Letter(s) to Hakan (USA)

Letter 1

Good morning dearie Hakan, How was work yesterday and i hope your night was good and great ? Never did I imagine that I would ever meet you, few days later I am leading my life with you as your dream girlfriend which I could never thought of this very time last week.
God has got his own reasons for us to meet and come this far. But I hope our new relationship will flourish beyond what it is right now if you will fullfil all what you have said in your mail and chats. Distance maybe just a part of the reason why sometimes we think we can't handle this whole relationship, but I am sure our feelings for each other is way far stronger than any oceans can come across and i know we will get to be with each other soon.
I am writting you this letter to tell you that my feelings for you is so real that I can't find any better words to describe my feelings for you as i am not the type that hide her feelings. At the same time I would like to thank you for your patience while our relationship had to go through high waves and hard rocks due to the distance. My feelings for you is growing so strong that when i imagine a life with you i just smile and hope you realy meant all you have written to me so far because those words really said really said it all that is the kind of man i want to live the rest of my life with. God determines who walks into your life....it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go."
I will always be yours no matter what the world turns out to be if we eventually meet and work on the chemistry i think we've got now. My heart will always yearning for your affection and care forever. I woke up very early looking for another scanning office and i was lucky enough to find one, i was unable to sleep all through the night because this problem got me thinking as it has to do with lot of money and it has been one the highest business i will ever engage myself with and i never want to loose it for no reason, that was the reason i had to try all my possible best and i can get to settle the money tomorrow if you can try all your possible best to get the money send to me today and i will be get to pay the whole money tomorrow and get work started at the site because the next thing is just to drill the gemstones and also get to inspect them and they will be ready for shipment.
I hope you have a wonderful day ahead of you and i promise never to let you down in any ways, forever and ever.

Regards