Letter(s) to Steven (USA)

Letter1

Hello!!!!! Hi the my dear friend Steve!!!!! I am very pleased, that you have answered my short letter to you. It is really pleasant for me to realize, that I have interested you. And at you the desire to get acquainted with me has appeared closer. From my first letter to you, you have already understood, that my name - Nadezhda. To me of 38 years. I grew as I think not big all 5.6ft and I only know weight in kg 65. I the beautiful woman going on this remarkable life without its satellite. I have lived all life in Russia, I was born in the city of Solikamsk, the Perm Area It is beautiful small city And it to be glorified by mines with mineral salts. For all life I, was possible to tell, did not leave it. In the childhood I, certainly, have visited large cities of Russia. In such, as Moscow, Saint Petersburg, Samara. You sometime were in Russia? And where you in general were? What it was pleasant to you most of all and whether in general it was pleasant? It would be very interesting to me to learn about it. About my city you for certain did not hear, but I shall try to you to explain, where it is. It is located in Ural not far from the Ural mountains in Russia. From Moscow about 1700 kms to northeast. Having looked on a card, you can learn approximately about his site. I love the city, as such, with his noise, transport, museums, streets and houses. Only because it - my City! I have left school in this city, having studied in it of 11 classes, I have decided to find in myself economic abilities. Then I have acted in the State University. And I have finished it when to me was 23 years and now I have the diploma in higher education and on a speciality book keeping and audit. After the termination of university, I with ease intended to find to myself profitable employment. But has understood, that it not so is simple. As our city is very small, work in it to find almost that is impossible. My speciality, certainly, is claimed, But only in the most best quality. To take a place of the good bookkeeper to me it is necessarily necessary to have The working experience, it is not less than five years and I have small working experience but it insufficiently what To find good work in my small city. And I worked as the Bookkeeper in trade and selling 4 years. But it insufficiently also is simply impossible, because as the young expert is considered. After all my searches, me have accepted in shop which delivers all city various electric details. In shop, under the name "Light" I work eleven years. I there to combine two posts, I work as the assistant to the bookkeeper and the manager of a hall. Certainly, I dream about something the greater, but also this work is pleasant to me. My working day lasts seven hours, And I have two days off in a week, including all state holidays and red days of a calendar. Our shop is in city centre and it is considered big enough. Tell to me more about your work in what she consists? Whether in what you are engaged is pleasant to you? In general it is interesting to me to learn more about your life. Having run it is a little forward, I have not told about what pleasant to engaged to me. When I went to school, I had the big interest to dances. At school I was one of the most active schoolgirls. I always took part in various competitions. At school of me always named the gifted child. In dances, It is possible to tell, has found itself. Besides school, I also visited employment on dances. To tell the truth, it was not so convenient, because the school of dances was in half an hour of driving from my house. I received lessons of dances within three years. I and to this day am fond of dances. Most of all I prefer dances of east countries. Now, when I still has free time, I visit fitness a hall where I can be engaged in the favourite business. I think, that at me very beautiful body and a fine figure. I always try to care of the appearance. In it I am am helped by sports and my employment by dances. Tell to me about you are fond of what? What do you do during free time from work? Whether you love sports? What kind you prefer sports? Sports in my life take very significant place, in dances I find everything, That it is necessary for me. And in the winter I very much like to go for a drive both on skates, and on a ski. My grandmother lives near to city and she already very old and my grandfather is chained to a bed. They in a youth the grandmother together with the grandfather have worked all life on the basis of rest "Sail". Now they already certainly for a long time on pension and at them there the apartment where they live. Earlier I every winter carried out together