Letter(s) to Jay (Canada)

Letter 1

Salut from Katka. I have got a invitation from dating with list of profiles. And i wished to write you. It's my first time dating experience because I am tired to be alone. I like to swim and also i like to enjoy a running and swimming. I am masseuse in Toronto Hotel saloon. I've never been married and i don’t have children. I would love to creat a nice communication with kind and romantic person. Not look for a games. I suppose that you too. If you would like to continue our conversation, please write me. Kind regards, your friend Katushka

Letter 2

G'day from Katka. I have got a notification from dating with list of profiles. And i wanted to write you. It's my first time dating experience because I've never been on dating before. I like to swim and also i like to enjoy a cycling. I am masseuse in Toronto Hotel saloon. I've never been married and i don’t have kids. I would love to creat a good friendship with kind and romantic person. Not look for a casual meetings. I wish that you too. If you would like to continue our conversation, please write me. Regards, your friend Katya.

Letter 3

Hello and thank you very much for your reply. I am glad that you showed me your interest. I am looking for honest and gentlelyman. Who want create a strong relations. I live and i work in Toronto. And you? I came to Canada at 1 th January 2015. I love a life here and i wish to stay here forever if i will find love. I would love to find a person who will keep and respect our relations. I am looking for long term relationship. I want to develop a relationship only with serious man! I would love to know more about you. What are you looking for? I am waiting for your reply and photos with impatience. Please do not forget to send me photos because i think it's very important first step between two people! Have a lovely day

Letter 4

Hello Jay,

I received your reply and i thank you for this. I thought you wont will responding but you did this and i thank you for this. I like your attention. Now i decided to tell you more about me. I was born March,11 1983. First i am not looking for online relationship and casual encounter. I think you will continue to write me because I would love to know and learn something about you more. If we could find some nice qualities in each other then we can to meet soon. But we need time to know each other and understand our interests and wishes. Then we could plan our meeting in real time. I think enough about 1 or 2 weeks. I would love you to know that i am very busy with my work and courses of qualification. I do not have a much free time. I am going to tell you more about my life now. I work and live in Toronto one year and 5 months. It's great place in this big world. My uncle invited me that i could to find a better life here because life and people here very lovely and open. I came to Canada to study managment. I have serious intentions to find my happiness now with the kind and honest man. I have great interest to find my perfect match now because i wish to have a family. I live in the apartment of uncle which he rented for me. When i came to Toronto in January it was a very hard time for me but then i started to study what really helps me to learn people, culture, English. I came here for better life. Our uncle made a lot for me that i could to come here and i could find my happiness. I speak sometimes with mum after work day. My family it's my mom and she live in Prague. My parents was divorced a long time ago. My fantasies are about the future that awaits me and family which i hope to create in soon future. My biggest dream is to meet perfect match who will have clean soul who will love and respect me, with whom i can create a happy relationship. I am a sincere woman and i would love to know you because you are interesting to me. You are a sincere and kind man. That's why i would like to see your letter with photos on my email all the times. I am a single woman now and i am trying to find friend and even more, as i wrote you a perfect match on the Internet because its so romantic to write each other and wait for each day a letters from each other before meeting. I like to read romance novels and comedies. I love listening all types of music. I like to dance, watching adventure comedies thrillers and actions. Could i ask you a some questions? What are you interested in me? What kind of woman you try to find? Please answer this questions because it's very important for me. Could you tell me please more about yourself and your life? I am waiting for your letter and photos with impatience...
Katka

Letter 5

Hello and thank you very much for your reply. I am glad that you showed me your interest. I am looking for honest and gentlelyman. Who want create a strong relations. I live and i work in Toronto. And you? I came to Canada at 1 th January 2015. I love a life here and i wish to stay here forever if i will find love. I would love to find a person who will keep and respect our relations. I am looking for long term relationship. I want to develop a relationship only with serious man! I would love to know more about you. What are you looking for? I am waiting for your reply and photos with impatience. Please do not forget to send me photos because i think it's very important first step between two people! Have a lovely day

