Letter(s) to Jonathan (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Jon! Thanks for the answer! My name is Olga. I'm 29 years old. I'm a honest and loyal person. But my life like night sky without stars! I don't have love in my life! I went on match.com only for a serious relationship. I think we can learn each other from our letters, and it's very romantic. I had relationship on the Internet, but it's not fun. Because everyone wanted my naked photos. I think those men didn't have serious intentions. I stopped talking to them. If you don't have serious intentions and it's game for you. I don't see any reason to continue our talk. If you do not have serious intentions - Good luck in your search!!! I don't have time for games! Jon, I'm looking only serious relationship and true love! Jon, if you have good intentions, I hope

Letter 2

Jon, I'm glad to see your latter! Thanks for the answer! I am very glad you're looking for a serious relationship. Now we can continue our talking. Jon, I think it's will fun! I want to learn about you and your life. Jon that has told thanks me about your intentions. I so am glad to that ours intentions and searches are similar to you. We search practically for one and too. It is remarkable. I seldom saw in Russia men with thinking as at you. Now more men do not want long attitudes, only sex and all. And it is more than them that does not interest. At men only animal interest. And it is very bad. I search for serious attitudes. I do not search for the man simply for a disposable meeting. I'm 29 years old. I was born 25.04.1987. Jon, when is your birthday? I'm 168 cm tall. I weigh 50 kg. My hair is fair. My eyes is green. I enjoy reading and listening to music. My favorite color is green. I live in Kungur, that's in Western Urals, Russia. I'm single never been married, no children and I'm not in relationship now. Because I haven't found the right men. I was in relationship when I was student. It was 7 years ago. It's relationship ended! I had bitter experience! I work for social service! I help retired people and children from unsuccessful families. My work takes a lot of energy. I'm worry very often. But when I can see result of my work then I become very happy! I make people happy and it make me happy! It makes me smile! I love to smile. Many people think I'm very happy woman, but it's not true! Because, I'm so lonely! I think loneliness and happy it's different things! Jon, I need in man who can make me happy! I want to meet man with whom we will have true love! I want to be like a school girl getting that note from the pretty boy that turns her stomach into butterflies when they meet eyes. I believe I will meet such a person. Because Love it's very important in our life! I think love will live forever! What do you think about it? Do you believe in true love? I hope for early reply!! Olga.
P.S. I send you my pictures that you could see with whom speak. I hope you also you will send me your pictures to the answer.

Letter 3

Hello Jon! Today I have come to library and have not seen your letter. I very much hope, that with you all is good also you receive my letters. Only I do not understand why you write nothing to me. I very much hope, that our dialogue will proceed and tomorrow I can read your letter. I hope for your fast reply. Olga.

Letter 4

I am glad to see your answer to my letter. Jon, I had fine day. Today there was a good weather. I very much love, when the sun shines! It always lifts my mood. Jon, thanks that has not much told about you. It is interesting to me to speak with you and I shall be glad to continue our dialogue and to learn each other more. I hope that you will support ours with you dialogue. I am glad to see you in a picture.
You nice the man and I shall be glad to continue our dialogue. Before I go on match.com I has read through many clauses about the American men and the USA. I have been surprised by similarities in searches of the American men and Russian women. In this clause it has been described, what the American women think about marriage and creation of family. I never could think, that women in your country are interested in career, instead of family. In my country each woman dreams of family, about marriage, about wedding. But men in Russia for a long time have lost interest to it! The Most part of men in my country find interest in alcohol and an idle way of life. Therefore I am lonely. I want with me was reliable the man which loves and respects with the woman. For me it is very important, that the man had only serious relations! For me it is important that my man was true to me. Jon, I do not wish to spend my life for the person who in any opportunity can exchange me for other woman. Jon, in my opinion the American men, are closer to that I search in the man. Therefore I have decided to use Dating Site. Jon, tell to me, please, that in your country think of Russian women? Whether it is valid women in your country interest only money and career? I hope, that in the following letter we can continue this theme. Your friend Olga.

P.S. About my pictures: on the first I in my birthday with a pie in hands which to me have presented. On the second in a museum, before an ancient mirror. Speak, that if to look at itself through this mirror you to not avoid a happy life.

Letter 5

Hello! Jon, I am glad to see your answer. How there was your day? How is the weather in your city? I had good day. Jon, I am glad, that you have written to me such greater letters. But you at all have not left to me time to write to you the good letter. But I shall try to have time to make it and to answer your questions. Jon, it was very interesting to me to read that you have written. I some times re-read your letters. Jon thanks you that you have more told to me about women in the USA and about a life as a whole. It was very interesting to me to learn about it. In fact it is frequent in news and magazines write a deceit. And consequently I wished to learn your opinion on it. And me it is pleasant that you have told to me about it. It is very sad that the majority of women to care of their financial position. It is very sad. Jon, I have removed my structure right after how you have written to me your first letter. And yes, I remember that you have written to me after the first letter. You spoke that true love it that you want most of all. I think, that we should write each other more to learn each other better. Today I wish to tell to you more about my life. I was born and have grown in the city of country side Suksun. In 2003, I have left school. After leaving school I should choose my trade. I always wished to make the world better and to help people. Having consulted to mum, I have made a decision to act in Kungur, "The Perm state pedagogical university", Kungur branch. I have chosen the sociologist. In 2008, I have ended institute. After the ending of institute I have returned to my native city. I have tried to find work in Suksun. I wished to be closer to my mum, but could not find work in my native city. After that I have made a decision to come back back in Kungur. Because in Kungur, I had more chances to find work. I have collected my things and have gone to a way. Having arrived in Kungur, I was arranged to live in a hostel, after I went on labour exchange and have left there my resume. I long could not find anything suitable, and I had to work as the waitress in cafe. It was very heavy work. But it allowed me to pay my residing. In four months to me have offered work in Housing and communal services, on a post “ the worker with the public ”. I was very glad to this offer and there and then it have accepted. I worked in this company during six years, before closing. Then I had to search for work again. I have found work in a social service where I work now. To me brings pleasure my work. I think, that I have very successfully chosen a trade! My trade allows me to be realized. It seems to me that self-realization is very important thing as it allows to feel a life really. Jon, what do you do? What about your profession? Do you like your profession? Jon, I hope, that my today's letter has allowed you to imagine I wash a life is little bit better. I shall wait for your following letter and I hope, that you also to me will tell your biography. Olga.

P.S. I send you pictures with ours with the girlfriend of walk on autumn park. You like autumn? It is bad, that happens it's wet and is frequent it is raining, but what beauty appears around! All trees find various paints, reminding us about the last summer and covering the ground the foliage.

Letter 6

Hello Jon! Today I very much hoped, that I shall read your letter. But when has come to library has not seen anything on my mail. I very much hope, that my letters have offended nothing you and our dialogue to proceed. Tomorrow I shall wait your letter and I hope, that you will write to me it and will tell about what you were so is borrowed, that could not write. I hope, that you have the big day. Your friend

Letter 7

Hello Jon! I hoped, that today you do not work and can write to me your letter. But probably to you not up to me. Tell to me about if you do not wish to continue our dialogue that I did not spend vainly my time. And if you wish to continue to learn each other please try to write to me your letters every day that I did not go to library vainly. I hope, that tomorrow I shall see your letter.I hope for your fast reply. Olga.

Letter 8

I am glad to see your letter. Jon, I am very glad that we communicate and we find much in common. I very much would wish to learn you in the further. Jon thanks that has told to me about you. It was very interesting to me to learn about where you studied and worked. It is very interesting. And it allows me to learn you better. In fact than more we shall tell about us. That we shall be better to learn each other.
And then we shall know to what will result us our dialogue. You agree with me in it? Today in my letter I wish to tell to you about my family and about my close people. I was born and have grown in family of the military officer and the dressmaker. My father's name is Valentina, and my mother's name is Alexander. My father has devoted all life to service to the native land. In 1994 during war in the Chechen Republic he was lost. My mum told about my father much. She told that the father was very strong and brave the man. He did not know compromises and always struggled for the truth and validity. He was the true patriot of my country. Mum told, when I was born, he has left military service as very much was afraid to leave us one. But after on war in the Chechen Republic his close comrade was lost, he could not remain more at home. My father did not sleep at the nights, has ceased to eat! Mine mum saw his experiences as my father suffered from inactivity. My father could not stand aside, and in December 1994 has gone to the Chechen Republic. He wrote to mum of the letter and spoke that he's fine. But in February 1995 to us there has home arrived the chief of a staff and has told, that the father was lost on for special mission in city Terrible. I have remembered clearly this moment! But I did not wish to trust and constantly repeated to mum, that the father soon to us will return. Even after we have buried my father, in my heart there lived hope that is all a lie. Only becoming more adult, I have finally understood, that more never I shall see my daddy. After death of the father, mum long could not come in itself. It was very heavy period in our life. We with mum madly loved the father, and long could not be measured with loss. But my mum very strong woman! Mum tried, that our life was adjusted, and tried to make all for this purpose! She has made all to give me good education. I remember, that she worked at a textile factory! And after work late, mum murder will out clothes for sale. I tried to help with all to her, we together went with her on the market to sell things which she murder will out. My mum has learned me to be strong and never to surrender, even if it will be heavy. She always spoke, that the daddy looks at us from heavens and we should be strong. I am madly grateful to my mum because she has much made for me. She has learned me to much. I know that to her it was heavy, I saw it. She for me always was and will be an ideal of the true woman. True mum! Now my mother is 61 years old, six years ago she retired. But she continues to work. Mum, often sews dresses for me.
And I am very glad to it. I try to visit my mum more often. My mum the most close and most dear person. I madly love and I respect with my mum. She not only my mum, she my close friend. I can talk with her on any themes! I know, that she always will support me and will give correct advice. Now my mum lives, with her senior sister! She is my aunt. My aunt's name is Irina. Irina, was married, but never had children! After death of her husband she has moved to live to my mum. My aunt is 67 years old. Irina the fine person also it is very tasty prepares. I am assured, that you would love her pancakes with a bilberry. I hope, that it was interesting to you to learn about my family. I hope, that you will tell to me more about your family in following letters. I put a photo on which you can see my daddy to the letter. And also In the first photo you can see mine mum Valentina and aunt Irina. My mum is on the right in a photo, and the aunt at the left. Then we celebrated new year. We have perfectly spent time. In the second photo my daddy. Unfortunately it is a unique photo of mine of the daddy which is at me. It is very important to me. I hope these photos will like you. Jon, I shall wait for your answer. Your friend Olga.

Letter 9

Jon, today I had very busy day. In the morning I had adventures! When I went for work at me the heel has broken! I came back home, therefore I was not late nearly. I do not like to be late. Therefore I had to run to be in time for work. You only imagine it!! In the morning all people in a dozing condition go for work, and I on heels run by them. Probably passers-by have thought that I the madwoman. Jon, me it was very ridiculous, but I could not be late. It was mad day! Jon, to me it is very pleasant, that you have written such big letter. But you at all have not left to me time to write the letter and to answer your questions. But I shall try. Thanks for your pictures. But the some people and them to me are not clear. I shall explain to you more about my work! I want that you understood, what I do. I already spoke you, I work in the Social service. I have irregular working hours, sometimes I work from 8.00 to 19.00. I work five days a week. But sometimes I have to work at weekend. I work as specialist in social work. I should check in-home conditions of a life retired people, if necessary render them the various help. Sometimes it is cleaning of their house, sometimes delivery of necessary products and medicines, and I sometimes simply hours sit at my wards and I talk to them about a life. As people whom I visit in are lonely also they have no anybody to speak. I like to listen to histories from their life, it gives many lessons for me. Jon, I very much love my work because I have an opportunity to benefit people. Certainly my work, as well as any another has complexities. Many people are not able to appreciate the help which him appears. For example, today I visited the old grandfather. His name is Valentin. He has very nasty character. He something is constant is not happy! Today he has started me to abuse because I have not brought to him vodka. I have explained, that our company does not render such services and that he cannot drink vodka! Because he has very much poor health, and he can die. But he has started to shout at me. To me it was very insulting, because I care of him, and he does not respect with it. With similar situations, I should collide very often! First time I often cried. But then I have learned to concern to it little bit easier. Jonv, I hope that you understand what I spoke you about my job. Jon, are there the Social service in your country? I shall be glad to learn more about your job. I hope for your fast reply! Olga.

