Number apartment: - 3,
Name street - Ryabinovaya 11,
City - Novosibirsk,
Region (state) - Novosibirskaya oblast,
Zip code - 630126,
Country - Russia.
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in case you decide to send me a card or a hand-written letter.
Unfortunately, I can’t talk to you on-line, as I write letters to you from the internet cafe and the time is limited there.
I wish I could chat with you but right now it is just impossible as I don’t have a personal PC. But I shall continue to send you email letters and pics. As I already told you I rent my apartment and I don’t have a phone there.
Therefore I can not call to you. I have already given my phone number to you. I hope you get it. But my phone does not allow calls to other countries. For the reason of limits here in Russia.
Yes, I am going to come to your country. Somewhere in a month. I am going to enter the University or college. I am doing all the paperwork for this now. That's why I asked you about the colleges or Universities close to your place. So I could study and meet with you there.
I shall live in campus.
Do you want it? You want that I lived near to you in your district?
Do not forget to send me your photos.
As soon as I finish this letter I will go and have a short walk.
You know walking is one of the things I adore. It is so nice to have a long walk and then find some small cafe and get a cup of coffee there. I don’t have a car and I don’t really want to have it right now. And it is too expensive for me. I have no money to buy a car. I have never tried to drive a car and I have no license.
Walking is much more pleasant. Unfortunately, most of the times I have to walk alone. All my friends are married and they try to spend more time with their families. I also like to go to the movie a lot. But do it rather seldom. Usually I go there with my friends, but they don’t do this often. They try to spend more time with their husbands and children. As I don’t have children and a husband, I try not to bother them often. Sometimes I feel rather lonely but I try not to think of this often.
Any way, my city is too beautiful not to walk. My city is very beautiful. There are so many places of culture there, lots of monuments. It is very green. It is especially beautiful in spring and in summer time when everything is awaken after the winter.
There are also many parks and we have one boulevard with fountains.
And it is gorgeous.
Also we have some really beautiful churches. I am Christian but I am not really religious. I have my own faith inside.
And I go to the church but do it seldom. I am not fanatic about this.
I like nature very much and it is always a please to go somewhere to the country-side and to spend a day there. I like picnics, camping a lot. It is great to spend a day on the fresh air, especially when you are with friends or family. I try to enjoy it every time we do it but sometimes I feel very sad as I miss not having my second half near.
Well, I am not going to be sad, as I am sure everything will be fine. Please, tell me about your city? What is it?
What’s interesting there?
Anastasiya.

Letter 4

Hello Tony,
I am so glad I have you in my life and I have an opportunity to come to the Internet cafe and talk to you...
I am not really in a good spirit today.
I had a very bad conflict at work. Some people here in Russia think that if they have lots of money they can do and say everything they want. I had a conflict with one very rich woman at work. She didn’t like the quality of the clothes. And was so rude with me. But I am just a shop-assistant. I am not the owner and I just sell things.
Sometimes I feel that I am very tired from my life in Russia.
I have nothing. I rent a very small apartment and can’t afford anything better. I get a very small salary and prices increase here every year. But salaries are still the same. I was shocked when I get to the store to buy some food yesterday. They increased prices again for milk products. Milk costs about one US dollar which is too much. For-example, my salary is 120 US dollars a month. And a half of it I pay for the apartment.
And what is left I spend for food.
Therefore I wish to leave to live in other country.
Therefore I save money for a trip.
I am just tired from a hard life here. And I want to move to a foreign country. I want to get another education, to find a good job there. That is why I am trying to get a student visa.
I shall study and work. I shall work to pay training and my life there.
I haven't decided yet what University I am going to come to.
I am still searching information. I would like it to be close to you. I am doing the paperwork now. And as they told me my visa would be ready in a month. But I don't know the exact dates. It is just the way things are done here. As soon as I know everything, I will let you know.
I want to have a more stable life for me and my future family.
And what is more important I want have a strong man near me and to have a comfortable life for us. So I am trying to save money any way I can for my trip and studies.
Please, forgive me for writing this to you. But I need to talk to you. It is sometimes so hard to be just by myself. And sometimes I need a strong shoulder and a friend to cry and to get an advice.
I know that you are a very understanding person. So, please, try to understand me. You are my friend and I trust you.
Now I shall go to a bathroom. I like to lay in bathing with foam.
It would be great to take a bath together. It is very relaxing. And I think it is rather romantic.
You want it with me?
PLease,let me know what you think of this.
Write me your thoughts and your dreams.
Write a replay to me. Your letter will make me glad.
I will wait with hope.
Anastasiya.

