Letter(s) to Karl (England)

Letter 1

Hello Karl!!!
It is pleasant for me that you have written to me!!! I waited for your letter I was interested your profile and I am confident that you very good person. I hope that we become good friends. It is very interesting to me to correspond with you. I very much would like to know you better. I search for Long time of the partner in life. Reliable and kind the man, Serious and tender. I want to tell to you more in detail about myself, I shall try to to speak about itself it is detailed, I hope that you can easily understand my English (to you likely difficultly to read my English) Though I always at school and university knew English perfectly well, but itself never had practice in dialogue! I hope that distance for true friendship not a handicap! I want to be friends of you!

More in detail about me:
I studied at usual school of city Kazan, In Russia. After I have left school I started to study at the Kazan state University as Faculty of economy and management!!! It was fine time!!!! And I always with a smile recollect student's years!!! Now I three years as do not study at university and I work in branch of the large Russian company. I since the childhood dreamed to be the manager, as my mum, and after leaving school have gone to economic university. University I has finished am excellent. I liked to study sciences and I always pleasure recollect student's years. After six years training I for a long time could not find work in my city as the operational experience everywhere was required. I have been compelled to be arranged for work in small firm for small wages and to work there. I work as the manager in the firm engaged in wholesale trade. We sell food stuffs to shops. My work consists in going shopping cities, to offer them the goods, and to conclude contracts on delivery from our firm of food stuffs in shop. Right now, when I have constant well - paid work I started to reflect on the private life. If I am not mistaken you now are lonely as well as I???? Whether I ask you as I want to know for certain you are open for the further
attitudes! I would like to be your friend. I am open for attitudes with you. I had the friend during four years. We studied with it together at one university and in one group, but on coincidence of circumstances I have been compelled to leave him. I do not regret about our separation and only I hope that in the future I will shall find the person which will fond of me, the person ready to lead all life with me on any vital difficulties. I write to you about myself and about the private life in detail that you had real representation about me. I write about myself in detail and I hope that you also write in detail about you Now, when the life varies daily, very difficultly find the person which could to understand and help friendly council. Now, when I write to you, I at all do not know, whether you will answer my letter, but I hope that you receive this letter. I shall wait for your letter back! In our life the most important family and love!!! You agree with me??? I am confident that for a happy and fine life it is necessary to search for second half, the love!!! I do not present myself a life in loneliness. Now I shall finish the letter. I shall look forward to news from you!

Also I send you my photo! I have made this photo recently.
I shall be glad to see your photos.

If you wish to find out about me do not hesitate and ask.
I shall answer all your questions.

Letter 2

Hello my friend Karl!!!!
How your mood? How is the weather at you? I think that all well!!!
Recently was at us in all Russia the big holiday!!!
Every year on February, 23rd we celebrate day of defenders of fatherland!!!
It is a holiday of men!!!
Probably you in the country do not have such day, but I have decided to congratulate you on a holiday!!!
I wish you that you were always healthy, successes in work and it is a lot of happiness!!!