P.S. My first picture as I look for my work. In the second picture we gathered together with children from a children's shelter to release all these spheres in the sky in day of protection of children.

Letter 10

Jon how there was your day? I am glad to see your answer. I like to talk to you. You very interesting interlocutor. Jon, thanks that has explained to me your pictures and has written to me the good letter. To me how you speak about my work is pleasant. It is pleasant to me, that you answer my questions. I am glad, that you such open person. It was interesting to me to learn about your work. You as well as I help people, only in your case you help them to save their money for their rest. You are right that earlier in Russia was not so a lot of help for homelesses or for problem families. Jon, I like to communicate with you and I shall be glad to learn you more. Jon, I think, that in a life there are two most important things it is love and friendship. We test both these feelings to people who in due course appear in our life. The true love in a life of each person one! I think, that the true friends cannot be much. I have people whom I can name the true friends. And I am grateful to destiny, that I have the true friends. My best friends name are Natalya, Vera, Svetlana. I am familiar with Natalya since the childhood. We studied at one school and lived in the neighbourhood. Now Natalya, also lives in Kungur. She married also works as the teacher at school. I have got acquainted with Vera in institute. We studied with her in one group. Now Vera, lives to Surgut.
She was married twice. her first marriage was unsuccessful because her husband had problems with alcohol. She has divorced from it several years ago. Now she again married also is very happy. Last time I met with Vera three months ago then she came to me on a visit. With Svetlana, we together work. She very good and sympathetic person. When I started to work, I had difficult situations, in which did not know how to act. Svetlana, always gave me advice and supported me. She works in our office as the psychologist. Now she is 37 years old, she married also has two children, the boy and the girl. Jon, I am assured, if once you can meet Natalya, Vera, Svetlana. You would have liked them. They really fine people. For me they are very important. I am grateful to them because they can always support a difficult minute of my life. I hope, that it was interesting to you to learn about my friends. I shall wait for your answer. I shall be glad if you will tell to me about your friends. Your friend Olga.

P.S. In pictures which I send you today, you see me and my girlfriend Natalya. Earlier we often spent time together, but now at it the family and not so is a lot of time to lead it with me. But I understand it and I do not think at all to take offence.

Letter 11

Jon, with each our letter to each other we all become closer. I very much like that at us dialogue turns out. I am very glad to learn more about you and your life! I very much hope, that this feeling is mutual. Jon, I am very glad that you have such good friends. In any, even in the most complex vital, a situation they will not leave you in a trouble. And at any problem they will assist. They are people On which always it is possible to rely and share all problems and experiences. Jon, I am very glad that you are surrounded with such people. Thanks for your pictures. To me it is pleasant, that you show them to me. Your son is very similar to you. I thought, that it you in a youth. It is very interesting to me to read your letter and I am always glad to see your letter and your pictures! I already spoke you I the open person!
I do not love an innuendo in dialogue. I wish to tell to you about my last relations. To me this theme is not pleasant, but I think you should know about it. Jon, I already spoke you in 2003, I have entered the institute. Then I was 17 years old. Then my friends already had boyfriends. Sometimes they laughed over me because I never kissed. And I was 18 years old. I did not try to meet the guy, and thought that it very much early for me. In institute every year we had ball. On these balls chose king and queen. I always was the ferial girl, and never tried to be the focus of attention! I have been very surprised, when me have chosen queen. First I did not wish to go on a stage, but my friends have insisted on it. Then sounded the name of the king of the ball, it was Nikita! We should dance. I remember, that I felt awkwardly because I never danced with the man. I remember, that I have reddened and have escaped therefrom. After that I weigh evening cried in a room. It was very a shame to me. Vera has calmed me, we long with her talked! Then I have forgotten about this unsuccessful ball. Next day Nikita, has come to my group with flowers and has invited to appointment, but I have given up to it. After that he long looked after me, and tried to achieve my attention. Then I was too naive and have thought, that I have fallen in love with him! We have started to meet him, when I was 19 years old. First in our relations all was good, we understood and about respect concerned to each other. But when we last year training, he has started to drink often, he shirked lessons. In institute wished him to deduct. Then I have suggested him to correct a situation and began to help with study. Then I lived in a hostel with friends. Nikita, often came to me to a room, and I helped it with study. And once having come to my room I have seen Nikita and my friend, her called Oksana! They were together in a bed. My heart has stood, to me was madly sick from seen. I have escaped therefrom! I did not wish to come back more there and to see their faces. To me was sick to realize, that he spoke me about love, looking in eyes! To me it was sick that he has exchanged me for my friend. I could not believe that Oksana, could betray me. In fact we lived together five years, and I always tried to help her with all. I never bore her malice. I long experienced from happened, I have moved to live in other room and avoided a meeting with Nikita and Oksana. Later week, I have gone home and have talked about this situation to mum. Then she has given me advice! She has told, that there was no love and friendship. My mum has advised to forget this situation, and to continue to live further. I have made as my mum has told. But I have solved, that my new relations will be only with the man who will be more senior than me! Because the senior the man knows as to address with the woman. Jon, for me the most important in relations, is sincerity, honesty and confidence. Jon, these things also are important for you? What exactly for you is important in relations? I shall understand if for you it was unpleasant to hear about it. But I want that you knew all about me. I do not want, that between us there were secrets. I hope, that you with me agree. Your friend Olga.

P.S. The majority of my pictures are taken from walks on open air. I very much like to spend time with advantage. I also like our nature. We have many beautiful places.

Letter 12

Hello Jon!!! How there was your day? Jon, I thought, that you will tell to me about your last attitudes. But you instead of it have started to correct my letter. Jon, I understand, that I write with mistakes. Simply I very much hurry up, and I print badly and consequently so it turns out. But I am glad, that you understand that I write to you. It is interesting to me to speak with you and to learn you more. Jon, I want too you to know more about Russia. In my country there is a saying - in order to understand Russia you need to live in Russia. I will try to explain to you what kind of life in my country. Russia - it is the biggest country in the world, in my country 83 regions of the Russian Federation. It is like in your country 50 states. In Russia there are 180 various nations. Each nation has her history, culture, language and traditions. All together, this is big and great history of Russia. We have are known poets Pushkin, Esenin, Tolstoy. Do you know about them much? In Russia many various crafts. I send you some photos. The first photo are valenoks. It is Old Russian footwear. The second photo - it gzhel and hohloma. It a little prophetic which associate with Russia. I hope, that it will be interesting to you. Jon, often on TV programs about what foreigners are saying about my country. Sometimes it makes me laugh. Because many are mistaken in his statements about Russia. Really, Russia has a lot of problems. But Russia is a wonderful country. I love Russia, with all its advantages and disadvantages. And I think everyone should love homeland! What do you think? am I right? I hope, that it was interesting to you to learn about my country. You can tell to me more about your country? Yours faithfully Olga.

p.s. I am sending you a poem by Pushkin. " WINTER MORNING "

Frost and the sun; day wonderful!
Still you doze, the friend charming-
It is time, a beauty, wake up:
Open looks are closed by luxury
Towards to northern Aurora,
Star the north be!

Evening, you remember, the blizzard was angry,
In the muddy sky the haze rushed;
The moon, as a pale spot,
Through clouds gloomy turned yellow,
And you sad sat-
And now..... Have a look in a window:

Under blue heavens
Magnificent carpets,
Shining on the sun, a snow lays;
The transparent wood one blackens,
And the fur-tree through hoarfrost turns green,
And the small river under an ice shines.

All room amber shine
It is lit up. A cheerful crash
The flooded furnace cracks.
It is pleasant to think at a stove bench.
But you know: whether to order in sled
Mare brown harnessed?

Sliding on a morning snow,
The friend the darling, we shall be betraid to run
Impatient horse
Also we shall visit fields empty,
Woods, recently so dense,
And coast, lovely for me

Letter 13

Jon how there was you today? How your state of health? Jon, I am glad that you liked history about Russia. Our country has huge and very interesting history. Probably if we when be we shall meet, then I shall tell to you more about my country, sitting for a cup of coffee. It would be healthy. I would think we have found themes for conversation and would compare properties of our countries. In fact our countries are majestic and beautiful. Thanks for your very interesting story about your country and for your pictures. To me it is very pleasant, that at you on a computer I pictures is visible always. But I have not understood that for an arch and for what it is necessary? What its function? Today my day has passed very well. Since the morning I had an excellent mood. Having woken up, I have looked in a window, there was an excellent weather. Speak, that as you will begin day so it and you will lead. I very much love, when my morning begins with a smile.
I read in one very cognitive book, that the person even in a unpleasant situation should speak itself, that could be and worse than now. On the one hand it looks ridiculously. Jon, but it really helps to motivate itself and to not be upset on trifles. I very much like to read, and often books in which attitude of people is discussed, their attitude to problems come across to me. Jon, tell, and how you concern to problems in a life? What helps you to struggle, and to not lose courage in a complex situation? You share with someone the ideas and experiences? Personally I cannot hold all of a problem in myself. I almost about all talk to my mum, or Natalya. Today I just have met with Natalya in grocery shop. We were very glad to a meeting, and have gone what to have a bite in cafe. We have talked that new has occured from our last meeting. Natalya, married, they for a long time with the husband wished to get the child, at last Natalya has become pregnant. It has told, that already on the second month of pregnancy. I was madly glad to this news, I have congratulated it on so significant event.
Then we long talked and about the past. Jon, I have told Natalya, that I communicate with you. It has started me to ask, about you. I have told to it, that I very much am pleasant like with you, and that you very decent the man. It has told to me to be cautious and that heard bad histories about girls who marry foreigners much. It has started to tell to me various unpleasant histories, but I have stopped it and have asked to not lift this conversation henceforth. I have explained Natalya, that it is not necessary to experience for me, you very good person, besides we at present simply learn, about each other. Jon, do not take offence on Natalya, it only experiences for me. Natalya, very good, kind and sympathetic person, it always supports me a difficult minute, and shows care of me. I hope, that you will understand its experiences. Jon, and you, spoke with someone what you write to me? If yes, I would like to know opinion of your relatives and friends about ours with you dialogue. Relatives, always care of us, and try to warn us, I always listen to their opinion, but I do how I consider it necessary. Therefore as it is my life, and to live it to me. I am deeply confident that ourselves we build the destiny. And all in our life depends only on ourselves! In the end of our conversation Natalya, has invited me on a visit to itself next week. It has told, that wishes me to treat with a new dish of own preparation. I as very much like to prepare, and we is frequent with it we exchange experience. Jon, I would like too for something to surprise Natalya, you could tell to me about kitchen in the USA, and give any recipe? I would be very grateful to you. My pictures, that I send you today, are taken at various times year. In the first picture we with the girlfriend skated. On the second we is not far from the house of my mum, in a floor where these flowers grow. Jon, you know that it for flowers? On it I shall finish the letter, I hope, that at you all is good, and soon I shall see your answer. Your friend Olga.