Letter 5

Hi dear Tony,
In the first lines of this message I want to apologise for complaining in my previous letter.
I don’t really want to complain and I don’t want to talk about money any more. This was the first and the last time I did it.
I was just in a very bad spiring while writing my last letter to you.
Sometimes we have bad periods in life and we need a strong shoulder of a friend. I hope that you let me think you are my friend. And I trust you that is why I decided to share my thoughts with you.
If you ever need to talk and if you ever need a friend, you can always talk to me...
I have been thinking a lot about our meeting and I want to meet with you a lot.
I am doing all the paperwork now to get a student visa. And I do hope to get it. So if I get it I will be in your country.
and I think it is really a very good opportunity for us to meet.
Please, tell me do you really want to see me? Do you want me to visit you? Do you think that we could like each other and be together in the future? Please, be honest with me and tell me the truth.
I know that you are being tired with this question. But you should understand my concerns. This is a very major decision to move to the other country.
Perhaps, you wonder why I have such a big desire to move from here. The reason is very simple. I have nobody and nothing to stay here. I will miss my friends, but they already have their families and they live with their own lives. I have parents but you know we are not in good relations with them. And I think they will not miss me.
I have no good job, have no stability. I have no family. It is very hard to live in Russia and I don’t think it will ever be better. And I am really tired from this life. That’s why I have such a strong desire to get a student visa, to come there, to get a new education, to settle down and already to have a family.
I hope that you understand me and that you support me in my decision.
Please, don’t be offended if I don’t always answer your questions.
I do it because my time in the internet cafe is limited. I don’t always answer your questions because I am in a rush when I answer your letters. I come here 3 times a week and have only 15 minutes to write to you.
I wait your answer on my questions...
Anastasiya.
P.S.
Do you like my pics from black sea? These pics are made in the last summer when I was on Black sea in city Sochi (Russia).
I was there with my friend Vika. This most popular vacation spot at Russian people in the summer.

Letter 6

Hi dear Tony!!!
How are you today?
I am going to try to get money as soon as I leave the internet cafe. Thank you very much. I want you to know that I am very thankful to you and this is a great help for me.
Have been thinking about you all the day.
You know sometimes I wonder how it is to spend a day with you, to feel you close to me.
Life’s a very complicated thing. Being always in a rush we miss so many important things. And we don’t pay attention to simple things, we forget about the people we love.
Sometimes just one word, one kiss or one hug can make a person happy. And being in rush we forget to call friends, parents, people we love.
And I don’t really want to miss the most important – happiness when you know that you love and you are loved with someone.
I feel that you are already a very close person to me, that I can trust you my thoughts.
I wish I am with you right now. I just need a hug and a tender look of your eyes.
Perhaps, my letters is a bit sad now. I think that I just miss you.
We haven’t seen each other in real life yet. But often catch myself on thinking of you.
What you do at the moment, what you feel, who you are with, what do you watch and have for breakfast. Perhaps, it is stupid but this is what I feel. And I should say that I like such thoughts.
I only wish you could feel the same to me too.
Well, I hope you are not scared with my thoughts. I just want you to know what I feel.
Please, write me back soon and tell me your thoughts on this.
Anastasiya.

