Letter(s) to Martin (Austria)

Letter 1

Hi Martin. It Svetlana
I am very glad to receive your letter.
I thought you will not answer my letter.
But you have answered.
Thanks you for your answer.
My letter not completely clearly to you will be possible.
I cannot open at once to you.
But I think that it to not prevent to learn us better.
I want to write about myself.
And also I shall send you my photo!
She is pleasant to you!
To me of 26 years.
I was born on March, 21, 1978.
I live in the house with my mum.
My father has died 8 years ago.
He has gone to serve to the Chechen Republic under the contract.
He was the different soldier, military.
Always could protect our family.
When I was offended at small age by boys.
I always spoke the father, that me offend.
My father always protected and helped us with mum difficult minute.
Well him any more did not begin.
And we with mum have remained to live one in this world.
It is huge loss for us.
Well all will suffice we shall not speak about it.
To me and so now it is hurt to recollect.
That we one with mum.
I do not want that you asked me about the father!
Because it will be hurt to me to answer your questions.
Today it is the closest and favourite person for me., it is my mum.
And already as 8 years of me bring up and to teach in this world one person.
SHE IS my MUM!
I have no brothers and sisters, and I have no own children!
I want to have own family!
I want to lift own children.
I have been given birth also dews in Kirov city.
My mum already now does not work.
She cannot work any more.
As already old.
In the age of.
And all our charges on residing are taken by me on myself.
I pay for all.
And consequently I was brought up by mum so that I was the independent girl.
I shall tell about mum in the following letter.
Now, as I spoke, I shall write about me directly
As I spoke already, I have been given birth in 1978.
Till 6 years I have gone by a kindergarten.
I have gone earlier as my mum spoke, that I the clever girl.
Since 7 years I started to go from school.
I studied very good.
When I have left school with the Red certificate in 1995, and I have left in Vyatskiy the state humanitarian university.
Faculty of pedagogics and technique of preschool education and foreign language - the English language.
As I had the fine certificate about my finished school.
I could study in University free-of-charge.
In 2000 I have finished studying in university.
Since that year I work in Kirov in one of schools of city of Kirov.
It is school # 69.

School settles down to the address :
The city of Kirov
Street of Kirov, 13b.

My work will be to bring up in children a sound mind.
That children became educated.
Were able to read and write.
That they were happy in this life.
I also see off with them class hours.
Where I tell it, about different cases in our city.
As passes through road.
My work with children compels me to be more attentive.
My work with children is more difficult than with adult people.
And my work is more pleasant me.
And I have pleasure, that I can help children.
Probably the love to children has arrived to me with my age.
And now I have understood, that children - are our future.
Therefore I would like to have my own children.
LIKELY IT IS NOT INTERESTING TO YOU?
I shall ask me why I have chosen you?
Why I shall not find the the man in own The country?
I do not know as the answer you.
YOU KNOW, THAT the MAN SHOULD HELP the WOMAN.
That the FIRST the MAN ALWAYS GETS ACQUAINTED.
And the WOMAN SHOULD not SUIT the FIRST.
IT SO IN RUSSIA.
My girlfriend, my colleague has suggested me to find acquaintance to the inquiry Internet.
And now I write to you from cafe of the Internet.
As I have no own computer!
It is expensive very much.
And I cannot allow this luxury.
In our country not so many people have personal computers of a house.
Probably the level of our life does not allow to live so that to give very much.
No, I do not complain of a bad life in Russia!
I earn what to live enough in Russia.
Well, I shall finish this letter.
You reading my letter and if you agree on Continue with me acquaintance.
There can be I can ask to you one question: "YOU WANT TO CONTINUE WITH ME CONVERSATION ON THE INTERNET "?
Thanks you THAT YOU COULD LISTEN to me.
Thanks you that you are in this world.
I VERY MUCH WOULD LIKE TO CONTINUE our RELATIONS.
I AM AFRAID, THAT YOU WILL be are AFRAID of my LETTERS.
TELL to me I CAN WRITE to YOU the LETTERS?
Yours Svetlana!!!!!

Letter 2

Hi my friend Martin.
Thank to you behind a photo. You the very beautiful man.
You such courageous. With you it will be good.
I waited back only from you and therefore you cannot even probably present as I am pleased. Write to me more about itself.
I want to know you better!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope that my letter was not so big and has not had time to bother you.
The matter is that I very much would like to write to you much about myself.
I want that you knew all about me.
I want to tell to you about my to mum.
My mum has been given birth in Kirov city in on May, 11, 1952 and her now 52 years.
My mum has given birth to me in 25 years. It late whether or not?????????
My parents have met in Kirov city, it happened when my mum came back from a garden.
She went from a garden where we now raise in the summer vegetables. And mum on hands had big bags.
She went home and when has approached to a stop. To her has approached young the man, it was mine the daddy.
Also has asked to help to inform bags. Mum has agreed. And so they also have got acquainted.
Tell a noble act has made mine the daddy????????????
Then my parents met year. And in 1975 my parents have got married.
Here they also have remained to live. After wedding I have appeared.
I grew without sisters and without brothers. In family I one child.
I do not know, why I was one in family, it likely the difficult economic side was. There were problems.
I do not know, I at all did not ask mine of parents about it. Because I had my favourite parents. They loved me so strongly. They preserved me the heat. When I the daddy has died..............
All loading of my education has lain on my mum.
I hope, that my mum loves you, and I shall necessarily send you her picture and video.
Certainly I very much love mine mum. And I think, that me was very successful with parents, but I began adults, and I should think of family.
How to you my English language??????? I hope, what, what, what I speak, you can understand and read without problems????????
Studying of my language began at school.
I very much loved this language, and I always wanted to study to speak concerning the English language easily and freely.
After school I have continued to study the English language on special categories.
I read many textbooks and have been occupied with teachers.
I spoke it, I liked to study, and I have studied this subject with pleasure.
I probably do mistakes????????? But I hope that them not so.
Simply practice is necessary for me, and I think, that I can speak usually.
I SHALL be FAIR, I sometimes HAS DIFFICULT WORDS WHICH it WILL be HARD for me TO UNDERSTAND YOU. I SHALL USE the BOOK the TRANSLATOR. I HOLD the BOOK IN the BAG.
And each time when I go to the Internet of cafe I I take the book with myself.
You can not doubt of my pronunciation. I SHALL SEND YOU the VOICE THROUGH the INTERNET of CAFE.
I HAVE FOUND GOOD STUDIO WHERE WRITE DOWN VOICES of PEOPLE AT WILL.
I SHALL PAY FOR RECORD of the VOICE. BECAUSE AT us IN CITY ALL SERVICES PAID.
But I from the salary shall spend money. Because I want that you heard my voice.
Now I shall tell about myself in words. You likely already saw my picture.
I sent you for the first time. But can be to you, something was not clear.
My growth of 166 centimeters!!!!!!!!!!!! My weight of 50 kgs!!!!!!!!!!
You know at us in Russia when buy clothes the body is necessary to give the sizes.
We have 3 sizes of a body:
1 size is a breast
2 size - area of a stomach
3 size - area of buttocks
Means my sizes on radius of a body.
1 size of 85 centimeters.
2 size of 63 centimeters.
3 size of 90 centimeters.
NOW YOU KNOW MY BODY THE SIZES.
I KNOW WHEN MEET THE MAN. HE WILL ASK THE MAN WAS AT YOU WHETHER OR NOT.
I want to answer you at once!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In the past I have met, what the man urgently became loving.
But I was silly.
He has deceived me, and me was very sick.
But not it I continue supervision to trust in love.
It - one more reason on which I write to you.
I want, will meet the he man which is worthy my clean and sincere love.
Which will never deceive me.
I always trusted such easy feelings as love, friendship, fidelity, fidelity, kindness.
I could not meet such the man in Russia. Because men drink vodka and beat women, when they drunk. I am afraid of it.
I need to trust, that you, which that the man I searched!
I want to trust only to one to man.
This the man YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want that YOU Martin spoke on the Internet only with me. I think, that YOU are written by other girls.
BUT PLEASE IF YOU WRITE to ANOTHERS the to FAVOURITE, DO NOT WRITE to me AND DO NOT DECEIVE me. My HEART ONE. And THIS HEART FOR the PERSON WHO ON LOVES me.
I hope, that has not urgently tired you with a history about myself.
I shall be pleased to answer your any questions, but I not always I can understand a question. Therefore I ask to not cope, if I cannot answer your question.
I am very pleased, that we can to continue our acquaintance further. I ask to write to me more about myself.
I shall be very pleased to study you more.
It is very important for me. I SHALL WAIT FOR YOURS THE LETTER Martin, ONLY FROM YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yours Svetlana