Letter 14

Jon, how are you? Today I have received the letter from unfamiliar email addresses. I thought it you have written to me from another email.
But when I have read through your letter I have understood, that it was written by one of those of the man who wrote to me earlier. He again asked naked photos and called me the robot. I have not understood, that he wished to tell it. I am not interested in it. I have removed its letter. I hope, that he will not write to me anymore. I am surprised that men happen are very impudent! I do not understand, how they can ask a naked photo from the girl? Unless the man does not understand, what he offends by it the decent woman??? Probably, I do not understand something. I am brought well up also I shall never send naked photos. I think that the woman should belong only to one man! I was brought up by my mum, and I am assured, that it is correct. Much in the world varies, it seems to me, that gradually people go mad. I think that people lose feelings of conscience, shame, modesty and fidelity! Sometimes I think, that many people have forgot to love. People have replaced light feelings with false values. People gradually become heartless! Jon, I am very grateful to my mum, that she has given me good education! Maybe, I am a little old-fashioned, but I know that I have heart! I know, that my conscience is pure. I know, that I have people who sincerely loves me. And for me it is important!!! I am glad, that you with understanding have concerned to experiences of my friend Natalia and do not hold on it a harm. It only experiences for me and wishes me is kind, that I was happy. To me it is pleasant, that you are not one of such men. I trust you and I wish to learn you more. Jon, thanks that has more told about your country and about you. I am glad, that you as well as to me like to communicate with each other. I hope, that our dialogue will come to something to greater, than simply friendship. Thanks for your picture. You nice the man. Jon, I shall be glad to any recipe on your discretion and I do not care of how many money will go on products. The only thing to you needs to be considered, that it will eat Natalya. I hope, that you can choose itself, that it will be better to prepare. Jon, it is a pity to me, that you spoke with the girl who played with you and your feelings for the sake of money. I do not understand such people. For what they do it? For the sake of money? Unless in them happiness? I can provide myself with all necessary independently, and greater it is not necessary for me. Thanks for your pictures. You nice the man and I are glad, that we are familiar with you. Jon, tomorrow 23 June, my aunt's birthday. I have taken the day off on work, and I shall go to them in country side Suksun to make a surprise. I have prepared for a gift for aunt Irina. My gift is the room flower "Eucalyptus." This flower possesses, bright aroma and allows to leave air in a room pure and fresh. I think, that she will like this gift! She very much loves room flowers. I hope, that I was not mistaken with a choice. Jon, I shall finish my letter, I need to go on the bus to go in country side Suksun. Forgive, today I have no photo to send you! I shall send a photo when I shall return. I shall wait for your following letter. Your friend Olga.

Letter 15

Jon, I am glad to see your answer. I spoke you that, I went in country side Suksun. Today I have returned in Kungur. I had a good trip. My aunt Irina, liked my gift. She said she would put "Eucalyptus" next to the bed. Jon, I was happy to see my aunt's smile. I think that in a life very important, to see happiness of close people. I had good time in the house of my mum. We made a celebratory supper. It was cheerful. We prepared salad "Olivie", pot roast and cake for dessert. It was very tasty. I liked the cake, we baked it mother's prescription. It is called " fallen leaves ". This pie gathers from several cake becomes covered by a special cream. Jon, do you like sweets? If you love sweet then you would love this pie. Jon, would you like to try it? My aunt very intelligent person. She worked as the teacher of Russian and the literature at school. She read us poems of Pushkin and Yesenin. Sometimes I think, that she knows all Russian poetry by heart. My mum and Irina have asked me about my private life. I have told about ours with you dialogue. They have been very surprised, that there were opportunities to speak with someone from other country! They also have been surprised that I speak with the man from other country. Mum has started to ask me about you, I have told that you very good person. I have told, that you the sociable, kind and sympathetic person. Besides very nice the man. That I like to speak with you and to learn you more. I have told that you sincerely speak about you and your life, and about your ideas. What is the intentions have exclusively kind and serious character. My mum, has told that I never forgot about education which she have given me!!! She wants that I always remained the decent girl! My mum is glad that I have dared to build relations and family. She has advised to do, that speaks my heart. She has asked to show your photo next time. I have promised, that I shall make it. Jon, can I show your photos to my mother? Jon, I do not pay attention to people which ask from me naked pictures. To me it is indifferent, that they write. At them is not present what cultural wealth. Them it is very a pity to me. I am very glad that you brought up and polite the man. You differ from these ill-bred people. I am glad that have got acquainted with you. With you it is very interesting to me. Thanks for your recipe and figures how it to do. I have understood, that it is necessary to divide chicken breast. I hope, that at me all will turn out. I think, that this very tasty dish. Jon, my mum asked that I spent the night in her house. But I have returned in Kungur because I do not wish to leave your letter without the answer. Jon, me it is very pleasant, that I am familiar with you!
Your letters and your life are very interesting to me. Jon, I hope to see your answer tomorrow. Olga.

P.S. I send you pictures of how I looked in one of winters. Then to me all spoke, that I am similar to the little girl. Jon how you consider, they are right?

Letter 16

How there was your day? What is your weather like? Jon, to me it is very pleasant that you were interested in a trip from my city in the USA. But I think, that to us while early to speak about it. We need to learn more each other and then we shall see to what it goes.))))), thanks for your pictures. I am always glad to read your letters and to look at your pictures. I am surprised, that you have found the information on our museum in Suksun. I was there and not once. When you look at all the eyes it on much more interesting and you can feel communication with history of creation of these samovars. Jon, all day I thought of my mother's words. My mum has told, that when I shall meet my destiny then my life completely to change. And I should be ready to these changes. Mum has told to me history as she have got acquainted with my daddy. Then, my mum lived with parents in Orenburg. She worked in a sewing factory. Once, when mum has gone to cinema she has met the father. Mum speaks, that remembers his image, he was big strong, beautiful the man! She could not take her eyes off him. The father also noticed my mother and asked her to hold up home. My mother has agreed! Thus began the love story of my parents. My father was 12 years older than my mother. Then he was the officer of the Soviet Army. And after 6 months their dating, he was sent to serve in Suksun. My mum had to leave parents and work to be together with my father. She has gone together with the father in Suksun. My mother told me that it is very hard to be an officer's wife. But my mum never regretted that has left all to be together with my father. Mum was very happy, when told to me it. Mum has told, that together with the father she was happy every day and every minute. It is really big and complex step to leave all for the sake of the beloved. Today I spent the whole day thinking would be I able to do also? It is valid not the simple decision!
But I think that I could make it. Jon, can you leave everything for your beloved? Can you start life with a clean slate? I send you my pictures, where I with different color of hair. Many girls including I, like to change color of hair. How you think, what color to me is better? I shall wait your letter. I hope, you will answer my questions, it is important for me. Your friend Olga.

Letter 17

Jon, I am glad to see your letter! Jon, thanks for such substantial letter. I like to speak with you. It is very interesting to me to learn about you and your life. Jon you are for me special the man. To me dialogue with you is very pleasant. And I am glad that I have started to communicate with you, but I think that we should suffer a little and hardly it is better to learn each other. And then we can precisely learn to what it goes. And then I can tell what feelings I to you I test. I hope you will understand me in it. Also you would will give me a few time that I have thought of all. Jon, thanks for your pictures. It is a pity to me, that I do not see a picture you today. I write to you from other library. In their our city a little and only in one I can use a computer. To me it is pleasant, that you answer my questions.
I like to speak with you and to learn you more. Jon, I had very intense day on work today. I went to check Smirnov's family. It is having many children and unsuccessful family. I watch this family. I visit their time in two weeks. I check their conditions of a life, health of children and a condition of mother. They live without the father, he has left them two years ago. Galina it is mum of this family. Galina had problems with alcohol. It is very a pity to me of her children. I try to explain Galina that she has refused alcohol and have regretted children! But she never listened to me. One month ago her wished to deprive with the parental rights. But then she has promised that will be corrected. Today I have been surprised that, all have changed. Galina did cleaning the house, her children were neatly dressed and smiling at me. She has cooked a tasty dinner and has invited me to have a dinner with them. I have agreed. Galina has thanked me, that I have opened to her eyes on her problems. She has told to me, that very much worried, when her husband has left them!! She very much was afraid, that there was one with problems. I am very glad, that Galina have found forces and have solved this problem. After a dinner when I left their house to me has approached Anna. Anna oldest Galina's daughter. Anna has told to me, that they are very grateful, because I have returned to them mum! She has given me the curtailed leaf. She has asked to not forget and visit them. I have promised, that them I shall visit more often. When I have left the house then I have opened a leaf it there was a figure. On it their family has been represented. On a leaf It has been written “ for Olga “ me very much has touched and has forced to shed a few tears! I was very pleased to feel necessary person! Today I was once again convinced of necessity of my work! I understand that my work is very important for people. I believe that Smirnov's family is now all is well. Jon, tell to me about your day? Your friend Olga.

P.S. I send you my pictures. Then we with the girlfriend walked on open air along the river. I like to walk there, where air pure and fresh.
I like to look at the nature and beautiful landscapes which open before you when you leave hardly further from a civilization.

Letter 18

Hello dear Jon!!! Thanks for your letter and your words about me and my work. I really like to help to people and I love my work! Jon in Russia wedding rings carry on the right hand. At me a ring on the left hand. It not a wedding ring. Therefore you do not need to worry because of it. If I had a husband, I would not search for the man on a site of acquaintances. And the more so would not began to communicate with other men. My ring, it is simple an ornament. It is a gift of my Mum for my 18 years. She has presented me this ring with words when I shall meet the man of my Dream, I can change clothes of this ring on the right hand. And it should bring to me happiness in private life. I hope that now you understand it? My aunt carries that ring on the fourth finger of the left hand because it shows that it the widow and is still betraid to its husband. If its husband was alive, it would carry this ring on the fourth finger of the right hand. Jon, thanks for your pictures! I like to look at you and I agree with you, that it would be advisable to you haircut. To me it is pleasant, that you have become interested in the Russian literature. Yesterday I long could not fall asleep. Because I have met Nikita. When I saw his, my heart is not trembled. Earlier I very long would think of this meeting. But now I do not wish even to think of those gloomy memoirs. I long thought that has changed my consciousness??? Jon, many of my coworkers say that to my face smile never disappears, and I became even more vigorously. Jon, I did not give to it value. But after a meeting with Nikita, I have understood that I very much have changed. Jon if I have met Nikita earlier, I again would think of those bad memoirs. But now I do not wish to long and think of the past. Jon, you have helped to forget to me about the last relations. I have learned to see many negative things on the other hand. I am assured, it you have helped me!
Jon, you are open person, you are cheerful and wise. I have learned much at you. Our dialogue to me gives to confidence and allows me to feel as princess. I never tested such care and man's attention to me. It is very pleasant! Jon, I am assured, that any woman with you would be happy. You are an amazing man! I am surprised, that you have great heart. Such people as you very little! I am very happy because I can communicate with you. My pictures which I send you today, are taken on my work. My girlfriend earlier often came to me for work when it had a break on its work or the free time is simple. Jon, thanks that you have appeared in my life! I never had such friend as you. You are a lovely person and a wonderful man. Olga.

