Letter(s) to Jon (USA)

Letter 1

Hello dear Jon!
At first, I want to say to you, that I'm very glad to find your answer on my message. I am new in the Internet, and I could not imagine myself, that my message to you will give result, and I'll find your letter so fast! Ok, my name is Natalya, I'm 32 years old, I won't begin to re-tell to you all information, which was in my profile, I just want to remind you, that I'm from Russia, I was born in Russia, and I live there now. If it doesn't scare you off me, I'll be happy to keep our communication. As you probably understood I live in Russia in the city of Nizhny Novgorod. I want to ask you if you corresponded with women already? Do you have friends from Russia or friends who know Russian people. It's interesting. Can you speak Russian a bit? I graduated from the medical university, speciality: pediatrics. I now work as a pediatrist at the hospital. But now I think, that it was right choice, and I am not sad about it. I have no computer at home and they do not allow us to use them for our personal correspondence at work so, I go to the I-net cafe to write to you. I am not yet good at computers as i have already told you and if you send me photos try them smaller, ok? Though I speak and write English rather well I sometimes refer to a translator program to write to you because I don't know some tricky words but mostly I write myself. I can write to you several times a week but that depends mostly on the amount of work that I have to do. So, I have to say, that I am sorry for so short letter, but I have to go now (frankly speaking, I thought, that you won't answer, and I came to the Internet Cafe only to check my mail). I am waiting for your letter, and I won't let you to wait for my answer. I hope this information will be enough for now. If you answer my letter I will write you back. I'll wait for your response. And if you are really interested and decide to write to me, please, tell me some about yourself. Could you send pictures of you. I would like to see them. Also feel free to ask me, what you want to know about me, I'll be happy to answer your questions.
Sincerely, Natalya.

Letter 2

Dear Jon! I am very glad to get your letter, and I have to say, that I'm happy, that I have decided to communicate via Internet, and to learn English, I speak English rather good, and I hope, that I don't make many mistakes in my letters. It is very interesting way of communication, and it is rather new for me. But I have to say, that I am not looking for pen-friend, I want to say, that my intentions are serious, and I look for my future husband . I hope you understand me, and if it is only the game for you (I don't think so... but...), tell me about it, please, and may be it will be better for us to stop our conversation, because I don't want to hurt myself. I have to say, that I am very interested in you, I want to know you better, and I want to understand you, what kind of man you are... And to decide, was I right or not, when I have written to you. So, what else I can to say... I'm 1 m 71 sm tall, my weight 59 kg. My favorite flowers are orchids, but I'd love when my man brings me flowers, which he picked up, and it doesn't matter what kind of flowers it is. I like tender colors, not red or dark blue, but pink, and pastel tones. I like to watch movies at home, some TV shows of course, and sometimes sport channel, but not often, because I have to say, that watching sport alone is not interesting for me. I work as doctor, therapist, in the hospital. If you don't know, the therapist it is a doctor, which has no one way specialization. I do primary survey of patients, and I make first diagnostics, and I appoint additional inspections, if patient need it, or I direct him on hospitalization, or to other doctor (who specialize on current patients disease). So, I am the doctor of wide structure. I am single, and I have no sisters or brothers. I have no children, but I want to feel myself as mother, and I hope, I'll feel it beautiful feeling someday. My desire is to find the man, with whom I can spend my life together, I understand, that the days go, and we getting older, and I don't want to feel loneliness, and to think, that I have had chance someday, but I have lost it... I enjoy light rock, sometimes pop. But, I am sorry, I hate your American country music. My favourite movie Is Forrest Gump. I also enjoy watching some old Russian films about long and true love. I love the three parts of the LORD of RINGS. Done magnificently, terrific. I also like some movies for children like Captain Hook. I do love kids and would love to have some, as many as we could afford. I just dream of being a mom. First of all I should tell, that I search for the destiny. I`m very serious in my intentions, because I want to be with this person for ever. I cannot arrive to the person whom I do not know. I think you too interestingly to learn about me more, the information on a dating site is very poor, it never can capture all human soul. Ok, I have time only to say, that I wait for your letters, and I hope, that it will be the same pleasure for you, as for me.
Sincerely, Natalya.