Letter 3

My friend Martin.
You know, where there is a city of Kirov?????????????? It not in Ukraine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I to you shall tell. That you knew. It is the Kirov area.
Here also there is a city of Kirov. Distance from Kirov up to Moscow of 917 kms. To reach Moscow by train 15 hours.
At us there passes a trunk-railway. On which it is possible to reach from Kirov Moscow.
My city is on the river Vyatka. It is the big river. And very beautiful.
Kirov city beautiful. Here beautiful streets. It is a lot of trees, vegetation, it is green city. Here many kind grandmothers and grandfathers. They about my house gather and sit.
They speak about a life. That as lived earlier. Earlier at Gorbachev lived well, and it is now bad.
In the winter in the center there is a fur-tree. To many people everyone gather also are pleased to a holiday. I do not know our industry.
I am not interested. It is not interesting to me. I am engaged in the work. It benefits to me. I never looked in a telescope.
Likely it is beautiful to look close at stars. I only see stars at night. I look at them from the ground.
I hope that you liked my old letter and I to not tire you the story about itself.
I had good mood and I would like to transfer it to you.
I want to tell that in Russia to live not easily but cheerfully.
I want to tell to you about life in Russia. Here it is a lot of deceit. On the Internet I for the first time get acquainted.
Therefore I do not know, whether there is a deceit on the Internet. But I want to speak not about it. I receive the very small salary per one month 97 $.
And it does not suffice to me. Me and other teachers. But it not our fault.
It is fault of our government in city. We as teachers are as state employees.
That is we live on maintenance the government. The government to pay to teachers very small wages.
It is good, that pay to us though any money. You imagine, as teachers now live.
AND IF THE GOVERNMENT IN GENERAL PAY NOTHING. THAT AS TO US TO LIVE AND WORK.
We ALSO WORK PRACTICALLY FOR the FREE-OF-CHARGE WORK. Because it is noble work.
You probably already heard that the laughter prolongs a life?
The person sometimes should laugh.
Therefore do not think that I not the serious girl.
Now, as speak in Russia, a joke in the party.
I want, speak you, that I like to make, when I have a free time.
I like to read novels about love and to look soap operas.
I spoke you, that I like to look films about love.
I love the Russian films about love and the American films.
I shall name to you names films which you could understand:
" Moscow does not trust tears " (Russia); " 50 first kisses " (USA).
If you did not look these films, I allow to you council to look them, they will be It is similar to you. When the man and the woman leave. Later 1,2,5 years meet.
It is fine!!!!!!!!! EVEN TEAR ON the CHEEK is ROLLED. When you hear these films.
In film " Moscow does not trust tears " the man and the woman meet at station.
YOU KNOW WHEN THEY FOR THE FIRST TIME HAVE SEEN EACH OTHER. THEY AT ALL DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHO BEFORE THEM STANDS.
THEY FOR A LONG TIME STOOD LOOKED AGAINST EACH OTHER. And then have rushed to each other. AND YOU KNOW WHY???????????????????????? BECAUSE IT IS LAST MEETING.
IF THEY WILL ONCE AGAIN BE LOST, IT IS MORE WHEN WILL NOT MEET.
Martin I WANT TO ASK YOU:
YOU THINK ABOUT OUR MEETINGS SIMILAR TO THIS FILM IN THE FUTURE?????????????
I want to tell to you, that I as like to listen to music.
I have no any favourite group.
I love silent slow music
For example from foreign music
I love a song " Britne Spirs " (Toxik)
I like to knit a sweater, a jacket and socks all from them from a wool.
As in the winter in Russia it is cold.
I already spoke you, that I have garden. The garden is behind of city. It approximately 50 kilometers from Kirova.
My garden has name " WOOD OPEN SPACES "
Therefore in the summer every week we enter into a garden.
We lift in a garden: apples, a currant, a potato, carrots, cucumbers, tomatoes.
BUT I TO YOU AT ONCE WANT TO TELL ONE THING. THAT I NOT SUCH AS OTHER WOMEN.
I DO NOT LIKE TO DRINK VODKA AND TO SMOKE CIGARETTES.
FOR ME THE MOST IMPORTANT IS THE HEALTHY WAY OF LIFE. IN FACT I TEACH CHILDREN.
Now I want to tell about that I like to eat.
I love salads, especially salad from tomatoes with the cucumbers filled maioneze.
I like to prepare for pancakes with sour cream.
I also very much like to prepare for soup chicken, a borshch meat.
I hope, that you will sometime try these soups.

I want to ask to you a question.
You love the nature??????? To go on picnic??????? To go to a wood???????????????? To collect mushrooms, berries?????????????????
You love singing birds????????? What at you birds fly?????????? The finest season??????
I feel, that we with each letter become more close to each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Though, if I shall be fair, if I had an opportunity to leave to live in other country I would go with pleasure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SPOKE YOU ABOUT MY LAST PERSON. IT IS HURT TO ME TO TELL NOW. I SHALL TELL TO YOU THE FOLLOWING LETTER.
I do not know. But I have difficulties with acquaintance with the man.
And now I very much gladm, that we have started to correspond with each other.
I hope, that we shall not stop on it.
Now, when I have written to you this letter, I am afraid, that you can me to not answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please do not stop to write to me letters. With your letters I forget my past, and me The beginning to think of the future it is more.
I am confident, that for us wait the fine future, Probably I speak about it early.
You see, that we know about each other a little. And the further acquaintance is necessary For us. But we have taken a first step.
And we should do many steps before we can tell each other: " I love you ".
And I very much hope, that you will really agree with me. And we shall correspond Further.
I shall wait the letter from you.
Yours Svetlana

