Letter(s) to Bertie (New Zealand)

Letter 1

Hi, How are you doing? Let us become friends? You forwarded me your mail on a meeting web-site. I stored your address and now decided to write to you. Do you live in the AU? I live in Melbourne, Australia. I am seeking new relationship with a man and hope to find the one for lifetime. I am 28. I hope you reply.

Please answer ONLY to my private email: yalonelyin@yandex.com

Best regards Anna!

Letter 2

Hello-hello Bertie! I am very happy to get your letter! I like to make new friends.I believe that one of my friends can become my future partner.
Thank you very much for your answer. Now I see that you are interested in communication with me.
Now I wish to tell you a little bit about me and my life.I was born in Russian Federation, where most of all men are heavy-drinkers.But now I live and work in Australia for 5 months. I am 28 years old. I was born on the 16th of June 1986.
I am tired to be lonely. Do you know this feeling? I want to create a good family with a right man.I have a mother and a younger sister, who live in Russia,in Saint-Petersburg.I miss them so much and therefore I call them very often in Russia.
I came to Melbourne to get a good education and to earn some money.I work as a nurse in St John of Kronstadt Russian Welfare Society. I am young enough and full of energy and desire to make real all my plans.
But most of all I dream to find my true love. I want to give to my future man all my love and energy. I love animals, kids, music and dances.
In a man I respect nobility, kindness and responsibility.I am romantic and sincere girl, I hate lie and games with human's feelings.
I know what I am talking about, cause I know how it hurts when a very important person lies to you. I want to meet a man, who will respect me and my feelings and take care of me.I am ready to have a long-term relations.I am nice,kind and cheerful girl,I am afraid of spiders, cockroaches and mosquitos :)
So I think it is enough for the first time,if you are interested in me-I will wait for your letter tomorrow!

Don't forget to send me your photos!!

Letter 3

Hi again Bertie!
It is so nice to find your letter. I think that you like our correspondence, because I see another letter to me. If to be true I was thinking long - you will answer to my letter or not, because I think you heard a lot of bad stories about Russian girls. In my opinion they have ashamed my country and I do not respect this type of people. Well, there are a lot of bad people in the net. I am also scared of them. Some people want to get someone's money, others are seeking for slaves and prostitutes, still others have other bad intentions.
Nevertheless there are millions of those who are seeking for love and relations, just like you and me, and I want to hope that they make up the majority. But you should feel if a person is honest or not, that's it.Just listen what your heart tells you.
So I think that we understood each other and we will never talk about it again. I respect you - you respect me: this is my only condition.
I live here in Melbourne (Dandenong) in the flat of my friend Svetlana.She was born in Russia also. Svetlana lives here for about 10 years and she has an Australian citizenship. She was married for 2 years,but 6 months ago she divorced. Svetlana has a little son Sean from her marriage. I know Svetlana for 14 years,she helped me a lot when I came to Australia. She is my best friend.Do you have good friends?
I am a very romantic woman. And my big dream is to find MY MAN.
A man, who will love me and respect me, who has a kind heart.
May be you think that I dream like a child, but this is not like this.
I believe in sincere love between man and woman.I think you must know it.
I feel that you are sincere and kind man. Am I right?
Therefore I want to see your e-mails.Now i am lonely,I am ready to fall in love.
Correspondence and waiting for a letter from a nice man - this is very interesting and romantic!
I think,it will help to know a person better before meeting face-to-face.What do you think of it? If you have any questions - just ask me.
What I can tell you more now - I am very good at cooking.
I like to cook most of all in my life. I can cook everything I think ;)
I like flowers and gardening. I like fishing and camping very much too.
I like to read books, dance.
I can't tell you that I am a great music fan and that I have some particular preferences... I like the music that SOUNDS good, but what I certainly don't like is RAP. But if you like rap I don't mind, after all this is not that important. I like the classical music, pop and rock-n-roll.
I like to watch movies. My favorite one is the "Ghost".with Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore Did you watch this movie?
I do not know what to write you else, I will try next time. I have some questions for you, if you don't mind. Can you describe me a woman of your dream? Can you tell me a little bit more about your education? your work I send you my new photos. I hope you will like it. I hope to see yours too!!. I am waiting for your answer! Anna.

