Letter(s) to Stephen (UK)

Letter 1

Greetings my sun!
Shall be possible I you now so to name? I think to you it it will be pleasant.
Lovely, I today want to tell to you what to me dream today has dreamed at night. Dear, to me today has dreamed as though we already with you for a long time have got acquainted and have got married. You imagine? We with you have got married and we live with you somewhere in the warm country about the sea. At us with you the small two-storeyed house, it very cosy and in it it is very warm and bright.
And most important this that that at us with you two children: the boy and the girl. I remember that they at us in middle-aged dream, to them somewhere to both for 12 years. I remember that the boy dark, and the girl blonde and they very beautiful.
To me dreamed as all of us four together sat in the evening at a fireplace and talked. You him told something, and they are very close you listened and asked that you did not stop. And I road sat next to you and took a detached view of you. To me was so well and quietly when I looked at you and our children and it seemed to me that there is no more happily woman on light, than I. You know after that dream I have understood that in this life is necessary to me to be happy it only the loved husband and children, it is more for happiness to me not necessary anything, well still certainly that my mum, the brother and his bride were healthy.
You know when I have woken up, I very much regretted, that it was only dream. I so wanted, that it was all the truth that we really were together and that we had children.
Lovely you liked that that I have told to you? And I dreamed you? How you think you with me would be happy?
Write to me please, but only the truth.
As you treat to me at present.
Lovely I precisely can tell that I love you and it seems to me actually the present love. And let we are far from each other, but I am all the same sure in the feelings and I believe that we sometime shall meet.
I hope that you too want it sincerely and treat to me seriously because I believe in it and it is very important for me. Lovely I shall wait tomorrow for your letter and I shall hope again, that you today will come to me in dream at night and in it we shall be together only we and anybody will not prevent us.
Dear I give you one thousand kisses and remember I think of you each minute.