Letter 4

Martin, Martin!
I PROMISED TO TELL TO YOU ABOUT MY LAST TO THE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DO NOT HAVE NOW MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is a history of love has taken place with me 2 years ago.
This day was solar and when, I have gone to shop behind products.
I have met the girlfriend by name Oksana with whom we work at school.
We with him have got into conversation also she has suggested to go in some hours on a beach on to sunbathe.
I have agreed. And in some hours we have met. Have sat on a trolley bus and have gone on a beach. When we have arrived was to much people. We have chosen a place for sunburn. We in Russia have special cabins.
Cabins for men and cabins for women. Where men dress bathing trousers. And women a bathing suit. I have changed clothes. Also has told Oksana, that has gone to the river. She has told well. I floated very slowly, I swim on a back. Simply I lie down on a back and foots I move the body. When I am tired to float, I have decided to leave from water.
And it became cold to me. Well because water all the same in Russia at temperature +26 cold. I did not know, that to me to make. I began to call Oksana that she has brought to me a towel. That I could be covered.
But she did not hear. And to me has approached the man. He was presented. Him called Egor. She is the man highly growth. Its growth was under the Russian standards of 175 centimeters. Black hair, brown eyes.
He has liked me at once when I have seen Egora before myself. He has suggested to take advantage of a towel which was at it.
I have agreed. To me began so warmly. I even have forgotten a cold. THEN WHEN we HAVE GOT INTO CONVERSATION.
SPOKE ABOUT MANY. We were GOING TO go HOME. Because time came to an end for sunburn.
The sun it was not visible any more. He has suggested to carry spend us up to a house. But Oksana, has not agreed.
She has told, that we shall go without Egora. I saw to her eyes, that Egor to her also have liked. But it hid from me.
Then Egor has left phone and has asked, that I have called him. Also has left. To me began then so it is insulting, that the man which to me has very much liked, has abandoned me.
He did not carry spend me up to a house. But I am not guilty then was. Simply my girlfriend so has wanted.
I cannot argue with the good girlfriend. In fact we with her work together. Next day I have called Egoru.
And he has invited me to a meeting. I was very glad, that Egor have not forgotten me. We have met.
We talked. He has told where works. He works as the simple person at a factory. He was not rich. He did not have many money. HE ALWAYS BOUGHT to me SURPRISES. SPOKE PLEASANT WORDS. SPOKE THAT WANTS TO be WITH me. THAT was HAPPY TO MEET me. I every day understood, that it is mine the man.
That I at it the unique woman. We WITH HIM did not HAVE SEX. HE DID NOT WANT WITH me SEX. HE SIMPLY LOVED me SO STRONGLY, WHAT EVEN HAS TOLD to me, to HIM SEX is not IMPORTANT. FEELINGS are NECESSARY for HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is NECESSARY for HIM was it is SIMPLY WARM.
I thought, that we can create the big and strong family. That we will have children in the future.
At me in a head image Egora was only. I could not sleep without it. You understand, what such words LOVE??????????????
IT WHEN YOU CONSTANTLY THINK OF the to the MAN. You DO NOT SLEEP at the NIGHTS. You WAKE UP at NIGHT AND you SEE ITS IMAGE. YOU WANT TO TOUCH ITS PERSON. TO KISS. You SUFFER FOR IT, that the love in the man means. These all feelings pursued me 3 months. I did not HAVE SEXUAL RELATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I STILL THE VIRGIN!!!!!!!!
I trusted him. I was ready to make all for it. BUT IN my LIFE there was a TRAGEDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT was CRISIS of my HEART.
I very much was ill. And I had headache in a head. I have not gone for work. My mum has bought to me medicines. And I accepted medicines. In the evening to me it became better.
I HAVE DECIDED TO go TO the GIRLFRIEND. BECAUSE I was not ON WORK.
Also WANTED FIND OUT, THAT HAS TAKEN PLACE THIS DAY AT SCHOOL. I HAVE gone To OKSANE HOME. WHEN I HAVE CALLED AT the DOOR. To me WHO HAS not OPENED the DOOR. I BEGAN TO CALL ONCE AGAIN. To me the DOOR was OPENED by the LITTLE SISTER At OKSANI. I HAVE ASKED CALL OKSANU. She HAS ANSWERED, THAT OKSANA is IN the BEDROOM. I HAVE DECIDED TO go IN the BEDROOM. And WHEN I HAVE OPENED the DOOR. I SIMPLY COULD not BELIEVE the EYES.
ON THE BED LAID OKSANA AND EGOR.
I at once have run out from an apartment and have run with tears on street. And then home. I have come running home and at once have rushed on a bed. And to cry began very strongly. I wanted to finish a life. I thought, that the life for me has ended. That more in this world there will be no more girl by name Svetlana.
I for a long time did not leave a bedroom. When there has come my mum in the evening. She has seen me on a bed. Also has asked: What there was my girl???????? I have told, that Egor mum changes to me. She was simply in a shock. It was impact for her. It was impact for me. And now has passed 1,5 years. I live with mum. I am lonely. I was afraid to get acquainted with men.
I was afraid, that the man to cause me a pain. That the man will use me. That he will play simply with me.
Well AS to me TO SHOUT FOR THE WHOLE WORLD. THAT my VOICE was HEARD by ALL MEN ON the PLANET. THAT it is IMPOSSIBLE TO PLAY WITH FEELINGS. IT CAN is SIMPLE LEAD TO to DEATH.
And now I have got acquainted with you. I began to trust you. I began to understand, what not all men change to the girls.
That you not as all men. You kind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You attentive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You can love only one woman in the life. And up to the end of the life.
Well I have told to you the truth. I have told to you each moment of my last life.
NOW I WANT TO FORGET THE PAST. I WANT TO CROSS OUT THE PAST. YOU WILL HELP ME??????????????????????????
I WANT TO BEGIN THE NEW AND CLEAN LIFE.
Yours Svetlana

Letter 5

My friend Martin.
Why you do not write me so long?
I wrote to you, but has not received from you of the letter back.
I very much worry, but tell why you do not write me?
I very much frequently come in the Internet of cafe, but from you I do not receive any letter. With you all is good? All night I thought only of you.
It was very terrible, I thought that you will not write to me more.
I did not write to you, because I was afraid that you will not want to speak with me. Almost all time at me was very bad mood.
When I lay down to sleep, I could not fall asleep, I spoke all time to myself. Svetlana he will write. You should wait for one more day.
I began to hate the Internet.
Your letters are necessary for me. Why you do not write me so long?
You received my last letter?
I very much ask you do not cause to me a lot of pain and suffering.
I can not understand, why you do not write me, I do not understand than I could offend you. I come and I re-read the letters, but new letter is not present.
Probably I shall not come more in the Internet of cafe never if you will not write to me. For me it will be very serious impact.
Tell we can be together now? You want it?
I ask answer to me these questions.
Yours Svetlana!!!!

