Letter(s) to James (UK)

Letter 1

HI my sunshine James,

How are you today? What is new with you? I am doing fine over here, thinking about you a lot. I was very glad to receive a letter from you.You know, that your letters always bring me joy.

James, how was your day? What did you do? Today I went for a walk with my girlfriend Marina. We’ve been walking in the park and you know I always had a thought how nice it could be if we (you and I) were walking together. How do you think, wouldn’t it be nice?

So I decided to come internet cafe and write you a letter right away, now I have a little bit more free time, so I can write you almost every day or every two days! This makes me feel better because I have got used to your letters and I miss you if I don’t hear from you, you know?

You know James, I’ve told you before that I wanted to find my true love, my soul mate, I think that I am very close to it now. I am very serious about you, there is only one thing left. Our meeting. This is very important, in my opinion. And this is the best way to learn much more about each other. I am dreaming about it, about the time we can see each other for the first time, look into each others eyes… It’s only my dreams for now, but I want all this to come true?

OK, hun, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking for your next letter very impatiently!!! Have a great day and write back soon!
I miss you!


Letter 2

Hello my dear James,

I would like to tell you that your letters bring me much joy and make me happier day by day! You are the dearest man to my heart, I am always looking forward to your letters. When I received your letter today, I was very happy. I've never been abroad, I feel that I would like to travel but still I just visited some places in Russia and we get used to camp in summer. That's it. But as a dream I would like to travel to some kind of exotic country that completely differs from the region I live in - in the meaning of climate, weather, habits, culture.

We are far away from each other now, but I am sure that we need each other, I am sure that the fact that we’ve met was meant to be. Who knows, may be we are two halfs of one? ;) I can’t find words that can describe my feelings to you, you are making me the happiest woman in the world! I would like to thank you for your love and care, I know that you are serious and sincere with me, from my side I’ll try to do my best to make you happy. Because deep in my heart I feel that you are a very special man who is dear to my heart so much!

I am finishing my letter to you and I will be looking forward to your reply!

With hugs Elena.....

Letter 3

Hello my dear James,

It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter as usual. I always think about you, I need you a lot, you are always in my thoughts. The first thing that I do when I come internet cafe I check my e-mail and hope to receive a letter from you. I like your letters very much, I feel how sincere and serious you are to me. I can’t express my feelings to you, but if we meet you’ll see everything in my eyes, my joy, my happiness. Honey, when I look at your photos I imagine our meeting, I would like you to know how much you mean to me, I am really happy that I’ve met you!

My sunshine, you know, I’d like to tell you that you’ve changed my life a lot, you are always in my thoughts. I am sure that we’ve met because God helped us, this is His present for us. You know, I am already afraid to lose you, lose our special connection that we have for now, I don’t know how my life is going to be without you, I can’t imagine it now. You’ve brought me so much joy and happiness, I trust you completely! I opened my heart to you and I would really like our relationships to be forever like it is now, like we are in the wonderful sweet dream!

I am finishing my letter to you now and I am waiting for your reply now! With hugs,


Letter 4

Hi my dear James,

Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. I am always very happy when I get a letter from you. You know that you are very important to me and I am thinking about you all the time.

Yesterday when I went to bed I was thinking about you, about us, remembering how we’ve met, remembering our first letters when we didn’t know each other at all and comparing to what we have now and this comparison made me smile. Because now I feel that I have the person in the world who cares about me, who I can talk to about everything, the one who is very interesting for me. Honey, you know, I am very glad that we have each other. I think that the worst thing in the world is when you are alone, when nobody is near you, when there is no person who is close to your heart and soul. I think that even though we are apart from each other now, we are still happy, happy with the thought that we are in each other’s life. Happy to think about us, to dream about our meeting that is going to happen some time, about our future, happy future if everything goes right.

My dear James, all above is said honestly, from the bottom of my heart. This is how I feel, this is what inside of me, deep in my soul.
I think that you are that special one who I can share it with. I wanted you to know how I feel and what I am thinking about. Honey, please, tell me what are you thinking about and what is in your mind?
I would really like to know that, this is important for me. Important to know what are your joys and sorrows.

Bye for now, my sunshine!
Remember I am thinking about you!!!
Have a great day!
With tender hugs and kisses,


Letter 5

Hi my sunshine James,

How are you doing today? How is everything with you? Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. Your letters like a bright sun make my day.

