Letter(s) to Mark (England)

Letter 1

Hi Mark it Svetlana
I am very glad to receive your letter.
I thought you will not answer my letter. But you have answered. Thanks you for your answer.
My letter not completely clearly to you will be possible.
I cannot open at once to you.
But I think that it to not prevent to learn us better.
I want to write about myself.
And also I shall send you my photo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She is pleasant to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To me of 26 years.
I was born on April, 18, 1978.
I live in the house with my mum.
My father has died 8 years ago. She has gone to serve to the Chechen Republic under the contract.
He was the different soldier, military. Always could protect our family. When I was offended at small age by boys.
I always spoke the father, that me offend. My father always protected and helped us with mum difficult minute.
Well him any more did not begin. And we with mum have remained to live one in this world.
It is huge loss for us.
Well all will suffice we shall not speak about it. To me and so now it is hurt to recollect. That we one with mum.
I do not want that you asked me about the father!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Because it will be hurt to me to answer your questions.
Today it is the closest and favourite person for me., it is my mum.
And already as 8 years of me bring up and to teach in this world one person. SHE IS my MUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have no brothers and sisters, and I have no own children!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to have own family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to lift own children.
I have been given birth also dews in Kirov city.
My mum already now does not work. She cannot work any more. As already old. In the age of.
And all our charges on residing are taken by me on myself. I pay for all. And consequently I was brought up by mum so that I was the independent girl. I shall tell about mum in the following letter.
Now, as I spoke, I shall write about me directly
As I spoke already, I have been given birth in 1978. Till 6 years I have gone by a kindergarten.
I have gone earlier as my mum spoke, that I the clever girl.
Since 7 years I started to go from school.
I studied very good.
When I have left school with the Red certificate in 1995, and I have left in " Vyatskiy the state humanitarian university ".
Faculty of pedagogics and technique of preschool education and foreign language - the English language.
As I had the fine certificate about my finished school.
I could study in University free-of-charge.
In 2000 I have finished studying in university.
Since that year I work in Kirov in one of schools of city of Kirov. It is school ? 69.

School settles down to the address :
The city of Kirov
Street of Kirov, 13b.

My work will be to bring up in children a sound mind. That children became educated.
Were able to read and write. That they were happy in this life. I also see off with them class hours.
Where I tell it, about different cases in our city. As passes through road. My work with children compels me to be more attentive.
My work with children is more difficult than with adult people.
And my work is more pleasant me. And I have pleasure, that I can help children. Probably the love to children has arrived to me with my age.
And now I have understood, that children - are our future.
Therefore I would like to have my own children.
LIKELY IT IS NOT INTERESTING TO YOU????????????
I shall ask me why I have chosen you?????????????????? Why I shall not find the the man in own The country?
I do not know as the answer you. YOU KNOW, THAT the MAN SHOULD HELP the WOMAN. That the FIRST the MAN ALWAYS GETS ACQUAINTED. And the WOMAN SHOULD not SUIT the FIRST. IT SO IN RUSSIA.
My girlfriend, my colleague has suggested me to find acquaintance to the inquiry Internet.
And now I write to you from cafe of the Internet. As I have no own computer!!!!!!!!!!
It is expensive very much. And I cannot allow this luxury.
In our country not so many people have personal computers of a house.
Probably the level of our life does not allow to live so that to give very much. No, I do not complain of a bad life in Russia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I earn what to live enough in Russia.
Well, I shall finish this letter. You reading my letter and if you agree on Continue with me acquaintance.
There can be I can ask to you one question: " YOU WANT TO CONTINUE WITH ME CONVERSATION ON THE INTERNET "????????????
Thanks you THAT YOU COULD LISTEN to me. Thanks you that you are in this world. I VERY MUCH WOULD LIKE TO CONTINUE our RELATIONS. I AM AFRAID, THAT YOU WILL be are AFRAID of my LETTERS.
TELL to me I CAN WRITE to YOU the LETTERS????????????

Yours Svetlana!!!!!

