Letter(s) to Jimmy (USA)

Letter 1

It's tough to be alone, and even more difficult to make out that with the same distress is, one who could be close to you, have a mate who could get at, to give counsel.
Or it may be more than a mate. The person who opens his heart, soul, and that I will be made-up to give away more than their feelings.
But I yet have not seen such in my city, in the clime. And I decided to make a footstep. Step-by-side altars of my clime, and now you're reading this favour.
And maybe you're the type of individual that I need him.
And I'll need you. And let us be just fellow! But perhaps that is no longer begins with fellow? Only time can open our eyes to the individualwho with you. Only time can tell us what awaits us.
I Leronisa. I live in Turkmenistan. I'll put your photo.
And if your response you will return me the same as you send out your photo and say your name and where you are. Thus, we take one step in our bond. And who knows what will be expected of us. And we can be good mate, and maybe more. Who does not know what awaits us, and what the future holds for us.
At this point I made the first pace, and now everything depends on you. Good luck.

Letter 2

Likely it is a joke?
This all can not the truth?
Why I?!
Such questions have visited you when you have seen my letter. I do not doubt, I likely as would think. Also thought, that it is all game.
Also that who that wishes to joke over me! But there is no, it not game, it is a reality, it is the truth!
And it likely the main thing, that I would like to write to you in the letter.
I am real, it not a joke. Also believe, for me to write the letter to you, the one whom I at all do not know it was as if a jump with parachutes! To me when it was not so terrible and disturbing. But I have made it! You have received my letter, my photo, and now I receive your answer. And it already says that who is interesting to you I!?
And why I write to you?!
On all these questions, I will give to you of the answer.
Certainly if you are ready to hear them, and have interest to me!?
Interest to learn it is more! To learn the new acquaintance, can the friend...
And yes, likely it is interesting to you where I took your mail?! All is very simple, I have gone to new cafe (has opened not so long ago).
It not idle time of cafe at us in a city. It is the cafe Internet. And nearby there was openly an agency of acquaintances. How many I it saw, very few people were in it.
And once I have dared to visit itself him, to me have given some addresses, and I have chosen you! And you have received my letter which has answered.

Strange, I would like to answer your letter as shortly. Just as you to write to me! But if I make it you do not learn that about me. And still, you will think that it is draw.

No, I will make easier. If you read all that I write, and will answer me, I mean have received your attention. And we can get acquainted.
You have an interest.
Well and if you again to write it is not enough, it is not interesting to you. And I think to finish dialogue with you.
It is not necessary to spend your and my time for nonsenses.

For me it is a novelty, to have dialogue with which man I do not know, did not see, and in general you from other country. But in the heart of my soul I wanted it. Because I have got tired. Has got tired of loneliness. Has got tired of people with which difficultly to communicate. It would be desirable to find the one who could be the good friend, could understand, listen, give advice. And the hope to find the one to whom I can open the think, soul, heart.

I searched, I trusted that it is. But did not meet. And only not for a long time I have decided to make that likely when would not make. Has written to you. To the person from other country, to the person with other sight at the world, in hope, that I can find at least the friend.

And what you search? And in general, what has pushed you, on answering me completely not familiar to the person for you?
And why your e-mail is in agency of acquaintances?!

It seems to me, that all of us search that for that, and is ready to go on very mad acts to find. Who that searches for good work who that searches for friends who that the love.
And who does not know to what its destiny will result. Or which we when not to make an act... But having made it, we can find that searched. And I have arrived so.

Well, my mad act has led us to new acquaintance. And as you have understood my name is Leronisa. To me 31 year, and this year, in December to me will be 32. On December, 15th.
My city Baharly. It is very small city. And you can find it in the Internet. You likely also did not hear about such city?! But I will tell to you, that it approximately in 100 kilometres from Ashkhabad, Turkmenistan. You heard about such country? I think what to tell about it to me it is not necessary. Also that if it will be interesting to you to learn about it more you will read it on the Internet. I even will give you http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Turkmenistan
address.
I work as the children's psychologist. In small clinic at me in a city. To me very much to like to work with children, and to help them.
On it I think that I will finish the letter. I as to send to you of one their my photo. And I with the big pleasure will wait yours! Also I ask you not to send a photo of the big size as the Internet not so fast, and a lot of time that I could open it will be necessary to me.
And on it if you can I will send a photo which to see at once without problems, I will be grateful to you.
I will see your answer. And by your words I will understand much.
Whether there is at you an interest to communicate with me or not.
I will wait

Letter 3

Thanks, that you have answered me. I admit, I did not wait... No to tell more precisely, that I did not believe, that I will see your letter. But nevertheless, here it. I read it, and I see in it interest.
And certainly it seems to me, that you still not to trust all.
I still completely not to trust! And itself I am afraid, that it can be a joke. For me it for the first time to communicate in such a way.

You know, I read much, and itself personally I consider what to express thoughts in the letter much easier, and it is better. Thereby you can reveal, show the essence. To show who you! I do not know, whether you agree with me?!
But we will return to our dialogue. I as well as at you have many questions, it is interesting to me to know very many, and if you... It is interesting to you to communicate with me, easier to try to learn that that new. To learn, about the person, to have the friend we can learn each other every day, it is more and more. Certainly except Sundays (smile).
I understand, that you will be much surprised, but... I sit in the cafe Internet, and it is cafe to have holidays, target, and because of it I not always can to write you the letter. But it likely even will be better!
You know, to read letters it as if to read the book, every day, page behind page. And when you do not know, that will be further, you very much would like to learn continuation.
And you will probably wait my letters (Smile). To learn, that that new, continuation. As well as I.

I hope, that you read about my country, and understand, that the Internet at us has appeared not so long ago. To be exact the Internet very badly is developed. As well as cellular communication. At us the big area but to put tower radio in deserts our government does not think. And on it, phone for small cities is not so necessary. There are 3 communication lines first aid, fire rescuers and police. But I do not say, that all is very bad. We have a possibility to call from mail. And even likely it is possible to do calls to other countries?!
I precisely do not know, and yet I do not see sense to learn. Because all about what we can speak, be on friendly terms we can under letters. Whether not so?!
As many people wrote letters looked forward to hearing till some months, earlier. Letters in which could express everything, alarm, pleasure, expectation, happiness, a pain.
Likely it is necessary to return that time, but it is not necessary to wait till some months, it is necessary to wait 1 day. And to guess, what will be the answer! It seems to me bewitches! And as that draws. We will try?!

And still, I ask you not to send me the big photos because I likely cannot see them. The Internet very weak, and I would not like, that at us it is a problem stirred to dialogue.
Certainly I will be very glad to see your photo, a photo of your life.
And certainly I will share with you the. But I do not promise, that you them will see in each letter. But today, I nevertheless have prepared one.
As at us in the country (as well as in many other things the Islamic countries) an interdiction for social networks, such as facebook, VK, Twitter and many other things. But I hope, it will not be a problem.
Especially, when you write letters at you there is time to think, eat thoughts which you can transfer. And I wish to do it. To share the thoughts, the history of a life.
It is very difficult to begin, when first time you do it.
You try to tell about yourself. It is very difficult to state myself an estimation, to try to prove to be that who I am. But I will try.

I will begin with that when I have dared to write to you the first letter, I very much fluctuated. Whether I thought it is necessary to do it? Whether it is necessary to write to the person which at all does not know me? Doubts, alarm, many feelings was with me. And in general it is necessary to go on this step?! And as you understand, and itself see it, I nevertheless have dared, I have made this step, and have written to you. The letter.

And I hope, that we will not regret that have made this act which can lead to good friendship....
Who I? I the simple girl. I do not smoke, I do not love alcohol. I read much, and well studied in the past. And now I work.
During study very much wished to learn a foreign language.
At first thought of French, but nevertheless, my teacher has insisted, that I have chosen English. And now I do not regret about this choice.
I admit, my English not so it is good. Even at university to me the teacher said, that I well speak and I understand, but very badly I read and I write.
And likely even now when I try to make all correctly, you see weight of errors, but believe, I very much try.
After began to work with children. I love children. And animals. As I love the nature, picnics. I listen to music.
Style is not present defined, there is that which to me to like, and there is that which to me difficultly to listen.
At leisure I listen to music, and I do walks.
What to tell about itself?!

I simple. But not as all. I search for the life, the happiness for which I am ready to struggle. And to do nonsenses. As I already spoke that any nonsense, any act can lead you to different meetings.
My growth of 168 centimetres, weight about 57-60 kg. On my person always a smile because the smile warms me. On my work it is a lot of children and when I smile they give me this smile in the answer. She allows to me to live forces, and to understand, that I do kind business, and I help children.

That else I can tell about myself. Religion....
My religion Moslem. I know, that you heard about it. And I know, that all world thinks, that we bad, terrorists, and in general us do not love many. But it not so. In any religion there are bad people, there are those which can to create harm, and there are those which can to be good. For me the religion is very important. She lives in us, in our hearts.
And not important you read the Bible, or Koran. The main thing that you were the good person. Understood value of a life. Also rejoiced to that at you is.
So I and how you think think?
And still. Age. I am young heart, but not for years. To me 31 year, and it is a lot of. But years are not important!
And you should agree with me. Important how you feel yourself. If in your heart fire burns, you wish to live, wish to take this world in hand, not important how old are you 20-30-40-50-60-70. The main thing, that you are young heart. Also it is ready to be that who you are...
Everything, that I have written, only a drop, which at me in a shower.
And if you like to have dialogue with the Moslem, the lonely girl, and not to know, that will be further. The friendship, or that that is more. I with pleasure will continue That. But whether you are ready?
It already to solve to you.