Letter 7

Hello my dear Tony!
I have all the information about my visa now. And I will get it without any problems. It will be so great to come to your country at last and to see you. I even can’t believe this could happen some day! Yes, perhaps, I act like a silly girl.
But I already dream of our meeting. I try to imagine how this could be. How I will touch your hand, look into your eyes.
So now I have to do is to show them all the papers and to pay for it.
But here I have one problem. I tried to save money. But I didn’t expect I would have to pay for visa so soon. I thought it would be later. So I don’t have enough money right now.
And I need your help in this if you really want to meet me.
I need 240 US dollars to pay for visa.
It will include medical insurance and everything that should be there. Perhaps, you think why it is so expensive. Well, sum of money includes visa, insurance, medical certificate and many other papers.
I already have got my passport for going abroad. I have already made it and have paid for it. But I didn’t think that they would give visa so soon. And if I don’t pay for it now, I could have problems in the future with getting visa. And I don’t want to miss this chance. To prove you that I am real and I don’t lie to you, I am going to attach you a copy of my passport.
So all I need to do now is to pay for visa. And then everything will be done and all we have to do is wait for the time it is issued. I have only 7-10 to pay for it and I will get it without any problems.
This visa allows me to stay in your country.
I also plan to work there while I study. I don't want to depend on any one. I will return back your 240 $.
I am asking it to borrow. I will work and return back it.
I promise.
I’ve got to know that the best way for you to send money through Western Union or Money gram. Please, don’t send me money by regular mail. First, for sure I will not get it as they steal money and things here. And also it will take long time for the mail to come. And then I will miss my chance with visa already.
So, please, use WU or Money gram for sending money. It is an easy and quick way to get it.
You already know my address, I’ve sent it to you already.
And my full name is Anastasiya Savateeva.
You better check WesternUnion.com or Moneygram.com to get more information and also offices that are close to you.
Also there is an opportunity to send money from the credit card. You just need to visit any office of WU or MG.
Or through the site westernunion.com or moneygram.com
You even don’t need to leave your place to do it.
You can send money to any Western Union of Novosibirsk.
Please, understand my problem and send me 240 dollars.
So, please, let me know if you can help me in this.
Anastasiya.

Letter 8

Hello my dear Tony!
I do not understand you a little??? Have you sent money??? If yes than I cannot receive it without your exact name and last name (sender).
And also without MTCN (Transfer Control Number). These are 10 estimated figures. Please, send me this iformation!!!
Anastasiya.

Letter 9

Tony!!!
I have received your money.
I can't write much. I am very glad that you have sent money.
I just want to tell you this. I appreciate your help a lot.
I will come to you and I think we will be happy together.
I have paid for everything and will get visa now without any problems. I will get. I don't know the exact date.
I will write you a long letter and send you pics a little later.
miss and love you!
Anastasiya.

Letter 10

Hi dear Tony!
I have paid the visa. My visa will be ready approximately in 7 days. You are glad?
I’ve been thinking a lot about us yesterday.
My heart aches when I understand that you are far from me.
I wish I could lessen the distance between us. I know that I have to be patient and wait.
Perhaps, you will think that I am silly but I don’t want to hold it all inside and I want to share my feelings with you.
I am emotional person and I want you to see my feelings.
Please, understand me. I want to share this with you.
I have so many emotions about you and I miss you so much.
I think about you all the time.
I get up with the thoughts about you and I go to bed thinking of you too.
I feel that I want to take care of you, I want to give you all me.
Please, don’t think I am weird. But this is what I feel about you. And I want you to know this.
Life goes one. Nothing new happens. I go to work, do different things at home, meet my friends. But any way I do something I think of you.
Please, tell me what you think and feel about me. It is really very important for me and I need to know this.
Anastasiya.

Letter 11

My dear Tony!
How are you today?
sorry, I write letters to you a little and not always I answer your questions. But I do all the remained documents for crossing to you. It takes away a lot of time. Therefore I write a little and not always I have time to answer all your questions.
It is so good to finish work at last and being able to talk to you again. You are my dearest one and I think about you all the time. / It is a bit cool outside. And do you know what I would like to do now. To make a fireplace, take some good wine, a warm blanket, burn some candles and just sit there for hours with you. Feeling you are close to me, feel the warmth of your body, a strong man near me. Feel you breathing close to me.
What do you think of this? Would you share my dream? After having some wine our imagination could get wild and we could find so many interesting things to do.
Do you know what I would do to you…I would just tear your clothes into pieces.
And would lick every part of your strong body Well, it is getting to exciting to write such things and I better stop as my face is getting read from these thoughts. And I am afraid that people around me would not understand me.
They are looking at me already with a great interest.
And what are your dreams my dear? And am I involved into them?
Hope you think of me the same way I think of you.
I miss you a lot and need you so much.
Anastasiya.