I am thinking about you a lot and I just can’t get you out of my head.
But I think that this is a good thing, actually deep in my heart I feel that the emotional connection we are developing is becoming bigger day by day. I feel that my feelings to you are getting stronger and stronger. Every day I am thinking about you more and more. You know, every day I think how great this is that we’ve met in internet, from so many men and women that are there we’ve chosen each other, not anybody else. I am so thankful to fate that it gave me you. All the time I am dreaming about you and me, us together. These are very wonderful dreams, I am thinking about our future together, what if we meet and like each other a lot and then how everything would be changed for both of us. I like dreaming about us, hoping for the great future together.

James, tell me how was your day? How is evejrything? What is new? I want to know all about you!!! Please, tell me about your childhood! I would really like to know it, I want to know all about my sunshine :)

I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply very impatiently!

With tender hugs and kisses,


Letter 6

Hello my dear James,

Today the weather is good here. I have spent all my day outside. When I came internet cafe, I decided to check my e-mail right away, it was very pleasant for me as usual to receive a letter from you, I have been waiting for it impatiently!!! Your letters always bring me joy and good mood :) I am really very happy that I’ve got acquainted with you. You are like a wonderful dream that came into my life, I think and dream about you very often! :)

My dear James , I think that there is something between us that make me trust you and open my heart for you, I would like to give you my full trust because I see in your letters how sincere and serious you are towards me. Honey, I can’t describe you all of my feelings, the thought that the person like you have appeared in my life makes me feel so excited!!! You are far from me now, but I feel that my happiness is somewhere near me. I hope that we’ll be happy together.
Sweetheart, all I’ve told you is very true, all of my words are coming from my heart and soul!

I wish you and the people who are close to jyou to be healthy and fine. I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply.

I send you my tender kiss


Letter 7

Hello my warm angel James,

I am madly glad to receive from you your warm and your most gentle letter. Each your word is filled by such warm solar beams. I always read your letters on some times. I read and I represent you nearby, I close eyes, I look how you near to me sit. These imaginations it after all so is healthy and so it is pleasant.

Darling James, I thought much, and have understood, that we should meet you. I understand that if we want with you strong relations the meeting is necessary. You with me agree? But I very much wish to arrive to you. Next week on work to me give holiday. And if you not against, I like to spend this time with you. I would like to visit you in your country. It is very interesting to me to learn culture of your country. Interestingly as you live. You know, that I never was outside of Russia. I very much wish to see you. The darling you is ready to accept me in the country?

I had a dream this night. Today you have dreamt me. You have met me at the airport when I have arrived to you. You stood in a white jacket, and in hands you had very big bouquet of a rose. On your person the dazzling smile shone. You have approached to me and have strong embraced me, and I have kissed you for the first time. When we have left the airport, you have suggested to walk on a city and to show me sights. I have agreed, and you have started to show me your fine city.
We went, talked, told different histories from a life. We are surrounded with beautiful green avenue, we go lengthways it, then unexpectedly you pick up me on hands and start to turn with me. I laugh, and even in a dream I have felt warmth of your embraces. Then you have put me on the earth, and we have appeared the person to each other. In your eyes I saw the reflexion, reflexion of the dark blue sky. And at all have not noticed that evening, and began to darken.
You have suggested me to go to you home and to have supper with you.
When we have arrived to you, the table has been already covered. You set fire two candles and have switched off light. We sat the friend opposite to the friend and have started to eat. We spoke and laughed.
You have included slow music and have invited me to dance. You took me for a waist, and I have compressed your neck, and we have started to dance. On this place the alarm clock has rung out. And I have woken up. This dream such was such distinct, I so did not wish to wake up.
And when I have woken up, it was very a pity to me, that it was only a dream. I very much would want that this dream was carried out.

I hope that you liked my dream. I will look forward your letter

Yours and only yours Elena...

PS. I hope, you will not give up to meet me in the country. If you cannot, simply tell to me about it. I require only your consent, you agree to meet me???