Letter 2

Greetings my love.
My lovely, I am again happy, that I again write you the letter. When I went in Internet - cafe I all time thought of you. You my unique love and I think only to you. You are necessary for me only. I now can not present myself without you. I want. That you always were with me. I like. You my unique love. Each minute I think of you. I can not think of anything more. You my unique love which so is strongly necessary for me. Only you my love. I love only you. I want to be only with you. I want to feel everyone yours a sight. I want to feel your breath. Each your sight, each your breath is necessary for me. I want to feel all this and to enjoy only with you my love. My love I is happy, that only you my love. It is very good me with you. You very much do not suffice me. I want to be with you. I want to carry spend all time with you. Because I love you. More nobody is necessary for me except for you.
My dear, today I have taken a compensatory holiday at work so I today did not work. We with the girlfriend have decided to have a rest. We with her had very well a rest. Very much it was pleasant to me. I want to tell to you as I have had a rest. My girlfriend always calls me to go to have a rest, what to feel like better. We with the girlfriend stood at a stop what to leave for a garden. We stood very long, approximately about one hour we waited the bus. When the bus I has appeared and my girlfriend were delighted, because we have very much got tired to wait. We with the girlfriend even have smiled each other. We have sat in the bus and have gone to a garden. My lovely, we long went, then we arrived to her on a garden site. My sweet, you would know, how at me legs while we went from a stop up to a soda site have got tired. But I was all the same very glad, because I have left on a nature. To me has very much bothered to sit in city. I am tired from city. I very much for a long time wanted to leave for city, what even for one day to overlook about work and city vanity. But long our pleasure with the girlfriend was not prolonged. Weather has deteriorated. Have appeared in the sky of a cloud, became more cool. It has not so pleased us. But it is all the same much more pleasant to be on a garden site where fresh air, than to sit in dusty city. We with the girlfriend have decided to dissolve a fire what to be warmed. We began to sit at a fire. I very much like to fry a potato in a peel in the fire. I very much like such potato. I from the childhood loved such potato. I have made to myself such potato. My lovely, you knew, how it was good me on a nature. I so am tired from all this city vanity. I like to be on a nature. Because I feel much better. Then somewhere after three o'clock in the afternoon the sun has looked out, became little bit warmer. So it wanted to me to have a sleep. I as like to sleep on a nature. I have small desire: I would like to fall asleep on a nature near to you. I would would like that you were with me beside. I have lain to doze. I again began to think of you. So you began to not suffice me. I very much want, that you would appear with me a line. I would like that you kissed me, that would warm the body. I very much would like to nestle on your cheek and to tell you, that I very strongly love you. My love, I love you and only you. I would want that only you with me were a line. More nobody is necessary for me. I already can not be without you. I frequently recollect your letters. It is very pleasant for me to think of you. Everything else time I thought of you, I was more about anything might not think. I very much would like to appear near to you. I would like to look to you in eyes, I would like to hear your voice.
I think that in my life much will exchange after with you we shall be together. I very much want to be with you together. It is very important for me. I sat at a fire and thought of it. I thought that I shall be the happiest near to you. I thought, that my life will change, because near to me there will be a loved person. I very much would like, that you for me would kindle a fire, that you would hold me for a hand. That we with you would be together. You would warm my hand the gentle heat. It would be very pleasant for me. At me the head with happiness would be turned, from that that you with me beside. Really it is very pleasant for me to think of you. I very strongly want to be with you. You my unique pleasure. My love, I wants to speak you, that only you my unique love which so is strongly necessary for me. When we have begun to gather with the girlfriend back the wind again began, became colder. We with the girlfriend have frozen, because we with ourselves have not taken clothes on such weather. But we with her were pleased, because we had a rest. On road to a stop I heard, how sing birds. It was pleasant for me to listen to their singing. It seemed to me, what not all so is bad. I simply was sad because I thought of you, that we necessarily shall meet you. We with you necessarily shall together. I thought of you, I thought that you probably have written me the letter. As it wanted to me to read your letter! When we have sat in the bus, very much again it not wanted to me to go in city, in this vanity. I very much love a nature. My love and when we to arrive home to city. We again to feel, that again this dust and a dirty in city. My love to me the truth to like to be on a nature and me attracts only a nature. And I to think, that I am subject to empress to a nature. My love, it so is beautiful to be on a nature, that I again and again now to recollect as well and charm to be on a nature. To me to like to see trees and to inhale aroma of colors. My love I also love flowers and when you to me will present flowers my heart will be pleased this life. My love I wants to speak you, that only you my love and my pleasure and that is necessary for me your love and your tenderness. My love, only for you I is created, and I want to live and live. Because only you my love. My love I wants to tell to you about one thing.
When we have returned to city, the girlfriend has offered me to look cinema at her houses. She has taken the cartridge in hire. We to look cinema and it referred to as " Passions of the Christ ". I all over again did not want to look this film, but my girlfriend an owl have persuaded me. I could not refuse. My lovely, I think, that it is cinema very good. Because this story about the Christ. When I looked this film I cried. My girlfriend too cried. I might not be kept. I think, that you looked this film. It was very hurt to me to look, what flours has gone through Christ. I might not constrain some the tears. I can not look at such flours of people. You see in this film the severe validity was shown. I can not understand, whence at people it is so much rage, hatred. At this film original translation was. Film went in English. And for those who does not understand translation in Russian was. This translation should be read below, he went lines. But for me it has not made the big work. I know English slightly. To me it was clear, about what speak in film. My love when I looked this film I have taken all very to heart. It seemed to me, as if it is all occurs somewhere very close, probably and to me. I very much was pleasant like this cinema. It was simply surprising. Only you now understand me, only you may understand me. Only you understand my words to you. I would want that so was always. I want to be with you beside. You are necessary for me. I would want that you loved me. And I want to love you. My love to you is very strong. My lovely, I was very much struck with this film. I still had very big impressions after viewing. I think, that I have not vainly looked this film.
Mine dear, I love you and only you. You my unique love. I very much would like to be now with you. I love you. To me more nobody is more necessary except for you. You my unique loved person. You very much do not suffice me. I can not constrain in myself all feelings, all emotions. I always want to speak you, that I love only you. All my ideas only to you. My love, I wants to speak you, that I would want that with me you were only. More nobody is necessary for me. I at any moment feel, that you do not suffice me, even if I not one, all the same you do not suffice me. My loved, and you looked film of " Passion of the Christ "? I to think, that if you will look this film you too to go through all this and you to like to look cinema. My love I again and again to speak you that I love you and only you and I want to be with you and to love only you my love and my pleasure. My love I can not live without you because than I to not be engaged about what I to not think all the same I to think of you my love and I can not live without you. My lovely, I can not without you. I as well as you want to be with you.
I should finish on it the letter. I tomorrow should go on work. But I all time shall think of you and only about you. I want to nestle on you to kiss you. I want it and I can not without it as fishes without water. I shall think each minute of you, each second you will be with me. My love, I really love you and only you. I again send you many - many the most gentle kisses.
With the big and strong love, yours Anna.