Letter 3

My dear Jon! I'm very glad to get your letters, and I'm also glad, that I have begun our communication with you, because I feel, that you are very good man, and every your letter brings me a lot of pleasure, and I also happy to see your letter in my inbox, when I come in Internet Cafe. I want to ask you, do not stop to write me! I want us to know each other better, and I'll try to tell to you something about me, and about place, where I live. Now I live alone, actually renting a flat. My mom lives in the neighbouring city called Bor (about 50 km from Nizhny Novgorod). This is where I grew up. Then I entered the university here, in Nizhny Novgorod, and after graduating from it I found a job here and made up my mind to stay live here. My house clean and cosy. There are a lot of books here, because I like reading. I like reading after finish of workday, before go to sleep. I cook good, I know many different recipes, but my favorite dishes are roasted meat, and cakes. I like cooking for myself, and for my friends, when they are visiting me. they names are Luba, and Irina. They are married, and have children. When I talked with them, I told them about you too. They were very happy for me, because I have found such honest and decent man as you. Also they have told me, that they are glad for me, because they did not see me such cheerful, and happy for long time! I want to tell to you, what I like to do for rest, when I have free from my work time. I like to visit pool with my friends, we do it 3 times a week. I like to walk in the park, when we have sunny weather here. I like listen to music, but I have no favorite one, I like many kinds of music, I like dance, but I do it very seldom, because I don't visit night clubs, and discos. Have I told you, that I don't smoke? And I don't drink, but I can drink a some wine with holiday dinner. If you don't mind, I'll ask you tell me about yourself. I am very interested in all, what takes place in your life. And if you want to know me better, you can ask me any questions, and I'll answer on all of it with pleasure! I wait for your answer!
Sincerely Natalya.

Letter 4

Dear Jon.
I am very glad to receive your letter. Today I went to the Internet cafe which is not so far from my house to check my mail. I was very happy to find a letter from you. We still know not much about each other, but I shall try to tell about myself and find out more about you. The city i live in is 440 km south-east of Moscow. Our city is very beautiful, there are a lot of trees and flowers in the summer. It is an old city and it has a long history, we have an ancient fortress which is called the Kremlin. It is magnificent and it is nice to walk around the walls of the Kremlin. I do not have the right person who with I can walk in the evening along the streets, sit on a bench and put my head on his shoulder. Tell me about your the city what beautiful places do you have there? How do you spend your free time? Tell me what kind of life are you having in the USA. It is really very interesting for me!! Here in Russia it is very difficult. Earlier we were not allowed to speak about politics, and now it is much better, but the power is in the hands of greedy and bad people. People in power think only of their purses, they constantly deceive us and it is unbearable. Tell me is it true, that you have a good government and it takes care of its citizens? I'd like to live in the country where the government thinks of people. You may ask why I cannot find the right man in Russia. Though many men wanted to have love and friendship with me, but as I told you the most men drink here a lot and always find excuses not to work hard. So, it is really very difficult to find the right man to date with or marry to among them. I already spoke you, that I live separately from my mum. I love my mum very much , I often come to see her and we sit together in the evening, drink tea and mum recollects the time when I was a little girl. My mum now does not work, she already on pension. She has a garden and she grows different vegetables and flowers. My mum is the onlyperson that keeps me in Russia. She is 62 years old, but she looks much younger. I love her very much because she is now all I've got. My dad dropped my mom when I was 6. But time flies, and I no longer care about him. I lacked him when I was a girl and needed him badly as all children need both parents to take care of them. Now I am a grown up person and i do need him any more. Dear, it seems to me, that our meeting is destiny. Today I saw a dream... I dreamed that I was walking with the person and it felt so nice with him. I woke up and understood, that did not remember his face, but it seems to me, that it is not a casual event in our lives that destiny brought us closer. Perhaps you are the person who I may trust. I am looking forward to meeting a person who I can trust. I want to give him all my care and love to him, I am tired of being lonely. And you, do you believe in destiny? My dear Jon, I should stop here, as my time is limited. Other members of the club are waiting to occupy the computer. Children wait to play computer games, and I irritate them as I type too slowly. They do not understand, that I am in the long lifesearch, and I do not play. I send all best regards to your friends and family, and I wish you the best. Hope to hear from you soon.
Natalya.
I am waiting for your reply with impatience.