Letter 19

Jon, I very often think that I am tired from injustice. Jon, I wish to create my world together with loved by the man. I want, that in this world there were only we and only our love. This all that I want in a life. I do not want anything except for the true and sincere love. I think that the most important in a life is love! I think, that only the love can make the person rather happy. Jon, what do you think about this? Jon, thanks that has written to me today! I am always glad to read your letters! I as shall be glad to see your pictures! I like to speak with you! Thanks for your pictures! You very nice and attractive the man! I am glad, that I have such friend as you! It is a pity to me, that today I have no time to write to you the good letter. But I hope, that you will understand me and will not be angry. Today my mum will come to visit me. We every year this day we meet mum. Because this day especial for our family. This is the day my parents' wedding.
Now I shall write to you my letter and I shall go to meet my mum. I shall wait for your letter! Olga.

Letter 20

Jon, I had fine day! I have woken up in good mood. Jon, you answer the most part of questions. I at all do not understand for what you asked, if itself have answered? In fact I told to you about my last attitudes. Jon, I did not speak with my was. To me with it any more about what to speak! Therefore you can not worry about it. As to following questions. I never had intimate affinity with the man. I take care for the man of my dream! My name is Olga Aleksandrovna. I love pets. I hope, that I have answered all your questions. Yesterday when I have met my mum we have gone home. We have cooked a supper. We talked about the father much. Mum recollected interesting cases from their life. After mum has asked about you. I have told to her, that we continue to communicate, and you very much like me. I have told, that we well understand each other! I have told that we with you have much in common. I have shown mum your photo. Jon, she thinks that you the darling. Mum has allowed me advice to not lose time! She has told that I should make, that feels my heart! Mum has told that I should not hide my feelings. After a supper we have laid down to sleep. Jon, I could not sleep for a long time and I thought of my mother's words. Jon, I am valid I think of you much. In my heart you have borrowed very much the most part. I to you did not tell, but I often imagine us together. I think, that I would be happy to be together with you. I long could not dare to tell to you about it. I am afraid your reaction.
Jon, I very much hope that you understand, that you are very similar to which man I searched for all my life. You the good friend and I am afraid to lose you. Jon, I do not know, that to me happens, but I think, that I love you!!!! Jon, I have decided to tell to you about it because you should know about my feelings. Jon, what do you feel for me? Who am I for you? It is very important to me to know it! I with impatience shall wait for your answer! Yours Olga.

P.S. I shall write not much about my pictures. On the first I am simple. On the second I with a bouquet of colors which to me, as well as all my colleagues, their female part, have presented for March, 8th. At us on work so it is accepted, that for a man's holiday the female part of collective does gifts of a man's part, and on a female holiday on the contrary. I hope you you understand that I speak.

Letter 21

Jon, I today have woken up very happy!!! You came to me in my dream. Jon, we were together. You held my hand and looked in my eyes. It was very real dream! I have remembered your words. Jon, you have told to me “ OLGA I LOVE YOU ”. It was perfectly! I did not want, that it came to an end. But when I have woken up I have understood that it was a dream. This dream was fine!!! Today I have a smile all the day long. I with impatience waited when I can go to library to read through your letter. Now I read your letter and I have tears in my opinion. Jon, it is tears of pleasure. I am happy to read your letter. Your letters this all that are at me. But this all finest, that was with me. Jon, I was never happy, as now. I look forward to your letters like a school girl getting that note from the pretty boy that turns his stomach into butterflies. Jon, I cannot describe, that I test. I very much wish to shout!!! I very much wish to shout that you have heard me! I want that you have heard about my love! I LOVE YOU JON! I am assured of it! I feel it my body and my soul! I am assured, that you the man which I waited all my life. I am assured, that only you can make me happy! Jon, your love is necessary to me! You are necessary to me only! Jon, my black and white world has turned into color. Jon, I never tested such feelings! I understand that, at last the love has come to my life!
This love heats me from within! This love is capable to change all my life! Jon, thanks, that you are in my life! Thanks, that you have learned me to love! I very much wish to look in your eyes and to tell to you about my love! Jon, do you want that my dream become a reality?
Jon, do you want us to be together? Jon, I with pleasure read your letter and I cannot transfer words that I felt at its reading! You have written so much, that have not left to me time that I could write to you more. But I hope, that you will like to read my letter! Jon, I the virgin and consequently about what orgasm can go speech? It is a pity to me, that I have no time to answer all your questions. But I hope, that you will ask again that for you is important. I send you my pictures from one of many ours with the girlfriend of walks on open air.
That day there was a wonderful flying weather. Jon, MY LOVE I WILL WAIT FOR YOUR LETTER WITH IMPATIENCE! I AM HAPPY, THANKS YOU FOR IT!
Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 22

My love, I am glad to see your letter! I am happy, that my feelings are mutual. I trust, that we shall be the happiest pair in the world!
Jon, we needed to meet. Jon, I am grateful to destiny that she has given us chance to become happy! Jon, we with you have deserved love! We have deserved the right fortunately! We suffered in a life much! Time for our happiness has now come! Jon, now we shall begin our new happy life! Jon, I with greater pleasure read your letters! I love your dream!!! I want, that all our dreams were carried out! I do not imagine on how many I would be happy! I never could forget such put!!! I very much hope, that once all this becomes real and we can embody our dreams in a reality! I never was on the sea and never saw ocean and everything that you have not shown me, will be greater surprise for me! But how you describe our first joint day at a meeting, it is simply wonderful! Jon when I read your letter felt a shiver on my body and had a goose leather!!! Jon, I have good mood. Jon do you know what happened yesterday? Yesterday you came again to me in a dream. It was so beautiful.
Jon, each time my dreams become more and more real! I never was on the sea! Jon, but today we were together on a beautiful beach! It was the sea, the sun, white sand and we! JUST US! JUST YOU AND ME! We laid and looked against each other! I saw my reflection in your eyes. You whispered something to me, but I could not understand it. I have come nearer to you to hear, what you speak. And we have merged in a passionate kiss. You caressed my shoulders and hair!!! You kissed my neck …. Each your kiss burnt me!!! When I have opened eyes I felt this heat. Jon, it was so fine dream! I have tried to fall asleep again. I wished to appear again together with you! But I could not fall asleep again … Jon, I very much want that my dreams were carried out! I want that we were together. I wish to be together with you and to feel your breath. For me it does not matter how and where we will live. Jon, for me it is important that we were together! That's all I want! Jon, I wish to roll in your embraces. I LOVE YOU MINE JON!!! I send you millions air kisses! I hope, my letter will warm you! Yours and only yours Olga.

P.S. My pictures as it is usual from walks on open air. Then there was an autumn and all around accepted various colors! I like autumn, when there is no a rain and is yet cold. It is very beautiful.

Letter 23

Jon how was your day? I had good day. In the morning I had meeting on work. This meeting was prolonged till a dinner. After a dinner I have borrowed in detour of my wards. I have visited Smirnov family. Galinas was absent at home, she was on work. But its children have met me.
They were all right, it is very pleased me! I have a little talked to children and have gone further. After I have visited Tatiana Sergeevna and Nina Yurievna. These are two women who are older than 80 years. The last month we have occupied them in a hostel because in their houses there were conditions not suitable for residing. I have brought for them products and medicines. I have talked about their health. After Tatiana Sergeevna has told to me, that I sparkle as a brilliant on the sun! She has noticed, that I am very happy! She has told that never saw me such! Tatiana Sergeevna has told, that she at once has understood that I have fallen in love. I was surprised and have asked her why she so thinks? She has told, that enamoured difficultly to not notice. And then I have told to her about you. Tatiana Sergeevna it has been surprised, that we have got acquainted through internet. She was is very surprised that two persons from the different countries can to communicate without problems with each other. I have told to her, that I think of a meeting with you. Tatiana Sergeevna has told, that I act correctly and that I should listen to my heart then I can become happy. But conversation has entered Nina Yurievna. Nina Yurievna has told, that does not trust, that it is possible to grow fond of the person of whom never met. I have explained to her, that I read your letters! I have told that I know your ideas and I feel you my heart! I and have enough of it. I have told also have told that for me the soul of the person is important. Because only the person with the big soul can love really! Tatiana Sergeevna has supported me! She asked that Nina Yurievna did not give me any advice. Then I have returned for work. When the working day has ended I has gone home! I thought of conversation with Tatiana Sergeevna and Nina Yurievna. Jon, I think that Nina Yurievna never loved, because she thinks that the true love cannot exist on distance. I think, that for the true love there is no distance and barrier. Jon, what do you think about this? Jon, thanks for your letter and your pictures! I with pleasure read your lines! I like your dreams and I very much hope, that once all our dreams can be carried out in a reality! Jon, I do not think, that mail in Russia should be trusted. We on former works very badly. I would be very happy to receive from you something by mail. But I shall be upset, if you parcel will not reach me. Here my address: 60a Truda, Kungur, Perm Region, Russia, 617480. Jon, thanks that has told to me about diamonds and about that. Why in your country it is accepted to give their women. To me it is very pleasant, as you speak about me! I some times read your letter and now at me not enough time to write to you back.
But I hope, that I have answered all your questions. As to phone I shall try to find an opportunity to call to you. As soon as I shall know something about it I shall necessarily inform you. My pictures from walks on open air. I like to spend time on the nature. It is a pity just to time not always on it enough. But I try to get out more often of city and easier to walk and enjoy the nature. I LOVE YOU JON!!! The whole! I shall wait for your letter. I miss you! Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 24

Jon, I am glad to see your letter! Your letters warm my soul! Jon, how was your day? What is your weather like? I am very glad to read about your feelings for me! Jon, I have no the car and I move on foot or on public transport. I am glad, that you like that I tell to you about my day. Thanks for your letter and your pictures! I like to look at you and to read your lines! Jon, I too wish to speak by with you to phone and as soon as I shall find an opportunity I shall necessarily call to you! Jon, every day my love to you all becomes stronger. I cannot think of what except for you. Jon, every minute I think only of you. I very long thought about Tatiana Sergeevna's words. Jon, I think, we should meet. In my opinion it is necessary for opinion for us. Jon when we shall meet we we can discuss all event between us! Then we can understand that we are necessary the friend for the friend. Jon, in my heart there are no doubts about my feelings for you. I am assured, that we are created the friend for the friend. We can feel all only when we shall meet! What do you think about our meeting?? Jon, I very much worry that think your close people of me? They will be happy for us, if we are together? What do you think? Jon, very important for me to know about it! That about my close people, do not worry. Jon, my mom and my friends are very good to you. Jon, for my close people it is important, that I was happy. I shall be happy only with you!!! Today I send you my pictures, where I with a different hairdress and long hair. I hope, that you will tell your opinion on how to me it will be better. I shall wait for your letter and answers to my questions! I hope that we want the same! I LOVE YOU JON!!! Yours and only yours Olga.

P.S. I send you a verse:

And me in Your kisses to be dissolved …
Snowflake to thaw …
And a match to burn down …
And me tear with cilia to roll down …
Melody of tenderness
In heart clink …
And me in Your embraces to be lost,
Yes so that it is more
Nobody has found …
And in Your bed it to appear to me
And passionately to whisper,
As to me it is good …
And me with You to fall asleep - to not wake up …
On a body shaking
Wave run …
And me to palm with Yours to touch …
And I not I get tired
Of it to dream …

It speaks about my feelings for you! I hope you like it!

