Letter(s) to Paul (Germany)

Letter 1

Vielen Dank, dass Sie mir Ihre E-Mail, in der Tat Sie nicht wissen, die Freude und das GlYck, das du in mein Leben gebracht. Wie geht es Ihnen? wie war dein Tag? Ich hoffe, dass alles, was vor sich geht dir gut da? Mein lieber, du bist eine sehr interessante Person, so entschlossen, diese Chance zu nutzen, um Sie kennen zu lernen. ein wenig Yber mich, ich bin eine Witwe seit mehr als 2 Jahren mit 1 Kind, ich bin ein Soldat, und ich bin derzeit in Afghanistan dienen zur Friedenssicherung, aber meine Mission wird in diesem Monat zu beenden, und ich werde kommen, Sie zu treffen von Angesicht zu Angesicht aber jetzt mYssen wir uns per Mail zu verschicken gut kennen. Ich bin auf dieser Website, weil ich auf der Suche nach einem netten Mann fYr eine ernsthafte Beziehung, ein Mann mit einem sch?nen Herzen, Sagen Sie mir ein wenig Yber Sie? Wonach suchen Sie? Ich hoffe, von Ihnen wieder zu lesen. Hier finden Sie einige meiner Bilder, und ich hoffe, Ihre Bilder auch sehen. kYssen Karin

Letter 2

Good evening my dear Paul

Feels great to read your wonderful mail with your loving photos. thank you for your kind words i appreciate it, thank you for sharing little things about you with me but will like to know more about you and your life style? Tell me more about your family? how many brothers and sisters etc. you have? ( How big is your family? i really wish you can see me or hear my sweet voice but we are not allowed here to used,call,phone or video cam because of security reasons but i will meet you soon. Paul, you are a very interesting person. age is just a number but the most important is what is inside you and how do you feel about life. I know this life from many sides and I am rather mature already to know how to make some one happy. I think we should use every chance to find our happiness. I'm very happy to write you now because after reading your email. I was very happy and felt that in fact this person whom I met online is so special, I would like us to be good to each other as a good relationship. I am on that site because I am looking for a nice man for a serious relationship, a man with a beautiful heart, I'm half German half American. and I was born in GYtersloh rais in New York. My mother was German and my father from the U.S.. I speak little German. My full name is Lieutenant Colonel, Karin Wade, I am currently serving in Afghanistan for peace keeping. I am a widow for over 2 years, I have a son and his schooling in the United States. I lost his father, my beloved husband die in a plane crash in 2013. May his gentle soul in perfect peace Amen. I really need a real relationship, and I know you must have doubt and fear about my feelings and my rapid development in love, but I really need a man to help me find a good home for my retirement is. that's why I came online and i am happy happy to find you there, Talking about who i am;am that easy going type, I am a very considerate person ,cheerful, honest and i always like to be myself at all times. I like reading good books ,chatting. My hobbies are too many but to mentioned a few; sports,watching movies, going for walks, listening to music (almost all types of music) love on the beach, dancing in the dark etc. My favorite movies are romantic movies, eating habits: just about anything, I dont smoke and i dont drink alcohol. Right now I am planning to settle down and for now i have lost my parents both died when i was in the army which i was very sad that the world has turn on me later i realized that God gives and he takes away. i need someone who is able to welcome my love just the way his is welcome a man who is able to understand all it takes to build a good relationship. I'm very happy to tell you more about myself and my job. I own a house in New York and GYterloh. I am planning to retire after this mission. I looked at this as a task from my Government, After all I signed for this job, I enjoy exploring new places and meeting new people. Hearing their stories and sharing their bad and good experience in life. I know that it is hard to understand a person without talking physically but If the right person in this entire earth finds you, then God destines it. I would love to meet a gentle,good looking,independent, educated,confident, honest,caring, witty man who seeks love. i need someone who is able to welcome my love just the way his is welcome a man who is able to understand all it takes to build a good relationship with honest, love and careering trust and value good understanding and seriousness!