In the end, I want, that you again understood, that it not game. I open to you the world, and would like to receive understanding from your party. I do not ask you to write so much as I, but I ask you if you actually are ready to learn me, is ready to be on friendly terms, try to be on friendly terms. Open also you!

It is not necessary to play with me, it is not necessary to wait from me for that that.... The trite. If you dream to achieve to see me naked or to mock over me, to laugh, and easier to hurt me. It is not necessary, it there is nothing.
The life has already caused me a pain. And to it you only will open my tightened a wound. Think before to answer.

On it I will finish my letter. Also I will look forward to hearing.
Good luck.
Leronisa

P.S. I think, that if you can read my letter, and listen Nuvole Bianche - Ludovico Einaudi. You will understand That what I. That at me in a shower. That in my heart.

Letter 4

New day. The new letter, also that that new in my life. It is pleasant to go to the cafe Internet, and it is pleasant to understand, that I am am waited by your new letter. In which I learn something more.
New sheet of the book which I now read. Also I learn it is more...
More about you, your life.
Today I had a usual day on work, anything interesting. My mood good.
How you, how your affairs?

I very curious. And it to like me. To like that I can share with you the life. Past about which sometimes it would not be desirable to recollect, think, and in general to speak.
But if all it to hold in itself, and not to share it, it is all will cause me a pain. Mental anguish, which with what not to be compared.
It is difficult to live, when you do not have very much close friend, the loved one who could understand you....

I said to you, that I am lonely! But it was not always. Once I was happy, I loved, and loved me. I had a man, there was a husband. There was a family. This moment in my life was likely one of the best. I was happy, I knew for the sake of whom I live. For the sake of whom I inhale this air! But this moment remained in the past.

The life, destiny has taken away it from me. Visors so quickly, that I have not had time to say goodbye. To take pleasure in minutes which we could spend together. Both me it was very heavy, sick. And I would like to share with you about it. That you understood me, and have learnt why I cannot be one any more. And on what I one now.

In my religion the girl when not to choose to itself the man. It "sell". And if to be more exact, my father, my family itself searched for the husband for me. And it very much offended me. I read much, and understood, that I will not be happy if I can not love!
And as soon as they have found it, the husband for me, I should marry.
And in most cases the man on is much more senior. And sometimes the girl did not see it before the wedding. So was in my case.
I did not know who it, I did not know, that will be with me.
I had a big rage on parents, I wished to be happy, and wished to marry on love, at my own choice. But my parents did not listen to me. I was ready to run away, but it was not possible to me. I have been offended on everything, for the whole world. I did not know that to me to do, day of wedding came nearer, and to me all became worse.

When I have learnt that to my husband of 45 years I was in a shock, to me was then 18. I thought that it is old, it angered me. And I could not stop some tear for a rage. I did not want this wedding.

But it has taken place. And I that could not do with it! I sat suppressed, and sad all the day long. I knew, that this night I am am waited by to what I was not ready! And the more so... With which person I do not love.
But by the evening when all has ended, it has not touched me! It has sat down with me nearby, and has told, that will wait. To wait it is so much, how many it is required. He and itself did not want this wedding, but such are traditions, and it the same that could not correct.
There were days, weeks. It did to me gifts, helped me with meal cooking, in house cleaning. We have started to go to the cinema, listen together to music, he has learnt me to love books. And to understand in art.
It was very lovely, kind to me, he loved me. Understood, regretted and always listened. We could talk, walk, enjoy simply hours a life. Also dreamt of children. To dream...
And once I have told to it, that I am ready... It is ready to be with it and to divide a bed. I likely will not tell about it. (Smile).

Seven years. I am so much time was happy with it. But then deadly illness has taken away it. All was very quickly, he at first said, that all will pass. Said, that likely he has caught a cold. But for 3 day to it it was very bad, I have followed the help. But was already late. Its heart has stopped.
It did not become.
To me it was very sick. I did not know, that to me to do. As to me to live. I loved. To me it was very good with it, I knew that I not one, with me it always was a number it. But it any more did not become.
After his death, I tried to find to myself a consolation. I have left in other city. I could not see whom. I did not wish to communicate with anybody. I was closed from all world. I spent a lot of time in work, went in for sports, and thought, that I can go through it. But I understood, that every day, each week, year, to me all is more difficult. Since then there have passed many years. But in my heart there was an emptiness. I did not have friends, was not whom. And all who showed to me attention.... They pushed away me. I do not know why.
But I did not want their dialogue.
I wished to be again happy, wished to find to it replacement, the one whom I can love. To a smog to open the heart, to give the love, to give the life. But I saw only one, that all wanted only one. They wanted me, but not for love, but only sex. And me was very sick to understand it.
And on it I long whom did not admit to itself. I did not communicate with men in general. Because I knew, that in this country, in our religion, was not present such man who will marry me again. As I the widow, my husband was the Moslem. And under our religious laws, it practically is not possible. I knew all it and consequently did not give to local men even a hint or chance. As I wanted all seriously and for ever.

And only recently I have decided to go on a risky step, to go in "blind", and to write to you. I do not know, that will be. The friendship or that that is more. I do not wish to guess, now I know only one, that with you it is very interesting to me. I feel, that I can tell to you everything, that at me in a shower, in heart. And you will understand me.
Here on it to me not important your age. And I do not look at it.
Because I know, that years when cannot be more important than feelings. The main thing this what heart at you. What you are actually.
And even in friendship.
And in me still there is a hope, hope that I again can be same happy.
To a smog to love again, smog to give this love.
To come from work, and to be near to that who to me will be expensive.
To fall asleep and wake up with that who posesses my heart.
Yes, it is dreams. But for any dream it is necessary to struggle, it is necessary to go up to the end. And likely I am ready on this struggle.

Because if simply to dream, when the dream does not become real. And if you struggle to go to dream you will be always waited by success.
And in your life that has occurred? Why you one? And whether there is at you a hindrance what to me only 31 year?
What dream at you? Whether you were happy, how I? You loved you very strongly?
It seems to me, that in a life that that lost everyone. And these losses do to us a pain on heart. And that this pain was not, we should close these "wounds". And it is not important. Who will help you the friend from other country, or the friend which becomes than that more...
I do not know that you want from our dialogue. And very much I hope, that you do not think of game with me. You do not think how still to make to me more painfully. And we with you can be on friendly terms, be good friends.

I will wait for your letter again.
Leronisa

Letter 5

Hello, how your affairs? How there was your day, how your mood?
I had time to think that I spoke to you! Also told about the past, "wound" which when will not release me. I asked a question, whether it is necessary to you to tell all it. To share the problem.
No, likely you should know it. To know about me, that now occurs to me. And I hope, that you will understand me, will understand also why I write to you. I share all it. Because to hold in itself I is simple I can not. Very difficultly when at all to whom to tell about itself.

Do not think, I not so am lonely, I have a girlfriend, it as to have a grief, I have got acquainted with it when it has resulted the daughter in me. We with it have made friends, and some years we try to be on friendly terms, communicate.
And to help each other. She understands me. It the same to lose the husband. And her daughter, very long worried it.
And on it, it has come to me. And I in every way tried to help it. I understood it.

The past, very long does not release. And is even worse when you lose whom that the person close to you. That who understood you, listened, loved. It is very difficult. But time... It treats wounds, it forces to see the world on another. To see pleasure, happiness. And my work rescues me.

Today I played work with children. I saw their smile, saw their pleasure, heard their laughter. To me was so warmly.
Before I was not familiar with you, only work rescued me.
Only warmly children, heated to me heart. Gave me pleasure.
Helped to smile. Therefore I very much love my work. This my rescue, it that gives me interest in a life. Tell to me more about your work, you love it, to you brings this pleasure?

But even work, cannot heal your wounds completely. I am happy, I love work. And children to whom I help love me.
Their smile... It likely the finest that exists!
But in the evening when I sit at home one, I read books, I understand that I am lonely. I one and who will not come now to me. I have nobody to do a supper, to prepare it is tasty!
And even when you fall asleep... This feeling of a cold.
This loneliness torments you.
Earlier I thought happy to grow fond and be easy. But I was mistaken.
I was silly, young and naive. And just now I understand what to grow fond it is impossible so simply. It is very difficult. It as "prick" in heart. You do not wait that, and suddenly.... This prick, this feeling. It is difficult to describe what I already very much did not test for a long time. Also it is necessary to dream and live only in hope that once I will be again happy, again me I will love. And having come home, I will know, that my darling for the sake of whom I live will soon come, I breathe, and I cook tasty food.
I dream of children, I dream of a happy family. For the sake of which it is necessary to live, struggle.

You know, I read books, and at the moment of reading much, I include music. I listen and I read, and I as if leave in other world. The world in which to me it is easy, where there is no pain, there are no bad memoirs. There is only you, there is only a pleasure, there is only a happiness.
And sometimes I would not like to leave again in a reality.
It is difficult. And only my work, and children for which I the friend, force me to leave my small world. You like to read? What books like you?

You understand now for the sake of what I live! For the sake of what I dream. And for the sake of what you live and dream?

Today I to send to you to a photo. She is my girlfriend, I spoke to you about it! It as well as I.... It has loss, her husband has had an accident. Also was lost. But to death, it was in hospital very long.
And she trusted that all will be good. But she was mistaken.