with them. There I had a rest and very cheerfully spent time. Now I very seldom am at them. If only at me free day will drop out and I can lead it on a beach. Last time I saw them in the last summer. Very much I hope, that I can shortly see them. I too not frequently see parents. Till 24 years I lived together with them but after I have found work with which help I can rent the apartment. Parents live in own house. In our city many so-called private sectors where people both rich and poor live. Rich buy up there the grounds and build there cottages, and poor patch holes on the houses and hope, That will sometime give the comfortable apartments. Many private sectors have already demolished And on their place have constructed inhabited multi-storey houses. And my parents too hope, that sometime to them too will give an apartment. Though in this house I have grown and have lived very much the most part of the life. Our house very old and when at me the opportunity to rent the apartment has appeared, I have suggested parents to move together with me. But they were categorically against. They have constructed this house own hands and have enclosed in him all life. Our house is on surburb of city and consequently I cannot frequently visit them. But we try even once a week to meet behind a lunch table in our house. Tell to me more about your family. Where and how your parents live? All this is very interesting to me. Probably, you interested with that fact, that I have addressed to the Internet to get acquainted with the man. I even would tell to not get acquainted, and to find the partner for the life. It is my first experience of acquaintance. And I very much would like to make friends with you. Certainly, I had attitudes with the man And we together with my husband have lived 10 years but his tricks and action in last year have not been born for me And I frequently left from a house and it beat me. I certainly understood it was to Afghanistan when there was a war, It saw blood and the lost friends much. It was terrible war then Soviet Union still was And were Communism at us in the country, and it is senseless war last 10 years. And this conflict and was solved than and armies have been deduced 1989 from Afghanistan. We all over again lived is happy but when it started to drink alcoholic drinks and he had sincere failures And it tried to fill the spiritual wounds vodka and it frequently very much saws alcoholic drinks And it has resulted it in a deep precipice and it has lost the control over self. I all tried to help it And I many times drove it to the doctor and to experts under the coding of alcoholic drinks treated it from alcohol And I and could not convince and help to get out it to it from this deep precipice And it has badly terminated in this life and I now the widow and I do not have second half in this life And a man's shoulder. I very much hope that you will understand me and with me the destiny has acted is severe. It would be very interesting to me to know, why you have decided to address to the Internet? What do you search? I hope, that you understand, that serious attitudes are necessary for me only. I to be engaged would not begin it simply if searched simply flirtation or usual dialogue. I already enough the adult and serious person. I the purposeful adult woman who achieved all in the life itself. And I always achieved everything that wanted. Now in my life there has come such moment when the assistant Is necessary for me oppress. The person on whom I can always rely to whom I shall trust, love and care. I think myself very good mistress on the house. I want to create family, And for this purpose for me is necessary such the man which can understand and help me in all. And to not drink very much frequently and only in a measure and on great holidays, I understand it and agree about these that the person should to weaken the organism after working week And it even is recommended by doctors, it is useful. Whether as to me you are interesting to know was married? Whether you have children? And in general as you concern to children? At me it is no time not children but I very much love them. As to Yana I have any harmful habits. As a whole I the vigorous and purposeful person. I very much would want to learn you closer. I hope, in fast to see your letter. Would like to see more than your photos. Whenever possible I shall send you own. It is interesting to me to know, how you look, as your voice, easier speaking sounds, I very much want, that we with you have made friends. I with impatience shall wait for your answer. I hope, that you will not leave my questions without attention. Your new friend, Nadezhda.