Letter 2

My friend Mark.
Last time I have sent you not correct date Birthday. I was born April, 18. I very much hurried up when wrote.
Also has casually written other date. You will forgive me?????
I to you shall tell. That you knew. It is the Kirov area.
Here also there is a city of Kirov. Distance from Kirov up to Moscow of 917 km. To reach Moscow by train 15 hours.
At us there passes a trunk-railway. On which it is possible to reach from Kirov Moscow.
My city is on the river Vyatka. It is the big river. And very beautiful.
Kirov city beautiful. Here beautiful streets. It is a lot of trees, vegetation, it is green city.
Here many kind grandmothers and grandfathers. They about my house gather and sit.
They speak about a life. That as lived earlier. Earlier at Gorbachev lived well, and it is now bad.
In the winter in the center there is a fur-tree. To many people everyone gather also are pleased to a holiday. I do not know our industry.
I am not interested. It is not interesting to me. I am engaged in the work. It benefits to me. I never looked in a telescope.
Likely it is beautiful to look close at stars. I only see stars at night. I look at them from the ground.
I hope that you liked my old letter and I to not tire you the story about itself.
I had good mood and I would like to transfer it to you.
I want to tell that in Russia to live not easily but cheerfully.
I want to tell to you about life in Russia. Here it is a lot of deceit. On the Internet I for the first time get acquainted.
Therefore I do not know, whether there is a deceit on the Internet. But I want to speak not about it. I receive the very small salary per one month 97 $.
And it does not suffice to me. Me and other teachers. But it not our fault.
It is fault of our government in city. We as teachers are as state employees. That is we live on maintenance the government. The government to pay to teachers very small wages.
It is good, that pay to us though any money. You imagine, as teachers now live. AND IF THE GOVERNMENT IN GENERAL PAY NOTHING. THAT AS TO US TO LIVE AND WORK. We ALSO WORK PRACTICALLY FOR the FREE-OF-CHARGE WORK. Because it is noble work. You probably already heard that the laughter prolongs a life?
The person sometimes should laugh.
Therefore do not think that I not the serious girl.
Now, as speak in Russia, a joke in the party.
I want, speak you, that I like to make, when I have a free time.
I like to read novels about love and to look soap operas.
I spoke you, that I like to look films about love.
I love the Russian films about love and the American films.
I shall name to you names films which you could understand:
" Moscow does not trust tears " (Russia); " 50 first kisses " (USA).
If you did not look these films, I allow to you council to look them, they will be
It is similar to you. When the man and the woman leave. Later 1,2,5 years meet. It is fine!!!!!!!!! EVEN TEAR ON the CHEEK is ROLLED. When you hear these films. In film " Moscow does not trust tears " the man and the woman meet at station. YOU KNOW WHEN THEY FOR THE FIRST TIME HAVE SEEN EACH OTHER. THEY AT ALL DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHO BEFORE THEM STANDS.
THEY FOR A LONG TIME STOOD LOOKED AGAINST EACH OTHER. And then have rushed to each other.
AND YOU KNOW WHY???????????????????????? BECAUSE IT IS LAST MEETING. IF THEY WILL ONCE AGAIN BE LOST, IT IS MORE WHEN WILL NOT MEET. Mark I WANT TO ASK YOU:
YOU THINK ABOUT OUR MEETINGS SIMILAR TO THIS FILM IN THE FUTURE?????????????
I want to tell to you, that I as like to listen to music.
I have no any favourite group.
I love silent slow music
For example from foreign music
I love a song " Britne Spirs " (Toxik)
I like to knit a sweater, a jacket and socks all from them from a wool.
As in the winter in Russia it is cold.
I already spoke you, that I have garden. The garden is behind of city. It approximately 50 kilometers from Kirova.
My garden has name " WOOD OPEN SPACES "
Therefore in the summer every week we enter into a garden.
We lift in a garden: apples, a currant, a potato, carrots, cucumbers, tomatoes. BUT I TO YOU AT ONCE WANT TO TELL ONE THING. THAT I NOT SUCH AS OTHER WOMEN. I DO NOT LIKE TO DRINK VODKA AND TO SMOKE CIGARETTES.
FOR ME THE MOST IMPORTANT IS THE HEALTHY WAY OF LIFE. IN FACT I TEACH CHILDREN. Now I want to tell about that I like to eat.
I love salads, especially salad from tomatoes with the cucumbers filled maioneze.
I like to prepare for pancakes with sour cream.
I also very much like to prepare for soup chicken, a borshch meat.
I hope, that you will sometime try these soups.