Letter 6

Hi my dear Martin.
As your day today??????????
You waited for my letter??????????? I think you of me any more overlook much????????????? Because I know, that if the person does not write 1-2 days. That it forget. But it not so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You have not forgotten me.
I hope that all well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am very glad, that you have written to me the letter!!!!!!!!!!! If you knew, when I have checked up the mail.
Also has seen yours the letter, I was so is happy. Also has shouted HURRAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So in Russia shout, when at you all is wonderful. Even many in cafe have paid attention to me. They have been surprised. Also did not know, why I so have cried. Forgive me that my last letter was sad..................... NOW MY LETTERS ALWAYS WILL BE SUCH HAPPY BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ME.
AND I NEAR TO YOU. AS WELL AS YOU BESIDE WITH ME.
But all this in the past!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO FORGET the PAST AND TO BEGIN the NEW LIFE, NEW FAMILY.
I WANT TO BEGIN ALL WITH NEW to PAGE of the SHEET. And TO WRITE to ITSELF the BIG AND CLEAN LOVE. WHAT DO YOU THINK??????????????????????
With each letter, I understand, that we become more holded to each other. I START TO LOVE YOUR LETTERS.
I START TO TRUST YOUR WORDS. BUT TO be NECESSARY it is A LOT OF HOURS AND SECONDS TO TELL the FEELINGS???????????
YOU AGREE WITH me. YOU I DO NOT THINK, THAT I WRITE to OTHER MEN. I DO NOT WRITE to WHOM. My HEART ONE KNIGHT AND CAN WIN ONLY ONE MAN. It the man would like to see you. I understand, that is hard to read likely mine the letter. But so we can find out each other. And WHEN my REASON AND YOUR REASON TO be FILLED with FEELINGS. We SHOULD TELL to the FRIEND to the FRIEND.
THAT we SHOULD MEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I am ready to give you the home address:
The country Russia the postal index: 613200
City: Kirov
Street: prospectus of the Victory House: 161
Department: 34
Name: Svetlana
Surname: Ryabinina
If you trust me, also should send me the address!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We should know our addresses approximately.
That in the future we did not lose our addresses. And held them from extraneous eyes. IF we CAN not RECEIVE the LETTER ON the INTERNET. THAT we CAN SEND our LETTERS ON the HOME ADDRESS.
Write down my address. I WANT TO TELL to YOU.
I spoke with the mum today. And she has told to me one news. I want to inform with you. Martin please do not send me what things. My mum speaks that on mail deceive. And things do not reach me.
They speak that have sent nothing. And then I shall not swear at mail.
Send nothing. My mum sent and with her has taken place as.
To her the sending simply has not reached.
I also would like to speak with you, but now I have learned that it is impossible. l very much would like to hear your voice. And I think, that you also would like to hear my voice. But I regret, that it is impossible.
I cann't give you telephone number of a house because I have no any phone of my house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU UNDERSTAND ME???????? I HAVE NO PHONE OF THE HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to speak with you, it would be amusing to hear your voice.
But my familiar also have no any phone.
At SCHOOL WHERE I WORK, there is a PHONE NUMBER. THIS NUMBER ONLY AT the PRINCIPAL. And consequently ALL QUESTIONS AT SCHOOL. The PRINCIPAL DECIDES. And we AS TEACHERS ONLY HAVE THE RIGHT TO USE on to PHONE Emergency
BECAUSE the SCHOOL TO PAY FOR PHONE. And IF I SHALL CAUSE YOU BY THIS PHONE.
I CAN HAVE PROBLEMS WITH DIRECTOR. YOU UNDERSTAND me. At us the case was when one teacher has decided to call in other city in Russia.
So there has come the receipt for telephone conversation. And the principal has caused and has punished it.
He subtracted cost of conversation from wages. Now you understand me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT I TO YOU ALL THE SAME ALLOW MY NUMBER PHONE ON WORK AT SCHOOL ( 8332 ) 38-07-75 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot afford phone which is connected to the international lines.
It is very expensive. Our city has no such phones also.
They - only in rich people.
I have learned that such phones are in Moscow and it Saint Petersburg.
They - at the international airports. And telephone conversation - very expensive expenses. Therefore I cannot call to you. It is a pity to me.
But I am happy, that we have an opportunity enter contact to you to the help of the Internet. I think that the Internet - the big achievement of a science. It allows to speak with people, taking place on The big distances.
That we have acquaintance.
To you my mum sends the regards to you.
Also speaks that if we shall meet. That I shall introduce her to you.
She when did not see the Foreign citizen.
I to it her have told that I her shall introduce to her you.
You not against will be.
She hopes, that in the future we can be magnificent pair.
Well all to me is time to run home. I only, that from work. You know, what is the time I already write already to you this letter.
Approximately I now look it at hours of 1,5 hours. And the manager of cafe asks that I paid for cafe.
Well all while at me remained to time very little. I shall write to you the letter in 1 or 2 days. Please do not miss. Also think of me. I wait for your answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The big and distant kiss to you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Start up this kiss up to flies up to you. And who will not catch.
But only YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR SVETLANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 7

Dearrrrrrrrr Martin !!!! It Svetlana
I could not open a photo which you to me have sent as I can receive letters which no more than 500 KB.
Certainly I would help you to stop to smoke.
I very much would like to prepare you healthy I peep.
I so am happy to receive your letter.
I understand, that between ours there are remarkable relations.
They each time become stronger and stronger. You understand all my words.
I understand all your words.
I always, on an extent was more than week, supported in all your words.
I began to trust very strongly to you.
You also began me to trust.
You so are expensive me.
I could not in the past even on think, that I shall find clever and correct, special the man. I am happy because you are.
I receive your letter.
And I read each time also to me well, I feel the true woman.
You have given that that have not given any man.
My you.
And I not with can forget you.
I shall write until then.
While you to me will tell want to write whether or not.
I go for work and I am happy.
I recollect you.
And to me on work speak why you smile.
Yes because you near to me.
I am sad.
When me offend.
Hurt me.
I like when I am given with gifts.
Speak beautiful words.
Embrace and kiss.
Martin At you the same feelings arise, when you go for work????????????????
And I become sure, that sometime there will come day when we can tell each other: " I love you ".
Now you know about my mum.
I have overlooked to tell my mum call " Mum Nina ".
Martin, Nina beautiful name????????????
To you my mum sends the regards to you.
She is very happy to meet you in our city.
But I spoke mum.
That would like to leave to you for your country.
She HAS TOLD, THAT IF YOU LOVE SVETLANA THIS PERSON.
THAT I SHALL NOT PREVENT YOUR RELATIONS AND YOUR MEETING.
I SHALL be ALWAYS GLAD, THAT my DAUGHTER WILL not be NOW ONE.
THAT she will HAVE TRUE MAN AND the DEFENDER IN the HOUSE.
My MUM SPOKE me in the EVENING WHEN we WITH her SAT ON CUISINE AND PREPARED for the FINE DISH "BORSHCH".
That we should be fair in our feelings.
And to make of the decision should always together.
You understand me?????????
If in the future we should meet.
That you should tell to me of a word "YES".
I should tell to you of a word "YES".
And ONLY THEN we SHALL be GOING TO MEET EACH OTHER.
Now I want to tell to you about the daily routine.
Because you should know, when I shall be on work.
And I shall write to what time to you letters about the Internet of cafe.
I shall write a little about my daily routine.
Per working days I rise early from bed.
I rise at 6:30 mornings.
It would be wonderful, if I could wake up near to you and speak you " GOOD MORNING FAVOURITE ". " I HAVE PREPARED YOU FOR COFFEE OR TEA WITH THE LEMON THAT YOU COULD WAKE UP " Then I go in a bath where I wash and I clean a teeth.
Then I do small gymnastics that my muscles came in the older.
Further I prepare for breakfast.
I DO NOT LIKE TO eat MUCH.
Because on work it will be very hard to work.
I eat very little.
But it is enough, that on work to not get hungry.
I make sandwiches with sausage, cheese and cooked eggs
And then I drink tea with a lemon.
It is my breakfast.
AT 7:20 I go for work.
I GO FOR WORK BY THE TROLLEY BUS, as I have not the own car.
I ALSO HAVE NO RIGHT ON THE AUTOMOBILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For 48 minutes I need go to my work.
I go FOR WORK VERY QUICKLY TO NOT be LATE.
I COME ON the STOP AND I WAIT the TROLLEY BUS NUMBER 342.
I SIT ON THIS ROUTE AND the MEAL.
At us IN the TROLLEY BUS the MELODY ALWAYS PLAYS.
And WHEN the BEAUTIFUL MELODY PLAYS.
I ALWAYS RECOLLECT YOU.
I arrive to stopping point and I leave from a trolley bus.
Then I should go on foot.
When I go on foot for work.
On road to me there are my pupils.
They speak me: " HELLO SVETLANA ALEKSANDROVNA " I speak them: " HELLO mine DEAR " I COME IN SCHOOL.
My work begins in 8:30 minutes.
We at school have special protection.
You at schools have special protection????????????????????
It that our children were in safety!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At us at school children study with 1 on 11 class.
We in Russia do not have 4 classes.
At us pupils at once pass about 3 classes to 5 class.
This such education in Russia.
I TEACH LESSONS of MATHEMATICS AND the ENGLISH LANGUAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM the CLASS TEACHER of the CLASS NUMBER 3 B.
It when the teacher looks behind the certain class up to leaving school.
At us it is A LOT OF CLASSES AT SCHOOL.
I SHALL WRITE to YOU SOME CLASSES THAT YOU COULD PRESENT AS ours IN RUSSIA CHILDREN STUDY!!!!!!!! CLASSES:
1 A, 1 B, 1 C......... 6 A, 6 B.......

