Letter(s) to Dave (USA)

Letter 1

Loved mine Dave!
I am very glad to see your letter. I very much do not have you. I very much grieve without you. Without you I feel very badly. Now I want to cry because we not together.
To me it is very bad without you. I want to be with you because I love you! You for me the most dear person on the ground. I do not want to divide you with other women. I want that you were only mine and I shall be only yours. You are very necessary for me. My dear, you can answer to me a question, it is very important question for me and I want to know your opinion. Dave, probably I have already bothered you with the questions if it so then tell to me about it and I shall understand you. Please, answer my question, you want that I have arrived to you in this summer? We could spend well. But I need your help and I hope that you will not refuse and will help me. I very strongly love you, but I have no such opportunity to arrive to you independently. I already wrote to you about that that I earn very little and consequently I ask your help. Only you can help me if you want it as passionately as I want it. I very strongly love you and without you to me it is very bad. I want that you knew all about what I dream and of what I think in the long evenings when you are not present near to me. I want that you were near to me and only during that moment when you will be near to me I shall be rather happy.
I very strongly love you. You are very necessary for me.
My dear, please, answer my question, it really is very important for me.
I want to admit to you and to reveal the secret. Before our acquaintance of me my guy has left and he has simply thrown me. It not seemed to me that I can live and any more did not want to live without him. But when I have got acquainted with you I have understood that you that which man I waited all life. I hope that you will understand me. I do not want to be mistaken more in the choice. I any more do not want to feel a pain and suffering.
I did not speak you about it because I was afraid that you will leave me.
But now I think that there has come time when you should know about me all and now I do not have secrets.
I very strongly love you!
Julia!