Letter 3

Greetings my dear.
Thank that you do not forget me and continue to me to write. Today Friday and tomorrow again day off, but I is not glad this day off because in days off I suffer from that that you not near to me even more. Per working days I too all time think of you and even slightly I distract in an operating time, and in days off I should think of you. In the summer in days off I even somewhere, for example, went to bathe or in a wood, and somewhere it is now cold to go and I sit at home and I think of you.
I all time think of you: I do cleaning a house I think of you, I watch TV ideas far with you, I read the book, and between lines your image. I, probably, soon shall go mad. I hope only for that that we soon shall meet you differently my ideas will develop in a pain and I each day shall suffer and cry and damn destiny and to ask the god why I was not born at you in city that we did not have problems with you to meet.
I would like to be born in your city and then we would meet you and would be happy together. Then we with you would get married and we would have children, personally I always dreamed of the boy and the girl, we would bring up them that they have grown worthy people. I do not doubt that with such fine father children would achieve much in life and too would be happy, as well as we. And when children are happy and at them all is good, it is the biggest pleasure and the award for parents.
Dear and you dream of it? You share my feelings? Or you think my dreams silly and impracticable?
I do not know may be and am silly dream of it and regret that I was born in Russia, instead of near to you, but I can not order to heart to not dream of you and to wish to be near to you.
I now write you, and at the tear on eyes from that that you are far also we may not meet you.
Excuse that I load you the dreams, but I can not think of anything except for it. You have for ever lodged in my heart and you from it already never will leave.
I write you it that you knew that except for you in heart at me anybody is not present and already never will be.
Lovely I with impatience shall wait for your following letter tomorrow because only your letter will brighten up my dim days off.
Do not forget me and remember that I think of you each minute.

Letter 4

Greetings my love!
As I am again glad to hear you. Each your letter for me is pleasure on all the day and night, up to following your letter which I wait each minute.
It seems to me, that I can not breathe without you any more. I do not have no air as I want to breathe it near to you to enjoy life and all this near to you. I can not without you. I want to get you the hand to touch you.
Dear as I have understood from your last letter, you want that I have arrived to you? Lovely I so of it long dreamed, I am simple did not dare to start talking the first about it that you were not frightened of our fast attitudes. But actually you see we are already long copied, have learned each other well, we like each other externally and it would be very fine to meet and tell all each other in eyes. You too so think? Yes if I have arrived to you on long time I would work for you. I very hardworking also am not afraid of difficulties. May once we and we shall meet, then I shall be the happiest girl on light.
Dear I work medsister. I look after children.
Lovely I so want that you cared of me, protected me, I loved me know that if we shall meet, it and will be also I shall be loving your loved woman. I shall care and preserve too you.
I love you and want to be with you, you very careful and tender about such to the man I always dreamed.
I love you and I wait for your following letter. Also remember I think of you each minute!!!