You understand now. When I come a class, my pupils prepare for a lesson and rise when I am welcomed by all together.
It is fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I shall write when the schedule of lessons and time of lessons.

1 lesson from 8:30 and till 9:10
2 lesson from 9:20 and till 10:00
3 lesson from 10:10 and till 10:50
4 lesson from 11:05 and till 11:45
5 lesson from 11:55 and till 12:35
6 lesson from 12:45 and till 13:25

IT ONLY AT ONE CLASS.
And I see off lessons at 2 classes.
And consequently I at go about work in 18:20 minutes.
Then at once I go to the Internet of cafe and I write to you the letter
But I can write to you the letter only in the evening.
You do not take offence at me?????????????????
Then, when I shall write to you the letter.
I at once go home.
At home, I am usually occupied with domestic affairs.
It is washing of clothes, cleaning of rooms from a dust.
And another.
At leisure, I watch TV more.
At me the free time is not enough.
I have good girlfriend by name IRINA NIKOLAEVNA.
We with her together work at school now.
She is already married.
And I see off a free time together with her.
We with her as two best girlfriends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We talk on different themes.
We speak on female themes.
But it is not interesting to you.
I HAVE now CARRIED OUT WITH YOU ON the INTERNET 1, 5 HOURS.
Me ASK TO ABANDON the COMPUTER BECAUSE my TIME HAS PASSED.
I CAN WRITE to STILL more MANY LETTERS.
BUT IT CONSTANTLY TO WRITE VERY DEARLY FOR me.

I so would not like with you now leaves about the Internet of cafe.
I could write to you and tell about all!!!!!!!!!!!
I on you miss.
I shall wait for your letter.
I shall come tomorrow in cafe and I shall look a mail you have written to me whether or not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Always and unique love Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!
Only I and only you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As two stars in the sky.
We shall be together in this world.........................

Letter 8

Hi my man Martin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes I have received all your photos and they very remarkable I am glad to see pictures of your parents and your brother, send the regards to them from me. I am glad as to receive your pictures. You the very beautiful man.
You such courageous. With you it will be good. Aleksandrovna is my second name, all people in our country have the second name, this name of my father. As You have correctly written my home address I have not found mistakes. You so should write on an envelope.
At us in Kirov only one Internet of cafe on all city. Frequently it is necessary to wait to find a free computer.
I pay many 65 US dollars for the Internet my salary makes 100 US dollars it approximately 2700-2800 roubles.
It not the big money, but the government cannot pay more.
I cannot hide now from you, that I now feel. I understand you me now will not understand. But I want to tell to you, that I cannot fall asleep now.
About, MY GOD UNLESS SUCH GIRL AS I COULD GROW FOND of ONE MORE MAN??????
I SHALL ANSWER NOW, WHAT YES, YES, YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NOW AM not AFRAID TO TELL the FEELINGS TO YOU.
I HAVE FOUND the the MAN. I HAVE FOUND YOU mine Martin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU NOW CAN TELL to me EVERYTHING, THAT YOU NOW WANT. PLEASE GIVE WILL to the FEELINGS. TELL to me ABOUT the EMOTIONS TO me????????????????????? WHAT YOU NOW FEEL???????????????? I KNOW, EVERYONE the MAN WHICH WANTS WHEN WINS HEART of the WOMAN, ACHIEVES HER HEART.
I KNOW SO DIFFICULTLY TO TELL to YOU, THAT YOU FEEL TO me. BUT YOU SHOULD TELL to me. I'm fine on work.
At us in school have resulted the little boy. He such lovely and good. I want to tell to you about him. His name is Stas. To him of 8 years. When I have seen him, he has not been much frightened. Well you understand!!!!!
This boy was the newcomer at school. him have translated from other school. Now he will study at my school.
I with him spoke. Why you do not smile. He for a long time did not speak with me!!!!!!!!! BUT HAS then TOLD to me ABOUT the FAMILY. I HAVE ASKED HIM. AS YOUR PARENTS LIVE. HE to me HAS TOLD, THAT AT IT BAD PARENTS. I HAVE ASKED HIM WHY???????? HE HAS TOLD, THAT the DADDY CONSTANTLY OFFENDS MUM. HE CONSTANTLY DRINKS VODKA AND COMES HOME MALICIOUS.
And AT ONCE SWEARS AT MUM. I AM AFRAID of HIM AND I HIDE IN the DARK ROOM. I to him have told, it is awful that at you such parents. You very nice boy. YOU IMAGINE HE HAVE SMILED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE was SAD, And NOW HE HAS SMILED!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SO was HAPPY, THAT HE HAS SMILED!!!!!!!!!!! YOU UNDERSTAND me. I now so would like to go in school every day. To see the pupils. They are my pupils. YOU IMAGINE, THAT EXCEPT FOR me WHO of THEM WILL not LEARN TO LIVE CORRECTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HELP THEM TO BEGIN the LONG AND LONG LIFE. I MAKE CHILDREN CLEVER AND EDUCATED. IN FACT SO it is A LOT OF CHILDREN At WHOM PARENTS CONSTANTLY SWEAR BECAUSE OF the SIMPLE REASON. It is VODKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DO NOT WANT, THAT my CHILD AS was SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT, THAT ours WITH YOU the KID ALWAYS SMILED AND SPOKE: " MUM, the DADDY I RUN TO YOU ". And YOU RUSH TO HIM. And I STAND AND I LOOK. WHAT YOU GOOD.
Also I SPEAK MYSELF, WHERE HAPPINESS. I have more IN THIS LIFE it is not NECESSARY WHOM. ONLY YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In fact the life is given only once!!!!!!! Also it is necessary to live so this day as though you have lived all life.
I want, that all children and adults were happy. That there was no war. That war in the CHECHEN REPUBLIC, in IRAQ has stopped. THAT there was no TERROR. THAT the PERSON LIVED And ?? was AFRAID TO LEAVE ON STREET.
FOR WHAT WE NOW IS NECESSARY TO STRUGGLE. FOR THE SILENT AND PEACE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU AGREE WITH ME?????????????????
I know, you now read this letter attentively. And you want, that I was with you now. Sat and looked on stars, recollected our first meetings. Our first letters.
It is pleasant to recollect the good past???????????????? It so is wonderful!!!!!!!!! I KNOW, THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO HAVE WITH ME SEX. I ALSO WOULD LIKE TO HAVE WITH YOU SEX. BUT WE WITH YOU ARE ON DISTANCE. I DO NOT KNOW, CERTAINLY OF WHAT YOU NOW THINK.
CAN ABOUT ME??????? WHETHER OR NOT????????????
I NOW THINK ONLY ABOUT OUR MEETINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WANT THE MEETING WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW, At YOU NOW it is A LOT OF WORK. I KNOW, THAT the MAN A LOT OF TIME WASTE TIME ON WORK. THEY NEED TO EARN MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!
What ideas at you?????????????
Well let's not think now of it. You have told to me about holidays. A thank to you. I shall tell to you at us what holidays in Russia.