I want to ask to you a question.
You love the nature??????? To go on picnic??????? To go to a wood???????????????? To collect mushrooms, berries????????????????? You love singing birds????????? What at you birds fly?????????? The finest season??????

I feel, that we with each letter become more close to each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Though, if I shall be fair, if I had an opportunity to leave to live in other country I would go with pleasure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SPOKE YOU ABOUT MY LAST PERSON. IT IS HURT TO ME TO TELL NOW. I SHALL TELL TO YOU THE FOLLOWING LETTER.
I do not know. But I have difficulties with acquaintance with the man. And now I very much gladm, that we have started to correspond with each other. I hope, that we shall not stop on it.
Now, when I have written to you this letter, I am afraid, that you can me to not answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please do not stop to write to me letters. With your letters I forget my past, and me The beginning to think of the future it is more.
I am confident, that for us wait the fine future, Probably I speak about it early.
You see, that we know about each other a little. And the further acquaintance is necessary For us. But we have taken a first step.
And we should do many steps before we can tell each other: " I love you ". And I very much hope, that you will really agree with me. And we shall correspond Further.
I shall wait the letter from you.

Yours Svetlana

Letter 3

Mark
I PROMISED TO TELL TO YOU ABOUT MY LAST TO THE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DO NOT HAVE NOW MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is a history of love has taken place with me 2 years ago.
This day was solar and when, I have gone to shop behind products. I have met the girlfriend by name Oksana with whom we work at school. We with him have got into conversation also she has suggested to go in some hours on a beach on to sunbathe.
I have agreed. And in some hours we have met. Have sat on a trolley bus and have gone on a beach.
When we have arrived was to much people. We have chosen a place for sunburn. We in Russia have special cabins.
Cabins for men and cabins for women. Where men dress bathing trousers. And women a bathing suit.
I have changed clothes. Also has told Oksana, that has gone to the river. She has told well.
I floated very slowly, I swim on a back. Simply I lie down on a back and foots I move the body. When I am tired to float, I have decided to leave from water. And it became cold to me. Well because water all the same in Russia at temperature +26 cold.
I did not know, that to me to make. I began to call Oksana that she has brought to me a towel. That I could be covered.
But she did not hear. And to me has approached the man. He was presented. Him called Egor.
She is the man highly growth. Its growth was under the Russian standards of 175 centimeters. Black hair, brown eyes.
He has liked me at once when I have seen Egora before myself. He has suggested to take advantage of a towel which was at it.
I have agreed. To me began so warmly. I even have forgotten a cold. THEN WHEN we HAVE GOT INTO CONVERSATION.
SPOKE ABOUT MANY. We were GOING TO go HOME. Because time came to an end for sunburn.
The sun it was not visible any more. He has suggested to carry spend us up to a house. But Oksana, has not agreed.
She has told, that we shall go without Egora. I saw to her eyes, that Egor to her also have liked. But it hid from me.
Then Egor has left phone and has asked, that I have called him. Also has left. To me began then so it is insulting, that the man which to me has very much liked, has abandoned me.
He did not carry spend me up to a house. But I am not guilty then was. Simply my girlfriend so has wanted.
I cannot argue with the good girlfriend. In fact we with her work together. Next day I have called Egoru.
And he has invited me to a meeting. I was very glad, that Egor have not forgotten me. We have met.
We talked. He has told where works. He works as the simple person at a factory. He was not rich.
He did not have many money. HE ALWAYS BOUGHT to me SURPRISES. SPOKE PLEASANT WORDS.
SPOKE THAT WANTS TO be WITH me. THAT was HAPPY TO MEET me. I every day understood, that it is mine the man.
That I at it the unique woman. We WITH HIM did not HAVE SEX. HE DID NOT WANT WITH me SEX.
HE SIMPLY LOVED me SO STRONGLY, WHAT EVEN HAS TOLD to me, to HIM SEX is not IMPORTANT.
FEELINGS are NECESSARY for HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is NECESSARY for HIM was it is SIMPLY WARM.
I thought, that we can create the big and strong family. That we will have children in the future.
At me in a head image Egora was only. I could not sleep without it. You understand, what such words LOVE???????????????