Sometimes I would not like to recollect the past. But there I had a lot of pleasure. It is a lot of happiness. And on it it is very difficult to release it, to release the past.
Likely now I should release nevertheless it how you think?
Whether it is necessary to forget about the past?! Whether it is necessary to hope for the happy future? I do not know, I think, only time can correct all.

And you have many friends? Or you have only few close friends? You to have with them frequent meetings, or only on rare holidays? What value for you the friendship has?

I think will suffice to speak about the past. It not to return, and not to correct. Also it is necessary to live now, the present, and the future. And not to conceive that was. To believe in good, that will be!
I will be glad to see your letters, to see your thoughts, your photos.
I will look forward to hearing.
Leronisa

Letter 6

Hello, the my dear friend.
How you? How your mood today? How your life? How is the weather?
Today at me good day, I do not know why, but I have a mood.
There are forces, there is a smile on the person. Likely to affect me the spring which smoothly passes at summer. I love this season. Warm, it is a lot of colours. It is possible to take a walk on park, even to have dinner in park. To like me the nature. This game of paints, this beauty, it is difficult to find that, as fine as this kind. I look and I see a life. During this moment the planet as if revives, after a long dream! And by that also I "wake up". And you love what season most of all? And why?
Yesterday I at me was a meeting with my acquaintance. They asked to sit with her daughter as at it it is a lot of work, and to leave it simply there is nobody. I already said to you, that we have made friends, and we help each other. And I am final not to refuse to it.
To me to like to spend time with her daughter, she cheerful, beautiful and to trust in miracles!
Likely and I trusted in these miracles when was as is small, as is young and naive. To see its smile, to hear its gentle voice. How pleasantly to have children! It is a pity, that in their my life is not present, my children. But I do not despair, I hope, and to trust, as I can be mum, and I will as have many cares, but to know, that I have that for the sake of which I live. My child! Which I will love strongly!

And so, when she me to ask to sit with her daughter, I not reflecting have agreed.
We went together to its house, and on road she asked me, asked about you. She knows, that I have a friend. With which I communicate under letters, and that you from other country. She one knows about you. And I consulted on it when still had doubts to write to you or not?!
I did not begin to speak much about you, and have told, that at us very good dialogue. That to me to like to write you letters and to share everything, that occurs to me, my life.
Past, and the present.

And I have been surprised, when we have come to it home her daughter (Smile) asked about you the same. For it, for the little girl the friend that that is more. She does not understand, that the friend, it with whom it is possible to talk, share. I have explained it that it as I and her mother. We each other to help, communicate, and to respect each other.
Nearly has not forgotten. My acquaintance call Alika, and her daughter call Jalin.

Jalin it very curious girl, and it to have many questions.
The life is very interesting to it in other countries. And I promised to it to learn from you more about a life in your country. Certainly, as to the little girl, it was interesting to it how there live children in your country!
And on it, I wish to ask you as they there live in your country children (smile)? I should answer all its questions another time.

I hope, that you can tell to me it in following your letter!
How to spend time small children in your country, they like to visit what places, in what games play, what relations to them are at adult people? I understand, that each family is an individual case, but I think, that there is something the general.

When Alika has left us, and it has gone for work, we at first long sat and drew together. Drew the nature, animals as drew her mother and the daddy where they together walk.

Then I have gone on kitchen and have told, that we now will prepare a tasty pie, and that the assistant is necessary to me. Whether has asked it it can help me? She has told yes.
I will not tell all in details, but I will tell, that after we have prepared a pie, we were tidied up some more hours on the house therefore, products, a flour, and chocolate were everywhere (smile).
And Jalin while it is tidied up better, than (smile) prepares. But it very much likes it. And I am glad.
After when Alika has returned, Jalin already slept. We have gone in on kitchen, and drank tea. And she has again started to ask me about you.

In the morning on work, I was waited by new "surprise".
Today we did figures of clay and plasticine. Good exercise for children. And I cannot understand, why I, the adult girl who is able to bake pies, but at me to turn out worse, than at children (smile). I the truth tried, but it was impossible to me.
Having finished work, I have again come to the cafe Internet.
Likely you have got tired of my long letters? Easier if to write shortly it is impossible to express all emotions. And as if the letter short that is not present interest to communicate, whether not so?!
On it I again to finish my letter, and I will wait for your answer.
Leronisa

Letter 7

Hello, the my dear friend.
How you? How your mood today? How your life? How is the weather?
Today at me good day, I do not know why, but I have a mood.
There are forces, there is a smile on the person. Likely to affect me the spring which smoothly passes at summer. I love this season. Warm, it is a lot of colours. It is possible to take a walk on park, even to have dinner in park. To like me the nature. This game of paints, this beauty, it is difficult to find that, as fine as this kind. I look and I see a life. During this moment the planet as if revives, after a long dream! And by that also I "wake up". And you love what season most of all? And why?
Yesterday I at me was a meeting with my acquaintance. They asked to sit with her daughter as at it it is a lot of work, and to leave it simply there is nobody. I already said to you, that we have made friends, and we help each other. And I am final not to refuse to it.
To me to like to spend time with her daughter, she cheerful, beautiful and to trust in miracles!
Likely and I trusted in these miracles when was as is small, as is young and naive. To see its smile, to hear its gentle voice. How pleasantly to have children! It is a pity, that in their my life is not present, my children. But I do not despair, I hope, and to trust, as I can be mum, and I will as have many cares, but to know, that I have that for the sake of which I live. My child! Which I will love strongly!

And so, when she me to ask to sit with her daughter, I not reflecting have agreed.
We went together to its house, and on road she asked me, asked about you. She knows, that I have a friend. With which I communicate under letters, and that you from other country. She one knows about you. And I consulted on it when still had doubts to write to you or not?!
I did not begin to speak much about you, and have told, that at us very good dialogue. That to me to like to write you letters and to share everything, that occurs to me, my life.
Past, and the present.

And I have been surprised, when we have come to it home her daughter (Smile) asked about you the same. For it, for the little girl the friend that that is more. She does not understand, that the friend, it with whom it is possible to talk, share. I have explained it that it as I and her mother. We each other to help, communicate, and to respect each other.
Nearly has not forgotten. My acquaintance call Alika, and her daughter call Jalin.

Jalin it very curious girl, and it to have many questions.
The life is very interesting to it in other countries. And I promised to it to learn from you more about a life in your country. Certainly, as to the little girl, it was interesting to it how there live children in your country!
And on it, I wish to ask you as they there live in your country children (smile)? I should answer all its questions another time.

I hope, that you can tell to me it in following your letter!
How to spend time small children in your country, they like to visit what places, in what games play, what relations to them are at adult people? I understand, that each family is an individual case, but I think, that there is something the general.

When Alika has left us, and it has gone for work, we at first long sat and drew together. Drew the nature, animals as drew her mother and the daddy where they together walk.

Then I have gone on kitchen and have told, that we now will prepare a tasty pie, and that the assistant is necessary to me. Whether has asked it it can help me? She has told yes.
I will not tell all in details, but I will tell, that after we have prepared a pie, we were tidied up some more hours on the house therefore, products, a flour, and chocolate were everywhere (smile).
And Jalin while it is tidied up better, than (smile) prepares. But it very much likes it. And I am glad.
After when Alika has returned, Jalin already slept. We have gone in on kitchen, and drank tea. And she has again started to ask me about you.

In the morning on work, I was waited by new "surprise".
Today we did figures of clay and plasticine. Good exercise for children. And I cannot understand, why I, the adult girl who is able to bake pies, but at me to turn out worse, than at children (smile). I the truth tried, but it was impossible to me.
Having finished work, I have again come to the cafe Internet.
Likely you have got tired of my long letters? Easier if to write shortly it is impossible to express all emotions. And as if the letter short that is not present interest to communicate, whether not so?!
On it I again to finish my letter, and I will wait for your answer.
Leronisa

Letter 8

You know reading your letters, I see that you have an interest to me! And it is pleasant to me to realise it. To know, that I have a friend.
Which understands me, to share with me, and the main thing listens.
Strange it sounds, if we each other not to hear yet, but I wish to correct it. Not now, not tomorrow, but very soon.
I learnt that there is such possibility at me, to call to you, the truth it will be not fast. Week can, or it is more. But we can wait?! Whether not so?!

I am glad that we have started to write at first letters because at any moment I can stop, consider everything, and write to you. To write more and more correctly, and the main thing to share all thoughts. Feelings which with me, which now in me. And it can transfer only the letter. Words it is possible to speak much. But in these words there can be not enough advantage.
They can be as in a wind. To fly, and to direct only a dust.
And letters, they were earlier, they are now, and I think, that else very long, they will have demand in our life. It is not dependent that a science, electronics has stepped very far.

You know road!?
You not against, what I you name road? The Dear friend!
Simply friend it sounds much not so, and the dear friend, is the one who is interesting. That is you (smile). I began to smile recently much. As if I have found the psychologist. I ask understand me correctly, I so to speak because I very little with whom shared the life. And as I know on the work, that only people share the with the psychologist a pain, pleasure, and the life.
No, you the friend, the good friend with whom to me it is interesting, good, and the main thing to me is about what with you to speak. Even sometimes it seems to me, that I speak than you (smile) more. Forgive me, but for all time, at me has collected much. And me it was simple there is nobody it to discuss. My acquaintance Alika, at it and so it is a lot of problems.
And I know, that now her life not such about which she dreamt. But she tries. In it 29 years, at it already are daughter Jalin, which 5 years. And two of them try to be happy. Certainly I help them. But I know as it to be one.