Letter 12

My dear Tony!
How are you, my sweetheart?
I am OK, just a little bit tired. I am already in Moscow and the city is so noisy. I don’t really feel comfortable here.
But well, I came here on purpose. So it is Ok.
I have very good news for you. I’ve got my visa at last.
So this is done now. I have my passport for going abroad with the visa inside.
The only thing left is a ticket. I already know the airport I should go to. And I even went to the cash department of the airport to check about the ticket. They offered me the ticket on August, 2th.
Mosnow (svo) – Manchester.
And the price is rather reasonable. It will cost $976.
But you know that I don’t have this money. It is too much for me.
So I have to ask you to help me with the ticket expenses.
Well, I know this is wrong to ask you for help. But this is only way left for me. I have no one to help me here in Moscow. Moscow is a very expensive city and I already having too many expenses here. And I want to buy the ticket and to leave this city as soon as possible. But I need your help very much.
As soon as I buy the ticket I will immediately leave for you.
And in some days I will be in your arms already. Think on this.
Dear, I really have no one to rely on and I have only you who could help me in this situation. You know I will give you the money back as soon as I will be able to work in your country.
So this is no going to be a problem. I will give it back to you by all means. This is the only thing left now before we could be together.
I really hope that you will help me and we will be together at last. I am sure you want it the same way I do.
So, please, write me your thoughts on this and when you will be able to send the money. I can’t stay here for long in Moscow and also the ticket could be sold to another person if I don’t pay for it shortly.
You can send money to my name (Anastasiya Savateeva) by any office Western Union or MoneyGram and I will get it without any problems in Moscow.
My sweetheart, I need you and I hope you too need me.
I love you very much.
And I miss you badly.
Anastasiya.

Letter 13

My dear Tony!!!
Yes, I understand that asked you for help though told you that I will have enough money for the trip. But please, understand my problem. I have has sold a fur coat. But this money is not enough for the ticket. The money was enough just to cover the expenses for the trip to Moscow. I don’t know where to take the money.
I hope only for you. Nobody can help me here.
I don’t know anybody here in Moscow. I didn’t know I had to buy a two way ticket. $976 is a cost for the ticket there and the return ticket. Your government asks to have a return ticket for the case my visa is inspired or I am not able to enter the University.
They do it because they are afraid of the immigrants.
Do you understand now why I need so much money for the ticket?
976 it is very good price.
I am still in Moscow. And I have spent lots of money already to stay here. Everything is very expensive here and my money is limited. Please, understand my worries and help me.
The Problem is that my visa is given to me only for 2 months except of 3 months. I don’t know why they did it. But that was the decision of your Embassy. And they even didn’t explain me the reason. And I can’t wait. That is why I should come as soon as possible and enter the University. If I have visa for longer time then I could save part of the money but I have no time.
I ask you to help me but don’t ask you for a present! I will come, enter the University and give you the money back. I will work and will be able to give you it back. I don’t want you to think that I want to use you just to move to your country.
I hope that you will understand me and will send me the money.
There is only thing left before we meet. There is only little step left. So please, think and send me the money.
It is only 976 dollars. I don’t think it is much for the opportunity to be happy. I think we will be able to be happy with you. But you should do this so we could meet with you.
I tried to prove you that I am real several times already.
I have sent you a list of paper with my your and my names.
But why don’t you want to believe me? I have sent you also the copy of my passport. Why don’t you still believe me?
I am going to try and prove again that I am real.
I am going to attach you the copy of my visa. And I want you to understand that I have only serious intentions and I am really going to come to you. I don’t play any games. I am going to get your money in Moscow with my passport ( I have sent it already in my previous letters ) and with my visa. If I am not real I would not be able to get the money!
And I really want to come to you.
Please, believe me and send me the money. .
I hope that you want to see me and will send me the money.
I already wrote to you that you could send the money to any office of Western Union or MoneyGram in Moscow. Please, send the money to my full name. I will be able to get the money without any problems.
I just wanted to let you know that you are a very close person to me.
You know I often think of us and think how it is to be close, hold your hand, kiss your face… Sometimes I miss you so much that even feel a body ache. But hope that very soon the waiting will be over and I will be with you at last.
In the evenings I sit down and try to imagine our life. There are so many things that I want to do together. I want to take care of you and to have a true family.
It is such a happiness to love and to be loved. And you can’t imagine how happy I am to know that you love me and I love you.
When I feel sad, I immediately think of how great it will be to spend time with you. To go shopping together and then to cook in the evening, to watch movies, to go dancing together, to read together, to go out all together.
Please, write me your thoughts on this, how you imagine us together.
Take care.
I need you and I truly hope that you feel the same.
I made a copy of visa by scanner.
But I can't send my pictures now as I am in Moscow now.
I have no here a camera.
I don't think it is a problem as soon I will come to you and you will be able to see me in real life but not at the pictures.
Anastasiya.