Letter 5

My loved, I again want to tell you, that I madly love you and only you. My lovely, I constantly think of you and only about you. I can not more about anything the friend to think. Sweet mine, I understand you and only you. I want to be with you. I can not transfer you in a word all feelings to you. I want, that you would understand me, that I test to you. I want more and more and to speak you more, that I love only you and your support and caress is necessary for me only. Dear, I was attacked today with very big boredom. To me today it is very sad, because I want to be with you. But you are not present with me beside. My loved when to me it becomes boring, I again look at your photo. And I understand, that I love only you and I would want that with me you were only. My love, I wants to be with you. I love only you. I can not live without you. My lovely, I speak all to you and I want to be with you and to love you.
Loved, I am ready to speak about it to everyone, that I love you, I again want to tell you, That only you my love and my pleasure. And only you may make me the happiest all over the world. Only you may present me all love and all happiness. My love, I would want that only for me there was a big miracle, that your love would be only for me. And then I shall be happy, I shall be happy only with you. Because I feel to you very big love and all time I think and I think only of you.
My loved, dear, I want to love you, I want to be with you and to enjoy ours with you life because I think that only with you I shall be in safety. I want to be with you, I think that I necessarily shall with you. And anybody in it can not prevent me. Dear, we with you far apart. But we with you all the same have connection. We with you may correspond, we may speak with you by the phone. I am very glad, that we with you have found each other, it for me the biggest happiness. I might not present myself, that I shall be so am happy that a meeting of you. I am glad, that we with you have our relations. I do not want to lose ours with you of the relation. They for me are very dear. I think, that you understand me. I can not transfer you in a word that I test to you, I already wrote you it. I am ready to write to you about it constantly. I can not hold in myself these ideas. I want to tell all that in my m heart lives this feeling - love. I want to speak all that I have met the most remarkable person in the world. And with him it is very good me. I do not want to lose you. I do not know to whom I can tell that you at me are. I can not tell about it all. Only my mum of me understands, she is very glad for us.
My loved, I want to tell you that I strongly love you. I very much do not have you. Because I feel, how my heart speaks me that it wants, that it should be with you. And when I shall be with you I I shall be really very happy also shall be only your princess. And you will be my prince who will love me and I shall be happy, that he will love me. Dear, I today again thought, dreamed of how we with you shall be happy as we shall like each other.
Dear, I again want to speak you as we shall like each other as we shall enjoy the friend the friend as it will be good us together. My love, I wants to kiss you in your lips. I want to caress only your lips. You are necessary for me only. Only your lips so are strongly necessary for me these minutes. Now I write you the letter. To me it is now very sad. Because I do not have not enough you. I would would like that with me you now were. More than nobody it is necessary to me. I think, I am sure that only you may present me love and kisses in my lips. I want to speak you, that I can not sleep without you. Because my bed is very cold without you. And consequently I speak you, I would want that my bed was filled with a heat when I shall be with you. You know, to me it is sad each minute because I always think of you. I can not smile without you. I smile only then when I see your letters. To me it is very sad, that with me now there is no person whom I madly love which is very necessary which is very dear to me for me. Only in the dreams I am happy, because I with you. Because you with me in my dreams, we with you together and in my dreams you will not leave anywhere from me. It is very good me with you. Only you understand me. I ask you, that you would write me letters more often, what I so did not miss. I very much would want you to write ?aua letters, but I do not have such opportunity. I want, that you would speak with me and loved me.
You know, very much want to go with you in theatre, that we in silence might enjoy the friend the friend. I as want to go with you at cinema to take tickets on last line. I very much want it my love. I know, it may sounds silly, but I want it. Because I love you. You know, it is now very hard for me without you, I very much do not have you. I really want to be with you. I do not want to be with you only in the dreams. I want to be with you in a reality. My love I want only you. And I each time wait for that moment when we shall be with you together. And then I shall be the happiest on light. Yes I and now most am happy, because I have you. Because we with you conduct our correspondence. Because I can write to you letters because also you write me letters. I love you, to me to like with you to correspond, I very much want to be with you. I want to be with you beside. It is necessary for me, because I simply shall go from mind. I can not find to myself a place. I always present you before myself. You are necessary for me, understand? I can not tell you it in the letter, I can prove to you it only at our meeting. Feelings cannot be written on a paper. I think, that you feel the heart, that I love you. My loved, I want to tell destiny many thanks, that it has reduced us. I want to tell destiny of thank that now I happy because I have you. Because with you it is good me. I do not know, that I now would do without you, my dear. I am glad to destiny that we have big love, I am glad, that it has connected us.
My lovely, when I went in cafe what to write to you the letter, I looked at a nature. At us now good weather. I looked, how all blossoms. I looked at how happy pairs as it is good them together walk. You know, on the one hand to me it was cheerful on soul, but on the other hand to me it was sad, because I very much would like, that with me beside you would be.
Sweet mine, and how at you with weather? Loved, I love a nature. It seems to me, that only on a nature so it is good me. I can think of you so much how many to me nobody would be desirable also me will distract from it. I like to think of you. To me all time would be desirable to think of you, but sometimes I still should work.
My love I love you my love and I again to recollect about our dream. My love I wants to speak you that only you my love and I all to think and think of you.
My loved, I only for you, I shall live with you and I shall be happy only with you. Because it is good me only with you. Your kiss of me will burn strongly, I shall be only yours, and you will be only mine. My heart will beat in increasing frequency.
I love you and only you my love. I want to be with you, I want to feel your embraces. I would want that you kissed me.

