Letter(s) to John (USA)

Letter 1

Hi my dear John, happy to see your answer and how are you??
Thank you for your mail!
How was your day?
John, I think I must tell you some fact about me before we continue our communication..

I was born in Emakievo it is donetsk region, after I live in donetsk have you ever heard about this city???
I think yes, after this summer,and noe it's even worse - it's a war here..
I can not tell you that I love this city, and surely if i had opportunity I would leave it .
I am 34 years old,I have a baby - Nikita, lovely boy:( He is my best friend:)
I hope that it is okaay that I am with baby?
I want to be honest from the very beginning and if it is a problem for you I will give up:)

John, I was married and 2 years ago I divorced. My ex spoilt me with beautiful life, he had business, but then I got to know that all this time he deceived me with my friend..
Now we do not communicate, he even does not want to see Nikita - very strange father's attitude to his son. May be in future he will want to renew the relations with him, but he will not want..I decided to start a new life.
I found a job at supermarket,I worked as a cashier, and now I've lost my work because of the war...Now I found a new work in a social servise.
I want to find my new love)
I hope that you will help me with this.

Please John, tell me about you. Your family, your goals, what are you living for)
I am finishing here) Hope to hear from you soon)take care Oksana

Letter 2

how are you doing today? John, I hope that everything is moving fine with you, and that this letter finds you in good health and spirit.
I don't think I need to deceive anyone just for me to have a man. I believe that if you could not accept me of who I am,Then we are just might be wasting each others time.I believe that faith can lead us to a very beautiful direction.
That eventually we might end up with each other if we are really meant for each other.I believe that we are going to have a good chemistry for each other, as far as We both will be honest of what we really are.
Laying all the cards of what we should expect from each other. and you know my heart is free NOW and open also I will be happy, if I find the same heart and it will be mutual.take a very good care of yourself for me OK, respect you, Oksana

Letter 3

Hi, dear John. How was your weekend?
Please, forgive me for my late reply, we were out of Donetsk with Nikita as we visited our granny in the village as usually at weekend..
Dear, I'm so sorry about your wife, it's terrible, she was the same age almost as myself..Too early for dying of a heart attck, Iimaging what grief was it for you.. I'm very, very sorry.. But I see you are a good man and just should be happy.
Thank you for your honesty.. I was touched to tears with your letter..
I know you have some doubts about age difference, but I will be 35 too soon.. I'm not 20 already and not too young..Please stop thinking about that. I am not interested in guys of my age cause they are not experienced enough to be the descent partners. I am looking for a man like you, who is older than me...who knows life...who is serious and do not want to play any games... And also I adore your smile already)

But it's ok,you are to decide yourself, for me it's an honour to have such a friend as you, I will share with pleasure any topics and feelings with you,communicate further..I'm honest.. I'll with pleasure be your friend and I'm ready for more, because I like you as a man..

Thank you so much you want to help us with Nikita, this is very important to me, especially in our such situation..I value your support.
If you knew, how bitterly I feel sometimes.. Now may be you are not surprised I'm still alone and I want a worthy man.. Not as my ex..
Better to be alone..
But I still believe I will find my future happiness.. Anyway it's pleasant to speak to you and I would have a try with you, but you are to decide yourself.. I see you are a good friend as well and in generakl a good person..And really you are a very charming man, I like your smile and your pictures.
Kiss you, have a nice Monday.. Please, tell me what do you think, my dear.

Your Oksana

Letter 4

Hi, John.
How are you??
Ok, have you got this message?
I'm sending it on your new address..
Oksana

Letter 5

how are you doing today? John, I hope that everything is moving fine with you, and that this letter finds you in good health and spirit.
I don't think I need to deceive anyone just for me to have a man. I believe that if you could not accept me of who I am,Then we are just might be wasting each others time.I believe that faith can lead us to a very beautiful direction.
That eventually we might end up with each other if we are really meant for each other.I believe that we are going to have a good chemistry for each other, as far as We both will be honest of what we really are.
Laying all the cards of what we should expect from each other. and you know my heart is free NOW and open also I will be happy, if I find the same heart and it will be mutual.take a very good care of yourself for me OK, respect you, Oksana

Letter 6

Hi, my dear , John. How are you??
How was your weekend?? Thank you for your pictures, I like you, you look nice, my dear.
John! I believe it will be all right and we will meet soon and you will hold me in your hands and we will be happy! You will kiss my sweet soft lips and I will want you after it more and more..We will see many pleces of interest, we will laugh and walk with happens holding hand in hand like children.. We will travel together..We will bath in the sea or river or even in fountains..and you will see my wet t-short, I think you will like it..And we will hug and kiss and not afraid to show our feelings to eash other and even to the people!

John, you will give me flowers, we will have a slow dance in intimate room in the night, just you and me..
We will be crazy and have our first night which we will never forget...It'as so intimate, and it's normal you have sexual thoughts, I have them too,but I want something real, not only discussing sexy things..
I want it, dear John! And you?

I believe in our meeting and our chance to have love!
Oksana