Letter(s) to John (USA)

Letter 1

Hi my love John!
Today is cold here again, and I'm thinking of you John. It was a great day when I received the first letter from you. I thank the God and I know that I’ve found the man whose name is John and I love you!
Today I’ve found out up to the end all about opportunities come to you. I am pleased with an opportunity to meet you soon, and I want it very much. I think you want it too! Your letters were the ray of light in my life. As you know I was not very much interested in moving to other country but I’ll do it because I’ve found my love and it's you John!!! Today after my work I’ve gone to ask about visa and they’ve told me that my visa will be ready but it will be authorized shortly because all my documents are ok and I'm honour and decent citizen. You can see that I can be in your country from 22 november. I was very glad because it was so fast! I’ve asked them to scan it and I send it to you today because I think it's the great news not only for me but for you also! But the firm makes not visas only, it reserves tickets also. I’ve decided to use their service for ticket because they have a great reputation and respect in our city.
John, I told them where I must come and they calculated the cost of it. So I must come to Moscow by plane (it will cost about $200 in dollars), then I must come from one of Moscow airports to your country, then after some time I must return to Moscow and return here approximately for the same price. It's because I need in roundtrip tickets I told you before. So I need about $400 plus roundtrip to your country plus the charges on trip and staying in your country. They’ve told me that the roundtrip flight to your airport cost $2237 united states dollars. It was too expensive for me and I’ve asked them to find the cheapest variant. And they’ve offered. It would be on the 30 November and cost $970 usd. I was wondered if it was possible to reserve a ticket and to pay for it a part of the money this time and the other part later because other people can buy the cheap ticket and I'm not. But they’ve refused and I was in despair! I’ve asked them to help me so long time that tears have come to my eyes! And they’ve agreed! I’ve wasted all my money, but it wasn't enough. So I’ve gone to pawnshop and pawned silver and gold jewelry which I had. I’ve got $310 and that was enough for an initial payment.
I have paid about $640 today for it and it was my last money. The number of the flight and the ticket information I resevered:

8:40 am Depart Moscow (SVO)
Arrive Boston (BOS) 4:55 pm Tue 30-Nov
Duration: 16hr 15mn
Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines 219
United Airlines United Airlines [United Airlines 9369 operated by SCANDINAVIAN] 9369
American Airlines American Airlines [American Airlines 4509 operated by AMERICAN EAGLE] 4509
Connect in Stockholm (ARN), Newark (EWR)

