Letter(s) to Lance (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Lance
I was very glad to receive from you answer. I would like to tell a little bit more in detail about me and ideas. I think that family is most important part in a life of people. I want to meet that one who will love me. I want to spend with my future husband all my life. Only need is to be with the man who will love me, trust me, and understand me. I want to share with him all my life, all my dreams and feelings.
I decided to look for my soul mate far away from Russia, ' coz I'm very tired of Russian men. Are so passive, lazy and unromantic, they did not want to do anything to charm you. An average Russian man wants only that his beloved woman loves him and does everything for him, but she have no rights to intervene in his business, in his mind and soul. He wants to have her near him, but he does not want to be with her the whole one. That's why I want to try to find right man in outside Russia. I think, Internet will help me with it. I only recently have opened for myself Internet. Friends have advised me. But I have no opportunity constantly to visit Internet as houses at me are not present a computer. Therefore I very much frequently visit Internet - cafe though it for me is expensive. But I hope, it will not prevent us to correspond and get acquainted closer.
I would like as to tell to you a little about usual life. My usual day. I wake up to prepare at 6:00 for a breakfast for my mum and sister. Then I put on and go for work to university. I train, and help students in their research works on various disciplines. As soon as there is a free time, I come into Internet center to look a mail.
To have dinner I usually come into nearest cafe. Most of all I love Russian dish which refers to "pelmeni" are the slices of meat which has been wrapped up in dough. My work at 18:00 comes to end. On the way home come into Internet - cafe and write to you letter.
In the days off I like to go to a cinema in various restaurants with friends.
It is little about my parents. I love daddy. There is nothing I always I shall independently love him and to respect. Mine daddy fireman. I think the most courageous and courageous person. He has rescued many people. The case when he was not lost nearly was, but he has rescued one five years' girl. About it wrote in newspaper. I really am proud of father. But 3 years ago happened, so mum could not forgive him. He has changed to mum and has told to us that leave other woman. But I nevertheless sometimes I meet him. Sometimes we go to walk on park, and we talk much. I asked him, what for him then so have acted. But he and could not answer me. But I do not blame neither him, nor mum. And mum spoke me that have forgiven him. I really frequently notice, that she thinks of him.
Is not present, unfortunately, I do not have more neither brothers, nor sisters. But my favorite little sister suffices me. Her name is Natasha. I very much love her. We practically always together. We like together to walk, go to cinema.
Lance, tell me about your favorite things: color, movie, book, sport, hobby, music, weather, type of woman etc. I'm interested to know more about your work and everyday life... Please, tell me what do you expect from relations between two people?
I with impatience shall well wait from you for letter.
Best regards!
Marina.

Letter 2

Hello dear Lance
I am glad to receive your letter. I hope your day passes well. I think to you it will be interesting to learn more about my life. We live in the big 9 floor house. We an apartment is located on 5 floor. Certainly it is a small apartment, but places suffice us, and we do not complain:)))) Natasha now to go to school. At us free-of-charge training at school. What to arrive in institute 11 years would be necessary to study. She can arrive in institute too free-of-charge if will collect big enough points on entrance examinations. Now she wants to leave school with a gold medal. It will give her very big advantage at receipt in institute. If she will arrive for money it is necessary to pay very big sum. But we really trust, that she will arrive on free-of-charge form of training. Natasha wants to arrive in medical institute. To receive maximum supreme category 5 years of training is required. For exception of a medical speciality it is 6 years. Tomsk really very good city, except for a cold:)))) Here it is a lot of cafe, shops, clubs, as in usual city. Now build many supermarkets in which sell, absolutely all that you will want. But I am very rare in them I go, near to our house there is one small shop. It already very much for a long time there is constructed. In it there is the most necessary, and we usually go behind products to it. And about clothes. I very well am able to sew and it very much to like me. I simply buy a fabric which is pleasant to me. I love various type of clothes. From music I like quiet romantic more. I very much like tool music. When play on piano or on a saxophone. To me as very to like, when play on a guitar. From foodstuffs I most of all prefer sea I peep, but as also meat. Various vegetable salads. To like me wine. But I do not love it in plenties. Usually I use wine on holidays. To me very much like white moist fault. I very much love flowers. My favourite flowers it is white roses. But I also love field flowers. In village at grandfather I always collected very big bouquets of camomiles and gave their mum and the grandmother. To like you massage? I like to make massage. I have book as it to make. I very well am able to make massage. When the back hurts in mum. I always help her. And how there passes your life?
I with impatience shall wait for your letter.
Best wishes!
Marina