Letter 2

Hi Steve!!!!! I am very glad to see your letter. It is pleasant for me to know, That you have decided to continue ours with you dialogue. I am glad to read everything, that you have written to me Steve. I am very glad that you a policeman and at you very courageous the robot and you present the man. It is interesting to me to read each word written by you. It is very curious to me to learn about your life, That you like, than you are engaged. I was really glad to see your letter. I would like to know as your affairs? How your mood? Tell to me about weather. At us now very much variable weather. There can be a rain in the morning, and to look out the sun in the evening. I hope, that at you all is good. I would like to tell to you, that not always I can understand that you write Steve. There are some phrases, which sense to me be not clear. And I wanted to tell, that I write to you. I studied the English language at school within nine years. The ambassador my knowledge have gone deep at university where I have passed a rate of business English. Now I even like to write and read your letters. And now when I write to you in English mine mistakes in words are emphasized by a red line And I correct these silly mistakes at once. Thus, I raise the knowledge. And consequently I would like to ask you, whether well you understand me? Simply Russian very complex. And sometimes to transfer the offer from Russian to the English language it happens difficultly as It is possible to not transfer all sense concealed by Russian. I hope, my English language not so bad, and you understand everything, what I write? I think, That I well know language, as in oral, and the written form. I at once would like to warn you, that I cannot write to you every day, or answer at once your letter. All the matter is that I have no own computer, and I should use the Internet of cafe. Certainly, It is not so convenient for me, but other output at me is not present. Though one plus is - it is near to an apartment where I live. But I shall be very glad, to see your letters every day. It is very interesting to me to read everything, that you write to me. Tell to me, that you like, that you prefer in cinema, theatre or books. To that you most of all give preference? I very much like to read, but I not always have on it time. I give preference to science fiction, everything, As to it, cannot simply pass by me. It so carries away me, that I can be without a break night in the other world, Behind reading of the next book. At cinema I prefer thrillers, or psychological dramas. I love those films which leave for spectators an opportunity to finish thinking after viewing. That is in own way to write the end of this or that film. Certainly, I like to look a cheerful comedy from which it is possible to relax simply and with all the heart to laugh. From comedies I certainly most of all prefer our Russian films. Though for viewing films at me too almost does not remain to time. In my city there are some theatres. One of which, I try to visit even once a month. It is theatre of Russian drama. I very much like performances that pass in it. Last performance which to me managed to be seen, has made on me huge impression. Performance under the name "Players", it is difficult for me to transfer now all his essence, But performance was really worth for viewing. How frequently you are at a cinema or theatre? You prefer what films? Whether you love theatre? Tell, what you managed to see last time? Also it is very interesting to me to know about your culinary preferences. I simply adore to prepare, let at me not always suffices for this time, But I am always glad to prepare for something new and very tasty. My culinary abilities have got to me from the grandmother. Mum, certainly, is able to prepare, But very much does not like to stand at a plate. And as I carried out greater time at the grandmother, she And has learned me to these culinary miracles. Certainly, I tried dishes of various kitchen, But most of all I like Russian kitchen. Also I like to prepare for dishes of the European kitchen because she has much in common with Russian. Sometimes I with girlfriends go to the Chinese small restaurant, but only because girlfriends from him without mind. I concern to this kitchen negatively. What you it think of all? You prefer what kitchen most of all? Whether there is at you a favourite dish? If yes, tell to me about it, it will be interesting to me to know it. I do not have so-called favourite dish, but most of all I like to prepare for sweets both various cakes And expenditure. If my day off begins with good mood, I shall necessarily prepare for something tasty to indulge myself. Whether you are able to prepare? What you most of all practised? It is still very interesting to me to know when your birthday? Whether you celebrate this day And whether this holiday in general is pleasant to you? Tell about holidays which most of all it is pleasant to you And as you like them to carry out. My birthday on April, 17. I do not love this day. As well as a holiday. For me this day always very sadly passes. For some reason this day at me always the bad mood And always would be desirable to cry. And this day I become even more senior for one year and I And so already adult woman. And when I start to reflect on the life and to recollect that I think myself not the happy person and I so saw for the 38 years a little and now I only have reflected as me longer to live. I cannot find to myself here the present romantic the man which can make me happy in this life. At us in Russia all men are adhered to alcoholic drinks and I do not want to be mistaken more in it And me of already sufficient one such case in my life. I as well as all many women in Russia were mistaken in this severe life. And with me it is severe my destiny has acted. And I want to make up in the stayed life that did not suffice me for this time and that my year went much more slowly. I do not like to call visitors and in general as - or to mark this birthday. I try to lead it as usual day in my life. Whether as it is interesting to me to know there are at you Any favourite things or colors? I cannot precisely name the favourite color, but I can precisely tell, That I prefer all light tone. Though more often I color does not play so important role, For example at a choice of clothes. The most important that I liked this or that thing. Forgive, but it is time to me to run home, already too late, And tomorrow it is necessary to rise early as parents promised to come to me on a visit me And I still need to prepare for something for tomorrow. I with huge impatience shall wait for your letter write Steve. And answers to mine modest questions, with best regards Nadezhda.