Letter 4

Hello Bertie!!!
How I am happy to get a new letter from you!!
It is like a wonderful present for me!! It raised my mood very much!
I want to see your letters as often as possible,because I am so much interested in our correspondence! it became a very important part of my life!
Under your letters, I feel that you are very smart and nice man, I feel that we have much in common,and I am sure,if we once meet, we will have much to talk about!Do you agree?
I would love to know you better.Please don`t stop writing to me!!
I want to see new letters from you very much.
Probably the destiny gave us a chance,and we should not miss it?

I would love to tell you something.Probably you will be amazed.
But i did not date any men for a year.My previous relations brought me much pain and disappointments..
That`s why I wasn't ready for any kind of relations.I simply was afraid to get into new ones for all this year..Do you understand me?
I think it hurts so much,when your beloved cheats on you?
did you feel such pain?That`s why I am afraid to be mistaken again.
I want to love my right man,and have no secrets and lies between us.
I have very little time for dating with men in a real life, So Svetlana has registered me on a few dating sites..that’s how we managed to meet.
Our communication is a very good result of it,what do you think?
I am very thankful to my friend Svetlana for helping me.
I told you all this for you to understand my fear of making new relations in reality.
I don’t want to be hurt again. I think that we should get to know each other from the letters first to understand each other better by the time when we meet.
We have never met in reality,so it is very important to share our lives in letters. What are your plans for the future?
what is an ideal family for you?What does love mean for you?
Please answer my questions,because it will tell me much about you!

I will say Goodbye for now,and send you my new photo!

I will impatiently wait for your next letter!

Letter 5

Hello Bertie!
Waiting for the mail like in old times when postman delivered the mails and people looked for the postman through the window :-))
Especially when you have a good expectation like a letter from beloved!
In old times the beloved put perfume on the paper so that the other can smell her or him and feel near :-))
Or a kiss on the paper and the beloved kisses the paper and feels the love!
Sometimes a piece of hair cut and enclosed the envelope :-))
like my teenage love did many years ago :-)) I don't live in the past but never throw it away or forget..I keep even little memories and remembrances! Sometimes I look at them and feel strange and even painful but at the same time sweet pain in the heart :-)
Now I get a letter from you and it gives me the same feeling and taste of those letters with that perfume or kiss and I can even see and smell and touch your hair!:-))
Dear,what are your dreams?
I think that two people should be the same views and dreams for the future.
My biggest dream for the future - creating a good family with the right man. The man, who rather acts than say,the one who loves me and accept as I am.
Love for me is mutual understanding,support,fidelity between two loving people.Family for me is a place,where I want to find cosiness and composure,love and care. And of course stable sexual life.
I do not understand women in your country..Where do they look?
Why is such a wonderful man is still single?But it is a very good chance for me..
Let me tell you a little about my day.I finished my work earlier today.
The weather was fine and i walked to Dandenong Park.
There were many lovers in the park,they kissed,laughed and were shining from happiness..
I was looking at them and suddenly felt sharp loneliness..
I decided that I will do my best to meet my man this year and we will go to this place together!!!We will walk in hands, and kiss..and everybody will envy us..
Maybe I am too romantic,but it is me who i am..
I feel that we are alike - we are both tired to be lonely..
But I am glad that you do not waste yourself to empty women.
You save your kind heart and best qualities for your right lady..
I appreciate that much!I would love to be that lady in the future..

I think I will stop here..please do not forget to write me - I do not feel lonely when i get your letters!
Please tell me a little about your parents,ok?

I will impatiently wait for your next reply!