P.S.
My plan? I should arrive and enter the university till August, 1st.
To me will submit only documents to any university enough. And my visa will prolong after that for 5 years. It will prolong for all term of study. I shall work. I shall work prior to the beginning of study. So I can pay my residing there and study. Now you understands my plan? In the first days I can live in campus.
The university will give it free of charge. Therefore I can live in campus and meet you in your free time. Or I can live with you.
If you want it. I want it. It to solve to you!

Letter 14

My darling Tony,
Sorry, I have not correctly written to you in the last letter.
I should arrive to you till October, 1st.
My visa allows to arrive to you from August, 1st till October, 1st.
But it only term in which I should arrive. If I shall arrive to this term for 2 months then my visa will prolong for 5 years.
And I can be with you. I wrote to you-
My plan? I should arrive and enter the university till October, 1st.
To me will submit only documents to any university enough. And my visa will prolong after that for 5 years. It will prolong for all term of study. I shall work. I shall work prior to the beginning of study. So I can pay my residing there and study. Now you understands my plan? In the first days I can live in campus.
The university will give it free of charge. Therefore I can live in campus and meet you in your free time. Or I can live with you.
If you want it. I want it. It to solve to you!
I am so tired to be in Moscow. Everything is very expensive here.
And I save money on everything. I do it for us. I want us to be together and to be happy. I want to come to you and that is why I am ready to overcome all the difficulties. But I need your help.
There is only one step left – you to send me money. You even can’t imagine what I have to do here to survive. I stay in a very cheap hotel as I have no money to live in a good room. I live in one place with people who have no place to stay in. I stayed even at the airport some times to save money but the police paid attention to me and I can’t stay there any more. People are so cruel.
No one can help me here. And you are my only hope. Do you understand now why I don’t write to you often and don’t call you. If I have a digital camera here I would show you the life here for you to see what kind of difficulties I have here. I know that happiness is not given so easily that is why I try to overcome all the difficulties on my way. That is why I ask you to send me money as soon as possible for the ticket. If you don’t help me, then I will have to get back to my city. And I don’t want this as I have spent so much forces and money already to get my visa.
There is only one step left to be in your arms and I don’t want to stop here. And this is a step you should do. Now everything depends on you. Please, try to understand me and send me money for the ticket.
You can send money here(western union):
INTERCOMMERZ
26 Km Mkad, Torgovyi Tsentr
Moscow, 115598, Russia
or
MBA-MOSCOW
Schelkovskoe Shosse, 3/1
Moscow, 105122, Russia
or
ZAPADNYI
Novyi Arbat, 17
Moscow, 119019, Russia
my full name: Anastasiya Savateeva.

