Letter(s) to Gregory (USA)

Letter 1

Hello, how are you doing today? Thanks for the message and the time you're taking in writing me. I really appreciate it a lot.Sorry i did not answer this before,i was grown up in the Church of Christ,my birthday is on 11th this month.. I don't have much to write you than to tell you more about our mission here in South Africa ,i love nurse and i love my job. Actually i was posted to South Africa after our mission in Liberia,Iraq,and Sudan..So UNICEF posted me and a UNICEF team to come down one country called South Africa..The people are so lovely....My dad is dead.Oh i wish i had someone back home to talk but unfortunate i have no one..My dad is dead and mum left me me after dads death and got married to another man which i don't get to see her again..I was raised by my aunt who is now caught up in drugs and alcohol,i really love her and its pains me that she chose to live that way that was why i decided to stay alone and work with my team. cos i didn't feel comfortable living with her anymore..I just had to tell you about my personal life,bcos i want you to know what i'm facing in life.But anyways i'll not and i'll never allow that to pull me down/back in life..I just have to be strong and move on in my life..I pray the Lord guides and protect me and lead me through the right path...she told me that she meet her husband online that i should try it..This is my first time of coming over here..But they look at us like angels...I'm new at this online of a thing cos i was introduced to it by a friend out here in the camp.Your are the first person am meeting online..And i hope you will not hurt me i want to be your best friend and i also need your advise in life and your support as well to archive my goals. and i don't want to be hurt any more.Hope all this make sense to you? Take good care of yourself and be safe. Looking forward to hearing from you soon.

I care.
Suzan.:)

Letter 2

Well,sorry about the last time that i couldn't give you answers,i was running late for duty then.As per the questions i asked here are answers. Well,one of my my goals is to have a very happy and God-fearing family in the future with lovely kids and also have a successful career and run a midwifery clinic for pregnant women,its really something i have always dreamt of and im really working hard towards that direction. I also want to have a very happy family,a happy home with 4 kids,2 boys and 2 girls.lol.How about you?...Im sure that cant be complete without a honest,responsible and caring husband,someone who really know the true meaning of what we call a Family. Well,hopefully fair enough everything works out good for me:) . Anyways,I see relationships as one of the most natural things that can happen in life and i believe a good relationship is built on trust,honesty,togetherness and prayers. I have had my fair share of relationships and i have been hurt too but it doesn't put me off me totally its only made me wiser. I like having fun and i like going to the beach to watch the sunsets with my man and also going for a long walk on the beach with my man. I really like that and i like privacy a lot too but it just have to be with my man:). Much to say but so little time..I have to jump in the showers now and then get something to eat and get some rest..I'll be hoping to hear from you soon..Take care of yourself and get back to me when you can...

I care,

Suzan.

Letter 3

Hello dear ,
Thank you so much for getting back in touch with me as it actually made my day!!! You sound like all i want , you are my perfect match . I am really going to put a lot of effort into writing this letter to you in hopes it will provide you with a good understanding of who I am, what I am all about, and what has made me the person I am today. The reason I am going to write a letter rather than just send a message is because I am serious about wanting to establish a quality friendship with you, and because of the fact I havent meet anyone on here, so when I do you can be rest assured I am serious about my intentions.
Am looking for a man that will be able to listen to me , communicate his feelings to me , make me laugh, hold and comfort me in need,stand by my side, respect me, passionate lover in every way, support me in every way, love me and only me, make me smile, protect me when needed, romantic time to time ,constantly reactive, and treat me right. I know you will think what is a pretty lady like me doing on here .Yes the reason I came on to the internet to find the special person who deserves all the love and passion that makes up my heart and soul is because I do not have the time to meet others out in a public setting, and the fact I feel you can learn so much about someone through letters, as a person has to take there time and think about the words they want to express, so it allows you to gain a better understanding of someone than you would probably otherwise .

Dear The very reason I am interested in establishing a friendship with you is because I feel I have a lot to offer you in the way of a friendship and I know I have a lot to share with you that will be of interest to you and even some things that will surprise you.

