Letter(s) to Tim (USA)

Letter 1

Tim, thank you for having responded to my message. My name is Olga. I am 29 years old. I am sociable and cheerful person. But my life is like a night sky without stars. Since the in my life not have the most main, love. In search of a man all my life, I came to the site match.com. It seems to me to communicate through letters, very romantic, as well as it allows much better to know a person before the meeting. I have already communicated via the Internet, but it was not successful, since the men were asked to send them my naked photos, for me it was the first sign of their dalliance. And on this I stopped communicating with them. I think you will agree with me that that is not a decent girl when such will not send pictures e mail. Tim I straightforward and honest person, I am looking only serious relationship only real feelings. I think to build a relationship, it is not an easy task and if you are ready for it, then I'll be happy to continue talking to you. Tim, if for you, it's just entertainment, I do not see any reason to continue our conversation. I apologize if I offended you something. But there is no time for games. Waiting for your answer! Olga.

Letter 2

Tim, I'm glad to see your letter. I am glad that we are the same in the search, and you're as well are looking a serious relationship. Now we can begin to learn more about each other. Tim I am sure that to me will be very interested in communication with you. I would like to know everything that you're willing to tell us about themselves and their lives. Tim, as I already told you I'm 29 years old. I was born on May 15, 1985. Tim, when's your birthday? My height is 172 centimeters, my weight is 58 kg. I love to read, listen to music and knit. I like green color. I live in Yurga. It is in Siberia. I understand that you're surprised that my profile said that I live in the USA. But unfortunately, when I tried to register my profile, I would like to specify that I live in Russia. But this could not be done, and therefore I had to to specify not a real place of residence. I'm sorry that it happened, and I did not want to deceive you in this. I hope this does not become a problem for our communication. And our distance will not prevent our acquaintance. I've never been married, but had a relationship in the past. These relationship ended more than six years ago. It was a bitter experience, but I learned a lot of lessons for yourself. After that, I did not have any relationships with men. For the past year and a half I have been working in a social service. The essence of my work is to improve living conditions of pensioners and children from disadvantaged families. My job is responsible and takes away a lot of effort, I often get nervous and worry. But when I see the results of their work, and feel that bring benefit to people - it brings a smile to my face. And in general, I always try to smile. Many people think that I am a very happy person, but in fact it is not so.
Often when I come home from work, I feel a sense of loneliness. I think that loneliness and happiness are the two incompatible things. I am missing next to me a strong man with whom I could feel a small, fragile girl. Tim I would wanted to meet man with whom we loved each other madly. Our love was like a flight from which breathtaking and bewitches spirit. I do believe all my heart that I would meet such a man.
Because love this most important thing in life! And I do not believe those who say that love passes. love is eternal! It dies only when a loving heart stops beating. What thinkest thou about this Tim? Do you believe in everlasting love? I look forward to your early reply!
Olga

Letter 3

Hello!! This is Olga! Today I went to the library, I wanted to check my mail, but I could not get your letter! Contact the administrator of the library, and he said that my mailbox is not working. I asked the administrator to make me a new box, and it has made me a new mailbox olga.alone85@mail.ru. I would like to continue our dialogue. I'll wait for your letter and I hope that when I come to the library tomorrow, I'll get your answer in my new mailbox. And we will continue our dialogue.

Letter 4







Hello! Tim, I'm glad to see your response. How was your day? How's the weather in your city? My day went well today. I think we should write to each other more, that get to know each other better. Today I want to tell you more about my life. I told you, I was born and raised in Bolotnoe. In 2003, I graduated from high school. I decided to choose my profession. I always wanted to make a better world, to help people.
talked to my mom, I went to study in Yurga, Gosudarstvennyi Tekhnologicheskii Institute. I chose the profession of sociologist. In 2008, I graduated from the institute. After graduation, I returned to my hometown. I wanted to be closer to my Mom. Therefore looking for a job in a Bolotnoe. But could not find a job. After that I decided to go back to Yurga. This city more than a Bolotnoe. And I was easier to find a job. I collected things and moved to Yurga. Arriving in Yurga, I settled to live in a hostel, after I went to the unemployment office and left there my resume. Labor exchange, it recruitment agency. I long could not find anything, and I had to work as a waitress in a cafe. It was very hard work, but it allowed me to make money on the existence of. Four months later I was offered a job in the housing and communal services, to the post of "public employee". I was very pleased with this proposal, and I got a job in the housing and communal services. I worked in this company for six years, before its closing. After that I had to look for a job again, and I found her in a social service, where I work, to this day. Brings me pleasure my job. I think I chose the profession very successfully, it allows me to be implemented. It seems to me that self-actualization is a very important thing, because it allows you to really feel life. Tim, And by whom you work? What is your profession? Do you think that it suits you? Tim, I hope that my letter today allowed you to imagine my life a little better. I will wait for your next letter and I hope that you also gonna tell me more about your biography.
Olga

P.S. These photos have been made in October 2014. In these photos it is shown when I was on work. Tim, that day we prepared for a concert.
The concert has been devoted to children. There were various fantastic representations and all competitions. Tim, all liked a concert., at a concert large families were Tim. There were children from Children's home. There were many children. They liked a concert. Tim, and you like to go on concerts. You when not be appeared on stage?

Letter 5

I'm glad to see your response. Tim, I am pleased that we communicate and find much in common. I would love to know more about you. Tim thanks that has told to me about you. It was very interesting to me to learn about where you studied and worked. It is very interesting. And it allows me to learn you better. In fact than more we shall tell about us. That we shall be better to learn each other. And then we shall know to what will result us our dialogue. You agree with me in it? In my letter today I want to tell you about my family and my close people. I was born and raised in a family of a military officer and a dressmaker. My dad name is Vladimir and my mother's name Zinaida.
Father dedicated his life to service in the army. In 1987, during the war in Afghanistan, he was killed. Then I was young and do not remember my dad, basically what I know about him me told my mom. Mum told me that my father was a very strong and brave man, he did not know compromises and always fought for truth and justice. He was a true patriot of his country. Mom told me that when I was born, he left the army, as very afraid to leave us alone.But after the war in Afghanistan was killed his close friend, he could no longer stay at home, he does not sleep at night, stopped eating, my mother seen his worries and how he suffered from its inaction. He could not remain on the sidelines, and in 1986 went to Afghanistan. He wrote letters to my mother and told that he is doing well, but in June 1987, came to our home the Chief of Staff told that father was killed on a mission. I distinctly remember this moment, but I do not want to believe it and repeatedly said mom that dad will come back soon. Even after we buried him in my heart lived the hope that it's not true. Only becoming the more adult, I finally realized that no longer when not see my dad. After his father died, my mother long could not to recover. It was a very difficult period in our lives. We are madly in love with his mother's father, and for a long time could not accept the the loss of. But my mother is a very strong woman, she tried to make our lives improved, and tried to do everything to give me a good education. I remember when she worked at a textile factory, and after working late, sewing clothes at home, for sale. I tried to help her in everything, we went together with her to the market that would sell these things.My mom taught me to be strong and never give up, no matter how difficult it was. She always told me that our dad is looking at us from heaven, and we should not to upset him. I am extremely grateful to my mother for what she has done for me. She taught me many things. I know how hard she was, I saw it. She has always been and will be an ideal of a real woman. Now my mother is 61 years old, six years ago, she retired. But all still does not stop working, she says that he can not sit idle.
Mom often pleases me personally stitched dresses. I try to visit her as often as possible. Tim, for me, my mom is the closest and most expensive person. I'm madly in love with her ??and value her. She is not only my mom, but she and my closest friend. I can talk to her on any topic, and I know that she always support me and give the right advice. Now my mother lives with her older sister her name is Valentina.
Valentina, was married, but she has never had children, after her husband's death she moved to live with my mom. Valentina, now 67 years old, she is a lovely person and very tasty prepares. I'm sure you would have loved her pancakes with blueberries. I hope that you was interesting to learn about my family. I hope that you will tell me more about your family in the following letters. To my letter I put a photo on which you can see my dad. This photo was taken when I was 1 year. Last picture of me, my Mom and Dad together. Unfortunately the other photos I have no father. Tim, I will wait for your answer.
Your friend Olga.

Letter 6

Tim, today I have a very busy day. In the morning I started to have an adventure in the beginning on the way to work I broke a heel, and I had to go home because of this I almost late for work. I really do not like to be late. And so I had to run, not to be late. You just imagine, morning, people are half asleep, plod to work, And here runs the girl in heels. Perhaps passersby thought I was crazy. Tim, I was very very funny, but I could not be late. That's the way to start the morning, this crazy day! Tim I condole with death of your parents. I understand as it hard. Tim thanks that has told to me about you. It was very interesting to me to learn about where you studied and worked.
It is very interesting. And it allows me to learn you better. In fact than more we shall tell about us. That we shall be better to learn each other. And then we shall know to what will result us our dialogue. You agree with me in it? I'll tell you more about my work, so that you understand what I do. As I already told you, I work in social services. At me irregular work schedule, sometimes I work from 8.00 am to 19.00 pm. I work five days a week. But sometimes I have to work on weekends. Tim, my post called "Specialist in social work?. My job is to check the conditions of life of seniors, if necessary, to provide them with various kinds of assistance. I myself coming to my customers home. Sometimes it's cleaning their homes, sometimes delivery of necessary food and medicine, and sometimes I just sit for hours with my wards and talk to them about life. Because the people I visit basically are lonely and they do not even have anyone to talk. I love to hear stories of their lives, it gives me a lot of lessons for. Tim, I love my job because I have the opportunity to benefit people. Of course my job, like any other has its difficulties. Many people do not know how to appreciate the help that they are afforded. For example, today I was visiting an old man. His name is Valentin. He has a very nasty character. To him always something not like, today he started to scold me for being I did not bring him vodka. I explained that our company does not provide such services, and that he can not drink vodka, because his health is very weak, and he could die.But he began to shout obscenities at me. I was very upset that he was so relates about the care him. With such situations, I encountered very often, the first time I cried often. But then I learned to treat this a little simpler. Tim, I hope you understand me what my job. Tim, Tell me, in your country have similar service? I would be very interesting if you tell more about your job. I look forward to your prompt reply! Olga

P.S. I send you one more picture made this summer. In a photo I and Sveta. We went to that evening on walk with Yulia. It was a pity Yulia the photographer and has not got in the staff together with us. To us very much to like to walk on city. That day we went to park, and have then decided to go to cafe. In cafe we ate ice-cream. To me has very much liked in that put walk. You walk on the city?