Letter 6

Good morning James and thank you for your reply. Your attention for me was like a surprise. I thank you for this. I would like to know about your life better and who knows maybe we could to get success in our relations. I enjoy our correspondence. Please write me often and i promise that will do this for you too! I feel that we are the same people. I am confident that we can have an interesting talk when we will meet. I would love to know you better that's why i am going to continue our communication. Please don't stop to write me because maybe fate has given us chance. As you know that i am here 1,5 years. And i did not have any kind of relationship with men. It's not easy to find somebody in this big Toronto because i am not looking for student or someone my ages because i like adult and experienced men. I want to love the right man and i hope that who knows maybe it's you! My uncle found a job for me. Also he told me that Canadian men a very caring and culture. That's true. That's why i arrived to Toronto. I have started to study and worked a lot and i realized that i don't have enough free time to find a man in reality. That's why i made registration on dating sites to find a good person. And we have result finally after long 1 year. It's our interesting communication today. I told you all this that you started to understand me better and difficulty of finding a man. I think that we could to know each other better before meeting and of course to talk by phone to hear voice each other and ask any questions. But before we need to understand each other that's why please do not stop to write me letters because it's very important for relations. We have no real communication. We are focused to understand each other better in our letters. And plan our a real meeting at the end. Could you tell me please about your plans for the future in the next letter. What a perfect girl for you? What is true love for you? Have a lovely day. I am waiting for your soon reply and photos with impatience...

Letter 7

Good morning my friend James,

I thank you for your soon reply and beautiful photos. It's show me that you are a responsible man! I like this quality in you. My biggest dream to meet a man who kind and romantic in deep soul. Then I am sure that I can be a happy woman with such a man. The main thing for our relationship now to communicate with each other more. And then we will understand later on that we need each other and we can to plan our meeting in real life. I like our communication because I feel and see in our letters that we looking for the same things. I like your attention. I think we have the key to success for our correspondence. You told some of the secrets of your personal opinions and character. I appreciate it very much! I think sometimes the case. Such a romantic thoughts and words can belong only wounded soul who wishing a little happiness and love. I would like tell you one thing that blind women live around you because they do not see a good and honest man who can give them love and happiness. I'll try catch chance given to me by fate. I believe i will find a star of happiness in the sky soon. I really believe in this. Please do not lose your best qualities of character! Your romance and sincerity are very important for our relations. Don't waste it on empty women. Yesterday i have run in a park and i saw a couples. They shined with happiness and pleasure. I thought about myself and i promised myself that I'll be there with my man in this year! I believe in a true relationship filled with love... I have many fantasies. And i would like describe you one of these fantasies right now. We are on sandy beach and light breeze rustles my hair. The sun sets behind the horizon. We lie down on this sandy beach. We look at this beautiful red sunset. We understand together that this is true happiness! To be together and love and to care about each other. And we fall asleep hugging each other. I would love to tell you something else. I like active rest. I like camping fishing and enjoy nature. Do you like active rest? Do you like fishing or hunting? Remember that our communication is very important for us. Why are you looking for the girl in the Internet? I am waiting for your soon reply with photos...

Letter 8

Hello Jay,

I am sorry for late reply because my hard disc on computer was broken and i waited for when it was repaired. But i received your reply and i thank you for this. I thought you wont will responding but you did this and i thank you for this. I like your attention. Now i decided to tell you more about me. I was born March,11 1983. First i am not looking for online relationship and casual encounter. I think you will continue to write me because I would love to know and learn something about you more. If we could find some nice qualities in each other then we can to meet soon. But we need time to know each other and understand our interests and wishes. Then we could plan our meeting in real time. I think enough about 1 or 2 weeks. I would love you to know that i am very busy with my work and courses of upgrading of qualification masseuse. I do not have a much free time. I am going to tell you more about my life now. I work and live in Toronto one year and 5 months. It's great place in this big world. My uncle invited me that i could to find a better life here because life and people here very lovely and open. I came to Canada to study managment. I have serious intentions to find my happiness now with the kind and honest man. I have great interest to find my perfect match now because i wish to have a family. I live in the apartment of uncle which he rented for me. When i came to Toronto in January it was a very hard time for me but then i started to study what really helps me to learn people, culture, English. I came here for better life. Our uncle made a lot for me that i could to come here and i could find my happiness. I speak sometimes with mum after work day. My family it's my mom and she live in Prague. My parents was divorced a long time ago. My fantasies are about the future that awaits me and family which i hope to create in soon future. My biggest dream is to meet perfect match who will have clean soul who will love and respect me, with whom i can create a happy relationship. I am a sincere woman and i would love to know you because you are interesting to me. You are a sincere and kind man. That's why i would like to see your letter with photos on my email all the times. I am a single woman now and i am trying to find friend and even more, as i wrote you a perfect match on the Internet because its so romantic to write each other and wait for each day a letters from each other before meeting. I like to read romance novels and comedies. I love listening all types of music. I like to dance, watching adventure comedies thrillers and actions. Could i ask you a some questions? What are you interested in me? What kind of woman you try to find? Please answer this questions because it's very important for me. Could you tell me please more about yourself and your life? I am waiting for your letter and photos with impatience...