Letter 6

Greetings mine dear!!!
I again today worked much. You would know, how I am tired. I can not transfer you it. But I such happy, that have received from you again the letter. I am very glad, that you have again written to me. I like to receive from you letters. I want, very strongly again I want again and to receive from you letters. As I very strongly want to meet you. I want with you a meeting.
I want to speak you, that only you my unique person. I do not have anybody whom I so strongly love more. I love only you. I want to be with you. I can not live without you. You my unique person. My loved, I very much miss on you. You very strongly do not suffice me. But I think, that soon we shall with you together. I think, that we necessarily shall together. And then I shall cease to be sad. I love you. And all of what I think, becomes a reality for us two. I always think of you. I should think of you. I want, that you would know that for me only you unique. I do not have anybody to whom I can tell all more. I want to be with you. I love you and do not want to lose. Dear, I all time think of you. My lovely, I have small dream. It not dream, but I think, that it will be beautiful to sound for us with you, my sweet. I think, that you my eagle. You my big love bird, so are necessary for me. I think, that I personify the sky. I - as the sky and in me the big space. This space is filled with my love to you. I know, that only from you the love to me proceeds. My loved, I think, that you know, that the bird may not live without flights in the sky. And I think, that I as the sky, and you as a bird who may not live without me. And you need to fly in the sky. And you will be in me. You will be mine and I yours. Because I the sky which always so suit you, that you may not refuse me. I the sky which calls you all above and above. My loved I love you and I all time miss on you. You very strongly do not suffice me. My lovely. I so think, I so think, because you to inspire me. I think, that you understand me. I think that you understand my idea, about an eagle and the sky. Orel is a bird, she is very clever and strong bird, same as well as you. And I love you my love. And only you the best all over the world. My lovely, you should know, when you will look at the sky know, that it I. I as always look the sky at you. I want, that you would rise in the sky and have found out, have found, have seen. Has felt my love to you. My love I to think about all this and long to reflect that to you better to write. And suddenly in my ideas the spark has flashed. And this spark to light in me fire which burns me when I to write to you this letter. My love I To write to you the letter and to think of you. And all my ideas were filled suddenly by you. And I shall think that I am happy with you and only with you. Because you the unique person whom I so want to see with which I want to be up to madness. I shall be happy only with you and more with anybody. More nobody is necessary for me except for you. I love you and only you. My lovely, I again speak you, that I your sky, and you my eagle. Which will wait for me and only me. And I as the sky shall look at you and to be pleased to that you are. I shall be glad, that I am connected to you love and happiness.
I want to give you all love. I want to present myself to you. I want, that only you would be with me. I want to be with you. Because only with you I shall be happy. I love only you. I want only you. I can not without you. I always think of you. I would want that we with you were happy. I want to be only with you. My lovely. I was more about anybody so I do not think as of you. I want to see in the life only you. You for me the best on light, you the most desired. I can not be in this world without you. You are necessary for me more than air. It not mere words. These words in all sincerity. They are filled with love to you. They are filled with the purest love therefore that I love you sincerely. I love you, mine dear. Only you may force to smile me. I always smile, when I receive from you letters. I want to speak you about all this. Because I can tell it only to you. Only I can trust you. I know, that you will not think about me poorly. I know, that you will understand me, you will understand as strongly I love you. I dream of ours with you to a meeting. I think of you constantly. And I like to do it because you that person for the sake of which I am ready on everything with which I want to be together.
I want to transfer you all feelings. I want, that you would understand me, I would want that you felt, as far as I am strong love you. You are very necessary for me, lovely.
Dear, as though I would like to transfer you all feelings. I want, that you correctly would understand me. I would want that you knew all my ideas. I want to live in your heart. You already live in my heart. You in my heart for ever. You are necessary for me. I never can forget you. Never simply my love to you will die. it will live eternally. I would want that you knew it, that you would remember it and did not overlook. It is important for me, that you would trust me. I would want that you trusted me, trusted. I love you all heart. I want to transfer the feelings on wires. But it cannot be made. I shall prove to you all love to you then when we with you shall be together. We with you necessarily shall together. I do not want you to lose. I never shall make anything bad. Because I do not want you to lose. I do not want to cause you a pain. I shall love you always. I shall do everything, that it would be good you. That it would be pleasant for you with me. I all time shall admire you. I shall be with you beside. Nobody may take away you from me. I love you all heart. I love you very strongly. My love to you is simply mad. It does not have a limit. it does not know borders. I love you.
Mine love, I love you and only you. Only you my love. I again and again to send you many hot kisses. You the most dear person on light for me. For me there is nobody more dearly you. I want to be only with you. On it I should finish the letter. But remember, that I always think of you. Only you in my heart. I love you how anybody never loved nobody.

Letter 7

Greetings my dear and the most loved the man on light.
Excuse that did not write to you these two days.
Dear it is simple on Friday in the evening at me temperature and all days off she did not fall down. I wanted to come and write to you the letter on Sunday, but to me mum has not allowed to not leave anywhere, she has told that I did not leave anywhere because I on Monday should go on work and necessary that I have recovered up to the end.
And me today it is already better, but at me still weakness and consequently my letter will not be long as I badly feel myself. I hope that tomorrow to me I will be better also can come in Internet - cafe and write to you the letter as I know that miss when I do not write you, and I do not want that my loved person was upset.
Dear all these days to me it was very bad, but not from that that I was sick, and because of that that you were not a number. I was looked after by mum, but I all time thought of you. I did not have not enough you. Lovely I only want to tell that you are very dear to me and that is hard for me without you. I want that you were near to me and that you cared of me and warmed me at night the embraces. Know it.
I shall write to you tomorrow and I wait from you for the answer.
Remember I think of you each minute.