Letter 7

Tim, how your day today? I'm glad to see your answer. I like to talk to you. You're a very interesting person to talk. I have many hobbies.
Tim I like to listen to music. I prefer classical compositions. Such as songs of angels. Mozart. Or Seasons at Vivaldi. As I very much like to read romantic books, I love driving on roller skates. Run on skis, a bicycle. At me it is a lot of hobbies than I can borrow at leisure.
And among them Reading and Knitting are allocated most strongly only. Tim my growth of 173 centimeters. Simply sometimes I dress shoes on a high heel. And consequently my growth seems to greater. Tim I think that in life there are two most important things are love and friendship. Both of these feelings we feel for the people that over time appear in our lives. True love in everyone's life alone, and I think that real friends may not be much. Next to me there are people who I would call real friends. And I'm thankful for being she gave me their. My closest girlfriends name is Yulia, Elena, Sveta. With Yulia, we are familiar with from childhood.We went to school together and lived in the neighborhood. Now Yulia, also lives in Yurga. She is married and works as a teacher at the school. With Elena, I had met at the institute. We studied together with her in one group. Now Elena, lives in Surgut, she married for the second time. Her first marriage proved unsuccessful because her husband is very often drank, she divorced him a few years ago. Now she is married to a second man, and very happy.
Last time I met with Elena, three months ago, she was coming to visit me. With Sveta, we work together. She is very nice and sympathetic person. When I started working, I often faced with difficult situations that do not know what to do. Sveta, always gave me valuable advice and supported me morally. She works in our office psychologist. She is now 37 years old, she is married and has two children, a boy and girl. Tim, I'm sure if you saw Yulia, Elena, Sveta, they would have liked you. They are really lovely people. For me, they are very important. I appreciate their support and is always ready to come to help them. I hope that to you was interesting to learn about my friends. I send you pic. These are pic me and my friend Yulia and Sveta. I hope you were pleased to see my pictures with my friends I will wait for your answer. I hope you can tell me more about your friends.
Your friend Olga.

Letter 8

Tim, with each of our letter, we are getting closer to each other. I really like the fact that we have a dialogue of. I am genuinely interested to learn about you, I very much hope that the feeling is mutual. Tim I think that if you will listen Mozart, Vivaldi or Bah. You can estimate beauty of melodies which the composer tries to transfer. Vivaldi have a composition: " Seasons! " And in this composition it is possible to understand very well melodies of Summer, Autumn, Winter and Spring. When you listen to it, you understand that the composer felt. It is wonderful. Tim if you wish to tell to me more about your friends I not against it. It is interesting to me to learn all about you and your life. And consequently I shall be glad to read more about your friends. But if you will want to tell to me about your childhood or can be about your children's dream, I shall be glad to read it even more. As I already told you I'm an open person, and I do not like when there is vagueness in dialogue. I want to tell you about my past relationships. I was not pleased this topic, but I think that you should know about it. Tim, I already told you in 2002, I entered the institute. Then the I was 17 years old. At the time many of my girlfriends have already been men. Above me, sometimes even laughing that I'm 18 years old soon and I do not even when you do not kiss. I was not trying to meet a guy, and I thought it was for me very early. The institute conducted once a year proms. At these events, chose the king and queen. I was always very shy girl, and never tried to be the center of attention. It was a great surprise when I was chosen by Queen. I rested against at the beginning and did not want to go on stage, but my girlfriend almost forcibly sent me there. After that, they announced the name of the king was Maksim, and we had to dance. I remember how I was this embarrassing, I do not even when not dancing with a man. I remember that I blushed and ran away from there. Then I cried all evening in the room. I was very ashamed of myself. Elena, calmed me down, we had a long talk with her, and I forgot about it a bad time. The next day, Maksim, came to our group with flowers and invited me to go on a date, I refused him in this. After that he had long courted me, and tried to get my attention. Then I was still too naive and thought that to it I have a feeling of love, we began to meet with him when I was 19 years old. At the beginning of our relationship everything was fine, we understand and respect each other. But when we switched to the latter course, he began to drink frequently, he shirked lessons. At the Institute was a question about his dismissal. Then I offered him rectify the situation and began to help in studying lessons. At that time I lived in a dormitory with girlfriends. Maksim, often came into my room, and I helped him to study those subjects on which it lagged behind the overall program. Then one day came to my room, I saw Maksim, and one of my girlfriends, her name Darya, together in bed. My heart stopped, I was insanely hurt from what he saw. I ran away from there! I do not want to go back there and see their faces.
It was hard to realize that the man who spoke to me of love, looking into his eyes, I exchanged my girlfriend. I could not believe the fact that Darya betrayed me. Because we lived together with her for five years and I always tried to help her in everything. I never wanted to her any harm. I've been worried at what had happened, I moved to a different room and avoided any meetings with Maksim, and Darya. A week later, I drove home and talked about the situation with my mother. Then she gave me a very valuable advice. She said that if they have done so with you, then your relationship was not real. What was not not any love and friendship. She advised to just forget this situation and continue to live further. And I did, as my mom said. but for myself, I realized the fact that if I start a new relationship with a man only to be older than me, which passed already a lot in life, and I realized what kind of things you need to to really appreciate. Tim, For me the most important thing in a relationship is honesty sincerity and confidence that the person with whom you are close. Tim, also important for you these things? What is important to you in relationships between people? I understand that maybe for you it was an unpleasant topic of conversation, but I want, what would you knew everything about me. I do not want that to between us, some secrets. I hope you agree with me in this. Your friend Olga

Letter 9

Hello Tim!!! How is your day today? What were you doing? Tim you were very a pity to me that as is injured in the past. It really is very sad. And it is very bad. But I am assured that you are worthy the best. Also that in the future you will be happy for all those insults that occured to you. Tim that you so have in detail told thanks me about your last life and about your attitudes. I understand your experiences.
And I am really amazed with what you were. In Russia now all becomes perfect another. Guys from teenage age already wish to have sex as soon as possible to brag to contempoparies it. I think that it silly. Many simply do not understand as as. Also do many silly acts because of nonsense. I would wanted you to know more about Russia. We have a saying that in order to understand the Russian need to live in it. I will try as much as possible to explain to you what life is like in my country. Russia - it is the largest country in the world, we have 83 state. In Russia there are 180 different nations. And every one of them has its own history, its own culture, their language and their traditions. All together, this is one big and great history of Russia. We have many fine poets A.S. Pushkin, S.A. Yesenin, L.N. Tolstoy. You heard about them? In Russia, many different crafts and trades. Photos of some of them I will put to his letter. The first photo, which I will send to you - it valenki. This Old Russian shoes, and the second is gzhel khokhloma - a kind of painting objects. This is a few things that are associated with Russia. I hope you will be interested in this. Often shown on TV programs about how foreigners relate towards our country. You know sometimes it makes you laugh. Many mistaken in his statements about Russia. Yes, Russia has a lot of problems. But in the present beautiful country Russia. I love Russia, with all its advantages and disadvantages. And I think every citizen of his country should love his homeland. Tim how do you think I am right in this? I hope that you were interested in today's topic of conversation, and we can continue the dialogue. I also would be interested to learn more about your country.
Sincerely Olga.

p.s. I wrote a poem by A.S. Pushkin. " Winter Morning "

Frost and sun; a wonderful day!
Else did you doze, friend adorable-
It is time, beauty, wake up:
Open your eyes are closed bliss
Towards the north of Aurora,
Northstar appear!

in the evening, you remember, the blizzard was angry,
In the muddy sky the haze rushed;
The moon, as a pale spot,
Through clouds gloomy turned yellow,
And you sad sat-
And now..... Have a look in a window:

Under blue heavens
Magnificent carpets,
Shining on the sun, a snow lays;
The transparent wood one blackens,
And the fur-tree through hoarfrost turns green,
And the small river under an ice shines.

All room amber shine
It is lit up. A cheerful crash
The flooded furnace cracks.
It is pleasant to think at a stove bench.
But you know: whether to order in sled
mare brown harness?

Sliding on a morning snow,
The friend the darling, we shall be betraid to run
Impatient horse
Also we shall visit fields empty,
Woods, recently so dense,
And coast, lovely for me.

Letter 10

Tim How was your day? How are you feeling? I have many hobbies. Tim I like to listen to music. I prefer classical compositions. Such as songs of angels. Mozart. Or Seasons at Vivaldi. As I very much like to read romantic books, I love driving on roller skates. Run on skis, a bicycle. At me it is a lot of hobbies than I can borrow at leisure. And among them Reading and Knitting are allocated most strongly only.
Tim thanks that has written to me this poem. It was pleasant to me to read through it from you. Today is my day went very well. Since the morning I was in a good mood. I woke up and looked out the window, had great weather. Is said that as you start the day, so spend it. I love it when my morning starts with a smile. I read in the book cognitive, that people even in an unpleasant situation should tell yourself about what could be worse than now. On the one hand it looks funny. Tim, but it really helps to motivate yourself and not get upset over nothing.
I love to read, and often I come across books that discuss the worldview of people, their attitude to the problems. Tim,Tell me how you feel about the problems in life? What helps you to fight and not to give up in difficult situations? You share with someone your thoughts and feelings? Personally, I can not keep all the problems in yourself. I'm talking about almost everything with my mom, or Yulia. Today I just met with Yulia at the grocery store. We were very glad to meet, and went to have a snack.We talked about what new has happened since our last meeting. Yulia, married, she and her husband wanted to have a baby, finally pregnant Yulia. She said that already the second month of pregnancy. I was very happy about this news, I congratulated her with such a significant event. We then had a long talk about the past.Tim, I told Yulia, that I communicate with you. She started to question me about you. I told her that I love to communicate with you, and that you are a very decent man. She told me to be cautious and that many have heard bad stories about girls who marry foreigners. She began to tell me various unpleasant story, but I stopped her and asked never to raise this conversation. I explained to Yulia, that should not worry about me, you're a very nice person, besides, we currently just learn about each other. Tim, No offense to Yulia, she's just worried about me. Yulia, a very nice, kind and sympathetic person, she always supports me in difficult times, and exerts concern for me. I hope that you will understand her feelings. Tim, and you talked with someone about what you write me? If yes, I would like to know the opinion of your friends and family about our communication with you. Our loved ones, always take care of us, and trying to warn us, I always listen to their opinions, but I do so as I see fit. Because it's my life and live it to me. I am deeply confident that we are building their own destiny.
And everything in our life depends only on us! At the end of our conversation, Yulia, invited me to her next week. She said she wanted me to entertain a new dish homemade. I also love to cook, and we often share experiences with her. Tim, I would like also to surprise than Yulia, could you tell me about the kitchen in the United States, and give some recipe? I would have been very grateful to you. At this point I will finish my letter, I hope you're doing well, and soon I will see your answer. Your friend Olga.

