Letter(s) to Mac (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello!
To begin, I want to say that I had a problem with the mailbox yesterday, now everything is in order with my mailbox and you do not have to worry and can write to this address.
I'll wait for you to new messages and will wait for your photos. I will also send you a new photo of me.
I hope you will be pleased.
I promised to write to you about his work. But first I want to tell you why I live in Rotterdam.
I wanted to write in my first letter, I'm from Hungary, I was scared, I do not know why, I'm sorry I was wrong.
Yes, I was born and lived in Budapest for a long time, but now I live in the city of Rotterdam.
By nationality I am Hungarian. My parents and I used to live in the city of Budapest. It is very beautiful and the city.
About 3 years ago, my parents died and I was left all alone. I have no brothers or sisters and even my uncle died last year.
Generally speaking, I'm left all alone and I do not even have relatives. After the death of parents I have lived a year and a half in my hometown and then I had no strength to live there. Permanent memories of my parents torment me so I decided to move.
First, of course I did not know where I go, but then one day I found an ad on the Internet for work in Holland.
I immediately decided to call back and I got a chance to start a new life. I immediately moved Holland and now more than two years living in Rotterdam.
At first it was very hard here. I had no apartment, no acquaintances, but I worked hard and gradually found its place here.
Now I live in a rented apartment on the street Willem Buytewechstraat and now I have a new life. Here's my story.
On the one hand very sad because of the death of my parents, but on the other hand it is the death of parents has made me mature. Of course I miss him. I miss them, I often think about them.
But I did not try, it is not eternal life. People are always dying and we only need to believe in something, that the people close to us now in a better world.
Personally, I try to believe in it and I these thoughts become much easier. Well, I feel, I already wrote to you about something else.
Excuse me. I did not want to raise a sad topic, it will somehow work out.
And so, I'm not married, have no children and now even am not in a relationship. Generally speaking I am a single woman, which has to seek another.
I did not write what I want for a husband for you, I ask to understand me correctly. Now I am looking for a friend, I'm looking for a man loved for themselves.
I have no one, I do not have relations with other men. I'm tired of being alone on this earth so I decided to write you a letter.
I want to see from you a few words and I hope that in the future will have the opportunity to meet you.
I want to see your country. Maybe the trip will be connected with my work, this trip can I organize myself in the future.
Now I do not know about it, but I want to tell you that a trip to your reality.
I earn money and I can arrange a vacation.
Almost all the time I give work and probably why I'm still single. I work sales representative.
I am a free trade representative, that only works for hire. I am a free agent, I do not have a regular employer, but I have a permanent job.
I take part in auctions, tenders and represents production companies that hire me to sell their products or the purchase of other goods and services.
Basically I hire small companies that do not have their own sales reps, but sometimes turn for help as large companies.
For example 2 months ago I was approached by the company SUKOTEC GmbH & Co. KG. This company is in Germany, and they fairly well developed.
My wage piecework and I get an average of 2,000 euros per month. I wonder if you are getting more than me?)))))
You do not have to answer this question.
Another point I want to touch on in my letter. on the call or chat with you.
If you now want to talk to me on the phone or would like to talk in chat with me, unfortunately I must now deny you all this. Please forgive me, but I think that for us now it would be better to know each other through letters.
At least the first 2 weeks, then I promise you to write you my phone number and I will even agree to talk with you to yahoo messenger, if you wish. I ask you to understand me.
In the first place it would not be culturally unfamiliar phone number to give to the man, and secondly I just want you to know only through letters.
I think that through letters can be much better to know a person and even can understand his inner world.
That is why today I want to talk to you only in writing.
I hope you understand me and do not be mad at me.
So, I stop now. I just have to wait for your response and I would hope that you will answer me soon.

Sincerely, your new friend Iren.