Letter 9

Good morning my friend Jay,

I would love you to know that your letters shows me that i can find my happiness. I thank you for this. I am interested to read your new messages are always about you and learn something new. Believe that you are interesting me too. And I like our communication in the letters. I believe that my loneliness will end soon if we keep our relationship in the right direction. I thank you that you gave me hope and a chance to find my true love through your letters. And i promise you that i will catch this chance. I hope that you will not forget me. I am going to develop our relationship further. I realized during our communication that you are romantic person. I would like tell you what I feel and think about our relationship. Interest a big spark for the fire to each other should be in the beginning of the relationship came to love between two people. And I have a spark for you. I believe that this spark would ignite a fire for us once. I sent my first letter to you because my heart told me to make this a try. And now I realize that I'm concerned you seriously. I care about our relationship now a lot because I believe in the best of our relations. And i hope that you too. Many men would like some kind of relationship with me. But I ended up communicating with these men now, because these men are looking for just sex and serious relations are not interesting for them. These men did not understand what I am looking for a man who will respect understand and love me. So woman who believes in the best for themselves. Yesterday i worked a short time because my boss let me had a day off. I visited and i watched the movie "The Nice Guys". I had a great time! After movie i went to cafe and enjoyed of coffee. I thought about you and about our relationship. I want to know you better and i hope to understand you completely. We have a time for our relationship so we can understand and know each other better. That's why i ask you please not to hurry me in my decision. I'll make my decision at the right time when I will understand what I want to do it. I think that you can understand me. Please answer this questions. You feel alone often? Do you believe in love at first sight? You think of marriage in the future? Forgive me for such personal questions but i would love to know this answers...

Letter 10

Good morning my friend James, thanks for your reply. Your letters are needed for me. I realized this in recent days. You are started to be a special to me. I hope that my affection for you will grow one day into something more. I'm sure we'll go forward in our relationship. We'll know each other better and see where our relationship will lead us. And maybe I'll be your woman soon which you want to accept in your life. And you will be the man for me, with whom I want to divide the family fortune. I thank you also, that you answered my questions. I do not have man in my life who'll tell me every morning wake up my darling and bring me coffee to bed! I can not understand why i can't find a good man. Why i meet men who think only about sex and wealth. I am looking for man who will support me and who can embrace me in a difficult moments. I hope that you will be person who will love and respect me forever. I think that the fate of our lonely souls introduced specifically to help each other. What qualities of character you like to see in woman? What crazy things you can do for woman? Have a lovely day...

Letter 11

My friend James, i am so happy to see your letters, again. I tried to explain to you in my last letter that my family and friends will remember and take care of me always, but they can`t replace the warmth and the feeling. I hope i will find my true love. Maybe with you who knows but time will show. I wish to find the person who will protect and support me in difficult situations always. Who will kiss and hug me every morning. Who can to buy flowers and bring me. I believe that you can be the man who will my true happiness because i found in your character the qualities which could to have it. But I can't hide from you my sympathy especially since we promised to be honest with each other in our letters. So you know that my sympathies increases with each passing day. I hope that these will continue to increase sympathy and these feelings. I think that i can fall in love with a man through the virtual communication but I realize now that those feelings might arise from me. Feelings is very powerful thing which can be done. Therefore we must write to each other and develop our relationship now because fate has given us a chance. And i think that we should not miss this chance. I hope that i have not frightened off by my recognition of my sympathies to you. Understand me i would like to be honest with you. I think that we can't build good relationships through virtual communication if we write lies in the letters to each other. I want to say also that I began to trust you in the last days of our communication. Uncle called me one day and invited to build my life and find my happiness here. That's why i decided to come Canada after a conversation. I think that many of men here are honest and affectionate. I think you understand the main reason why i came here and why i sent you first message to you. I hope you will appreciate my revelation and remember that i am trust you now. I hope that this recognition will help to develop our strong relationship and more better. You are special for me and i would love to hear your voice my dear friend James. Please send me your phone number. Thank you!