Letter 11

Tim,how was your day? Imagine, today I came to the library, opened a my mail, and I had a letter from a stranger to my e mail address. I thought it was you wrote to me from another e mail, but opening letter, I realized that it is written by one of those men who wrote to me before. In his letter, he again requested to send me naked pics and called names robot. I not understand what he meant. But to me it not interesting. I removed his letter. I hope that he will not write me. I am very surprised by some of the insolence of men, how can ask the girl naked photo? Really a man does not understand that he offends this honest woman. Perhaps something I do not understand this. But my upbringing would have never has allowed to take this step. How? How this can be done? Because a woman must belong to only one man, and only be his. So I brought up my mom, and I am sure that it is correct.Much in the world is changing, I think that gradually people are going crazy. Lost sense of conscience, shame, modesty, fidelity, even to me sometimes think that many people have forgotten how to love. Such bright feelings are gradually being replaced, what is false values. People are gradually becoming heartless! Tim, I am very grateful to my mother for being she gave me good upbringing, maybe I'm a little old fashioned, but I know that I have a heart! I know that my conscience is clear. I know that I have people who genuinely love me. And for me this is important!!! Understand, I search for the man which will be known that such with love and care. I search for the one who can make me happy. I search for the man with which I shall feel love and care. It is not necessary for me that another, only love. Love the best happiness in this world. And I want that me loved on the present. That the man was true to me and has not betraid me for the sake of other woman. It is important for me. All rest has no what value for me. You understand it? Tim you are for me special the man. To me dialogue with you is very pleasant. And I am glad that I have started to communicate with you, but I think that we should suffer a little and hardly it is better to learn each other. And then we can precisely learn to what it goes. And then I can tell what feelings I to you I test. I hope you will understand me in it. Also you would will give me a few time that I have thought of all. Tim, tomorrow January 27., birthday my aunt Valentina. I took a day off work, and go to them in the Bolotnoe, to surprise. I made my aunt gift, flower room "eucalyptus". This flower possesses a rich aroma and allows to leave the air in the room clean and fresh. I'm sure she'll love this gift because she loves indoor plants. I hope I'm not mistaken with a choice. Tim, on this I will finish my letter, I have to go on the bus to go to Bolotnoe. I'm sorry, today I not take photos with them, as in a hurry. I hope you're not too upset. I'll wait for your next letter. Your friend Olga.

Letter 12

Tim!!!! I'm glad to see your response. As I told you, I went to Bolotnoe. Now I had just returned to Yurga. I traveled perfectly. Valentina, loved my gift. She said she would put "eucalyptus" next to her bed. Tim, I was very pleased to see the smile of Aunt. It seems to me that in life the most enjoyable, is to see how happy your loved ones. I had a great time, my mother, at the beginning we were preparing the gala dinner. It was fun. We prepared salad Olivier, pot roast for the second, and cake for dessert. Everything was very tasty. I especially liked the cake, we cook it prescription mom. It's called "fallen leaves?. This cake is assembled from a plurality of cakes and covered with a special cream. Tim, you love sweets? If yes, then this cake you'd have liked. Tim, Tell me, would you like to try it? After we set the table, we started a gala dinner. Aunt very intelligent person, she worked as a school teacher of Russian language and literature. She read us poems A.S. Pushkin, and S.A. Esenin. I sometimes think that she knows all Russian poetry by heart. After mom and Valentina, started asking me about my life, what happened in my life new. I told them that met with you.They were very surprised that have now appeared such possibilities and the fact that I talk with a man from another country. Mom started asking me about you, I told you a very nice person that you are a very good, interesting and nice man. Mom said that I will never forget about upbringing which she gave me, and that I was always a decent girl.As well mom told that she was glad that I finally decided to build relationships and family. She advised to do what my heart tells me. She asked the next time bring your photos. I promised what I will do it. Tim, you do not mind this? Tim I understand that for the last some years weather has started to change and you very often have snow storms. Tim I think that this all is connected with change of a climate of the ground. Tim at me when there were no naked pictures on a site of acquaintances and I when did not send it to whom. Tim I shall try to describe to you that, on what my room in a hostel is similar. Tim when you open a door, before you there is a small room, in length of 5 meters, at width of 3 meters. As soon as you come, on the right the wall will have a small case and a hanger on which I hang up the clothes. There is as a small mirror, that it would be possible to be looked at itself before going on street. If to look on the left you can see very small kitchen. I do not have bowl and other, but there is a small little table, and chairs, above a little table 2 small lockers in which I store the utensils, and various groats or food stuffs hang. Hardly more to the right of my little table there is a small refrigerator in which I can store the products. Tim after a refrigerator there is a single bed on which I sleep. On the right after a case for clothes there is very small drawing room, there there is a small angular sofa, and there is a small coffee table, that we could sit with girlfriends and has a drink tea. In the right distant corner of my room there is a small support for the TV, and on it there is a small old TV. I sometimes look news. Tim above my bed 3 book shelfs hang, they fasten to a wall, and I have a rather big library of my books. I very much like to read. And on it at me is available about 150 various books. I have read through all of them already for a long time, and now I change the books on new which I did not read earlier. Shelfs for books are made of a tree. On walls "wall-papers" are pasted. It is a paper covered by patterns, what to glue on a wall. Also that the wall would not be empty I has hung up some pictures. Mainly it that I drew itself, or that gave me on mine birthday. As near to the TV there is a small case for bed-clothes. At me very small room. But I have tried to put all so, that I would have a place for movement, and that the room would not be very empty, and seem very cosy. I live here 6 years, and for these years I could make all so, that it would be convenient me. Tim I hope that I could describe in detail for you my room, and you now know about how my room looks? Tim, nearly has not forgotten, on a ceiling at me the small luster, with one bulb hangs, it suffices me quite. Tim here now I have described everything, that is in my room and as it is located. Tim I when was not in other countries. I would like to visit once Italy. And to see many other beautiful countries. But unfortunately at me is not present so a lot of free time to travel to other countries. And consequently all my travel were only across Russia. Tim, My mom says they have to stay overnight. But I went back to Yurga, since there want to leave your letter unanswered. Tim, I am very pleased that I'm familiar with you, I am very interested in your writing and your life. Tim, on this I will finish my letter, I hope to see your answer tomorrow. Olga

Letter 13

How was your day today? How did you weather? Tim the girl beside with me my girlfriend. To it of 28 years. She it is simple very small growth. Therefore she it seems such young. At us in Russia many low girls. I have many hobbies. Tim I like to listen to music. I prefer classical compositions. Such as songs of angels. Mozart. Or Seasons at Vivaldi. As I very much like to read romantic books, I love driving on roller skates. Run on skis, a bicycle. At me it is a lot of hobbies than I can borrow at leisure. And among them Reading and Knitting are allocated most strongly only. Tim my city Yurga. I live in City Yurga. Tim, you know, today the whole day in my head, were spinning words my mom. She told me that when you meet your fate in life can change absolutely everything. And we must be ready to these changes. She told me a story about how they met with Dad. At the time, my mother lived with her parents in Orenburg. She studied a freshman in technical school.
And one day at the dance she met her father. Mom says I remember his image, big, strong, handsome man, she could not take my eyes off him.
My father also noticed mom and walked over to her, that would to invite to dance. After my mother accepted his proposal, they swirled in the dance of love. My father was 12 years older than mothers. At that time he was already an officer in the Soviet Army. And after half a year of dating, he was sent to serve in Bolotnoe. In order to be with her father, mom had to leave technical school and go to Bolotnoe. My mother told me about how not easy to be the wife of the military, but she never regretted having left home and school in order to be with him. If you could only see her eyes when she told me this. Mom said that next to his father she was happy every day, every minute. It's really big and difficult step to change your life for the to be with someone you love. All today I was thinking about the fact I could go for it. It's really not an easy decision, but I would have done exactly the same. Tim, and you would be able to leave everything in order to be with his beloved? Would you be able to start life anew? I send you pictures. It has been made in the autumn. We with Yulia went to park, and have decided to sweep on a big wheel. You love it? I very much like it. Because it is possible to take pleasure in beauty of city. When you sit and you look, all city as on a palm. And it is very beautiful. I hope that you will like these pictures. I'll wait for your next letter. I hope that you will answer my questions, for me it's important.
Your friend Olga