Letter 3

Hi the my dear friend Steve!!!!! Thanks for your good letter, was very pleasant to receive from you one more letter. I with the great pleasure read it. In it there were such things which to me were very interesting for learning. And in general I always with the big interest read everything, that you write to me. I am grateful to you for your beautiful compliment, I try to be beautiful, but I a little that know about your life. Today in the street it is very cloudy, that would not be desirable to leave a house at all. Such gloomy weather always causes in me inflow long also melancholy. I like to wake up of beams of the sun more. Steve tell to me how has passed your day, what new has taken place in your life? I'm fine, yesterday all the day long has devoted to the house. First it has decided to be cleaned, And stayed time has spent for viewing of old photos. I very much like to look photos of the childhood though them it was kept very little. I have three huge albums where all of them and were placed. Whether your children's photos were kept? If yes, It would be very interesting to me to look at it. Before dream I have decided to arrange to myself small evening walk. Near to a house there is a small park, and very brisk, there children, but more often the in love pairs always walk. I like to walk before dream, the drink of fresh air never will prevent. And dream after walk becomes more pleasant And more strong. And what you like to do before dream? I wanted to tell, that is very glad to development of our attitudes. I like to tell to you about the life. During our dialogue I have understood, that you very interesting person and your life are filled with energy. It would be very interesting to me to know your opinion on me. Certainly, I understand, that it is very difficult to understand the person through letters. And how difficultly to transfer all feelings and emotions through simple letters. But I want to tell, that I always write to you in all sincerity, nothing hiding. From you I wait for the same. In fact our attitudes only begin, and I would not like, That in them the lie or misunderstanding has appeared. I idle time, and the trustful person and was very easy to offend me. But I think, you not that person who can cause me a pain. It is interesting to me to know, how you concern to women, what you wait from attitudes or what you search in them? Whether there is at you any ideal of the woman? Whether you believe in love, in its existence and in its magic force. I think, That it is the biggest gift, which God has presented people. Happiness to live a life, full feelings And emotions, instead of to burn its precious time. I want to create strong family, I want to meet the person who will understand and support me in all. It would be interesting to me to know how you understand a word love and what sense you invest in him? To love people is the biggest happiness that is given to mankind. Love as if a sweet fruit, which taste of pleasure it is infinite. The love is necessary for all and always. Than for you the pledge of long and successful attitudes is? I cannot unequivocally answer this question, but one I can tell precisely. I invest the big sense in trust. For me it means much. I do not bear lie, and always I speak only the truth. I do not want, that at our attitudes when or there was a deceit. I want to tell to you also about the interests and hobbies. As I wrote to you earlier, I seriously am fond of east dances. Since the childhood I went to school of arts where studied to dance. With in the meantime at me good and kind associations are connected many. There I for the first time have learned to dance and have left on the big professional stage, There there were my first teachers, the first suits whom I sewed the hands and the first love. But then when I have acted in university, I had to search for work. And by then our dancing collective has broken up, because the teacher of us has left. And since I had to leave professional works. Now I pay attention to dances as soon as at me free minute will appear. Dances in my life replace to me almost everything, it both sports, and favourite business. Also I very much am fond of reading, very much I love books about science fiction. Having read some from them, my outlook on life in many respects has exchanged. The last couple of years Kundera, Pavic, Peres-Reverte my favourite books. And as a cycle of novels about Barayre Lois Budzholied. In due time (by a youth)I have become engrossed in reading Pikulem, Konetsky, Sanin. Never was fond of female novels. And to detectives, I concern rather easy. As my interest is involved with some glossy magazines. Such as « the Caravan of histories », "Travel", "Bookkeeper" In them always print fascinating and vital histories of known people, And as various historic facts, news of culture, business and a fashion. And I seriously am fond of a fashion, I buy and I read such magazines as Cosmopolitan, Elle, Vogue. In them I like to find unusual and very beautiful sketches of clothes, and then on them I sew clothes or I knit threads to myself different jackets and a jumper. To buy is very dearly, And I always like to look beautifully