Letter 8

Hello how are you doing? How is your health? How is your mood? I wish you good Weekend, today i have shopping, washing, cooking, cleaning, and work to do and in the evening I with my friend Marina have visited bowling. so have a full day. i hope you have a great weekend and do lots of lovely nice things. I wait your letter. Hope to hear from you soon, Elena

Letter 9

Dear my James,

Today I went in travel agency and have learned, that it to be necessary for me for arrival in your country. People have convinced me of travel agency, that we can be together. I am in good mood. I wondered how much it would cost for me to make visa. They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost me 30 usd.
This money won't be returned even if the application is rejected. To gat visa I must go to Moscow where is the embassy. I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Ulyanovsk in Moscow. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months. I said to them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full Package of Service (FPS). FPS includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview with commission. FPS costs 360 usd, but the visas agency remove all the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that this variant is the only right for me. Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid such money. Probably I needed to consult to you all over again. But I have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time to wait. I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be glad to meet me.

Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together or even can all life. It is not important for me where to live if I shall be sure in your feelings for 100 percent my loved and native I without any meditations shall stay to live in a place with you. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready on many things. I very much would dream that you all life were only near to me. I'm immensely happy when I'm thinking about the opportunity. I'll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do too quickly, probably you suppose it's too earty everything us to meet each other. But I can't wait for ages, I'm happy now at present time. Necessary to begin moving to howe something in your life, it's important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with you. I have never been abroad. But now I have a chance to meet you. It's a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other. I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic.

I hope you don't think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some time with you. I suppose you haven't changed your attitude towards me after this letter. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to face me? I hope you!!

Your Elena….

Letter 10

Hi my dear James,

I talked to Marina about you James, for a long time yesterday in the evening. I told her that I wanted to meet you. Marina supported me in my desire. She said that I could't miss a chanse to see you. Marina is very glad that I've got acquainted with you. She wants me to be happy.
I hope that one day you and Marina will be friends. I believe that Marina be as close to you as to me. Now I often think of you before sleeping.

I am glad, that you were not against I have chosen Full Package Service. I very much experienced. But I so would like to speed up process and somewhat quicker to be near to you... I do not think your feelings premature. Because I too test to you strong feelings. For me a great honor to get acquainted with such fair, open, kind person as you.... Now I with impatience wait for the notice from travel agency.
For me days became very long. I want that have faster flown by days of expectation. I want to inform you date of my start faster. I think about our letters to each other. I often ask myself what will be then, when we'll fase. It's very interesting how long would we be able to talk when we met for the first time. What do you think of it? It seems to me that I want to tell you much and it will take me several days to tell all about myself. But I'm shy and can be confused when I'll meet you for the first time. But I think that we are mare than friends that is why we will be able to speak of what we want.

I saw a plane not long ago. And I thought that these "Iron birds" allow to meet million peaple who are happy to see each other every day. But when I think about my future flight on board the blane I can't forget catastropher of two planes. It was terrible to see grief and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now our government is sure that terrorist acts took place hare. I believe that guilty people were severely punished. They have no right to prevent peaceful people from living. I hate terrorism and violence! You should know that fear of terrorists will never stop me. I'll be able to fly on board the plane and to be afraid of nothing. In my childnood I was flyining by plane.
But people sai that flights are if it's true. I heard that passangers are very well served during the flight. I'm interested to see it.
Sorry, but now I don't know exact date when I can arrive to you. But I shall necessarily inform when I can. Hope you can patiently wait? I'm ready to give much to know precisely when I can see you.

Your love Elena.

Letter 11

Hi my sweetheart James,

Dear James, I has read your letter and was on the top of the world with happiness! I like your romantic reasonings. At you rich imagination. I like to read such letters. After them I feel myself as the happy and desired woman.

I want that my documents were ready as soon as possible. I want that the travel agency has sped up this process. Whether I asked you approve my act? I have paid the big sum of money for promptness. How you look at it? For me your answer was important. Because it is difficult for me for one to make such decisions. I have paid this money because I want to be with you as soon as possible because my Holiday. It is not a pity to me what money for the sake of our meeting. I am in a very good mood today, but when I am reading your letters again and again I feel even better, I love to receive your letters, they always bring me much joy and make me happy! I am always thinking about you and you are in my thoughts. I wish you could be near me now, but I know that we’ll see each other and we’ll be together. When I think about all this it feels like I am flying in the sky!!! :)

My day was fine and resting today. I slept in today, woke up, then took a very nice shower, had breakfast and cleaned my house for a little while. I like when my house is cosy and looks nice and clean.
Today I’ve also went to the movies with my girlfriend, we had a wonderful time. The movie was a scary one, but I liked it a lot.
Tomorrow I am planning to go to the gym because I want to stay in shape. I like when my figure is slim and looks fine. So I’ll take care of my health. Everything is alright with me, now when you’ve appeared in my life, I feel that the emptiness I had in my heart and soul have gone away, I know that you think and care about me, and this is the most important thing for me! I would like to tell you that you’ve changed my life a lot, and even though you are far away from me, I know for sure that you are near me in my thoughts, you are always with me. I want you to feel very comfortable and happy because you are very important to me! Honey, you know, there are so many stars in the sky, but yesterday night when I looked at it, I’ve found this one beautiful star that will lead us and our happiness! All the words I tell you are from my heart and I’ll never get tired of telling you how much you and our relationships mean to me! :)

I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! With hugs and warm kisses,

Your love Elena...