Letter 14

Tim, I'm glad to see your answer! Tim I understand that if mine the man will live in other country to me will have to go to it. And I understand that to me will have to leave my Mum and my country, to me will have to leave all for the sake of mine the man. Tim I am ready to it. In fact I search for love. I search for happiness and I know that I can be happy only with mine the beloved and consequently I am ready to leave all for the sake of love. I am ready to it. Tim, Today I had a very stressful day at work. In the morning I went to check the Smirnov family. That of many children, dysfunctional family. They are on my accounting. I visit them once every two weeks, in order to check that their living conditions, children's health, as well as the mother's condition. They live without a father, he left them two years ago.
Galina now, so call the mother of the family, often drank. I am very sorry for her children. I try to explain to Galina, that she pulled herself together and felt sorry for her children, but she did not listen to me. A month ago, her wanted be deprived of parental rights. But then the she promised the court that will be corrected. Today when I went to him, I been surprised to find For how many everything has changed.Galina tidied up the apartment, her children were neatly dressed and smiled at me. They had lunch ready, and they invited me to the table. I accepted their invitation. Over lunch Galina thanked me for what I opened her eyes to her situation. She told me that she was very upset that her husband left them and was very afraid that there was one with all the problems. I am very glad that Galina found the strength and get out of this difficult situation. After dinner and thanking them, I left the table and headed for the door, but I caught up with Anna, the eldest daughter Galina. Anna told me that they are very grateful that I have returned them to their mother, and handed me a folded piece of paper. She asked me not to forget them and go to visit them. I promised that I will be sure to visit them. When I stepped home, I unfolded the sheet, it was drawing. It was a picture of their family. Downstairs was written "Aunt Olga". It really touched me and made to cry! So nice to feel the right person! Today, I am once again convinced of the necessity of my work, and it importance for people. I believe in that the family Smirnovyh now everything will be fine. Tim, Tell me, how was your day today? What did you do?
Your friend Olga

Letter 15

Hello dr. Tim!!! Tim I think that you have chosen very good work. In fact you do very fine houses. And you enjoy it. And it is fine. It is very important for a happy life. The main thing that you love the work and it brings to you pleasure and happiness. And it is really important. Tim I think that I have passed one of your pictures. And I enjoy viewing of your pictures. Girls beside with me my girlfriends.
Yesterday I could not fall asleep long time. On the way out of the library, I met Maksim. I walked past him, and my heart did not falter.
Maybe earlier I would gave this meeting some value. But now I'm even for a moment, not thought about it, and those dark memories. I went home and pondered over what changed my mind. Tim, you know many of my colleagues say that on my face never fading smile and I became even more energetic. Tim, I had not even thought about it, but yesterday after meeting with Maksim, I realized that really changed very much.
Tim, if I had met Maksim before, then I would think again was going through those bad memories. But now everything is different, and I did not mean to be sad. Tim, you helped me forget about the past relationships. I learned to see many negative things from the other side. I'm sure this has helped me to you! Tim, you are open-minded person, you're madly cheerful and wise. I learned a lot from you. Communicating with you gives me confidence and makes me feel like a princess. I never felt so much worries and attention to male in my address. It is very nice to! Tim, I'm sure that any woman next to you would be happy. You are exceptional man, I am surprised by how much great your heart and how you are kind. People like you are very few, and I'm very glad that I have the honor to communicate with you. At this point I will finish my letter. Tim, I want to say thank you! Thank you for what you came into my life! I never had a friend like you. You are a great man and a wonderful man.
Olga

P.S. One more my picture made in the summer. Now in the street coldly and it is a lot of snow, I love warm and solar weather, therefore I hope that my picture will help you to be warmed these cold winter days.

Letter 16

Hello Tim! Thank you wrote me. Your letters are very important to me. And very important to me to know what you think about me and our communication. Tim, you know I often begin think about how I'm tired of injustice. Tim,I want to create my world with your loved one. I want the in this world were just us. And only our love. That's all I want in life. I do not need anything except the present, true love. After all, love is the most important there is in life! I think that only love can make a person truly happy. Tim, and what is thinkest thou about this? I'm sorry, but today I can not respond well to your letter. At this point I will finish my letter. Today is the anniversary of my grandfather death. On this day, my mother and I are going to honor his memory. Today my mother comes to me, and I need to go now to the station to meet her. I'll wait for your letters!

Letter 17

Tim, I had a nice day, I woke up in a great mood. I have learnt English language at school and institute. And on it I can is free speak in English. Without the help of the translator. Or what or programs. Tim I very long studied English language. For this reason I can write my letters without whose or the help. Tim I studied English language at school and in institute. I learned English language during more than 10 years. Tim I do not know as correctly to write word Bolotnoe. I have written how it is at us in Russia. Possibly in English because of spelling it is necessary to add "Y" in the end. Tim your attempt to write to me in Russian was not successful. Instead of Russian words I have seen hieroglyphs. Here that I have received from you: In In ? ???x????????? ?, With ? With? ??! It has been written instead of Russian words. Possibly it of that we live in the different countries. Write in English that I could read it without problems. Yesterday I met my mom and we went with her home to me. We cooked dinner and sat at the table. Over dinner, we talked a lot about my father. About what he was.
Mom recalled interesting cases from their lives. After mom started asking about you. I told her that we continue to communicate, and I really like you. I told that we understand each other well, and we have a lot in common. I showed my mom your photos. Tim, she thinks you're cute. She gave me advice not to waste time, to do always what the heart feels, and do not hide my feelings. After dinner we went to bed.
Tim, I could not sleep a long time and thought about the words mom. Tim, I really think a lot about you. In my heart you took a very large part. I did not tell you, but I often imagine us together. I think I would have been happy with you. I could not decide long to tell you this. I fear for your reaction. Tim, Understand Issues, you are very similar to a man I was looking for all these years. You're a great friend and I'm afraid of losing you. Tim, I do not know what happens to me, but I think I love you! Tim, I decided to tell you this because I can not any more keep me all these feelings. Tim, Say what you feel me? Who am I to you? Very important to me to know this! I'll look forward to your answer! Your Olga.

Letter 18

Tim, I woke up today incredibly happy, I dreamed of you all that night. Tim, In this dream we were together. You held me by the hand and watched into my eyes. This dream was so realistic that I remember the words that you told me. Tim, you told me ?OLGA I LOVE YOU?. It was perfectly! I did not want this dream was over. And only I woke up and realized that it was just a dream. This dream was fine!!! This dream did not let go with a smile on my face all day. I was looking forward to the time when I go to the library to see your letter. And now I'm sitting, I read your letter, and with my eyes the tears fall. Tim, tears of joy. I am very pleased to read your lines. Your letters, that's all I have from you. But it's all the most beautiful that was with me. Tim, you know I've never been so happy as now. Me again as if 17 years. I feel like I can fly. Tim, I can not tell to you what I feel words. All I want to shout!!! And shout so loud so that you heard me, and heard that I love you! I LOVE YOU TIM! I dare swear! I can feel it with your whole body! I'm sure that you're the man I've been waiting for all my life. I'm sure that only you can make me happy! Tim, I need your love! I only need you! Tim, I now feel as if in a dream.
Suddenly my world of black and white in color became. Tim, I never experienced such wonderful feelings! And I understand that, and finally came into my life love! Love that warms me up inside! Love that could change my life! Tim, thank you for what you there! Thank you for what you taught me to love! How do I want to tell you this nowwhile looking in your eyes! Tim, what if this dream has become a reality? What if we were really together? Tim unfortunately I do not have friends who is able to speak in English, and I had to speak with the teacher of English language to practise my knowledge. But all equally I still need to study much in English language. I do not know many words. And some spelling all is equally not so good. And arrangement of words too suffers a little. Because at us in Russia absolutely other language.
My full name Olga Vladimirovna, I was born in Bolotnoe, on May, 15th 1985. I send you my favorite pictures. I hope you love my pictures.
TIM, MY LOVE, I'LL WAIT FOR YOUR NEXT LETTER IMPATIENTLY! I AM HAPPY, THANK YOU FOR THAT!
Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 19

My love, I'm glad to see your letter! I am happy that my feelings are mutual. I believe that we will be the happiest couple in the world!
Tim, ahead of we have hundreds of years of happiness! And all that's left is to meet up. Tim, I'm grateful to destiny for being it gave us a chance! Tim, you and I have earned the right to love, the right to happiness! We have suffered enough in life, now it's our time! Tim, Now we start our new happy life! Tim. I love you. And I understand it. I understand that I really very strongly love you. I was afraid to let in whom that the heart after once Maksim have betraid me. And after that I could not to admit whom even is close to myself. But you Tim, you could find a key. And you could open a door in my heart. And now it belongs to you. And only to you. Only you one in my heart. And I ask you. Please, protect my heart. I do not want more a pain and suffering. And I trust, I trust that I trust the heart correct to the man. And you will not hurt for me. You promise me it? Tell to me it. I should know that that I was not mistaken in the choice. I very strongly worry.
Tim, I have a wonderful mood today, because today in a dream you came to me! Tim, you know, every time my dreams are becoming more and more realistic! I've never been to the sea! But today, in a dream, I felt that this was. Tim, Today we were the beautiful together on a deserted beach! You just imagine, sea, sun, white sand and of this paradise we! WE ONLY! Just you and me! We lay there and looked at each other, I saw my reflection in your eyes. You whispered something to me, but I could not understand this. I am closer to you, to hear what you're saying. And we merged in a passionate kiss. You caressed my shoulders and hair, you kissed my neck?. Each of your kiss burned me when I opened my eyes, I felt this warmth. Tim, so it was a beautiful dream, I tried to fall asleep again. I wanted to come to be with you again, but sleep I could no longer? Tim, if you knew how much I want this dream to become a reality! I want us to be together. I want to be with you and feel every cell of your body. I do not care how and where we live. Tim, for me the main thing that we were together! That's all I want! Tim, I want to wallow in your arms. I LOVE YOU MY TIM!!! I send you a million kisses! I hope my letter will warm you!
Yours and only yours Olga