Letter 3

Hello dear Lance
I am glad to receive your letter. I hope at you all well. To Natasha now 17 years, yes she wants to become children's doctor. Today I am a little bit sad as it is the anniversary of the death of my grandfather. I have decided to tell you a little about my grandparents who are no longer alive. They lived in a village about 60 kilometres from the city where we live. When I was at school and had my summer holidays! with them, it was wonderful the scenery was very beautiful and the air so pure. My grandfather was a fisherman; he had very big nets and would go out with some friends and catch a lot of fish. He also loved to go rod fishing and had a big casket full of tackle stored in it. I used to love going fishing with him. I remember how one day he caught a very big fish called a "nalim" I was only 8yrs old at the time, and I wanted to carry it home myself, I put it on my back and the tail dragged along the ground it was so big and very heavy but nevertheless I got it back to the house as the river was close to the house. My grandmother got out her big scales and we weighed it and it came to 9Kgin weight. Since then I have grown very fond of fishing.
My grandmother was a very skilful knitter; the clothes that she made for me were very warm and lovely. My grandparents had a lot of rabbits of various breeds and had long ears. It was always a pity when they were killed but my grand father made the skins into very warm caps and soled them, and they lived on the money. Rabbit meat is very tasty and when I was in the village grandfather would prepare the rabbit meat for smoking. Yum yum!! So it is a pity that I can not visit the village any more and stay with my grandparents and so sad when people close to you die but life must go on. But we must always remember that although there bodes are dead that in Gods eyes they are only asleep and that we will see them again in Gods heavenly kingdom and keep the memory of them on our hearts always.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter. Say hello Lance and Josh.
Hugs and kisses!
Marina

Letter 4

Hello dear Lance
I am glad to receive your letter. I hope at you all well. There is no I really never was in the USA. But I really would like to visit and meet you in the future. Today at me remarkable and cheerful day was. In the morning to me my old girlfriend has gone, she works in a kindergarten. She has decided to arrange to children small walk on nature, in a grove near to city. Also has asked me to help her. Certainly I at once have agreed. With us there were still more some tutors of a kindergarten, and some parents also have decided to go with us. With us there were 25 children. When we went on streets, I have given two boys on a red flag. When we passed road, children waved these flags and machines passed us. First while we went all children talked, played and ran, but as soon as we have reached a wood, they at once have calmed down and a little even were frightened. But then have very quickly accustomed. While we made a dinner. All children played. Boys, certainly, very much love football. Then all of us together played "pryatki." You know this game? In the childhood we many times in her played. We choose any big tree which is center. One person considers up to 100, and the others are hidden. Then he should find all of them. In the childhood I played in many games in which boys played. And very much frequently I won them. There was such game which referred to "banks." It is very similar to game " small towns ". We took empty plastic banks and established them in various forms. And then it was necessary to break them, having thrown a stick from small distance. A stick each time threw differently. It was interesting game. Also there are still more many interesting games. After we with children have played. We have gone to have dinner. And then we have decided to tell to children a fairy tale « Red cap ». I played red a cap. We have made a small performance, and all children very amicably laughed. But has come to leave home. Children so did not want to leave from a wood. And we promised, that to children, that once again necessarily we descend in a wood. Yes really very good day today was.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter.
Hugs and kisses!
Marina