Letter 6

I sincerely hope that everything is good with you,Bertie.Today I checked my e-mail with excitement.
I am glad very much that I am pleasant to you. When I read your letter, my heart wants to jump out of my chest. Really, it is very pleasant for me!
I feel you are a gentle and kind man.And I was delighted very much, when I saw a new letter from you.It raised my mood! if to be true I need to tell you that I wait for your letters every day. You have interested me very much.
And I want to know everything about you.I hope,that you are interested in me too.
if we go on like this I am sure we will forget about our loneliness,am I right?
I want to be a best friend, a lover and the special beloved also.I am very sensual and romantic.. I am a woman who can laugh and cry, embrace and kiss.I like to go out or to stay at home and make a dinner together.
I like to take foamy bath or watch TV together with my beloved man.I like shopping together,clothes and the foodstuffs or things for home. I am the woman who likes to laugh and does not argue. The woman who loves to show my feelings... Also loves lingerie!
If you feel the same and look for a girl with family values,simple and romantic you found her, - it is me!!!
Together we could be happy and enjoy all warmth of love.I know,that life can be difficult, but it becomes easier when you have a loved one,to share good and bad moments together. I was searching for such a man all my life..
I can say,I am very serious in a choice of my future partner.
Many men offered me to date, but mostly are interested only in one night stand.But I am patiently waiting for my right man..Probably he is close to me probably far.. .Maybe it is you?
Yesterday after work Svetlana and me went to the Reading Cinemas.We watched movie"Mad Max".
Did you watch it? A film fantasy with many effects, it was interesting. After movie,we went to the cafe for a cup of coffee. I told Svetlana about you and our relations.She was sincerely happy for us! But she advised me not to hurry..We need to know each other better before we take a right decision about us...I am sure she was right.. Do you agree with me?
After cafe we went home and cleaned her flat. I help her a lot as I live in her house.

Today i have new questions for you: Do you believe in love by correspondence?
Do you think of a marriage in the near future?
I am sorry if my questions are too personal..
I will close my letter for now..
I send you my first sweet kiss!


Letter 7

Hello,my sweet and lonely Bertie! How are you? I just have read your last letter. And now I am in a hurry to write a letter for you. Today I thought about you so much. I see that my trust to you gradually increases. I hope that you feel the same.
Somehow I know that you are fair and kind man. And our meeting isn't an accident. I think that it is destiny that have acquainted me and you. Now it gave us a chance which we should use to the full - I mean our attraction to each other..
maybe I am too childish,but I believe in love by correspondence..Yes,life sometimes deceives us and we make silly decisions.But I am sure I was not mistaken,when I addressed to the Internet to find a good,fair,and decent person.
I believe that Internet is a remarkable way of acquaintance- if not I would never meet you. You know that our correspondence is very important for me.
I like, that we are open in our letters. if we keep any secrets from each other-when the true moment comes we may be disappointed and confused..
As for me,I am sincere always. I prefer to be a good person to myself and others.I like to deal with good people,kind, respectful and fair.People who pretend and use others are not pleasant to me. We build relations,we create our future every day,if we do not do that our life becomes senseless and empty.
When I see happy and loving couples and families,I think that I am lonely.
But now I have you in my life,and when I think of you my heart fills with warmth and tenderness..I smile..You can not imagine,how often I smile..!
It is so happened that I have not met my right man in Russia.. For it doesn’t matter in what country person lives and what language he speaks,I value what is in his heart.Life is too short and unpredictable..you never know where your love waits for you.. do you agree with that?
Tonight I am going to cook something tasty..Tell me, please, what are your favorite dishes Bertie? I will try to find the recipe and maybe soon I will cook it for you..:) Please tell me more about yourself,about your character. Share everything you want with me.I want to draw your full image, to penetrate into your inner world, i want to create a powerful league of hearts, thoughts and minds..I want our friendship to blossom into a true love..

ok I probably wrote too much..excuse me for many words..
But i just can not stop writing to you :)
what qualities should have your future woman?
Do you like to make surprises for your beloved? or some crazy actions? share with me please!

I will finish for now..but i promise to keep you in my mind all day!