Letter 12

Hello my dear friend James,

I am very pleased to receive your warm and tender letter always. I do not know how to thank you for your attention. But your letters help me to feel my importance to you. You romantic person too so you are well able to appreciate the true feelings and serious relationship. I love the quality of your character. I'll be jealous of the woman whom you love, because you can make your lover happy. I'm sure. I dream of falling in love with the romantic man like you. The person who is ready to give herself completely love that will protect and nurture their love, which will breathe a sigh of one of his beloved. And I love what you see in the man of whom I have always dreamed of. Honestly i do not believe sometimes that you live in this world, but I get your new email again, and I understand that you live in this world and are interested in me. I am very attached to our correspondence, and I can not think of this if I open my e-mail and will not see your message out there. I'm very accustomed to you so I'm afraid of losing you please forgive me for such a request. But i need ask you because i would love to continue to develop our relations. Please promise me in your next letter that you never deceive me. That you will never disappear. You must tell me if something will not like you and me in my nature. And you will not be silent about it, trying not to offend me. Promise me? Please understand me i am completely honest in our relationship. Built on trust in each other. I'm tired of false of men. And I do not want to lose you because my intuition and my heart tell me that I could fall in love with you. And build good relations with you. I am happy that this feeling is mutual. Therefore you acknowledge that you have already occupy a place in my subconscious now, and it speaks volumes. I am going to finish letter and i hope you'll appreciate my honesty and understand me.

P.S. I would like ask you, please call me a morning before work, better time for me morning before i will go to work about 7:00 a.m. - 9:00 a.m. I would love to hear your voice when i will wake up and my day will sunny and happy. After work and course i feel myself very tired and i go to bed early. My number +16473603728. I will be happy to hear you with impatience...

Letter 13

Hello my dear friend James,

I thought about ourselves and our relationships. I thought about my feelings to you. I had to figure it out because yours sympathy grow in me every day. Time has come! My silence was difficult for me. Because i wanted to write you a letter but i denied myself because i had to consider everything without emotion. I hope you understand me. You will be able to understand the reasons my silence. When you'll read my letter till the end. I promise you if you can't understand the reason now. I am glad that you responded to my questions. Because i asked you about very personal things. You showed me your openness and honesty. You was a very special me and i was a very special for you! Also i would love to say that cheating really very painful. Trust me i know that very well so i can't forgive my lover after a betrayal me with another woman. It's very difficult. I am very glad that you understand me. We will not edit each other. We'll not suffer ever if we are together. We are understand each other because we know the pain of betrayal lover. I am going to tell you something that deep in my heart and soul. Please understand me and read good my subsequent explanation. It's important my dear friend James. My feelings have changed during these days. I knew a lot about my feelings to you. I realized that I think about you a lot. You read my letter now and probably very surprised my recognition. This is not a dream, pinch yourself by the hand, and you can see that this is reality. I learned this by listening to my heart. For example, I can't endure a long without our communicating more. I'm starting to get bored and think that I might lose you. Your kind and sensitive nature, your beautiful and courageous person and much more in you. I have not told you this before because i don't understand these feelings to the end and now i understand that i started to be close to you. Maybe it's funny but it's true. It's look like a first time! But something happened with me recently and this made me more better to understand about feelings to you. Some event happened at my work when i worked a few days ago. I worked in the morning and i had a lot of work in this day and i was a very tired by the middle of my shift. I have met a 2 beautiful and successful women at work in SPA saloon. After they started interest in me and they started asking me about my personal life, when they heard my accent. I told them that i am from Prague. Also i told them a little bit about my country. But they asked me about my relations with somebody because i am beautiful and i must to have husband. I told them about you and our communication through the Internet. I told them also that I have never seen you before in reality but i like you. And they joked about me ill to hear my story about you. Please allow me not to talk to you about this joke because I am ashamed to tell you this insulting joke. I could not continue my working day after the this because i am a very sentimental. That's why i went home after that and i was very sad because i thought about this all day. Later uncle came and visit me and told him that i have close feelings to you but I'm afraid to tell you about this. Because i think that you will not believe this recognition, and i will scare you and our communication will close. But he said i should not be ashamed of my feelings because my feelings are sincere. He said me talk with you that i will not regret in my life about this. I felt this close feelings with a decent man once, and I told him about this. Uncle said me to refrain from communicating with you for a while too and i could check my feelings and think about everything. And i did as he asked me to do, and I'm telling you now that i think of you a lot. I hope you understand me because my heart says so! And i would love to tell you, please tell me about your feelings because this is very important and necessary for me. I opened my feelings to you so you are next. I do not demand this recognition from you if you do not want to talk about it. But i would love to ask you understand me and my feelings about you and be polite to my confession. The main thing in your answer to this question is that this answer was sincere because this is very important for me. I understand that maybe it's sound a little bit unnatural and naive because we have not seen each other in reality yet. That's why i am going to see you and meet with you when boss will give me a next day off and we could finally to understand our feelings. I would love to ask you, please let me know about possible day our meeting and let me know. I never thought that i could find a person in the Internet. But this happened and we need to understand our feelings in reality. I hope that my feelings the right and i will not mistaken in you. I would love to ask you one question? Are your friends and family know about me and our relationship? Please remember that i think about you all the time. kisses and hugs.
Yours Katka