and fashionably dressed. How you concern to a fashion? To fashionable clothes? What role is played with a fashion in your life? I can tell, that my clothes are more likely conservative and close to classics. I love the sea, I love the river Kama, and now I send you a photo when I spent time on a beach of the river Kama. I also still love the nature and travel. Very much to like me the French cinema. And also the films which have been removed in Hollywood. My the most favourite are « the Wedding alarm », "Titanic","Gladiator", « Code Davinchi ». You like to listen to what music, if like to listen in general? I about myself can tell, that without music I cannot present the life at all. It is possible to tell I go on a life with music. I can not present as it is possible to live and to not love music. I think she takes a significant place in a life of any person. I like to wake up under cheerful and invigorating music, And to fall asleep under slow and weakening compositions. I cannot name the certain style or a direction in music to which would prefer. I love music of all styles and directions. All depends on mood and from conditions. To last time I listen(Skorpions, ABBA, Queen, DDT, the Aquarium) Is some Russian groups and they can be not familiar to you. To religion I concern very validly. I and my family, orthodox Christians. I respect truly religious people, irrespective of creed, but I do not love fanatics And those who tries to impose the religious sights. I love black coffee without sugar, cakes cakes and chocolate... In any quantity and ice-cream in a plenty. Steve tell to me about the preferences in meal. What do you like? You prefer what kitchen? You are able and whether you like to prepare? I simply adore to prepare, but only when it brings to me pleasure. On kitchen I simply adore to experiment. To prepare for something brand new and very tasty. Especially at me various sweets both different batches and pies turn out. Perhaps, sometime you will manage to try it. Certainly, sometimes I like to visit restaurants when it would be desirable to relax, have a meal tasty meal and to listen to good music. To tell the truth, now I shall not recollect, when last time I managed to drop in and visit there with whom or. Sometimes I like to sit with girlfriends in any lovely cafe behind a cup is fresh the welded coffee And nothing forcing conversation. Tell to me more about in what you like to be engaged during free time from work. It will be very interesting to me to learn about it. And now I would like to say goodbye, As already very much late and me it is necessary to come back home. With impatience I shall wait for your letter. I ask you answer me mine modest questions, it will be very interesting to me to learn about you more. With impatience I shall wait for your letter Steve. Yours faithfully your friend Nadezhda.

Letter 4

Hi the my dear friend Steve!!!!! It is madly happy, that again I see your letter. It is pleasant, that you do not pay no attention to questions which so interest me in your life. Really it is very interesting to me to know all about your life. I like how you write to me. It is interesting to me to read each word. I am glad, that at you all is good. In my life too all takes its normal course. At least, there is nothing to complain. On work too all is rather quite good. To tell the truth, very long day which has tired me today was. But with it there's nothing to be done, In fact there is a work and the responsibility. I can tell about myself, that I very responsible person. How there passes your work? Tell to me more about it, whether in what she consists, Pleasant to you in what you are engaged? Today I have woken up it is possible to tell in wonderful mood in which I am both now. And whenever possible I try to infect with him of other people. In fact someone should bring pleasure in this world. All the day long reflected on, whether I can see today your letter. And after work at once it was directed and to the Internet of cafe and was rather glad to see, That you do not pay no attention to me. All the day long thought that to you new to tell from the life, But now ideas are confused, and it would be desirable you to tell so much. I want to ask at once you that you, not hesitating, asked everything, that you interests. I with pleasure always answer your questions. Steve even it is very pleasant for me to realize, that you are interested in me. There can be I look slightly naive, but such what is and I can not present, that can force to change me. I want, that you perceived me such, what I actually, present. I always speak you only the truth as I want that our attitudes were under construction on trust and the same I wait from you. I think, that in the woman there should be a particle of naivety, in fact from it tenderness is born. In general the union of the man and the woman is born from the union of force and mind, kindness, care and tenderness. I like how we are similar and are not similar against each other because I think, that the fortress And durability of attitudes consists in it and. People should supplement each other. That is in you and that so does not suffice me, you give me,and I