your lady Anna

Letter 8

My darling Bertie, I was missing you all these days.You have changed my life, and I feel that with each letter we become closer to each other.
I realize that you are serious about me.Thank you for your understanding and care..How I need it at this moment!You know,sometimes I feel very lonely here..Thousands of people,with their worrings,problems,hopes and dreams..How to recognize mine in the ocean of faces??of course my family cares of me much,But nobody can replace my soulmate.Somebody, who will protect me,make little surprises in the mornings,smile only for me,and love me.Always.I hope so much it is you..
Maybe my words amaze you? But I tell you what I feel,I can not hide my growing sympathy to you..
You don`t hesitate to tell me warm words.they touch my heart..You are a person of strong spirit,kind heart and enormous courage-you have all I want to find in my future partner.I am sorry,if I scared you..I just want you to know this, my dear friend..
Earlier I didn't think that people from different countries,speaking different languages,can be so close to each other!
Now I understand that love between two people is a very powerful thing, and it does not know age,nationality,and distance..it can wait for you everywhere,even in the Internet..Do you agree?I am sure it is the destiny, blessed me to know you.
Do you remember we promised to be fair with each other?
I want to share something special with you..As you know,I did not have a boyfriend in Russia.Why?
Two years ago I dated a man from Australia.His name was John.Svetlana,my friend,introduced us to each other.
John was a friend of her ex husband and came to Russia like a tourist.
We fell in love at first sight...We thought we would always be together..
after a month in Russia John came back to Australia.
But he visited me in Russia many times after that.
We even wanted to get married. But one of his business trip to Cairns ended with an awful car accident.
..I did not want to live anymore without him.but thanks to my family and friends,I survived..
After that I had relations with one Russian man,but he brought me too much pain..he said he loved me,but at the same time met with other woman..
Finally,I decide-i will not date Russian men anymore!With them I do not know what are tenderness and happiness..
I saved myself only with hard work, had no time to think about love..
One day Svetlana invited me to Australia.I decided to create my new life here..I always remember,what a wonderful and sincere man was my John and I am sure,one of foreign men can make me happy again..I know foreign men are different - they don`t cheat their women like Russian man.
Moreover,i`ve heard that foreign women cheat their partners much more often..And they care only about money..
I hope you will understand me right.darling,I feel much more better now,because I shared it with you.
Only very close people know about my unhappy experiences..
And I told you about that,because I feel very close to you.
Please remember it always!
I will wait for your letter,take care!
And please give me your phone number, I want to hear your voice so much.
yours truly,Anna

Letter 9

Bertie,Every morning I open my eyes and I think about you. I run to work and I think of evening to have possibility to read your message and to write mine. At least I can read it and write to you, my dear.
Isn`t it happiness?
I want to share my life with you, I want to be always with you, to feel your warmth and care. Perhaps,it seems strange for you, we have not met in real life, we have only letters,which I cherish, but I have feeling that we know each other for all my life.
I hope you are not frightened and understand me.
I see that you are seriously interested in our relationship.I am happy that I was not mistaken in you. All my life I was searching for such a man like you, who can be the sensitive and devoted partner.It is very pleasant that I am not alone now, because I know that there is a person who always is thinking of me - it is you!
Last night I had a wonderful dream: dim light,soft music and the two of us.
You gently take my hand in yours and we slowly dance.I look into your eyes,they are so thoughtful.
You stare in mine, they are full of emotions.I feel soft lips so close to mine..I want to kiss them..Oh,sweetheart,together we can make magic..
We love each other from a minute to eternity..
I think about our daily life: You come back from work.I meet you with smile and kisses.We sit at the table and eat tasty dinner together.
You tell me about your passing day,I listen to you with interest.
At these minutes I feel absolutely happy!!! I enjoy all the moments I spend with you.
After we watch a nice movie together. We sit on a sofa,sweetly embracing..
On weekends we make love and all the day and nights are not enough for us.
It will be today,tomorrow,always..one day we will meet and begin our new life..Are you ready for that,sweetheart?
Honey, it doesn't matter, that you are older than me.I always liked people who are older than me, because they are smarter, more reliable and careful.
In life I search for stability and reliability.I am tired of lies and treachery.
If you are sincere and fair with me I will love you and respect you too.
I am a very serious and responsible woman.And men of my age can't understand it. Only elder man can appreciate it. I also know that elder man are more mature, they do not change their decisions easily, like young men.
With older man I am always sure in the next day.I do not demand much, and it is not difficult to make me happy.The only things I want to ask you- please do not betray me! do not disappear without any reason..Always tell me the truth no matter how hard it is. My heart is so tired of pain..
Darling, what actions will you never forgive to your woman?
Are you a good kisser?
I need to know,because I like to kiss much :)
oh,dear, I do not want to finish this letter and be apart of you again.
but I promise to be strong and I will fall asleep today,thinking of you..
think of me too with warm and tenderness.