Letter 4

Hello dear,

I just want you to know that I very much appreciated receiving your letter every moment i check my mail. You are a very special person who I SERIOUSLY want to explore the possibility of building a long term friendship with, that will in time turn into a marriage and family. That is my dream, and I hope to make it come true with you!. In my heart I feel you have all the qualities it takes to make me very happy...
It as been over some years that have been going around the world helping people,but here in South Africa have been here like about 6 month,i grown up in USA,i love venison,pepperoni pizza,sea foods...
It is very important for me to build a life of stability, security, and opportunity for the special person I hope to share my thoughts, feelings, experiences, dreams and fantasies with, and to offer the best in opportunities for any children that might be included in my life and that is my focus at this time and I also do enjoy my job.

Dear in me you are going to find a woman that was blessed with an over abundance of passion to give to the ones I share my heart and soul with. For you to really know me you will have to experience me, as the love that makes up my heart is like a waterfall, where the water never stops flowing down. In this case my heart is the waterfall, and the love and passion that flows endlessly is representing the water. I am a very unique person for many reasons, but one of those is the fact that I can never get enough of romancing that special someone.

Thank you again for giving me the opportunity to build this special friendship with you!. You will be rewarded for it through the passionate love that makes up my heart and soul!. I am so excited to be able to do what I do best and that is romance you with all the passion that makes up my heart and soul!. My special friendship with you is something I want to make permanent and eventually build into a family to call our very own! Getting too late for work now. Will be looking forward to hearing from you soon. Thinking about you .

Directly from my heart to yours!
Your Future Queen! (I hope!)
Suzan :)

Letter 5

Well my last relationship is something i don't really like talking about cos i don't like to remember it..But i'll definitely tell you about it cos i believe is a way of knowing each other much better.But anyways, My last relationship lasted for almost 2 years and some weeks but basically i think he got tired of me and decided to try new things. After 2 years of being the relationship,he started to find fault for everything i do and i still yet i tried all my possible best to make things change but he just made things worse . But instead of him to have told me that,he just decided to act on that and the only way he could do that was to hurt me by having an affair with another girl which i got to find out and that was when he told me he doesn't need me anymore right in front of the other girl i caught him with .. That made me very very miserable and i just couldn't believe such thing could ever happen to me:(. I like being honest in anything i find myself doing..I have always been very honest in my past relationships but what hurt me is that i don't tend to get that honesty back in return from my partner,its really stress me out but its just make me know much more about life.. I was very honest and loyal to my ex and everything was going smooth until he started changing is character towards me,i talked to him to stopped that cos i made him know i understand what was going on then but he didn't,and i guessed we weren't comfortable anymore so we had to call off the relationship cos he wasn't honest to me,i really wanted to do something serious with him but i guess he was not ready for that.. I have been single for some months now but i don't want to rush into any relationship cos i don't want the same thing that happened in my last relationship to happen again,i want someone that i can always call my own and my own only cos i'll be his own only too. I wans someone who's really ready for a serious relationship and ready to prove to me that it pays to respect,love and cherish a woman and i'll definitely prove to him back that it pay's to be honest to a woman. I want my next relationship to be my very last one which i have been praying to God about and i'm sure he won't let me down. Well, I hope that makes sense to you ..Well, I'm feeling very weak and sick now.:(. I really need some rest and then find something to eat. I'll be hoping to hear from you real soon though but until then take good care of yourself and have a nice time and fun filled week even if i dont. I think i'll have to go and see the doctor tomorrow if this persists. I have to go now though. Be safe and talk to you soon!