Letter 5

Hello dear Lance
I am glad to receive your letter. Thanks for your fine photo. I hope yours weekend begins well. Today at us very warm weather. The sun very strongly shines. Such fine day! And so it is a pity to me that beside there is no you this day. I so wanted to go to walk with you along street. We could go with you in any summer cafe. To have a meal ice-cream. You love ice-cream? Many speak, that I still child because I very much love ice-cream. So you do not suffice me. I think of you every minute. Sometimes I even am forgotten on work. Every day after work
I almost run to Internet - cafe, just to see your letter.
Today on streets have put very big flanks with kvass. You sometime drank true Russian kvass? It is best drink which satisfies thirst. Any another will not be compared to it. When there comes summer almost at each corner it is possible to meet to a flank with kvass. ? same it not so expensive in comparison with other drinks. And of kvass do soup. It is so-called cold soup. At us it refers to "okroshka." When in gardens vegetables usually always eat this soup will ripen. It is necessary cucumbers, a cooked potato and eggs, sausage, an onions, a garden radish and it is a little greens (fennel, a parsley and leaves of salad), cut all this on small slices and mix. Then fill in kvass and fill with sour cream or mayonnaise. It is best summer food. When very hot it would not be desirable, is anything hot. Therefore it is best variant.
The park of attractions has already opened. There many different roundabouts. But certainly they will not be compared with European which I saw on TV. But all same it is very interesting. There is one roundabout which I very much was afraid when was small. On very big and long circuits seats are suspended. You sit in them, and roundabout starts to untwist. Gradually they rise on height, and you even feel that in flight. It very strongly grasps spirit. In the childhood when we went on attractions. Mum told, that when I have swept on this roundabout. I could not remove itself a hand from handles at all for which kept:))) I so for them have grasped, that mum itself unclenched to me fingers:))) Then I am valid has received to fear, and very much was afraid of this roundabout. But ambassador I have argued with girlfriend, that once again I can sweep on it. Also has made it, to me already it was not terrible at all. And in park there is very big wheel. It refers to " a wheel of a review " you sit in small a cabin and the wheel to turn. Gradually it lifts you on very big height. Whence all cities are seen practically. It so is beautiful. Small houses, trees .. You have attractions in city. I very much would want to descend together with you on them. I would be sure it one of most remarkable our days. I so want to be with you.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter.
Hugs and kisses!
Marina

Letter 6

Hello dear Lance
I am glad to receive your letter. I hope all well at you. Today I went on a display of paintings. At my girlfriend daddy very good artist. He really very beautifully draws. He does not have certain genre and consequently all his pictures are very various: landscapes, portraits, still-lifes. But nevertheless most of all to like me landscapes, is especial where sea is drawn. I have houses some pictures which I was presented by girlfriend. Today he opened personal exhibition. It was valid perfectly. I still never saw such fine pictures. But it is a lot of people always were late in one picture more. Yes really this picture was as real as though you look out of the window and see it actually. On it are represented man and women who go on a lonely beach, on a background of fine sea. And in the distance small sailing vessel is seen. I for a long time looked at this picture and could not depart. It is really fine. At me very pleasant feeling in soul has appeared. My heart began to knock all more strongly and more loudly. I even have thought that somebody will hear this knock. I have felt your presence, that you absolutely beside and now will approach to me behind. Will take my hand and we with you shall jump in this picture. Also we shall as go having joined hands, and waves will be to run on ours of a foot. We shall stop and we shall admire a fine decline. You will turn to me will gently press and will kiss. I shall see reflection of red waves, a thin path of last sunlight in your eyes... I shall love you eternally.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter.
Hugs and kisses!
Marina