Letter 10

I thought about you a lot, I have been exhausted by uncertainty. I was thinking long how to tell you about it.
I can tell you: "I love you,Bertie!! I would like very much, that we could become a couple, to become close and unique!I want to shout to you about my feelings.Yes, people will be in shock, but I am ready to cry to splash out my love emotions!!

I told you, that I am a very sensitive and romantic woman. You are unique and loved one for me!
You can not imagine with what pleasure I receive your messages.
They make me happy! I want to see more and more letters from you, I want to be closer to you in all possible ways!
When I read your letters, the whole world becomes far for me: when we are together you and I. I am ready to forget about everything when I receive your tender letter. Don't be cold with me and do not make a pain for me,dear Bertie!
This world is only for us. We are two persons shining from love. When our hearts beat as one,the birds will sing for us and under our feet flowers will blossom... I can not imagine my life without you now. I close my eyes, and I see your face, sometimes I can even hear your soft voice: you call me - "darling Anna". And at this moment I would like to throw all,to leave this vain lonely life behind and enjoy my time with you.
I imagine our meeting in dreams. You hold my hand,and kiss me.
And during this moment there is nothing more important in the world, than to be with you. I see you even in my dreams, you are very close to me,I can feel your breath. I LOVE YOU!!!
If you ask me why I love you? - I can not find the right words.
You captured my heart with your kindness and big heart. I am even ready to believe that you were given to me by destiny, though lately I have stopped to trust destiny because it often sent me tests, and now it has sent me you. You are the best that happened to me in my Show original message
Do you belive in destiny? You are the one whom I searched for all life.
We cannot exist without each other,as fish without water, as a flower without sun, as the human without breath. I cannot simply live without your words. Probably I am very much sentimental. If something happens to the Internet I will die,with awful and painful death - from a melancholy.
My dear, do you love me?Tell me please as soon as possible! tell me, what do you think of me? It is very important for me!!! I will not offend, if you do not love me.Love is a very unpredictable feeling,it comes suddenly,when you do not wait for it I know.. Why we cannot meet right now?
It is simply so hard to sit and wait a meeting with you. It is a pity that I have no magic wand, I would wave it and fly to you the same second on the wings of love..
but now I need to go sweetheart. I kiss you tender!

yours only,Anna

Letter 11

Hello my sweet dream Bertie!
It is always a great pleasure and an endless joy to receive your letters, every time before I open your mail my heart beats in an incredible way ... I tell you now that I will never change you with any other man in the world and the universe, because from the beginning I've felt in my heart and you gave me the opportunity to know and feel that you're my destiny ...the sweetest man I ever had in my dreams. Magically you came into my life that is no longer empty and sad... now you are my most important person for me and I believe that soon I will kiss and hug you in a real life and I will never let you go away ....
I have missed much in life, because I did not have a companion. You are the companion that I have wanted for so long. You are the man that I long to share life with. You are the friend that I can share my most inner secrets with. You are a loving and supportive friend to me.I want to be a loving and supportive friend to you. I long to help you with life's difficulties and lovingly encourage you for your every new day.
Now I want to explain you something and to ask you some questions. Please, think about it properly. Yesterday I got a phone call from Russia from my mum. She was very excited due to certain reason. She said that I must come to Russia as soon as possible as I must help my family to solve the question with our apartment in Saint-Petersburg. Therefore I will have to go back to Russia these days. This is actually very important for my family. But do not worry my darling, my trip to Russia will last no more than 10 days, so I come back to Australia soon. I understand that we have already agreed to meet in the coming days, but we must postpone the meeting.
And now I want to know: I can come to you directly from Russia?
I will book tickets from Saint-Petersburg to you first and then back to Melbourne.
I will talk with my boss about my vacation.I want to ask my boss for more than 2 weeks off.I am sure my boss will give it to me, due to I was working very hard all 5 months and almost without days off and weekends.
That's why I am sure that I will have 2 or 3 days for my arrival to you. What do you think about it my sweet? Do you like this idea? We can meet in reality and spend 2-3 days together. I think that probably I can arrive to you on the 17 July.
I hope that you will agree with me. I hope that our acquaintance will not remain a dream and become reality as soon as possible ...
I think that you are my second half and destiny has helped us to meet. It is our chance to be happy and we cannot miss it.
I only know that I feel inside, and my heart boils from love. I never believed that I can fall in love with the person whom I never saw in real life. But now I have tested it and I trust it. All can happen in this life. Also there is nothing strange in it. I should inform you one thing. It is really very important for me. But I should know that you trust me. You should not have any anxieties on me. I do not deserve it. I have only serious intentions for you. I should inform you it because it is very difficult to feel it inside and not to speak to you. Please, tell me that you trust me and that you do not think that I am supernatural. I am the very sensitively sensual girl. And you became for me an important person. I cannot imagine my life without you now. I will better die than I will lose you. My life will be empty without you, life will not have any value for me.
Are you prepared for our meeting? honey,I can truly tell you that it seems to me that those days with you will be the best days in my life, because I am madly in love with you and because I am sure (I don't know why, this is some 6th feeling) that we will make each other happy! I will never meet someone better then you and I am sure that as well that you will never meet the woman who will love you more then I do! this is like a fairy-tail, and I can't wait the moment we meet with you and when we will kiss each other for the first time and everything will be great!
Kisses, Anna.

