Letter(s) to James (USA)

Letter 1

Hello James,
I am so glad receive answer from you.
In this world there is a person who wishes to acquaintance with me. Excuse me beforehand if my letter will be a little bit incoherent. I am timid therefore I is not capable to begin acquaintance. But I hope that we can find out each other better.
But if I start write to you, I shall
write in this letter a little about me. I shall also send one of my photos. I was born 22 of April 1976 and I am now 27years old. It is a lot of for me. I live in a small apartment with my parents.
I haven't brothers and sisters and I haven't own children. And I think about my future life.
I want to have own family. I want to bring up own children. I was born and have grown in republic Hakasija city of Abakan. It is the not big industrial city in Eastern Siberia of Russia. My daddy works in militia.
It too most, that at you police.
My mum works in Abakan`s to city hospital.
She works there in a first-aid as medical sister.
About my parents I shall tell you in the following letter more. Now how I spoke I shall write about myself.
As I spoke already, I was born in 1976. Up to 7 years I went to a kindergarten. As my parents could not be constant with me. Since 7 years I began to go to school. I studied very good.
When I finished a school with Red certificate in the 1994 and I have gone to the Krasnoyarsk medical academy.
As I had the fine certificate about of my finished the school. I could study in Institute free-of-charge.
In 1999 I have finished study in academy.
Since that year I work in Abakan`s to children's city hospital. It near to hospital where works my mum. My task on work is to define the diagnosis of disease and to appoint treatment. If necessary I should send my patients on various medical testing. My work with children forces me to be more attentive.
My work with children is more difficult than with adult people.
And my work is more pleasant me. And I have pleasure that I can help children. Probably the love to children has come to me with my age.
And now I have understood the children - is our future.
Therefore I would like to have my own children.
You will ask me why I have chosen you? Why I shall not find the man in the own country?
I do not know how answer you. But I already spoke that I am timid therefore I is not capable to begin acquaintance.
And I can not simply strike up in the street an acquaintance with the stranger. My girlfriend, my fellow worker has offered me to find acquaintance with the help of the Internet.
And now I write you from Internet cafe. Because I haven't own computer. It is expensive very much. And I can not allow this luxury.
In our country not so many people have a personal computers at home.
Probably the level of our life does not allow to live so that to afford much. No, I don't complain of bad life in Russia. I earn enough that to live in Russia. Well, I shall finish this letter. You having read my letter and if you agree to continue with me acquaintance.
May be I can ask you one question: " You agree to have acquaintance with the Russian woman and if all will be good, do you agree a have serious attitudes with her? "
Yours faithfully, your new familiar Aleksandra.

Letter 2

Hello my friend James.
I am glad receive your new letter. It means that we can continue our acquaintance. My knowledge English has surprised you? But don't surprised.
It not a secret I learned English at school of 5 years and have simultaneously finished 18 monthly rate of studying of English at school Eshko.
I listened many audiocassetts and was reading many books then I gave for the check my works to my teachers.
The further studying of English has proceeded in Medical Institute.
Thanks my teachers for it that they have teach me to English.
But I had no of practice some years therefore now I do many mistakes.
I hope that you haven't difficulties with reading my letters.
In this letter I shall speak about my parents as I promised in the my first letter. My daddy was born in the 4-th January of 1945.
He also as I has grown and live in Abakan.
I already spoke, that he works at militia.
In 2 years he will be the pensioner. He waits this moment with impatience. (smile) And he works almost 40 years on one operation.
He speaks that it has very much bothered him, therefore he with impatience waits of the pension age.
My mum was born in 22-nd of February of 1952. She was born in Vladivostok. The destiny has resulted her in Abakan after distribution and after she finished the school. (College)
Earlier all education was free-of-charge, therefore graduates of educational institutions should work 2 years there where the state will consider necessary. It as the tribute to the our state free-of-charge education. Here in Abakan mine mum and daddy have met. Date of their wedding - in 1-st of April of 1974. I was born after two years of their wedding. Unfortunately, I am is one child in our family. I haven't brother or the sister. I remember, as I asked in the my childhood my mum about brother or the sister. Mum then has answered, that she and daddy will think of this question. In a result, I have all the same remained one child in family. I think of my parents all time. Unfortunately, I haven't a photo of my parents in the computer. Now I shall speak you a little about myself.
My growth 5 ` 6, my weight it approximately 130 lbs, I try to support a figure. I very much like to watch a films especially about love. This fine feeling. love-such simple word, but in it consists so much, I very much want to tell you that I think about it.
If all people though for one minute will have this feeling that in the world will not be wars, fear, murders.
Probably I yet still haven't has felt it.
I had the person with which I attitudes were had, but it was finished, I now do not want to tell you about it. I never left in out limits of my country, probably it is pleasant to travel in another country.
If you want shall ask me questions I shall glad to answer on your questions, but I wrote to you that not so good know English, therefore do not take offence if I shall can't answer on your questions, probably I can, not understand it. Now, when I have told about my family, parents and about myself, I shall ask from you too it I shall be glad to find out about you more and more. If you will write about yourself the same, that I write about myself. It will help to us with continuation of our attitudes. Probably our attitudes can proceed to more high level. Yours faithfully to my friend James
Your friend Aleksandra.

