Letter(s) to Glenn (USA)

Letter 1

My love Glenn!
I am glad, that you have sent money. I shall receive it today.
I am not going to write to you much today.
I am in a very low spirit today. It is so hard to wait day by day.
But I know that we can’t change it now. I am just getting impatient.
But I will try to control myself and keep myself in hands.
Do you understand me?
I am just a weak woman and I need you by myself.
I will be fine tomorrow. I just want to hear from you this you need me as much as I need you. I couldn’t think that one day I would love so much.
I love you so much that even have a physical ache thinking of you.
Knowing that you are so far from me and I can’t touch you, can’t look into your eyes.
I think that I know now how people get mad. It drives me crazy know that you are so far from me.
I know that I just need to wait a little bit and this waiting will be over. But sometimes it is really hard to do.
I hope that you are not mad with me for such talks.
I love you very much and you my missing half. And I will do everything for us to be together.
My love, take care and write me soon.
Yuliya.

Letter 2

My sweetie Glenn!!!
I am not guilty, that me have plundered. It could happens with everyone.
You will send money once again? You will rescue me?
Hope everything is fine with you. As for me I have a slight cold.
It was rather cold outside and I think it is the reason of my cold.
I still miss you a lot and think about you all the time. I want to be with you so much. I want to have just a normal family life with you. And I know that I could make your life more comfortable and more cozy. I have so many ideas and dreams for the future connected with us. I want to take care of you. I want to give you all my love and care. It will be wonderful to make you breakfast in the morning, to meet you in the evening after work.
To have dinners with candles and good wine. To travel together and see new places. To read books together. To make love to each other and to stay in bed the whole day. When I think of all these I feel a little sad that we are not together yet. But when I think that soon I will be able to come to you, the thought of you makes me so happy.
You are a wonderful person and I want you to know that I am happy to have you in my life. And I am a lucky woman to have such a man and I will do my best to make you happy too.
You are my best and I need you very much.
Yours forever.
Yuliya.

Letter 3

My darling Glenn,
Sorry for not writing to you for long time. But I couldn’t.
Even now I am writing to you having a bad ache. I have been thinking if to write to you or not. I didn’t want to bother you with my problems. You know that I only want happiness. I want to be with you. I want to make you happy. But I am again in a hopeless situation. I was robbed yesterday. I don’t know who did that. I took a bus yesterday to get to the airport to check all the details of my flight. But there was a crash. I broke a rib and lots orientation from my pain. And someone took all the money from my bag while I was lost. I never thought that people could be so cruel. To take all the money in such a situation.
They took all the money you sent for the custom. I am so glad they didn’t take my bag as I had all the papers and visa in my bag. If they took my bag, I wouldn’t be able to come to you for sure. It would be very difficult to get a new passport and visa.
Don’t worry, the most important is that I am alive. Perhaps, God saved me. There were many people in the bus who were in injured.
I called Militia but they told me that could do nothing in that situation as I even didn’t see who did that. There were too many people in the bus. I cried so much. I even thought to return my ticket back to send you the money back. I was afraid you wouldn’t believe me. But I decided not to give up. I don’t want to stop when the happiness is so close. And perhaps, it is a test for us. If we overcome this, then we will be live happy till the rest of our days. Please, send me one more time the money for the customs. The same sum of money (500$). I understand that I told you that you wouldn’t lose that money. But this is not my fault that there are so many dishonest people on this earth.
I was robbed. And every person could get into this situation.
I want only happiness and I have only clear intentions. I know that I am a dear person to me and I feel the same about you.
I can change the ticket for another day so you could have time to send me the money again.

Letter 4

Dear Glenn!!!
I am glad, that you have sent 200 dollars. I shall receive it today.
But when you can send the others 300?
I can change the ticket for later date that you had time to send money. To me to change the ticket?
I can't jump out of my pants. I tell you one more time that I tried to call you but it didn't work out. But this is not my fault.
In Russia everything is wrong. And what is normal in other countries, is not good here always. I will be not able to call you.
I almost don't have money to stay in Moscow. And soon this money will be over too. And I will have no other choice just to go back to my city. I already wrote to you – Such a pity as I will not use my visa. I have spent so much money and forces to get it.
And it is so offensive to go back when only one step is left.
I told you many times that I needed money just to cross the board That is it! When I come to you, I will immediately give you the money back. You will not loose anything. I need this money just to show at the customs. As soon as you meet me at the airport, I will give you the money back. Please, trust me.