Letter 12

Hello my dear Bertie. I am writing to you now my promised letter.
I am going to Russia now.
Please understand my dear, that I should fly to Russia urgently. My family has a problem, and only I can help them with it. I will explain to you all the details about this problem when I arrive to Russia. And remember that you live in my heart now. I value our relationship very much. And I look forward to our meeting when I come back.
My friend Svetlana will drive me to the airport.
I want to confess that I'm afraid of flying. I wear a mask for the eyes and insert earplugs into my ears so that I could feel better. Are you afraid of flying?
I'll call you as soon as I arrive to Saint Petersburg.I'll buy a new sim card in Russia and I will give you my Russian number. And I will write you a letter.
My mom has a computer at home in St. Petersburg. So I can use her computer to communicate with you. Please do not forget me,Bertie.
I'll be back soon and immediately after that we need to meet and check out our feelings.
I finish my letter.Please remember your promises and me. The girl who misses you and is waiting for our meeting very much. Take care of those feelings that you have for me. I love you!
Lots of kisses and hugs.
Wish me luck on my flight.
Your Anna.
P.S. I am sorry that my letter
is so short, cause I need to do a lot of stuff here before my departure.

Letter 13

Hello my dear Bertie. Your Anna is writing this letter now. Do you remember me? :) I hope you have not forgotten about me. ;) I came home to Russia. And this summer forced me to feel Russian melancholy without you here. I want to tell you I'm afraid of losing you and our developing relations. I thought about you a lot these days. I have a fear that you can do something bad. For example you can find another woman there. And our meeting will not happen. Please be patient before we meet. It will happen very soon, my sweet.
Do you remember yourself as a kid? Do you remember how you wanted and waited for something desired like a gift for your birthday?
Do you remember this feeling? I have the same feeling now because I wait for our meeting in reality so much. I look forward to this meeting as a child who is waiting for the most desired gift for a birthday. Do you understand me?
I need you in my life so badly and I look forward to this meeting very much.

And now I want to tell you about my meeting with my family. I arrived at the airport Pulkovo St. Petersburg. My sister and mother were waiting for me there.
Our meeting was a happy and warm for all of us. Mum cried.
This always happens during our meetings. My mum is very sentimental. But it was tears of happiness. Afterwards we went to our apartment. We came home and were talking about everything almost for 3 hours. This is a great happiness when all close people are together. But I wasn't completely happy - you are far from me : ( I love my family very much. And I know that you will like my family too.
I told my sister and my mom about you. They take their best regards to you. And they said that you are an interesting and nice man.
My mom promised to knit a warm sweater for you in a few days.You will need it when you arrive in Russia.You should come to Russia to meet my mother and sister someday. You are welcome to my home. Therefore, I will bring a gift for you from my mom (warm sweater for the cold Russian winters.) which size is for your shirts? My mom is a good and caring woman. you will realize it when you meet her in reality.
I finish my letter. And please write down my cell phone number here in Russia - +7 937 111 0359. You can call and send a text to this number anytime you wish. I'm waiting for your call very much. Remember that there is a woman in this world who loves you and cares about you always! I love you and kiss you.
Your lady,

