Letter(s) to Fred (USA)

Letter 1

Hi,thanks for getting back to me on here.How are you doing ? It's nice to hear from you, I will love to know more about you that will be better and faster for us to meet real soon, and I will love to see more of your pictures too if you still have some.. About me I am Kate Clarkson, 37 years old, single, live alone, self employed. Born in London UK, I Obtained Bsc in Business management. I currently live in Conway, Arkansas for 7 years . I am into the sales of gemstones. I`m mentally stable, physically fit, a bunch of laughs, warm, caring, honest, good listening, God Fearing,and a positive person. I am real easy person to talk to and a good listener. I love to play tennis and I enjoy chilling`with my friend and family,

I like going to the cinema, or watching movies in my room,I like swimming , fishing, listening to music and dance to any kind of music, traveling , going bowling and also a good cook. I am a family oriented person.I am second child of my parents and the only daughter .I remain single because of the way guys treated me they left me with nothing, my ex boyfriend screwed off my business and ran away with my income, this made me close down my business in the past but my life has been mostly focused on creating success for myself that is why i try to open small business on my own again, I don't like digging to my past, it hurt me and i like to concentrate on my future because that is what important to me. I had an accident some months ago which affected my hearing, so i cannot use phone much, i can barely hear what people are saying but closer will make me hear , Most men ignore me because of the hearing problem i am having but doctor said i will be okay because i am still under treatment, I need a man who will love me for whom i am and be there for me in good and in bad moment of my life.

I have some questions for you now I do hope you answer them before we move forward.

How old are you ? What is your name?Where do you live?What do you do for a living?Do you live alone? Do you rent or own where you live or with kids? Do you have high sex drive? How many women have you meet or talk to online? What do you seek for in a relationship? Tell me about your past relationship?What are the basic qualities you seek for in , What sort of relationship you seek for? What interests you? What are you looking for on the site, How long have you been in this internet dating thing ? Any luck yet ?And I hope you are not a cheater or lair most of men out there trying to use me just for sex mate? And more you want to tell me i will love to know more of you.
I want to know more about your family, your background, your life experiences,your goals and dreams, your interests, and anything else you want to tell me?

I have attach some of my pictures i hope you will like them, I look forward to hearing from you soon with some of yours!

I look forward to hearing from you soon !

Letter 2

Thanks for your message and the pictures you sent me,you are not looking bad . I am a person that flash to the past but focus on the face of the future. Mom & dad were both of British American background about 4 generations, dads side owned local mining industry. Moms side, her dad was a banker, my mum was into art merchant in Florida. My mother died of cancer and my father died 4 years ago in a car accident. I practice the normal way of life and i never love the sinful act. I don't do drug and always believe in myself. I love game of football so much and i love playing tennis as sport. As for my work, My life has been mostly focused on creating success for myself that is reason i chose to be self employed person, i do small business on my own and I work from home at the moment.I deal with precious stone, painting, and sculptures. i really enjoy doing it . its involves traveling,meeting people of different race and culture, sharing ideas and feelings and some many more. My father wanted me to get married to honest man, somebody that i know very well and he always warned me to be sure of who i love and i have been trying this as much as i could and that is one of the basic reason why i will like to know you better and get closer to you.I know the type of person who I want to build a friendship with so I am willing to put the time and effort in my messages to show that to you.I am interested in meeting a man who is mine. I want somebody who will understand me to the best of my imagination.