Letter 2

Hello, I hope you are waiting for my letter.
I first want to say, I forgot to write the first letter that my first letter sent my friend friend is an employee of the company where I work.
She saw that I was alone and suffering, and she wanted to help. then I said to check my mail. That's how it turned out.
But I'm happy about that.
I am glad that I write you a letter again. Believe me, I am very interested to write to you about myself.
When I write to you, I live my life again, I remember about my past, I think what is happening now and what will happen to me in the future.
It's really cool.
Today, I slept for a long time, lying in bed in the morning, I got up around lunchtime. I like sometimes to lie in bed for a long time, sometimes I lay most of the day.
Then he had breakfast and went shopping. Then I went to the gym. I try twice a week access to the gym, because I want to look beautiful. I am a very good exercise, even a little bit tired. But I like it a lot.
What more can I write. I want to share about my relationship with men. The last serious relationship with a man I had back in Hungary.
I was a fan who wanted a relationship with me. I think so, or would like to think so. In the beginning, he kept a low profile as a gentleman.
But in a short time it changed and I realized that he does not love me, I realized that he did not want to be with me all my life, I realized that he has another woman.
I wanted to have a serious relationship and of course severed all ties with him. Later, I did not take his apology, though he was trying to get me back.
I just left him, and this was all over. I do not know whether I did to him back then, but God knows that I could not do otherwise.
Then I left Hungary and start a new life. Here in Rotterdam, I had no relations with men.
Frankly speaking, I am very different attitude towards men and their search before you start a serious relationship, I want to first learn in detail about it.
I want to learn about its inner soul, of his intentions and of course about his plans for the future. The best way to learn is through letters and that is why I decided to start my writing, and that's why I'm not giving you my phone number.
Please excuse me, but this is my principle, and I do not want to break it. Just get me now, and then maybe I will write you my number.
So my letter again turned out very long. Hopefully, I will not hinder you reading my letter.
Of course, I'll be waiting for such a response from you, and I ask you to write to me about your search for a woman. What it should be, what qualities are important to you in it?
It is important for me and of course it is important for our relationship if we are going to build them.
I'll wait for your letter, and as I look forward to your photos.
All right, now, I hope you will soon read my letter and I will write a few lines.

Sincerely, Iren.

Letter 3

Good afternoon, I came home from work, drank a cup of coffee and decided to open your computer.
I'll be going to leave, I have to do several things today, but I decided to write you a few lines.
I want to tell you a few sweet words and a gentle kiss to send for you.
I wish you a good day, let your day and evening will be successful.
I wish a good mood for the whole day.
Well, now I have to go. Tomorrow I have to go to The Hague, to the Embassy of Hungary. I need to address some issues related from my past life. I two years ago to renounce citizenship of Hungary and became a citizen of the Netherlands.
Now I have a new passport, the passport of a citizen of the Netherlands. I got it in the spring.
Tomorrow I have to sign some papers, so I'm telling you goodbye.
Soon I will write you and will wait for a letter from you as well.

sweet kiss for you.

Letter 4

Hello my dear friend. How are you doing? How is your health? I just arrived from The Hague today. I was tired this trip, there were some difficulties and it took me more time to address my questions to the Embassy of Hungary. Now I'm at home in Rotterdam, but I was very tired and want to rest. I want to wish good night and sweet dreams. I will not be a long time to write, I want to rest, I am sending you a gentle kiss and wish you a pleasant night.
with love, iren.

Letter 5

Hello my dear friend. I have a very good mood today. My day today was good and now I want to share with my mood with you.
I want you, too, cheered up, and that your day was wonderful. Tomorrow I will go to Utrecht, I will sign a new agreement for the short trip.
This trip will take several days. Now the details, I will not tell you, I'm afraid to frighten away your luck. But after signing the contract, I'll write you all. According to my plans after this trip I'll have free time for yourself.
I can go to their homeland in Budapest, and most importantly, I can come to visit you for a few days. These are my good news.
Now I want to touch on another subject. I now have in mind the theme of my search for the men.
That is already the third decade of my life, and I'm still not married. At first, I thought about it a little, but now I'm more worried about this.
I do not want to remain a single woman for life, and so I want to confess to you now that I look for a serious relationship.
If tell you about the man of my dreams, then I most interested in him his inner world. I do not look rich, beautiful blonde with a villa by the sea.
Wealth is not important to me. For me more important to you in such qualities as diligence, kindness, sincerity, ability to respect the opinions of others, understanding, compassion, and of course love.
Maybe my search fantastic, but I believe that there is such a man in this world. I do not reject the idea that this man could be you, because I feel that you are a good man. For some, you are a good friend, a parent obedient son, it might be for me in the future you can be a caring husband?
No, I do not write to you now that I insist be your wife. I'm currently very few know about you, Now I want to have a good, true friend, but I do not reject the idea, that maybe you are the man I was looking for all my life. Here are my thoughts about you and my expectations about our meeting.
Maybe it's a myth, but no matter how it was possible to our personal meeting will help us to understand each other better.
Now, first of all, I want to be a true friend, because I have no one on this earth, I do not want to be alone, I want to know that I have a loved one.
By the way, I promise you that after my trip I will contact you by phone. I want to hear your voice and I think that you too will be pleased to hear my voice.
And of course, we can often communicate by phone.
Gently kiss you.
Write to me soon.