Letter 14

Every time I open your letters I get a special feeling amazing and wonderful, how are you?
With every day I realize more and more that can come true our meeting...
that we can meet in reality... I think of you so much my sweet Bertie, you're always in my thoughts, I never stop thinking of you..
I really would like very much to be with you in real life and hug you so strong and caress you gently with so much Love as I can..
I understand that you wish to know the reason of my arrival to Russia. I want to explain to you now, cause I promised to explain it all. So I 'm doing it now.
The problem of my family is in the apartment they live. I'll explain everything to you in detail now . My family ( mother and sister ) live in a two-room apartment in the center of St. Petersburg. My family rented this apartment. I used to live in this apartment before my departure to Australia. We rented and lived in this apartment for about 7 years. So we know the owner of this apartment very well. His age is 65 years.
He's a good friend of my father.3 years ago my family and this man agreed that we would buy this apartment gradually. He estimated the cost of the apartment about 160,000 usd ( this cost is lower than the actual cost of about 200,000 usd now). Details of this agreement are as following: Monthly we pay 1500 USD (except the price for the rent) for the gradual purchase of this apartment. We made repairs to the apartment after this contract and fulfilled all the conditions during these 3 years.
We have already paid 57 000 usd. But the owner of this apartment died 7 months ago. Therefore, after his death his daughter inherited this apartment 2 weeks ago. She received heirship after 6 months from the time of death of her father ( a Russian law )
We agreed with her that her father's old contract for us does not change. But this woman told my mom about a week ago that we have to pay the rest of the cost of the apartment within 15 days. If we do not do it, she will sell the apartment to another buyer. It means if we do not give her the rest of the money ( 103,000 usd) during this time.
This woman found another buyer, who wants to pay for the purchase of the apartment about 180,000 usd.
And this woman would return us back the 57000 usd (which we paid already) after the sale of the apartment. We do not want to lose this apartment with such a cheap price. So we started to act immediately when we found out about all this. We have our own one-room apartment in a bad district of St. Petersburg. My family gives to rent this apartment. So my mom found a buyer for the studio immediately. We sold this apartment for 76 000 usd. My mom sister and I are the legal owners of this apartment. We will sell our apartment in St. Petersburg if I sign some papers in Russia. So I flew to Russia as fast as possible when I learned these news, to sign all the papers needed.
Now you know the situation, my love. But people say in Russia "trouble never comes alone ." And now another problem appeared. We sold our own apartment ( for the promised 76,000 usd). My sister and mother were able to find about 20,000 usd more. And this way we were able to pay almost all the price but 7000.
Therefore, we must find within 7 days 7000 usd more.
This woman is very principled and greedy woman. Therefore, she will sell this flat to another buyer if we do not raise her money during these 7 days. We used all the possible options for emergent search of money. Therefore, we are busy all our days with search of this money here. It takes a lot of my forces and nerves. I am very tired. My mom, sister and I try to find this money together. I do not lose hope.
I told you all this detail because you're my man. And I think that you should know everything about me. Do you think so, my dear? I finish my letter. Please remember the main thing. You are my man! I'm your girl!
I believe in our future. I hug and kiss you.
Sweetheart, call me please. I miss you so much!
Your Anna, with love.

Letter 15

My dear man,Bertie, I was so much afraid to open my mail today..I was afraid not to find a letter from you.
I hope that my last letter did not scare you off me..
Do you remember I promised that i will tell you everything?
So i shared with you my trouble.. Please forgive me for that.
Probably I shouldn't have told you about it.Nobody likes others problems..
But I want you to understand now what I am doing here, I do not have fun here now or enjoy my life.
I have to struggle for my family welfare at the present moment..
I feel that you can understand me and support me through this difficult time. you are my man and I am sure you can comfort me.
I miss you a lot here.
I have big plans and fantasies for our meeting ;)
We need to know each other better and enjoy every moment of our meeting..
I hope you understand me?