I'm online because am yet to find that special one to share my life with but all what I need now is someone honest, loyal and God fearing I could trust .Tell me more about yourself.Tell me the quality you'll like in your woman and what you want your woman to always do and observe. You sound like my perfect match. I am really going to put a lot of effort into writing this letter to you in hopes it will provide you with a good understanding of who I am, what I am all about, and what has made me the person I am today. The reason I am going to write a letter rather than just send a message is because I am serious about wanting to establish a quality friendship with you, and because of the fact I rarely contact anyone on here, so when I do you can be rest assured I am serious about my intentions.I really like to find a special man for dating and openness for what may develop. I want that connection with him to have a balance of attraction and chemistry. He would be lots of fun to be around. He would be easy going yet serious when the time calls for it. He is very intellectual but still enjoys being silly and can laugh at campy humor. I'd like a man that will be ready to pamper me and take care of me. Who is not self centered and will respect my intention and ability. He is intriguing, genuine, caring, passionate, and sensual.I want someone who wants and is open to a relationship. I do not want him to be in a race to get their either. Time will tell and compatibility will set our pace. He would not just want a position filled. I want him to want me. He would make time for us despite the craziest of schedules and also respect my schedule regardless of how clumsy it might be. He would create quality time over quantity if it were all we had.I want someone who needs me as much as I might need him. Everyone has issues and hardships develop but he would not run away from them or hide them.Rather he would let me help or simply support him in what ever way I could. I'd like him to be someone who would become my best friend as well as lover. I will be glad if i can find all these qualities in you because i don't want to search any more.

About my past relationship, I have been into 3 relationships and 2 of my relationships ended because of my partners betrayal and infidelity (cheating) and the other 1 ended because the love was not there to grow. presently i don't have any serious relationship and i really need one.I know this sounds strange to you but I have not been sexually active for 2 years! I know this sounds strange to you but, ever since then I live my life through the word of God and through my spirituality, and I refuse to have sex with someone if I am not in a relationship with him and my last relationship ended over 2 years ago. My reasoning which I understand is very strange in today's world, but my belief is my heart and soul, and the passion that is in it is very unique and special, so I made the decision and made a promise to God that I would not be sexually active for the sake of just wanting sex, or to have sex for someone else’s own self gratification. Knowing the passion that is contained in my heart and soul is very unique, I made the decision to abstain from sex because I want this special gift to be shared with the person I am dedicating the rest of my life to, as his Wife.

I look forward to hearing from you soon.

Kate

Letter 3

Thanks for your message and the pictures you sent me,you are not looking bad . I am a person that flash to the past but focus on the face of the future. Mom & dad were both of British American background about 4 generations, dads side owned local mining industry. Moms side, her dad was a banker, my mum was into art merchant in Florida. My mother died of cancer and my father died 4 years ago in a car accident. I practice the normal way of life and i never love the sinful act. I don't do drug and always believe in myself. I love game of football so much and i love playing tennis as sport. As for my work, My life has been mostly focused on creating success for myself that is reason i chose to be self employed person, i do small business on my own and I work from home at the moment.I deal with precious stone, painting, and sculptures. i really enjoy doing it . its involves traveling,meeting people of different race and culture, sharing ideas and feelings and some many more. My father wanted me to get married to honest man, somebody that i know very well and he always warned me to be sure of who i love and i have been trying this as much as i could and that is one of the basic reason why i will like to know you better and get closer to you.I know the type of person who I want to build a friendship with so I am willing to put the time and effort in my messages to show that to you.I am interested in meeting a man who is mine. I want somebody who will understand me to the best of my imagination.

I'm online because am yet to find that special one to share my life with but all what I need now is someone honest, loyal and God fearing I could trust .Tell me more about yourself.Tell me the quality you'll like in your woman and what you want your woman to always do and observe. You sound like my perfect match. I am really going to put a lot of effort into writing this letter to you in hopes it will provide you with a good understanding of who I am, what I am all about, and what has made me the person I am today. The reason I am going to write a letter rather than just send a message is because I am serious about wanting to establish a quality friendship with you, and because of the fact I rarely contact anyone on here, so when I do you can be rest assured I am serious about my intentions.I really like to find a special man for dating and openness for what may develop. I want that connection with him to have a balance of attraction and chemistry. He would be lots of fun to be around. He would be easy going yet serious when the time calls for it. He is very intellectual but still enjoys being silly and can laugh at campy humor. I'd like a man that will be ready to pamper me and take care of me. Who is not self centered and will respect my intention and ability. He is intriguing, genuine, caring, passionate, and sensual.I want someone who wants and is open to a relationship. I do not want him to be in a race to get their either. Time will tell and compatibility will set our pace. He would not just want a position filled. I want him to want me. He would make time for us despite the craziest of schedules and also respect my schedule regardless of how clumsy it might be. He would create quality time over quantity if it were all we had.I want someone who needs me as much as I might need him. Everyone has issues and hardships develop but he would not run away from them or hide them.Rather he would let me help or simply support him in what ever way I could. I'd like him to be someone who would become my best friend as well as lover. I will be glad if i can find all these qualities in you because i don't want to search any more.