Letter 14

My darling James,

I am so happy to get your reply. Thank you. First i will not let end our relationship at this stage of development. Because I feel great sympathy to you in my heart. So I think that we should meet in reality soon. We must to feel and understand our feelings for each other and the future development of our relations. Please remember always you are very special and very important for me. I think every day when we met each other and i can tell you during our first meeting... hello my darling finally we met each other and hug you. I know with confidence that this first meeting will be a great happiness for me because I will meet with a man who was able to win my heart. I thank you that you have understood my feelings and accept my feelings. Understand that i am surprised that feelings to a man whom I had not seen in reality. I really could not believe it for a long time that think about you often but this feeling of living in my heart. And this feelings is genuine so we must think about our soon meeting. I see now that the Internet helped me to find happiness and my friend advice was correct. As i told you that i finished my search and i do not have interest in other men anymore. I found what i looked a long time. I believe that my feelings was true and a bright future waiting us. I would love to tell you about my friend's birthday yesterday. We celebrated birthday of our colleague. We work together in the for the first time together with my colleagues at work. Birthday was great! I gave her a beautiful gifts. We have a lot of dancing and singing. We are sang karaoke and i told my colleagues at work about you and about our relationship. They are happy for us and wish us only happiness. My colleagues asked to say you that you need to protect and defend me. I feel you will do this. This birthday celebration was made just for women but i thought about you. I would love to ask my best man in this world. Do you think that we will be happy together? Which scenario our first meeting? How you'll plan? I am waiting for your confirmation. Remember that i think of you all the time my darling James. kisses and hugs...

Yours Katka

Letter 15

My darling i have a short time and i would love to explain you quickly. I have a flight to Prague in few hours. My family got a big troubles. We expected and we are planned our meeting but mom called me today and everything changed. I must immediately help them. It's very important. Please don't worry because i am going to come back in during 7 days. I bought already a return ticket. I wish to meet with you because our relations very important and necessary. You're my perfect match and i am waiting for our meeting in real time now. I need your understanding and your support now. Main thing that only i can to solve this situation. They could be evicted from the apartment soon and i am not going to let this happen. That's why i bought a ticket but i promise you when I will be there i will let you know. I send you message and call you. Please do not worry about me and our relationship. We found each other and we will meet soon. In apartment we have a computer with Internet access that's why we will be able talk and write each other. I am going to buy a sim card so you could to call me and send me sms. As i said i already bought a return ticket at June,11. I am going to come back in during 7 days because my boss gave me a short time on this mission. I will have about 2 days off after my return that's why we could be together and spend our time in reality. That's a great! Please think about it and please let me know! I think that our feelings should be experienced in reality. It's very important for our future. I hope you completely understand me. I am confident that you will agree with me because we want this together. I think about you! I finish my letter on this and please remember always that i found what i looked for a long time. I will keep and hold my feelings to you. Please do not stop send me letters. Wait for my news my love. kisses and hugs...

