Letter(s) to John (USA)

Letter 1

Hi John! Thank you so much for responding to my letter. I was attracted to your Profile and I knew that I is so great that we have met each other. I am very happy that I have received your reply. dear, here i'm looking for my future husband and serious relation which will lead me to a happy marriage, and i hope so much that you are serious in your search too and we are looking for the same things with you. I really want to know you better and I hope in the next time you will tell me something from your life's story. Tell me please about your life, your family, your passions and dreams for the future.

Before I tell you anything I must write and say that I am a very optimistic person about my life and everyone and everything around me.
I maybe naive but I see everything through rose colored glasses!!!
I've lived around Ukraine and have seen both the good and bad sides of life. I now realize that I am a very lucky woman to be what I am today.

As you could read in my Profile, I'm 28 years young, was born on the 3 of January. I'm 170sm tall, 56in weight, brown hair. I don't smoke and drink alcohol in moderation. A glass of Merlot is wonderful! I live in Kremenchuk, it is small town in Polatava region. I finished medical university as a doctor pediatrician and now work in a government hospital. I am not married . i rent flat and live with a roommate . I enjoy traveling and love warm weather and beaches. I also like most music,different kinds from rock to pop. to be true i do not like hip hop and rap, and i hope so much that i do not hurt your music tastes:)
Adore jazz and one of my favourite is Nina Simon. Also like Lana del Ray, Adel, Rousin Murpy, Sting. Music surrounds me wherever I go.

I recently was introduced to Internet Dating by a good friend of mine.
I deccided to look for my beloved abtroad as i have some good examples of my friends how marry foreighner and now happily married. Now I am still looking for that dream Gentleman who will not only compliment me in life but become my partner, lover, confidant and best friend. Maybe that person is you? I desire a kind, mature person with whom I can share my life. I think we all want that!

I will stop now and wait for your response. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask me everything and I will answer you truthfully as best that I can. Also tell me more about yourself,your work and what you like to do for fun and excitement. And send me more photos. I cannot promise anything about our future, but I want to get to know you. Let's see what happens between us now and in the future. In other words, I'm excited about having the chance to get to meet you.

Have a nice day! It is really nice to meet you:)
Anna.

Letter 2

Hello my dearest John!!!Happy New Year for you! First ,i need to tell you that do not worry if you won't hear from me for about three days , it is New Year holiday here and i won't have access to write you. Well hello, how are you doing on this wonderful afternoon?:) I am very pleased this afternoon, as I have got your letter and it has made me very happy:))) You seem to have a way in making me happy. Why? Is just because you seem to be such a remarkable man. I am so very lucky to have found such a person as you are. I appreciate you much for telling me more about yourself. I think it is wonderful to speak with each other about everything, to share our thought and expectations, to talk about our likes and dislikes, to tell each other about good and bad experiences in our life. It also will help us not only to know each other better, but give us a possibility to understand each other's inner world and what we need be happy with someone and may be with each other...

I have a question for you, darling, do you believe in dreams you have at night? As for me I believe and not because somebody told me that dreams say the truth but because I made sure in it for my own! I had a strange dream this night, it was me and you in it and we argue about something, and our argue was so laud and emotional that I even woke up at night,I was so sad that we had a quarrel but then I remembered that if in your dream you argue with somebody this means that in reality you will have a strong friendship and the harder you argue the stronger relationships will be between you. And you know,my darling,we had such a bad quarrel in my dream that in reality we have to be really happy together! So I fall asleep again in a very good mood:)

Recently, I have realized that what does not kill you only makes you stronger, so the things I have gone through in my life is a part of me, and is what has made me the person I am today. Working to live and to study. But all those times have made me independent and strong.
Now, I am qualified pediatrician. I really need to have a strong loving shoulder, as even being strong I am staying woman and want to be weak and cared about sometimes.

I really do love hearing from you, you have such a wonderful spirit. I really do hope that you liked the picture I sent you:)))

Have a nice day! I really glad to meet you:)Hope to hear from you soon:)))
Anna.