do the same in turn. I think, that if people are similar, through any time him it becomes boring. In fact it is not interesting to live with the person similar to you in all. I like how we learn each other. We gradually learn each other, we open secrets, we share secret And we become gradually more close to each other. Gradually attitudes grow, and can be, When be they will develop in something the greater, than simply friendship? As I trust you Steve, I am ready to tell to you all secrets, that at is at me on heart. I hope, that you also with me will be frank. I want to speak with you about all. For example, about sexual attitudes. I think, that it is important in attitudes between the man and the woman. I think, we adult people Steve, and I think, that it is necessary for us to know about each other all. How you concern to sex? It plays what role of your life. I think, that in attitudes there should be a harmony, And it means, that there should be all. What for you is more important? I think, that it is very important. It is especially important to consider needs of both parties. I am right? I think, that you interested with my last novels. I can tell, that them was a little, but each of them has brought during my life, both a particle of pleasure, and a pain. I had some novels, but all of them have not crowned success. For itself also has decided, That else simply has not met that person who on the present can love and appreciate me. The my dear friend Steve I very much want to know as your full name and a surname, I want to know as she sounds with my name. Tell to me, whether you are engaged in sports, fitness? I yes! A free minute I try to run in a training hall or on aerobics, well and besides I have my favourite dances. I shall not tell, that I seriously am fond of sports. No, on the contrary, I do all in a measure and whenever possible. That it is always good to look, feel and be in a tone. And what role in your life is played with sports? As you, probably, on are heard at us in Russia very beautiful nature. There are also huge areas of woods and fields where we quite often leave together with my friends, To lead the days off or holiday. There, on the nature it is possible to combine pleasant with useful. To have a rest and during too time to go in for sports. That, as a matter of fact, I also do. We always usually leave city for some days and we come off on full. My favourite season is a summer, and my favourite color, is green yellow, Color of plants both red color and all warm tone. Summer - a wonderful season which to not be compared to anything the rest. When it is possible to bathe and sunbathe, float by boats and to fish. When around flowers, berries, mushrooms and the everything else grow. And I, certainly, understand, that in all there are minuses and pluss, and each season there are features, But it is pleasant to me - SUMMER more! And what favourite season at you? And how you have a rest with friends? It will be very interesting to me to learn about you and about your friends and as you spend time! I never would think, that in the Internet it is possible to meet such remarkable person as you. Also that to me will be so interestingly, and that I shall be so is keen on you. I feel, That you too are keen and that to you it as it is interesting, as well as to me and that I do not leave your ideas. I like to think of you. I like that peak of our attitudes that forces to experience them all body and reason. Sometimes I even feel the child because such minutes it would not be desirable to think of anything and anything to do, And simply to be given to the dreams. Somebody would tell to me, even couple of months back, That I shall get acquainted with such remarkable the man, as you, moreover by means of the Internet. That I for anything in it have not believed and would tell, that it simply is not possible also all this not about me. But you see, how the destiny itself has disposed and has placed the points. I have got acquainted with you to that it is very glad, I hope, what you too are glad?! I am sure Steve, that never could betray the person or make something in this sort. But very much I am afraid, that will sometime betray me. I frequently above it thought And have come to that never could forgive treachery. I, certainly, see a difference between physiology and feelings, But I adhere to that opinion, that if the person even in ideas supposes it to make it in a life it is possible. While during this period of my lonely life when I became the widow and till this moment there was no that men with whom I could connect the life. For this reason I have decided to find love by means of the Internet because under letters, Probably, to study soul of the person, and to understand all his essence. I have managed to understand, to what the person aspires in this life and that wants. Forgive, but it is time to me to go. It was pleasant for me to read your letter, I hope, you will not force me to wait for a long time for the following opportunity to learn you. As it will be very interesting to me to know your ideas concerning my letter. I with impatience shall wait for your following letter. With best regards Nadezhda.

