Letter(s) to Forrest (USA)

Letter 1

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sun Forrest!!!!!!!
Forrest I am glad that you have not left me one. I very much hoped to receive your letter. I was afraid to open a mail and not see your the letter. I am glad that you have written to me. I love you. I would want that we with you were happy. I shall make all for the sake of it. Forrest you the man of my dream and I want to be only with you. I know that love between us not simply words, it is present and love and we with you shall be happy together. Forgive me for that that I could not execute the promise. I very much wanted to arrive to you and I thought that I can make but there was it very difficultly. I shall tell to you in detail that have told me in Travel agency. To me have told that I should receive the passport, the visa, medical the information and tickets on plane. In a total sum trip will cost about 2100 - 2300 dollars. First I should pay 633 dollars. Into this payment to enter cost of the passport, the visa, medical information, trips to Moscow to Embassy to receive the visa, residing in Moscow for the period of reception of the visa.
Forrest, then some days prior to trip to Moscow I should pay tickets, tickets are necessary there and back differently me will not issue from the country. They have told that about the ticket to cost from 1400 - 1600 dollars. After I receive the visa I at once I sit in the plane and arrive to you. To me have told that documents make within two weeks and I still should be prepared to interview that there were no problems with reception the visa. They have told that will learn all and will tell as as that I could receive the visa. They have told that as I well know English at me there should not be problems. Forrest, I do not know as me to pay even 633 dollars because I do not have such money and I do not know what to make what to arrive to you.
I asked friends and familiar, nobody can help me.
I in confusion now. I do not know what to make.
I love you Forrest and my love gives me force.
I want to be only with you.
Yours and only your loving and gentle Victoria!!!!