It would be desirable not only love of the child, but also love of the man. Which will be near to it.
Will listen to it, will love. All of it dream, dream of happy love.
But I not so strongly to trust in it. I am afraid, that I will be one, till the end of the life. Not because I do not want, that is why, that it is very difficult to find that which you understands, and which appreciates you.
For example as you, but you the friend, and you are far.
All right, it is not necessary to speak now about that as so to hurt in loneliness! And on it, I wish suit today day of questions.
Yes, I am confident, that you have to me questions which are very interesting to you. And about which I yet did not speak! And now I think to speak about myself more much.
1) the interesting question Most likely you! Believe, I as the psychologist, know. Yes, I had a partner as I spoke to you, I was married.
And I had only it one. And to me to like to make love, like to try that that. And with its leaving in other world, I...
I have already forgotten, that such caress men (smile).
2) as, I wish to say to you, that neither when nor where did not go. I in the life was in 3 cities. In a city of the parents where they now live, in Ashkhabad, and in a city which now became my house.
3) I do not have car, I when did not go by it, and did not operate it. (I think, as it will be interesting to you).
4) what to tell. That I madly romantic, and the dreaming girl. I think you and so it has understood. Has understood by my words.
Yes, I to believe, that once I will be happy, let not now, let I should wait some more years, but I hope, I trust (smile).
5) I do not know, will seem to you it is strange or not, but I love fishing. Yes, when I was small my grandfather always drove me on it.
Only I cannot kill her (fish), I released it always back in water.
6) Mine favourite colour dark blue, I love lily flowers, and very much I am afraid of height. (Smile).

Likely and you have still other questions on which I with pleasure to answer you. I hope, what they will not be trite?! Understand me correctly, I to trust you, and to trust, and I hope, that you understand, that it... Not sexual letters (I very much am afraid, that you will be one of not pleasant people who like to write letters, and then... Then they to demand a photo bared, or is even worse). I to believe, that you not the such.
I to trust that you good, formed, and the pleasant person. The friend of which so did not suffice me.

And now my questions.

1) What your
favourite colour?
2) That you like to eat?

3) What kind of sports to like you?
4) You if fish that release?
5) About what you think when to write me letters?
6) You trust in love?

And now questions on which I very strongly would like to know answers. And as to answer them.

1) That you wait from our dialogue?
Personally I hope to receive friendship. At least it because as I already spoke, I do not think, that I will find the one who will be necessary to me so strongly as air. No, I do not say, that it not you.
Simply, you... You are too good for me. And we is far, and that is important, I do not wish to hasten with the conclusions.

2) If suddenly you will grow fond of me (probably), but I cannot love you, whether to be ready you my friend?
I will be ready to it. I will understand you if you do not want to divide with me any feelings. Especially, I understand, that for you I the person with other religion, from other country. And in general, I probably not to approach for you.
Believe, I it will understand all, and I will be on friendly terms with you, and to appreciate this friendship. Certainly if it is mutual.

3) As you in general represent the future? If we are friends? If we are more than friends?
I see only good. I do not think of the bad. I know only one, that I am ready on everything that which person I love, was happy. And the friend who to me is expensive knew, that at any moment, I always will be with it, and I will support a difficult minute, and to give advice whenever possible. To be near to that who will open to me and then, I will open also.
And likely the most difficult question. The question which will set you thinking.

4) whether you are ready to change the life if the chance forgets again all past, all pain. And to begin all anew, whether you are ready on it? To begin in a new fashion? To make a step which will change you, your sight at the world. Also will add paints during your life, and a smile on your person?
Personally I already have made it. I have taken the first step on a meeting to these changes when has written to you the first time. Now on my person a smile, I do not think that was. There is no I have not forgotten, but simply I do not recollect, and I understand, that it is necessary to live further, to rejoice, see the world such what it is. And to be happy. And now you as have brought the contribution to my new life. A smile at me more often because I see your letters, and I understand, that I am necessary. As the friend, and that is possible as who more than the friend......

Time will show, time which at us will be will allow to us to understand much. And as your answers.
Probably once, we can meet in a real life. But not now (smile).

On it I to finish again my big letter, and I will wait for your answer. (Smile) See you again. the Dear friend.

Leronisa

Letter 9

Hello the dear friend.
How to see pleasant again your letter. Again to read your words, to see, that you... You nearby. Also that I any more one! Likely the most difficult, that it is possible to have loneliness. But now all to another. I have you, whether and you have I (smile) not so?!
But sometimes, I dream to have more than friendship. No, do not think, it likely only my dreams, and my imaginations. Agree, that when you are waited for by the house who that will embrace you in the evening whom it is possible to go and embrace. Likely it is wanted by many, want love, want heat, and to know, that they are necessary each other. And to share everything, not only love, but also a life.
Yes, I still dream of children, I dream to be mum, and to be happy. To have a family which will be strong.
And in which will be only trust, understanding, and the big love.

As it is difficult to think of it. Especially to speak it to you. You good, ideal, you understand me and listen. And the main thing, me with you is good. And I begin depends on you, your letters.
And when I read your lines which you to me to write, as if you are nearby, stand up for my back, gently lay down the hands to me on shoulders and say all that I reading.
And I had time to think, and to dream. Yes, to dream of you, and me.
Why is not present?! Unless it is bad.
I would think we could understand, appreciate, trust each other and likely love. Likely. It is strange, because if I will grow fond, it for ever. And you... You to me the friend. And likely even more. It is difficult to tell, and on it, I will not speak now about it.

Now I wish to tell just you. You to me are expensive, you are necessary to me.
I do not know what for it I speak to you, I do not know to what it! But I know, that you to me not so another's. You became close to me.

Now I
will look forward your letter.

Leronisa

Letter 10

To THINK of you, to wait for your letter. It is dependence. But it to like me. To like to think of you, to like to speak and write you letters. To like that you me you understand. Also it is dependence forces me to think. To think of us. I am a lot of questions on which would like to have answers. But it not so is simple! And I hope, that you understand me.

You know, my life not to have many paints! You likely remember, how I spoke to you about the period of the life when to me it was good when I was happy when I.... I loved. And it likely the happiest time.
And I dream of it, I dream to live again for the sake of the one whom I can love.

My days of a life are not various, and every day, I as if in a film "day of a marmot". I wake up I do a breakfast, I go for work. Sometimes to meet my acquaintance and her daughter.
But now in my life there is you. And it frightens me! But frightens in good sense.
Fear of that that new, fear that I can lose, lose you as the friend, and can even more.....
One questions, also are not present any answer. The answer which to me so it is strongly necessary. Answers which will change my grey life.

Today I sat on work, thought of you, dreamt about meetings. No, I do not wish to hasten, I already spoke it to you!
And at me was even two dreams. A meeting as friends. And a meeting as though we together.
To dream, of the first embrace, to dream of the first sight, I dream as you me you will embrace. Also I dream to hear yours "Hello". And each dream looked on a miscellaneous. Certainly, in one we friends, in another we of two half one hearts. One love.
But it is dream. It only imaginations. On which I am yet ready. Not because I not to trust you, no, I to trust your words, to believe that I for you became important, as well as you for me.
I simply wish to receive answers. And today I am afraid of me long night waits. These thoughts not to leave me, and I will solve today all. Whether I do not know you from me are ready to receive the answer.

But I wish to ask you, whether you are ready to try to be together?! To be not only friends, and than that it is more?! Not to think that at us the different countries, other cultures. The age cannot be a problem, and I want, that you knew it. Not important how many to us of years, it is not important how many we have lived, the main thing that we were happy.
I already speak a word we. No, it is necessary to think nevertheless.

Now I to appreciate ours with you dialogue. Dialogue which can give us much, learn the new. And thanks to your letters, I do not feel lonely. I any more one! With me you! And if there are at me familiar girls, it does not mean, that I to have many friends. Believe, I am not rich with it.
At me is not present in friends to men whom I could learn, could consult, and.... Also could love.
Yes, I think of it recently much. And all because very much does not suffice me it. There are no warm embraces. There is no kind sight, tenderness. And I have got tired, tired to be one, to be lonely. And so it would be desirable to make a supper not only for itself so one would be desirable to fall asleep not in cold bed that me have embraced, I knew, that with me is close the one who on much is ready, for the sake of only one my word, my declaration of love. Which will trust, will appreciate me. Will trust, both to respect. And to know, that I will not betray it on another, neither for gold, nor for brilliants. For me has value only the truth, trust, both fidelity and its love. Which will be for me all. Air, the sun, a life. Money not to play my life of the big role.
And all because money comes to your hands, and leaves them. And the person who loves you which is loved by you if he leaves you are possible it more to see. And then you will suffer very strongly about this losses. I know it, both of us know it!

Today one boy from my group of children had a birthday. I have brought a pie, and candles.
And when it blew, I have asked, that he wants?! He has answered, that wishes to depart on the sky, to be the cosmonaut. As it is pleasant, children's dreams. The dream for the sake of which it now grows. I very much hope, that its dream will come true.
My dream was only one, and how many I remember myself, I wished to be happy. Only it is necessary for me!
And how you think, I am right?
Only the happiness is necessary for a life? Or something else?
What your dream? Of what you dreamt? Of what you dream now?
You know the darling. You have given me pleasure, and it is a lot of happiness. And my dream again turns to a reality. I smile more, I again see colours, again I open...
I open to you. And very strongly I hope, that once in my heart there will be that fire, which when will not die away.... And the one who will love me can kindle this fire, and the one who will be loved by me. Also believe, I have learnt you much, from these conclusions, I would be glad, that this fire will be kindled by you.
While. I again to finish my letter, and I will wait for your answer.
Leronisa

Letter 11

Hello my dear.
This night was one of the longest nights in my life! Also believe, I slept not so is sweet, as you think.
Answers. Answers, to all questions, which now at me in a head were necessary to me. And not so it is easy they to me were gave, and today, I will speak all to you. Also I hope, that you will make my decision, will accept my thoughts. And certainly you will share with me the.