About my past relationship, I have been into 3 relationships and 2 of my relationships ended because of my partners betrayal and infidelity (cheating) and the other 1 ended because the love was not there to grow. presently i don't have any serious relationship and i really need one.I know this sounds strange to you but I have not been sexually active for 2 years! I know this sounds strange to you but, ever since then I live my life through the word of God and through my spirituality, and I refuse to have sex with someone if I am not in a relationship with him and my last relationship ended over 2 years ago. My reasoning which I understand is very strange in today's world, but my belief is my heart and soul, and the passion that is in it is very unique and special, so I made the decision and made a promise to God that I would not be sexually active for the sake of just wanting sex, or to have sex for someone else’s own self gratification. Knowing the passion that is contained in my heart and soul is very unique, I made the decision to abstain from sex because I want this special gift to be shared with the person I am dedicating the rest of my life to, as his Wife.

I look forward to hearing from you soon.

Kate

Letter 4

Thanks for getting to me again,the last questions asked you i haven't ask you about the before and i want to know your answer for it so that i can your feelings and your thought toward me,it good to know someone you are want to move your life with very well not that you will just decide without knowing the person very well.I will really appreciate if you can answer and tell me your feelings toward me.We can meet up but,i still want us to know each other more maybe we are compatible and comfortable with ourselves.After that we can arrange how to meet each other.Looking forward to hearing from you soon.

Letter 5

Thanks for your message and it's so nice hearing from you again. I just want you to know that I very much appreciated receiving your mail. You sound very special and i seriously want to explore the possibility of establishing a long term friendship with you, I hope ? That is my dream, and I hope to make it come true with you. Sweetie in my heart I feel you have all the qualities it takes to make me very happy. I'm so much impressed of reading from you and thanks for having time to talk to me. I'm only scared of going into relationship any how, because i have been hurt in the past and i do not want this to repeat itself.I don't like hurting ones feeling and i don't like to be hurt as well because it really pain. I really need a caring, loving, honest man. I need a responsible man that will love me for whom i am and treat me as his dream princess. Can you treat me as your dream princess ? And don't dare ask me why is you because i don't just know but i believe you are putting everything in a way i can understand unlike a couple of other guys I've met on here.They are mostly after a kinda one night stuff thing and i hate that.but you, you match me from expression and always help in what i want to say next.Thank you again for giving me the opportunity to build this special friendship with you!. You will be rewarded for it through the passionate love that makes up my heart and soul!. I am so excited to be able to do what I do best and that is to love you with all the passion that makes up my heart and soul!