January 1 - New year.
January 7 - Christmas.
January 14 - Old New year.
February 23 - Day of the defence counsels of Fatherland.
March 8 - Female day.
May 1 - day of work.
May 9 - day of a victory above a fascism.
September 1 - day of knowledge.
October 12 - Day of the teacher.
March, 21, is MINE BIRTHDAY. You have not forgotten?????????????????
Well and so on. I certainly all do not remember.

Soon new Year 2005. Tell to me when you were small. What did you want to receive in New Year???????????
Your gift????????????? And when I was small, I dreamed to become the doctor or the bookkeeper. And for Christmas I wanted, that to me have presented big doll Barrbi.
It is dream of each girl, that their mums and the daddy have presented them such gift.
My dream has not come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You likely want to ask me??????????? What at me now dream.
I want domestic heat and calmness. I want, that wars have stopped. And bloodsheds.
I want, that each person was not afraid to leave on street in the evening.
That people respected and appreciated honesty and kind acts.
I AM SURE, THAT SUCH WORDS will be not not WRITTEN by ANY GIRL.
BECAUSE the GIRL WITH CLEAN SOUL AND HEART CAN WRITE SUCH WORDS ONLY. IT I YOUR FAVOURITE SVETLANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My lovely, my dear, I am afraid to speak you about it, but I LOVE YOU Martin!!!

I loveeeeeeeee You MY DEARRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Svetlana..............................................

XXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: YOU WANTED TO HEAR MY VOICE?????????? I SEND YOU MY VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 9

Greetings my love Martin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For 65 dollars I can be in cafe every day on one hour.
XOXOXO means in abbreviated form embraces and kisses. These are such special symbols which are applied on the Internet.
To this I was learned by my girlfriend, she more me knows the Internet.
I have received your letter. All is wonderful. So it is fine to feel like the present woman!!!!!!!!!!
That you understand me. That you love me. I know, that you have unique woman. SHE IS the WOMAN SVETLANA!!!!!!!!!!
At ME ON WORK ALL IS GOOD. MY MUM ASKED ABOUT YOU.
SHE HAS TOLD ME, THAT WOULD LIKE TO SEE US TOGETHER. THAT WE STAND And we LOOK AGAINST EACH OTHER.
And MUM SPEAKS US, THAT WHAT FINE PAIR. Also ASKS YOU.
YOU WILL BE LOVES ME And TO GIVE PLEASURE????????????
You would like so????????????????? It is fine. When your and my dream to be carried out. I ALL THESE DAYS ALL TIME THOUGHT Of YOU.
ME ON WORK ALL TIME ASK. WHY I In GOOD MOOD. YES BECAUSE YOU MY LOVELY WITH ME!!
My pupils speak: " Svetlana Aleksandrovna why you so smile??????????? "
Well I could answer my pupils. They yet did not test such feelings.
At them still the whole life ahead. Thank you that you are. Thank you that you near to me. I did not think at all, that could meet love on Internet. And NOW I HAVE BELIEVED.. NOW I SHALL SPEAK the PUPILS. TO TELL the HISTORY of LOVE.
AS the SIMPLE RUSSIAN GIRL BY NAME SVETLANA HAS GROWN FOND of the MAN BY NAME Martin. THAT THIS LOVE TILL NOW PROCEEDS. THEY ARE HAPPY. THOUGH THEY LIVE In the DIFFERENT COUNTRIES. I ASKED the PUPILS. THAT PUPILS it IS NECESSARY TO MAKE. You imagine, that they have told amicably.
THAT the MAN And the WOMAN SHOULD WILL MEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was surprised. One boy has told. Svetlana Aleksandrovna, my parents have met, when I was not born yet.
My daddy lived in other country. He lived in Poland. And mum of lived Russia.
And daddy could not arrive. He worked and earned money. IT WAS DIFFICULT TIME.
THEN MUM HAS ARRIVED To DADDY. And HE WAS SO IS HAPPY. THAT DADDY COULD NOT BELIEVE the EYES. At IT HEART FOR SOME MINUTES HAS STOPPED. And THEN MUM HAS TOUCHED HIM.
Also HAS WHISPERED ON the EAR. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Svetlana Aleksandrovna you now should not sit and wait the love.
You now should rush to the love. You should rush and fly to the to the man.
If he you loves also you him like. You that should not stop. it IS YOUR DESTINY And THIS YOUR FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
At me heart began to beat very strongly. You imagine, this pupil has told me the real truth.
And when I went from work on a stop. I can not think, that children at small age already think on the adult.
I HAVE DECIDED, THAT OUR MEETING IT AS the MAGIC FAIRY TALE.
SHE SHOULD BE CARRIED OUT OR TO NOT BE to THIS FAIRY TALE. OR IT SIMPLY DREAMS.
YOU WANT WILL MEET ME?????????????????????? YOU WANT TO TOUCH PALMS MY PERSON????????????????
YOU WANT TO EMBRACE ME And TO WHISPER ON the EAR: I LOVE YOU????????????????????? I YESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Tell me: How you strongly want me?????????????????????
WHAT YOU HAVE MADE AT the MEETING?????????????? WHAT WORDS WOULD TELL ME?????????????
YOU HAVE INVITED ME In the HOUSE OR WE WERE In HOTEL??????????????
It so is important for me. Answer me these questions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU And MISSED ON YOU. MY HEART ALWAYS CRIES, WHEN YOU NOT BESIDE WITH ME.
I WANT YOU And I SHALL BE INJURED. IF YOU WILL GIVE UP to ME OUR MEETINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well all my time has left. The manager of cafe asks to abandon a place.
I simply do not want to leave you. But I need to go!!!!!!!!!!!
I shall come in cafe in 1-2 days. I shall search for your letter in the box.
If I do not find him, I shall know. What is the word for you I have no any sense!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MY LOVEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I abandon cafe.

I love you all heart SVETLANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 10