IT WHEN YOU CONSTANTLY THINK OF the to the MAN. You DO NOT SLEEP at the NIGHTS. You WAKE UP at NIGHT AND you SEE ITS IMAGE. YOU WANT TO TOUCH ITS PERSON. TO KISS.
You SUFFER FOR IT, that the love in the man means. These all feelings pursued me 3 months. I did not HAVE SEXUAL RELATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I STILL THE VIRGIN!!!!!!!!
I trusted him. I was ready to make all for it. BUT IN my LIFE there was a TRAGEDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT was CRISIS of my HEART.
I very much was ill. And I had headache in a head. I have not gone for work. My mum has bought to me medicines. And I accepted medicines. In the evening to me it became better.
I HAVE DECIDED TO go TO the GIRLFRIEND. BECAUSE I was not ON WORK.
Also WANTED FIND OUT, THAT HAS TAKEN PLACE THIS DAY AT SCHOOL. I HAVE gone To OKSANE HOME.
WHEN I HAVE CALLED AT the DOOR. To me WHO HAS not OPENED the DOOR. I BEGAN TO CALL ONCE AGAIN.
To me the DOOR was OPENED by the LITTLE SISTER At OKSANI. I HAVE ASKED CALL OKSANU.
She HAS ANSWERED, THAT OKSANA is IN the BEDROOM. I HAVE DECIDED TO go IN the BEDROOM.
And WHEN I HAVE OPENED the DOOR. I SIMPLY COULD not BELIEVE the EYES. ON THE BED LAID OKSANA AND EGOR.
I at once have run out from an apartment and have run with tears on street. And then home.
I have come running home and at once have rushed on a bed. And to cry began very strongly.
I wanted to finish a life. I thought, that the life for me has ended. That more in this world there will be no more girl by name Julia.
I for a long time did not leave a bedroom. When there has come my mum in the evening.
She has seen me on a bed. Also has asked: What there was my girl???????? I have told, that Egor mum changes to me. She was simply in a shock. It was impact for her.
It was impact for me. And now has passed 1,5 years. I live with mum. I am lonely. I was afraid to get acquainted with men.
I was afraid, that the man to cause me a pain. That the man will use me. That he will play simply with me.
Well AS to me TO SHOUT FOR THE WHOLE WORLD. THAT my VOICE was HEARD by ALL MEN ON the PLANET.
THAT it is IMPOSSIBLE TO PLAY WITH FEELINGS. IT CAN is SIMPLE LEAD TO to DEATH.
And now I have got acquainted with you. I began to trust you. I began to understand, what not all men change to the girls.
That you not as all men. You kind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You attentive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You can love only one woman in the life. And up to the end of the life.
Well I have told to you the truth. I have told to you each moment of my last life.
NOW I WANT TO FORGET THE PAST. I WANT TO CROSS OUT THE PAST. YOU WILL HELP ME??????????????????????????
I WANT TO BEGIN THE NEW AND CLEAN LIFE.

Yours Svetlana

Letter 4

Hi my dear Mark.
As your day today??????????
You waited for my letter??????????? I think you of me any more overlook much?????????????
Because I know, that if the person does not write 1-2 days. That it forget. But it not so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have not forgotten me.
I hope that all well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am very glad, that you have written to me the letter!!!!!!!!!!! If you knew, when I have checked up the mail.
Also has seen yours the letter, I was so is happy. Also has shouted HURRAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So in Russia shout, when at you all is wonderful. Even many in cafe have paid attention to me.
They have been surprised. Also did not know, why I so have cried.
Forgive me that my last letter was sad..................... NOW MY LETTERS ALWAYS WILL BE SUCH HAPPY BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ME.
AND I NEAR TO YOU. AS WELL AS YOU BESIDE WITH ME.
But all this in the past!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO FORGET the PAST AND TO BEGIN the NEW LIFE, NEW FAMILY.
I WANT TO BEGIN ALL WITH NEW to PAGE of the SHEET. And TO WRITE to ITSELF the BIG AND CLEAN LOVE.
WHAT DO YOU THINK??????????????????????
With each letter, I understand, that we become more holded to each other. I START TO LOVE YOUR LETTERS.
I START TO TRUST YOUR WORDS. BUT TO be NECESSARY it is A LOT OF HOURS AND SECONDS TO TELL the FEELINGS???????????
YOU AGREE WITH me. YOU I DO NOT THINK, THAT I WRITE to OTHER MEN. I DO NOT WRITE to WHOM.
My HEART ONE KNIGHT AND CAN WIN ONLY ONE MAN. It the man would like to see you. I understand, that is hard to read likely mine the letter. But so we can find out each other.
And WHEN my REASON AND YOUR REASON TO be FILLED with FEELINGS. We SHOULD TELL to the FRIEND to the FRIEND. THAT we SHOULD MEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I am ready to give you the home address:
The country Russia the postal index: 613200
City: Kirov (GMT +3:00)
Street: prospectus of the Victory
House: 161
Department: 34

