Letter(s) to Tom (Switzerland)

Letter 1

i really want to say thanks so much for being such an angel in my life and i know i may not be able to reward in return for all that you have done for me but ,i want to say that God bless you so much,,and i am praying the next time i will say that i want to tell you something it will be a good news from and a news that will bring a change inn our lives,,and i believe God will hear out my prayers..please accept them and i look forward to see some pics of you my love

Letter 2

Hey Darling,
I know that neither one of us had in mind that we would meet someone on the Internet and fall in love but it has happened.and for that, I have no regrets. In fact, it is one of the best things that has ever happened.for this, and what has happened to us and between us I have you to thank.for almost the past week, you have brought so much joy to me that words can never explain.I never thought it would this good, but it has.this is a clear indication that we have so much in common and we are building on something that is real. I hope we get the chance to see this thing through.there have been hard times, bad times and good times, but please understand that we have so much to give to each other and I look forward to that day.and also I thank God every day for letting you have the strength to be online and text when you can, means so much to me to have that instant connection to you.honey, this year of being with you was so amazing. I wouldn't change it for anything. I just want you to remember that I am always here for you whenever you need me. I believe that God made us wait to be together for a reason. to help one another in our times of need. And if ever one of these days you are going to get sick of me but until then, you are stuck with me forever hahaha. remember that I love you and I ALWAYS, I repeat, ALWAYS, will.I am sending you this to let you know that I have been sent an angel to be with me, and you are that angel and my inspiration.and i have also gone for the money and make payment of the rent,,i have again attached a pic of me in a bikini as well my dearest one..
Love always,Doris..

Letter 3

hello my dearest one,i hope you are doing very great this morning and i thank God giving another life by letting you see the bright-day of today..please i will not be able to say much but i pray and hope you find it a reason to know how sad and painful it feels to see your only family you have, being lay on a hospital bed and seeking for a help just to save her life,and which none is coming..though i know you have been very caring,loving and also supportive since i met you in my life and i really do appreciate that my dearest one,but please at this point in time is where i need you more than ever because i have no one to turn to,every night tears wet my pillow when i think and imagine what my grandma is going through and i wish i could be of help to her at a time like this she needed more like,but you and i know that i have nothing to give now,so please am pleading with you to please help me out,my dearest one is a life of a human at stake now,and even there is a saying that we should do for others when they are in need of us,as we will also expect them to do for us when we are in need of them and besides no nobody knows tomorrow,it could even be that the life of my grandma you will save today will be an abundant blessing in your life my dearest one,please i know is hard for you in doing this but please you can not also sit and act like you do not care whiles deep down your heart i know you really care about me and my grandma,so please am pleading with you to help me out with the money to make her operation bills payment so that the doctors can start with her operation and i will be ever grateful for what you have been doing and what you will keep doing for me in my life,my love..please am hoping to hear from you,and i have also attached some pics that you asked of me,,though my situation is hard but i also have to satisfy your needs as well,so i have attached the pics my love..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Letter 4

Hello Love,thanks so much for you reply and i am dying to have a chat with you online at Skype today,because there is an important thing i want to discuss with,i have not even being able to step outside the whole of today,the reason is that i had my menstruation which was supposed to have ended last week but the blood kept flowing and i was thinking it was going to stop but i kept coming so i felt very week and i did know what t do,so i planned going to the hospital and i was not having any money on me,and i was also shy to tell you about it because i thought i might worry you and a tenant here in our house gave me some money to keep and give to the landlord as her rent and bills,because she was traveling and i had no choice than to take the money and go to the hospital,because i could not sit and watch the blood to come so excessively..so when i use the money and went to the hospital and i also use part of it to buy some foodstuffs..because the doctor told me to eat on time and take in more vegetables as well,just to day that the landlord asked me that i am suppose to give him some money that was given to me by the lady and i had no choice than to tell i bring it to him..but i have tried any means to get the money to give to the landlord and i a not getting it my dear..and when the lady comes back and i have not given the money to him,she might report to the police and i will be arrested ..so am pleading with you to do me a favor my love,you are my only hope now..i have attached some pics of me,i could not get you many as you wanted because my computer has a new windows and they formatted all the files on it,so i will try and find time so i take more for you my dearest one..