Letter 5

Dear Jon! How are you? I'm fine, and I hope, that you alright too! How was your day? As for me, I worked all day today, but I went from my job earlier, because I and my mother visited mothers sister, my aunt, it is rather far from my home, and when I came to the Internet Cafe in the evening, I was very glad to find your letter! Today my friends invited me to go to the theater, and I decided to go, but first of all I went to the Cafe, and I am writing to you now. So, I don't have a lot of time, I have to go, but I only want you to know, that I did not forget about you, and that I hope, that your day was good, and everything alright with you! I shall set to you some questions, I want to learn you better. They the following: How tall are you?. Do you have a close family? Are you parents still together?. What kind of music and movies do you like? Favorites? What do you like most about women and Why? What was the most romantic moment of your life so far? . . . If you had to describe yourself in one word, what word would that be? What is your life's ambition or ultimate goal in life? Ultimate goal? What are your fears, you likes and your dislikes? What you want in a woman, what you don't want in a woman? What your deepest desires are? What is it that makes you feel special? What is your Favorite Color? What is your Favorite scent...that reminds you of your happiest time in your life, and your worst? Bye for tomorrow, I wait for your letters!
Your Natalya.

Letter 6

My dear Jon! How are you? I'm fine, but I have to say, may be it'll sound silly, but I miss you very much. I imagined myself, that you, and not my friends, invited me in the theatre, and that it could be our first appointment, it could be beautiful!! But we are very far from each other, and when I started to think about it, my mood became worse, and play did not bring me any pleasure. It was "The theatrical romance" the play of famous Moscow theatre, it is not often in our town, and in another day I could get more pleasure of it. I forgot, how many pleasure it is, when you have someone, who think about you, and when you know it, and think about him too. Jon, I'm sorry, but my letter is very short today, and I am ready to write to you all day long, but it is some problems with Internet today, and it is closed, but they let me to write small letter to you, and I am using this chance now. Ok, I have to go, Cafe will be open tomorrow, and I'll write to in the evening!!! I'll miss you! Your Natalya.

Letter 7

My dearest Jon!
You make me happy! Your letters are like a present to me. I close my eyes, and I feel you in my arms, I would like to spend all my days with you, and I hope, that one day, I'll spend all of them with you. This night, I couldn't sleep. You've come in my dream, in my thoughts. You've come in my mind, in my night, and I dreamed to hold you in my arms, I dreamed that you're by me, taking my hand. I feel my heart is missing without you, without your presence the light appears black, and I feel an emptiness in my life, in my skin, in my spirit. I dream about you, and I don't sleep. I wait for our meeting like for the end of a tunnel, the tunnel of my life, and on this end, I can see a bright gleam. This gleam is you. Your image gleams like a possible hope, a fairy story, a fairy dream. I'm seeing this bright gleam, and I want to run in its direction. I don't want you to stay only an idle fancy, I want you to become real, my reality. I want to share my life with you, to share my laugh and my tears, to share all my emotions and my feelings, my joys and my pains, my hopes and my despairs. And of course, I want, that you share everything with me, your thoughts, yours desires, everything. Would you like to share your life with me, would you like to give me the right to love you all your life? Dear Jon please, give me permission to love you, to kiss you, to caress you, to give you all my tenderness and my heart. I read your letters, I close my eyes, and I give free vent to my imagination, and I see you flying to me, taking my hand, and you come back with me in your arms. You and me, flying under the stars, through the continents, around the world, around our world, in love, only in love. You are invading my heart and my mind. You're so great, so... I don't find the good word, I don't find enough words. With impatience I wait for your answer.
I dream of you day and night, yours forever, Natalya.