Letter 20

Tim, how was your day? My day went off well today. In the morning we had a meeting at work. The meeting lasted until lunch. After lunch, I was engaged a visit to the wards. I went to the family Smirnovyh. Galina was not home, she was at work, but her children met me. They also all good, it made me very has pleased! I talked a bit with the kids and walked on. After I visited Tatiana Sergeevna and Nina Yuryevna. They two women both of them for more than 80 years. Last month, we settled them together in a dormitory, as their homes were not suitable for the conditions of residence. I brought for them food and medicine. I checked their condition, to talk about their health. After Tatjana told me that I sparkle like a diamond in the sun! She noticed that I was extremely happy, and that she had never seen me such! She said that I can not speak for me, and so it is clear that I'm in love. I was surprised and asked her why she was so decided to. She said that person in love is hard to miss. She asked me who is my beloved, and I told her about you, Tim. Tatjana was amazed by the fact that we met through the internet. She was surprised to have reached to what technology and that two people from different countries can seamlessly communicate with each other. I told her that I think about meeting with you. Tatjana said I was doing the right thing and thing to go to call of the heart, in order to be happy. But later into conversation has entered Nina Yuryevna. She said she does not believe in what you can love a man, but have never seeing it. I explained to her that I did not need to see you, I read your letters, I know your thoughts and feel you in my heart what I and sufficient. I told her that for me looks are not important to me important human soul. After all, only a person with a big heart can truly love! Tatjana supported me and asked Nina Yuryevna not mind your own business. Then I said goodbye to them and went to work in order to check whether there I have new applications to visit. New proposals were not, and I went home, on the way I thought about the conversation with Tatiana and Nina. Tim, know, I think that Nina never liked time she thinks about what can love only if there when you see someone. I think that love is enough to feel, and there is no difference how far away you are from each other. Tim, what do you think about this? Tim my beloved. I understand you. I understand that you want, that I have arrived to you. Please, do not take offence at me. But I need time that I could be solved on it. For me it is very serious step. I should receive blessing from my Mum. And as soon as my Mum will allow me to fly to the USA. I shall arrive to you so quickly as soon as it will be possible. Tim I love you. And for me is not present that it is more important than your happiness. Tim I love you, and I trust that my Mum will not be against my travel to you. Tim I love you. Give me a few time for it. And I shall tell to you when I can arrive to you. I'm sending you pic. This was done summer. I hope you like my pic. I LOVE YOU TIM!!! Kisses! I'll wait for your next letter. Know that I miss you very much.
Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 21

Tim, I'm glad to see your answer! Your letters warms my soul and bring a smile to my face. How was your day Tim? How have you weather? I understand that you wish to speak by with me to phone. Also you wish to hear my voice, but I yet do not know ways for this purpose. But I shall try that or to learn. And as soon as I learn about it. I at once shall inform you. Tim, with every day my love for you is getting stronger and stronger. I can no longer think about anything except you. Tim, in my day probably no minutes which was not occupied by you.
You know, I thought a lot about my last letter to you, words, Tatyana. Tim, I think that we really need to meet up. It seems to me that this is necessary for both of us. Tim, at our meeting we will discuss what is happening between us, I think that at a meeting we understand how much we need each other. Tim, you do not think, in my heart there is no doubt about my feelings for you. I am confident that we made ??for each other. But in order for us to to fully experience all that we have for each other, we need to meet up. And what do you think? What do you think about our meeting? Tim, I'm worried about how your relatives will treat me? I will not be unnecessary in your life? I need to know it! I hope that in your next letter you tell me your thoughts on this! As for my family, you can not worry. Tim, my mom as well as my friends were very good to you. Tim, for my family the most important thing that I was happy. But happy, I'll be just you!!! I'll wait for your next letter and answers to my questions! I hope that we wish of the same! I LOVE YOU TIM!!!
Yours and only yours Olga.

P.S. I enclose my letter to the verse, it expresses what I feel about you! I hope you like it!

If every time you crossed my mind
A drop of rain should fall,
We could swim on forever
In the greatest ocean of them all.

If every time I was proud of you
A flower bloomed anew,
I could walk on eternally
In a garden next to you.

If every time I craved your lips
A star was placed in sight,
Darkness would never fall upon
Our love of endless light.

If every time you touched my heart
A bell would somewhere chime,
We could listen ?till the end of days
To the music that?s yours and mine.

My love and heart are yours?
Every time.

Letter 22

I'm glad to see your letter. Thank you for what you wrote me. Tim, I really miss you, I miss you terribly. Only your letters and thoughts of you give a smile to my face. Tim I understand that between our countries very big distinction. Even in numbers. At us all is valid in Centimeters, Celsius and kgs. I not especially understand in your technique of calculation. And consequently it is heavy to me to read sometimes about foot and pound and other. At us it is perfect on another. But I do not think that it will be a problem for us. Tim I work 6 days in a week. Sometimes I work on Sunday. All depends on a degree of employment. Today I woke up early and went to to visit a friend. We sat in her home, had breakfast and decided to go shopping. Tim, I decided to do a little shopping to update my wardrobe. I bought a dress jeans and a few T-shirts. The dress is very beautiful, I'm sure you'll love it. I bought it specifically for our first meeting. Tim, for me, our meeting is very important, I want to look good to you like. So I tried on the dress very long, I tried to choose the most nice. Yulia, said she was tired to go shopping with me and choose. She said that I would never choose things for so long. I told her that I used to buy things for to please me, and now I buy things to like you. And so the choice has become much more difficult. After shopping we went with her to a cafe to drink coffee. After dinner we went home. Tim I send you a picture. I hope you like my pictures. And you will be pleased to see it. Tim, when we are together, we are the happiest couple in the world! Tim, I'll do everything to do with your face smile never disappeared. When you smile, then you are happy if you're happy, and I'm happy! It's a simple formula of our happiness. Tim, Tell me about how you represent our first meeting? I'll look forward to your answer.
Yours and only yours Olga

Letter 23

I am very glad to see your letter, my love! Every word warms my heart and soul. You can not imagine how happy I am to read your lines. My dear, I miss you so much. Thank you that today you wrote me! Tim, I think we need to start moving towards our meeting. In our town there is a travel agency. I will go there to learn about the details of a trip for you. But before I go to a travel agency, I would like to know your full address, and your name. And please tell me your phone number. So I can call you. As soon as I get a chance, I'll try to call you. I think it will be necessary for a travel agency. I hope that you will write to me all the necessary information in the following letter. If you do not want to talk about your address. Then tell me just your full name and your city. Tim, I'm glad we found each other. I am confident that together we will be the happiest couple in the world. I only want you and only your love! Tim, I will soon be in your arms and then we can perform all our dreams. I promise you that your face will never fade smile. I'll do anything to make you happy! I imagine us together, as soon as I close my eyes. Only you in my thoughts! Only love for you in my heart Tim!!! Tim, soon, soon I'll be with you! It's all about what I'm thinking. Tim, I'm sorry, but I have to go now. I'm going to my mother in Bolotnoe, let her know that we decided to meet, and that soon I will go to you. I write to you on return from Bolotnoe. I love you Tim!!!
Kisses!
Olga yours forever Olga

p.s. Tim, please do not forget to write me with the necessary information. Kisses, kiss, kiss!!!

Letter 24

Tim, how was your day today? My day went well today! I recently returned from Bolotnoe. I told my mom that I want to go to you.. Tim, in the early mom cried, she told me it would be very bored. I told her that we will come to visit her. We can do it Tim??? Mom said that, despite the fact that it is strongly experiences, she is very happy for us. Endorsed my step mom. And she said she believes that with you I'll be happy. Tim, for me it was very important to know her opinion. I was very pleased with her reaction to my news. Tim, you know, you really like my mom. She speaks very positively about you. Mom said to tell you hello!!! Tim, after I returned from Bolotnoe, I immediately went to the library to write you a letter. Tim that has told thanks me about that as well as that I should do, but I think that to me will be easier to go to travel agency and to make all it at them. What do you think of it? In a photo a number with me was my Mum. She became very old and wrinkles already speak about age. I'm glad that soon we will not have to write letters, and all that we feel we can say, looking into each other's eyes. I love you madly Tim!!! I am happy that soon I'll be with you! Tomorrow I'm going to find out what will be required to travel to you. Tim I send you some of my pictures, so you can enjoy it. I hope that soon we will no longer have to send each other pictures, and we will be able to see us in reality. I'm sending you millions of kisses, let them warm you this night! And soon, very soon, I'll warm you! I look forward to your next letter. I hope to get it soon!
Yours and only yours Olga

Letter 25

TIM, FORGIVE ME! Sorry that I have to write this letter to you! Tim, I can not come to you! Tim, forgive me! In my eyes the do not dry tears! I can not calm down. Tim, in the travel agency told me the cost of travel to you! This is much more than I expected! I do not have such funds! I can not find such a huge sum! Tim, I do not know what to do now. My heart is torn apart from the pain. This pain is unbearable, I can not breathe on its. I do not want to lose you! I can not live without you! I do not need my life if it will not be you! But how to overcome the distance that separates us, I do not know! Tim, I had never traveled! I'm so stupid, thinking that my savings enough! I'm afraid to think how you'd be upset after reading my letter! Now I sit and cry! I am very angry at myself! Sorry that I hurt you!
I did not want! I'm sorry I did not keep my promises! I am ready to devote myself to you all! But you're thousands of miles away from me!
What? What can I do?! For me that these tortures!? What did I do wrong? All I want is to love and be loved! All that I can ask you now, is to find forgiveness in your heart for me! Tim, I can not live and know that you hate me! I can not do so! Forgive me my love! I am doubtful what I ought to do....