Letter 16

Hello my darling James,

I am in Prague now and i am happy because my relatives around me, but i look forward our meeting with impatience. We walked in center and i saw a couples who was so happy be together and i thought about you. I think about you all the time. My flight My flight Prague June,11 AC1923 9:35 a.m. - Toronto, June,11 at 12:45 p.m. Can you meet me in airport? I would love to see you... I am sure you know the beautiful places in your city. I would love to visit you and spend with you 2 days. Please think about this and let me know. I would love to tell you about a meeting with my family. Our meeting was warm and happy for all of us. Mom have met me in airport. It's was a great time because i was so happy to see mum. We came home and we talked a lot. I was a really happy. I showed your photos. They are really happy for us and say to you "Hello James". But the most memorable in our meeting, it's tears of mom. I started to realize these moments of life as important to me, my family. I am sure that you understand my feelings. I am waiting for your call on mum cell phone: +(420)775 395 767. Remember that one woman, who think about you all the time and waiting for meeting with impatience. Honey, i would love to hear your voice so please call me on my number which i gave you. I realized and noticed something that i can not fall asleep for a long time because i think of you. I stand by my window and see the city at night for a long time when I can not sleep. I look at the lonely night city and feel a great sadness without you here. I realize in these moments. I look forward our meeting. I thank you for your letters. I started to feel your warm feelings. I want to explain why i left and came to Prague urgently. I promised to explain that's why i give you everything in details. My family lives in a two-room apartment in the center. I lived in this apartment before i came here. We rented this apartment about 7 years. We good knew his. He was a 65 years. Good and kind person. He was also very good friend of my father. My family and owner agreed 3 years ago that we are going to buy this apartment. He estimated the cost of the apartment about 160,000 dollars. It's cost lower than the actual price on this day but agreement still valid. The owner reduces the rent of the apartment in the amount of one third of the previous value of the lease. But we have to pay for it on top of leases 1,500 dollars per month for the gradual purchase of the apartment. We repaired everything in this apartment for this 3 years but he died a 7 months ago. She got this apartment as a legacy of about 2 weeks ago. She received her law after 6 months from the time of the death of her father. Mom agreed with her that her father's old contract for us does not change. But this woman told my mother 3 days ago that we have to pay her the remainder of the price within 2 weeks. Or she going to sell apartment to another buyer if we do not give the rest of the money during this time. She found another buyer who wants to pay for purchase of apartment much more. She want to return us money which we paid after sale of apartment. We do not want to lose this apartment at such a cheap price. So we started to act immediately when we found out about all this. We have our own studio apartment in Prague. My family gives to rent this apartment. Therefore, my mom found a buyer for the studio right away. We are going to sell this studio. My mom and me, we are legal the owners of this studio. She could to sell this studio but i must to sign some papers here. That's why i flew to the Prague so rushed when i heard it all. Prague says "trouble never comes alone" And now another problem has arisen. We have sold our own apartment. Now we must to find about 17,000 dollars. We must to find this amount in during 3 days. This woman, new owner of the one-bedroom apartment going to sell this one bedroom apartment to another buyer if we do not give her the money during 3 days. We used all the options for emergency search of money. All our days are busy looking for money. This search of amount take a lot of effort and nerves. I'm very tired but we try to find this amount. I try don't lose hope. I told you all this detail because i think that you should know everything about me. Please remember the main thing that i think about you and i am waiting for our meeting with impatience. kisses and hugs.