P.S.
I promised you my new photo
. I send to you a photo which I have made in January of this year.
I hope that it is a photo will not frighten you. (Joke)

Letter 3

Hello my dear friend James.
When I wrote to you the last letter.
I had cheerful mood.
Therefore I wanted to joke to transfer you my mood. I want to tell you, that in Russia to live hardly, but is cheerful. The laughter prolongs life, I speak it to you as the doctor. The person sometimes should laugh.
Therefore do not think that I not serious girl.
Now, as speak in Russia, joke in a side.
I want tell you I like to do when I have a free time. I like to read novels about love and to look soap operas. I spoke you that I like to look films about love. I like the Russian films about love and American films. I shall name to you names of films that you could understand: " 72 meters " (Russia); "Titanik" (USA).
If you did not look these films I give you advice (council) to look them, they will like you.
In these films is shown a true love and tragedy.
All people dream of such love.
What kind of music I like? I do not have any favourite group.
I love quiet slow music.
For example from foreign music I like a song "Beatles" - ("Yesterday")
I hope that you understand what music to me it is pleasant is slow dancing music. As Pushkin A.S. wrote. (I hope that you heard about this well-known in all world writer) frosty, winter evenings I like to knit a sweater, a jacket and socks all of them from a wool. Because in the winter in Russia it is cold.
I have not told you that we have a garden behind city.
Therefore in the summer each week we go in a garden.
We raise in a garden: apples, a currant, a potato, carrots, cucumbers, tomatoes. I do not drink vodka but in a holiday I can allow to drink to myself a little of champagne.
What I like to eat.
I love salads, especially salad from tomatoes with cucumbers filled with sour cream. But sometimes I like to have a meal pel'menis. You know that such pel'menis? These are such balls of meat wrapped up in a dough. Then they cook in water.
They move to a table with a broth in which they cooked or is simple with mayonnaise. I hope that you sometime will try this dish.
I feel, that we with each letter become closer to each other. Therefore I shall tell about myself more.
I spoke you that I can not gets acquainted at once. Therefore I had no long time of the guy.
When I studied at university I have got acquainted with the guy. In that day I went on a trolley bus to defend the diploma, and to receive higher education.
In a trolley bus with me seat the modest guy. He has seen my degree work, in a result we have got acquainted. But me has very much surprised that when examination was finished, he has come to university with the big bouquet of roses to congratulate me. I have told that I can not accept from him such expensive gift. But, he has told me that he the businessman and money for him is not a problem. And me was necessary to admit to him that I have a allergy on flowers. But he has quickly found variant.
We have found my teacher at university and have presented this bouquet to her. After was love, he promised to present me all world, spoke that we are created the friend for the friend.
But only after one year I have found out that he has other side of a medal - the dark.
He was not the businessman, on the contrary he took away money from businessmen. He was consist in a gangster grouping which with the help of blackmail and threats took away money.
Then I have told him or he throws this dark business or I shall left him. And he has made the choice.
We have left.
I have become alone and have already lost hope to find decent the male. It's very good that I wrote you.
I am very glad.
May be it's destiny has reduced us purposely. And we we are created the friend for the friend. Though, if I shall be fair if I had an opportunity to leave to live in other country I would go with pleasure.
But what I shall do in other country?
I don't know, what I could to do in other country.
I have work, I have parents whom I love.
One, that I haven't here - it is the male with which I can to create own family. Probably, I treat male from my country intently after my last acquaintance with the male.
I don't know. But I have difficulties with acquaintance with male. And now I very glad, that we have started to correspond with each other. I hope that we shall not stop on it.
Now when I have written to you this letter I am afraid that you can me not to answer. Please don't cease to write me letters. With your letters I forget my past, and I start to think of the future more.
I am sure, that we are waited the fine future. Probably I speak about it early. You see we know about each other a little. And the further acquaintance is necessary for us. But we have taken the first step.
And we should make many steps before we can tell each other: " I love you ". And I very much hope, that you really will agree with me. And we shall correspond further.
I shall wait letter from you.
Your friend Aleksandra.

