Letter(s) to John (USA)

Letter 1

Hello!
My name is Eugenia. I am from Russia.
my e-mail:eugenia77@pochta.ru
If you send me an e-mail then I will send you my photo and more about me. Please write me on my email. I shall be glad to answer your letters. Eugenia.

Letter 2

Hello my dear friend John.
I feel, that we with each letter become closer to each other. Therefore I can tell to you about my last private life.
When to me was 22 years, I have got acquainted with the beautiful guy. And if to be fair, I loved him very much. I now also recollect him. But it in the past.
I loved him, and I did not notice, that he is engaged in dark affairs. He was a criminal.
He is stole. And I did not notice it.
He spoke, that he works, as the manager in bank. I thought so. I at all did not ask in what bank he worked. We were constantly together. While he has not got in prison. I could not forgive to him it.
He should sit in prison of 13 years for a robbery of bank. Certainly, later I went to him on appointment. He spoke me, that I have forgiven him for a deceit.
He spoke, that when he will leave from prison, he will finish with the past.
He will be employed on work, that he will be the fair citizen. And I trusted him selflessly. I go constantly to him on appointment during 3 years.
And I would continue to go to him further.
But in one day when I have come to him on appointment, the security guard has not started up me.
In a consequence, the security guard of prison has told me, that he has died. He was killed with criminals which also sat in prison. And I do not know for what.
After that news, I became closed. I could not speak much. I have pushed away from myself thoughtless girlfriends. Girlfriends bothered me. I have only one closest girlfriend. I can share all secrets with them. And she will support me always.
If to speak about prison on statistics, each half man sat or sits in prison. And who on freedom, that drinks alcohol in plenties. I do not know with what it is connected, but it is the truth. If to tell in detail about this reason, it is possible to find many reasons to explain it.
I think, that in it the government of Russia is guilty. Russia does not give social guarantees for inhabitants of Russia.
No, I do not speak what to live in Russia difficultly.
I do not complain of difficulties. We have a saying: " if we shall be alive we shall not die "
Though, if I shall be fair if I had an opportunity to leave to live in other country I would go with pleasure.
But what I shall do in other country?
I do not know, that I could do in other country.
And here I have got used. I have work, I have daddy whom I love. One, that I have not here - the man with which I am capable to create family.
Probably, I treat men of my country intently after my last acquaintance with the man.
I do not know. But I have difficulties with acquaintance with men. And now I am glad, that we have started to correspond with each other. I hope we on it shall not stop.
Now when I have written to you this letter, I am afraid, that you can not answer me more.
Please, you do not cease to write to me the letter. With your letters I forget my past, and I start to think of the future more. I am sure, that we are waited the fine future. Probably I speak about it early.
You see we know about each other a little. And the further acquaintance is necessary for us. But we have taken the first step.
And we should make many steps before we can tell each other: " I love you ".
And I very much hope, that you really will agree with me. And we shall correspond further.
I shall wait from you for the letter.
Your friend Eugenia

Letter 3

Hello my dear friend John.
Many thanks to you for the letter back. Excuse me for the last letter. It was little bit sad. But it was all in the past. In this letter I shall not write sad histories of my life. With each letter, I understand that we become more adhered to each other.
Therefore I shall give you my home address:
Russia
410027
City of Saratov
Street Odessskaja, the house 46-a
apartment 17
Name: Eugenia
Surname: Vinokurova

I think, that you can send me the letter correct mail.
If you also will give me your home address, I also can send you the letter.
But I think, it is not so convenient for us. Each letter will go very long.
Still we have a problem that by correct mail not always the letter achieves the addressee.
Probably our mail works badly.
I also would like to speak with you, but it while is impossible. I have the mobile phone, but the phone while is switched - off. I have no money to pay for the phone. But I shall inform to you my phone number. As soon as I shall pay for the phone I shall call to you, or you can call to me. My phone number - 89027133053.
As soon as I shall have money for the phone, I shall inform to you. Yes, I nearly have not overlooked, I have informed my daddy about you. That we have acquaintance.
I have told my daddy a little about you. In the beginning, he have considered cautiously to ours attitudes.
But subsequently, daddy sends the regards to you.
He hopes, that in the future we shall be magnificent pair.
If it is fair, I too think so. But we know each other absolutely short period of time. And I think, that early to speak about it.
I simply have not anybody, except for you, whom I can inform these words.
And I really hope for continuation of our attitudes. I think, that you not against.
Kiss.
Eugenia