I'll tell you more about my childhood.
I'm sure that you want to know about it because I did not tell you about my father before in my letters.
I was born and grown in St. Petersburg. Saint Petersburg - is a young city. It was founded in 1703. It is the largest northern city in Europe with a population of people greater 5,000,000 people.
You know the history of this city? You can read about my city in Wikipedia if you have interest to do so. My childhood was happy and fun thanks to the love of my parents. I was a little girl who smiles a lot. So I loved to make small performances and competitions in our small apartment. My mom helped me in organizing these performances ever. I went to school at the age of 7 years.
I have been studying for 10 years. I had a lot of fun during my high school years. My first child's love has happened to me in school too.
My first kiss.The fight against the boys at school and more.:)
My childhood was happy until my parents divorced.
It happened when I was 15. It was very strong nervous shock for me.
But my sister suffered more,because of it( she's younger than me)
my father was cheating my mum with another woman. She could not forgive my Dad and left him. It was a hard time for my whole family.
And I realized that children suffer more because of parent's quarrels. So I promised myself forever - My children will not see and hear our quarrels with my future husband. My future husband and I will protect our relationship from all bad moments. I will not cheat my husband because I chose this man and it is forever.
Do you share my thoughts of future family? My father lives in Vyborg, it is 100 km, from St Petersburg.His name is Vladimir.
He is a doctor - orthopedist . His age is 57 years. He has another family now. We see our father once a year. He arrives in St. Petersburg for a couple of weeks in the summer as my father has a lot of work during the year. I hope that I can introduce you to him one day... My father is a kind and cheerful man who can support any conversation. He is a very intelligent. I think that this short story will explain a bit more about me. I 'll talk about my father and childhood more during our meeting if you want to know it.

I finish my letter. Please remember that I trust you a lot and you are very important to me. I think of you and wait for our meeting soon. I hug and kiss you. I love you with all my heart! I'm waiting for your new letter soon. Anna.

Letter 16

Distance is a cruel thing because I not only miss you but I also wonder if you are doing well, if you are in good health and if your mind and soul are at peace.
I'm also curious to know if you think of me in the same way I think of you, which is just about every single minute and second that goes by (and the clock ticks so slowly when we're not together!). I want to be with you and make you happy being with me I want to kiss you and hug you in reality and I want to tell you how much I love you in reality, my sweet Bertie!!!!
I really miss you :( Even though I don't see you every day, I'm with you at every moment, still I miss you.Though you are someone constantly in my thoughts, in my dreams :) I guess I still can't believe I met you on the Internet...I'm happy !!There are no words that can possibly explain how I feel right now, because in fact, I've never felt this before ...
I am looking forward to the very important date when I can finally meet you.
This magic date,when we see each other and begin our new life! This thought makes me forget about my problems here. I love you.It is very amazing that I tell you this words, but it goes from my heart,i can do nothing about it..I like to speak about my feelings.
I think this is the way my parents brought me up.
I have good news today.I called my friend Svetlana.Do you remember her?I live with her in Dandenong.She shared with me something good that happened to her in my absence.Svetlana and her ex husband Darren got together again.Now the whole family (and her son Sean) are in Thailand.they enjoy each other now.

I asked Svetlana to borrow me some money..But unfortunately she can not use their bank accounts,as they are in another country now.
But nevertheless,I am very happy for my friend.She has deserved to be happy! Probably,her ex husband will move to her apartment soon, and I will be third extra person there...I don`t know.Maybe this change will be for the better in our relations?I believe it.
Tonight I will go to the town,where lives my father.
i will ask him to give us some money for the purchase of the apartment.
I did not ask him before,because my mom was against it. But now we have very little time to collect all the amount,and I hope so much that my father will help us somehow.
I will return home tomorrow.I have my mobile phone with me, so you can call me if you want.
I need to hear your voice,and the words of support,my sweetheart! Please forgive me again for this sad news but i am doing my best to put my family out of this trouble!
I do not lose faith that soon we will solve this problem.. I will think about you..You are in everything what I say,in everything what I do..
I carry you in heart forever!

Anna,your little girl.