Name: Svetlana
Surname: Rjabinina

If you trust me, also should send me the address!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We should know our addresses approximately.
That in the future we did not lose our addresses. And held them from extraneous eyes.
IF we CAN not RECEIVE the LETTER ON the INTERNET. THAT we CAN SEND our LETTERS ON the HOME ADDRESS.
Write down my address. I WANT TO TELL to YOU.
I spoke with the mum today. And she has told to me one news. I want to inform with you.
Mark please do not send me what things. My mum speaks that on mail deceive. And things do not reach me.
They speak that have sent nothing. And then I shall not swear at mail. Send nothing. My mum sent and with her has taken place as.
To her the sending simply has not reached.

I also would like to speak with you, but now I have learned that it is impossible.
l very much would like to hear your voice. And I think, that you also would like to hear my voice. But I regret, that it is impossible.
I cann't give you telephone number of a house because I have no any phone of my house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU UNDERSTAND ME???????? I HAVE NO PHONE OF THE HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to speak with you, it would be amusing to hear your voice.
But my familiar also have no any phone.
At SCHOOL WHERE I WORK, there is a PHONE NUMBER. THIS NUMBER ONLY AT the PRINCIPAL.
And consequently ALL QUESTIONS AT SCHOOL. The PRINCIPAL DECIDES. And we AS TEACHERS ONLY HAVE THE RIGHT TO USE on to PHONE Emergency BECAUSE the SCHOOL TO PAY FOR PHONE. And IF I SHALL CAUSE YOU BY THIS PHONE. I CAN HAVE PROBLEMS WITH DIRECTOR. YOU UNDERSTAND me. At us the case was when one teacher has decided to call in other city in Russia.
So there has come the receipt for telephone conversation. And the principal has caused and has punished it.
He subtracted cost of conversation from wages. Now you understand me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT I TO YOU ALL THE SAME ALLOW MY NUMBER PHONE ON WORK AT SCHOOL ( 8332 ) 38-07-75 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot afford phone which is connected to the international lines.
It is very expensive. Our city has no such phones also.
They - only in rich people.
I have learned that such phones are in Moscow and it Saint Petersburg.
They - at the international airports. And telephone conversation - very expensive expenses.
Therefore I cannot call to you. It is a pity to me.
But I am happy, that we have an opportunity enter contact to you to the help of the Internet.
I think that the Internet - the big achievement of a science. It allows to speak with people, taking place on The big distances.
That we have acquaintance.
To you my mum sends the regards to you.
Also speaks that if we shall meet. That I shall introduce her to you.
She when did not see the Foreign citizen.
I to it her have told that I her shall introduce to her you.
You not against will be.
She hopes, that in the future we can be magnificent pair.
Well all to me is time to run home. I only, that from work. You know, what is the time I already write already to you this letter.
Approximately I now look it at hours of 1,5 hours. And the manager of cafe asks that I paid for cafe.
Well all while at me remained to time very little. I shall write to you the letter in 1 or 2 days. Please do not miss. Also think of me. I wait for your answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The big and distant kiss to you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Start up this kiss up to flies up to you. And who will not catch. But only YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOUR SVETLANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - YOU KNOW, WHAT IT MEANS????????

It means, that you attentively should read.