And the main thing, I hope, you will divide with me my conclusion, a conclusion of our dialogue!!!!!

Allow I will begin. I have fear, fear that I can do an error. I understand, that we people, and that we can be mistaken (as the Roman orator - Errare humnnum est) spoke. But not to be mistaken it it is difficult, and it is necessary to remember all past that that that bad again has not repeated.
Especially when you understand, that my decision will change me, my life. And I hope, that my decision to change and your life the same!
Also I trust that so it will be better for us than a two.

I thought, that my conclusions are hasty, and that it is necessary to us more time. To learn each other, and to communicate! But time is not necessary on a place.
And each minute can be last (you understand me, I have missed the minutes). And now I do not wish to repeat this error. Now I to appreciate even seconds. And if I is happy, I will be ready to accept the leaving in other world, knowing, that every second I have lived and enjoyed this time.

I can study you long, day after day, week after a week, and every day to me will be a little. And I hope, as you, you, always not enough my dialogue. And because of it we can miss this moment, the moment in which we can be happy. About which we spoke. The moment which will change our lives in good sense!

I know what you the person, what you the man, and it for me is enough to have warm feelings to you. Yes, we are familiar much, but what if we studied each other for years? We are not young as it was earlier. And if at us were superfluous year (Smile), likely we could spend safely them in emptiness. But I wish to spend and your time in more, to spend it for a life for the sake of which it is necessary to live, it is necessary to dream, and to understand. That let not so it is good as you dreamt, but this life on much better former, former loneliness!
We not children to hide what that feelings, and to hope, that you can understand them on my hints. That to a smog to understand I yours. To speak openly, to write, here for what letters are necessary. Letters which can change now everything, our world, our lives.

I looked the remarkable film created on a real basis. It is called "untouchable". It is history about the aristocrat the invalid and about its friend who helped it. Good cinema, a kind film, and places the amusing.
And in it (if you looked it), there is a moment when the protagonist wrote letters to the girl whom did not see, and only had a photo. He loved it, they wrote as well as we.
Week after a week. And I am confident, that that girl loved it, for its words, for its understanding. That he as who listened to her, appreciated and respected. As I you!
Their letters were on a paper, and they had to wait some weeks to receive the answer. And we can receive them likely instantly! And this time, expectation, we with you not to lose it! Not to waste time!
It
was in a reality, they have created a family, they have children. And to a meeting they wasted time, they wrote, wrote, and wrote, and only its friend Driss (a name in a film) has helped it. It has made this meeting real, when Phillip (the protagonist, the invalid the aristocrat), very much was afraid of it.
But all has changed, they are happy!

And I do not wish to waste this precious time. After all on light is not present that is more expensive than it. Because it is possible to have everything, but as not time.

And I have understood, that your letters it is enough to me to present of you what you are. Who you are! And I have understood, that you to have one problem as well as at me (both of us know it), we do not wish to be one. The loneliness, it is very sick, cold, and is sad. And why to us with you not to test in a role of people which together. Which it is more than friends! To dream and try to embody all dreams in a reality. Probably to try to create a family!? To have children?! To meet! And to touch each other!
Or to leave from loneliness, and to enjoy that we will be each other necessary. And it will already heat our cold hearts from loneliness!?

I ask you, you think. My words, it only - my words. Your decision as to have for me the big role. Also that you will tell, to what you will be ready, you should understand!
I want, that you knew one. I am ready to open the heart for you. To open my soul, and to trust in you. Whether you are ready to it?
I know "weight" to my words, they not simply wind. And if I now wish to be with you it not to change tomorrow, in a week when. Certainly, if you do not do all for this purpose that I have begun to hate you! And for this purpose after all it is necessary much.
Treachery. Change. To beat me. I will not suffer it when!

If I give the heart to you I will give you the life. Also I will trust completely to you. To your words, your promises. Also I will trust all that you will speak to me.
And in replacements, you to receive my love, my heat, fidelity, and main my trust.

Whether I ask you think you are ready? It is ready to go up to the end? To change the world, the life, the future? And the main thing. Whether you are ready to accept my heart?!

Now I will wait with trembling your letter.
I wish to write I "love" you, but I do not want... I do not wish to speak it now, whether not knowing these feelings are mutual?! Are sincere? Or it only my imaginations, a fairy tale in which I now live? I do not know.
I know only one, that if you are sincere to me, also I sincerely to you.
Whole, yours Leronisa

Letter 12

That do I want? This question was set to me by one girl, at me on reception. I at first did not think to it to answer, as same I (smile) should set questions to it. But then, it has planted in my head of "thought" which nevertheless have led me to new answers. Also believe, all my answers are positive to you. And likely it is good?!
Day has passed much strained, there was a lot of work in the morning, but nevertheless I have consulted. The summer will be now fast, children prepare in summer camp, and on it, they should pass check of doctors.
And including at me.
As it is pleasant to see their smile. It is sincerity. It is a pure soul.
We, adults can smile even when we do not want it. To laugh, or to long. Also we do it often specially. Creating the false facts of that we are happy, or that to us is sad. But children, they cannot do it is strummed! ALL their emotions, all their feelings they are pure, as tear. And on their person it is possible to learn everything, that it it is good or bad, or that that that is ill them, or that that disturbs them.
With us, with adults on much more difficult. And likely I love the work and for it, that in this world where there is a lie who was gone for a long time already a word "honour" where you will meet fidelity and happiness a little, there are they. Children who can only the smile, the appearance to change any mood. On the good.
And my day, day of any person to change.
And now, sitting in cafe, I feel the child. Yes, it is the truth. On my person a smile, it sincere. It is pure. As if to me of 10 years, and I.... I see for the first time all paints of the world. My heart to fight very quickly and often. Warm in me. Plans for the future, happy plans! And in me as if all live as if one million butterflies in my stomach all wish to get out. It is love? (Smile).
For a long time I did not feel it, did not test. And the main thing to like me my condition. I am happy... With you because there is you.
And as I already spoke to you, you understand me, you look at this world, the same sight as. And we each other understand.

And you know, nevertheless that I want?
I wish to come home, and to know, that this evening to me should not have supper one!
When I will walk, and to me will be cold, I will know, that me will embrace, will warm.
When I will lay down to fall down, I will not freeze. Me will embrace, and I will feel every night a kiss on the person, and a wish of sweet dreams.
When I will make a supper, a dinner, or a breakfast, I will know, that my meal, that I have made all there will be for the sake of whom I am all to do.
And every day, every minute I will live also the nobility that I not one.
For many women of this world the riches, what that are necessary to value!
And as you understand, I have understood, that the most valuable on light. Valuable, it is feelings, it is a life, and time. And money is not important how many is, you cannot delay death date. And as you can not return lost time.
I read much, and many philosophers, always said, that time... It is all that at us is. The rest only the dust which once to turn to a dust, and will scatter downwind. And this time not to return any more... When!
You wish to waste this time? I was not present!

You wish to be happy? I yes!
You wish to be with me? I want, to be with you.
That would not think, that would not speak, but now I with you. We together, personally this my opinion.
And I want, that you to accept it.
There is I, there is you. But now, there are we.
We - as it sounds. 2 letters, 2 hearts, 2 lives. Will turn to one word, one life, one........ Love.

And yes, yesterday I fluctuated, but now was not present. I love you!
And on it I to finish my letter, and I will wait for your answer. I will wait again the next letter which heats my heart. And which gives me a sincere smile on my person. This happiness.
Leronisa

Letter 13

Hello my dear, dear. I am very pleased that once again I can see your letter, and believe me, today .... today we do with you what I was thinking lately about the step that actually change our lives, change our view of the world. And I see that you are ready, and now I think we should speak of a date!
On the time when I touch you, I will kiss you'll love. And I ask you just one thing, do not make me hurt.
And one more, very important. As you already know me, my words are not the wind. I tell you all what I think of all that in my heart. I share this with you. And believe my words - this is not an empty phrase. If I tell you that I love you, I prove it. Show you first what you did for me is very important and necessary. And I feel bad that we now face a "wall" is the distance that is very difficult to break. But as I told you, together we can do it. Break it, and will no longer barriers will no longer distances, but we must be ready for it, ready for the main solution ready for a change in our lives.
No longer lonely, no longer need to sleep alone. We'll be together. I will be with thee, thou shalt be with me, and when we're together we have no one will be able to separate. I will always fight for you, you're my air .... I live now, my world in which I can feel better.
And the more I do not look to the past, now I only live for the only you. And I can not be more far apart, I want to take another step and I hope that you will go with me. Do not be afraid, you will not doubt it. You'll believe just as I told you. Trust me, I trust you. And thus we show each other how strong our feelings. And how we need each other.
I do not want to wait any longer, and I think that you can not same. Time that we lose, we could be spending with each other. In fact, what we dream. A walk in the park together, hiking in the cafe on the environment. New feelings that are very difficult to survive in the letters. For example kiss that I want so badly! Feel your warmth! Be with you, be yours. Make love.
Believe me, I want this, I want to be given to you, to let you know how I need you, I love you and I want to be with you.
I thought a lot, and believe me, to decide on is not so easy. Meeting, it is very exciting, and I can say that it is just as scary. It is terrible that I can not justify your expectations, you will not like what I cook for dinner, or not like that I have no experience in bed. And how much I do not struggle, fear is always with me.