Letter 5

Good afternoon the my dear friend Steve!!!!! I am very glad to receive your letter and at once I write to you the answer. I very much miss and I want to forget about work and all affairs and to think only of you. How at you an affair? Whether you miss about me Steve? On work I not the, distract and I dream. Steve I want to ask your number phone, very much I want to hear, your voice. I heard, that is possible to call from the main telegraph in our city, in any country. Probably, it rather dearly costs, but I shall try to descend And learn there tomorrow full details and then all I shall write to you, my dear. And when to you shall call we though on hardly hardly we become more close to each other. It is very a pity to me, that I do not have home telephone number and even cellular. And I cannot talk to you directly from a house. At me the cellular telephone earlier was and I have bought it from hands already second-hand And it for a long time has not served at me has quickly broken, it was very old phone. And when my phone has broken I was very upset, and now I cannot afford such luxury, And in general to me not to whom to call by phone in my city, many my friends and relatives familiar do not have too phone. And my parents too do not have phone. As I already wrote to you, they live in a private sector, In the house and there a telephone line never was and hardly once she there will be. I understand, that we live in very poor country and becomes very sad because, That we are deprived even the most primitive means of dialogue, things, in my opinion, the first necessity. It would be wonderful, if at me phone was, we could communicate though every day. To hear each other and to tell all news. But it is necessary to dream of it only. But I do not get tired to hope, that we, not looking on anything, We can talk in the near future with each other and hear our voices. You want it? And if "yes", I ask you write to me the phone number and I shall call to you from telegraph and I hope that I shall hear your voice. Dear Steve, you to whom from familiar told that about ours with you acquaintance? I also want to ask the main request for me. Steve you have cleaned the structure with Yahoo? I hope you of me will understand correctly, I do not want that who that has still written you the letter. Yours letters became the main sense of my life, and I would not like you to lose because of what that of the woman With easy character and easy behaviour. I concern to your letters is serious also your ideas like me. You clever the man and at you kind heart and soul. I have shared the impressions and happiness with the close girlfriend and parents. My girlfriend, her name is Svetlana, transfers you greetings from Russia And is very glad to ours with you to close and good acquaintance. She is very happy, that I have changed the outlooks on life when became the widow one year ago, And all that occurs in a life bad, results in the best and good changes in a life. I think myself the optimist in a life. And now I am very glad that have found to myself simply remarkable the man. And that I have really changed outlooks on life it really the truth and she meant that I never understood how people can get acquainted and communicate on the Internet. And I think that the our meeting in letters is not casual also I think it destiny. I always thought, that on the Internet abnormal people which cannot get acquainted with real people in shop, on a party, In the street get acquainted only. Well, in a word, in a usual, real life. And now I realize, that it so is wonderful, that such chance to meet you was presented me And that you have written to me and now we together. Steve you my gift of destiny. And on at the person you will not get acquainted with the man from other country, it simply is not real in my city. I am very glad that there is on the ground such way of acquaintance on the Internet, And in letters it is possible to open completely the soul and heart, it is very fine. I have told to parents about our acquaintance, and they even were surprised a little, That I communicate with the person from other country and completely not close. Him was so interestingly, they so for a long time asked me on you, and about us with you. That I have not much become puzzled at all and some questions was not ready to answer at all. They have asked me, whether serious at us with you of the attitude? If to speak fairly I have answered, that and even very serious. And mine parents always wanted that I was happy in a life, but this happiness yet has not passed to me. But I do not suffer I believe also hope, that I shall be happy doubly And me the God will award for mine sufferings in mine with sulfur, a former life. I at all do not know, can, early I draw any conclusions and acts, but I want to set to you one and very important question. Whether serious at us with you of the attitude Steve????? I very much wait for your answer! I the adult person and I see and I feel you. At me even to you such deep related feeling as though I am familiar with you one thousand years. I see, that between us something the greater, Than simply friendship and dialogue. I do not want to be afraid and hesitate of that I feel and I speak you always only the truth about myself. I want to see the same from you my dear Steve! On these dots I want to finish the today's letter. I very much wait your answer and I want to learn somewhat quicker everything, that you will write to me. Good-bye, my dear. I embrace and wait. Yours it is sincere Nadezhda.