Yours Katka

Letter 17

Hello my darling James,

I am writing you this letter now because i'm bored without you here and i look forward to our meeting in a few days. I'm sitting at the computer and i understand now, looking at your photos that you are the only man now, where i found those masculine qualities that i appreciate and love to see in a man. I'm going to bed every night and wake up with only one thought that my lover does not warm with me my bed. You know that feeling of loneliness my love? Time different is hard for me, you know that i am very busy from early morning and daytime seeking all the ways to find the last amount. I wanted ask you to do my one little whim. Darling you must promise me that you're going to organize a small picnic in a beautiful and quiet place or beach in those few days of our meeting? Please promise me that because i really wish this...
I miss you so much and remember honey that i do everything possible to meet with you in few days. I thank you for your words, this is special to me always and you know that i understand you very good. When i hear you it bring warm to my heart and i dream that you say something nice and pleasure to my ear when we are together. I have very short time before flight and have to hurry up because it is very important to me to be on time so i will see you soon what my most deep desire these days because my heart tell me this. But i have to decide everything before my flight and i see my mom worry so much everyday and feel that would be broken if i leave without fix everything...
Today we had meeting with the flat owner and had a long conversation. At the meeting at the beginning my thoughts was like we are losing the chance because she was tuned strictly and told us that she have to sell the flat, she not care if we was not collect all the amount. She say can’t wait longer because as she say urgently need all amount to invest or something about it But because of my mom and her dad was in very good relationship so she gave us this time during my visit. She said if we won’t find the amount till I leave, she has a few customers who ready to pay today’s price which very high now. It took our attention that we may lose the apartment where we were living for 7 years and my mom can't do it because want to spend her rest of life here...
My mother and that old person was in very very good relationship and had verbal agreement, now i understand that it mistake but who not make mistakes in life, i can't blame my mother now seeing her suffer every day. Only because of their friendship that lady gave us more time. I had a serious talk with my father and he are going to help us with his savings about 11,000 dollars which he will share with us. That's why i am still need to find around 6,000 dollars. The total amount is 17,000 dollars. But i am still hoping and do all possible, meet and talk with people. But i can't lose my flight it is so important for me and my life and also because you are in my heart and i want to be with you more then anything now. I try to say all how is in my life now, i hope that i will do something, not sure what else to say now...
I hope you can understand me what mean this to my family, to any family. I am going to tell you about my childhood now. I would love that you see my city one day and i would love that we visit my family together one day in the future. I wish you to be near now I would show you much. My childhood was happy and fun, thanks to the love of my parents. I was very cheerful girl in childhood, so I loved to create small performances or competitions in our small apartment. My mom helped me in organizing these fun times. i went to school at the age of 7 years, where studied for 10 years. Many interesting things happened to me over the years: My first love happened to me in school, first kiss, i was the best student, i sang in the school choir, i was involved in a brawl with the boys at school and much more. My childhood was happy until the moment when the divorce happened between my parents. The reason for the divorce of my parents - a betrayal of my father (my father cheated my mother with another woman). My mother could not forgive my father and got divorced. My father lives and works in Poland hotel masseuse. We saw him once a year. Maybe i can introduce you with my father sometime in the future. My father is a kind and cheerful man, i have not seen him long but somewhere inside feels so miss him and strong man's hand... I believe that this small story about my childhood was interesting for you my love? I'll tell you more about my childhood, during our meeting, if you are interested in this. I would love you to know everything about me because you are very important to me! kisses and hugs...

P.S. That's great that you can to meet me in airport and we can go to London. I must to be at work at Monday June,13. I live in Scarborough close zoo

Letter 18

My darling James,

I hope you are fine today and I can say that I am not very fine. I had a very difficult few days here you know about this, but I thinking about you and everyday I think about us more and more. I cant believe its so stressful. My love I need few more days I promise you that I never forget about you and finally will be near you and show you all what I keep for you inside of me. I need your understanding very much. I feel very sad and lonely without you because to decide such hard problems alone it not so easy, I did not able to do all on time so before too late I took care of my ticket and saved it so will have few more days to fix, i also trying all what possible to convince this lady to wait some more days but she is very busy and told me she will sell flat to someone who ready to buy it with today's high price, and this price much high then we agreed to pay. So I agreed to finish payment before I leave and she say that she understand my mom and agreed too...
I just Hope with all my heart that you do not anger on me. I can understand that I am not able to do all on time i will have more problems with my work if I don't come back sooner but i can not think only about myself, my mother cried all night and ask me for care. Maybe its not best decision but i had to change my ticket before not too late because i afraid to lose it. But same time my heart suffer because i want to see you sooner and want to be with you because I love you and trust you. So you can see what happening with me this day. I want that you know sure that you live in my heart, I promise you that i care about our relationship and I want our future, i waiting for our meeting so much and you know it well. All what I want ask please don't turn away from me my man. I miss you and i want to be with you very much and will be fight for this. I send you my warmest kisses and hugs