Letter 7

Hello dear Lance
Thanks for your really fine letter. You do not represent, as your words as they shroud, apparently, each my body, everyone part my body and soul will deeply penetrate. They make way under clothes and caress me, and due to them I renounce all terrestrial and I am located in world of my imaginations.
Sometimes it seems to me, that you not only sit next me, but also exist where - that at me in a head, read my most secret ideas, guess my desires. But in me it is not necessary to install optimism, to calm and console. I can tell with confidence, that, thank God, I am the happy person, little bit arrogant, but let's forgive this my small female whim.
I once met a man that had a heart full of world, which his friendship with me has never gotten old. His voice is like that of an angel speaking from above, always-kind words, wisdom and love. If ever a moment I am in despair his thoughtful words sort of filter air, refresh my mind with wonderful thoughts and heat all hurt witch my heart has in spots.
Not often you find such a beautiful soul of this sort, that is always there to offer his support and never expecting anything in return this man is full of love and concern. If I could wish for anything in this world to make it a better place I would ask for more people like you to fill up this space, you are truly my guardian angel sent from above and it is you whom I will always love.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter.
Hugs and kisses for you!
Marina
P.S. Say Lance II I has asked to print out letter and photos. Today Natasha will receive it. Look forward to hearing!!!

Letter 8

Hello my dear Lance
You should not apologize. It I am guilty. I really could not write to you. We leaved for village on funeral of my aunt. She has died really very unexpectedly. She very strongly was ill a flu, and even anything to us did not inform. All of us have really been afflicted with this event. Yesterday we have arrived to city, was already very much late, and I was afraid to go in Internet - cafe. In news speak that now really there is very strong flu. Today in the morning we went in hospital and have inoculated against a flu. I think that it can really help.
I did not overlook about you for one minute. In the evening I always represented you. When I embrace you, I caress, whole, I feel heat of your breath, there is a unexpected desire to become you. To understand, that you feel!?
The head is turned, pulse becomes frequent, breath becomes transfixed, and on all body the unusual shiver - runs sensations in general unforgettable.
Some instants and - I shall go mad. In process of approach me, you get tangibility. Short, heavenly color web easily and easy covers my body, allowing me to be convinced, that except for you is not present on light more perfectly. The first chords have caused pleasantly running shiver on all body: in your body penetration and obsession was felt. Very much it wanted to me to touch your hands, to stop them for an instant, to clamp in hands. This special pleasure when you feel how your body answers me. I always try to understand you, to know, how to touch your body, and joint feelings and emotions transform feeling into magic test. In a touch we check both own sensations, and a degree of reciprocity of reciprocal feeling. Certainly, it occurs only when I to you to which really would like to give love in relation to which there are no barrier which does not hide the excitation and pleasure.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter.
Hugs and kisses!
Marina

Letter 9

Hello my dear Lance
I am glad to receive your letter. I hope at you all well. I very much want to meet you. I want to shout from love to you. I feel that you always with me. Sometimes I almost physically feel your presence...
Yesterday, when I went home, for some reason it seemed to me, that I now shall come, and houses - you... This idea became such pleasant, that I did not begin to dissuade myself, and on contrary, began to represent, that I would make, appear you actually at me, (I have presented, that you sit on a bed and you smile). Your charming, lovely smile, at me in a breast always intercepts breath, and then feeling of completely inexpressible happiness fills in me all... I would throw arms round you neck from a threshold, and have embraced you strong - is strong, and then would rain kisses on your entire smiling person... It, probably, sadly, but today I do not want to trust in a prediction. I do not want to trust that any force against my will can force to leave me with the relatives on this ground person. I do not want, it is not necessary... Even for one instant I can not present myself, that I would began to do, if have lost you. You for me are more, than all my life, you is half my essence, my soul, having lost which, another it will not be simple to know what to do... But you, you are so magnanimous and self-denying, that over and over again give me madly fine love. Such about which write books and shoot a film, such of which people should be proud, and, again and again you open to me eyes that I in any way did not want to see and notice in spite of fact that it was absolutely beside. My God, as I am grateful to you for it! Any person in this life has not given me and has not made for me even a small share of that you give me. And I understand, that I can thank nothing you... Therefore I also have decided to present simply to you life. It so is simple, understands, and does not push away this gift is to you... I Hope, you too will take all tenderness and all love which I only can give you, everything, without rest...
I with impatience shall wait for your letter.
Kisses for you!!!!
Yours Marina