Letter 25

I am glad to see your letter. That you have written thanks me. Jon, I love you, I miss you, I need you. Only your letters give me a smile.
Jon, forgive, that has not written to you yesterday. In library there was no Internet. But I am happy, that today everything is all right!
Thanks for all your words about me and for your poem. I with pleasure read your letter! I very much like your poem! Jon, I never travelled earlier and at all I do not know that is necessary for this purpose. I work much and I have no time for travel. I earn 150 dollars a month.
It suffices me on providing itself with all necessary and to make some savings. Jon, I have the passport of the citizen of the Russian Federation. I shall try to make its copy to send it to you. Only as you can something make? If you speak about any documents I will need to do them in Russia. You so do not think? In any case I need to learn about all most and then I can tell to you that we need to do to meet.
And in general all over again I need to talk about it to my mum. If it will be against I in general cannot go anywhere. But I hope, that mum will understand me. Therefore you can not waste time on learning something. As soon as I shall know about opinion of my mum, we can start to learn about all. Well? Jon, I am glad, that you and native and will not be against we are going to be together. You can not worry for my work. I think, that we can think up something. Jon, I not absolutely understand why you ask about that site where we have met each other.
From your first letter I am not more there. I could not make my structure from Russia and to me have helped to make it from the USA. For this purpose I should specify that I live in Tampa. Odelmada is a set of letters which nothing means. I hurried up and have simply typed at random and have then corrected not much and such word which nothing means has turned out. Jon, tell, you have come across what messages?
Thanks for your picture! The truth you it is badly visible, but to me it is pleasant! I have understood what picture to you it is pleasant most of all. I hope, that tomorrow I shall read your letter and I shall see your pictures. Today I have woken up early! Then I have gone to visit my friend. We had a breakfast! Then we decided go shopping. Jon, I wished to make a few purchases to update my wardrobe. I have bought a dress, jeans and a few shirts. A dress very beautiful, I am assured you will like that. I have bought this dress specially for our first meeting. Jon, for me our meeting is very important! I want to look good, for you like me. Therefore I very long chose a dress! I tried to choose the most beautiful dress. Natalya, said she was tired to go shopping with me. She has told, that I never chose things long. I have told to her that earlier I bought my things for me. Now I want that it was pleasant to you. And consequently the choice became much more difficult. After we have come into cafe, and had some coffee. Then we have gone home. In my pictures which I send today, I in a dress, which murder will out for me my mum. It very much is pleasant to me and I often dress it when weather allows. Jon when we shall be together, we shall be the happiest pair in the world! Jon, I shall make everything that you always smiled. When you smile, you are happy, and if you are happy, I am happy also! It is the simple formula of our happiness. Jon, tell me how you imagine our first meeting? I with impatience shall wait for your answer. Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 26

My love Jon! I am very glad to see your letter! Each your word warms my heart and soul. You can not imagine, how I am glad to read your letter. I miss you so much when I do not see your letters. That today you have written thanks me! Jon, to me it is very pleasant, that you have written so much. I very long read your letter. Thanks for your pictures! You very beautiful the man and you should not cry never! And yes, you have correctly found dormitory in which I live. I rent there not a greater room. Jon, me it is very pleasant, that you offer your help, but your money are not necessary to me. I am fine with all I consult. Besides I do not know that such the Western union. You are necessary to me only and only your love Jon! Money is not the main thing in a life! The main thing people who do you happy! Jon, we with Natalya cannot choose day when both of us we shall be free. Therefore while all of us still we plan. Thanks for your answer to my question on how you represent our first meeting! It is very romantic! I with impatience wait that day when we with you for the first time can embrace you and kiss! Jon how you have written to me in Russian? You know our language? You did not speak it. Jon, I think, that our meeting should come nearer. In my town there is travel agency. I shall learn more about my trip to you in travel agency. I will need in your information.
Please give me your full name, your address, the name of your closest airport. I think, that it will be necessary in travel agency. I hope you will give me your information in your letter. Jon, I am glad, that we have found each other. I am assured, together we shall be the happiest pair in the world. You are necessary to me only and only your love! Jon, I shall soon in your embraces! Then we can carry out all our dreams. I promise you, you will always have a smile in your face. I shall make everything that you were happy! When I close eyes, I imagine us together. Only you in my ideas! Only love to you in my heart Jon!!! Jon, very soon we shall together! I think only of it. Jon, I am so sorry but I should go! Now I shall go to mum in Suksun! I shall inform my mum, that we have decided to meet and soon I shall go to you. I shall write to you my letter when I shall return. I love you Jon!!! The whole! Yours forever Olga.

P.S. I send you my pictures from one of ours with the girlfriend of walks on park. Then there was an autumn, but was yet cold also we often went to walk on park. It is very useful for health and besides pleasant.

Letter 27

Jon how there was your day? I had good day! I have returned from Suksun. I have told to my mum about my trip to you. Jon, my mum all over again had tears in her eyes! But then she has told to me that will miss very much. I have told to her, that we necessarily shall arrive to visit her. Can we do it Jon??? My mum very much worries, but she has told that she is very happy for us with you. My mum has approved my step. She has told that together with you I shall be happy. Jon, for me it was very important to know her opinion. I was very much pleased with her reaction to my news. Jon, you very much like my mum. She responds about you very well. Mum speaks "Hello" for you!!! Jon when I have returned Suksun, I at once have gone to library to write to you the letter. Jon, I write to you my letters itself and without any help.
That translator of whom you have taken advantage, translated not absolutely correctly and sometimes to me was simply ridiculous to read that has turned out. I thought of that, whence there was a language. There are many versions of its occurrence. Jon, it is pleasant to me to learn about your day! That has told thanks about that as well as with whom you live. I am happy to see your pictures! I think, that at you very cosy house. You very beautiful the man and I like to look at you! Jon, I once again speak, that your money are not necessary to me.
Give I all over again itself about all I learn and I shall tell to you about all. I think, that I without problems can arrive to you and without your help. To me it is certainly very pleasant, that you wish to care of me and my trip, but I have not got used to take from someone money! I Hope, that you will understand me and will not be angry. And in the rest it is pleasant to me, that you try to help people.
I think, that when we with you shall be together we can help my mum and aunt Irina. It is very pleasant to me to read as you you speak about them and that you wish to help them. Jon, I am very grateful to you for that that you help me with our meeting. Thanks you for the information about which I have asked you. It will accelerate my process of stay to you. Absolutely soon we shall together. Jon, tell when we shall be together that you would wish to do in our the first weekends? I am glad, that we can soon speak about love looking an eye in the face. I LOVE YOU JON!!! I am happy, that soon we shall together! Tomorrow I shall learn what I will need for my trip to you. I send you my pictures. So I liked to put on earlier. Now I need to put on more strictly that my wards concerned to me yours faithfully and perceived me as the state worker. I send you millions air kisses! I want that my kisses have warmed you at this night! I very soon can warm you every night! I cannot wait to read through your letter Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 28

It pains me to talk about it. I can not come to you. Jon, it is very expensive for me. When I found out about the cost of the trip, I almost fainted. Jon, I asked them why the prices are very expensive? They explained to me that if I make all of the documents themselves, then the cost will be even greater. So how to get the documents I need more time and money. A travel agency dealing with this for a long time, and they will be able to make my trip a cheaper and faster. They asked me if I wanted to sign a contract for the registration of my trip. But I refused. Jon, I am sorry! I am sorry that I told you that soon we will be able to be together. I believe in our love and I believe that all dreams are achievable. Jon, I do not know what to tell you! I realize that I am guilty before you. But if you'll forgive me, we can continue our dialogue. And in the future we'll see what we do with our meeting. I love you with all my heart! I want to scream about my love for you is very loud so you hear about it!! I need you and your love!! I beg you, forgive me! I am sorry that I was silly and did not know in advance of my trip. I thought that my savings will be enough, but it is not enough. I just did not know about it. Forgive me Jon! You have an amazing heart! And I hope that you will try to understand me. I very much hope that you will forgive me! My life has no meaning if you will not be in my life! I love you! Jon, I hope to see your letter! I LOVE YOU! I do not want to live without you! I created only for you!
Your loving Olga

Letter 29

Hello my love Jon! I write to you my letter and my eyes are full some tears! Thanks, that you have forgiven me! Thanks! I cannot imagine my life without you. My heart is broken off from a pain. I never felt such strong pain in my heart. Jon, you the man of all my life! I love you. You are necessary to me and now I choke without you and your love! Jon, thanks that you do not leave me one with this problem. Thanks, that you want that we were together. I love you. Jon, I thought what be fast we can together. I imagined our first meeting, your first kiss!
Jon but when I have learned about cost of a trip to me it became very bad. I could not keep my tears, the pain has filled my heart! I could not tell words. To me it is very bad! I cannot believe that I cannot make anything to be together with you and to carry out all our dreams!
In travel agency to me have told that I could travel to you to me it is necessary to pay documents and tickets. Cost of documents - 830 US dollars. In this cost it is included:
Passport 130 of dollars,
The visa of 227 dollars,
Trip to Moscow 205 dollars,
Residing at Moscow 213 dollars,
Medical examination of 55 dollars.
Jon, also to me have told cost of the ticket in Tampa International Airport - 617 US dollars. The total cost of the trip - 1447 US dollars.
Jon, I have only 140 US dollars. It very much a greater sum and I have no means to pay mine a trip. I am very grateful to you that you want that we were together. Thanks for your pictures! I like to look at you! You very beautiful! I dream that very soon I can embrace you and is gentle kiss your lips! Jon, I search for an opportunity to call to you and as soon as I shall know something about it at once I shall inform you! I do not know as to make a copy of my passport, to send it to you but even if I can make it as it will help our meeting? What will you do with it? I need to do my documents and I can make them only in Russia! You cannot make for me the passport in any way! I hope, that you understand it. Jon, I understand, that the travel agency has their interest in it. But if I shall do all I should most go everywhere and to write applications, to receive documents, all! For this purpose I do not have time. I should work! Nobody will give me time for doing most all my documents for a trip. And the more so I do not know as where is. Therefore most easier to address in travel agency that all of them have made. Jon if I shall do all, we with you shall save 200 dollars, but I will need to spend a lot of time for making all documents. What to you is more dear, 200 dollars or I beside? Jon, I did not hope at all that you will help our meeting. In fact you are so far from me. But even if you have such sum as you can help to be to us together? To send money by mail? It not reliably and very long! It seems to me, that you can help nothing to our meeting. I shall be glad, if I am mistaken. I do not know what to do! I never can pay my trip!!! In fact if I had means I could arrive to you in two weeks. In travel agency to me have told that if I can pay my trip that all documents will be ready in two weeks then I need to pay the ticket and I can fly to you. I do not know that now to me to do! And my heart is broken off from a pain!
Jon, only with you I can become the happiest! I wish to be yours forever!! Now I shall write to you my letter and I shall go home where I am am waited again with a cold bed, a lonely room, grief, grief and loneliness..... I very much want that the house in which we shall be together always have been filled by your laughter and smiles that in our house it was always warm from ours with you of love and passions.
But in fact now it is dreams, I very much want that ours with you dreams became a reality! I wish to live together with you all my life. I wish to be together with you to my death! To me to become even worse when I start think that I cannot to make anything to embody all ours with you dreams in a reality, from it my eyes are even more filled with tears, my heart is even more filled with a pain. I very much hope that tomorrow I can read through your letter, in fact only your letter for me as a beam of the sun in the cloudy sky. I love you with all heart and with all soul! I yours and only yours forever Olga

Letter 30

My love Jon! Thanks, that you have written to me your letter. But it at all does not please me. You consider each copeck, but you do not consider that I will not need to search for time to go everywhere, to search for all most. The travel agency independently will make all!
Jon, your money are not necessary to me! They are necessary that I could arrive to you! But if for you to save your money if they to you are more dear than me more dearly, tone it is necessary to do anything. Jon, that to sense of what you can arrive to me for this money? If you can, arrive! Only what sense? What shall we do? Jon, I know nothing about Western Union transfer, but I shall try to learn about it tomorrow! I as shall try to find a way to make for you a copy of my Russian passport. Only all over again explain to me your words in the end of your letter. That did you wish to tell your words that you require in what-oii?eciaea what you do not speak with a wall? How to understand your words? I very much hope, that you will explain to me all this. I love you Jon! I trust you Jon! Only I wish to understand your words in the end of your letter. Tomorrow I with impatience shall wait that time when I can read your letter! Yours and only yours forever Olga.