Letter 12

Hello my dear James,

Thanks you for your letters, is very pleasant for me, that you have appeared in my life. You became dear to my heart. I any more do not see the life without you. Yesterday I went on film. "Star wars. The latent threat 3D". You looked this film? I have not absolutely understood sense of it cinema because thought absolutely about the friend. I all the day think of our meeting. I cannot more about anything think. I am glad that you approve my act. It is difficult for me.

Now I every day go to travel agency and I try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad to receive such information.
Now day for me lasts as a month as I think all about our long-awaited meetings. I finish the my dear letter.

With love Elena.

Letter 13

Hello my honey James,

Dear James, I was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my letter will be short. At me not so it is a lot of time.

I have just left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once. Me cause to Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to Moscow. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have paid for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great importance. I go to embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival in your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of the city of Moscow. I shall inform you all news which will concern my trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to native city, to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your country. Trip to Moscow costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to Moscow, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start.
But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong.

Dear, I was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I believe that next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this?
I think that you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect things home. I want, that you have sent me your full home address, the data on the nearest to you of the airports. I shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement.

Your love Elena ...

Letter 14

Hi my dear James,

Dear James, I was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for all given information. Today I have arrived to Moscow. I am very tired, and could not write to you is a lot. Dear, I informed you some times that cause me to Moscow on interview Now I near Embassy the in internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and I worry. I think, that my destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me ' give the visa and I can meet you. It will be the greatest day in my life!! It's a pity, that I cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I hope, that I can soon write to you about results of visit to Embassy.
If I cannot write from Moscow I shall write from Ulyanovsk.

With love yours and only yours Elena.

Letter 15

Hi my dearest James,

I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in person.

I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Ulyanovsk most likely tomorrow in the evening.
I can probably have the visa. Because I tried for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my sexual life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to your country, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in your country, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about very thing fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Children from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. Now I should wait the decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days.
The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start.

Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you!!!

With tenderness your Elena.

Letter 16

Hello my James,

Dear James, I have received your electronic letter. I was very glad to read him. Your letters install to me unlimited quantity of confidence.
Having read them I become the omnipotent person. Very much has changed from the moment of our acquaintance. I, think, that I began to live only after acquaintance to you. Till this time I only existed. After our acquaintance my life has sharply changed in the best side. It has noticed not only I. My fellow workers, my friends, even my patients - all have noticed change in my life. Everyone ask the same question. It is interesting to all why I look so happy....

I have arrived to Ulyanovsk late at night. From road I am very tired.
I as have reached a house and have gone to bed. I think that I knowingly have visited to Moscow. From trip I still had many positive emotions. I when did not go on so important affairs, therefore strongly worried. On road to Moscow I with anybody did not communicate because thought of interview in embassy. I experienced that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that can give up to me in reception of the visa. But my experiences appeared are vain. On interview to me did not give the exact answer. In a corridor I have waited the person which was in the commission and he has told, that I should not worry.
Has told that in two or three days representatives of embassy will contact travel agency and will cause me to Moscow for reception of the visa. Therefore I have gone home with quiet soul. Now I need to wait the answer from embassy then it is necessary to buy the ticket in your country, to go again to Moscow to receive the visa and to wait day of a start. The second trip to Moscow does not deliver me of inconvenience. The ticket to me will need to be bought in Ulyanovsk from representatives of travel agency. To take off I should from the Moscow airport because I will need to come in embassy and to receive the visa. It would be convenient for me to take off from the Ulyanovsk airport but for this purpose to me some days in Moscow should to live and to wait for readiness of the visa. Moscow not city familiar to me.
Hotels cost very dearly and it is terrible to me to be in Moscow one.
Therefore I have chosen not absolutely convenient, but a safe variant.
Today I went to travel agency and told him about trip to Moscow. They sincerely were glad for me. Unfortunately the Embassy yet did not contact travel agency. I think that has passed not enough time. I think tomorrow or the day after tomorrow representatives of embassy will cause me for reception of the visa. I want that it has taken place as soon as possible. I want to buy as soon as possible the ticket to you and to wait for day of a start. Dear if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow me will cause for reception of the visa I shall buy the ticket to you. I shall buy the ticket with a stock of 5-6 days. I shall better lead these days pending. Suddenly there will be unforeseen circumstances.