Letter 3

Hello Karl
How are you doing my friend, i am very happy to read your a mail. It is pleasant for me to realize that you think of me, I am glad that you could to understand me. I have very big desire to start a new life. A happy life! I am hoping to search someone special with whom I can live out the rest of my life in peace and harmony and love. Last year in the life I feel very lonely... But I do not sit at home... I search to myself occupation. At a leisure I like to go on occupations of aerobics, it gives to vital energy, and strengthens health. As I like to read books. Last book which I have read, it is Bulgakov's novel "the Master and argarita".
You heard about such book? It is very interesting novel, I advise you to read him. After conversation with children I frequently recollect the childhood... Fine carefree time. I recollect the children's naive dreams and experiences. You can recollect yourselves in the childhood? The first love... It was fine..?. After conversation with children I frequently recollect the childhood... Fine carefree time. I recollect the children's naive dreams and experiences.You can recollect yourselves in the childhood? The first love... It was fine..?
I love children and children love me. I live in Russia In city Kazan. It is very beautiful city. To me very much to like here! I live in the street Bauman 34-22. Also I like to travel, but my travel are limited only to movement across Russia. I cannot dare to travel much. My girlfriend has left to live for Germany and recently I visited her. I was struck with her family. They live with the husband in the big house and are very happy. Her husband constantly looks after her and does pleasant surprises.. Probably in I shall move to live in the European country... But it only dreams. I have lit up strong desire to change the life! In Russia it is difficult to find worthy and cultural the man. With the some people in general there is nothing what to speak. My girlfriend has left Russia for Germany 1999 but I could visit her only the last year. I planned to lead this summer to Germany, but now I can not tell confidently. I really feel very lonely here in Russia. Unique entertainment for me here it to go on a visit to my girlfriend. She is more senior than me for three years, but she for me is the friend. We with her very different people but understand each other from a half-word!
She has for example married in 20 years and now happily lives with Andy. (It is her husband) Sergey the fine person and as is not enough such men! She is the girlfriend has advised me to search to itself for the man in the Internet. I could find with the help of the Internet many men in my city, but they at all do not involve me. I am attractive to many men, but the majority of men are rough, or changeable in attitudes. My mum gave a lot of attention to my education and I am not capable to go now somewhere with the stranger.
It seems to me that low! Looking through yours profil I have felt in you kindness and it very much was pleasant to me! Sometimes when I meet the stranger to me it seems that I know him very much for a long time. And when I have seen you I have similar feeling. You feel ever similar feeling??? When I read yours profil I have felt that you very close to me. I have understood that you are capable to understand me and always ready to listen to me.
Many men want from me only sex, and women envy my beauty... For me the friendship and understanding is the most important in family attitudes. - And still sex:) But for me the most important feeling - love, friendship and mutual respect!!!! I open before you the soul and I hope that you will understand me. I want to be happy and sincerely I hope that you will be to me the good friend. You can also not hesitating to tell in detail about yourselves.
I shall try to understand you!!! In fact the distance between us does us by more frank.
I do not know why I write to you all about myself. I even with the girlfriend did speak less than to you have told in this letter.

I shall stop the given letter to not tire you reading. Tell to me about that where you work? How you spend the day? Take care i love you, please let me have contact number so i can call you soon. At present I cannot give you number of my phone as I have no a SIM-card, but I plan to buy it next week. So we can phone not earlier than in a week.

I send you new photos. Sincerely I hope that you will like they. I frequently with the girlfriend walk on evening city.You love evening city? But sometimes I want to visit the sea. I was on the sea only one time many years back. Sometimes I present as perfectly to sit on seacoast and to admire a surf.... This feeling cannot be described.... Calmness rest and feeling of flight... At least so it seems to me. Write fine and long letters!
I shall look forward to hearing from you!!!

Say hello to your friends, and everybody surround you.
Yours Ever Tatyana.

Letter 4

Hello the my dear friend Karl!!!
Today already on March, 2nd!!! There has come spring.
Weather in our city becomes warm and solar!!!
Soon the snow will start to thaw and it becomes very good!!!
When you write to me letters, in my soul also spring!!!
How at you weather? How your health? How your mood?
I wish to see your pictures and to read your letters.
I wait for good news from you!!!

Letter 5

My friend Karl! I is happy to see your letter today.
Let me to name you the friend as I am happy to see your letter.
Sincerely I hope that you also are capable to name me the friend!!! How in you weather? Today at us in city coldly, it is snowing. If I would live in other country with higher standard of living I necessarily travelled worldwide. I envy people which can travel worldwide. I would dream to visit Egypt and to look at great pyramids, Rome and to look centuries-old temples, Paris-the Louvre, South America also would study culture Maya, But unfortunately I live in Russia and I can not travel anywhere... I would like to leave from the city even for one month and to live a free life. I would like to enjoy freedom and to not think of anything, except for rest... Today I have fine day. Your letter has made my mood even better. I am attracted with our acquaintance. When I wrote to you, I thought that we shall be with you good friends. But also I search not only friendship, my soul and my heart wants to love and I want to do someone (I am not yet confident who it) happy. I very sincere person, and the majority of people Do not understand it!!! I only openly express the feelings!!! My soul is always open for others!!! My soul is always open For Friends!!! Our correspondence allows me to find out better you and your culture. Yes, write, if you will not complicate, is more detailed about the you culture, it is very interesting to me. That I know all about the your country A I learned, basically, from TV. I very much love jazz music, You love a jazz? And Classical music? To me very much like Classics of German classical music of Renaissance. But from music I most of all like to listen Chayovsky and Bethoven. At leisure I like to play on a piano. From the life I have devoted eleven years to music, game on a piano! I play on the piano since fourteen years. My personal products by all like. I very much want to get a piano, Now I try to save up money and, it is possible, that in half-year I can enjoy the game!!! When I can write down the songs to send you shall necessarily e-mail. Today I again walked on city park. Day was very solar and warm. I enjoyed singing of birds, game of the sun, I was absolute one and it is nobody I was to speak. I thought of you, thought of the life, about the future. It is nobody me was to share the feelings and sensations. I some hours went on park and enjoyed calmness and silence. In my soul all inflamed Feeling of freedom more strongly and more strongly, Sometimes it seems to me that I fly highly in the sky.