Letter 5

Darling Glenn!
I missed you badly... Every day I think of you and our soon meeting and dream how sweet it would be to be with you at last.
My sweetheart, I have news not really good one. I decided to go to the tourist agency to check if everything is alright with my papers. I have the visa and the ticket. But it is not enough.
Well, everything is fine with my papers but it appeared that I would have to have some money crossing the board. I am so tired from all this bureaucratic system. I am having a student visa and everyone who leaves for anothercountry having a student visa should have some cash crossing the board. So I will have to prove at the customs that I have some money with me. Your country is afraid of immigrants. And also Russian people are not really popular all over the world and they will check me any way at the customs.
I have 100 USD but this is not enough. I should have more 600-700 USD with me leaving the country. Dear, please, send me 500-550 USD.
As soon as you meetme at the airport I will give you the money back.
Please, understand me and my situation. There is so much already done, so much time and forces and money spent on all the stuff.
So, please, send me this money. And then everything will be already done. You can send me money to any office of Western Union or MoneyGram in Moscow. You know that I am still in Moscow and I am already so tired from this city and want to leave it so much.
Honey, I need you and want to bewith you as soon as possible.
You are the ray of light in my life. I want this all to be over soon and to get into your arms already. Hope you still feel the same about me and want me as much as I want you.

Letter 6

My darling Glenn!!!!
There are good news. I have bought the ticket.
It is the ticket on October, 27th. I could take only for this date.
It is flight with several changes.
Here the information of the ticket - Flights 467 / 984 / 5452.
Arrival - 9:25 PM, Elmira/Corning, NY (ELM).
I shall call to you on October, 26th.
I miss you badly... You even can't imagine how hard it is to be here without you... I need you so much...And dream of our soon meeting.
I also dream of your touch...so tender and passional. I try to imagine how it is to kiss your lips, your hands, your strong body.
I imagine how it is to make love to you...
I love you so much that even have a physical ache sometimes.
I need your strong touch, your lips, want to lick every part of you.

Letter 7

My dear Glenn!!!
Yes, I understand that asked you for help though told you that I will have enough money for the trip. But please, understand my problem. I have has sold a fur coat. But this money is not enough for the ticket. The money was enough just to cover the expenses for the trip to Moscow. I don’t know where to take the money.
I hope only for you. Nobody can help me here.
I don’t know anybody here in Moscow. I didn’t know I had to buy a two way ticket. $976 is a cost for the ticket there and the return ticket. Your government asks to have a return ticket for the case my visa is inspired or I am not able to enter the University.
They do it because they are afraid of the immigrants.
Do you understand now why I need so much money for the ticket?
976 it is very good price.
I am still in Moscow. And I have spent lots of money already to stay here. Everything is very expensive here and my money is limited. Please, understand my worries and help me.
The Problem is that my visa is given to me only for 2 months except of 3 months. I don’t know why they did it. But that was the decision of your Embassy. And they even didn’t explain me the reason. And I can’t wait. That is why I should come as soon as possible and enter the University. If I have visa for longer time then I could save part of the money but I have no time.
I ask you to help me but don’t ask you for a present! I will come, enter the University and give you the money back. I will work and will be able to give you it back. I don’t want you to think that I want to use you just to move to your country.
I hope that you will understand me and will send me the money.
There is only thing left before we meet. There is only little step left. So please, think and send me the money.
It is only 976 dollars. I don’t think it is much for the opportunity to be happy. I think we will be able to be happy with you. But you should do this so we could meet with you.
I tried to prove you that I am real several times already.
I have sent you a list of paper with my your and my names.
But why don’t you want to believe me? I have sent you also the copy of my passport. Why don’t you still believe me?
I am going to try and prove again that I am real.
I am going to attach you the copy of my visa. And I want you to understand that I have only serious intentions and I am really going to come to you. I don’t play any games. I am going to get your money in Moscow with my passport ( I have sent it already in my previous letters ) and with my visa. If I am not real I would not be able to get the money!
And I really want to come to you.
Please, believe me and send me the money. .
I hope that you want to see me and will send me the money.
I already wrote to you that you could send the money to any office of Western Union or MoneyGram in Moscow. Please, send the money to my full name. I will be able to get the money without any problems.
I just wanted to let you know that you are a very close person to me.
You know I often think of us and think how it is to be close, hold your hand, kiss your face… Sometimes I miss you so much that even feel a body ache. But hope that very soon the waiting will be over and I will be with you at last.
In the evenings I sit down and try to imagine our life. There are so many things that I want to do together. I want to take care of you and to have a true family.
It is such a happiness to love and to be loved. And you can’t imagine how happy I am to know that you love me and I love you.
When I feel sad, I immediately think of how great it will be to spend time with you. To go shopping together and then to cook in the evening, to watch movies, to go dancing together, to read together, to go out all together.
Please, write me your thoughts on this, how you imagine us together.
Take care.
I need you and I truly hope that you feel the same.
I made a copy of visa by scanner.
But I can't send my pictures now as I am in Moscow now.
I have no here a camera.
I don't think it is a problem as soon I will come to you and you will be able to see me in real life but not at the pictures.
Yuliya.