Dear, I finish the letter and I shall go home. I need to prepare much for all for the period of the absence. I love you and I want to be only with you. The feeling of love amplifies every new day.

Your love Elena.

Letter 17

Hi my dear James,

Dear, I was very glad to receive your letter. My visa is available, but I can take away her only after I shall redeem the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you.

I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking.
And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along.

There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true.

With hugs and tender kisses, Yours

Elena ...

Letter 18

Hello my dearest James,

I have good news, very good for me and for you! I wanted to call to you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to write to you.

Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!!
Dear I it is very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be able to go to Edinburgh Airport on the April, 03rd, and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 410 pound. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quicly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most suitable one. The flight, is on the April, 03rd. The ticket costs 270 pound. I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They cannot reserve my ticket without adwanced money.
I was imploring them. But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was so disappointed. Then I asked themif I could give just a part of the money. But they did not agree again.

I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance James is waiting for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry, but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I agreed. They told me to pay 648 pound. But it was too much for me, because I had only 250 pound. I asked to wait for me during 11 hours.
I went out of the room. Marina met me at the door. I told her everything. She understood everything and adviced me to pawn our treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do it. I did not want to burden Marina. But at the same time I want to meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 80 pound and I paid the part of the ticket price 330 pound. It was my last money, it was for the plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty muself. I did not manage to do all myselffor our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's just 318 pound. I must pay it till the April, 02rd. Otherwise I will loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you.
And our treasures will be soldby the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get this money. It would solve all the pdavidlems. But I'll get the money from the clinic in a month or two.
Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money earlier, but thay refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not get money for a longtime. I think it's because of the financial crisis and terrorist acts in Northern Ossetia. Pdavidably I must say to you that I will not be able to meet you becouse I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself.

Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money.
But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in voun. It's torrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing horable if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not interested in our meeting. I understsnd that the sum of money is too big. I know itand that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so, because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your help. Of course I understend that I must not do it. But I'm an honest person. I'm ashaned of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my money. It's bad but not mortal either. 360 pound which I have paid for the visa and 330 pound which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's why I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till the morning of the April, 02rd. Please forgive me my words. I say so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me very selcom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my letter satisfacted you or disappointed. But I have written you an honest letter. I'm looking forwarol to you answer.
I hope for you . I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight:

Flight UN7404
Airbus A320

From Moscow of Domodedovo airport 21:45 on April, 03rd
To London Gatwick Arpt 22:55 on April, 03rd

Change in London 7 hours of 55 minutes

Flight VS3001
Airbus A320

From London Heathrow 06:50 on April, 04th
To Edinburgh Turnhouse Arpt 08:10 on April, 04th

your Elena.

Letter 19

Hello my love James,

How is the weather at you? I hope that at you all well and you had remarkable time. I impatiently wait our meeting. I should buy tickets in Russia, in any way it is impossible to make so that you legalised papers in the country. My government should receive taxes from citizens who leave in other country and consequently I should buy tickets NECESSARILY here!!! I can do nothing with it because such are laws of my state, and I have concluded the contract with agency when made out the visa. I hope that you understand it. It is valid so. I will need to buy tickets in Russia, and the agency has offered me very cheap variant. For this purpose it is necessary for me 318 pound. How much you remember I spoke to you about it already earlier. I have done the utmost from me to arrive to you and be with you my love. I hope that soon we will together. I very much wait for it.

