Letter(s) to Luis (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Luis! Your letter means so much for me. Thank you.
I so waited your letter and so wanted to find out what you will tell me.
I am glad that you have good results. You will healthy necessarily.
Thanks for your words and thanks for your feelings. Your words have touched my heart and have penetrated into depth of my soul. Thanks for your sincerity and tenderness. And thank you for your feelings! I never thought that in the world there is a man who can make me feel like flower only by means of words. Thank you that you have brought spring into my heart!
And I want to tell something. Actually the reason of my romantic mood is not weather or something else of course. It is you. I was not sure if I want to tell you it, but now I say. It is you. Simply your letters have changed something in me. Your words about me, your feelings, your open heart; your feelings which you have shared with me. All this has touched my heart. And I was happy to read such words! You has returned me from dreamland, but this returning was even more pleasant than dreams. I know that you are here, I feel it. I feel it now and I give you my romantic mood so that you saw what in my heart right now....
I feel that we can be ideal couple! Forgive me that I am so straight, but I would tell lies if I would tell that I do not feel it. I can see us together in the future, and I am so happy when I think about it.
I am grateful to you for your frankness. I have understood everything that you have told and I am not sure how I should react. But I do not think that would be correct to stop our relationship only because you have erection problem. It is an intimate part of relationship and I could give the unequivocal answer if only we became much closer. But at present I do not think that your erection problem is obstacle for our relations. Don't you agree?
Luis, today I write to you with special worry but as well with pleasure and hope. I really hope that everything that I will tell you today will make you happy. Last time when I wrote you my honest letter I had the big sadness in my heart, and even though I tried to not show it, I think you have noticed it. Luis, I was sad because the boss informed me that approximately in three weeks the accounting department will be closed for full re-equipment and repair. And when he have told me it, I thought my heart will stop, because when it will take place, I will not be able to communicate with you during several months! And it has brought infinite sadness into my heart. But after my boss informed me about close of accounting department, the accounting department informed me that approximately in three weeks I will get my vacation! When I thought that I can lose you for some months, inside my soul I at once have felt that I can't simply accept it. And I have felt that together with sadness in my heart has appeared an other feeling - feeling of confidence, desire to make new steps instead of simply waiting for something. I have understood that our relations are important for me much more than I thought. And it so wonderfully. I had no vacation for two years. And now I will have vacation. But a thoughts that I will not be able to communicate with you, to receive your letters and to write mine,- all these thoughts has brought a pain to me, pain that I can't endure. I talked with Kristina and she has asked me what I think to do.
And when she has asked me it, I have understood that inside my soul I already know the answer to this question. And I have told that I do not want to spend such a long-awaited vacation in loneliness. I can't accept a thought that I will not talk to you Luis during of month or two. And I have told that I want to meet you Luis! I have told her that I want to spend my vacation with you Luis! I can come to you, and we can spend time together if you want. And first I was afraid that if I will tell you about it in the letter, you will write me that you do not want to see me or can not meet me. And it would hurt my heart. But Kristina have told, that you Luis and I are such a good friends, our relations are built on sincerity, therefore Luis will be happy to spend time with me. And I really think that it would be delightfully. So, what you will say, Luis, if I will offer you a meeting? Would you be happy to see me and to spend with me several days? I cannot imagine at all how it would be wonderful.
You would show me your life, we would learn each other in a real life.
We would look into the eyes of each other, we could hold our hands, tell each other silly stories, laugh and tease each other, watch the stars in the night sky and have romantic evening, go to the movie or we could simply sit on a bench in the park, and who knows what else we could do together...
I would be happy to do all this together with you, instead of again be lonely without you and our friendship. I simply want to meet you.
I already knew and I have been told earlier, but I have found out again all I need to do to come to your country. I already have the passport. And I will avoid usual procedure of visa's approval. Being the doctor, I can ask the visa on behalf of our Ministry of Health, because if the applicant have good official support from official bodies, if the applicant have official recommendations and directions to various sorts of conference, seminars, - it will relieve of necessity to wait for some months the decision of the commission, and will remove all problems connected with necessity to prove that the purpose of travel is not emigration. Being the doctor I will have support and guarantees from Ministry of Health of Russian Federation, and it is certainly the best guarantor. Of course I must visit improbable quantity of the departments, to collect improbable quantity of documents, to find as many as possibly of other official legal persons, institutions and people for support; to get petitions. But if I will quickly collect all necessary documents, I will get the visa in one or two weeks! So I have filed an application for the visa, Luis, with happiness and with hope that you will be happy to spend some days with me!
I do not ask you about anything. I will use my monetary savings and I will make everything by self. It is my vacation and I will not be a burden.
Would you be happy to spend some days with me soon, Luis? Anyway, we must meet. It is possible to wait eternally. But I believe that I will get my vacation not accidentally; and I believe that the accounting department will be closed at the same time not accidentally as well. It is not coincidence!
It is time to make a choice, to make the decision, to take new step. Maybe such opportunity will not be repeated again. I so long waited my vacation and I want my vacation to be especial. What can be better than a meeting of two friends? The first meeting. It is simply delightful and I thank destiny that I have got such an opportunity,- an opportunity to meet my dear friend, the opportunity to learn each other in real life, the opportunity to enjoy time which we can spend together. And I believe that it can become the beginning of something new in our lifes and in our relations. And I am really happy to get a vacation because it is time which I can spend in any way I want, and I want to spend this vacation with you Luis! So what will you tell?
Would you like to spend time with me? Would you be glad to meet me?
Would you be happy to have the first meeting at your airport?
I will wait for your answer with pleasure. Your sincere Jana.