Letter 15

My darling Tony!!!!
Why you have not answered?
Please, understand that I can’t stay in Moscow for long time.
It is not my native city. I can stay in Moscow for more 7-8 days.
I am tired to stay in cheap hotels with the homeless people or in the airport. I do it only for our future. Please, hurry up with sending money so I can buy a ticket. My visa is issued only for 2 months. I should leave already or all the money would spend just useless. Please, try to understand my situation.
And send me the money as soon as possible. Just let me know if you send the money. Should I wait or no?
I miss you badly... You even can't imagine how hard it is to be here without you... I need you so much...And dream of our soon meeting.
I also dream of your touch...so tender and passional. I try to imagine how it is to kiss your lips, your hands, your strong body.
I imagine how it is to make love to you...
I love you so much that even have a physical ache sometimes.
I need your strong touch, your lips, want to lick every part of your body.
I know this is only a dream but it will come true very soon.
Everything depends only on us. We just need to be patient and wait.
But how sweet will be our meeting at last.
I think I would kiss you till death. I am hungry for you, my sweetie.
Hungry for your kiss, for your body. I want you to hold me tightly and to be with you forever.
Hope you are not scared with my feelings...
I do love you and need you a lot.
Anastasiya.

Letter 16

My darling Tony!!!!
I am very glad that you have sent me money. I will be able to buy a ticket now. I’ve got the money but haven’t bought the ticket yet.
I am going to buy it tomorrow. I will write you a letter. Also write me your phone number so I can call you if I can’t write to you.
Internet cafe doesn’t always work here in Moscow.
Anastasiya.

Letter 17

My darling Tony!!!
I woke up today with such a strange feeling…I saw you in my night dream. It was such a pleasure….I felt your touch, saw your eyes.
There are good news. I have bought the ticket.
It is the ticket on August, 2nd. I could take only for this date.
It is flight with one change.
Here the information of the ticket - Flights 6844 / 2933.
Arrival - 9:25 AM, Manchester, Great Britain (MAN).
I shall call to you on August, 1st.
I am going to tell you my dream now. I am sure you will like it the same way I do.
There was a beautiful island with a white sand, blue water and lots of green trees.
I was sitting near the water looking at the clear blue sky and suddenly saw a plane.
When it landed I saw a wonderful man coming close to me. I was a little scared and surprised to see a man. I was naked with just a small towel on me. I was a little bit embarrassed.
But decided to wait and not run away. That was you though I had not seen you before and didn’t know you. You came and asked me if there were any people there except me on the island. I told you that I was the only one and there was a house where you can stay if were going to stay on the island for a while.
You agreed and we went to see the place.
In the evening we had dinner with champagne and talked a lot and I felt how I started to fall in love with you. This way we spent several days and then you had to leave back to your life and work. And you left and I stayed on the island alone. Two weeks passed. I missed you badly and often cried realizing that I would never see you again.
One day I was lying on the sofa at home and suddenly heard someone knocking my door. I was surprised and when I opened the door I saw you. You looked at me attentively and the first think you told me was :”I love you, baby!”
Then I woke up and had such a wonderful feeling. I dream to hear these words from you in real one day.
So let me know what you think of this dream.
I miss you badly.
Anastasiya.

Letter 18

Darling Tony!
I missed you badly... Every day I think of you and our soon meeting and dream how sweet it would be to be with you at last.
My sweetheart, I have news not really good one. I decided to go to the tourist agency to check if everything is alright with my papers. I have the visa and the ticket. But it is not enough.
Well, everything is fine with my papers but it appeared that I would have to have some money crossing the board. I am so tired from all this bureaucratic system. I am having a student visa and everyone who leaves for anothercountry having a student visa should have some cash crossing the board. So I will have to prove at the customs that I have some money with me. Your country is afraid of immigrants. And also Russian people are not really popular all over the world and they will check me any way at the customs.
I have 100 USD but this is not enough. I should have more 600-700 USD with me leaving the country. Dear, please, send me 500-550 USD.
As soon as you meetme at the airport I will give you the money back.
Please, understand me and my situation. There is so much already done, so much time and forces and money spent on all the stuff.
So, please, send me this money. And then everything will be already done. You can send me money to any office of Western Union or MoneyGram in Moscow. You know that I am still in Moscow and I am already so tired from this city and want to leave it so much.
Honey, I need you and want to bewith you as soon as possible.
You are the ray of light in my life. I want this all to be over soon and to get into your arms already. Hope you still feel the same about me and want me as much as I want you.
I love you!!!!!
With tenderness.
Anastasiya.