I Care,

Suzan. :)

Letter 6

I got to figure out somethings yesterday. The doctor said i got sick cos of the food i ate here..I knew that already but i don't think i have any other choice than to just eat the food they serve us here..The first time i ate the food i got really sick so i had to buy my own food stuff for myself and i have been doing that ever since ..But what pains me most is thet everyone out here is eating the food and nothing is happening to them..My food stuff finished some weeks back and that was why i have been eating the food they serve us out here which is what made me sick..The doctor advice me to get my one food stuff since thats what i have always done until some weeks ago,i asked the camp commandant if she can help me in getting the food since we're not allowed to move out of the camp site cos of the fighting going on outside the can and she said she can help me get it since she's a native out here but where the problems lays is that we havent been paid yet,though i'm working as a voluntary worker out here but i will be paid some amount of money when im back home but right now i dont have any money on me to buy my food stuff for myself. I'm really broke right now and i need to get some food stuff for myself cos i don;t want to eat the food they serve us out here anymore. Its making me sick and I'm scared:( ..I'm just confuse right now and i dont know what to do:( But anyways, I hope you've been having a good time unlike me out here though,things arent working fine for me down here at all and its really making me very sad and unhappy. Anyways,i have to go now as i'm tired of typing and boring you out. Do have fun and have a nice day even if i don't as i'm sure i won't :(

I care,

Sad Suzan. :(

Letter 7

Dear Gregory,

I'm so in love; I get this warm sensual feeling every time I think of you. When I sleep at night, all I can dream about is you. I wish I could hold you in my arms. I dream of the day when I could kiss you passionately on your soft sweet lips and listen to your heart beating because it's sweet music to my ears. All I can say is let me be the one you love; let me be the one whose love you need.

Love always,
Suzan

Letter 8

Hi sweety,i will like to let you know that i got the money cash today already and got my medical drugs and food stuffs,am so grateful i really appreciate what you did for me,and i pray my God will never let you down ,i think very soon i will be getting better and healthy,i hope to see you soon someday,i can't wait anymore...Thanks so much for the care.You already have all what i want in a man and i will not let you go,no matter what...

Always Love,
Suzan Gregory :)

Letter 9

Sweetie very thing I wish to do was left undone because of this unexplainable emotion. My admiration was still bubbling within me these past lonely days.
Truthfully, and undoubtedly, I can fool anyone but I cannot fool myself. I would be a great liar if I uttered that I'm not in love with you. No matter what you think or say, all I can say is; I really love you with all my heart and I will not hesitate if you will give me just a little time to prove my feelings of endearment and to prove to you that I'm deserving of your feelings, from your heart.
My dearly beloved, you became so honourable in my eyes, like a precious gem, counted with extremely good intellectual reasoning makes me emotionally struck and speechless.
I am very serious now in telling you that I can no longer endure such extreme anxiety and sleepless nights that I am experiencing right of this moment.
Since the first day i read from you.... I felt I was living in a new and wonderful world, full of love. And the sun is brighter, the pastures became greener and everything I do was magnificent. You should inculcate and instill in your mind that "I cherish you so much". Such love, like everything, deserves to be given much attention and care in order to grow more and more.
Love always,
Your Queen Suzan..

Letter 10

Hi sweety,good to read from you today..You are really amazing.Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favourite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts.There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linguer there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you. Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.
It's amazing how you got me and trapped me. I never thought I could love this much but I was so wrong. I just thank God for having you. We are meant for each other and no one can change that. I love you with ALL my heart..

Suzan

Letter 11

Hi sweety Gregory,thanks also for your sweet words,it always make my day tho..Well i just can't wait to be with you,sweetheart what airport is close to you,cause am thinking of coming down there to you in time,i will go and ask for permission of leaving here from our head leader tomorrow,and i hope they allow me to leave,cause i can't just wait to be with you anymore,once they give me the permission to leave,i will go and reschedule my flight back to state to you,and i will let you know the time i will be leaving here and when i will arrive to your nearest airport there in state,so that you can know when to pick me up at the airport,i really can't wait to be with you anymore,cause am tired of this work to be sincere,i want to start a family life with you,am already thinking of starting a business there once i get to state,cause i don't want to continue with this work is too stressful and it won't make me to enjoy my relationship,so the money they will be giving me here once i get to state,will be some big amount of money that can make me to start a nice good business on my own,but i don't know the type of business i can do yet,but i think you can also advice me once am there,but i have an experience of art , gold and sculpture, work already,i learn this from my mom then when i was still small,so am still thinking of setting this business,but for now,i don't know if it will move very well in state,so am still thinking of what to do anyway,i miss you so much hun,and i can't wait to be with you..Take care of your self and have a nice day...