Yours Tatyana

Letter 6

Hello Karl!
My friend!!! I am grateful to destiny that she has allowed us to find each other!!!
The god has specified to us a way and we go on this way. I am glad to read your mail, your letters do me more happily. I very quickly get used to people and you for me already much more than simply familiar! Tell little bit more in detail about itself, about the parents, friends. Tell to me about the interests how you like to spend time?
I am happy to acquaintance to you and I am interested with your life and your interests!
Forgive that I set to you these questions, I like you! I want to find out you well. You also can ask me any questions and I shall necessarily answer you.
I in my life have devoted the long period to the education and now my ideas are devoted to my future! My private life! I now dream of a small and cosy small house behind city, or even in city, but
the small house should be necessarily cosy. I want children!!! I many times imagined as perfectly to have children, Cheerful and cheerful!!! My girlfriend from which I now write you this letter have given birth to three and she speaks me that I did not hurry up. But I disagree with it. In fact we are given birth to give a life to to children! I live to make only this world better!!!
You want children? I very much want! But I want to provide completely children and I want that they never had lack of!!! When I the child my mum could not provide me with necessary things. I wish children of happier and safe life. Now I rent this room almost two years and very much I hope to replace a residence. My parents live nearby in a small small town, but there I could not find work and consequently I live a room in Kazan.
My parents live in Savino. It is small small town on our surburb republic. My mum has worked all life at school the teacher of the literature, And I have decided to go on its stops.
Now my mum on pension, but continues to teach the literature. The given letter can turn out very long and about myself I shall write more in detail in the subsequent letters.
I would like to speak with you by means of Yahoo or any other programs, but PC my girlfriend does not allow it. She uses PC for work and allows me to check my mail only.
If I would have the PC I have tried to do Yahoo,- but I have no PC. I like to receive from you long and substantial letters. I would like to talk about our attitudes I want to learn you better!!! I feel that you true the man, you to me very much, very much like. In the letters I am very frank and I wait for reciprocity... I hope We are waited with very long friendship!!!
If you have desire that we can see each other... I love spring!!! Spring my most favourite season! I want that these photos always were near to you!!! I hope for your prompt reply.
I with impatience shall wait your for the letter.

Love allways your friend Tatyana.

Yes, you have noticed correctly.
Kazan belongs to republic Tatarstan.
My girlfriend lives to Dresden.
They are very happy together.
I write letters to you from my girlfriend, to Kazan.
She has told that on its computer is Microsoft Word