I am a graduate of the Untied States Military Academy at West New York,where i graduated as a Regular Army Officer. I holds a master's degree in Philosophy. I attended the Massachusetts Institute of Technology where i obtained a Masters degree in Mechanical..I am a graduate of the National War College,Lieutenant and Colonel Staff College,Armor Officer Advanced and Basic Courses,and Ranger and Airborne schools. I served as an instructor in Untied States Military Academy.I used that education as the Robotics Project Officer in the Directorate of Combat Development at the Armor Center and later as the Armor Officer.As an engineer,I Lieutenant both a combat company and a mobile assault company.I later branch transferred to Armor. As an armor field grade officer,i was assigned to 11th Armored Cavalry Regiment where i served as for the 1st Squadron.I spent 2 years training leaders and soldiers at the National Training Center as the Lieutenant of National Training Center ....I helped trained many of the forces that subsequently saw combat operations in Desert Storm. During this time period, he developed new training methodologies for Division and Corps level training, helping to train 13 Divisions, and i conducted the first ever Corps level training exercise. In my first assignment at the National Training Center, as Lieutenant Colonel Operations Group.I revised the overall training program by improving scenarios, enhancing After Action Reports, and developing the first Brigade-level training exercise and the first heavy-light rotations.I am an Armor Officer who has Lieutenant at every level from Company to Division.I flanged assignments include Assistant Division Lieutenant.I Lieutenant the Deplorable Joint Task Force of the Response Force. I was then assigned as the Deputy Chief Lieutenant for Strategic Effects for the Multinational Force .I became the Supreme Allied Lieutenant Europe .I was recently assignment was as the Lieutenant Colonel, Third Infantry Division and Fort Stewart Hunter Army Airfield.I remain somewhat unwilling to discuss the subject of my professional with you to know me everything about my life and my Job however, it is important to note that my heritage had a heavy impact on the way i performed towards my job in the military career as Lieutenant Colonel.. Here is more of my photos.

take care of yourself for me as i will end here. I hope to read from you soon

Kisses and Hug's for you ...
Best Regards

Letter 3

Good evening Paul

Sweetheart, how was your day? I hope everything is going on well with you there this evening? I am very happy to read your long letter again and i feel very happy anytime i get your message. my birthday is 20th May 1964 and you are younger because age is just a number and I think we should use every chance to find our happiness. My son is 8 year old and he is with the care taker in NY schooling. Yes, nobody is perfect and i know you are not a prince on a white horse but i want you to know that you are my prince on a white horse just for me. i really wish you can see me or hear my sweet voice but we are not allowed here to used WhatsApp,call,phone or video cam because of security reasons but we will meet face to face together this month. thank you very much for the driver licence with your loving pictures and i can not stop looking at you. Yes, i am ready to move to Germany to live with you and God knows that i love you so much and i can not live without you. I am ready for a strong relationship with you. Paul love, you're an incredibly intelligent man and i am very proud to meet you. thank you for sharing more things about you with your life style with your happy family, thanks so much for the wonderful communication we are having now my dear and i think its such a pleasure knowing each other this way, Paul, i am very proud to know you and Together We're Perfect. Paul, I see you to be open-minded and easy-going person,full of energy and optimistic. Paul, you are very nice looking man sense of human caring honest faithful understanding truthful, we would be together this month because our mission in Afghanistan would be over soon and i will be coming to Germany to meet with you from Afghanistan after this mission. then we would both decide on where to live but we would both go to new York for my retirement party. My dear am getting so addicted to you. please do not work too much. i want you to stay strong and healthy for me. Paul, i want to be in your arms very soon so i can never miss you again. am deeply in love with you already and i mean it my dear. I have a very fragile heart and i fall in love like a baby. I am so glad you are a good man and i will love to spend the rest of my life with you forever. Paul, i cannot hide my feelings anymore. My feelings for you now is very big and i want you to appreciate and love me with your heart.