Letter 4

Hello my best friend John
I am glad to see your letter. I understand, that between us fine attitudes are fastened.
And I become sure, that sometime there will come day when we can tell each other:" I love you ". Probably I am mistaken. Today, before writing to you the letter, I spoke with the manager of Internet - cafe.
He has told, that in the Internet it is a lot of deceit, therefore I should be cautious.
But under your letters, I understand, that I should not be afraid of a deceit.
He also spoke, that many girls fall in love false to entice money or with the help of this false love to go in USA.
These girls very much prevent acquaintance through the Internet.
My god why in this world there is not enough validity?
But you can trust me, I do not deceive you. Though, probably, you will not trust me.
But I have no idea to deceive you.
I know, that such a deceit and his consequences.
If someone has deceived me, I had feeling, that my private world is devastated.
And I, in this occasion, have huge grief.
Well, I shall forget this bad theme for conversation today.
I shall write a little about my daily routine.
Per working days I rise early from bed. These are 6.00 mornings. It would be wonderful, if I could wake up near to you and speak you "good morning".
But it only dreams.
Then I go in a bath where I wash and I clean a teeth. Then I do small gymnastics that my muscles came in the order. Further I prepare for breakfast. In the morning I do not like to fill in my stomach.
I eat a little.
I make sandwiches with sausage, cheese and cooked eggs And then I drink tea with a lemon. It is my breakfast.
At 7.15 I go for work. I go for work on bus, as I have not the own automobile.
In 8.00 my work begins.
I spoke you about my duties on work, therefore I shall continue my narration.
From 12.00 till 13.00 I have a lunch break.
I usually fill him to write to you the letter. I also write you this letter in a lunch break.
My work comes to an end in 17.00 evenings.
And I go home. At home, I am usually occupied with domestic affairs. It is washing of clothes, cleaning of rooms from a dust. And another. At leisure, I watch TV more.
In days off, I also am in the basic house. I do not like with recent time to go on various dances or a bar.
It is not interesting to me.
Earlier when my girlfriend was single I frequently visited her, But now when she is married, we began to meet seldom. As she began to have many family problems. But we try to not lose contacts of dialogue, we find time to speak I can not tell you about my hobby. I have no attachment to something. Though........ If to count knitting from a wool of a hobby, it is my hobby.
When, I have time and there is a desire, I knitting a jacket for 2 days.
Well, I shall finish to write to you. I shall wait for the letter from you, as always.
With love, Eugenia

Letter 5

Hi my love John
I shall be possible to name you my love? Probably I hurry with conclusions.
But I am sure that the love arrives to our hearts. You know, in the childhood I dreamed, that I shall find the prince , with whom I can come on edge of the ground.
In a consequence, I have understood, that actually there are no princes. Ideal the man cannot be found.
But close to an ideal which is necessary for you, you can find. I can not tell you with confidence, that you - my ideal. No. You too can not tell, that I - your ideal.
But in it the reason, what people fall in love? No.
The reason here in many respects. I can not explain an origin of love. I can not explain why the woman draws to the man. I can not explain why the man draws to the woman. It occurs at a subconscious level.
Private world of the person informs to the person about it. And in a consequence, you understand, that it is the truth. I write you it, that you could understand what to be created in my ideas.
I understand, that you are intended for me, but I am afraid to inform you about it.
I also am afraid to tell you that the love to you has come in my heart. I am afraid to tell you, that I love you.
I am afraid to tell it as the love should be mutual.
With feeling of love, the person does many nonsenses. And I not exception.
You know, when I have decided to begin acquaintance through the Internet, I thought about myself. (for fun or seriously)
It is interesting, if I shall find the love in USA, I should go in USA? ( it there were my ideas before I have got acquainted with you) Further, I did not think of it.
But time has come, when I should think of it. I think that you agree with me.
My lovely, my dear, I am afraid to speak you about it, but I LOVE YOU!!!
And I shall wait for the letter from you with impatience.
Your Eugenia

Letter 6

Hi my love John!
I very much want to meet you and would be glad to your arrival in Russia, but there is one BUT!
The employees the Internet cafe beforehand warn the girls concerning meetings
Now I shall try to explain:
If the man comes to Russia to the beloved girl, the girl bears responsibility for his safety
We have such groupings of the gangsters, which meet and track down the foreigners at the large airports
These gangsters plunder and injure of the foreigners, is especial of the Americans There is even such, that they kidnap the people and require of the relatives the large repayment for his freedom !
I would not like that with you something happened I never shall forgive myself, if with you something similar happen!
I very much love you and do not want to lose you !
It will be much better if I shall come to you , especially I never was abroad It will be twice pleasant from of this travel, I shall see a lot of new and interesting, and most important, I shall see you, my love! Write to me that you think in this occasion
On it I finish and shall be with impatience to wait for your answer Your bride Eugenia

Letter 7

Hello my love John
I congratulate you with day of easter.
I have found out, that you celebrate easter for one week earlier.
At us easter will be on the next Sunday.
We with daddy shall paint eggs.
And we shall speak each other: " Jesus has revived! "
And in the answer we shall hear: " Jesus has revived for true! "
It is the greatest holiday of spring. Leaves on trees.
And we feel approximation of a summer. The nature wakes up around of us from winter.
Sometimes I transform morning of easter in a small joke.
I approach with an egg to the father and I speak: " Jesus have revived! "
And I break an egg-shell about his forehead with unexpectedness for him.
He speaks from unexpectedness to me in the answer " Jesus has revived for true! "
And later I and daddy go in church.
And within evening I am going a lot of tasty for daddy: pies, salads and many other things.
Because we know, that visitors will come go in the evening to us.
With love
Eugenia