Even now, my dear, I'm sorry, but the story about a girl that I told you, it's scary, I'm afraid, but I trust you. And I think I know you never will you do me a pain! Because I believe your words, I trust you.
And I ask you the same thing, trust me. And we'll be together. The main thing to believe and strive for. Do not be afraid of no problems, understand that this meeting will change our lives, and only together we will be happy.
What is happiness?
I think happiness is when close to you, there are those who love you and who is willing to love you in every difficult moment, and no matter what happened to you. Love and give warmth.
Love and be loved. Love and appreciate this moment, a moment of true happiness.
And now, I'm very worried, but I can not wait any longer, I can not and do not want. It is difficult to lose precious time that goes so fast that I'm afraid to regret it, do not talk to you about this before.
I want to meet, I want to see you, hug you, be with you, and give their love. But for this you have to want it, to understand that you can not wait any longer.
And we must be ready to take me to my love.

And yet, if we meet, I believe that it is better to do it with you, in your country. It is much more convenient it will be for you and for me. I can see you, can you show me your country, and to acquaint with your loved ones. So it will be a lot easier for you. In my country, we will be much more difficult. I talk about the walks, we can not do much, even hold your hand, will not be able to kiss.
And I will not be alone, because I will fear. Fear for you.
We do not like foreigners. Due to the fact that many of them come to our country, and "buy" girls. I know that you're not, but others do not know about it, and I would very much worry for you.
And it would be easier to come to you, because I can feel free. We can much more from you. Or am I mistaken? Or you're not ready? .

That is, I want to tell you that at first we can meet for a while to learn - if we can be together or?? What do you think about this? And if we see it, and have 100 confidence will approach each other, thereby to live together. Then we'll talk about a wedding to go!

I love you very much and would gladly have you also met. I'll wait for your answer to this cute!!!!

Yet if we meet. I say - this is different, this is not a letter.
Letters to bring a lot of joy and a lot of desire, a lot of dreams!!
But they can not all those feelings that I have to carry you. All those emotions and my mind! You can not look at my eyes. That's why I say it's all you now!
I understand if you say it's still too early for a meeting. I can understand that. But I want to understand my thoughts correctly. Now our relationship in the sweetest period. We are at the beginning of a path that can lead us to happiness. Now we have the most vivid feelings and emotions. And I want it to be developed to bring it even more fun and joy.
If we meet - then all that we write to each other can do, and we can translate into reality. We can make love in bed and can walk on different streets and the most beautiful places. We can each evening to bring each other pleasure to be happy. I would like to massage you constantly, every time as when you're tired. I would like to make love to you, every time our common desire and want. To all that you write, you could also do it! You write as you love me, and want to love big.
We can do it soon! I thought yesterday that stop dreaming, because it is even more desire to meet.
We can start a new life, which we lacked. But we'll start it together already. You and me.
I will eagerly wait for your letter! And I want to say again that I love you Leronisa!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 14

Hello my dear. I am very
glad that again I can see your letter.

I all thought of my words, about our meetings.
And sitting on work, these thoughts not to leave me! I thought, that it is not necessary to hasten. But I as thought, that it is impossible to waste time. Also it is necessary to go forward, it is necessary to understand, that if I to miss this time...... I cannot return more it.
And now I have decided, that the meeting is necessary to us. It is necessary to concern each other. And looking in eyes, we can learn more about each other. And if, at us that not to turn out....
No, at all of us it to turn out! I know, I trust, and I will struggle for our happiness.
The destiny has presented to me a meeting with you, she has presented to me again belief in a life, again a smile on my person. And if not you.... That my days would be same grey, and gloomy as earlier. But now, with you I live, I breathe, and is happy! And I do not wish to miss this moment, this time.
And as I already said, that I will learn everything, and probably already tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I will go to agencies, travel agencies which I have found.
Also I will try to learn all.
I have savings which I postponed. I hope, that they will suffice.

And today I want again to talk to you about the step what I was thinking lately, about the step that actually change our lives, change our view of the world. And I see that you are ready, and now I think we should speak of a date! On the time when I be able to touch you, kiss you, give you all my love. And I ask you just one thing, do not make me hurt.

And one more, very important thing. As you already know me, my words are not just the wind. I tell you all what I think of all that in my heart. I share this with you.
And believe my words - this is not an empty phrase. If I tell you that I love you, I prove it.
Show you first what you did for me is very important and necessary.
And I feel bad that we now have a "wall" it is the distance that is very difficult to break. But as I told you, together we can do it.
Break it, and will no longer barriers will no longer distances, but we must be ready for it, ready for the main solution ready for a change in our lives.
No longer lonely, no longer need to sleep alone. We'll be together. I will be with you, and when we're together, and no one will be able to separate us. I will always fight for you, you're my air.... I live now, my world in which I can feel better. And the more I do not look to the past, now I only live for you only. And I can not be more far apart of you, I want to take another step and I hope that you will go with me.
Do not be afraid, you will not doubt it. You'll believe just as I told you. Trust me, I trust you. And we show each other how strong our feelings. And how we need each other.
I do not want to wait any longer, and I think that you are the same. Time that we lose, we could be spending with each other. In fact, what we dream. A walk in the park together, hiking in the cafe on the environment. New feelings that are very difficult to write in the letters. For example kiss that I want so badly!
Feel your warmth! Be with you, be yours. Make love. Believe me, I want this, I want to be give you, to let you know how I need you, I love you and I want to be with you.
I thought a lot, and believe me, to decide on is was not so easy.
Meeting, it is very exciting, and I can say that it is just as scary.
It is terrible that I may not justify your expectations, you will not like what I cook for dinner, or not like that I have no experience in bed. And how much I do not struggle, fear is always with me.
Even now, my dear, I'm sorry, but the story about a girl that I told you, it's scary, I'm afraid, but I trust you. And I think I know you never will you do me a pain! Because I believe your words, I trust you.
And I ask you the same thing, trust me. And we'll be together. The main thing to believe and strive for. Do not be afraid of no problems, understand that this meeting will change our lives, and only together we will be happy.

And again I want, that you understood, that it not game! That it is all a reality. And it occurs to us! With you, with me, with everything, that surrounds us. And we change all it. We change our lives, our future. And we all it do only for the sake of one! To be together, to be happy, and to understand, that in this life in this world, we have found the one who will be with us always! Will be a number! And I, personally I not when not to release you! Not to leave one! Now you have rescued me, have rescued from loneliness, have rescued from this grey world, from this vanity, a pain and suffering. Has rescued my life! Has collected my broken heart, and has forced again it to fight. And I speak to you to thanks!
I am very grateful to you. And the main thing! You have presented to me hope.
Hope of that we can be together.
That we can create a family! We can be happy. As once, as in the past!
When we had a pleasure, we had a LIFE! And we lived, and rejoiced to all! To day and night, the sun and the moon. And the main thing, we believed that we always will be such, happy.
But the life has changed all! It has given us time, the moment when we were one. When we dreamt of that happiness, dreamt that with us will be close, favourite, and person expensive to us. We waited, trusted. And day after day, expecting that that new, we trusted....
But that did not vary.
And here! Once, you to receive from me the letter. I have dared to make it, the first. Believe, for me it was as if to jump from a roof without a parachute! I so strongly worried! I was afraid, and thought, that it is all... All simply bad invention. Also believe, I did not believe, that all will come to that... That you will rescue me. That you will present to me the love. You will give me a life, the sense to live, and I now to have all it only because of you! You, and only you now in my heart, in my head. And earlier when only my work, and a smile of children gave me pleasure, now this pleasure you give only!
And your love.
And I believe, that once I will look in your eyes, you gently to embrace me, and to tell to me, all in the person! As you are strong me waited, as you are strong me love. And you to kiss me on this moment! And I....
I will feel taste of your lips, I will hear your heart, I will feel your heat. And then, I will understand, that I am happy, I again to have pleasure in a life. And again I can wake up, and to see favourite near to me. To see you!
Now on my person tear. Tear of that I has understood and was convinced, that you with me, we together.
And I madly love you. And the main thing, I am not afraid, I do not worry! Now I am happy! Now my dream to become real!
With you. Thanks you.
I love you.
Yours
Leronisa

Letter 15

Hi washing the favourite!
I read your answer, and I see in it, your determination, aspiration to be with me! Also it is necessary to learn only, sincerely you speak about it or not. I to trust you completely. And to make last point. A point that I will believe everything that you will speak to me! To all! And it is not important, that to me will speak others. You, and only your words always will be the truth for me.
My trust, my love, my life, and my heart will be in your hands. I will give you myself completely. I will give all that at me is. And in replacements, one is necessary to me only. Your love. Your sincerity, and your trust as.
And I to believe, that you will not do to me a pain. You will not deceive me, to play with me, my feelings to you. I give you the heat, I give you the life. And I not to demand much, not to ask more. Only your reciprocity. And it now is necessary to me! It is necessary that you were a number that I could touch you, kiss you, live for you! And the main thing! For certain both of us want it. We wish to be a single whole. To merge together, and to love each other. Also has now come to speak time to you my imaginations. My dreams and as to speak with you about very important. Love, which under an interdiction for many. But not for us with you.