Letter 31

My love Jon! Thanks for your letter! I understand everything, that you write to me. I am glad, that you do not consider each cent.
Understand, that I too wish to be with you as soon as possible! I have found such opportunity, but you do not like it. Jon, tell, what sense to travel agency to deceive me? In fact not big and many know our city each other! Inhabitants of our city use this travel agency all and at all all is remarkable! If they deceived someone probably I would know about it! Jon, I send you the information on travel agency. Their name: Turexpotime. They are to the address of: 48 Sitnikova, Kungur, Perm krai, 617470. The Phone number: (34271 2-57-39. As they have an e-mail address: turexpotime@yandex.com. I very much hope, that you will be helped by this information. Jon, today I as learned about the Western union. To me have told, that that you could send me of money, you should know mine a name and a surname - OLGA YANDYGAINOWA. As you need to know the address of branch Zapodnogo of the Union in which I shall receive your money - Permskiy krai, Kungur, Pugacheva 48, 617470.
That I without problems could will receive your money to me it is necessary to know yours a full name and a surname and as I should know control number. Jon, I very much hope, that we can solve this problem with you and very soon we shall together! I could make a copy of my Russian passport and I hope, that it will help you. I love you Jon!!! Understand, that you are necessary to me only and only your love! I only wish to make all correctly and quickly! On it is fast so much, on how many it is possible! Jon, I trust this travel agency because I was recommended by its my friends. They have told, that without problems could go on a resort by means of this travel agency. To me have told, that at them the cheapest prices, concerning other agencies. Jon, I hope, that tomorrow I shall see your letter and you will tell to me about all! I with impatience shall wait when my working day will end to go to read your letter! I send you my kisses and all my love! I very much hope, that soon we with you shall together! Yours and only yours forever Olga

Letter 32

Hello my love Jon! Thanks that I can read through your letter. I love you. You the man of all my life, you my ideal. Jon, I am assured that when we shall be together at us always all it will be good. I searched for you all my life and at last it has come true. I cannot believe to my happiness!!! I am very glad that you are in my life! I very much very much love you!!!! I would like to shout for pleasure. It so perfectly that we shall together. Jon, we shall be the happiest pair in this world. Jon, it is a pity to me, that you were deceived many times by women. But what attitude I have to it? If you doubt of me or do not trust me give nothing we shall do! Your money are unnecessary me and I do not want, that you thought that I speak with you only because of money! I can provide myself. But I cannot earn in any way such greater sum for our meeting. I really love you! I wish to be with you! I very much hope, that we can break this barrier! It is specially put between us to check up sincerity of our feelings! Jon, it is my fault that at once has not explained to you anything. My full name - Olga Aleksandrovna Yandygainowa. Olga it is my name. Aleksandrovna it is my middle name. Yandygainowa it is surname. (when will you use Western Union you have to write my full name Olga Yandygainowa) Jon, I shall try to find an opportunity to call to you tomorrow. Today I worked, but tomorrow I can begin searches with the morning. I very much hope, that I can find an opportunity to speak by with you to phone. I shall inform you on all tomorrow! Jon, only you can make me happy. I every day imagine that I look in your fine eyes. I cannot tear off a sight from them, we look each other and we can not come off, to us nothing is important except for us. I look in your bottomless eyes and I see in them my reflection, in your eyes burns a ray of light which warms me and my heart! Jon, a lot of love is stored in your eyes, tenderness, caress, kindness. I wish to see your eyes every day I would want that you looked at me and gave me your warm sight. Jon, your eyes the finest on light. You are the best man in the world! You are necessary to me only!!! I very much wish to be only with you. I would like to shout from a pain that we not together. But I hope what be very fast we can together for ever. We are created for each other, and we should be together! I very much hope that tomorrow I can read through your letter. I now would like you to embrace and kiss each centimeter of your fine body. I love you. I yours and only yours forever Olga.

Letter 33

My love Jon! I was happy to hear your voice! It is a pity to me, that communication has interrupted. Very dear and we could speak a call not long. Jon, up to library was very far to go and consequently I could not write to you the letter after have called. Jon, I read your letter and I am happy to see your pictures! I do not understand that excites you in my surname? I have written to you it how to me have told in the Western Union. Jon, it is very pleasant to me to read your dream! I too very much want, that we with you could embrace as soon as possible each other and kiss!!! I hope, that we can overcome this barrier that divides us with you! Jon, I am glad, that you have contacted travel agency. I speak you always only the truth! I did not think, that you will doubt of my words. I do not understand where you have found distinction? Unless I spoke you what I will need to come back from Moscow? In travel agency to me have told, that that we our city is far from Moscow, I will not need to go to embassy of the USA to receive the visa. I will need to pass only interview one day prior to flight and to me this very day will give the visa. They have told, that they for all time of their work yet did not have cases that to someone have given up in the tourist visa. Jon so you think to do? What shall we do with our meeting? When we can start to approach that day when we with you can start to carry out all our dreams? I love you Jon! I wish to be with you! We should meet as soon as possible!!! I am confident that I can be happy only in your embraces! When I read your letters my heart is ready to be pulled out from a breast and to fly to you!!! Jon if I had wings I would depart to you right now! But at me they are not present also to us it is necessary for something to do! I very much hope, that tomorrow I shall read your letter and you will tell to me about all! I hope, that very soon we with you can start to approach our meeting! If I could find 690 dollars already today I would pay my documents and in two weeks cape you would be together!!! Tomorrow I with impatience shall wait that time when I can go to read your letter!!! I love you Jon!!! You are necessary to Me only and only your love!!! I send you the sea of my kisses and all my love!!! Yours and only yours forever Olga.

Letter 34

My love Jon! Thanks that has written to me today! I am happy to read your letter, but I am am upset with that you doubt of my words. It is a pity to me, but I cannot make for you a picture which you ask. I searched for such opportunity, but nobody can help me with it. The camera of my friend is broken. More I do not know ways to make for you a picture. But I do not understand why you wish to see such picture? I think that business not only that you wish to see what are long ask hair. No, I did not reduce them. They on former red color, long and twisted!
Jon, I always speak you sincerely and directly! I wait from you for the same! I as cannot send you any sexual pictures even if I would want.
Understand, that I use a computer in library and here many people. Besides the manager of library helps to send me pictures. What will it think, if will see that I send someone such pictures? Our city small gossips about me also will very soon go. I do not want, that about me spoke, that I any prostitute. I hope, that you too do not want it. Jon, I learned more about process of reception of the visa. In travel agency to me have told, that they will send my application on many how I should go to Moscow. Therefore, when I shall go to pass interview my visa will be available and me it is necessary to pass only interview that it have approved. Thus I will not need to wait for it. I hope, that you understand about what I speak. Jon, tell, why you do not send me your pictures? I would be happy to see you! I love you Jon! I often dream of us together! I hope, that very soon we with you can break this barrier and we shall start something to do for our meeting! I with impatience wait that day when we with you can embrace each other and kiss! I am confident, that I can be happy only in your embraces!
Please, do not forget to answer my questions and to explain to me why you you wish to see a picture which you ask. If you will answer me sincerely and will tell about all that disturbs you, I shall search for an opportunity to make such picture! Tomorrow I with impatience shall wait that time when I can read your letter! I love you Jon! I hope that very soon we shall the happiest pair in this world!!! But all depends on that as when we shall do. I send you all my love and kisses! Yours and only yours forever Olga.

Letter 35

My love Jon! Thanks that has written to me today and has explained, that you only joked of those pictures. But you and have not answered my questions. Why you ignore them? It is a pity to me, that you do not feel well right now. If I was a number could help to rise to you on legs by tomorrow. But we I am now far also I can make nothing. But I hope, that soon you will recover. Jon, tell to me, what we shall do? You speak nothing about our meeting. You speak nothing about that, you will help or not. You as to me have not told anything. I feel, that to you is what to tell to me. But you for some reason are silent about it. Jon how long we shall suffer from separation? How long we shall not be together? When we can start to approach that day when we can embrace each other and kiss? It can be simple you do not want of it how I want? Jon, I very much hope, that tomorrow I shall read the letter in which you will answer all my questions. I love you and often I dream of us together! Very much I hope, that all our dreams can soon start to be embodied in a reality! Yours and only yours forever Olga.

Letter 36

My love Jon! After yesterday's ours with you of conversation, I thought that to us to do much. To solve our situation, we need to find the compromise. We can make so: you will send money, and I shall simply make all and I shall arrive to you. I shall not speak about that. As where I do. Or on the contrary I shall speak you about everything, that I do. Jon, understand, that if I will have any problems the travel agency will return to me of money. At me the contract in which all is written will be concluded with them. I shall not lose money in any case! Jon if you do not trust travel agency trust in me and then very soon we with you shall together! Now we with you simply waste time.
Instead of starting to approach our meeting, we cannot solve at all that we shall do. Jon if we shall not solve this problem I shall think of how I can make all itself with you! If you do not wish to help our meeting and tell. How many we should wait? How many we should suffer from separation? How long all this will proceed? What shall we do? I very much hope, that tomorrow I shall read your letter in which you will answer all my questions. I love you Jon! All that I now want is to be with you beside as soon as possible! I send you my kisses! Yours and only yours forever Olga.

Letter 37

Jon, yesterday, when I read your letter I could not believe to my eyes. I sat and cried... I could not write to you words... To Me on it was sick so much. I could write to you the similar letter, but I shall not fall up to your level of good breeding and formation! Jon, I do not know that you there have read through and you spoke about what game. I always spoke you only the truth. I wished to be together with you. It was not necessary for me of anything from you, except for you and your love. But you have shown your true person. Now I do not wish to go to you. To me it is not necessary such the man which has no trust to me! I never shall go to such to the man which speaks with the girl thus!
Jon, you are simple disgusting! I was the best opinion on you. But you have in a flash changed it. I shall not prove anything to you! It is not necessary for me of anything from you more! You even can not write to me anything more. Only know that you have offended that girl whom you saw in pictures! You have simply broken my heart! Do not try to collect and stick together it at all! At you nothing will turn out! You all have told! Now I know what you! Now I know who disappeared behind a mask of that of the man which I so have strongly grown fond! I should listen simply to my girlfriend earlier. It asked me that I have allowed it to write to you the letter, but these are our attitudes.
Attitudes which you have simply killed! You are capable to destroy only! Instead of thinking of how us to be together, you have found in what to accuse me. If to you so it is easier, live further in your loneliness and never any more do not recollect me! More never write to me words! If you such clever and know all, be happy! You Can declare everything and anywhere! And to burn in a hell it is necessary to you!
That you have simply taken and has killed loving heart not the wine girl! Jon, your world or your counterfeit love is not necessary to me any more! Live with it! And I have once again understood, that was not present in the world of normal men! That everyone pretend to someone... Only for what? All the same all secret sooner or later becomes obvious! You have given out yourself and to me is not necessary such the man as you Jon! Now approach to a mirror and look at itself... There Can be you you will see on how many became ugly... Only look more closely and imagine itself on my place... Then you can probably understand that I now feel... I still more many, but any more I do not see sense in it. For all this time I have sobred out all my tears and I can not simply cry any more. For this reason now I am quiet. If I could write to you yesterday I would lower up to your level. But is not present. I not such. I never thought to deceive you and always loved you. But you have broken all this and now I do not see sense about something to speak with you. Hardly I shall check my mail once again. You all have told also I have told all. Your letter was eloquent. To me only it is sick, that such person as you could speak about love. For you it only an empty phrase. So think, who whom deceived?! If you were that of whom I have grown fond I would bring to you on much more happiness, than that money which you as if have rescueed. Live further with your money and in loneliness. Your money are not necessary to me. Take care.