Letter 8

Hello my love John!!! you have taken a piece of my heart. There are no more pieces left, you have them all. You have my heart now and please be careful with it. I trust you and I know that you will. I did not think after my bad relationships in the past that I never thought I would ever find my soul mate. I wasn't to sure about this internet thing either but love has no boundries. If it is true then love will find you and it has sought us out. I have never had such a strong foundation built to stand on. I have fell in love with you from the inside out. I know who you are and what you want. I know you are a very good person and have a big heart full of love like me. I love your morals and what you want because I want them too. I am the luckiest woman in the world because God has truly blessed me. He has brought us together. It us up to us to make life incredible for each other.
I love you my beautiful !!!
Your love
Eugenia

Letter 9

I am happy to receive your letter.
Today in the morning as I spoke, I went to visa agency. I asked about moving to your country and I got the answer that I need the visa, foreign passport and some other documents for registration. To arrive to you to me it is necessary to issue the tourist visa. I can issue her for 3 months.
We can be with you 3 months.
In visa agency to me have told, that if we want to marry, it is necessary for us that we knew each other not less than 3 months. We should prove that we know each other not less than 3 months. We should show, our electronic correspondence, photos (we can make photos when I shall arrive to you), still we can show my air ticket. Therefore for 3 months we can to do many proofs.
The tourist visa costs 350 dollars.
For our family it is the big money for us.
But we have savings about 300 dollars my parents saved this money to a small garden.
But my parents are very glad for us.
They want that we were happy therefore yesterday mum and daddy have consulted and have decided that the happiness of the daughter costs that to spend this money.
50 dollars we shall borrow the others at familiar.
Today after I shall write this letter, I shall go home that to take a money.
I shall take all my documents and with mum shall go to visa agency that to begin to do the visa.
I shall go with mum because in visa agency works her familiar. We shall ask her that my visa have made faster.
I hope that she will help us.
I hope that by the end of the next week I shall make all documents and my visa all ready.
I found out about the price of the air ticket.
To me have told that the air ticket costs about 900 dollars.
To me have told that the air ticket is necessary to buy beforehand, for 1-2 weeks.
If my visa will be ready to the end of the next week that the air ticket it is necessary to buy already now that I could arrive at once to you.
I can not pay the air ticket because I have no so much money. May be you can help to pay to me to me the air ticket.
My parents have told that we can not find money for the air ticket. They have told that I have asked you as future husband to help me. But I should buy the air ticket in our city.
It is necessary that I have shown the air ticket in visa agency. They will look the air ticket on what number is bought the air ticket and will seal in the visa.
Only when I shall leave from the airport from Moscow my visa will start to work.
Yesterday I have found out through agency as you can help me with money that I could receive money.
They gave me small consultation.
They have told me that exists reliable and fast company, which makes remittances in world and it's " Western Union ". I remember that I saw advertising this company on tv. I take a directory book and found the address of it and it's not far from me.
I went there, and I asked them about service.
They said that sender must go to the western union, give them information: the name and last name of receiver, country they make transfer and bring the ten digits secret code to sender.
The receiver must know ten digits for receiving money.
They say that the branches of it must be everywhere worldwide.
Here is the information about me:

Country: Russia
Name: Eugenia
Lastname: Vinokurova

I must know your full name, full address.
You must know that I decide to ask you about it because I love you and trust you very much.
I decide to come to you because I feel this way and you are very necessary to me, decided to come to the unfamiliar country and I never be outside my country.
But I decided to do it because now you are part of my life and I trust you in all.
I think you trust me too and love me too.
You must inform me ten digits and I can receive it.
You must know we must hurry because I can receive the documents soon. I think about sense of money, and I'm very sad if this paper can prevent people to meet each other.
In most cases the money play a main role in life but it's not right! I'm sure.
And the quantity of money was and will not important to me, I always not aspired to material enrichment and don't search specially for rich male.
I appreciate human qualities and relations, and I love you John!!! I love you all my heart, I want to be with you now. I want to be with you forever.
If it's mutually we will be very happy in our life. I think you love me too and we will meet very soon. You are my love, my Angel. My heart is yours.
Probably, you will not trust me after that the letter.
Probably, you will decide that I am a deceiver.
But I can repeat to you, all my words, all my ideas, all my feelings to you is a true.
And as though the destiny has not turned to us, as though you have not decided, I shall love all the same you. And I shall prove to you, that it is not simple words.
I'm waiting good news from you, I hope everything will be all right and we will be together soon.
Every day I think about our meeting, and I think it's real, we must use this chance of destiny.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
Your love Eugenia.