Letter 4

Hello my dear friend James .
I very thanks to you for the letter back. Excuse me for the my last letter. It was a little bit sad. But all it was in the past.
In this letter I shall not write you sad histories of my life.
With each letter, I understand that we become more adhered to each other.
Therefore I shall give you my home address:

Country: Russia
Zip code: 662600
City: Abakan
Street: Pushkina
House: 76
apartment: 11
Name: Aleksandra
Surname: Volodina

I think, that you can send me the letter in a regular mail.
If you also will give me your home address, I also can send you the letter. But I think, it is not so convenient for us. Each letter will go very long time. We have a problem in the regular mail not always the letter achieves the addressee. Probably our mail works very badly.
I also would like to speak with you, but at present I have found out that it is impossible.
I very much would like to hear your voice. And I think that you also would like to hear my voice. But I regret it is impossible.
I can not give you house phone number because I have no phone of my house. I want to speak with you, it would be amusing to hear your voice. But my familiar too have no phone.
In hospital where I work there is a phone, but he is used for emergency calls. Therefore on this phone it is impossible to call.
But I shall give you number of this phone but I do not know as you can call on it. I shall have problems, after as I used our work phone in the personal purposes. It is number of ph. (39022)93449 work
I can't afford the phone which is connected to the international lines. It is very expensive. Our city haven't such phones also.
They are only at rich people.
I have found out that such phones are in Moscow and in Saint Petersburg. They are at the international airports. And telephone conversation is costs very expensive.
Therefore I can't call to you. It is a pity to me.
But I am happy that we have an opportunity to contact you with the help of the Internet.
I think that Internet - great achievement of a science. It allows to speak with people, taking place on the big distances.
And I am very pleased that we could meet each other with help of the Internet. Oh, I nearly have not overlooked, I have informed my parents about you. That we have acquaintance.
I have told my parents a little about you. In the beginning, they have considered cautiously to ours to attitudes on Internet.
But subsequently, mum sends the regards to you.
She hopes that in future we can shall be magnificent pair.
If it is true, I too think so. But we know each other absolutely short period of time. And I think, that early to speak about it.
I simply haven't anybody, except for you , whom I can inform this words only you. And I really hope for continuation of our attitudes. I think that you not against. Kiss.
Aleksandra