Letter 5

Good morning my Love ...How was your night my love, i hope you slept well, Every night when I close my eyes, you fill my heart with joy, and every morning when I open my eyes, you're the first thing on my mind, more than just a dream of what will probably never be. I'm in love with you - of that I'm sure, but I want to hold you, to kiss you, and adore you. If you'll be mine, you'll make me the happiest woman in this world, if you turn me away, I'll be dying. But either way, you'll always be the greatest love of all that I've ever had.I'm so in love; I get this warm sensual feeling every time I think of you. When I sleep at night, all I can dream about is you. I wish I could hold you in my arms. I dream of the day when I could kiss you passionately on your soft sweet lips and listen to your heart beating because it's sweet music to my ears.
All I can say is let me be the one you love; let me be the one whose love you need.You are the only one who can make me happy with your love and affection. Since I have met you, I have noticed that life is worth living. I live mine for you. You have stolen me from me. Alone I can be lost. So, do not let the distance between us become larger. Each day is more wonderful that the previous one as I know that I will see you. Although I know that you will ignore me, as usual, I still want to see you. The further you will go from me, the more I will love you. A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes in the promise of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance. There are so many ways I want to tell you that I really love you, my sweetheart. My feelings for you are true and pure ... like a virgin. I love you so much Thomas. How I wish words could express the thoughts that I have towards you. If I should say I love you then the greater percent of my words are still unexpressed. But of course, I must say something ... my heart beats for you, and my heart longs for you. Although we've never met, I feel as if I know you well. I knew from the start that there was something special about you; you've touched my heart and wouldn't let go. Our relationship has given me a lot of dreams, and now I feel hope. You entered my thoughts and magically erased all of my fears with your sweet and caring ways. Now I look forward to each day and feel so much at ease with you. I'm so grateful that we're able to share our problems and aspirations with each other. It truly seems as if you're a part of me, as if our time together was a melding of souls. The thought of you fills me with smiles, and I can't wait to hug you each day. I love you so much Thomas,
Your lovely one
Doris

Letter 6

hello my dearest one ,please am online now and am waiting to hear from you,so please where ever you are now can you please sign in at Skype so we can have a chat..because am missing you so much..

Letter 7

Hello Love,thanks so much for you reply and i am dying to have a chat with you online at Skype today,because there is an important thing i want to discuss with,i have not even being able to step outside the whole of today,the reason is that i had my menstruation which was supposed to have ended last week but the blood kept flowing and i was thinking it was going to stop but i kept coming so i felt very week and i did know what t do,so i planned going to the hospital and i was not having any money on me,and i was also shy to tell you about it because i thought i might worry you and a tenant here in our house gave me some money to keep and give to the landlord as her rent and bills,because she was traveling and i had no choice than to take the money and go to the hospital,because i could not sit and watch the blood to come so excessively..so when i use the money and went to the hospital and i also use part of it to buy some foodstuffs..because the doctor told me to eat on time and take in more vegetables as well,just to day that the landlord asked me that i am suppose to give him some money that was given to me by the lady and i had no choice than to tell i bring it to him..but i have tried any means to get the money to give to the landlord and i a not getting it my dear..and when the lady comes back and i have not given the money to him,she might report to the police and i will be arrested ..so am pleading with you to do me a favor my love,you are my only hope now..i have attached some pics of me,i could not get you many as you wanted because my computer has a new windows and they formatted all the files on it,so i will try and find time so i take more for you my dearest one..