P.S.
My plan? I should arrive and enter the university till December, 20st.

Letter 8

My dear Glenn!
How are you today?
sorry, I write letters to you a little and not always I answer your questions. But I do all the remained documents for crossing to you. It takes away a lot of time. Therefore I write a little and not always I have time to answer all your questions.
It is so good to finish work at last and being able to talk to you again. You are my dearest one and I think about you all the time.
It is a bit cool outside. And do you know what I would like to do now. To make a fireplace, take some good wine, a warm blanket, burn some candles and just sit there for hours with you. Feeling you are close to me, feel the warmth of your body, a strong man near me. Feel you breathing close to me.
What do you think of this? Would you share my dream? After having some wine our imagination could get wild and we could find so many interesting things to do.
Do you know what I would do to you…I would just tear your clothes into pieces.
And would lick every part of your strong body
Well, it is getting to exciting to write such things and I better stop as my face is getting read from these thoughts. And I am afraid that people around me would not understand me.
They are looking at me already with a great interest.
And what are your dreams my dear? And am I involved into them?
Hope you think of me the same way I think of you.
I miss you a lot and need you so much.
Yuliya.

Letter 9

To me will submit only documents to any university enough. And my visa will prolong after that for 5 years. It will prolong for all term of study. I shall work. I shall work prior to the beginning of study. So I can pay my residing there and study. Now you understands my plan? In the first days I can live in campus.
The university will give it free of charge. Therefore I can live in campus and meet you in your free time. Or I can your body.
I know this is only a dream but it will come true very soon.
Everything depends only on us. We just need to be patient and wait.
But how sweet will be our meeting at last.Dear Glenn!!!
I am very glad that you have sent me money. I will be able to buy a ticket now. I’ve got the money but haven’t bought the ticket yet.
I am going to buy it tomorrow. I will write you a letter. Also write me your phone number so I can call you if I can’t write to you.
Internet cafe doesn’t always work here in Moscow.
Yuliya.

Letter 10

I think I would kiss you till death. I am hungry for you, my sweetie.
Hungry for your kiss, for your body. I want you to hold me tightly and to be with you forever.
Hope you are not scared with my feelings...
I do love you and need you a lot.
Yuliya.

Letter 11

I love you!!!!!
With tenderness.
Yuliya.