Letter 19

Thank you that you are so patient and that you waiting for me, it is important to me because i have place for you in my heart and i live with this all these days, most what i want is to show you all what i keep for you in me and I am sure that this will be soon if we go forward together and if you not turn away from me, i pray about this every day. Your words like balm to my heart, i feel for you very strong. I have good news and i am sure that we will be together soon, this most what i want that you see from me. I had a serious talk with my boss and he said that "I am going to make transfer (wire) to you" and he made it but i can't to get this money because bankomat wrote operation can't be completed and returned me back a card. Boss could not send me Western Union because he very busy person and he made wire to my private bank account as usually. Only problem now that i can't to use here bank card for getting money in bankomat. I was in bank but they all say that i need to go to branch where i open account in Toronto. I am confused with this situation because i have money but i don't have access through bankomat here. All what i need to ask you, please don't turn away, you need to help me with this troubles. I need your bank details that i could make transfer to you right now and you could to send me Western Union service tomorrow. I have this money at my bank account and i am going to send you because boss said i made wire and you have money to pay for apartment. Please send me bank details and i will make transfer to you urgently. Do you have a banking online? Also i need that you call the bank and remove(take off) limits for money transfer and money withdraw on the bank account. I ask you only because i trust you darling and i can't ask anyone there else, I tried to call uncle but he not available with reply and i know that he would like to go on vacations with friends in Thailand. I think i wrote you already, anyway i happy for them so much and wish only happiness. I am very tired and must go back to normal life and i simple want be with you, i see now decision in my problem and i need your care and support too. I understand what you wrote me and i very care about you but all what i ask to help me in this. Alone always difficult in life i know that you know this too. Please reply very soon, i will be wait your answer. I need you and i miss you so much. My warmest hugs and kisses. I have a flight soon that's why we must to hurry up! kisses and hugs.

P.S. My darling thank you very much for your confirmation. Honey please check on Western Union and you can make transfer in any offices. I made a lot of transfers to mom from Toronto when i was there... My darling please give me this information. 1. Full Name: 2. Bank Account: 3. Branch: 4. Email address: 5. The name of Bank: 6. Address of bank: Please make transfer only in American dollars because we have agreement in American dollars. She need only dollars because we paid her in dollars... Also my love please make scan for me from Western Union document and please send me that i was sure everything ok. Thank you for your support us in hard time. I am waiting for our meeting with impatience! kisses and hugs.

Yours Katka

Letter 20

Good morning my love James,

Thanks you for your confirmation. My love i can't come back without the ownership on apartment! I must to get the ownership on my full name before flight! It's must be my apartment. Right now i need your help and i hope with luck that you will get transfer from me at Monday. I have flight at Tuesday that's why we have a short time before flight. Please understand me that i need your help. Please send me the information which i asked you urgently! Please do not let me down with in my situation because the ownership depends on you... My bank account in Toronto and i am going to make transfer between Canadian bank account. And you will get amount from me in during 15 minutes. I need your help because i am going to make transfer to you at Monday. And you need to send me Western Union at Monday because Tuesday i have flight to Toronto.

I need this information!
1. Full Name:
2. Bank Account:
3. Branch:
4. Email address:
5. The name of Bank:
6. Address of bank:

P.S. My full name is Katka Lasava. I am sorry but i can't send to you copy of passport through Internet because it's not safe. But i would love to say that it's your choice to help me or not and me decide to continue our relations or not (when you gave up me in hard time). This is very important! Scan for me Western Union Document and send me that i was sure everything ok. I am waiting for this information! kisses and hugs.

Yours Katka

Letter 21

My love thank you for your confirmation. In the bank told me that your account must be connect with interac system? Please let me know. kisses and hugs. Thank you

Letter 22

Hello my love James,

Yesterday i called to bank and they sad that i do not need your bank details. They sad that i need only this details from you urgently. The Name of holder & email address and The name of Bank. Please send me this details because i need your help. I am waiting for your confirmation. Thank you.

Yours Katka

Letter 23

My love James, i need this information from you urgently...

1. Name & Surname:
2. E-mail:
3. Bank Name:
4. Phone:
5. Transfer limits via Interac system per day?
6. How often do you use Interac system money transfers (EMT)?
7. The limits in ATM?
8. Do you have time today to make transfer to me Western Union?

Please send me this details urgently because i need your help. I am waiting for your confirmation. kisses and hugs. Thank you.

Yours Katka