Letter 5

Hello my best friend James.
I am glad to see your letter. I understand, that between us fine attitudes are fastened.
And I become sure, that sometime there will come day when we can tell each other: " I love you ". Or may be probably I am mistaken.
Today before writing to you the letter, I spoke with the manager of Internet cafe. He has told that Internet have a lot of deceit therefore I should be cautious. But when I read your letters, I understand that I should not be afraid of a deceit. He also spoke that many girls play in false love to entice money or with the help of this false love to left in USA.
My god why in this world there is not enough validity?
But you can trust me, I do not deceive you. Though probably you will not trust me. But I haven't idea to deceive you.
I already spoke you that I use the Internet only with one purpose.
I want to find my half because I can not find worthy male here.
I know what such a deceit and his consequences.
In one time one male has deceived me and I had feeling that my private world is devastated.
And I in this occasion have huge grief.
Well, I shall forget this bad theme for conversation today.
I shall write a little about my daily routine.
Per working days I rise early from bed.
I rise at 6.00 mornings.
It would be wonderful, if I could wake up near to you and speak you " good morning ". But it only dreams.
Then I go in a bath where I wash and I clean a teeth.
Then I do small gymnastics that my muscles came in the order.
Further I prepare for breakfast. In the morning I do not like to fill in my stomach. I eat a little.
I make sandwiches with sausage, cheese and cooked eggs And then I drink tea with a lemon. It is my breakfast.
At 7.15 I go for work. I go for work on bus, as I have not the own car. For 45 minutes I need go to my work.
Near to with my house a stop.
I go to bus stops and sit down on a bus number 16. Then I change to the bus number 23 which carries me directly to work. In 8.00 my work begins.
We gather with my colleagues and we go to check ill children which are on treatment in our hospital.
On survey of patients I leaves 2 hours.
From 10 hours I accept ill children on check. I check them.
I put the diagnosis and I appoint treatment. If it is necessary to hospitalize, I hospitalize children. And then I with my colleagues make further their treatment. From 12.00 till 13.00 I have a lunch break.
I usually fill him to write to you the letter. I also write you this letter in a lunch break.
My work comes to an end in 17.00 evenings.
If I can not write to you during dinner then I write you in the evening after work. And I go home. At home, I am usually occupied with domestic affairs. It is washing of clothes, cleaning of rooms from a dust. And another. At leisure, I watch TV more.
In days off, I also am in the basic house. I do not like with recent time to go on various dances or a bar.
Sometimes I go to my girlfriend Elena. We can speak with her on any themes of conversation.
Usually we discuss female themes.
We speak about recipes, lady's wear and much the others. But I think that to you it not interestingly.
I hope that I have not bothered you with the letter.
With love Aleksandra.

Letter 6

Hello my love James!
Forgive me that I long did not write to you. But I am not guilty in it.
internet cafe I was closed also could not write to you. I very much worried because of it.
But now all in the past, and I write you.
Now I can call you my love with confidence.
Your letter has brought to me this confidence.
Also this letter has brought to me hope for that that I shall continue the life not in loneliness.
And I can speak that my life only begins. And this life will be connected to you. I am happy.
I can tell now with confidence, that I love you.
I can not transfer this feeling in a word, it is difficult. But my heart is beaten more frequently, my breath becomes rough. Everything, that I feel, that I can do all, I can write in a poem. I have found fine poem Susan Polis Schutz.
It refers to " Love is. "

Love is
being happy for the other person when they are happy
being sad for the person when they are sad
being together in good times and being together in bad times
Love is the source of strength

Love is
being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
and never pretending
Love is the source of reality

Love is
an understanding that is so complete that
you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else
Love is the source of unity

Love is
the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experiences with the other person
the growth of the one individual alongside of
and together with the growth of another individual
Love is the source of success

Love is
the excitement of planning things together
the excitement of doing things together
Love is the source of the future

Love is
the fury of the storm
the calm in the rainbow
Love is the source of passion

Love is
giving and taking in a daily situation
being patient with each other's needs and desires
Love is the source of sharing

Love is
knowing that the other person
will always be with you regardless of what happens
missing the other person when they are away
but remaining near in heart at all times
Love is the source of security

Love is the source of life.

This poem defines - that such love.
And I understand, that it so. I know this poem by heart.
I also have translated it to Russian. And you can trust me, that she sounds in Russian also perfectly.
As soon as I read your letter, I have made the decision. We should be together. Tomorrow in the morning I shall go in visa agency. I shall find out all how I can arrive to you.
I think, I shall not have difficulties with official registration of papers. I solve it, having carried out all night in meditations.
And your letter which I read today has confirmed my decision.
I am sure, that we should have a meeting. We can not find out in completeness each other, hoping only on the computer.
The computer has given much. He has given us hope.
And we should not miss this hope. I am sure, that you agree with me. I have to you a true feeling - love.
I spoke you about my girlfriend Elena much.
The last year she has married.
I hope that I can soon to dress a white dress of the bride too. Therefore I shall be tomorrow in visa agency.
I love you.
With all heart,
With all love,
With love Aleksandra.

