Letter(s) to Terence (England)

Letter 1

Hello my love man, my dearest Terry!
How are you doing my Terry? I'm doing so fine, my honey!
I have gotten you answer, my Terry, more as usual, it's so happy for me to receive your necessary love for me, your warmth words my dear Terry. My dearest Terry, I love you my Terry, I love you so much that I cann't without you now my love, you and your messages are so necessary for me, you are the inseparable part of my life my love Terry. I say about it very seriously! Because you know how much I love you my darling Terry, I cann't without you my Terry!
All days, all seconds I'm dreaming about our meeting my Terry, I cann't wait a moment when we will meet in your airport my love, I want it so much my darling! I'm a happiest woman in this world, because we have met each other, dearest Terry! My dear, I want to wish to all people to love each other very much, because I have tested this feeling with you my dear, it happen so quick my dear and through Internet, I want to say to you my dear, that all people, who want to find a love man or woman, this man or woman will find the love necessarily, I'm sure in this my dear Terry, because I found you my love through the Internet, and we love each other so much, and I know that our love is most dear feeling from other feelings that exists on this small light-blue planet. My dear Terry, I love you very much, I so miss you darling, I want to be with you my love man Terry! My love Terry, I want to say to you that my girlfriend Olga tried to connect with her aunt Tatyana in Moscow to ask her about the all necessary information about my future coming to you my Terry, but I want to say to you that it was so pity for me that Olga aunt Tatyana wasn't on the place in this moment when Olga rong to her aunt. But Olga said me that she will try to ring to Tatyana to Moscow soon on nearest time! We are me and my parents sure that Tatyana aunt will give to us all information about my coming to you my love Terry. My dear, I cann't wait a time when we will together my dear, I miss you badly my darling! At last night I couldn't to sleep again my dear Terry, I thought about you and about us my dearest Terry!
My love Terry, before my writing to you, in my mind came a liric thinking about you my darling. I have found an Internet one liric poem too, I want to say to you that I like this poem so much, I want to show my great love and missing about you in this poem, I hope that you will love this feel and soul poem for you my darling, is

---SO FAR AWAY---(by Steve Forsythe)

SO FAR AWAY.....
THE BEACHES OR FORESTS YOU WALK

YET SO CLOSE.....
ALWAYS IN MY HEART

SO FAR AWAY
I CANNOT TOUCH YOUR HAND
I CANNOT FEEL YOUR BREATH
I CANNOT HOLD YOU CLOSE

YET SO CLOSE
I ! CAN FEEL YOU IN MY HEART
I CAN SEE YOU IN MY MIND
I HEAR YOU IN MY EARS

YOU CAN BE SO FAR AWAY
YOU CAN BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD

BUT AS LONG AS I KNOW OF YOUR LOVE....
AS LONG AS I HAVE YOUR DEVOTED EMAILS
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE

FOR,
AS SURE AS THE SUN RISES
AND THE TIDES WILL CHANGE
I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR LOVE
AN YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE TO MY HEART

Dear when I have gone to the Internet of cafe to write to you the letter that I have seen in a box two letters from you thanks that you have written to me manually it pleasantly only at you handwriting little bit illegible but that it is possible to read that and I do not understand that not much but I shall try houses to understand.
I shall soon write to you the hand and I shall send on following weeks. My love Terry, I hope you love this poem, it one that makes me think of you often my darling, this poem from my heart which fulled by our love to each other my Terry. I hope that you will can test this so love liric words. My darling, also again and again I want to say to you that my parents are very very happy for that we will together soon my dear Terry. My mom and my dad all time ask about you, and on their words I understand that they love you too, as their native son! My sisters Katya and Masha ask me about you too :) Simply, my family understand completely that I have found my boyfriend as you dear, my love Terry. Also as usual and usual warmth greetings from my family to you, my dearest Terry!
My Terry, also again I want to share with you my some problem in my job, it's again Raisa, the waiter :( I want to say to you that I heared from Raisa so bad words to my side again recently :( As you remember, as I told you earlier, Raisa think about our love very very bad! I think that simply she envies us very much, really, Terry? She said that all men promise to the women a happy life and love on a beautiful words, and she said that you are not exception :( She said me that you speak a beautiful words to me only, and that you willn't to undertake all of effort for our quick meeting and she said also that simply, all men are people who promise on words very much, but on the actions, as since sides of the gentleman, they are weak people. Also she said that you willn't do all things for our meeting my dear Terry, it was insulting for me from her words :( My dear Terry, I cried from her words very much, she said me a dirty lie!!! Realy, my Terry? She think about all men very bad, I don't know, I don't understand!!! WHY? Why she think about men so bad? I think that she don't and willn't understand so happy feelings as the LOVE between woman and man! My Terry, I want to say to you that I don't want to work, it's so pity for me, because from this so bad and silly Raisa. I want to say to you that also Raisa is a distant relative of our boss, she adjusts our director against me some time. Raisa said to our director that he will forbid me to use the computer for my writing to you, she said that the computer is not for the love feelings, she said that the computer is for work needs only! When I heared it, I cried my dear Terry. Why Raisa is so bad to me and to us with you my darling? WHY? :( I don't understand it, my Terry! My darling, I want to say to you that I willn't can to go against Raisa because she is the relative director, but by the way I want to say to you that I spoke with our director Alexandr too. He said that I don't must to pay of attention on Raisa, but since other side he cann't go against Raisa too because they are the relatives. But Alexandr said me that I can use the computer for my writing to you my dear Terry, because he is a good man and he said that he understand my love to you Terry and he said me that he have a good wife which he love very much and he told also about their love with his wife too, I thank our director Alexandr that he has solved me to use the computer that I can to write you my dear, but he repeat me that he cann't go against Raisa, he said that, possible and I think it is true, that Raisa will render on me moral pressure, he said also that it will be better for me that, if I willn't work with Raisa I will can to leave my job. My darling, I don't want that Raisa offended me by her silly statements!!! I don't want to work in with this so bad woman Raisa my darling, I don't want to hear her of the insult never! I want to say to you that my mom and my dad, and also Olga calmed me after Raisa's words. I cried on the shoulders of Olga. Olga said me that all will ok, because we with you love each other, and any Raisa willn't to prevent us when we will together with you my love Terry, they said also that it will be better that I will leave from my job and I will prepare to my coming to you my dear Terry, my parents and Olga said me that they are indignant by the bad words of Raisa, is especial my dad. He don't want that her daughter as me willn't offend anybody. By the way my parents and Olga sure that you will a good husband for me, and also that you willn't offend me never, I said to my parents and Olga that you are not capable on bad things with me as do it Raisa. My dear Terry, please, promise to me that you willn't offend me, please, promise me about it my dear, please, I trust you so much, and I don't want that you will break my heart at once! I love you so much my dear Terry, I so trust to your love feelings to me my darling, I cann't without you my Terry, I cann't! I want to be with you for ever my Terry, I love you and I miss you badly, darling, I hope that we will find all our life forces for that we will together soon my love Terry. I love you and I miss you very much my Terry! Ok, on this note, let me finish my letter to you my Terry, I want to say to you that I will wait for you messages with a great pleasure. Ok, see you soon my love Terry. Ok, again and again warmth greetings from my mother, my father and Olga
to you my dearest love man Terry!!!

Thinking about you so much, Terry,
My aspiration to be with you as soon as possible,
Truly, your love Ksenya..