Letter(s) to Oliver (USA)

Letter 1

My dear Oscar,
I have been thinking about you the whole night and morning today. I was not able to sleep.
I have so many thoughts about you and us in my head that it drives me crazy.
I can’t recognize myself and it seems to me so unreal. But I feel it, really feel it inside.
I can’t live without your letters. Every day is like torture for me when I can’t read a letter from you. I want to be with you, I want to feel you with every part of my body. I want to kiss your lips, your eyes, your hands. I want to make love to you, I want to be with you when you are sad and happy. I want to hold your hand when we sleep. I want to cook breakfast for you, to spend weekends with you, to wait for the time when you come from work. I want to have family with you. I want to have “US”. To be one whole.
What is it? I think I LOVE YOU!!! Please, don’t be scared with my feelings. I just can’t pretend. I love you and I want you to know it.
My love is so big that it is enough for two of us. I want you to love me so much. I even feel physical pain as I want to be with you now so much. I wish to get into the plane right now and to appear into your hands...
I got to know, dear, that I would be able to get a tourist visa to come to you.
That is just a matter of time. I will have to do some paperwork to get visa, to pay for it and to buy air tickets. I will do all the paperwork without problems. The only thing that worries me is money. You know that my salary is not big. And I hope you will be able to help me. I hope so much for your understanding. Please, let me know what you think about this.
Love you, love you, love you...
And so awfully miss you!!!
Angela.

Letter 2

My beloved one Oscar,
Thank you very much for your help. I’ve got money. I will send everything necessary and will be waiting for the time I get visa at last.
I don’t think it will take much time. As soon as I get visa, I will let you know.
I am so happy now. I will be with you very soon and I will be the happiest woman. And I will make you the happiest man with my love, care and tenderness. I need to finish all the paperwork now. And will send it to the Embassy and will be waiting for their reply. Hugs and kisses.
Angela.

Letter 3

Hi, my dear Oscar!!!
I am in Moscow and I’ve got my visa. So don’t worry. Everything is Ok. I didn’t have any problems. I went to the tourist agency today and they have found me cheap tickets.
But I can’t pay for it myself as I have no money. And I need to ask you for help. I am sorry and feel very confused that I should ask you. But that is the only way for me.
The ticket is already reserved that is why I need to pay for it as soon as possible or it will be sold to another person.
You should send it to my name Angela Bajkova. by any Western Union in Moscow.
The ticket is reserved for August, 2.
It there and back. It is a trip of an airplane from Moscow up to "O'Hare" International Airport. It costs 824$
Dear, just think. Only some days and we will be together. It is the last step before our meeting. Please, do it for us. It is the cheap ticket. I consider that this version better and more cheaply. Money as soon as possible is necessary to me. Or it is the ticket will sell to other person. And it will be better to pay for the ticket this week as it is reserved already. Dear, we will be able to see each other so soon. Just one more attempt. I love you... I need you... When I went to Moscow I slept and I saw a beautiful dream about our meeting... I love you and need you so. It is so difficult for me to be far from you now when I need your support. I am waiting for your soon reply.
Miss you badly.
Your loving
Angela.

Letter 4

My dear Oscar!!!
I am so tired. Again there is a problem.
You see I need to have $500 or $550 to leave my country. It is necessary to have this money to go through the custom. It is done to prove that a person has enough money to go back to his native country and has money for his way back. Without this they will not allow me to go.
I think that is done only for Russian people and for the citizens of the third-party countries.
But you should not worry. I have changed the ticket. I shall fly to you on August, 5. You necessarily should meet me. Details of my flight:
Number of flight - 875/295, arrives it to you in 11:55am!!! I hope you understand. I have everything, visa and tickets. And that is the only thing which prevents me from going. Please, send me this money by Moscow Western Union. As soon as I come to your place, I will give it back to you. I am waiting for your reply.
Love you.
Angela.

Letter 5

My sunshine Oscar,
I did not receive your letter with questions!!! These are failures of work of a server!!!
I have spent the money to arrive to Moscow. I have paid for it 60 dollars. I had this money. Because has received the salary!!!
I have called you for several times. But without any success. I want to see you very much but I can’t reach you. I should have money or I will have to return the ticket back. Please, understand me and help me. I really tried to call you and I will try it again. But I should have money by all means. It is necessary. In the other case, I will be not able to come to you.
When I l receive money in Moscow I shall show the passport!! IT ALSO WILL be the PROOF of my HONESTY AND that I am real!! Without the passport I will not get your money!!! I didn’t have time to make a copy of my passport. I have number in the passport on the visa it looks so: ANGELA<< Yes, I do it while reading your letter. You always uplift my spirits with your warmth, tenderness and love. I love you. Listen to my heart, it is beating so fast. I will die from a heart attack if you ever stop loving me. You are such a close person to me. And I want this to be forever.
I need you and I need your love.
My love to you is so clean and innocent.
Sometimes I think how it could be in real…That is a fairy-tale. Wonderful and bright dream. The dream we created with our own hands.
And I want this love to cover me all. I want to whisper in your ear how I love you and to feel you getting hot and excited. And then to kiss you all over and to do everything you want.
I will be the best lover for you and a faithful wife if you still want me.
Do you have any fantasies? Tell me, I want to know? Where do you want me to kiss you? Please, don’t be shy. We are two close people and I want us to get even more closer to each other.
Kiss you and hug you tightly.
Angela.