Letter 6

Hello my dear. How are you today without me? What's your mood? What's the weather? As I was very tired the whole day today, if you only knew. Today I have a lot of work, but in spite of that I could not write to you today, since I signed a new contract. Now I am in the city of Utrecht. It is a city in Holland.
I arrived in Utrecht, to contract with a small company. This company hires me for a ride in the short-term trip to Moscow in Russia. I have a very urgent business trip and so tomorrow I'm leaving on a business trip to Moscow in Russia.
All day today I have some not clear. I have a lot of work, a lot of contracts, which are necessary to check, but the thought of you makes me tune in to the job. Today, I think all of you about our next meeting.
Frankly speaking, I am a little afraid of what lies ahead. I am referring to our meeting. I'm excited about meeting you.
With me it's the first time, this is my first encounter with the man over the Internet, and it scares me. Now, about my trip.
I'm leaving tomorrow to Moscow, Russia.
I was hired by a small company from the city of Utrecht, which has a branch in Moscow.
I only need a draw to them the next contract, and then I come back. Somewhere in 4-5 days, and I have come back to Rotterdam.
I'll bring my laptop, so that we can maintain a relationship with you. I do not want to lose contact with you, so write to me and I'm just going to write you as soon as I have some free time. My dear, unfortunately I must now hurry.
I have yet many things to do today, documents that I need to check before tomorrow's departure. I do not know, when it was all over, so I leave it at that. I just have to wait again for your letter and I hope, that you will write to me soon.
Again gently kiss you !!!
I miss you already !!!
Your Iren.

Letter 7

Hello from Moscow!

Yes, I am in Moscow. I think that in a few days, I finish my job here, I'll come home soon.
How is your mood! I am very happy that now I can write you a letter.
I always try to write something special and interesting for you! But now I do not know what to write.
I wish I could right now remove the distance that separates us and enjoy your company!
If I had wings, we would already be together and could celebrate our meeting.
maybe you are at your computer? Maybe today we could talk to you?
Unfortunately I do not have a program in your laptop for a chat, but if you do not mind, we could correspond through letters online.
What do you think about it? Please, if you are here now, then write to me. Make me company.
I'm not going to sleep, and I will wait for your reply. We could talk about our next meeting next week or you could even dream with you on various topics. Example of friendship and love.
By the way, I have long been promised to you to write to you my phone number, but still did not give it to you.
I am ashamed today. Before, I was not sure that I am ready to talk with you by phone, but now I want to hear your own voice and to speak with you on the phone.
So you can call me directly right now or you can write me sms. My number: 010-9276588.
I would like to send you a lot of your photos, but unfortunately I now have a few photos.
I really want more to send you their photos, but now there is no possibility for this.
I think as soon as I get home, I'll send her a photo album. All right, bye.
I'll look forward to your call or sms.
With love, yours and yours alone Iren.

Letter 8

Good afternoon!

Now I have a short break from work and I decided to use this time to write you this letter.
my dear, you have no idea what happened last night in my hotel room. After I wrote you a letter, I opened a bottle of wine to take a sip of wine for my parents. Yesterday was a day of memory of my parents, the day of the death of mom and dad. I did not want to write to you about this, did not want to write about sad things. I wanted to take a sip of wine, but suddenly the cork flew out of the bottle and spilled wine on my laptop. I was scared, I was in a hurry to turn off my laptop soon, but unfortunately I did not have time. I am very upset because my laptop burned and burned it at the time, when I offered you chat with me online. Of course I was upset, I just do not know what to do, but I was hoping you call me on my number or even write sms. I was waiting for your reply, but there was nothing. I do not know, maybe I'm just not right given you my phone number? As I remember, must first go to the country code - Holland 31, then the area code - 010 Rotterdam, then the phone number. So my total number should be + 31-010-9276588 or 0031-010-9276588?
Maybe it depends on the country, I do not use my cell phone here, but I beg to try to call me tonight these numbers. Today I work up to 9 hours a night, but then I go back to my hotel room. Call me after 9:30 PM the night, or if you want, I myself try to call you.
My dear, I think I will finish my work here in Moscow a few days later. I need a few days to fully complete its work, and after a few days I have to go back to Rotterdam. and then I'll have free time for a month. I very much hope that we can meet, I can organize a trip to your city.
So I have to work now. Unfortunately I am not able to send you the photos as I am writing this letter from another computer, because my laptop still will not turn on. But I'm not upset because I will soon be back home and be able to repair it. By the way, today I even work for a lot of you think. Already I miss you terribly.
Your Iren.