My dear Paul, i want to tell you more story why i am still single. Am so happy we share same idea in a relationship that makes the two of us. Am so glad i met you because you are already making me happy. I must say i choose you because i want to be happy in my relationship and because My mother got married to An American who is my dad. but my mom was from Germany in Region of GYtersloh. She always wanted me to marry a man from Europe because my dad was not faithful to her. He treated her bad so my mother believed all men in United state of America are the same. but i disobeyed her and got married to my late husband. but he was a very good man with a good heart. but he died in a plane crash when i was serving in Iraq some years back. when i got back to New York i heard the sad story and i almost killed myself because i loved my husband so much. But my late husband family did not allow me to see my husband corpse. they said i was not there for their son. that i loved my job more than my husband and children. which was a lie. because my husband understand my job and he was proud of me. After that experience I promised my mother that when am ready for a relationship that i would get married to a man from Europe because my mother said Europe men are the best. so i decided to face my career and my son and refused to allow another American man in my life. because i want to be able to protect and take care of my family. that is why i had to wait till this time that am about to retire. so i would be able to be there for my new husband and my son. Paul, you are the best thing that ever happened to me. I remember each and every detail. Meeting you has been an answer to my prayers. I will always love you. My heart belongs to you and ONLY you. I never want you to forget that. I didn't think it was possible to fall in love with someone so fast ... but, this has totally proved me wrong. I am truly happy to be with you. You are my everything and I will do anything for you. I will never leave your side. my love for you grows stronger and stronger as the seconds, minutes, hours and days go by. I love you with all of my heart, mind, body and soul and I always will. Baby, I love you!!!

I am so happy, I feel complete. You are the piece of the puzzle that was missing in me. I didn't know what would fill that void, but I know now that it was always you. We've become such good friends, I trust you, and I care about you so much and I know that you feel the same way. It is so wonderful to know that you care for me as much as I care. I feel so overwhelmed with emotion that I'm speechless. I really am speechless. I just want you to know that I love you so much. Honey, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, and faithful. I wanted someone who would accept me for who I am. I know that I've found that person in you. My heart told me that my prince was there when I first said hello to you over the site. I knew that you were the perfect match for me. I don't think that there is, or that there ever could be, anyone better than you out there for me. I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometimes I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or let me down in any way. Thank you for everything, honey. I pray to God every day to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time. here is more of my pictures with some of my son pictures. goodnight my love and i hope to read from you again.