Letter 38

Jon, I shall explain nothing to you. I do not see in it sense. What for? What for I shall spend my time and to explain to you something if you have no trust to me? That I would not tell or have not made, you will tell, that it not and that I deceive you. I at all do not wish to write to you much. Jon, I loved you and wished to be with you. But you have simply taken and have destroyed all in me. I at all do not wish to see you now. You have told much. I at all did not begin to read your letter completely. Jon, I do not trust you, that you want everything about what you speak me. I am devastated right now. In me heart does not fight any more... Think that you want and do that you want.

Letter 39

Jon, I to you all have told. I shall not prove anything to you. I not on a sink of have found! Jon if you speak me, what you love me and you want, that we with you were together why then I still should you to something prove? If you do not trust and do not trust me give we shall finish it! If you have changed your opinion give we shall force to occur our meeting! Only it is not necessary to confuse me! Jon, you the man and now you should solve that we shall to do! If you want, that we were together then give we shall pay my trip to travel agency and in two weeks I can already be near to you! I Hope when you will see me personally I will not need for you to prove anything? Jon, I am tired from your mistrust. I do not wish to swear at you! Tomorrow I shall wait from you the answer. You should tell there will be to meet we or not. If you wish to arrive to me then why you ask about it? Simply arrive and prove, that your words not an empty phrase! If you want, that I have arrived to you give something we shall do! I wait your answer tomorrow! Olga.

Letter 40

I have gone to call to you. I hope, that you can answer my call.

Letter 41

Jon, today I did not sleep all the night long. I was hurted very strongly with a head as every day I cry from separation from you. I every day think of us as us to be together. Jon, I am tired to wait, be tired from that that I can not with the beloved. Jon, I have solved I shall search for ways to arrive to you. You can nothing do! If you do not trust, it is not necessary to send or come anything to me! I shall make all! I shall prove to you the love! I shall arrive to you that you could see me! But I shall not live with you! You will see me, and I you and I shall leave back! I once again speak, that to me is not necessary such the man which does not trust and does not trust me! Jon, you only also know, that consider your money! Your money are not necessary to me! Nothing is necessary for me from you! I shall make all!!!
I hope, that at me all to turn out and our meeting will come true. Jon, I am simply already tired to press something. Any miracle. I think, that I need most to make all. Otherwise we to a meeting will not be carried out. And if it will not be executed to me when to not be happy.
Jon, you are necessary to me only and your love. I shall do everything, for our happiness. Though I also do not represent, that I need to do and with what to begin. I know one, that that we could be together, we need a plenty of money. At me, they are not present. But I shall search for ways that them to find. Though somewhere at heart I even do not represent, that I can make it. You are necessary to me Jon!!!! I shall make everything, that in my forces. Tomorrow I shall go to mum and aunt Svetlana, to consult to them. Jon, I shall write to you as I shall arrive. With impatience I shall wait, when again I shall see your letter. Yours and only your Olga.

Letter 42

Jon, I am now very bad! I'm very hurt by the fact that I can not do anything to make our dreams could come true! But I promise you that I will do everything so that our dreams could come true. I only want you. Jon, you will tell your histories, only is possible not to our grandsons. Because I am at present really adjusted to fly to you only that you have looked at me. I am afflicted! But I shall use the best efforts for our meeting only because I love you! Jon, my mom is very worried about me. She tries to support me! Today, my mom came to visit me! My mom wants to help me find a way to solve my problem. Jon, I am very glad that my mother supports me. It would be easier to support it. Jon, what are you doing? Are you worried about our meeting?? I hope so! It will give me the strength to fight and go forward to our happiness. I'd like to, we were always together, so I always saw my reflection in your eyes. Jon, I am with all my heart and soul I love you. Jon, I want to be with you! I only want you. Jon, you are my ideal! I will do everything to come to you! I love you! Jon, I am sending you millions of kisses! I really hope that I can kiss you look in your eyes! Your loving Olga.

Letter 43

Jon, how are you? How is your mood? My mother sends his best wishes! She really wants us to be together! Jon, I think about ways to come to you. For me it is very important your support. Jon, please tell me every day that you believe that we will be together. Jon, I disagreed with your plan only because of your mistrust! Now here sit and wait when I shall make all! I shall do the utmost to fly to you! Only the main thing that was not a shame to you that I do all. I asked sometimes by a question: for what to me it is necessary the man if I do all also itself about all I care? But it is not so important. I shall continue to do all the same all! Jon, today I went to see my friends and I tried to borrow money, but no one can help me with this sum of money. I believe that we will be together. My friend Natalya, advised me to get a loan from a bank. I told her that I could not get a loan because I do not have any property. She told me that I try to get a loan. So that I was able to get a loan I need to get the documents from my job. I hope you understand me and support me in this. Jon, I love you very much! I wish with all my heart that we were together! You're a man I dreamed of all my life! Jon, now we have to believe that all of our dreams will come true!! Do you agree? Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 44

Jon, I miss you. I need you. I can not breathe, because we're not together. My soul is filled with pain. Only your letters can help me now.
Jon, I hope, that you not the idiot... I spoke you that I have no opportunity to make for you a picture! I am not going to waste time for proving to you something! I shall make my documents and I shall buy tickets! I shall arrive to you and I shall prove to these, that I am real! I really want to be near you now. I hope with all my heart that we pass this barrier. Jon, Today me and my mom went to my job! After I went to the bank and wrote a application on a loan. I was told that I could get a loan, no more than 800 dollars. I am very upset. But they told me that they can give a loan to my mother, because they give loans for pensioners. Jon, my mother wrote the application for the loan, but it should give them the documents, but all of her documents at home. Today she went to Suksun. Tomorrow she will be back. My mother is trying to help us. Jon, I am glad that we have hope that we will be together. Today I was able to smile, my mother said she was very glad that I got better. Jon, but I am very worried that my mother would get a loan because it is a very large sum. If my mother gets a loan, then we can be together. But when I come to you I will need a job to help pay the loan of my mother. I would be grateful to you if you could help me get a job in your country. For me it is very important to help to my mother. I hope you can help me to find a job. I look forward to you.
I love you my prince. I really want to be with you. Jon, I am ready to do anything for the sake of our love. When we're together I want to see you smile every day, I want to hear you laugh every day! I want you to be the happiest man. I love you!! Yours forever Olga.

Letter 45

Jon, my dear. How your day? Today I did not sleep because I was really worried about getting a loan. My mother arrived early in the morning.
We went to the bank and submitted all the documents to obtain a loan. The bank will give the answer in just two days. Jon, I am worried about getting a loan. I think that this is the only chance for us. I very much hope that we with my mother will be able to get a loan, and I'll have funds for my trip. Jon, I now do not have time to go to call. As I shall not spend now money. They are necessary for my trip. I shall seriously think of, whether I shall remain. At present I am measured to arrive only that you have seen, that I real and that because of your mistrust you have simply lost me! But once again I speak, I shall seriously think of it! Jon, I hope, that you understand that I cannot write greater letters now. If I pass any questions it not because I do not wish to answer them that is why, that I absolutely do not have time. Jon, every day I miss you more. I feel that your soul is close, but the distance between our bodies. I do not lose hope. I am with all your heart and with all your soul, I hope that we can break down all barriers to our happiness. Jon, I really want to be with you.
I love you! I do not understand how I could live without you before? Jon, you are the meaning of my life. On my face a smile when I think that maybe our dream come true and we will be together! I can see your beautiful eyes and your tender smile every day. Jon, I dream to wake up and feel your breath. It would be so great! Jon, I now I had a dream when I woke up on my face was a smile. I was very good. We were together, we were sitting by the fire and watched the fire, clinging to each other, I felt every bump your heart. You gently and sweetly kissed my neck! We were excited we were surrounded by the atmosphere of romance. Jon, do you like to watch the fire? I do like to look at the fire! Because fire represents life and the family hearth. When we are together I will do everything that we were the happiest couple in the world. Jon, I am all ready for you!!!! Yours and only yours forever Olga.

Letter 46

I am glad receive your letter. Jon, your letters make me happy! I miss you. I want to be very gentle in your open arms. I think only of you.
I really want to see you. I want to feel your love. I miss your warmth. Jon, I do not have time to read your greater letters. I very quickly read your letter. I shall not call to you only because the call very dear and now is not present time! Soon we shall see each other and then we can speak with you! I do not play game! I know, that it is our lives! And yes, you are right that I tease you! Jon, I am miserable without you! I really want to be with you Jon!! Oh, I wish that our lips are merged into a hot passionate kisses. I want you to breathe and passionately told me that you love me. I want you to caress my lips, tongue and ears. My dream is to kiss every inch of your body! I like your dream, I am ready to do anything to make our dreams come true. I really want to be with you! Jon, I need just you and your love. My heart, soul and body cries out to you all! I love you very much! I want to be with you. Jon, I am with all your heart and with all your soul, I want to make our dreams could come true! Your dreams are beautiful! We'll be the happiest couple in the world. Our love is growing every day. Our love is strong and together we can overcome any problems along the way. Love makes people do wonders. I believe in Russian saying that "Separation for love - like wind is to fire, a little love extinguish and a lot of love inflates!" I think it is very correct phrase. This reflects a very valid point. Jon, our love is strong, and the distance helps to make our love stronger. I can not live apart from you! My heart cries out in pain. This pain will go out only when we are together!! Jon, I hope that soon we will be able to be together!! I love you! You are to me like a ray of light on the dark sky. You shine just for me and you are the light in my path to our happiness with you!! I can not live without your love and affection!! I really want to see you. Jon, You're my second half! I want to see you, hug and kiss! Jon, tomorrow I will know the answer to the loan. Jon, I really hope that everything will be fine! I very much hope that my mother will be able to get a loan. I am very worried! Today, I can not sleep because tomorrow is decided our fate. I want to be with you and give you every day all my love! I BELIEVE WE WILL BE TOGETHER! I hope that tomorrow I will have good news for you. I LOVE YOU JON!! I send you a million kisses. Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 47

Jon, my dear! I am the happiest in the world. I can not wait to tell you about the good news. Today we went to the bank, I was told that my mother can get a loan. I am very happy. Are you happy? My heart is bursting with happiness. Jon, I am very happy that we were able to solve this problem. And soon we will be together. Jon, thanks that has told to me about your dream! I very much want, that your dream was carried out as soon as possible! Very soon we with you shall together and we can start to carry out all our dreams in a reality! Tomorrow my mother will get a loan! When I have money, I will go to a travel agency, and I will pay my trip. Jon, the travel agency told me that after I pay my trip, all my documents will be ready in two weeks. You just imagine that! In two weeks we will be together. I am very grateful to my mother that she helped us to solve this problem. I kissed my mother, I think that my mother are wonderful person. I have a surprise for you! Now my mother with me. My mother can not speak English. But I will write you a letter with her words. I think that you'd be happy to receive a letter from my mother! Jon, I really hope that you have a smile reading my letter. I hope that soon our dreams can come true. I will look forward to your letter. Yours and only yours Olga!