Letter 12

Hi dear Glenn!!!
I have paid the visa. My visa will be ready approximately in 7 days. You are glad?
I’ve got up today with the thoughts about you and it is such a happiness to know that I have a close person in my life and I hope you feel the same about me.
My friends are really very good people. Perhaps, their life is not really good and comfortable as you know the situation in Russia, I already told you about this several times. Salaries are too small here. And many people have to save every rouble to buy a washing machine or a fridge. And my friends too have such difficulties.
But I am proud of them. They overcome all the difficulties together.
This is what I want to. I want to be together in joy and sorrows, even if the life is not really comfortable, help each other, understand each other.
I think that every person needs such a place where he feels comfortable and safe. Especially, it is important for a woman.
We now have to be strong. Enjoy your day and think of me.
I pray that you have believed to me and have helped me.
YuliyaHi dear Glenn!
You promised to send money but hadn’t done that. Why?
You promised me? It is very sad. You know that my time is limited to pay for visa. Tell me the truth, please. I was always honest and sincere with you. That is why I ask you to tell me the truth and not to keep silence.
May be pic which I add today prove to you that I am real.
I made it yesterday to prove to you that I am real. Hope you remember my nick name? (Angel). I have written about it in my second letter to you. My friends call me Angel.
I think that you have concerns about me real.
I do not lie to you. I am going to get money in WU office or MoneyGram using my passport. If I was not real, I wouldn't be able to get the money!!! Please, understand that I am real!
I sent you a copy of my passport in my last letter.
The problem is that I have no time to wait. I have only 7 days for this.
Please, understand that next time they may not even take the documents for visa, if they refuse me now. And they will refuse me in this if I do not pay in time. They will just tell me what for I try to get visa for the second time if you have no money. So I am just in hopeless situation.
All my thoughts are about one thing now. Then I may not have such a chance again. Your goverment has a limited amount of student visas. And if I miss my chance now, i may not have such a chance again in the future. It is impossible to get another kind of visa. NO one will give me a tourist visa.
It is impossible for a single russian lady to get it. I asked about the work visa. It is a very difficult process. And also more expensive one. I don't have a diploma about high education in your country. And the russian one is not valid in your country. The Fiancee visa is a very long process and complicated process. It will take about half a year to make all the paperwork and if they don't see that we do love each other truly they will just refuse in the Embassy.
I want to repeat. please, understand - I ask you to lend me money. I understand it is too expensive for a preset.
I understand that 240USD is a big some of money in your country.
I don't believe in miracles as I was disappointed many times in this life. You will not loose this money. I will come to your place and will work there. And as soon as I earn I will give you money back.
I’ve been thinking a lot about us yesterday.
My heart aches when I understand that you are far from me.
I wish I could lessen the distance between us. I know that I have to be patient and wait.
Perhaps, you will think that I am silly but I don’t want to hold it all inside and I want to share my feelings with you.
I am emotional person and I want you to see my feelings.
Please, understand me. I want to share this with you.
I have so many emotions about you and I miss you so much.
I think about you all the time.
I get up with the thoughts about you and I go to bed thinking of you too.
I feel that I want to take care of you, I want to give you all me.
Please, don’t think I am weird. But this is what I feel about you. And I want you to know this.
Life goes one. Nothing new happens. I go to work, do different things at home, meet my friends. But any way I do something I think of you.
Please, tell me what you think and feel about me. It is really very important for me and I need to know this.