Today I will go to Ashkhabad.
And tomorrow I will speak you all that I have learnt from travel agency. And on it, I do not know in how many I will arrive home. It will be possible already late, and the cafe Internet it will be closed. And I cannot answer you, and to see your letter.
And that you did not long on me strongly, I wish to share with you my imagination.
Yes, it is time, because if I will be with you it to happen with us, to happen what I want. And likely in the heart of my soul I wait...

I told you that I love sex, but because of the fact that I did not have a very long sexual partner, I really missed sex. And with you, I again began to dream, imagine and think that it will soon be. Again, I will be in strong hands, and I feel these points..... moments of passion, the fire inside me. And pleasure.
And today, when I went to the cafe after work, I still had doubts, write you all this or not? Will you understand me or not? If I'm ready to share it with you?

And now, as you know, all my answers were - yes. I want to share with you my thoughts about sex, my imagination, and I think you should know it. I also understand that you will understand me correctly. I was at home, time was getting late, I thought it was time to go to bed. But I could not fall asleep. And then, I decided to dream.
I turned off the light, went to bed, closed my eyes and began to imagine. To dream of meeting.
About how we will spend our days, we will walk, going to the movies, walk in the park. And how are we going to spend time when we are alone. I know that the first time, you maybe will have fear to touch me. But, please, do not be afraid of it. Believe in me a lot of passion, all of which I keep for myself, and you must understand that I will be able to release this passion, only for you. And you will realise how much I was waiting for the moment when I can be with a man who I was waiting... and I believed that I could find. Yes, it's you my dear.

Then I'll start to tell you my dreams.
Evening, you and I together. You ask a lot about me and look at my eyes. You want to know more about me. I'm for you like the book that you read. But you just look not only into my eyes, look at me all, my dress that hugs my body. Look at my lips. You can not believe that I'm next to you. And that if you stretch out your hand, then you touch my body. My skin. You very much want it. But I try to control myself. You would very much like to see me without my dress. See my body. Touch it. And you did not notice the fact that I can see your view. Look full of passion and desire.

And now, I stop talking. I understand, because I want it myself.
I ask you to close your eyes and do not move. You fear, trembling, interest. All this washed over you like a warm wave... You wait, but do not know what! You can hear how your heart starts beating stronger and stronger. You hear through your veins pulsing blood.... And when you relax for a second, you feel my warm breath in your ear. You know it was me, my lips gently whisper to you that I love you. And the whole point of your ear. My breath you can hear it, you feel it, and your trembling increases. On your face there is a small smile. You want to open my eyes, but I beg you not to do it. I beg you to let me make you nice.
The silence is broken by music. This pleasant quiet music that we like, make the situation more romantic.
You wait when I touch you again. Again, you want to hear my voice, again want to feel what I felt just a few seconds ago.
You're sitting on the couch, and you realise that I got for you. You know what I'm in front of you, but your eyes are closed. I sit on you, take your hands in mine, and gently put them on my body. Once again, my lips have your ear, telling you: Honey, just take your time.
You touch me slowly, and feel my body heat and shivering... I mean, I like it. I look at you.
I understand how much you are dear for me.

Your hands slide down my spine, from the bottom up, and at the time when they pass my back you realise that no bra under my dress. I already took it off. And if you spend your hands in front, from the abdomen to the top, you touch my breasts. But you do not do this. Because when you just raised your hands on my back in the top, you feel my lips on your lips. Simple, gentle kiss.
This taste, this momentary touch. You would like to see this kiss was longer, and I understand that, I myself want it.
But first I want to light a fire as so large, so you had a flame.
And here, again, a kiss. Passionate, long and deep. You may feel such passion, and it’s during a very long time.
Not withstanding, you spend with your hands to me from the back to the belly, and slowly raises them up. You're afraid that I'm going to stop you. But I will not. I will desire it as much as you. Wants you to touch my breasts, took them in hand and caressed.
At this point, you open your eyes and see that I am in front of you, face to you. I take off my clothes, and you see me only panties. And your hands caress my breasts. I really like it, I threw my head back, and you can hear the music
through my groaning, you know how I like it. You gently kissing my body, my neck, shoulders........
And now I lay my hand on yours, I look into your eye and gently descend your hand below the chest, lower abdomen, to the hottest.
You look at me, and I tell you..... Look how much I want you......
And you goes down your hand in my panties. And you know how much I want to be with you, I want you inside me, I want to be with you one.
And when I look into your eyes again, I see the fire. Fiery passion that begins to emerge from you. I was waiting for this, I would!
Now you take everything in your own hands. You put me on the bed, and look how much I want you. See curves of my body. And wishes to seize me.
You start to caress my body.
All of me. Your kisses like "burns" that make me moan, and have nice.
And before you kiss me, I take your clothes off, my hands caress your body, my kisses.....
And now, I want to take it in my hand. Yeah, you know what I mean. I look in your eyes, you look at me.
And feel my hand glide over your body, and down lower and lower. I unbutton your pants with, and at this point I will take it. I'll feel it. And I would be so nice. I'll see you excited as you are willing to enter into me. You know how much I want you, you know how hard I wet.
And here we are both naked. You're standing, I'm sitting on the couch. I caress your penis hand, I look at it, look at you. I understand what you want, I understand.... and do it. I caress your penis lips, and I like it.

Now I cannot stop you. You take me. And you put on the bed.... You lie down on top of you fondle your penis my pussy, and gently enter into me. This passion, a pleasure envelops us. And we're not stopping start to move.
We're both in the euphoria of passion, desire, and pleasure. Our movements are smooth in rough moments, gentle.....

I'll let you all. What you dreamt, what you so wish. And let me get what I wanted. This passion. This feeling that I want to experience again....

I stop here.
Stop, because I very much want to begin to make these dreams become a reality now. And this, I hope you will understand me.
I just have a few questions that I need to know. And I hope that you answer it.
1) How do you feel about sex?
2) Do you like it?
3) Love for you it's just sex, or something more?
4) What kind of sex is acceptable for you? Oral? Anal? Or a classic?
5) Do you like to experiment?
Games? Costumes?
6) bad if the girl will moan during sex?

And I am final itself I wish to answer mine a question.
1) Yes, I love sex. I love caresses when me concern. Kiss. As for a long time there was no it with me and as I am strong it waited.
2) To me to like, when there is not a society, and I could see all. To like me it.
3) Sex it not so is important for me, as love. Relations. I think, that it is possible to be together and without sex. But if there is a possibility to show the love in the form of sex it is very good.
Especially, this very fine employment.
4) I Admit, I practised all kinds of sex, and on it I do not have restrictions. We with my husband (died) loved a variety. And on it, I not to see that bad in sex, and its kinds.
5) Yes, I think, that to like you some surprises by which I will do for you. Especially, I the doctor, and at me am clothes (smile) which to like you.
6) I cannot constrain my emotions, and on it at me happens groans. I want, that you knew it. And I hope, that it will not be a problem.

As, I want that you knew, that I consider, that in underwear places, should not be that superfluous. There it should be smooth and pure.
And you should know it.

Now I think, that at you is about what to think, dream, while I will learn all. And as soon as I learn all, I will write to you.
I love you, whole, and soon we will together.
Yours
Leronisa

Letter 16

With what to me to begin my letter? Likely from words, that I very much missed on you. And it is final, thought of you, about us. And as much I dreamt about our meetings. Dreamt of a bottom when I will be with you, in your hands, I will feel your heat, your kisses.

And I am final very strongly waited to see reaction to my last letter. Yes, I hope, that all were pleasant, have liked you my dreams. My imaginations. And I very much hoped and believed, that it will be, that it becomes real.
But I am afraid, that is not present. It will not be.
Now I will explain why! As I spoke to you, I was in travel agency. And not in one. I have bypassed some agencies, and searched for cheaper tickets, possibility to receive all necessary documents, and certainly the insurance. As, I visited migratory service.
Yes, I should learn that is necessary to receive the permission to a start from my country. And as, whether documents which could help me are possible. That is, documents which you can give me. Or, possibility that you to buy to me tickets, and to transfer them to me (I heard that at you can on be much cheaper it). And now!

Now I will speak to you more and more in detail. And you will understand, why our dream it is not fated to become real.
The first, full cost in your country approximately 1780 usd. More exact to me would speak, if I to name the exact international airport which to be near to you. And in which you could meet me!

I counted certainly, that it not so is expensive. Also that I can allow to come itself. I had savings, and it has made all 540 usd. And as you already understand, that it is not enough. And that I to have all sum, some years are necessary to me. To be exact, 1 year, and 4 months. It is final if to consider that I will buy meal, clothes and to pay for habitation. Well or 8 months if I do not spend at all money and not to eat at all (smile).
Certainly I tried to ask the help of my acquaintance, with hope, that it has money, and it could borrow to me. But at it the child, and all its earned money to leave on meal, habitation, and on the child. And I understand it.
After when I have learnt all, I have thought, what at you can be cheaper?! And but before asking you cost, I have gone to travel agency, and asked them, whether I can leave the country with tickets bought in other country (I have been assured, that it is possible), but to me have told, that was not present. So it is impossible. Because of big "leak" of young girls which go to other countries in search of work, sale of the body, and others not lawful actions. I tried to tell it, that I go to you, that I love you, and I wish to create with you a family. And then, me on a table have put very big document. It is available in each travel agency, and it is the recommendation of migratory service that each travel agency had such folder. There there were likely 1000 pages (smile), and I was explained that it is all girls who left under the invitation, under the bought electronic tickets of other country, and that many till now in search (the native do not know about them that), some have been killed, in the past working as prostitutes. And some have been involved in violent humiliations. And about it even at us wrote some times in the newspaper, and to show on tv.