Many young men of our city go on park. At us in a city young couples walk on park. They embrace, kiss. I too very much would like to feel your kisses, and your caresses. Accept and from me my most sincere wishes, my most sincere and passionate air kisses, and also my hottest and ardent embraces. You would like to feel my passionate kisses, and my passionate embraces from my loving heart? I dream of feeling your passionate kisses and hot embraces. And now my time has come to an end, and it is time to me to leave. I leave with thoughts on you, my love. Remember that I love you, my charm. I will wait for your letters, my love. Yours Elena

Letter 20

Hello love James,

How is the weather at you? I hope that at you all well and you had remarkable time. Having read your letter, I was once again convinced of your serious intentions to me. In your plans for our future. I am glad, that now really there are no barriers to our meeting, and we soon will together. It is very grateful to you, that you do much for us, for our meeting. I promise, that I will make you the happiest man in the world. I wish to tell to you, that I love you. I have written down your number, I hope it correct number. I will try to call to you from post phone. The darling I very much wish to arrive to you. Understand, the agency waits payment of my travel. To me have told, that if I will not mourn over this sum the agency of travel will terminate the contract. And all money which I have paid will not return to me. About it it is specified in the contract. I very much worry because of it. I very much hope for your help.

James, today, as soon as has woken up, I would go to travel agency what to learn as you can send me the help from the country. To me have told, that the most reliable way, it to take advantage of the international system of remittances. Them is much, the most popular it Western Union.

I have received detailed consultation about this kind of remittances.
It quickly, conveniently, reliably.

* Each remittance is protected by modern system of safety
* the Newest electronic technology and a worldnet allows to carry out fast payments of remittances of all in some minutes after their departure
* to Send and receive a remittance it is possible in any point Western Union without opening of the bank account

I think, that it approaches us. They have told, that the Western Union transfers the most reliable and fast way money from another the country to Russia. I can receive money in some minutes after yours transfer. It is very safe, because only I can receive this money. They have told, that the following information for this purpose is required what you could transfer money:

Name: Elena
Surname: Aleshkevich
The country: Russia
City: Ulyanovsk
Street: Ablukova
House: 67
Postal code: 432000

To receive your transfer, I require your full information.
Number Money of Transfers of the Control - 10 numbers (number MTCN);
Your full name;
Your full: a surname;
Your full home address;
How many money you send to me.
Without this information I cannot receive this money.

The necessary sum for my travel 318 pound, I hope, you can send me them before flight. I will go at once to travel agency. Also I will mourn over other part of the travel. James, my love to you grows every day! I very much wait for our meeting with you, my love James

Yours for ever Elena

Letter 21

Hello my love James,

I am grateful for your invaluable help. As soon as I have received the information on your transfer I at once have gone to bank to receive your help. But unfortunately I could not receive your help. The branch the Western Union has failure in the software. I have visited some bank and to me have informed that they has these problems on all city and in all banks in Ulyanovsk. Darling James you should return to branch the western Union and they to return you money back. To me have informed that you can take advantage of other system of remittances MoneyGram. This system works very well. To me have informed that MoneyGram is fast and safe too. Also I can receive your help in some minutes after your transfer. Darling James, sorry for these troubles.
I hope you will change transfer on MoneyGram without problems. In bank to me have informed that the Western Union often has such problems and this problem it is very easy to solve. I My love James, I never about you forget, and it is probable, that you now very much wait for my letter. I madly miss on you, my lovely prince. In my heart pleasure because somewhere on this this world I am am expected by the fine person, the fantastic prince with whom I will be happy and to which it will be good with me. It you, my love James. My visa has term about two months. Thus I can visit you for 14 days. I will call to you on Monday as soon as the post agency will open.

Our time comes, and I will soon thaw in your gentle embraces. My love, I long was by the window and imagined, that we already together. To me it was very good during the moment when I thought of it, but then I have come to the senses also my dream have ended. But I believe, that soon there will be a miracle and will not be happier than us anybody in this world. I am assured, that you also about it think. I have again laid down on a bed and have fallen asleep at 2 o'clock. After a dinner I have gone to Internet cafe to write you the letter. Here such there was my cloudy morning. But thoughts on you warmed my heart because I love you, my prince. I wish to give you all love. I send you hot kisses and warm embraces. Your love and gentle princess Elena.

Letter 22

Hello my love James!!!

My love, I is happy to receive your letter today. I am glad, that you support me the warm letters, my love James. My heart is filled with heat when I come to Internet cafe, I check my mail and I see there your letter. These are such magic moments in my life which help me to cope with any weariness and help to forget about all problems. During such moments I remain alone with my thoughts in which we exist only you and I. I will try to receive your help by Monday.