Letter 7

Hello my love James !!!
I am happy to receive your letter.
Today in the morning as I spoke, I went to visa agency.
I asked about moving to your country and I got the answer that I need the visa, foreign passport and some other documents for registration.
We have defined a type of the visa and it's type which allows to marry in the future This visa allows me to be in your country during 90 days.
I think, that it will be enough to know each other and in a consequence to marry. If we marry during validity of the visa, I can remain with you on more time. If we do not marry, I should leave your country on the termination of validity of the visa.
I asked about prices and was very surprised, first I ask about time of performance. and they said that there is many people who wants to make documents and leave the country Therefore, if I wish to fly in the country earlier, I should write the application and pay the visa on next week.
Then the visa will be ready during 2 weeks.
If I can not write the application and pay the visa on next week, that I should wait manufacture of the visa during 2-3 months.
I was very much surprised with the prices of services.
The visa costs approximately 270 dollars, and the passport and necessary documents cost 79 dollars.
It's make me little suppressed and disappointed. I don't have so much now. I was make application but I must pay for it.
I asked my mother about our savings she said that the money should not be a barrier between two people which love each other.
I counted my sum and I found out that I have only about fifty dollars and my wages. will be not soon.
I asked my friends about helping me and they said that have not at the present moment.
I asked the advice my mother and she said that maybe you can help me, because you loves me.
I asked her how he can help me, because he is far from me.
My mother said that you can send the money through company which make this service. I asked about it, on my work and I know now, that exists reliable and fast company, which makes remittances in world and it's western union.
I remember that I saw advertising this company on tv.
I take a directory book and found the address of it and it's not far from me. I went there, and I asked them about service.
They said that sender must go to the western union, give them information: the name and last name of receiver, country they make transfer and bring the ten digits secret code to sender.
The receiver must know ten digits for receiving money.
They say that the branches of it must be everywhere worldwide.
Here is the information about me:

Country: Russia
Name: Aleksandra
Surname: Volodina

I must know your full name, full address.
You must know that I decide to ask you about it because I love you and trust you very much.
I decide to come to you because I feel this way and you are very necessary to me, decided to come to the unfamiliar country and I never be outside my country. But I decided to do it because now you are part of my life and I trust you in all. I think you trust me too and love me too.
You must inform me the closest airport to you I'll ask the help with ticket from my relatives.
Please, don't forget to tell me the closest airport.
My love I need 300 dollars I think you will help me because we found our love and we want to meet closer.
You must inform me ten digits and I can receive it.
You must know we must hurry because I can receive the documents soon, and if we lost the time it is necessary for a long time.
Now it's very difficultly to receive the visa to your country, and it's fact, but if I pay now, I think I do it.
I think about sense of money, and I'm very sad if this paper can prevent people to meet each other.
In most cases the money play a main role in life but it's not right! I'm sure. And the quantity of money was and will not important to me, I always not aspired to material enrichment and don't search specially for rich male. I appreciate human qualities and relations, and I love you James !!! I love you all my heart, I want to be with you now. I want to be with you forever. If it's mutually we will be very happy in our life. I think you love me too and we will meet very soon. You are my love, my Angel. My heart is yours.
Probably, you will not trust me after that the letter.
Probably, you will decide that I am a deceiver.
But I can repeat to you, all my words, all my ideas, all my feelings to you is a true.
And as though the destiny has not turned to us, as though you have not decided, I shall love all the same you. And I shall prove to you, that it is not simple words. I'm waiting good news from you, I hope everything will be all right and we will be together soon.
Every day I think about our meeting, and I think it's real, we must use this chance of destiny.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
Your love Aleksandra . P.S.I send you to a photo which anybody never from men except for my father saw. Me a photo my girlfriend . The hope that it is pleasant to you