My love Martin. I so is happy to see your letter.
Yes, thanks I am absolutely healthy, and I am not ill, at us in an apartment is warm also we do not starve. We not beggars as it can seem from the side.
My mum receives pension we live together Modestly, not richly, but we do not live in misery.
In Kirov we use roubles but as we can use dollars and euro, only they should be changed before it for roubles in exchange office. It will be very difficult for me to open the bank account. Basically businessmen have it only.
I should fill in many papers and to pass different checks. It is very unprofitable for me as I should pay percent to bank and the state from the money sent by you.
It only superfluous expenses. I pay 65 dollars in a month for the Internet of cafe. It is very beautiful song. I think that it sounds superb. I would like to listen to her in the original.
I simply missed on you. I so waited for yours letter. You simply could not know, how now I want you to see now. Thank you that you spend with me time on internete. Thank you that you now near to me. YOU In MY HEART. YOU In my opinion. YOU AS OXYGEN WHICH HELPS ME TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD. YOU MY PLEASURE. YOU MY AIR, the SKY. YOU ALL FOR ME.
Today ( 03. 03. 2005 year). I HAVE WOKEN UP VERY MUCH EARLY 05:12 minutes. When all people in city still slept.
I have risen and have looked in a window. In the street it was very bright, bright. DREAM HAS DREAMED ME. I WANT TO TELL to YOU About HIM.
It is all began before our meeting. I HAVE ALREADY COME In the AIRPORT, HAVE REGISTERED the LUGGAGE. HAS PASSED CUSTOMS HOUSE.
HAS PASSED LANDING POINT. HAS RISEN ABOARD THE PLANE.
to ME HAVE TOLD MADAM SVETLANA PASS And TAKE the PLACE In the PLANE.
YOUR PLACE IS NEAR the WINDOW. I SAT ON THIS PLACE And HAVE FALLEN ASLEEP. I RECOLLECTED YOU. I THOUGHT, THAT I shall OPEN EYES And I shall BE ALREADY In YOUR HANDS.
WHEN I HAVE OPENED EYES AROUND OF ME PEOPLE BEGAN TO RUN In the PLANE.
I ASKED THAT HAPPENED????????? THEY SPEAK ME, THAT the PLANE IS NOT SERVICEABLE.
THAT HE CAN FALL At any moment. I HAVE VERY STRONGLY GOT A FRIGHT, And BEGAN TO CALL to YOU. BUT YOU DID NOT TAKE the PHONE. I WANTED TO TELL YOU LAST WORDS (I LOVE YOU MINE And ONLY MINE Martin)
BUT At YOU the PHONE WAS SWITCHED OFF. I CALLED And CALLED. BUT AS COULD NOT PHONE. THEN the WOMAN HAS RUN UP TO ME With the CHILD And HAS TOLD GIVE ME the PHONE TO CALL With the HUSBAND And the SENIOR SON.
I AT ONCE HAVE GIVEN HER the PHONE. And SHE WAS GONE. NOW I DID not HAVE PHONE. ALL LOVE RAN And WORRIED.
BUT I DID NOT WORRY, I ONLY PRAYED. I SPOKE MY GOD HELP to ME TO SURVIVE. And SUDDENLY the PLANE STARTED TO FALL. the DOOR And PEOPLE HAS OPENED HAVE STARTED TO FALL In AIR.
I HELD the HANDS the BODY. I ASKED ALL MY GOD HELP And KEEP ME.
the PLANE HAS FALLEN In the WOOD. there WAS A LOT OF BLOOD And MY HAND BEGAN TO MOVE. I WAS VERY HURT ME Also COULD NOT MOVE. EVERYONE WERE DEAD.
I ONLY ONE HAVE REMAINED And MORE WHOM.. I SHOUTED HELP ME.
SOMEBODY. BUT WHO WAS NOT FOUND. And SUDDENLY the GOD of ME HAS HEARD. I HAVE SEEN the MAN. BUT WHO DID NOT KNOW IT. In my opinion there WAS SO MUCH a DUST And ASHES.
THAT WHO WAS DIFFICULT for ME CONSIDER THERE. IT WAS YOU. I SHOUTED Martin Martin Martin. I HERE. And YOU SHOUTED to ME I HERE MINE SVETLANA SVETLANA SVETLANA
BUT WHEN YOU HAVE APPROACHED ON CLOSER MY HEART HAVE STOPPED. I AT LAST HAVE SEEN the MAN of the DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<
All began very quickly. And so it was quickly finished.
TELL ME OUR MEETING WILL NOT BE SUCH SAD??????????
And the PLANE of the RUSSIAN COMPANY WILL DELIVER ME In YOUR COUNTRY. I TRUST OUR AIRLINES.
I HAVE TOLD to MUM About DREAMED DREAM. You remember, when I have told you that spoke mum about you.
That has got acquainted with you on internete. Mum of nothing has told me then. She has gone to that day to the fortuneteller.
Mum Worried for me. Whether wanted to find out I shall find the love.
The fortuneteller predicted to my mum my future. THAT I MEET the MAN WHICH ON I LOVE.
Also THAT THIS PERSON WILL BE FROM OTHER COUNTRY. Also THAT Shortly, ME the MARK WILL BE SPECIFIED.
AS to ME TO ACT FURTHER.
Tonight I have come home. My mum already was at home. Mum has told to me as she went to the fortuneteller.
And SHE HAS TOLD, THAT YOUR DREAM is YOUR WAY.
I HAVE MADE VERY IMPORTANT DECISION In the LIFE. TOMORROW I GO To VISA AGENCY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS AGENCY IS At US In city of Kirov.
I SHALL WRITE YOU the ADDRESS of AGENCY " Wild Angel "
Street Kaslinskuju, home # 27
Here I shall submit applications for registration of the visa and the passport.
I shall write the information to you in the following letter.
ME WAS NECESSARY TO RUN NOW. I DO NOT WANT TO LEAVE YOU. BUT I NEED TO ABANDON the INTERNET of CAFE.
MY LOVE YOU KNOW, WHAT I MOST OF ALL AM AFRAID???????
The answer: when the manager of cafe will tell It. " The Girl, your time was finished "
Your half of heart Svetlana