Suzan

Letter 12

Dear Gregory,

I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. I even miss you when I am sleeping!

I love you, babe. You are my first and my only love, and I thank you for be so kind with my heart. Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you.

Love Always,

Suzan

Letter 13

My love,please I need the MTCN to pick up the money,i will be waiting to hear back from you asap,before the bank close here today....

Letter 14

Hi sweety,thanks God you got there safely babe,i pray you will never come across any problem in your life babe,have a nice day and be safe hun..

Suzan

Letter 15

Hi my love,how are you doing today,it was nice hearing from you,well i wish you safe trip dear,thanks so much for the help,i got the money details and get it cashed already,now i get the stuff back to the hospital and am back to work now,i really do appreciate your effort on me,i pray God should reward you in multiple ways hun,i want you to know one thing babe,am not after your money,am not choosing you for a material or something,it was just that how things are for me now,and i have no one else in my life to seek help form,that was why i asked you,and am glad you did it for me,and don't worry i promise to refund it back to you as soon as i get paid okay,i do love you so much and i can't wait to be with you anymore,stay safe babe and have a nice day...Looking forward to hear back from you hun..

Suzan

Letter 16

Dear Gregory,
How are you doing today sweety,it's was nice to hear from you today,i really appreciate all what you have done for me,and i can't wait to end my mission and meet a such caring heart and lovely man like you hun,can't write much today,cause i go through a lot of stress today,but will write you tomorrow,looking forward to your message hun..

Always love
Suzan

Letter 17

Hi love,it's nice to read from you today,i really do feel excited reading from you everyday,you really do sound like all i want in my life hun,i hope work is going fine with you over there,well i know the answer is YES babe,and thank God for that,anyway if you don't write me today like you said,no problem,but i will be looking forward to your message anytime you have access to the internet,take care of your self hun,miss you and love you so much...

Suzan

Letter 18

Hello Gregory,
How are you doing today my love,i hope things is going fine with you over there,it's good to hear about your trip,thank God you have a nice trip dear,well i also played soccer when i was in school but am not that good,so i don't really participate with them,but i enjoy running,i do run very well,i won the first when i was in grade 12 for running...Miss u so much hun,and i hope to be with you someday..

Suzan

Letter 19

Hi my love,how are you doing today,it was nice reading from you every blessed day,i really do love you more day by day,here are some quotes of love for you babe....
"Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you."
"Why do I love you? Because you are and always have been my dream."
"Even though were far apart I love you dearly with all my heart."
"If enduring pain, braving shame, despising one's self for the sake of affection and accepting misery without question is the definition of love - then, I LOVE YOU."
"I love you more than any word can say ... I love you more than every action I take ... I'll be right here loving you till the end."
"I just close my eyes because I might see your face. I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice. I just close my ears because I might hear of you, but I could not close my heart because I love you."
"I Love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life."
"For yesterday's memories, today's love, and tomorrow's dreams I love you."

Love always

Suzan

Letter 20

Hi sweety,
How are you doing today,i hope work is going smooth with you hun,i miss you just want to write you and say hi,i hope everything is going well,have a nice day and take good care of your self.

Love always
Suzan

Letter 21

Hi sweety,how are you doing today,it's nice to hear from you,regarding your questions,here are the answers..
I do go to Church of Christ when am in state,and i never work anywhere than UNICEF very since have started working,I only live in Bethany OK,and have once been to Jersey City also.About my sister,and i think i told you about the story before,but i guess you may forget,i have no brother,i only have a sister who is now caught up in drugs and alcohol and she as been in jail ever since she as been caught of drugs,i really love her and its pains me that she chose to live that way that was why i decided to stay alone and work with my team.I hope to hear back from you soon..

Love always
Suzan

Letter 22

Hun,it's November 2nd today babe,am still thinking if you ever want me there with you by now?,cause we are not yet told when we leaving here now,but if you ready to meet me,you can let me have your nearest airport name,for me to know how to reschedule my flight,i really can't wait to be with you anymore..

Suzan