Letter 26

Tim, I read your today's letter, and from my eyes tears flow. But it is tears not grief, and tear of pleasure! I am glad, that I see your letter. Tim, thanks, that you have not left me! Thanks that you just as I want our meeting and is ready to struggle for our future! Tim, understand, when to me have informed cost in trips to you, for me a life as if has stopped! I did not know, that to me to do! I could not calm down since have learned, that I can not arrive to you Tim, I did not sleep today all the night long! I thought of us how we could be happy! I cried all this time! To me have explained in travel agency, that for a trip to you it is necessary to make documents and to buy tickets Cost of necessary documents makes 830 dollars. Into this cost enters:
1. The passport for travel abroad of 90 dollars
2. The tourist visa of 190 dollars
3. Travel up to Moscow 255 dollars
4. Residing at Moscow 215 dollars
5. Medical survey of 80 dollars
And cost of one ticket will be makes 500-800 dollars, depending on the airport in which it is necessary to fly. For me it is the huge sum. I cannot find it. All that at me is in my savings of 140 dollars! It would be necessary for me to find 690 dollars more only for that what to start to do documents. It is the huge sum for me. To me it was very heavy, but your today's letter has facilitated my sufferings! That you me have not left thanks and give me hope, that we shall be together! But I do not understand that to me now to do! In fact between us huge distance! To me it is sick from that that now our happiness depends only on me. Tim, I would make all what to be with you, but now I am powerless. Forgive me! I cannot think there is nothing, except for you. Tim, thanks you for the present and pure love! Tim, certainly, I am ready to struggle for our love, but I do not see now decisions of this problem. Tim, I am ready to make everything what to be with you. But what I can make? Tell to me, and I shall do it! I because of all forces shall try what to arrive to you, I hope, that in the following letter, you to me will tell the plan about our meeting! I now shall go home. Tim, I am emotionally exhausted, I need to sleep and gain strength! I shall wait for your answer, my love! If you only knew, how I appreciate your support! Thanks for love Tim!!! KNOW, THAT I SHALL LOVE YOU ETERNALLY!
Forever yours Olga

p.s. Forgive, but I today have not taken with myself a photo as I have forgotten about them.

Letter 27

Hello my love Tim! I am glad to see your letter. Tim, I studied visa K1 to go to you under this visa to us it is necessary that at us would take place though one personal meeting. In travel agency to me have explained, that you should be ready to what you should arrive for personal meeting. If you on what or to the reasons cannot arrive, we cannot receive visa K1. Tim in any way as in travel agency to me have explained, that the working costs with such visa will make 2450 dollars. Cost includes process of consideration of the application in USCIS and embassy of the USA: preparation of forms and submission; consultations and constant updating of the information on the status; interaction with USCIS and with embassy of the USA; consultation and preparation for interview, assistance in reception of information. As additional charges which are paid by the client: The duty on consideration of application USCIS - 455 dollars, medical examination - 100 dollars, consular gathering for issue of visa - 160 dollars. The total cost will make 3165 dollars. As the ticket which cost of 1308 dollars will be necessary. Tim, I learned about that as I can arrive to you, to me have offered the tourist visa, it for us will be much easier and I can already arrive to you in two weeks. This the visa most not dear and the most simple. A unique problem which I have it documents for my trip to you, they cost 830 dollars. Into cost of the contract of 830 dollars enter: the passport for travel abroad, the tourist visa, travel up to Moscow, residing at Moscow, physical examination. My love, I know, that it is very complex for us but if I had these means I could arrive to you in two weeks. But I do not have such means and do not know, where to me them to take. Tim, we can already be together in two weeks, you represent as it soon for us. Tim, I very strongly love you and I wish to be with you! To me it is very bad without you. I dream to be now with you and to love you all heart. I am ready to present a life to you. But as to us to overcome distance which between us. When I think of it, to me becomes very badly and melancholy. I love you and I hope, that we can soon solve our problem and we shall be together for ever! Tim, you are necessary to me! Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 28

Hello my love Tim!!! I today went along the street, I went to library and thought of you. I looked at pairs people. Where they went having joined hands. And they were happy. I looked at them. And on my eyes tears flew. These are tears of grief. Tim to me it is very sad that you now are not present a beside with me. And I cannot take your hand now. And to nestle on you. Tim to me sadly that I should go one. Tim as you know, now at us in the street it is a lot of snow. And it is frequent under this snow there is an ice. Also it is possible to slip and fall easily. And I should go very accurately, that I would not slip. Also has not broken to itself that. Tim if you were a number with me. I could not be afraid of it. In fact you would catch me, and have not allowed me to fall. In fact it so? You would help me with it? I know what yes. I would know that you have not allowed me to fall. Tim I love you. And I very strongly wish to nestle on your shoulder. And gently to embrace you. Understand, I can receive the Visa and to Ekaterinburg. But a problem not in where me to receive the Visa. The problem in that that at me is not present money to receive the Visa. You understand it? The matter is that I have no money to pay my documents. Cost of a trip up to Moscow. Understand, I shall fly from Moscow. Tickets aboard the plane on much cheaper if to fly from Moscow. And consequently to me to receive the Visa in Moscow easier and next day to fly to the USA. You understand it? In travel agency on much easier and faster to make all documents. It is not necessary for me where to go and that to search. They will make everyone. Understand, a problem not in, where and as I shall do. A problem that I have no money. Tim each time when I see those enamoured pairs in the street. I represent that it we with you. I think that it we go having joined hands. I look at it, both to me becomes very sad. And I cannot calm some the tears. I so want, what this obstacle between us. That we could will cope with it more likely. And it is more that could not prevent to us, our happiness and our love. That we would be together. We could hold hands each other, look each other in the face. Tim I very strongly wish to be warmed in your embraces. I wish to enjoy your tenderness and your love. I wish to feel your tenderness. To enjoy your love. Tim I wish to touch your lips.
And to feel sweet of your lips. Tim but unfortunately between us till now there is this distance. And it prevents to be to us together. It stirs the dream will be executed to ours. But I am assured, that is absolutely fast, we shall cope with our barrier. We can destroy this wall. And to overcome together this obstacle. And then, all our dreams. All becomes real. Tim I love you. I very strongly love you. And I when shall not cease to speak you these words. Tim I wish to speak you about the love when you will wake up in the mornings. Tim I wish to kiss your lips before I shall fall asleep in your embraces. And I am assured, that is absolutely fast, all it becomes real. Tim I yours and only yours. True, loving, but while far Olga

Letter 29

Tim, to me it is now very heavy. To me it is bad, that our meeting can not happen. But I promise you, that I shall make everything that our meeting was carried out. I adore you also to me you are necessary only. Tim, beloved I do not represent the life to distances from you. Such life will be not necessary to me. It even will be complex for naming a life, I shall exist. The life in which is not necessary to me will not be you. You have presented me love. You have forced my heart to grow fond again. Owing to you I again could take pleasure in this fine feeling. Tim you my beloved. I love you. I so am happy that you are in my life. And let now we are separated with thousand kilometers from each other. But my heart and soul now near to you. Tim I love you my beloved, I shall make all that we were together. I promise you. Tim, my mum very much experiences for me and supports. Today I went to my mum and the aunt. I consulted on them. And my Mum has told to me, that she will support me. Also that will help me to struggle for my happiness. In fact for her it is very important that I was happy. Tim, I am very glad, that my mum will support me. It will be easier to me to transfer these difficult minutes to lives. I went for work. I spoke with my clients. To me offered various variants, but any of the offered variants could not work. I was grateful to my clients for the help, but all it as has not helped me. I equally yet do not know all as me to be. I do not know where to me to take means to arrive to you my beloved. My Mum went to rich people and asked the help from them. But who from them and to listen did not want about our problems. All to spit on us with Mum. I understand that it will be not simple, and will have very strongly to try, to overcome this barrier. But I trust in the best. I trust that I can consult with all it. Tim, tell to me, what you do? You will go through, whether I can arrive to you? You trust what at us will turn out to cope with this barrier? I hope, what yes! It will give to me of forces to struggle and go forward to our happiness. My beloved, we should go forward. I love you, I so strongly experience that we not together. I experience that now there is a uncertainty of that to us to do with our meeting. But I trust that I can consult. I can find a way, and we shall be together. Tim I love you, trust me. Trust in me my beloved. And our belief, our love. It will help us to be together. I very much would like, That we always were a number that I always saw my reflection in your eyes. Tim, I all heart love you. Tim, I wish to be with you! You are necessary to me only. Tim, you my ideal! I shall do everything, that in my forces to arrive to you! I adore you!!! Tim, I send you millions air kisses, I hope, that very soon I can kiss you on realities! You my love and my life!!!
Your loving Olga

Letter 30

Tim, to me it is now very heavy. To me it is bad, that our meeting can not happen. But I promise you, that I shall make everything that our meeting was carried out. I adore you also to me you are necessary only. Tim, beloved I do not represent the life to distances from you. Such life will be not necessary to me. It even will be complex for naming a life, I shall exist. The life in which is not necessary to me will not be you. You have presented me love. You have forced my heart to grow fond again. Owing to you I again could take pleasure in this fine feeling. Tim you my beloved. I love you. I so am happy that you are in my life. And let now we are separated with thousand kilometers from each other. But my heart and soul now near to you. Tim I love you my beloved, I shall make all that we were together. I promise you. Tim, my mum very much experiences for me and supports. Today I went to my mum and the aunt. I consulted on them. And my Mum has told to me, that she will support me. Also that will help me to struggle for my happiness. In fact for her it is very important that I was happy. Tim, I am very glad, that my mum will support me. It will be easier to me to transfer these difficult minutes to lives. I went for work. I spoke with my clients. To me offered various variants, but any of the offered variants could not work. I was grateful to my clients for the help, but all it as has not helped me. I equally yet do not know all as me to be. I do not know where to me to take means to arrive to you my beloved. My Mum went to rich people and asked the help from them. But who from them and to listen did not want about our problems. All to spit on us with Mum. I understand that it will be not simple, and will have very strongly to try, to overcome this barrier. But I trust in the best. I trust that I can consult with all it. Tim, tell to me, what you do? You will go through, whether I can arrive to you? You trust what at us will turn out to cope with this barrier? I hope, what yes! It will give to me of forces to struggle and go forward to our happiness. My beloved, we should go forward. I love you, I so strongly experience that we not together. I experience that now there is a uncertainty of that to us to do with our meeting. But I trust that I can consult. I can find a way, and we shall be together. Tim I love you, trust me.
Trust in me my beloved. And our belief, our love. It will help us to be together. I very much would like, That we always were a number that I always saw my reflection in your eyes. Tim, I all heart love you. Tim, I wish to be with you! You are necessary to me only. Tim, you my ideal! I shall do everything, that in my forces to arrive to you! I adore you!!! Tim, I send you millions air kisses, I hope, that very soon I can kiss you on realities! You my love and my life!!!
Your loving Olga