Letter 11

My loveeeeeeee Martin!
I write you as soon as possible. At me the big news to you. For our meeting. I went to agency " Wild Angel ".
I have not gone today for work. I spoke the girlfriend (IRINA NIKOLAEVNA). That I shall go in agency to receive the information on reception of the visa.
LISTEN to ME ATTENTIVELY ME MY LOVED!!!!!!!!!! IT IS very IMPORTANT FOR ME And FOR YOU.
I have left a house and was directed to the address: Street Kaslinskuju, home 27
I went as it is possible quickly. I wanted to find out, whether I can receive the visa.
I have come in agency 09:19 minutes. I have opened a door. Has come in drawing room. I DID NOT KNOW WHERE TO GO.
there WERE MANY ROOMS.
And the woman has approached to me. Its age was approximately - 46 years. Also has asked: " Hello, My name is Maria Vladimirovna ".
I have answered her: " Hello, My name is Svetlana Aleksandrovna ".
SHE HAS ASKED ME, THAT YOU WISH. I to HER HAVE TOLD. THAT I HAVE GOT ACQUAINTED With the MAN FROM OTHER COUNTRY.
HIS NAME IS Martin. I VERY STRONGLY LOVE HIM. I HAVE MET the SURPRISING And KIND PERSON. SHE ASKED ME. AS LONG WE ARE FAMILIAR. I HAVE TOLD HER, THAT WE WRITE EACH OTHER LETTERS ALREADY ABOUT one MONTH!!!!!
SHE HAS ASKED, HOW YOU Martin CONCERNS To YOU?? I HAVE TOLD, THAT I YET DID NOT MEET BETTER the MAN.
HE CONCERNS TO ME With the BIG And CLEAN LOVE.
Then she has asked me some more questions. Also has invited in the study. It was a beautiful and bright study.
On walls pictures different people hung. I have asked Maria Vladimirovna. What for pictures BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE????
She has answered, that these pictures of girls which have already married the foreigner.
THEY ARE HAPPY And LIVE BEHIND TERRITORY of RUSSIA. THEY SEND GIFTS And GRATITUDE.
Also SPEAK, THAT THANK YOU And to YOUR AGENCY FOR YOUR WORK. THAT YOU CONNECT LOVING HEARTS. YOU HELP TO CONNECT the MAN And the WOMAN. CREATING the BIG And STRONG FAMILY.
I have asked: " Maria Vladimirovna ". You to me will help to connect two hearts. My heart and heart Martin.
SHE HAS ANSWERED, I SHALL BE VERY GLAD. IF IN THIS WORLD TO APPEAR ONE MORE HAPPY FAMILY. SHE SPOKE ABOUT US
Martin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have asked, that I should make. SHE HAS TOLD, THAT I SHOULD RECEIVE TO RECEIVE the VISA And the PASSPORT for travel ABROAD!!!!!!!!!
These two documents are necessary, that I could pass the customs control at the airport.
I HAVE ASKED, HOW I CAN RECEIVE the VISA And the PASSPORT?????????
MARIA HAS WARNED ME, THAT the VISA WILL COST MONEY. I SHOULD PAY FOR the VISA.
I HAVE ASKED, HOW MANY the VISA STANDS????????
SHE HAS TOLD ME:
1) Cost of the 1 months Visa - 79 Euro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2)Cost of the 2 months Visa - 127 Euro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3) Cost of 6 months Visa 162 Euro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have asked: Why the Visa stands so expensive?????????
She has answered me: THAT Into COST of the VISA WILL ENTER:
1. REGISTRATION of the CONTRACT,
2. COST of the PASSPORT
3. MEDICAL INSPECTION. (I shall pass in Moscow. And me I shall survey the best Doctors)
Martin, I CAN NOT FLY To YOU With BAD HEALTH. I OWE 100 % HEALTHY.
4. COST of the TICKET BY TRAIN UP TO MOSCOW and BACK To KIROV.
5. RESIDING At MOSCOW In SPECIAL to CLINIC. ( Me I shall feed 4 times per day. I shall not stay without meal.
I will have food stuffs )
MARIA HAS BROUGHT CONTRACT APPLICATIONS. it IS the CONTRACT FOR REGISTRATION of the VISA.
I HAVE GOT the PASSPORT RUSSIAN. And in the BEGINNINGS TO FILL.
I HAVE ASKED, HOW LONG the VISA WILL PREPARE??? the VISA WILL PREPARE In CURRENT - 7 DAYS.
I have found out the information. It is simply kind women - Maria. She will help me to issue and receive the Visa
WHEN I HAVE MADE the CONTRACT. Maria has asked me: Why I sad??? I have answered. I HAVE NO MONEY TO the VISA.
MARIA HAS TOLD, THAT In AGENCY there CAME BEAUTIFUL GIRLS. THEY ALSO HAD NO MONEY TO the VISA.
THAT the VISA WAS BOUGHT to the GIRL by the FAVOURITE PERSON.
Martin I NEED In 162 Euro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MARIA ASKED ME, THAT YOU SENT ME THROUGH the WESTERN UNION.
It is special service of fast remittance from one country in other country.
Send me through the Western Union. Because I shall receive money through agency " Wild Angel ".
They have special protection. Which goes with girls in Bank. Protection provide to girls safety.
My information:
Country: Russia
Name: Svetlana
Surname: Ryabinina
SEND ME the FOLLOWING LETTER:
The INFORMATION On.
FULL HOME ADDRESS (Country City State Postal Index)???????????
WELL MY LOVED. MY TIME WAS FINISHED In the INTERNET. I SHOULD AGAIN AGAIN And AGAIN ABANDON the INTERNET of CAFE.
Now my place will be occupied with other girl. Likely she also writes the letter to the favourite person.
I KNOW, THAT I am FAST SHALL NOT COME ANY MORE In IT the INTERNET of CAFE. And I SHALL NOT WRITE to YOU MORE LETTER.
I SHALL BE IS With YOU BESIDE. And WE will not NEED TO SPEAK ON the INTERNET MORE.
WE SHALL SEE EACH OTHER At the AIRPORT.
Martin Martin Martin I want leave with you. I need to go.
I shall wait for your letter. I LOVE YOU ALL the HEART.
EACH PARTICLE of the BODY.
About, MY GOD I SAY GOODBYE To YOU TODAY. YOUR SWALLOW SVETLANA

Letter 12

Hello my LOVE MARTIN!
I am so happy to receive your letter!!!!!!
Forgive me please for that that did not write some days.
When we walked with the girlfriend I has caught a cold and was ill.
I had high temperature and I could not go to the Internet of cafe to write to you the letter. I hope that you understand me and do not take offence at me.
Now I already feel myself better.
1st question:
Svetlana, do You "really" love me and "mean" You "it" "seriously" with me??? YES
2nd question:
Would You like to spend Your "remaining" life with me??? YES
3rd question:
"Can", and "Wants" You still to wait till August 2005 for me???
I do not know, I am not sure. I shall try to wait for you till August.
Whether but I do not know I can sustain such time.
I very much want to see you and to meet you.
It can is possible to find other decision. For example to remove a room in Switzerland, we can live there together, till August. And you should not go to Austria every week to yourself home.
I FLY with HAPPINESS when I read!!!
My heart it is filled with a heat and LOVE!!!
I Am grateful to you MY FAVOURITE HUSBAND!!!
I yesterday has told my mum that soon we shall together!
She are very glad for us and wish good luck us happiness!
My mum send the regards to you!!!
I hope that if all will be good
You can present our embraces and kisses!!!
You imagine our first meeting?
I think of it, but first of all about you!!!
I think that will do the visa not so long.
I hope to receive your money as soon as possible and I shall not wait not for minute.
I at once shall go to agency I shall pay.
I would not like to meet your sight!
I want to hear gentle words of LOVE from your lips!!
I want to be all yours!!!
I shall give all LOVE the world for YOU!!
I shall make that happy person on a planet!!
I PROMISE!!!
I shall be always with you and for one minute my sight will not leave you!!!!
I shall finish the letter because already late and it is terrible to go home one!
Promise that when we shall be together you never will give me to go late one?
The DEAR HUSBAND I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!
Your WIFE SVETLANA.

Letter 13

Hi my love Martin!
I am very glad to see your letter.
Forgive that did not write to you some days.
But I could not make it. As I have received a trauma. Now at us there Comes spring and starts all to thaw but a wind till now very cold. Also it turns out so the ice bark on road and sidewalks is formed. To become very much to slide. Our authorities do not have not enough mechanisms and people to clean everywhere ice. They have time to clean only roads. And on sidewalks very much to slide. When I went from the Internet of cafe I have slipped and have fallen, I have broken a heel on a winter boot and have very strongly hit palms about ice. I was very hurt me also has addressed to the doctor. To me the strong bruise and a stretching have told that at me. It was very hurt to me to move with fingers, I could not even hold the handle. I letter was very hurt me also could not write to you. Now to me already it is better but it is all the same hurt. The doctor has told that in some days all will pass also hands will cease to hurt. I am very glad that I do not have crisis of a hand, and that to me should to lay in hospital.
I can call you only from a public telephone booth but bells very dearly therefore it is necessary to me will to save up of money to call you. I meant that my school has no international output of a telephone line. We in city certainly have phones which are attached to the international line.
I have received today your letter in which you have sent MTCN. Already late and banks are closed I not I can to receive today your money, but tomorrow in the morning I shall go to bank, I shall receive money and I shall go to make out papers for the visa and as to pay for the visa and the Internet of cafe. As soon as I shall finish all affairs I at once I shall write to you in the evening.
I understand that these tests are sent me with destiny to check up our love. I should bear these tests with honour.
DO NOT OVERLOOK I LOVE YOU AND I DREAM OF YOU my LOVE!!!!!!!!
Excuse that I can not write much, but in me till now hurt hands.
YOUR BRIDE SVETLANA.