Letter 7

Hello my friend Karl!!!
I am very glad to receive your letter. From your letter I see, that I and you know each other more and more. I'm happy, that I have met you, I happy that you in my thoughts all the day. I am happy to read your letter. How do you do? How mood? I think, that at you all is good. I want it very strongly. I shall pray God that you'll healthy and happy, that me and you maybe, have a meeting :-)). I want to tell you, that my heart begin to beat more often when I think of you. I want to feel you, your gentle sight, your smile, your hands. I so need your warm and care and I think, that I ask not so much. I search pure love and romanticism in mutual relations. I like, when all is beautiful, fine, gentle and romantic!!! Desire to have the family, the loved person beside, feeling care and constant support in difficult minute, to what to aspire each person in a life and I too. I'm 26 years old, and I not have, about what to speak you. I was near to happiness in the past, but my heart has been broken. I should trust the person with whom I shall be all life. To trust everyone his to a word, gesture, a sight, a smile. In the world now so it is a lot of meanness and a deceit that is necessary to concern to people which to surround you very attentively. I dont speak you, that is necessary to concern about mistrust to everyone, just necessary to know the person so that to be completely confident in him. I know you not for a long time, but I can tell, that you very fair and open and it very much involve me and allow to believe, that I can love and be loved!!! My parents learn me since the childhood, that I should be always open. I tell to mum, that our mutual relations to develop successfully, and she is happy for us. She dream, that I, at last, there be not one, and have family. We are far apart. But it does not prevent our dialogue. Though I already thought, that through the Internet it is not
absolutely enough dialogue to understand each other more strongly. What do you think of it? I would like to see you. But I do not know how it probably, because we very much far apart. You like me and I think, that our mutual relations can be deeper. I do not know how to explain it words. I simply feel it. Your letters make my mood high. To me it becomes joyful on soul. I think, that sometime me with you shall meet. I would like to arrive to you, to meet you, to look, how you live. I want it because I start to understand, that between us appear something the greater, than the friendship, it seems to me, that this feeling of trust each other, it seems to me, that it is love, it's seems to me, that you too feel it. I now very much want to talk about you! I so want to share with you pleasure personally when I see your eyes and a smile, I am glad of that. I want to see your pleasure and share it with you.
I want to know, what make you happy? And I shall try, that everything, that I make was the present happiness for you. Please, give me chance to make it!!! Let me chance again to know how to be loved and loving woman. I wait for your beautiful letter and I promise, that I shall think of you each minute!
your friend Tatyana.

Letter 8

Dear my friend Karl.
I missed your letters. I get used to you and looked forward to hearing from you. You the remarkable person and such people as you very little. This luck is valid that we have got acquainted, at least for me, I very much hope that you well understand my English. I can well read on English and I can well write on English, but I am not confident that I can to speak well on English. I never spoke with person for whom the English language is native. If we when or shall meet, and now I am interested in our meeting, I want to know English perfectly. But even if we when or shall meet, I hope that we can freely communicate with you. I even wanted to take individual lessons of colloquial English, I have found under the announcement the teacher of the English language. he has lived 9 years in the USA and realizes this Language. But he (it was the man) has refused to train me for that modest sum of money which I could offer him. Really your country such country that all who in her lives thinks only of money? Or, probably, he such was born, to save only money. What for? What he refuses the happiness for the sake of money? When I talked to him to me it seemed that he is very lonely and has no friends.
If I would have so much money I have engaged in charity, or would go round all world!!! But anyhow I have decided to study in colloquial English later. I would like to speak with you! This letter can appear very big, but I sincerely hope that you without effort can understand my English! You well understand my letters? I can write less though, I am not capable to express in the short letter completely the ideas and feelings. I shall send you still a photo with this letter and in the answer I wait for your new photos. Karl, we shall conclude the small friendly agreement: As we is far and are unable to meet now, Let's send each other a photo in each letter! We can communicate with you only by means of mail and consequently We should make your letters even better: send a photo. You very nice person and you like me. I would like to speak by with you to phone but now my cellular telephone does not work. It is a sad history: I have phone which does not work, and the outstanding credit in bank. I very much wanted good phone but when I bought it I did not think as I shall pay the credit. The next month I plan to pay completely the credit, and I shall start to think as though it to sell more expensively : ) I shall try to include my phone, or if I shall enough have money, I shall call you from the phone - automatic. And still I think that by phone all is impossible to tell that is on soul and on heart. One minute of conversation with you costs 60 roubles, or 2 American dollars. If I could call to you free-of-charge I would not depart from phone and would talk to you hours. If I would be in the USA you have allowed to arrive to your house, for one day? I wish to look as you live and as spend time. Yes, it only dreams... If we would be a together... If we could reach the friend the friend a hand... I am completely confident that between the man and woman there is an invisible and inexplicable communication. And this supreme force connects people in a single whole and even on distance can person know that occurs to loved. Who knows as though there could be our attitudes if we were beside. We could enjoy affinity each other. To me very difficultly correctly to express the feelings and ideas so forgive me if I shall write ambiguously. I would like to speak to go in restaurant and to have supper. Or at cinema. It would be fine. I very much for a long time did not go to cinema with the man. I love practically all genres of films, especially I like adventures. i very much like the trilogy " the Lord of rings " , And to you? You love what films, whether Frequently you go to cinema? Whether frequently you visit restaurants? What your favourite foodstuffs. And know, I never was at good restaurant, When I studied at university that I with friends went to student's cafe. You know that students never have enough money, or in you students are rich? And after university I had no good the friend with whom would wish to visit what or a romantic place. Certainly me frequently invited, but not I was very timid. You the fine person and when I read your letters to me seems that I am ready to go with you everywhere. I BELIEVE YOU. I still want to tell about much to you, But I am compelled to finish the letter, I shall look forward to hearing from you.
Always yours Tatyana!
I cannot understand on what questions I should answer.
Write to me new questions and I shall answer them. I with pleasure shall answer all your questions.