Letter 31

Hello my love Tim!!! Tim, how at you business? How your mood? My mum transfers you the best a wish and speaks, that very much wants, that we were together!!! Tim, I all think of ways as I can arrive to you my love. You know, for me your support is now very important. Tim, please speak me every day, that you trust, that we shall be together. Please, trust that at us will turn out to cope with this barrier. I love you.
And I shall struggle, I shall not surrender. Your support my beloved is necessary to me. Tim, today I went to friends. But as I also expected, who cannot help me with such sum. I went to my schoolmates, to those with whom I studied in institute. I went to my colleagues on work. I asked the help from them at all. But who cannot help me. Everyone speak me that it very much a greater sum, and that they have no now such money. But I think that it is a deceit. I think that they simply to be afraid to give me so many money in a duty. It is very a pity to me, that all so occurs. To me it is sick that all is less than people in this world are ready to come to the aid to other person. And it is very sad. I not so strongly was upset, because I trust, that we shall be together. As my girlfriend Yulia, has advised me to try to take the loan in bank. I have told, that to me can not grant such loan as at me is not present what property. She to me has told, that it is necessary to try all the same. But for this purpose it is necessary to collect documents from work. I hope, that you understand me and support in it. Tim, I very strongly love you. I all soul want, that we were together and all I shall make for the sake of it. Because you that the man about which I dreamed all life. Tim, for us now the main thing to trust, that we shall be together and it is obligatory to happen!!!! In fact so? Tim, I gently embrace you, I hope, that very soon I can do it every day!!!
Yours and only yours Olga

Letter 32

Hello my love Tim! How you? How there was your dream my beloved? I hope that you well slept, and you saw me in your dream. Tim I love you, and I often see you in my dreams. But when I wake up, to me becomes sad. Tim, I very much grieve without you. You are necessary to me my love. I as if choke, from that that you are not present beside with me. I am am overflown with mental anguish, it is bad. It is good, that I even can read your letters and write to you. It though as that reduces my pain. Please, do not cease to write to me. I love you, and to me will be very sad, if I shall not see your letter. Your letters for me as air. You my beam of the sun in the cloudy sky. You my beloved. You that the man with which I can be happy. And only with near to you I can be happy. Tell, how you spend days? Tell, how you dream of me. If you knew, how strongly I want, that you were now a number with me. I hope, that we will have enough forces and we shall overcome this barrier. Tim, today we went together with mum for my work. I have collected all necessary documents in a staff department as to me have written the characteristic. Then I at once have gone to bank and have written the application on the loan. To me have told, that my application will send on consideration. To me have given a copy of my application and I send it to you that you saw, that our meeting becomes gradually more real. You could see that I not simply so I go without business. And I do all that we were together. The adviser in bank has explained to me, that most likely to me will not give out the loan more than in 800 dollars. I have explained, that larger sum then the adviser has advised us is necessary for me, to write one more application for reception of the loan for mum. He has explained, that now give out long-term loans for treatment to pensioners. To us have told, that the similar loan is considered more quickly and will be more chances to receive the necessary sum. Tim, my mum has written the application but while documents could not give as all her documents of the house. Today she has gone in Bolotnoe, tomorrow she will arrive with all documents and will try to help to be to us together. Tim, I am glad, that we had though what that a real hope, that we shall be together. For many days on my person there was a smile. Mum has told, that is very glad, that to me it became even better. But if all to turn out, when I shall arrive to you to me work will be necessary to pay loans. I would like you to ask, that you have tried to find to me work at you in city. I hope, that you will try, that or to make. I hope for you. I trust in you my beloved. I adore you my sweet prince. I want, that we were together as soon as possible. Tim, believe to me, I on all shall go for the sake of you. So that we were together. Because I love you, as who when did not love. You have given me belief in love.
Owing to you my heart again has started to fight. And I again have felt that I love also me love. I love you. And I shall not give you to whom. I shall struggle for our love and for our happiness. When I shall be with you, I shall make everything, that from your person when the smile did not disappear. I adore you my charm!!!!! I kiss you on the mouth.
Yours and only yours. Olga

Letter 33

Hello my love Tim! I love you, I so am glad to see your letter. I so am glad to that you do not forget about me. I am glad that you love me as well as before. Tim I love you my beloved. To me so sadly to sleep one, to me it is very heavy, to me it is sad. Tim, I did not sleep practically all the night long, I thought to turn out or it will not turn out to take the loan. I could fall asleep only more close by the morning. Mum has arrived early in the morning and together we have gone to bank, she has submitted all documents on consideration. The exact answer on her to the loan will be in two days. The answer under my loan will tell in current of five days. Tim, whether I experience to turn out to take two loans. It seems to me, that we still had unique chance. I hope, that our loans will approve and I will have means, for a trip to you Tim. Tim, you know every day I more increasing and I grieve without you more. You are close to me in soul and far physically.
But I do not lose hope that we to overcome this distance and we shall be together. Tim I want, that we were now a number. I love you very strongly, I do not know as lived earlier without you. Tim, you sense of my life. On my person there is a smile, from that that is possible our dream will come true also we shall be together. I can see your fine eyes, a gentle smile every day. Tim, I dream to wake up and feel your breath. It would be fine! Tim, you know, though today and I had a bad night. But I was not upset because of it, in fact I saw a fine dream. When has woken up on my person there was a smile. To me it was good. In this dream we sat in the cosy house, in a soft armchair at a fireplace. We looked at fire, having nestled to each other. I felt each impact of your heart. You are gentle and is sweet me kissed on a neck. We have been raised. We were surrounded with an atmosphere of romanticism, passion and love. Tim, you like to look at fire? I very much love, because fire personifies a life and the family center. When we shall be together, I shall make all, that our family was happy.
Tim, charm washing, you all that is at me in a life and I on all am ready for the sake of you!!! I hope, that all will turn out and soon we shall together! I shall prove to you my love. I shall prove to you gravity of my intentions. I shall prove to you force of my love to you.
We shall be together. I promise you it. Tim, I gently and passionately embrace you.
With love Olga

Letter 34

I am glad to receive your letter. Tim, your letters bring to me of happiness and a smile! I very much miss on you my prince. I wish to be in your gentle embraces. All my ideas and heart are borrowed only by you Tim. I very much want to you. I wish to feel all your caress, love and tenderness. I do not have not enough your heat. Today I went for work. I visited again my clients. When I visited my clients, they often were interested in, how at me business. Many wished my of good luck and happiness. My clients very much I experience for me. And it is very pleasant for me. It so is pleasant to see care of other people to you. Today I was even more convinced that the more goods you do for people, the more goods will return to you. In fact they spoke me pleasant words. They tried to encourage me, and it is very important for me. Some clients even tried to give me money. I refused money. Because I do not wish to accept the help from them. To me it is very pleasant, but I do not wish to take money from them, in fact they and so are not rich. But me that they tried to help me was pleasant. They are glad for me. Are glad that I could to find my love. Tim I love you my beloved. You have given me this happiness, owing to you I am now happy. Owing to you on my person there is a smile. I love you. And I very much do not have you beside with me. Tim, me it is bad without you! I wish to be with you Tim!!!! About as I want that our lips merged in hot, passionate kisses. I want, that you spoke me, that love me.
I want, that you caressed language and lips my ears. I dream to cover your fine body with kisses every day! Tim, I very strongly wish to be with you. You are necessary to me only and your love. My heart, soul and a body all asks to you! I very strongly love you. I would give all now to be with you. Tim, we shall be the happiest pair when we shall be together. Our love every day grows and gets stronger. Our love is strong and together we can overcome all on our way. The love this such feeling which allows two loving people to do miracles. We in Russia have such saying " Separation, for love as the wind for fire, small extinguishes, and great is inflated. " I think, that this very correct phrase. It reflects in herself very correct sense. Tim, our love is strong also our separation only will strengthen our feelings to each other. I cannot live apart more from you any more! My heart cries from a pain. This pain will go out, when we shall be together!!!! Tim, I hope what be fast we can together for ever!!!! I adore you, my sun! You for me, as a ray of light in the dark sky. You shine only for me and shine to me a way fortunately with you!!!! I cannot live without your love any more and caress!!!! I want to you my an angel. Tim, you my second half! I want to you. I wish you to see, embrace and kiss. Tomorrow to mum will tell the answer under the loan. If all will be good, I can start to do documents and our meeting will start to come nearer. To me to be mad it would be desirable with you and to give you every day the love!!!! I TRUST, I TRUST, THAT WE SHALL BE TOGETHER!!! Tomorrow I shall inform you on everything, I hope, that I shall write tomorrow good news. I LOVE YOU TIM!!!!! I send you millions air kisses, let they will warm you, I can not warm you the body yet.
Yours and only yours Olga

Letter 35

Tim, I am happy. I hurry up to you to inform good news. Today we with mum went to bank. To us have told, that the loan is approved also money will give out tomorrow. I am happy, that our meeting will start to come nearer already tomorrow. To mum have given out acknowledgement of the loan. As I also spoke, receipts should seal, and here it. Here this press. I shall send you a copy of it that you could see it.
Tomorrow we shall go to receive means. And tomorrow I can already start to do documents. Tim my beloved, I so am happy, I wish to cry for the whole world that all have heard my pleasure. That all heard how I am strong is happy. In fact it means that our problem recedes, and our meeting already absolutely soon to be carried out. Tim I love you. I cannot constrain mine of tear My beloved. I now all in tears. But it is tears of happiness. Tears of my pleasure. In fact already soon we shall together. As soon as tomorrow mum will receive means, I at once shall go to conclude the contract with travel agency. Tim when I went to travel agency, me have told, that after I shall conclude with them the contract. It will be necessary to wait two weeks while will prepare all documents. You represent 15 days and I shall be already ready to take off to you. I am very grateful to mum, that she have made it for us. I have kissed her, she at me the finest mum on light. I to you have one more surprise. Now I in library with mum. She certainly does not know English language. But very much wished to write to you the letter. And She has written for you the letter. I send you a copy of the letter of my mum. I understand that you are not able to read in Russian and consequently I shall write to you translation of the letter of my Mum in English. And you can read through it. I think, that you are glad to it. Tim I hope, that I have brought to you a smile my letter and you are happy, that our meeting will soon come true. I love you my sweet Tim!!! I with impatience shall wait for your following letter.
Yours and only yours Olga

P.S. I send you a copy of acknowledgement of the loan of my mum and I send you the letter of my Mum. She very much worried when wrote to you the letter. I hope that it will be pleasant to you to see. Below I shall write that my Mum has written to you.