Letter 3

John, Happy New Year for you! Sorry i also didn't have an opportunity to write you earlier due to Holiday. My holidays are continue as today is my birthday. I will start to celebrate it in family circus and then go some nice place with my girl friends - cafe where you can dance and have some fun time .I always can't wait till my birthday - I am so excited that I will get presents and I don't know what I will get, but I just love to get presents... I am very delighted to see your message in my mailbox - it made my day sunny and nice:-) I am sorry if I may sound childish, but I like you as person and man and I feel very attracted to you and your attention makes me feel so good:-) I feel a little bit ashamed telling you it:-)

My religion is Christian Orthodox - I do believe in God and know that he guides us in our life and he is our Heavenly Father. I read the Bible and have a friend who is a priest and like to talk to him about the God and Bible. But I don't go to church that often, but I usually go to the church on Easter and Christmas.

Dear, i'm very glad that you curious to know me better as it is really mean that you are serious about me and our future relation. I was born and grow old in Kremenchuk. I studied at university in Poltava, and after graduation lived there for one year, but no matter come back home in Kremenchuk. Here in Ukraine we do not have names of hospitals just numbers, and number of my hospital is 3. I was in a long term relation but have never been married. also i do not have kids. Of course i wish to kinds in future but if my future husband won't want kids i won't insist as i'm sure we will be happy with out kids too. As for the age matter - for me it does not matter how old you are when you have a kind heart and an open soul and also I would love to have a man who is older and more experienced - I think that it is great that you older. I do think it is much better for the man to be older than the woman because he is able to bring a more mature and responsible attitude to the relationship and this provides greater security and comfort to a woman and the family. My dear, doctors are earn not much in Ukraine, so i'm not used for wealthy and rich life, i saw both side of life good and bad, so i'm not looking for wealthy man, i'm looking for man with whom i will be happy , with whom we will be happy couple and perfect match as it is much more important then any wealth. As for my caree in USA of course if everything go well with us and one day i will move to you, i won't stay at home and i will look for work in your country. I realize that i will have difficulties and i'm not affraid. i also realize that at the first time i will need to work as nurse. As i have told you i'm not looking for rich man, but from other case i also do not need man who stay at home and want nothing to do, as it is also not good.

I had a crazy day yesterday. It was our director's birthday and we were doing a lot of stuff during the day, went to buy present and were buying and preparing food for the evening celebration. I knew that it will take a while but I didn't think that so long. The celebration started at 5 PM - there were a lot of other people coming to our hospital to congratulate her. It is funny that everyone was giving her the same presents books and flowers in pots:-) But every one knows how she is addicted to reading and home plants.

Other ladies who work with me and me have gave her a technical present - we have bought a microwave oven for her as our director Alla is old fashioned and still does not have one. After the celebration we helped her to clean up and to place everything in order and then I went home I got home at about 9:30. I had a crazy and at the same time funny and happy day.

I have noticed that I feel really happy recently as I have found you and you have became my friend, I feel I can share everything with:-) I will be looking forward to your letter as they make me happy (more then chocolate):-),
Anna.

Letter 4

Hello to a such a wonderful person as You, John , I am touched by your letter and as always very very glad and feel fuzzy inside:-) I love to read your letters and everything you write - it opens up my heart and touches it from inside - have you felt something like that? I have never:-)

My dear, It is very strange, but you have such an agreeable inspiration for me. I feel you so close, so affectionate, that I think of you very often every day and I constantly have this wish to hold you in my arms. For sure there is a lot of chemistry between us, and that's a very good indication. I dream about me putting my head on your shoulder and sleep without worrying about anything. I want us to melt in each other and form a beautiful loving couple.

Dear, it is snowing here. I don't want to go for a walk. You know I imagine how would you like to spend a cold snowing day with you. I would spend it with you in front of the fire, I would bake something yummy for us to eat, make us some warm cocoa and make a picnic for us on the rug in front of the fire. I would feed you fruits and berries from our "indoor" picnic and I would kiss you after each mouthful I feed you so I can taste the sweet juice from your lips. I would also like to take you in my arms as you snuggle up to me on the sofa and curl up against my chest and then I would read to you. I would try and make the characters have different voices and hope that when you read the rest of the book later by yourself you would be able to remember the voices I created for you :-)

I feel like I can finally open up my heart and soul and pour it out into you. It has been hard being alone for so long. And even though right now we're still apart physically, it doesn't matter to me, as we are able to share our thoughts and feelings with one another through these letters. I am so thankful for technology like this that allows us to grow so close to one another, yet physically be so far apart!

