Letter(s) to Martin (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my sweetheart Martin! I miss you very much.
Sorry that I don't write you few days, I lived in village, I helped my granny with house. She have problem with her health.
I`m thinking about you all the time. I understood that you are very special to me, I realised that I want to be with you.
I dreamed about our first meeting... I'll tell you my dreams. I come to you, I touch your hair, shoulders... I begin to kiss your back... Your hand tought my eyes and lips... I want to kiss all your body. I want to make love with you. I want you to be near me, I need you. I told my dad that I found my man and he was very happy when he heard that.
Yesterday, thinking about you, I decided to draw something. I didn't know what to draw but I felt something and I don't know how to describe that feeling, so, I took a sheet of paper and a pencil and I began to draw. I didn't thought about what I was drawing I thought only about you. Do you understand me? I don't know how to describe it but I hope you'll understand me. When we meet, I will show you this picture.
I'm so happy that I found you. I'm so happy that you are exist and I can write you emails. I can tell you everything what I feel. I can tell you all my dreams and routins.
I think about you all the time. I think about you everywhere. Today, when I was walking in the park I thought about you. I imagined how we are going there together, we take hand in hand and we are laughing. I was very happy at that moment. now I can tell you that you are the man of my dreams, You are the ideal of my man. Are you happy to hear that? Tell me more about your feelings and about your dreams.
Now let's start lessons of Russian laguage:
Ya te'bia lu'blu = I love you.
Ya te'bia ho'chu = I want you.
Ti mne nu'zhen = I need you.
Dosvi'dania = Good bye.
Today I visited travel agency, my parents used this travel agency for flight to Cyprus 2 years ago. I talked with travel agent, his name is Alexander, I told him that I want to fly from Palana to you. I gave him your email address, he will check today information about visa, tickets and dates and he will write you this information. I'm very happy that I can fly to you and be with you, I'm ready for our meeting.
I bought a gift for you and I'll present it to you when we meet each other.
My kiss and hugs,
your Tatiana