Letter 8

Hello my dearest one,i hope you are doing great today ... please the picture you just sent to me the lady i am with in the picture is no ones mother but a friend i met with when i was at the modeling agency, my dear i just keep wondering what else you needed to know about me that i have not yet told you,but it seems you still don't believe or trust anything that i told you,there is an old saying that says sometimes some things are better left unspoken,but because i trusted and confided in you i told you all about me and even my past,but you still keep roaming at romance,dating and other sites finding news and peoples post about me,whiles i don't even know anything about..sometimes i just wish there was a way to change what went wrong in the past and make it better but is never possible,if i would let my image be taken out of all sites but where it has been spread out to there is no way i can undo that,sometimes i just feel guilty when i hear people complains with image what some people has taken them into it saddens my heart and tears start to flow down my cheeks,i had no one who stood by me to comfort me and make me feel like there is better chances out there to make a better place except my grandma,she has always been my comforter but there she is being laying on hospital bed suffering and yelling in pain all day and night..so when i met you i gave thanks to God for sending you into my life,because what you have done for me i will always be very grateful and because i trusted you i decided to hide anything from you,,but when i also told you all about me ,you have now turn your back on me and using my past to hurt me,Thomas...just tell me what else you expect to know about me that i have not told you and due to that you still keep roaming at sites and coming back with past to hurt and cause me pain,sometimes i wish i never seen an image of my past,because it makes me very sad and uncomfortable but you keep reminding me of that,i have to come to love you now and there is nothing that i can do change my feelings for you..you asked me you will like to come Ghana and i have accepted that,because i know when you will come it will be a great honor to see each other,hold each other and also feel each other..so what else is it that you need that i have not done Thomas,i am in stuck in a room now all because of 850 cedis debt,i told you because you are my hope and my everything now..but you left me without saying a word to me,Thomas,i just can keep writing because tears are drowning me now,am sorry but i want you to know that i love you and i will always do ..

Letter 9

Good morning my love...you know that there is nothing better than waking up with you in mind, even after having spent the night thinking about you.When I think or dream about you the best thoughts just come to my mind. I hope today you've woken up in a good mood, happy, and able to present yourself to the world with your bright eyes and with your most beautiful clothes to bring more beauty to this little planet of ours.you have the gift to bring me hope in any situation, from the time you wake up and let me tell you good morning to the moment when we go to sleep and I wish you good night and sweet dreams. you have the talent to transform anything into something more beautiful than the moment when it was created, as you add warmth and joy to our world.without you, life would be sadder and the days would be darker. I hope you have woken up feeling quite cheerful and able to transfer all your joy to all who cross your path (include me in that list, too).my wish is that we are always happy.I believe you can make my dreams come true, ever since the day I met you you've been soothing my heart, even if you don?t recognize it... my heart pulses only for you, and this simple letter expresses my admiration and all those things that I haven't had the courage to talk to you, but you better know its all where it should be: inside my heart. ,,honey please and please again am pleading with you try as much as you can to help me with the tenant 850 cedis she gave to me that i should give it to the landlord for her bills and rent,the landlord came knocking at my door and harassing me that he needs the money,i can even step out,because i have no where i can go and get the money,so please help me,Thomas am begging you my love if not and the lady comes hell will break my dearest one,,even if you transfer and send me the code here so i can go and make the withdrawal and give it to the landlord,so i can be in peace ..Thomas you are my only hope and i have no other where to go now..so please help me ,please reply me as soon as you get my mail...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Letter 10

hello handsome good morning and how was your night my love,please its been a while that i heard from you and thus not making me comfortable,i waited for you online yesterday because i read your message and you were telling me you have a good news for me,i just could not wait to hear that lovely goods.. but you were no where to be found online honey,please try and let me hear from you today or message me with the good news here in my mail,and be in the known that i have missed you so much...and not forgetting about what we have discussed on the money i need to start up with business my love,i have told you that please try and help me out even if you can get all the amount we talked about thus the existing shop money and the goods money,please try and get me part of it..i really have a lovely surprise for you in doing that for me my love and is a promise from me my dearest one...i have attached a pic of me ,just to get your cock hard and dream of fucking me honey,hope to hear from you soon my love..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THOMAS AND I WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER LOVE YOU..