My lovely prince, yesterday I strongly tired and have early laid down to sleep. I have laid down to sleep right after how has come back from Internet cafe. I well slept this night and pleasant dreams about us with you dreamt me. To me has dreamt, that we with you are on a desert island. It was around very beautiful also any live soul except us with you. In the sky beautiful birds flied many, and about coast amusing fishes cheerfully lapped. I remember as you have approached to me behind and gently me have embraced. I have heard, as you on an ear have whispered to me, that very much love me and never will leave me one. And we will be together for ever. Then I took you for a hand and we have gone on coast. Warm water pleasantly tickled to us feet and we with you cheerfully laughed. We with you have approached to any tree.
It was a magnificent and beautiful tree. I have asked you, whether you know the name of this tree and you to me have told, that it is a palm tree which I never saw in the life. On a palm tree the beautiful and bright red parrot which shouted at all island the loud voice sat: " James + Elena=Big Love ". Then you gently took me in the strong hands and have incurred me in a beautiful place. You have prepared for me a surprise. I was the happiest girl on light. You have resulted me on a beautiful glade. Birds cheerfully chirped, and near to us the falls rustled. We were surrounded with gentle vegetative greens. We with you have sat down on a blanket and began to eat sandwiches and to drink juice. Then when we have gorged on I has approached to you and we began to sit and look at falls. You held my hand, and another embraced me for a waist. To us it was very good also we with you long made love on a blanket, has not darkened yet. We have collected a blanket and have gone to our tent which was better than any house. It was very beautiful dream. When I have woken up, long laid in bed and with tenderness recollected the dream. Then I have gone on kitchen and have prepared fried eggs. I have had breakfast and have gone for work. Here so my day has begun. Though so each my day likely begins. I very often have dreams about us with you. I always think of us and with impatience I wait, when it is all becomes a reality. My love, I madly wish to take with you a bath and that you me to rub a back. I very much love gentle touches on my body. To me it is very pleasant. In the silent evenings we will be together at home and gently to caress each other. We will have an entertainment together. You my love for all life. Your gentle princess Elena

Letter 23

Hello my darling James!!

I have received your help and I have paid at once for my the ticket. I am happy that for our meeting there are no barriers. We soon will meet. I will call to you before flight. My the sun which warms me during separation. Which I love all loving heart. Also I can not without you my lovely prince. I do not know that occurs to me. No, probably all the same I know. For the first time, for long time I have met the person with which to feel began really myself necessary. It - You James, I have at heart such heat what probably never before did not feel. You have presented to me the world which is simply similar to a fairy tale. Ours with You the world. The simple, kind, pure world. Also believe, I not to disappear from your life. You are very necessary to me. It is necessary as air. I have ceased to perceive this world without You.

I go to bed with your name. In a dream I see you. In the morning only you in my thoughts. There was no such moment that I did not think of you. I love you my darling James. The love is a fantastic rising in heart. Love are two souls, but one thoughts, two hearts that fight as one. Love - the beginning of all fine. The destiny has presented me.
Now you are not present nearby, but I know, you feel my warming love to you. To learn the person, to dream, it is given not to everyone. At you it has turned out. And I again in a fairy tale attracting afar and frightening with the beauty. Only with the advent of you, I could regenerate and understand who I. Only you have helped me to become not dependent on the desires. My heart has learnt to suffer. To suffer a fire, inflaming feelings and overflowing emotions. To pass through darkness, through jungle of harm and desert of sufferings, I have found light in a shower. The harmony. I not to whom will not give it now and I will not allow to take away. Love as this feeling is diverse. How many words it is possible to tell, how many books and verses to write! But all the same, how many do not write, to describe all it is impossible! That I feel to you My darling. Gentle.
Favourite. I love you.... Yours for ever Elena

Letter 24

Hello my dear love James!!!

I will observe all that you have told. Through a floor of hour I will have bus to Moscow. I have collected the big suitcase and I have prepared a gift for you. Tomorrow I will call to you before flight. I will have flight at 21:45. I am a little uneasy, and I could fall asleep hardly. I thought of our meeting. This case does me excited.
You have presented to me the sea of new emotions. They give me a new push and the purpose for a life. I feel, that it is filled by kindness and tenderness. Now I understand, that you and your letters are very deep in my heart. I am very happy, that you with me, even here I feel you. The idea of rather our meeting supports me very much. James I cannot still believe, that you have appeared in my life.

I very much, am very grateful to destiny, that it has presented you to me. You very much mean for me. I am glad, that soon we will together.
Your unique Elena.