Always and Forever Yours, Karin

Letter 4

I am very happy to read from you again with your wonderful photos, you are a very interesting person and like you the way you are, my right birthday is on the 20th May 1964. not 15th Oct. 1964. Yes, I understand you and accept your thought, Sweetheart, you're an incredibly intelligent man, i don't care about your age but what i care is your happiness and you don't have to be alone and your age now what you need is to stay strong and healthy for me because i want to make you feel younger like the way you used to be a very active person, age is just a number ok. My love please do not work too much because i am coming there to take good care of you. I have told Richard everything about you and his very happy for us and he will be very happy to meet you. my parents are no more and Richard is the only family i have now. Yes, i agree with you because you are caring honest faithful understanding truthful, I eat everything, your life is very interesting with your job and you are a nice person. Paul love, you're an incredibly intelligent man, you are very romantic and i can not wait to meet you face to face soon so that we can dance because i love dancing. thank you for sharing more things about you with your loving children and your nice family. My love, i understand everything you said but i believe that God has a wonderful further for us. In life, we receive a wonderful opportunity, and that is to love. Love comes in many forms. You love people in different ways and for different reasons, depending upon how they have touched your life. Love is a very powerful word and can describe a multitude of feelings, but its main context carries the same meaning. I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms, only to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything. You are everything to me. Baby. You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're my baby, and will forever be my baby. You will always be the love of my life, and please never give up, always have faith in yourself and you will gain the greatest gift of all, the gift of hope and love you righteously deserve. i can not wait to visit you. Paul, Love is like a wonderful feeling of compassion and satisfaction. It should be given respect and trust; and it should receive that love back. We are both birds of free spirit, but we fly together forever. It is you who I am so sure of spending the rest of my life with, to cherish forever and eternally. I love you more and more with each day passing. Loving, trusting and respecting each other totally can bring you to true love and happiness. It's hard to love and hard to trust; but finding love and finding trust was a gift from you to me. Relationships should never be taken for granted. The choice of being with another life is an amazing thing. Trust, loyalty and respect are a must for eternal happiness. No matter how much you love someone if you don't have these ingredients you will never succeed. To be in love means being patient but to be patient you must trust him/her first. You can never find love through the eye or ear, so you must trust the only thing that will never fade until you die, your heart. Love is like trust, when you find your special someone it is as if you're trusting them with your heart. Trust is what you put in someone's hands. Faith is what you hold on to. Trust is what makes everyone realize that you are always there for them. Faith is what makes everyone realize that you are always there to help them in case they need some help. Love makes not everyone, but the only one in your life who is special, think that you are always there for her, to be with her, to cherish her, to fulfill her dreams, to share with her and most of all, to make her realize how much you really love her. Distance doesn't matter if you really love the person, what matters most is your honesty and trust for that relationship to work out. Without romance, love gets dry. Without respect, love gets lost. Without caring, love gets boring. Without honesty, love gets unhappy, and without trust, love gets unstable. Love is a wonderful gift; trust in it, believe in it, give it, and it will be returned to you to give again and again.You can get advice from family, friends and strangers, but the best advice comes from your heart; it never lies - trust it. There may be many people that are trustworthy, but only a few are worth trusting with your heart; choose wisely.To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved. For you can love many, but without trust you have nothing............The heart already knows what the mind can only dream of. Trust your heart. Distance cannot, and will not hurt a bond between two people that is based on mutual respect, trust, commitment, and love. Jealousy is not a sign of true love; it's insecurities that comes in the way, 'cause love has just one important ingredient: Trust. Do you trust me? Love means never doubting anything. It means trusting and being honest with each other Someone can be as beautiful on the outside as they are on the inside, but when he or she betrays your trust, they become the ugliest person in the world. Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy. It does not boast. It is not proud. It is not rude. It is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrong doing. It does not delight in evil, but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, trusts, hopes, perseveres. Love takes many things: trust, hope, wishes, dreams, and everything you've got, even when you know it's not going be enough. Love is not always fireworks and shooting stars; sometimes it's a simple understanding and trust between two people.

My Dearest Husband, We are the lucky ones because we found each other again, I love you with all my heart. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go. here are some thing i will do with you when i meet you soon. Be your best friend. Get caught with you in the rain. Dance with you in the rain. Stargaze on a clear night. Watch the sunset together. Spend all day with you doing nothing. Moonlit walks on the beach. Be more proud of you than I already am at this very moment.Go on a carriage ride through the park. Do a crossword together. Go to brunch. Have a disagreement (it could/will only make us stronger).Go for a twilight horseback ride. Watch a bad movie together. Spend the rest of my life with you. Have our picture taken together. Eat ice cream with you. Make love to you passionately. Go to a museum together. Talk to each other using only body language.Give you space when you need it. Accept you totally and completely - flaws and all (I already do). Discuss current events in a heated debate. Have you see the error of your ways from aforementioned heated debate and make mad, torrid love to you, in the midst of all that passion. Carve our names into a tree/table.Go for a walk at dusk together. Be one with you. Send you a singing telegram. Spend all night thinking of 101 sweet things to do for you. Hold you and gaze into your eyes and realize how much I love you...and tell you. Gently run my hand across your cheek and look into your eyes. Blindfold you and take you somewhere romantic. Spend my life making you happy. Spend my life making our family happy. Feel your heartbeat. See our unborn child in your eyes. Go roller/ice skating together. Give you a back rub just because. ALWAYS being honest with each other. Go hiking/camping together. Have our first fight, make up and feel a stronger bond because we very successfully weathered the storm - together. Marry you. Laugh at someone together. Share a plate of spaghetti. Give you a stuffed animal just because. Go on a fun family vacation and bring back the kind of memories movies are made of. Treat you like my Lancelot. Go on a road trip across America. Count thunder together during a thunderstorm. Envelop you in my soul. Cook your favorite meal/meals. Know you better than you know yourself. Go to a Renaissance Fair. Plant a tree in our yard together.