I need ticket now John because I’ve prepared documents and the visa it was cost me about $320. I’ve asked about a ticket and I have information.
If I'll buy the ticket from the company where I’ve payed for document visa it will be cost not much. If I'll buy the ticket and visa both it will be cost more cheaper than I can buy it in the other place. So I had the money for a visa and I’ve payed for it already and I have it! Everything is alright and I must pay now for a ticket.
I don't have much money now. It is very difficult for me to tell you about it! But I’ve done everything I can. I’ve paid for a visa more than three hundreds of dollars. I have bought the ticket on the plane to Moscow. I’ve paid a part of the ticket. But this money is not enough. I don't want to burden you.
I want to reach you with my own money but unfortunately I have failed.
Now I have to pay the remaining part. It is only $730 dollars. I must pay this money before 24-28 November, otherwise I will lose my money. If you love me, if you trust me and if you want to see me soon, please send the money for the ticket as soon as possible! I will be sure in meeting with you if I will have the ticket to you John! And I don't want that they’ll sell the cheap ticket to other people. I understand that it is a difficult decision for you, but we must trust each other. Any union without trust is impossible if it is a union of a wife and a husband or a union of a boy-friend and a girl-friend or a union of business partners! I don't want to be hypocritical! That's why I want to tell you following: I do not think that you would like to give the love to the woman who you don't trust, so as I am. It's a first check for us. And much depends upon it, may be everything. We must trust each other! That's why I was the first who made first step. Step to you. I confused that money plays a great role in a meeting of two people who love each other. So I need $730 dollars for the ticket, because I have some money and I've counted all. It's the best way to buy the ticket because it's cheaper if we will buy the ticket separately. I want to be with you John all my heart and I do all for it, you see! So I need your help and we'll be together!!!! You must always remember that I love you and trust you. Maybe it's our future and I see that our future will be very wonderful. We'll be together very soon, I must buy the ticket and I will be yours and you will be mine!!!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, PLEASE DON'T FORGET IT!!!!!!!!!
Of course if you don't want you can not help me. It is bad but not fatal. I will lose my money. IT WILL BE TOO BAD... I speak so because I am in despair and confusion. Now, when we are divided only with one step, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will not help, and all my diligence will be gone. I love you and I want to be with you and the word of honour, your help is necessary for me. I have not calculated my forces. But together we are much stronger. It is much easier to go through difficulties and barriers together. I want to present you all my infinite love and fidelity. I did not want to ask you. I thought, that I can make all itself.
The loneliness has made me strong. I have got used to live without the help, and to rely only on myself. I very seldom address to somebody for the help, but now I ask you to help me. I have made a step forward. Make also you a step towards to me. I hope that has not offended you. I love you and I trust you. I know, that you will not throw me now when there is only one step.Tell me John, can you help me? If you have an opportunity please help me. I wonder how it is possible to do. I’ve asked my friends about helping me and they said that have not it at the present moment. I’ve asked the advice of my girlfriends Dunya and Vera and they’ve said that maybe you John can help me because you love me. I’ve asked them how he can help me, because he is far from me. They’ve said that John can send the money It's the e-gold system. They told me that it's very serious, reliable, protected and not dependent on inflation and exchange rates. She said that the company have internet site called e-gold.com you may read and understand how it works. I asked them why this system is good, she says that it's very fast (few seconds for transfer), it's reliable, it has small fee ($0.5 for one transfer). If you will send me your help please tell me. I will must to create the account there.
I will register it. I think you must register your account first and transfer into my. I read the site and I think it's all things are understandable.
Today I was in bank also and I've asked about way for sending money between different countries. They told me about 2 systems of transfers and told me that it's the best way. The first called westernunion, it's very reliable system. You must go to the westernunion office and when you will fill the form you must write information about me: Country: Russia, city:Nadym, name:Angelica Ewsukova it's the correct writting of my name they told me in bank. You will get the ten digits confirmation number (money transfer control number) and you must inform me it and all information which you filled in form, I will need it for receiving your help and I will need the passport photo id also. I also must know your fullname, fulladdress,contact phone, ten digits control number and exact amount. The moneygram system is the same but confirmation number is 8 digits. Moneygram is a little cheaper system as they told me in bank and it closer to me so it will be more better if you will use moneygram, not westernunion because it's cheaper and the branch is more close to me so please find the way for moneygram.
Addresses of westernunion and moneygram here are: Gazprombank Komsomolskaya5A Nadym, 629736 and ZapsibkomBank Pionerskaya,13 Nadym, 629736.
But you can don't know the addresses of it because I can get your help in any branch, it's uniform system.This is the information which they told me in bank, I hope it helps.
You must know John that I decide to ask you about it because I love you and trust you very much. I love you very much! I think about you John all the time!
I think about a sense of money and I'm very sad if these papers can prevent people to meet each other. In most cases the money play a main role in the life but it's not right! I'm sure. And the quantity of money was, is and will not important to me. I have always not aspired to the material enrichment and don't search specially for rich man!
I appreciate human qualities and relations and I love you John!!! I love you with all my heart, I want to be with you now... I want to be with you forever! If it's mutually we will be very happy in our life! I think you love me too and we will meet very soon. You are my love John. My heart is yours. I'm waiting good news from you today, I hope everything will be all right and we will be together soon. Every day I think about our meeting, and I think it's real, we must use this chance of destiny. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
Forever yours Angelica.