Letter 8

My dearest Jon!
I read your letter, and I really have no words to explain, what I feel. I feel, I found the dearest in my life! It is about you, my sweet! You opened your heart to me, you even can't imagine, how long I waited for YOU, dreamed about YOU! You are really the man of my dreams! Years ago, when I was a little child, my mother told me many fairy tales. I loved one of them most of all. There was a beautiful princess and handsome prince in that fairy tale. There were a lot of difficulties and barriers between them. They had many troubles, but the prince knew, that his princess was the one, who was created for him. After many effort they came together. I can think only of you now. You make me happy, and I know now, when I'll hold you in my arms, when I'll kiss you, I'll never let you go! I am asking myself: is it dream? If it is a dream, please, don't let me to wake up! Now I know, how easy to fall in love, when two lonely hearts find each other on the long and difficult road of life. My Prince, I know, that you can invite me to the beautiful world of love, where we can carry out all our secret amazing dreams, all our desires and wishes. I know, that you can change my lonely life, I believe in it, and I'm ready to travel thousands kilometers, because I know, that you are my soul mate. My sweet, I don't doubt, that we have love intimacy between us now. I feel how your heart beats despite of distance between us, it beats in a step to my heart now... I know it. Were we created for each other? Now I need only one: to meet you. I have a great desire to do it. I already talked with my mother, and she lets me to come to you. She is a little afraid for me, because I'm still her little daughter, but she trust me, and she gave us her parental blessing. If you really want to see me in person, I'm ready to talk to you about it. I wait for your decision.
Your princess, Natalya.

Letter 9

My dearest Jon!
First, I want to say to you, that I thought a lot about you, about us, and the distance between us, you are so natural and full of love, that I want to be there right now with you. I want to feel you, smell you, touch you, hear you... It's not possible for this moment, and this hurts me. This makes me suffer! I'm dreaming to be happy in my life, I want to make you happy, to make you feel comfortable with me without fears, that you can trust me. I want to love you, like you have never felt this before, doing everything together and having fun. I have so many ideas in my mind, that you will never be bored, life is a serious thing, but it must be surprising at the same time. You live only once. I want to surprise you, I am your surprise! My feelings to you are so big, that you can't imagine. But sometimes the love and feelings are painful for me. What if I don't get you? I don't want to think of it. You are only one man for me in the world, you have all the things, that I'm looking for and want to have. My dreams are becoming to reality, because of you. Thank you for this! If I could give you one thing, I would give you the ability to see yourself, as other people do, then you would have seen, what a dear and special person you are...My sweet, I asked God for a flower, he gave me a garden, I asked for a tree, he gave me a forest, I asked for a river, he gave me an ocean. Asked for a friend and he gave me YOU. Sometimes my eyes are full of tears, when I think of you my love. You are my only Love, and will always stay in my heart. I will always love you, today, tomorrow and forever. I will never do something, that could hurt you, never. My dear! I went to travel agency this morning, and I found out all conditions of my arrival to you in details. Frankly speaking, I was in shock! If I am able to pay for visa with help of my mother, I won't be able to pay for tickets (even for cheapest!). But I can't get visa without buying tickets in this travel agency. Getting of visa is not a problem, agency takes care about it, and they can get it quickly, but only if I'll buy tickets there. My problem is only a tickets. I feel so bad, I even could think about, that tickets to USA costs on 5 times more, than tickets to Europe. I really don't know what to do! I'm afraid, I feel scared by my feebleness. Now I can only dream about my arrival to you. My love, it's a pity, but if I want to buy tickets, I have to save up my year's salary (and don't spend it even for food!)! I'm so sorry.
Your, Natalya.