Letter 2

Hi Luis!
Something had gone wrong with my previous email, that's why I have to write from this address. It's my work email address and I use it more often. Now please write me to this email address.
I hope you remember me? I have written to you the short letter on free dating site Craigslist and you have answered me.
Your age is not a problem for me. The age is not main thing. The age of the person is defined by his appearance and a condition of his soul.
I have always believed that age is just a number.
Now I will inform to you more about me. my real name is Jana.
My height is 5 feet 6 inches. My weight is 115 pounds. And of course you should know that I am 30 years old. My birthday is April, 18, 1984.
Color of my hair is light-light-brown, but I like more light hair, because I know that all men love more blondes? It is a question!!! (smile).
But really not important what on a head, Important what inside a head! (Smile)
I am the the usual women with heart and soul like many other womens.
I never married and I have no children. Oh yes, I live in Russia.
I hope that it does not frighten you. Now I live in village of Yagodinka.
It's a small village, where live a few hundreds inhabitants.
My village is located close to the small city - Shahty, in a southern part of the European Russia, near to such known cities as Rostov on Don, Taganrog, Novoshahtinsk. I sincerely hope that nationality and distinction of cultures for you is not the most important things in a lady. Besides, in the near future I am going to travel and probably we can meet and maybe we would become the big friends or even more...
I work in a clinic. I am doctor. I work as an gynecologist.
In the childhood I dreamed to be a translator of the English language. I dreamed to work with our President to know all state and international secrets! (smile). But the destiny has disposed differently.
After ending school I entered the Medical University. And now I think our president doesn't need my services because I am gynecologist, and I think that our president would not allow me to examine him (smile)!
Luis, I understand that all people have various tastes and interests, but I sincerely hope that my appearance will be pleasant for you.
But if my appearance doesn't conform to your tastes and interests, I will understand you, of course. I the optimist at heart and it's often help me in my life. I already adult woman; and I look at the life with a philosophical shade. But as though I did not try to inspire myself that I absolutely happy woman, I can't do it.
I have friends, I have job and my apartment. But there are things without which people cannot be happy. And for me it's not material things. I have written to you the first and it means that I am ready to share with you my thoughts. I am very glad and grateful to you for that that you have answered me. Anyhow, I hope that you, just as I, have interest in our dialogue, and I will wait your answer.
In the end of my letter I want to ask you the most banal questions: what music you like, what movies you prefer. These questions are really interesting for me because I like various movies and music very much.
I with pleasure will tell to you about it in my next letter if you really want to learn more about me. Do you like your job, Luis?
Also I will be glad if you tell me about the place where you live.
Had you ever had experience in correspondence with a friend from other country? Maybe you are more skilled in this than I am? If you do not want to answer these questions, please do not answer. It is simply my female curiosity. I will be very grateful to you also if you will send me any your pictures. I will be happy to have your pictures in the computer. With the best regards.

P.S. By the way your message went to my spam folder and to me have recommended to place you in a "favorite list". You can too place me in a "favorite list". And all my messages will always get in yours inbox.