My special friendship with you is something I want to make permanent.Thanks again for expressing your desire to build this special friendship with me that will allow my dream become a reality. I'm sending this mail to let you know how I feel about you. I don't know how you are feeling about me right now,but I am going to put my feelings in words, on this mail. Since the day you emailed me, I haven't been the same. I am starting to fall for you in a different way. I think of you every day! I love everything little things i know about you. I can't get you off my mind, honey, you got me feeling stupid, because I know you may not feel the same, but my feelings just keep growing each and every day. Well, what I am trying to tell you is I am sprung, and I am falling in secret love with you - yes, this is true! But I understand if you don't feel the same.Honey, I know this sounds lame, but I have to let you know how I really feel. And this is no lie. Please,if you're my special one, close your eyes and meditate, feel my love and passion across the miles, as it is here for your taking as I am feeling you and desiring you with my total heart and soul. When I read your letter, I couldn't believe all the interests we share, but I'm like a sponge that wants to soak up anything you want to tell me.Thank you again for allowing me to express myself and I want to end this letter on the above thoughts. I wish for my sake that my thoughts and feelings could become reality, but what I have expressed to you is very honest, sincere, and comes from the deepest depths of my heart and soul. I know this is not the type of letter you were expecting, but it is a letter expressing exactly what I am feeling at this very moment and why I am feeling what I am. I have many things I do want to learn about you and what makes up your heart and soul. I am really interested in learning about your thoughts, feelings, experiences, fantasies, and anything else you would like to share with me. My heart, my soul is all here for you even if it has to be in a friendship.

You are really amazing. Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts...There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you. Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you...

Your Future Queen! (I hope!)

Kate

Letter 6

You're always lighting up my heart with the things you say. I feel so happy just being with you this way.You're my man, and will forever be my man.You will always be the man of my life, and please never give up, always have faith in yourself and you will gain the greatest gift of all, the gift of hope and love you righteously deserve.

You are my sweetie, my friend - I want you to know how much I have this feelings for you and why.Thank you for acknowledging my thoughts and feelings whether they are positive or negative, justified or unjustified. I feel safe to be myself knowing I can not be perfect and you will continue to feelings for me. Thank you for the time you take to write me and telling me I am wonderful.. Those silent moments recharge my senses of appreciation for you.Thank you for written me at the right time.it shows me that you are genuinely supportive of my goals, which are such a part of who I am.Thank you for answering all my questions without criticism or impatience - you have shown me that my dream of a kind and considerate relationship is a reality. You motive me to expect and tolerate no less and to be the same with you and those around me. You have created calmness and safety in my life which I only ever imagined.

Every time I think of you my heart misses a beat. You're my theme for a dream! Every moment i read from you we grow closer. I'm simply hanging by a moment, waiting to see you so you can hold me so tight that all else fades,I hope you still think of me too.I want you with all my heart, all that I was and all that I will ever be.Please know that my feelings and I are inseparable and I would want it no other way and if time could express my feelings for you then it's forever and a day. I can't wait to be with you, see your smile, look in your eyes, feel your sweet touch, hear your perfect words and kiss your perfect lips. The way I feel about you some people call it crazy, some call it insane, but I call it true and unconditional love. I really want you. I will marry you. I love you and only you and want you and only you - I could never have even imagined or wished for such a blessing when it comes to you and me being together and how lucky we are to be in love.

Honey, I love you so very much and I hope this reassures you.

Kate

Letter 7

I do not know how to express the conflicting emotions that have surged like a storm through my heart all night long. I only know that first and foremost in all my thoughts has been the glorious confirmation you gave me since we have met on here - without effort, unconsciously, of course - of all I have ever thought of your mind and heart.

You have the greatest soul, the noblest nature, the sweetest, most loving heart I have ever known, and my love and admiration for you have increased so much since we've known each other that it still amazes me.

You are more wonderful and lovely in my eyes than you ever were before; and my pride and joy and gratitude that you should love me with such a perfect love are beyond all expression.I will always be your Valentine everyday by day,you show me how to care for a woman and my heart desire you so much honey,keep it up very soon something good going to happen between us.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY MY LOVE,HOPE YOU HAD FUN TODAY?

Love Always,

Kate

Letter 8

Are you in rush?
Why don't us take things easy and take it step by step?
Don't rush me i know how you feel for me in your heart but,let the time tell don't be in a rush.
What i know is that very soon we are going to meet we just need to take things easy.
Now you are telling me this bullish,that means you want to give up right?
You don't have to rush me let me take my time and see when it will be comfortable for me to see each other but, if you think it a bullshit i don't know what to say again.