Letter 9

Hello Karl
I very much waited for your letter. Recently I for a long time thought of us, about our attitudes. All my ideas about my future, about our future, - about you Karl!!! I love you! My soul is happy that you with me, and at the same time I suffer that I not can arrive to you.
On my work I spoke with friends that I correspond with you, I spoke that you live in other country. One my colleague has told to me that I am unhappy. He has told that love it very seriously! It is necessary to concern to my and your feelings seriously. When I have learned you I thought that we shall be only friends and our attitudes will stay friendly. But now not so I think of you more often and more often, my ideas only about you! I now in confusion also i do not know How should act now...I the woman only for one man and I can love only one man.
I searched You for all life. I never felt such passionate love!, I wish to be with you, only with you!!! You the good person and the true friend! You understand me? I talked a lot of time to many friends and asked them to help me advice. The some people speak: If I love you I is obliged to arrive to you and to get acquainted closer. Still to me speak that I should stop to write to you as I was not capable to buy the ticket and to arrive to you. And now I ask you: How I should act? Your words are important for me!!! How to me to act? I do not know what our future, I only am confident that we shall meet. And I shall always write to you While we can write letters we we have hope, hope fortunately, on a meeting.
Forgive me, this letter sad is a little, but I cannot write now differently. Probably I have become sad after conversations with friends and colleagues though all of them wanted to improve to me mood. We shall meet you when or? On my work now it is a lot of work, I do the semi-annual financial report. Can, When I shall make the report, we can meet? I can take holiday in two weeks! Very much to like me my work but when it is necessary to do the financial report to me I am compelled to work much. Now I take some documents home and I do work at night. I on my work should be very be attentive as I work with the important documents, but today I was a little confused. I constantly thought of us! To me spoke that in your country to financial experts whom I am, 3000 dollars a month pay. It is the truth? Or I am mistaken? Though I am the expert under the finance I am amazed a difference between our countries.
You know how many I earn for a month of work? 160 dollars!!! For one month!!! And know how many costs here mobile (Or cellular, that one and too) phone of 90-500 dollars. By the way, I have learned that I can call by means of a special card, call from a card more cheaply. But I can call only from special phones, at us it refers to a public telephone booth. I yet did not buy this card and at all I do not know how many its cost. I shall learn tomorrow and if really it inexpensive I shall try to call in you. I very much to hear your voice to speak with you.
I represented your voice, And to arrive to you I should buy the ticket aboard the plane. I do not know how many precisely there is a ticket, but I think that 900 dollars. When at you birthday? My birthday on March, 17, and was born I in 1979. And how are you doing at you?, How you have have carried out today your day?, you frequently think of me? I thought today to you my dear Karl, I tried to guess than you now are engaged and Hoped that I am present in your ideas, in your heart. We far apart but I feel heat of your heart and palpation of your hands. You like me, let me to love you, to be near to you and to breathe air which you breathe, I love you and all my ideas only about you.
I was afraid to admit to you the previous letters and only your attention has proved to me That I am necessary for you I spoke about our attitudes with the friends. My friends are glad that I have the fine friend. I for a long time was lonely and unfortunate, but now I am happy, as I can hope, I can read your letters. I am happy that I have such fine admirer as you!!!