Letter 3

Hi Luis!
Today definitely good day - day of dialogue with my friend Luis!
(Smile).How it is wonderful to receive something that you really was it. And in a case with me it of course your letter! Thank you! Today was a difficult day,and dialogue with you removes my physical weariness. The quantity of patients has considerably increased for some last years. Here many people lives in the remote areas, impassable districts. They lives even without an electricity in absolutely unsuitable conditions for a life. And itcertainly becomes the reason of a plenty of diseases. The sad fact.Sometimes I want our president to live here instead of the Kremlin, simply to understand what life is. Maybe in this case all wars would end much faster? Forgive me that I tell you about our problems, simply I write all what in my head. If you do not like to read about it - simply tell me. Thank you for your pictures. It is a fine pictures. You are a strong
And handsome man. I very much like this pictures. It is wonderful, when a man combines force and charm. It happens so seldom. Forgive me for my frank words. But I always speak what I think. I think there is nothing bad in it. You have pleasant appearance and it is wonderful.Thank you for your detailed story about you and about your family. You spoke with so much love about your family. It is so wonderful. Many thanks for your compliments. You speak about my beauty. But I completely usual woman. In Russia the majority of women have pleasant appearance. But appearance not the main thing. And I never considered my appearance as the ''powerful weapon''. But I am really grateful to you for your words because here beauty and appearance are not appreciatd. And I am usual woman, like millions others woman's. Hardly I can tell what exactly sparked my interest in you when I have written to you for the first time. Weren't in your life the cases when you simply knew that you should do something, not understanding why? Simply felt? I often have such feeling. I have chosen you because I have chosen you.I am looking for friendship at this point. A good strong friendship will lead into a deeper relationship between two people. It allow them to become lovers and share intimate things about each other. When you are friends you learn to communicate with each other and learn how to understand each other's needs. I hope you understand all this at the moment.I am happy to have you as a good friend and if it will lead to something more close, I will be happy. Of course I admit a thought about possible
future together! I write not for fun, for me it is a serious step.
I heard about cell phones and wireless internet, but it used only in large cities. Here people have no cellular phones because such phones do not work here.And in our village is not present wireless internet or any other.In clinic we use dial-up internet. But I have no phone at home, therefore I cannot use the Internet. That is why I never thought of getting computer.Also I cannot use any chat online. I cannot use the Internet. We have the Internet only some times in day - for receiving and sending mail. We have dependent system of sending of letters. When I have written the letter, I put it into a special folder. It's all that I do. My letter will be automatically sent together with service mail. But I do not know when service mail is sent. Usually late at night or in the middle of the day.
Yes, sometimes I work Saturday and even Sunday. As for my work, I
makes survey of the person, definition of symptoms of illness, installation of the exact diagnosis, assignment of analyses, the analysis of results of surveys and analyses, define course of treatment and makes a decision on surgical intervention. But surgical operation is carried out by the surgeon. But I do not do obstetrics and I not deliver babies. What do you want to know about my job? Do you remember that I am gynecologist? If I will say about my job in detail, I think you will stop to write to me (smile). As about weather, we have a temperate climate, not too dry. Gorky Park there was a good group, but unfortunately has broken up several years ago. But the leader of group Alexandr Marshal does solo concerts. He sings quieter songs, but very beautiful. I not bad sing and I like to sing for my friends, but unfortunately, I do not play on any musical instrument. But once I visited a karaoke-bar and should recognize that I liked it. By the way Luis I have asked you about your family in my last letter because it really interestingly for me, as all my family has passed away.My parents were military, mom was the military doctor, father was the officer and we hadn't constant house because they very often got the notice about new place of service, in places with the military conflict.Therefore my childhood was not very cheerful. We lived in temporary habitation outside of zone of conflict, therefore sometimes I did not see my parents some weeks, and I was at home absolutely alone, being an eight-year girl. Therefore since the early childhood I am able to cook, sew, knit and do any heavy physical work. Now I absolutely agree that it's correctly said that:"Thing that does not kill us makes us stronger". Don't you agree Luis? When father got new place of service near to city Barnaul, I have gone to study in the good medical university in Tomsk.I lived in student's hotel on distance of 300 kilometers from my parents.
But we had meeting some times in the year. Later my parents got new place of service and have left to live in the Yagodinka. And I saw my parents only once in one year. At university for the first time in my life I have found a true friend (it is Kristina) who is my best and reliable friend till now. We have together passed through a hard time when have been compelled to study and work in the evening and at night,- just to support itself. After ending of university I was to get direction for intern in Tomsk area, but I have received the letter from mom where she informed that daddy has been killed in military collision. There is nothing worse than to find out about death of the parent from the letter.After that I began to live with mom because I was afraid to leave her lone at such difficult period. One and a half year ago my mom has died of a heart attack. I will not describe all pain and suffering which I had at that time.
Simply I want to tell that all ups and downs, all pleasures and
misfortunes that were in my life have led me to who I am now. The destiny was not tender with me, but I am grateful to my destiny for my parents, I am grateful to my destiny for my friend Kristina, because it really a gift of destiny. And I hope Luis you are not angry with me that I talk to you about it? It is my life and it is a part of me. And how you would learn me more if I would not tell you it, really? And I as well would be glad to learn more about you. Your life is very interesting to me. Are you grateful to destiny for anything in your life Luis? How often you become tired on work? Do you like the nature, rivers and lakes, woods and mountains? Are you religious person Luis? I will wait for your letter so please write me soon! Sincerely and with the best regards.
Your friend (I hope) Jana