Letter 13

Dear Glenn,
I do not know what to start my letter with. I feel shame and offended. I just want to tell you that I am completely serious.
I have serious intentions to come to you and I am not going to lie to you. I am not a silly little girl that plays games to get money. Can’t you see it from my letters? I understand that I should settle down already and that is why I am going to move to another country. I know that in Russia I will not be able to have a strong family and good job. I will be unhappy.
Here men don’t look at women as you do it. I have decided to move long time ago. But couldn’t start doing it before I met you. I didn’t want to go to your country without you.
I wish to tell, that you did not worry for tickets.
I need about 600 USD to buy tickets. But I don't need it now.
I will need to buy the ticket when I shall receive the visa.
I will try to find money by this time. I understand what you think now. If I can't find 240 USD then how could I find 600 USD.
It is easy. I am going to sell my fur coat. It is a very expensive fur and I can sell it for 600-800 USD. I have already made an advertisement of sale. But I may not be able to sell it for some days. If I do not do it now, then they could just refuse me in it.
Don't worry! I will have money for the ticket. I promise you!
I asked you to send me 240 USD. And I feel shame for this. But I had no other choice then to ask you. The problem is that I have only 7-10 days to pay for my visa. I didn’t realize I would need the money so urgently. They took my papers and told me that I wouldn’t pay in 7-10 days, they would just refuse me. And then I will not have another chance to get visa to your country.
It was a shock for me . I thought that I could just leave the papers and then pay for it before the trip. I think I would be able to find the money by that time. But it was beyond my forces/ I was shocked. I went to all my friends and acquaintances. But all refused to me. They don’t give such a big sum of money. I don’t ask my parents as they just don’t give me money. When the last time I asked them to help me, they refused me. They told me they had to support my Brother and themselves. It hurt me. That is why I do not ask them about anything any more and I almost don’t talk to them.
I asked my friend Vika to help me, but she had not such money.
She is married and has a child. And recently they have bought an apartment and took it in credit. I also went to the bank to check there. But they even didn’t listen to me. My salary is only 120 USD. And they just can’t give me 240 USD. I had tears. That is why I decided to ask you. And I feel shame for this. I understand that it is very difficult for you to trust the girl you have never seen before. Lots of Russian women lied to foreigners. But I am not the same. I am real.
And I am not going to lie to you! I promise!
I know that 240 USD is not such a big sum of money in your country. And I ask you this money not as A present to me, I am going to give them back to you. As soon as I come there and start working I will give you money back. I told you I was going to study and to work. I will be able to pay for my studies and for my accommodation.
I already told you I was going to get a student visa.
I will be able to come to your country and to choose any university or college. I can stay there as soon as I finish it.
I am going to choose the one that is close to you to be able to see you often.
You are really a very dear person to me and I want to be with you and if you fall in love with me, we can get married in the future. If we are together, we will build our future together. I am not the one who wants to get everything in at once. WE will work together and pay our bills. I understand that family is for the rest of the life in joy and sorrows.
And I will understand if you decide not to have a family with me, and we can just be friends. I will understand if you fall in love with another woman. You can’t order your heart who to love. I understand that you can like me through the letters but in real life you may not fall in love with me...
I ask you one more time, please, understand me and send me 240USD.
I already told you that you have to send me money to my city.
You should use Western Union or Money Gram for this.
And use my address that I have sent to you.
You should send money to Novosibirsk for my name.
My full name - Yuliya Aleksandrova.
Yuliya - this is my name.
Aleksandrova - is my last name.
I already wrote to you, my address-
Number apartment: - 32,
Name street - Sibirskaya 41,
City - Novosibirsk,
Region (state) - Novosibirskaya oblast,
Zip code - 630132,
Country - Russia.
AND -
You can send money through MoneyGram:
RosGosStrakh Bank,
23 ORDZHONIKIDZE ULITSA
NOVOSIBIRSK, 630132, RUSSIA
or
LEVOBEREZHNIY BANK
KURCHATOVA ULITSA 1
NOVOSIBIRSK, 630129, RUSSIA
or
LEVOBEREZHNIY BANK
ZABALUEVA ULITSA 51-1
NOVOSIBIRSK, 630071, RUSSIA
Or
You can send money through Western Union:
PUSHKINO,
Gogolya, 36
Novosibirsk, 630005, Russia.
Or
OTKRITIE,
Oktyabrskaya, 52
Novosibirsk, 630099, Russia.
You don’t need anything else to send the money.
As soon as you send the money they will give you secret number ( MTCN or Reference Number ). And you’ll have to tell me it.
Or I will not be able to get the money without it.
As I already told you could get all the information and the address of the office at the site -
westernunion.com
or
moneygram.com.
I don’t know what else to say for you to send me money as soon as possible as my time is limited.
Next time they will just refuse me in visa. I wrote you all the truth in this letter. I am sincere and open with you.
I hope that you will understand me and decide to meet with me. Please, believe me and send me 240 USD.
Yuliya.