Letter 9

Today I have a very very bad mood. I guess I ruined your mood too, excuse me.
Those days were a nightmare for me. Today did not sleep all night, today I again spent the morning at the police.
At the police station detectives arrived, people came to my embassy and they asked me a lot of a lot of time to explain what happened that night. I myself have lost count how many times I have to testify. I explained to them in detail, I am remembering all the details of what happened the case, but they are still asking the same questions.
I did not understand that they still wanted to know from me, or maybe they just wanted to make me blame for everything?
Nothing I did not hear the consolation from the police. They just told me that they will start an investigation, but how much it will last, they do not know. I do not know what to do now.
I made a copy of an official document from the police that the police is investigating the case of a robbery. This document is necessary for the embassy, ??but I decided to send a copy to you with my letter.
I am now very sad and tears were flowing from my eyes. It is very difficult and I do not want to stay a day longer in this country.
I was very scared and I was afraid to go out here on the street alone. I'm so scared.
I turned to my Embassy to help me get back home. I asked my embassy for help, but in response to the embassy told me that they are now unable to take no action until no official statement from the police to close my business.
To put it another way, my embassy asked me to wait until the end of the investigation, and only then they will be able to help me.
I asked my embassy as I wait, but this one does not know. There may be several days, may be a week or a few weeks - I do not want to wait so long. I just go crazy for this time in this wild country.
Recently, a negotiating point tried to get through to my work. I hoped that they will help me, but the problem is that I do not work for a company official. I get money only for your work done and they do not answer me. I just said so on the phone with my company no longer even want to talk to me.
It is cruel and I'm shocked by all. Moreover my employer hinted that I have to do its job under contract to the end, otherwise I'll have to pay a fine. All my money, credit cards, cell phone, documents for the job - all that was stolen along with my bag and now I'm just in a desperate situation.
I do not even know now who to turn to for help?
If my parents were alive, then I certainly would appeal to them for help, but my parents are no longer alive.
So I just have no one to ask for help than you are now. My dear, forgive me now for my determination.
God knows, I never in my life did not ask anyone for help. Always I am trying to get out of a difficult situation itself, but now for the first time in my life I did not know what to do. I must remain in Moscow for some time, I do not know how many days do I need to live here in Russia. I need money to live, to housing, to travel, to communicate with you, for food.
I do not have to get the money from my bank in Rotterdam, because the bad bank relations between Russia and the Netherlands because of political disagreements.
So I decided to turn to you for help. I ask to understand me, understand my difficult situation.
I know we only know through letters, but believe me, I have now no other man on earth except you, there is only you. I do not take money from you for ever. I will give you back the money, as soon as I arrive in Rotterdam. I have money in my house, but get them out of here, I can not.
I ask you to give me the money borrowed for a few days, if you can. If you do not help me, I do not know who to turn to. Now I only hope you and the rest I already lost their trust (I mean my work and the Embassy).
I ask you to consider, and if you can help me. I do not know how many days do I need to live in Russia, and therefore, I ask to send me 400-500 euros, but I'll be glad to any amount,
Now I have no choice but to hope for your help. Yesterday I gave 50 euros a woman with whom I had dealings here. her name Mukasheva Nataliya. I am using this money today to life and to communicate with you.
I have long thought about the options as I can get the money, because I have no passport.
I went to Mukasheva Nataliya, she helped to receive money from you. And now I want to write you the information that is required for money transfer:
Address - Russia, Moscow, Sokolniki District, Babaevskaya Street 46
name - Nataliya. surname - Mukasheva
I ask to translate via Western Union or MoneyGram. Through Western Union or MoneyGram I will get your money very soon. I myself will go to the bank together with Nataliya and once the money will be in my arms.
I'll be waiting for your reply and I hope that you will help me in this difficult moment of my life.

I hope you and very very much miss you.
Your Iren.

I need you