Yours Tatyana.
I already spoke you the address, Country Russia, city Kazan, street Bauman 34-22
I read your mails at various times.
I write to you letters from my girlfriend and I not always can write to you letters.
I wish to live with mine the beloved, and it is not important where it will be.

Letter 10

Hello dear Karl !!!

My day yesterday was fine, and today I also think of you. I also think of you and about our future much. I want to see you!!! Why we so far apart??? This question sounds constantly in me. To me to like to read your letters but I want close contact to you. Yes, it is possible, we very much far apart but we can meet, Ours feelings are strong, We will find a way to meet each other it is very fast! You want it? I can and I want to travel to you, I now can leave for a long time my work and to be with you. Present that we with you are in a lonely place, for example on seacoast. Only you and I! I never was on the sea and I dream to travel on the sea. I want that you were near to me! We can, gently keeping for hands, to walk on park and to devour every word, each sound of a voice, each movement each other, similarly to innocent, shy children. You like to dream? Whether your dreams came true??? My dreams are naive and at first sight very much children's and impracticable, but my dreams force me to live, they do my life more perfectly and filled by sense. I think of you much more often than you can imagine. If I would be near to you I not hesitating would arrive to you, I would take holiday on my work and would not spend time at parting with relatives and usual conversations. I simply would buy the ticket on a train or the bus, or it is better aboard the plane, and would arrive to you. (It is a pity, I cannot pay my travel to you), If would happen that I would arrive to you!!!! I gently and strong would embrace you and very for a long time would not release I would enjoy your serious smile, a smell of your body, your strong hands. But the destiny has made a severe choice and my heart should suffer from separation. My soul at night silently cries when I realize that I can see you never. I would give for one weeks lead together with you much. I would be happy if the god has allowed to see you even once a month, To feel your breath on my person. Yesterday I was ready to throw all and to fly to you, only to see your person, to tell to you as strongly I love you... It is sad that we are not closer and could really spend some time together and find out what we really feel inside. I know that I feel something, and I know is right now. I have passionate desire to see you, I want to embrace you and to not release. I love you Karl! Yes, I love you and which I feel that feeling is a love! My family wants me to be happy, and I shall be happy only with you! I want to see you and to stay with you even one day.

Faithfully for ever your Tatyana.
My photo only for you, Karl. Anybody except for you should not see my picture.