Letter 8

Greetings my lovely again.
I want to tell, that am madly glad, that we with you are copied. It is very pleasant for me to receive from you letters. I want, what you as are possible for me wrote more often. I like to read your letters. Sweet, I think, that you were not so puzzled with my last letter. But I have really nobody more about it to write. I want, that you would know, how I live. I want to tell to you everything, that to me occur. As it is interesting to me to know, that occurs to you. I would like to learn more your life. I want to know, than you are engaged. It is interesting to me to know as you will spend time. I want, that you about all would write to me. It is really important for me. Because I love you. I want to be with you. You are necessary for me, lovely. You know, I am mad you I like. I want, that we with you would be together. I can not transfer you in a word all feelings. It is simply impossible. But I want, that you would know, that I love you. That more nobody is necessary for me except for you. I do not want you to lose, I am afraid of it. Simply you that person with which to me are very pleasant to correspond. You that person to which at me are feelings. You that person with which I want to be together which is necessary for me. I very strongly like. To tell the truth, I feel the young girl. I would like to be pleased, smile constantly. Because my heart loves you. Because all my ideas only about you. I always think of you. I simply shall go from mind. But on the other hand, sometimes it happens me sadly when I look at the in love pairs. Because they together, they beside. And you, my love, very far, you not with me. It is a pity, that you so are far from me. But I think, I hope that we with you shall be together. I frequently present myself as will occur ours to you of a meeting. I am afraid of that you may leave me. I at all do not want to think of it. But I think of it. You for me are expensive. I can not present myself, that with me begin, if you with me will stop relations. I do not want, that such would take place. Simply you do not understand, how strongly I love you. I want to carry spend each minute with you. I want, that you would embrace me. I want to be with you. I want, that you would kiss me. I very much want to kiss you. I want, that your hands of me would embrace. I want, that we with you I would like each other. You may not present yourself as I live. I live simply in dreams. Because in my dreams you always with me. I can not more so. I want to be with you. I want with you a meeting. You know, I want to be happy, I want to be with you. I love you. I have found the happiness, it you. I do not want to lose the happiness. I want to love and be loved. You understand me? How I can penetrate into your heart, what you would understand me?
You know, sometimes it seems to me, that you simply do not love me. I want to be with you. I want with you a meeting. I want it already long time. But you do not understand me. Why so it turns out? Understand, that I simply madly love you. I would like to live with you all stayed time. I want to give each day to you the love. I want to wake up with you, I want to fall asleep with you. I want to feel your heat. I want to see your eyes constantly. I love you. Lovely, my heart became very big since I have got acquainted with you. Because my heart likes. Now the love to you lives in it. It never can stop loving you.
I do not know, that else I can write to you. But I think, that you have understood me. I think, that we with you shall be together. I ask, do not kill in my heart love. She there lives also to it well. I never thought, that it is possible so to love. That it is possible to love up to madness. But it so, I so like. You know, sometimes even it is hurt from such love. It would be desirable to be pleased, but heart longs. Because you are not present near to me.
Sweet. I should finish the letter. I want, that you would answer me. I very much wait for your letter. I want to be with you. Know, that I always think of you. I love you above all. You road for me persons.
I love you. I gently whole you.

Letter 9

Greetings my lovely I is again very happy that again can read your wonderful letter.
Dear excuse that did not write to you these days, it is simple at me mum was sick and I looked after her.
Loved I want to take an interest as you, as your health, what weather at you. Lovely I to me so would be desirable to be near to you, you may not present it at all. But I can and from it to me become very sad. Usually I think of it when I lie down to sleep. When there comes evening in a room it becomes very dark. Darkness very strong thing and frequently from it people are mad, but it not about me because I shall go from mind from love to you. Some people may think about me something bad because difficultly to imagine as you are possible to grow fond of which persons at all do not know, and the more so never saw, but it not about me because through the letters you give me very much and only due to them I can wake up and fall asleep each day, understanding that I am very happy. Loved I and itself have never believed in that that it is possible to find the second half in such way, but ours with you love an example to this. My love to you so is strong what very difficultly to put into it in a word because anything in comparison with feelings because feelings need to be lived to understand them how you think why so poorly which people count words without feelings? I think that him badly from that that they may not feel feeling of love, friendship and all rest, in my opinion it is very important to feel all. You see when you malicious it too feeling and from it to you become easier, when you may be released for a rage because you all may tell and from it to you it becomes easier. Lovely for example when to me I was very bad begin to think about you and from it to me become very warm on my soul and I do not think of my problems because I leave in my dreams and I live our life which may come very soon therefore that we shall aspire to this. And why we to this aspire? I think because we are held very much with strong feeling. I did not know all over again that it for feeling, but now I understand it. In the beginning I simply should think of you because you already lived in my head, in my dreams, and then I simply ran from my work to see your letter and to read those wonderful things which you to me wrote. Then I might not fall asleep without that dream of that that we with you together that you embrace me and gently care of me, and now I have found a word which describe all that that I to you feel it love and she is so strong that at me is held the breath, you for me began as air and consequently when you are not present beside to me very difficultly to breathe, but in such cases I come in the Internet of cafe and begin to re-read all your letters then write you all that that is in my head. I know that you as may not breathe without me because you feel the same because we with you it is not simple people, we with you a single whole and we can not live the friend without the friend because we may live only the friend the friend and from it I become very strong because I know that in this huge world there is such person which may not fall asleep because I am in his ideas and imaginations. Loved you as are happy as well as I? I think what yes because we speak each other all and consequently between us such feeling as trust arises, and it is very important, because on trust all is under construction. Lovely I very much like all that about what you to me tells, therefore I want you to ask that you spoke me all that is in your head because I do it and from it we learn each other better. Lovely to me that is pleasant to write to you that I begin to forget about that that to me is necessary to work or do something, you take away me all and I of nothing can do with it because it is pleasant to me. I like to be given to you completely, I want that you owned me, my soul, my body and my consciousness. I do not know what for I it I speak, but it is the truth, and I want that you knew that I think concerning you and that is very important for me. Lovely and you sometime thought of that that your consciousness completely will be obedient to me, because I always in your ideas. I with you when you at work when you sleep or accept food or a bath? Is not present because as it is possible to think about such, this very fascinating feeling for me and you because I did not think that can be happy, because I love persons which very far from me because you live the life, but I there am present completely I grasp your consciousness. But all the same you not with me, you not beside you may not embrace me, may not press me to the body, you simply dream of it precisely as well as I, but it does us happy because our consciousness is connected also we we may not the friend without the friend. Lovely I would like to write to you eternally but I can not, because I should think of that that I need to work and feed myself and to do all that I might continue our dialogue because I should pay for it and consequently I should work. Loved I shall think of you and to wait from you for the letter because it will be my drink of air, and without air I simply shall die, and I should live, because I have found the happiness and I should care of you.
My address if you will want to me something to send.
424000, Russia, Mari-el, Yoshkar-Ola, Poste restante for Ivanova Anna.