P.S. Below you will read the letter from my mum.

Hello dear Jon!
Olga told us a lot about you. I think you are very nice person. I have never seen my daughter so happy. I am glad that you were able to make my daughter happy! I hope that you have real deep feelings for Olga, and you'll take care of her. I would be happy to meet you in person one day, and I hope that one day we can do it!
Best regards!
Valentina.

Letter 48

Jon, my dear! I am very glad that I can see your letter! Yesterday, I explained to my mother how to use the Internet. I want she could write to me when we are together with you. Jon, I am very happy that our meeting was a close! Jon, today, my mother got a loan of 1270 US dollars.
I think that this will be enough to pay for my documents and part of the ticket. When I had money, I immediately went to a travel agency and paid for my documents. Jon, when I paid for my trip, I was told that I could easily get a visa. I am very happy. For registration my documents would need two weeks, after which I will go to Moscow to be interviewed and receive a visa. Soon we will be together. Jon, tomorrow I have to inform the travel agency name of your airport. I have to give them the name of your airport soon. Jon, now I have to start preparing for my trip. Jon, now our meeting is to get closer with each passing day. I still have a lot to get done! In the travel agency told me that my English is very good and I will not have a problem at the interview. I'm very excited! Jon, I have some questions for you. You can help me with my preparation for the trip? can you help me make a list of needed items? What should I take out of my clothes? I do not know what the weather will be in town in two weeks? Can you help me with this? Jon, I love you! I need you and your love!
I really want to be with you. I think you can see it. I will do everything for our happiness. Yours and only yours Olga.

P.S. Jon, I hope that you will give me the name of your airport

Letter 49

Jon, I miss you. But I am very happy that soon we will be together. Today I was able to find a way to send money to my mother so she could pay the loan when we're together. Mother have to pay the loan within 7 months. Do you think I will be able to earn that money? My mother said that she will try to pay the loan. But I know that for her it's not real. Because her pension is very small and will need more time to pay off the loan. Jon, very important for me to help my mother pay for the loan. Jon, do not worry about the ticket. I have told, that I shall make all! When I shall know about when I shall depart I shall necessarily inform you! Jon, understand, that now I absolutely do not have time to read much. I have very quickly read through your letter. This my letter and at all one is more true, but is simple with your inserts. Jon, you can not send me back my letters. I perfectly remember that I wrote to you. Thank you for giving me the name of your airport. Tomorrow I'll go to a travel agency, and give the name of the airport! I think that soon we will be together! With each passing day I feel closer to you. I feel that our love is with you helping us. Tomorrow I'll go to the bank to find out about my loan. Tomorrow I'll know if I can get a loan. I love you! Soon we will be together, and our couple is the happiest in the world. I am very happy, because every second of our dreams coming. I'm yours forever! Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 50

Jon, my dear! Very soon we will be together! I have a good news for you! I was able to get the loan. Every second we are getting closer! I am happy because soon I will be able to be in your arms! I can not wait until we are together. My heart is full of hope that soon our dreams can come true. I can not wait when I can be in your arms and feel your kisses. Jon, I am very glad, that you understand me and are not angry. The library as has been closed. Usually they work in revival, but they had any problems. It has been written, that they are closed for technical reasons. Thanks for your pictures. I hope, that soon we shall see each other personally! Jon I went to a travel agency Turexpotime. I told them the name of your airport. The travel agency told me when they receive confirmation from the USA Embassy, that my documents are considered. Then they will report the amount that I have to pay for the tickets. I said that I worry a lot because of the interview. I was told that I can go interview without problems and that I should not worry about it. Turexpotime said tell me more details tomorrow. Jon Now you need only wait. I want to see you soon. Why is that? First we need to pay, then wait. I can hardly wait. Every night I think of you! I imagine us together. Together we will be able to enjoy our love. I'm happy with it! Jon, when we're together we will need to take a lot of photos together and go to your government to prove to them our love. And then I would be allowed to stay with you forever. Do you have a camera? we can do a lot of photos together? I hope that soon we will be able to be together and make all our dreams come true, because only together we will be happy. JON, I LOVE YOU!! yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 51

Jon, I am very happy. Soon I will know my flight information. I can not wait to find out the date of our meeting. Today I went to a travel agency. I was told that I had to pay another 650 US dollars for my ticket. I paid that amount. And Dmitry said that tomorrow she will order my ticket. She also said that tomorrow she would give me the interview date and the date of my flight. Jon, when I know my flight information, then I'll tell you about it in my letter. Jon, it will be very pleasant to me to receive your gift! I am obligatory about all I shall tell to you as soon as itself about it I shall know! Jon, are you ready for our meeting? Soon we'll be together. All I need now is you and your love. I am confident that together we will be the happy couple! Jon, I am very worried. I am happy that we were able to go through all the barriers and we can start our new life. I know that everything will be fine. When we're together nothing can separate us. Jon, I have never been so happy! Now I have butterflies in my stomach. Now I think only of you. Now we have to take the final step and we will be able to start new life. I believe that everything will be fine!! I look forward to your letter tomorrow. I love you! I want to see you and I dream about us. All our dreams come true. THIS IS PERFECT!!! Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 52

Jon, My love. I have two news. First the good news. The second news is bad. Today I went to a travel agency. I'll start with the good news.
The travel agency told me that they have received confirmation from the US Embassy. Dmitry, said that soon I will be able to obtain a visa.
Also, Dmitry gave me my flight information:
Here is information of my flight:
Departure: 14 October, Moscow (Domodedovo), 9:05, Arrival: 14 October, Tampa (Tampa Intl), 17:55.
I will fly to you through Frankfurt.
From Moscow to Frankfurt,
I will fly on the flight 1453,
Airline is Lufthansa.
From Frankfurt to you in Tampa,
I will fly on the flight 482,
Airline is Lufthansa CityLine.
Jon I now tell you about the bad news. When travel agency to book tickets, they were told that I have unpaid loan. Dmitry, said that under the law of my country, a Russian citizen can not leave the country, if there is an unpaid loan. Jon I do not know what to do now! I've done a lot for our meeting. I can not live without you. I do not know how we can go through a distance between us ??? I can fly to you if I pay the loan. I have to pay 800 US dollars. But I have a little money. And so that I could fly to you I need in 638 US Dollars. I understand that I upset you my letter. Now I can not stop my tears! I'm sorry I hurt you! I did not want! I'm sorry I did not keep my promise! We among us thousands of kilometers away and I can not do nothing !!!! I do not understand why I have to suffer ??? All I want is to be with you. I want you to forgive me! I think that you have become me to hate me! I can not live with this thought. forgive me! I do not know what to do

Letter 53

Anything from you it is not necessary to me. I shall do nothing. All! Will suffice! For me it is not important as you have many money. Your money are not necessary to me! As to me it is not necessary any more and you! You are simple frazzle out me with your mistrust! Live one with your money! Only they will not bring to you happiness which I could bring during your life!

Letter 54

Jon, well here you all also have told. Here and all your love! How you can speak me, what I never gathered to come to you??? If all was how you speak, I would not began to ask to help my mum to our meeting! Jon, all this time you simply deceived me! You spoke that love me, and itself at this time only played with me and my feelings! Now you again have thought up something to yourself in the justification and expose me guilty in all! Present the man never will act so! Where you have left yours balls? You are simply pity and behave as the small child!
Jon, I really wished to arrive to you, but you have confirmed with your letter that I was bent around in you and you not that the man which you proved to be to me! I any more do not wish anything to speak you. And it be no point. You are simply pity and weak, because accuse me to justify yourself!

Letter 55

Jon, my love. How I should you write, that you have understood? I want to you! I too do not like that, in what our dialogue has turned! Jon, you probably do not understand much. My passport is ready. My tickets are paid. For reception of the visa I need to be in Moscow. There I can go only when I shall mourn over my loan. I shall not come back home. When I shall receive the visa on following put I I shall receive in the USA, to you Jon! My visa available also waits for me for interview! Therefore the more likely you will send money, the more likely we shall be together! But if you will do nothing, I shall be compelled to go to work on the north. I have found work which pays well. But for this purpose it is necessary to go far on the north. There there are no communications. There it is very cold. But I hope, that I should not go on the north because I shall go to you. Jon if tomorrow you will send money I can learn about when I shall fly to you! Jon, there were only 638 dollars and we with you shall be together! I too love you Jon! I hope, that tomorrow I shall read your letter with good news.

Letter 56

Jon, today someone has sent this reference on my mail: http://419.bittenus.com/16/9/Olga-Aleksandrovna.html. How it to understand? What for you have made it? Still you after that will tell to me, what you love me??? You the mongrel which I still never met! You simply cloth!!! You have not thought up anything more cleverly???? Except for you more nobody could make it because I communicate only with you! Now I understand, that you only deceived me! You lied to me! You spoke me that you love me, and my photos and our correspondence spread in the Internet!!! You simply bastard!!! Now I even with anybody cannot get acquainted because of you! Thanks you big! You are very kind! It is your gratitude for my love? So you thank me and my mum what we have made for ours with you meetings??? I even do not have words.... Jon, you in general think what you have made? I do not want, that my photos were on different sites! Delete all that you have laid out in the Internet!!!! And for confidence that I real also that you are not right in your actions, I send you a picture that you have seen whom you have lost! Also do not think of writing to me once again!!!!

Letter 57

Now you have precisely shown your true person and now I know, that you only played with me. You do not have to me any love! No money from you are necessary to me! And in a yesterday's picture I smile only because my friend from which we together studied, was a number. She came to visit us. she has given me idea to write such words. She has told to me that I did not despond. She has lifted my mood. I probably for the first time so have much drunk. And yes, I the virgin! And you really piece of dung! To burn to you in a hell for such words about me!
Jon, you fondly think, what after marks of your words I shall go to you? Recollect, you have started me to humiliate! You the first! During that moment I have understood, that you not that the man! No money from you are necessary to me. Send nothing to me! I all the same shall not go to you! I with all shall consult. I shall leave for Sunday on the north and there I shall earn money. From last my work I have left, because was going to go to you on always! But I never shall go to such mongrel as you! Choke with a copy of my passport!!!! It is a pity that my friend today has left. So I could make a picture of the original. But for you the copy will suffice also! You are simply pity Jon!
You can not try to be sorry at all! I never shall go to you after everything, that you have written to me and that you have made with my pictures! Burn in a hell the mongrel!!! You have broken my heart!!! Now I shall long feel a pain..... Thanks for your gratitude and your beautiful words about me. I never it shall forget!

Letter 58

Go to a die-hard dick asshole !!! You piece of shit !!! Burn in hell, will you for your actions !!! You stupid American woodpecker !!! I do not understand how I could love you ??? You miserable bastard !!! I did not write to anyone and anything !!! I just talked to you !!! If you ever again write to me, that your data will be in the KGB! If I find my pictures on any website - your data will head the KGB !!! Now you will be their concern and not mine !!! Are you a deceiver and destroyer of female hearts !!! You're just a bastard !!! Better not to write here more and prowess my pictures from the Internet! Not aggravate !!!