Letter 14

Hi dear Glenn!
You promised to send money but hadn’t done that. Why?
You promised me? It is very sad. You know that my time is limited to pay for visa. Tell me the truth, please. I was always honest and sincere with you. That is why I ask you to tell me the truth and not to keep silence.
May be pic which I add today prove to you that I am real.
I made it yesterday to prove to you that I am real. Hope you remember my nick name? (Angel). I have written about it in my second letter to you. My friends call me Angel.
I think that you have concerns about me real.
I do not lie to you. I am going to get money in WU office or MoneyGram using my passport. If I was not real, I wouldn't be able to get the money!!! Please, understand that I am real!
I sent you a copy of my passport in my last letter.
The problem is that I have no time to wait. I have only 7 days for this.
Please, understand that next time they may not even take the documents for visa, if they refuse me now. And they will refuse me in this if I do not pay in time. They will just tell me what for I try to get visa for the second time if you have no money. So I am just in hopeless situation.
All my thoughts are about one thing now. Then I may not have such a chance again. Your goverment has a limited amount of student visas. And if I miss my chance now, i may not have such a chance again in the future. It is impossible to get another kind of visa. NO one will give me a tourist visa.
It is impossible for a single russian lady to get it. I asked about the work visa. It is a very difficult process. And also more expensive one. I don't have a diploma about high education in your country. And the russian one is not valid in your country. The Fiancee visa is a very long process and complicated process. It will take about half a year to make all the paperwork and if they don't see that we do love each other truly they will just refuse in the Embassy.
I want to repeat. please, understand - I ask you to lend me money. I understand it is too expensive for a preset.
I understand that 240USD is a big some of money in your country.
I don't believe in miracles as I was disappointed many times in this life. You will not loose this money. I will come to your place and will work there. And as soon as I earn I will give you money back.
I’ve been thinking a lot about us yesterday.
My heart aches when I understand that you are far from me.
I wish I could lessen the distance between us. I know that I have to be patient and wait.
Perhaps, you will think that I am silly but I don’t want to hold it all inside and I want to share my feelings with you.
I am emotional person and I want you to see my feelings.
Please, understand me. I want to share this with you.
I have so many emotions about you and I miss you so much.
I think about you all the time.
I get up with the thoughts about you and I go to bed thinking of you too.
I feel that I want to take care of you, I want to give you all me.
Please, don’t think I am weird. But this is what I feel about you. And I want you to know this.
Life goes one. Nothing new happens. I go to work, do different things at home, meet my friends. But any way I do something I think of you.
Please, tell me what you think and feel about me. It is really very important for me and I need to know this.
Yuliya.

Letter 15

I missed you badly... Every day I think of you and our soon meeting and dream how sweet it would be to be with you at last.
My sweetheart, I have news not really good one. I decided to go to the tourist agency to check if everything is alright with my papers. I have the visa and the ticket. But it is not enough.
Well, everything is fine with my papers but it appeared that I would have to have some money crossing the board. I am so tired from all this bureaucratic system. I am having a student visa and everyone who leaves for anothercountry having a student visa should have some cash crossing the board. So I will have to prove at the customs that I have some money with me. Your country is afraid of immigrants. And also Russian people are not really popular all over the world and they will check me any way at the customs.
I have 100 USD but this is not enough. I should have more 600-700 USD with me leaving the country. Dear, please, send me 500-550 USD.
As soon as you meetme at the airport I will give you the money back.
Please, understand me and my situation. There is so much already done, so much time and forces and money spent on all the stuff.
So, please, send me this money. And then everything will be already done. You can send me money to any office of Western Union or MoneyGram in Moscow. You know that I am still in Moscow and I am already so tired from this city and want to leave it so much.
Honey, I need you and want to bewith you as soon as possible.
You are the ray of light in my life. I want this all to be over soon and to get into your arms already. Hope you still feel the same about me and want me as much as I want you.
I love you!!!!!
With tenderness Yuliya Aleksandrova