Hello!!!
I heard about you from Olga much. On her to stories you very good person. I look on Olga and I see, how she wishes to be with you. I hope, that you as test sincere feelings to her. I think, that you good the man and will be cares about her. I very much hope, that we will have an opportunity will get acquainted with you personally. I am grateful to you that you have made my daughter happy. I for a long time any more did not see the present pleasure in opinion of Olga. But now I look at my daughter, and I see happiness. I see how it is strong she loves you. And I hope that you will care of my daughter. Mine Olga, she my only child. And I very much worry for her, I worry for her health and safety. Promise me that you will care of my daughter and you will love her. I hope that I do not make a mistake, and that you will really love and care of my daughter. Olga, sense of my life. And if with her something happens, I cannot go through it. I hope for you. I trust that you decent the man, and you can take care of my daughter.
Yours faithfully Zinaida.

Letter 36

Hello my love Tim! I write to you from my new mail box. I today have come to library and could not enter on my mail box. I do not know in what the reasons, but the manager of library has told that could try to crack my mail box and consequently have blocked. I do not know to whom it it was necessary. But I had to create a new mail box. I hope that now who will not try to get access to my mail box and it will not occur any more. Tim I love you my beloved. I hope that you will write to me, and tomorrow I can see your letter. I love you. Yours and only yours. Olga

Letter 37

Tim, I very much grieve without you. But me pleases, that soon we shall together. Today my day has been rather loaded. I should make many affairs. I today passed medical survey, and to me have given out the information that I have no what illnesses and I can fly without problems to the USA. Still I went and learned, how I can transfer means to mum that she could pay the loan. When I shall be at you. I will need to return to mum of means in current of six months. Tim how you think I I can earn such sum, for such period of time? My mum has told, that her that it is not necessary, she will try to pay itself. But I know, that for her it is not possible. As she receives very small pension, her it is necessary to save year to pay the loan. Tim, for me it will be very important to help mum. In fact My Mum has put the house on the security and consequently if My Mum will not pay the loan during, at her can take away the house. And then to my Mum and the Aunt not where will live. Tim I do not presume to occur to it. Tim I love you my beloved, and I hope that I can find work and I can help my Mum. You learned that be about work for me? I hope that you can really help me with work because it is very important for me. Tim, I asked you the name of the airport in which to me it will be necessary to fly. But you have not written. Why? You You do not want, that I have arrived to you? Tim tell to me!!! I think, that soon I shall with you. The more days passes, the more I am assured of it. I feel, that we with you love helps us. Tomorrow I need to go to bank to learn, will give out to me the loan or not. I very much hope, that all will turn out and be fast we can together. I love you Tim!!! All of us we shall overcome and we shall be together, who and when will not separate us.
Every day more increasing and more our meeting comes nearer, it very much pleases me. Tim, I you for ever, only your and nobody's is more.
Your loving Olga

Letter 38

Tim again new day. Beloved I today went to bank. Tim, at me very good news, I could receive the loan. Soon I shall with you. Soon we shall together. Tim my beloved, already soon we can take pleasure in our love. Our meeting it becomes absolutely fast real. Tim I love you. Every day does us more close to each other. Be fast we can in embraces each other, we shall enjoy our tenderness and tenderness. I am glad to it.
Tim I am happy, that soon it happens. My heart madly knocks and with impatience waits, when I can be with you. When I can feel your kisses, your gentle and sweet embraces. I with impatience wait for this day. Tim, I went to travel agency. I have informed Natalya the name of the airport. To me have informed, that tomorrow to me will give out my Passport for travel abroad and will receive acknowledgement from embassy USA. My documents still will check up time and will inform the sum which I should pay in addition for tickets. I have told, that very much I worry because of interview. To me have told, that all will be good, that I can not worry. Natalya has told, that tomorrow will inform me more information. Tim, now it is necessary to wait simply. I want more likely to you. Why all so is complex? First it is necessary to pay, then to wait. It is difficult to me to wait. I every night think and I represent, that I can be with you. As we can enjoy our love. I am glad to it. Tim I love you my beloved. I so am happy. I am happy. Tim I am happy that I could make it. I could make our meeting really. You remember as I doubted of, whether it will turn out to make at us it. And at us it has turned out. Tim I love you my beloved. I spoke you that I shall make all so that we were together. Tim it is not necessary for me that in this world except for you. Your love, your tenderness. Here that it is really necessary for me. I so am happy that soon I can to leave self-summer, and you will meet me. Tim we shall be together. Tim I love you my beloved. I so am happy. I so am glad. I wish to embrace you and to kiss you. But unfortunately we while far apart. But now it only a matter of time. We needed to wait only. Tim I love you!!!
I LOVE YOU TIM!!!!!
Yours and only Olga

Letter 39

Tim my beloved. I love you. I do not wish to lose you. I love you. I do not know as to tell to you about it. I do not understand why destiny so acts with us. Tim you for me all. My life that it is not necessary without you, without your love. Tim I love you, I do not wish to lose you. I at all do not know as to tell to you about it. Tim my beloved. Please, please, do not throw me. Do not leave me. Tim today I went to travel agency, I was happy the girl in this world. I was so is happy. I was happy that already soon we with you shall together. In fact I should learn date of my start to you my beloved. And I simply could not believe in this happiness my beloved. But when Natalya ordered tickets in your airport, to it have informed that I have not paid loan. Tim, in travel agency to me have explained, that under the Russian laws the citizen cannot take off from the country if it has debts to the state. I do not know that to me now to do. Tim my beloved. What to us now to do? We now so are close to were together. I have made everything, I have made all that I could. Even my Mum has helped me with that I could arrive to you. But it it has appeared insufficiently. I do not know that to me to do now. I do not know as me to live further.
At me it is a lot of debts. I should pay my loan. I should help to my Mum to pay her the loan. In fact if My Mum will not pay the loan, at her will take away the house. Also what to us then to do? How to us to live further? Tim my beloved, please, please, do not leave me. Do not throw me now. Tim I love you. I wish to be with you. I want that we were together. I want that we have overcome all these barrier. I want that we could cope with this barrier. In fact it is last barrier which prevents to be to us together. In fact all that remains to us, it only to pay my loan. As soon as I shall mourn over the loan, I can take off without problems to you. And then I can help to pay to my Mum the loan and then all will be good. But I do not know where to me to take these means. Tim my beloved. I have paid 162 dollars which at me were. But I owe 638 dollars more, and I do not know that to me now to do. I do not know where to me to take this money. I do not know where to me to take these 638 dollars. If I could make though something, I would make it. But I cannot more to make that. I do not understand why all so occurs. There can be a destiny specially puts before us these barrier that we could struggle with it and that our love was stronger.
In fact with each barrier which we shall overcome together, our love, force of our love becomes more. Tim my beloved, please, do not leave me. Tim I love you, I cannot live without you. You sense of my life, are not necessary for me that in this world except for your love. Tim I love you, I do not wish to lose you. I want that we were together, but for this purpose we needed to overcome only last barrier. Only last step separates us from each other so give we shall overcome this barrier. In fact there should be ways that we could cope with this barrier.
My beloved, I trust that together we can overcome this barrier. Tim together we shall consult, together we can break any barrier. Tim I love you, I am ready on all for the sake of you. Tim all my documents are ready. All is ready to that I could take off to you. In fact you saw all my documents. Tim all is ready to that we with you were together. That we were happy, so give we shall overcome this barrier. Give we shall be together. Tim I love you. I love you. I trust that we can consult it and we shall be together. Tim I love you. To me it is now very bad, my heart is broken off from a pain. My heart is ready to stop. I love you, and I do not represent my life without you. Tim I love you, I want that we were together. So give we shall be together. Tim I love you my beloved. I love you. I so have much made that we were together. We together so have much passed that we were happy. And now our happiness depends only on us. Tim I love you. I hope that you will not leave me. I hope that you will not throw me one here, and we can cope with this barrier together. I am more that I can not make, it is more who cannot help me. I love you. I want that we were together. I love you my beloved and without you I do not wish to live. A life without love, it only existence. I love you.
Yours and only yours. Olga

Letter 40

Tim, that has written thanks me. I am suppressed! Tim, I cannot make anything for us any more. I have made all that could. I tried! I think you it saw! Now I understand that all will be useless if I shall not find 638 US dollars I cannot fly to you. I have made all that could. I have found money for a trip, but it is not enough of it. Tim, I have no ways to receive missing sum. The most terrible in it that at me is not present any variants more where to find the help!!!! Now I understand that I have remained one with this problem. I constantly ask to myself a question " WHAT TO DO? " I have no answer. Why I should suffer? All that I wished to be it together with loved! Why the love, cannot help us??? Why enamoured cannot be together? It is a part of ideas which now in my head! Tim, I hope that you will forgive me! Tim, I hope you know, how I tried to carry out our dreams. But now all is terminated! I can make nothing. I again have encouraged you, but I could not fulfil my promises! I feel devastated! The Destiny operates me like a helpless cat. Tim, all that is necessary for me in my life love and be loved! I waited it all I wash lives. The destiny has given me chance! The Destiny has presented you. But I could not keep chance.
Forgive me Tim!!! Forgive for my feebleness! Forgive for all pain which I to you has caused! Forgive for love! I do not know that with me will be! I do not see sense in my life! The sense has left my life together with chance to be with you!
Yours forever Olga.

Letter 41

Tim you read what I wrote to you? Your ticket is not necessary to me. I have tickets. My tickets are already paid. I SHOULD PAY THE LOAN!!!
THE LOAN!!! THE LOAN!!! NOT TICKETS!!!! YOU UNDERSTAND IT?! So what sense of what you will send me the ticket? Until I shall not mourn the loan, I cannot leave the country. And until I have a duty to the state, I cannot receive the Visa. YOU understand it?