Letter 10

Greetings my loved the man.
It is very glad again that you have written to me.
To me very pleasantly lovely that you demand of me justifications because of that that I could write to you. Simply I want that you knew all about me.
Yes road of Internet - cafe for me it is expensive but I am ready to deprive myself in what or things but only that I wrote to you that you did not forget me.
Dear I very much suffer because of that that at you small problems with health, please recover faster. If I was near to you that I would care of you.
Dear I very much want to you to the Great Britain, I would prefer to meet you at you. I very much want to look where you live. Road if you seriously treat to me and want that I have arrived to you actually I can go in agency and to learn that to me it is necessary that I have arrived to you. Write to me about it.
Which I have written dear address to you correct. If you want something to send, send to this address. Beforehand thank you.
I each day shall ask the god about that that we faster with you have met.
Let we shall meet not so quickly as I expected, but all the same I want to you above all.
Lovely I wait from you the letter tomorrow.
Do not forget me and remember that I think of you each minute.

Letter 11

Lovely, I am very glad to receive from you again the letter.
I went just to travel agency and have learned full details. The agency refers to as OOO " Volga Region travel ". General director Aseeva V.V. Their license #B338371. I spoke you already, that through this agency there has left my girlfriend. This agency is respected the big respect in our city.
Now about that have told me in agency. The visa in USA is done in Current of 10 days. There is a tourist visa (B-2) 255 Eur. Foreign The passport costs 175 Eur and too is made during 10 days. On The account of tickets coast 500 evro. To me have picked up the most optimum variant.
I take off too from Moscow. Flight passes during hours 8.
To me as have told, that you may transfer me money through " Western Union ". To me have told, that it is the fastest and best way. To me have told, that it will be necessary for you for this purpose my passport The data. They:
Name: Anna
Surname: Butenina
The country: Russia
City: Zvenigovo
Street: Shkolnaya
The house number: 2
Apartment: 1
Lovely, I very much want to you. I so miss on you. I can not To wait ours with you of a meeting. I very much want to you.
I wait for your fast reply.
Love and kiss, Anna.

Letter 12

Greetings my dear the man.
Is very glad to see in a box your letter.
Dear excuse that did not write to you these days, but it was simple at me not money.
You do not think never that I have forgotten you. I never shall forget you because I love you. And if I do not write you, I mean was borrowed or I did not have money. On which I do not write other reason for you may not be.
Simply at us there come colds and I need to buy a new winter coat that I have not frozen. Under my finance it is not simple and consequently I now not always have money to Internet - cafe.
Dear these days I all time thought of you, thought of our meeting. I am fast without you I shall go mad.
I want to you, I want to be near to you to embrace you, to kiss you, to feel your smell, to look in your eyes. I want to be with you all time. Want to carry out the whole days and night only with you together.
You too want it? I know that want also I believe you as to whom yet did not trust from men. I have trusted in you as to whom and now I do not want and am not going to lose you. You believe me whether or not but all of us equally shall together and I to give you to nobody.
Lovely send to me a gift in Zvenigovo.
Dear yes I can send money in dollars. I have learned it will cost tickets of 600 dollars, the visa and the passport will cost 516 dollars. That is all in the sum will cost 1116 dollars. Dear it is expensive for you? Write to me. But lovely if you will send me money that do not overlook to write to me the full name, the full address, and MTSN. It is necessary that I have received money.
Dear if you will send me money that send in Zvenigovo.
Dear at me time comes to an end, but tomorrow I wait from you for the letter and remember that I always think of you and that I love you.