I nevertheless tried to explain to them, that I to trust you. But me have told, that now there is a law, it says, that all citizens of Turkmenistan are obliged to leave the country strictly through travel agencies. Which branch should be in Turkmenistan, and have as the European certificate of work.
Also that they should watch completely that with me all will be good.
Also that I will not be stolen, I will not be violently forced to work as the prostitute.
I was in a shock when to me spoke all it because I understood, that it not about you, not that at us will be. We will have love, happiness and pleasure.
And then, they to me have told, that our government does not want, that revolts, the people requirement to punish all originators of the killed or violently exhausted girls to the highest measure of punishment have again begun. But as you understand, it is already very difficult to demand to receive the citizen of other country that him executed. And on it, because of it there were many skirmishes of police and the people which demanded justice.

And now, as I already said, that I wished to do all itself. But I cannot. I do not wish to ask from you the help. No, I do not think, that you to help me with a condition. Especially, I understand you. To give money to the girl, not seeing it. It is necessary to have 100 percent trust.
And I feel, that it at you only on 80 percent (smile).
No, certainly you can help me, to be exact pay in agency itself.
As I have learnt they to have the main office in Europe. Or we could pay together. I all that at me am, and you other part. And by that we to make our dream real. But I am afraid, that it will not be. (Sadly).

And now... Now it is necessary to dream, be only friends and to understand, that all will be as was earlier. (Sadly). Again to sleep one, again to hope, what to meet the one of whom I can grow fond.....
But I will tell to you one. If I have told I love, it for ever. You for ever with me, in my heart. And I think only of you! I love you.

I understand, that will be bad, that will be again difficult. But I will believe, that all to change.
And it is possible in a year, I can save up enough money and come to you.
I love you and I will think of you all time, you always with me in my heart!
Leronisa

Letter 17

My darling, I saw your letter and I do not have words to express to you as strongly I is glad to see it. To see the most important words. Words of your love, your trust and the big desire to be with me.... To be together! We with you, you and I, for ever.
There is no minute that I did not think of you.
Did not dream about our meetings, and did not think that I can be in your hands. As it is pleasant to know, understand again, that I am necessary, that me love. And as it is pleasant to have the same feelings to you. Love, it heats me, heats in cold bed. Gives colours in this grey world. And the main thing, gives belief that is fast, very fast your love to turn in what that more. When I will feel your contact, your kisses, and looking in your eyes I can tell as strongly, STRONGLY I LOVE YOU! Also that you have given me a life, a new life for the sake of which I breathe and I live now.
In this world is not present than that is more expensive to me than your love. And I have looked on an instant ago, in the past and have understood, that that I did all, all of what I dreamt, and all that I wanted.... Now became real. To be happy, to love, give heat, and to receive reciprocity. And now all it at me is. Of what it is possible to dream? That should I want?
Only to concern you, your body and to feel taste of yours likely sweet lips........
Now reading your letter I have understood, that you want that I came to you. And I to see, that you to trust me, to trust on all of 100 percent.
And me it so is pleasant for understanding. Thanks you, that you to trust me, believe, I when I will not do so that your trust to me have decreased even for 0.00000001 percent. You my life, my love, my world.
In which I live. And I when will not destroy this world.
And as I have understood, you want, that I have made a step. And we were together.
That I to come to you.
BUT!
The darling, give now, we with you will make this step together. Take me for a hand and we will change all. We will begin a new life together. The new world. For the sake of which I even am ready to give the life.
These are words not simply sound, it is my oath to you. An oath of my pure, immortal love. Till the end of all my life.

Now we will return to our dream. I already said to you, that I cannot pay all. I spoke you cost of tickets. But I now to tell to you is more and more detailed.
In that cost that I spoke to you cost of tickets in about the end (it necessarily), the insurance, the visa, and the passport for travel abroad enters.
I am obliged to buy tickets in about the end, such rules. But I have learnt, that if I will always remain with you on (that we want) I can return the second ticket, and we to receive for it money back. And as to me have told, that than earlier we to give it, thereby we of more money to receive for it.
As necessarily there should be at me an insurance, that with me all will be good for all time that I will be at you in the country. And if I to be ill, this insurance will pay my treatment.
The visa and the passport. I thought, that with these documents there will be problems as heard that to set many questions employees of embassy. But in travel agency to me have told that all will be good. The main thing that I did not speak that I treat to you.
And as, I should not have tickets from other country that there was no suspicion, that you to wait for me!!!
Yes, for me it sounds very strange. But I have understood them. Your government not so to love foreigners who can come to your country and always remain on. For them the love, is an empty phrase, but not for us with you And on it, me have told in travel agency, that when me will ask what for I treat, I should answer, that I to fly as the tourist.

And after, we with you can be together, having told, that have met, and have started to communicate, be on friendly terms and.... And to grow fond each other.

I understand, that it will be many lie concerning the government of your country. But if we not to do it to me can refuse in the visa.
And yes, all documents of 10-12 days will become. And to last my tourist the visa there will be 90 days, but I wish to prolong this all to eternity (Smile).
Now you understand, that from you it is not necessary papers, or other forms. I can do all. A question only that I cannot pay. And I do not wish you to ask and insist about payment.

The darling if you want, and is ready to help me, I will be glad, but to ask.... I already to receive from you that I wanted, you have already given to me and so much. Has allowed to me to trust again in love, has given me pleasure on my person.
And if you are ready to help me I will be grateful to you. It is grateful that you to make our dream real.
As I already spoke, you can pay all in agency. Here their address.

lytorelaxtravel.com

And it is their mail

travelagent@flytorelaxtravel.com

And if you have questions, or you wish to learn how many and where to pay, they to answer you.
Also do not forget, if you pay all to speak them the name of your nearest international airport.
They can probably find even more cheaply tickets and by that to return you a part of money.
And still, I said to you, that I have money. And I spoke to you how many.
I can as to make the contribution that you had not to pay much. Only tell.
For me money is a paper.
Now there is you. You my treasure, my value, my love.
I love you and I will wait from you for news.

And the earlier we will make steps, the earlier I will be in your hands!
I love
you, yours Leronisa

Letter 18

As it is pleasant to see your letter, to see your words, and aspiration to be with me. Believe, I dream to be with you the same, to touch you, to kiss and give heat.
And all that I want, all of what I dream, it to be happy. And I know, that I will be happy only with you!!!!
And it not to change, it not to correct! You and only you, have changed me, my world, my life. And I live only for you. And if not you, likely I lived as former. Trusted in fairy tales, believed that, that that to change. But that did not vary.
Now I am not afraid, now I do not cry, now I think only to you, I dream of you. Also I want you.
Also know, that if there is no you there is no I! We with you one, one life, one future, one heart, one love! And I am ready on everything if only you were happy, on yours the person there was a smile, and in a dream, you whispered my name. And I.... I was a number, heard it, and smiled, because during this moment I will feel the happiest girl on light.
My darling, I again wish to speak to you that to us to do.
1) I said to you, that you can write to agency, travel agency of my country. And they to help us to make our dream real, our meeting.
2) How to pay?! This question, faces to us. And I wish to tell to you, that I very much am afraid for your money. I am afraid, that if you will send me them I should go to Ashkhabad, and only there I can receive them. And here there are some problems.
a) that I should go much, I am afraid to lose your money.
b) Me can plunder. This sum of money very big for my country, also will be the one who will want quickly and to grow rich easily. And probably their purpose there will be I. They can plunder me. And during a robbery to beat, or is even worse.
And on it I am afraid for the health.
And on it, I ask you to write to travel agency and to pay in it.
They can give you different kinds of payment. And you to choose the, which to you more convenient.

Letter 19

I inhale air, and I can not inhale.
I look at the sky, and I can not admire.
Reading your letters, also I can not on be read.
I love you! Also I can not be sated.
That to me to tell to you that you understood how my feelings to you as my love is strong are strong. And as strongly I wish to be with you nearby!
I already said to you, that I wish to embrace you, to kiss, and to be a number. To forget all past (bad), and to begin with you a new life.
In which there will be no pain, there will be no loneliness. Will not be that bad.
Today on work, there was an employment to draw the world. So we (doctors) can see that now in a head of children. Cruelty, or pleasure. Problems, or they are fine.

And I should set an example. The same should draw that that. But my head is hammered by you. ALL thoughts on you. Believe, on work I try to work, but your words, your letters in my head. And I cannot think of what that the friend. Especially when we can make our meeting real! When one step, one decision, your decision will change all.
But nevertheless I took myself in hands (smile), and have drawn......
When we will be together, I to show to you this drawing. You will laugh likely, but as if this drawing this "nature" (if it is possible to name it drew the adult girl, I. At children on it was much more beautiful. But nevertheless I have understood, that to me not to be the artist (smile).

Also that I can tell to you on my drawing, as the psychologist. Only do not laugh (Smile).
At me very rough imagination, I use many bright colours, thereby to be spoken about my rough dreams. But it not all! I have what that fear (well both of us understand this fear, now we to speak about meetings, and I very much worry). And very big activity of a brain.
The diagnosis - love (smile).
The medicine - To be with that of whom I love, with you.
All right, it is a joke.
Actually, I should sleep more. Now I very long cannot fall asleep, all time I think of us, our meeting. I worry, hope, that the travel agency helps you. Today I wish to write and learn it news, news how they with you to communicate. That you to say, and in general, that will be!
Will be with us, and our future.
You from them that can ask that!? That I should learn most and to receive it. What be papers.
But I hope, that all will be good.
That you and travel agency to solve all problems, and we with you will be together. And now...