Letter 19

Dear Tony!!!
I tried to call you. But please, understand me that I am in Moscow and it is not so easy to do it. I tried to dial your number but it didn’t connect you. I asked at the airport to give me some phone number where you could call me. But they refused me. People are very bad in Moscow and they are interested only in money. I will try again to call you. But I am not sure I will be able to do it.
Please, understand that I should have money by all means. I already have my visa and ticket to come to your country. But your government has very strict rules for Russian citizens. They are afraid of immigrants so they ask me to fill in the declaration and to write the sum of money I am going to take with me to your country.
And if the sum of money is too small they will just not let me go through the custom. They can check if I really have this money with me.
That is why I ask you to help me with the money. I feel shame to ask you about it again. But no one can help me in this situation now that is why I ask you about help. At they agency they told me that at the customs they would check it for sure because of the student visa.
I will loose everything, my visa and my ticket. And also the money that I have already spent for this. Please, understand me and the forces I have spent for getting everything. It took me lots of forces to get the visa and to find money for the ticket. It took lots of forces to survive here in Moscow. I saved every rouble just to stay here. I stayed at the cheap rooms for people who had no money in Moscow. I didn’t stay at the hotel as I had no money for that. I stayed even at the airport several times. I did that for you, for coming to you.
I know that you have bills to pay. And that you don’t have extra money. But please, send me part of the money. I will give it back to you and will pay your bills. You will get the money back as soon as you meet me at the airport. You will not loose anything.
I need this money only to cross the board. I don’t lie to you and I have proved you already many times that I am real. I can’t do anything any more. Now everything depends on you. If you really want to see me, then you will send me money. If not, then not.
Please, trust me. And soon I will be in your arms.
Anastasiya.

Letter 20

My sweetie Tony!!!
I am very glad, that you have sent money. I shall receive it today.
But there is one problem. I thought you will not have time to send money.
I have changed the ticket. Do not abuse me. I only was afraid to lose money from the ticket.
I have changed the ticket for August, 11th. I have made it only that you had time to send money.
I have made it before you have sent money.
Here the information of the ticket - Flights 2531 / 2500.
Arrival - 10:10 AM, Manchester, Great Britain (MAN).
I cannot back change the ticket. Therefore you necessarily should meet me at the airport on August, 11th.
Hope everything is fine with you. As for me I have a slight cold.
It was rather cold outside and I think it is the reason of my cold.
I still miss you a lot and think about you all the time. I want to be with you so much. I want to have just a normal family life with you. And I know that I could make your life more comfortable and more cozy. I have so many ideas and dreams for the future connected with us. I want to take care of you. I want to give you all my love and care. It will be wonderful to make you breakfast in the morning, to meet you in the evening after work.
To have dinners with candles and good wine. To travel together and see new places. To read books together. To make love to each other and to stay in bed the whole day. When I think of all these I feel a little sad that we are not together yet. But when I think that soon I will be able to come to you, the thought of you makes me so happy.
You are a wonderful person and I want you to know that I am happy to have you in my life. And I am a lucky woman to have such a man and I will do my best to make you happy too.
You are my best and I need you very much.
Yours forever.
Anastasiya.

Letter 21

My love Tony!
I have received your money.
I am not going to write to you much today.
I am in a very low spirit today. It is so hard to wait day by day.
But I know that we can’t change it now. I am just getting impatient.
But I will try to control myself and keep myself in hands.
Do you understand me?
I am just a weak woman and I need you by myself.
I will be fine tomorrow. I just want to hear from you this you need me as much as I need you. I couldn’t think that one day I would love so much.
I love you so much that even have a physical ache thinking of you.
Knowing that you are so far from me and I can’t touch you, can’t look into your eyes.
I think that I know now how people get mad. It drives me crazy know that you are so far from me.
I know that I just need to wait a little bit and this waiting will be over. But sometimes it is really hard to do.
I hope that you are not mad with me for such talks.
I love you very much and you my missing half. And I will do everything for us to be together.
My love, take care and write me soon.
Anastasiya.

