Letter(s) to Gerard (Holland)

Letter 1

Hello Dear Gerard

Thank you so much for the nice letter again from you,you know, Dear ,that your letters are of great importance for me and I'm waiting for them with all impatience each day. I hope so much that your brother will be absolutely ok and he'll leave the hospital.
I'm really sad today because I can't talk a lot with you today. Dear, I need to tell you about my trouble,today the manager of the internet cafe came to me and told me that I have to pay for the internet and for the correspondance, that is for the translation of our letters to each other. The debt is 65$, that is 3$ for the translation of each letter and plus the internet. This is terrible sum for me, and I'm not able to pay it, I'm in despair, the manager told me today that I won't be allowed to talk with you any more till i'll pay this sum. I don't know what to do because I don't have money at all, Dear. But you know, how it is important for me to talk with you every day, I don't know what to do, Gerard. I can't talk with you today any more, I need to stop here, I'm just not allowed to continue writing to you because of this debt. I just don't know what to do and what to say. I just don't see the way out. I'm really depressed, i'll be thinking all the time about you and hope to be able talking again with you soon, Dear

Sincerely yours Natasha