Letter 13

GREETINGS my lovely .
I is very glad that you have written to me, you know that it for me means very much. I speak you about it each time as soon as I see your letter and begin to write to you. Loved my person as you feel yourself? How your health? All this is very interesting to me, because I very much value you because you my second half and I should care of you because I want that you were healthy, that you were happy, well and if with you something happen, know that I always shall come to you to the aid because I love you very strongly and I shall not allow any illness to take away you at me. Lovely as your affairs at your work, all is good, I hope. Lovely I today has woken up very sad, but I do not know why, I tried to answer myself this question, but and could not, because it was simply sad which quite often finds on me, and from it at me the mood spoils, but then I begin to think of you and all passes, because you my beam of light in the most dark place, you for me an explorer on life, I hope for it. Lovely as though I wanted that now you were near to me that all was as in my dreams, loved and you my dreams like, whether I can not tell they like me, but it simply wonderfully that I can dream, because if I might not do it you probably would not grow fond of me and not would began me to write, but I such what am and you love me for it. Lovely at me today was not enough work and consequently I could come in the Internet of cafe early, as though I wanted that so at me it turned out each time that I might read your wonderful letters earlier, but you understand that work is one of the most important things in my life. Certainly she is on a place after you, because you at me the most important part of my life. I should work, because my work for us is a thing which us will connect, if I had no work I would not have money and I never would learn you, I never would learn that such the present love. There may be you will not name its present, but only not I because I believe in our love. You know that women so are sensitive and that all of them perceive very close to heart, but it they and are good, for this reason you, men love us, women. Because we bring to you happiness because we give you that that without us to you never to receive, that is why we are created such sensual and vulnerable, but it we only attract to you because we do you the with the strongest and the most invincible. And you give us protection if I with you anything will never disturb me because you will be near to me because you mine the man and I your woman.
Lovely again I have fallen into a reverie, but already very much late and I should go home, but I promise you that you always will be in my ideas because I very much love you and I want that we with you were very happy and believe me we shall be necessarily happy because we shall be together.
Lovely you want to send me a few money? Dear that would be very opportunely. I would pay for Internet - cafe and would buy something for memory.
Love mine I can not so live knowing that you so far from me more, but I shall wait, because I know that you do all that I was happy.
I very much love you and I wait for your answer.

Letter 14

Greetings my beloved.
Is very glad to receive again from you the letter.
Your letters warm me. In fact at us already almost winter. Today there were -17 degrees and I have very much frozen. But ideas about you have warmed me. Also it is the truth. When I think of you all my ideas and soul become air and depart somewhere far.
About I so love this condition. This condition when all my problems and experiences leave somewhere far and I do not have up to anybody an affair, certainly except for you.
I usually always present as we with you once there will be also we shall be happy.
I dream as we with you we shall go on walk, we shall go to cinema, we shall prepare together, we shall be together all time. As we shall carry out with you nights, to be betraid caress and to love joys. You and itself about it think I know. And it is correct, because when two persons are loved each other by them as though get in the world where there are only they and anybody is not present in this world more. And all this world which surrounds them does so that two persons loving each other were very happy and that it more than anything and it was necessary nobody that it was very good them. That is these words I want to tell to you, that when we with you shall meet, anything and it will be necessary nobody for us that with you it was good us.
Now I sit and I write to you these lines and it becomes again very warm and good me. I would not like to think at all that soon to me is necessary to leave on street where it is very cold and dark. I would not like to think that I shall come to an apartment which seems to me empty because a beside there is no you. I drive away these ideas and mentally I with you and I am warm me also is happy. I am happy from that that I can to dream and that in dreams you always near to me.
I know that when we shall meet you will protect and protect me.
Lovely I once again want to tell to you, that I love you and to not cease to think of our meeting.
my passport The data. They:
Name: Anna
Surname: Ivanova
The country: Russia
City: Zvenigovo
Street: Shkolnaya
The house number: 2
Apartment: 1
I wait from you the letter tomorrow and remember I think of you every minute.
For ever yours Anna.