Letter 22

My darling Tony,
Sorry for not writing to you for long time. But I couldn’t.
Even now I am writing to you having a bad ache. I have been thinking if to write to you or not. I didn’t want to bother you with my problems. You know that I only want happiness. I want to be with you. I want to make you happy. But I am again in a hopeless situation. I was robbed yesterday. I don’t know who did that. I took a bus yesterday to get to the airport to check all the details of my flight. But there was a crash. I broke a rib and lots orientation from my pain. And someone took all the money from my bag while I was lost. I never thought that people could be so cruel. To take all the money in such a situation.
They took all the money you sent for the custom. I am so glad they didn’t take my bag as I had all the papers and visa in my bag. If they took my bag, I wouldn’t be able to come to you for sure. It would be very difficult to get a new passport and visa.
Don’t worry, the most important is that I am alive. Perhaps, God saved me. There were many people in the bus who were in injured.
I called Militia but they told me that could do nothing in that situation as I even didn’t see who did that. There were too many people in the bus. I cried so much. I even thought to return my ticket back to send you the money back. I was afraid you wouldn’t believe me. But I decided not to give up. I don’t want to stop when the happiness is so close. And perhaps, it is a test for us. If we overcome this, then we will be live happy till the rest of our days. Please, send me one more time the money for the customs. The same sum of money (500$). I understand that I told you that you wouldn’t lose that money. But this is not my fault that there are so many dishonest people on this earth.
I was robbed. And every person could get into this situation.
I want only happiness and I have only clear intentions. I know that I am a dear person to me and I feel the same about you.
I can change the ticket for another day so you could have time to send me the money again. I will do it if you are able to send me money. I can’t write you more as I have to go to the doctor. He should check my rib once again to be sure everything will be Ok. I will be waiting for your reply.

Letter 23

Dear Tony!!!
I am not guilty, that me have plundered. It could happens with everyone.
You will send money once again? You will rescue me?
I can't jump out of my pants. I tell you one more time that I tried to call you but it didn't work out. But this is not my fault.
In Russia everything is wrong. And what is normal in other countries, is not good here always. I will be not able to call you.
I almost don't have money to stay in Moscow. And soon this money will be over too. And I will have no other choice just to go back to my city. I already wrote to you – Such a pity as I will not use my visa. I have spent so much money and forces to get it.
And it is so offensive to go back when only one step is left.
I told you many times that I needed money just to cross the board That is it! When I come to you, I will immediately give you the money back. You will not loose anything. I need this money just to show at the customs. As soon as you meet me at the airport, I will give you the money back. Please, trust me. I know that you have to pay bills. And you can't afford it to spend extra money but I will give you it back as soon you meet me at the airport. And if you really want me to come, then send me this money. If you don't then I will have to sell my ticket and go back to my city.
And everything I did was just a waist of time. Please, think on this if you really want me to see. Everything is in your hands.
Anastasiya.

Letter 24

Dear Tony!!!
I am glad, that you have sent money. I shall receive it today.
I shall not lose it. I shall arrive to you.
Anastasiya.

Letter 25

Honey Tony,
I could hardly write you...My rib is aching.
I have to tell you one thing, dear. I will not be able to come right now.
I had a medical examination. And when during the crash I broke my rib it hitted my liver. I will have to postpone my trip for 3 weeks. I can't fly as I could have a bleeding during the flight and it is very dangerous. This trip could cause me death. So I don't want to take a risk.
I could send you the money back if you want. Or I could exchange my ticket and come to you in 3 weeks. Please, think and let me know your thoughts. I understand that it is awful to wait again after so long time of waiting. And I feel so sorry but I have to think of my health. My darling, I want to be with you so much and don't want to risk now. I want to come to you being healthy and alive.
I am going back to my city in 4-5 days, and then I could send you the money back if you really want this.
I love you, sunshine. But in this situation I really can't come. I have to stay here and wait while my wound scars.
I need you very much and I really hope that you will not leave me in such a difficult situation.
I want to be with you so much and I really feel sorry that I have to postpone my trip now. But this is the best I can do in this situation.
Please, remember that I am yours and I need you badly.