Letter 11

Hi my lovely Karl!
Today the weather is cold here again. no sun in the sky because it is cloudy but your e-mails are the rays of sun in this gray world for me! Your letter made me warmer. I am very glad and happy to hear from you today Karl! Your e-mails always make me feel better. I think that you are glad to receive my e-mails too and I hope you feel the same. I want to tell you that you are a very good person for me. I have read your letters and I like you more and more with every next day. I do not know about future, but I think that sometimes people do not use the chances which the destiny gives them. I think that all people have chances to build the future earlier or later but they have to learn to use it, what do you think Karl? Yesterday before I gone to sleep I thought about us so much and I understood that I falling in love to you. With every day you take more and more space in my head. And I think about you constantly. I had a dream and in my dream I saw you Karl! All the night you was in front of my eyes. When I got up I thought about it and I believe it's not by chance. I want to tell you that I really sense the feeling to you. And I want to let you know that we need to meet each other. Don't you think so? Our meeting will be great thing in our lifes. Do you agree with me? I have insuperable wish to meet you in person. I believe it can be possible! This is real thing! I think if we will want it we need to have meeting. To me yesterday there came mum. I am always happy to instants when I can see mum. She lives far from city and I can see her only occasionally when she comes to me or when I can visit her. Yesterday she has visited me and this evening began for me to the happiest for last month. I very much love my mum! We as usually for a long time walked on evening city, I like to walk in the evening after work on city. We spoke about our friends and familiar much. And, naturally, we spoke about me and about my private life. And as you the closest the man for me though I yet did not meet you we spoke about you. I have told to mum that I very much want to see you and I want to visit you and to arrive to you, even for two weeks. She very much worried and has flatly refused to release me in you. About, I have decided that is obliged to visit you, and nobody can keep me now.
Dear Karl, I very modest and obedient daughter, but sometimes I am is unshakable in the decisions. Probably this character trait was transferred me from my father. I have decided to travel to you soon as I love you and I can not remain more in ignorance. I know that the fine person, and person lives in other part of our planet - this YOU!!! And you have won my heart. And you have won my heart as I now cannot sleep at all - I think of you constantly. My soul to aspire to you, she already with you, all my ideas with you, only my body here and is not capable to overcome distance dividing us. I am not capable to understand that occurs to me now only about you my ideas, and about a meeting in real. I know that we shall be together!!! Tomorrow, as soon as I shall wake up, certainly if I can fall asleep, I shall go in agency of travel. I will need to know your exact address, that I could give it in agency to arrive to you. And it is very fast, I shall be capable to find enough money, I shall be with you!!! I believe our meeting will help to know us better and more closer! I'm sure that I would like to meet you Karl. I feel that you have become more closer to me. tell you all about my life and I will tell more if you will ask. I feel that you have become more than just a friend to me and I want to tell you three words of love. But you must know I want to tell you it now! I had a dream about our meeting! I really want to know you, speak to you, take your hand and see your eyes.
Maybe it's very frankly now but it's true and I do not want to hide it. I always say the true and do not like when people lie. I hate it! My girlfriends and my mother have said me that I must tell it you if it's true. They will be happy if I'll find my love. By the way they say you hello Karl! I think we have a chance to try to be closer Karl! I think we have to try to use this chance. Perhaps it's a destiny! I'll wait for your answer with impatience, you must know I think about you now! I want to tell you Karl that you are my love, I trust you and I tell you about my feelings. I want to tell you about everything what is in my heart and in my head now. I do not know how write it in words but I try to explain it to you now and I hope you can understand me Karl. Today here is a cold wind but thoughts about you make me warm, I feel that you are my favourite. My heart beats faster when I dream about our meeting in future. Yesterday, last night I had a dream about us. It was a wonderful dream. We were together and have spoke a lot. I do not remember where we were, but it was not important for me. I have felt your breath and it was the happiest moment in my life, it was so real... Then we came to house, we had a dinner with candles. Then we came to bedroom, but it was the final moment that I remember. Then I woke up, I was so warm and my heart was beaten very often. I understood it was only a dream, but it was so real... I think this dream has an important value for me. Maybe it's a sign? I do not know. But I really know that I love you with all my heart, Karl! I would really want that the last dream I have seen would be real someday! Would you want it Karl?
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! I WANT TO TELL YOU ABOUT IT PERSONALLY, I WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AND SEE YOUR EYES IN PERSON AND WANT TO TELL YOU: I LOVE YOU AND IT'S TRUE!!! My heart is yours Karl, I tell it to you because I trust you and I never lie. I tell you about my feelings and I'm sure you must to know about it. I have not thought that it will be so soon again, but I feel it to you, Karl, and I am so happy! I think we have to meet, I know how to do it. I will think and will figure out about it, I think about you as my man in future but we must know each other better for it. I know we must meet and be with each other. I love you Karl please do not forget it, feel it and I think we must use this chance if you feel that your heart speaks the same to you. I want to tell you Karl, please ask your heart, what is it feeling? and give me the answer. I will wait your answer with impatience. If you are in love too, it's great!!! I understand that you can reject me, but I love you anyway. You are the more interest man for me, I like your letters, I love your name very much, and I love you! Yes, I love you Karl and it's great!!! I thank the God that I have written you and found the perfect man, I looked for. It's you Karl. I am so excited and so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Your Tatyana.

P.S. I could not tell to you of all that wanted. I hardly stop the letter, but I to tell more many still to you, but I should go... I love you Karl!!!