Dear,have a nice day! Send you my best wishes and very warm hug:)
Anna.

Letter 5

John , My Love, I really have it bad tonight, I really have not wanted to do anything but spend time with you tonight. I really wish you were here tonight! I'm missing you very much!Pity that i didn't have an opportunity to write you earlier, but it is also due to Holidays. I have spend quite Christmas here, in family circus with all my relatives, but of course all my thought was with you. Now holidays are over and i can continue writing you in a normal way. John, so honey do not worry i safe and everything is good with me , i didn't have an access to the Internet to write you, as you may kjnow my phone is not smart phone and i do not have Lap top, so i'm very limited in such things.

Of course honey, it would be really great if you could help me with lap top or smartphone to write you and communicate with you more often. My love, thank you so much for your desire to send it to me as a gift but I would like to ask you not to do this as I have heard bad stories about delivery services here in Ukraine - my friend's sister has a boyfriend in Georgia (former USSR), so he wanted to make a surprise for her for her birthday, I will not go into details but she has received it three weeks later, not the present that he has sent her, have had rude talks with the delivery company and also when she got to know how much it all cost she understood that her boyfriend has overpaid three times for this present. It is both not safe and also expensive.

It will be wonderful be at home with you, grab a bite to eat with you and then do something together here at the house or out. I have been alone for what seems like an eternity at times, and all I ever desired in life was to be with someone who truly loved me.

I wish I could be there to give you a really deep, long massage, take some foods with you and then you hold me really close in bed all night so that I would rest really well. Honey, I always feel you holding in spirit.

My Angel, do you like candles and lots of pillows? I am truly looking forward to you being here and us, sharing our home! I am setting propped up on our bed with the pillows behind me. I am looking forward to having fun with you, laughing with you, making love with you and most of all, just knowing that this is forever, and I will never again be looking.

It is going to be great to go plant shopping with you, we will have fun buying different things together. I am so thankful I have someone in my life with whom I share so many interests! We are going to have so much fun because when you are enjoying something, you can know that I am also, and vice versa.

Someday we can be here for each other to take care of one another when one of us is sick. We'll do something together! Do you love heat, long showers? We will have to take some together, then they will be just that much more hot! When we finally will be together, I want us to have the time to focus on us and our relationship, I will want to spend as much time as possible doing things with you, talking with you, and yes, singing with you! I think it will be fun to have our own dancing here at the house sometimes and sometimes go out dancing.

Honey, I am just really missing you today, wishing you were here. I wish that i can come to you really soon, as it is so hard for me to be so far away from you.

I am longing for you,
I am missing you,
Loving you,
Anna

Letter 6

John, actually i do not understand your letter, and you being such suspicious. about which scam you told about, to be true i do not understand what you mean and what you have found. may be you could send me link. Honey, do not be offended by me but i find it really humiliating to make such special photos. If you want we can chat by web camera so you will see that i'm not ghost and real person. write me your thoughts about it and explain me this situation more. I have had bad experienced with men before, and i do not want our relation to start with doubts, untrust and suspicious. i hope you understand me and my feelings. if you do not like such distant relation and do not trust me , may be it is better to start relation with some who is not so far from you and live closer to you. I was hurt in my life and i do not want it to happen again. so i hope you will respect me as a woman,we owe nothing to each other. we just start our relation and try to built. Good relation have never built on doubts and untrust.

Letter 7

John, i do not want to hurt none of us, and i do not want to continue fall in love deeply with you as i se that our relation won't work out.
I know that it may be difficult to accept. but relation do not start from what it start in our relation. we need to split up, before it is not late. i hope you understand my feelings and will accept my thoughts. I think for me it will be better to find my future husband in Ukraine. such Internet dating is really hard for me.

Anna

Letter 8

why you hurt me? why you tell me things which are not so? how i scam you? you should respect my feelings. i do not want to continue communication with you, as i think our relation won't work out . so what is wrong? why you would like to hurt me?