Letter 12

Greetings my Love Karl!!!!!!!
I know, that we - while is far from from each other very much in miles but so it is close in memory and spirit and heart. I lay down to sleep at night, thinking and asking, that it is a God of this old Universe, will help} us to find a way to be together so, Our hearts can fight as one. I during long time. Though we - continent separately, in my opinion, you - it is very close to me, I feel your presence all around And I am sad, because you - is not close to me. To me it is very sad without you, here I in Kazan have only my friends. My love, so passionate and raised with your love. Know, that in you, I considered my soul mate and mine true love. I imagine our love together all my hours of awakening. And my heart wins as one heart for you. You - well spring of the world also love to me. Inspiration, hope, and desire of my heart my love and I know, that our love will well be served. I know, your love is in me and all around of me all the day long and nights. And I feel your love all around of me. I never felt so urgently that or men in my life About as I wish, and I ask, that we are face to face fast. I am very excited by your love.
My the most valuable as I love you even that we - not together in physical to the form.. I know, which we shall be together as I trust destiny of the God, it will connect us. Today in us it is snowing where I live, but me it warmly on all a degree from your love. Similarly to Romeo and Juliet our love it will be similarly to heavens on the Earth when we - together. Romeo and Juliet have finished tragically, but our love will be similar to Angels, flight in clouds and a trip on a wind. I know deeply in we wash heart when we shall meet, we never shall be, will be separated. I miss you so, that minutes I do not wish to remain that. I never felt, that the love is similar to it before my love, and I wish to see you and only you. You have keys to mine heart and I your, close, opinion, and spirit. Yours I my love always. And I also am sad, which we cannot meet right now. I am very sad, but when I think of you I is happy, happy, happy my love. I know, which we shall be together, and I also do not wish to to meet, whom - or still as I have found mine true love and it - you my love. The love will find a way by means of the God as you - mine true love it, I waited all my life. I believe to it, that our love will be one flesh, opinion, heart, and spirit. You - all to me, All I ever wanted. I love you, and I shall tell to it again, I love you and a pain for your presence.

Letter 13

My dear Karl,
Thanks for this remarkable letter.
You heat my heart and soul your words. I deeply regret, that we cannot be together during this moment. You possess each quality which I wish the man. My opinion, my body and my soul thirst to be with you. I really believe, that you should be my other half. Each fibre of my essence is involved in you in a way which I never tested before in my life. Before, I was afraid to express my feelings completely because it not seemed to have such feeling to the man probably. Now I can tell to you from my heart and soul, that I love you, I love you!!! I never in my life felt such deep and passionate love! I require you similarly to air which I inhale... I wish to spend other part of my life with you. You always will be my best friend, my beloved, my husband and the father to my children. I know precisely, that I want, and you know that you want. It is our destiny to be together for ever. Thanks for a compliment, but I - only the usual woman. I am not perfect, and I do not expect, that someone will be the best. It forces me to feel very good which you would like to be with me. I would like, that you were to be always my best friend, my beloved. We should be equal partners in a life. Each ideas of people want, and desires should have equal value to another. I have feeling of inability to live with another. These are our lives any more two, but one. To give and receive love without borders. To give each other completely and completely. To live for each happiness of others and to be the main source of support if bad times arrive. To work during bad times together as a single whole. I believe, that the greatest pleasure arrives to lives with happiness of your soul mate. We shall always have ability to communicate freely with each other about any subject either good or bad. We shall always wish to listen each other. We shall never be afraid to tell another something because it could overturn. Each of us will listen and understand, whether overturn news, and we shall work through it together. My intentions to you are very serious. I wish to be yours the best the friend, your beloved, your soul mate, your unique woman. All my heart, that ours conformity - only the beginning of the big love of an intrigue between us. That we shall have a life of pleasure and happiness and a cosiness. That our love will be that against which others are measured. We shall be pair with love so big, that others will be jealous and it is a pity, that they have no that we have. Time - now, I should arrive to you. I have no desire to wait other moment. I should arrive and be about you so that we could begin a new life. I have told too much too soon? As I read this letter again before I send it, it is interesting, why I have opened to you a way which I have. I hope, that you will understand. Last night I thought, on what it will resemble to be with you. I thought of how remarkable it should hold you in my hands and investigate your eyes. The some people speak, that eyes - windows to soul. My imagination then has gone to more deep thoughts were with you...
I love you.