Letter(s) to Scott (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Scott!!!
I was very glad to receive your letter and to read your small story about myself, it has very much liked me. I want to continue our correspondence and I want to learn you better. Please write more and tell more about itself. It is interesting to me to know absolutely all.

I shall tell to you a little about myself and the hobbies:

I live in Russian city of Novocheboksarsk it not so far from Moscow and at us it becomes valid coldly. I work as the tutor in a kindergarten. I very much love the work because I very much love children, for me they pleasure of a life for the sake of which it is necessary to live.
But sometimes I very much get tired on work and then I come home and I have a rest behind reading of one of the favourite books. At me it is a lot of them. Their choice depends on my mood. Sometimes I would like to dream together with the main heroes of the book, and sometimes to feel on their place and to test new sensations.

As to music I love very different music. Sometimes it is romantic music under which it is very good to think and dream, sometimes it is very fast and incendiary music under which I like to dance.
I live with the parents, I am an only child in family, I always wanted to have the brother or the sister but so happened, that I have only cousin brother and the sister who live in the other city. I love dialogue with the friends, at me not so it is a lot of them, but they the most expensive people for me.

At leisure go in for sports and I visit a training hall. I adore the nature and fresh air. With pleasure I go on walks, to campaigns, I go for city. In a unification with the nature I have a rest not only a body, but also soul. Very much it is pleasant to learn something new and for the present novel. Very much I like to walk in park of our city. In it there are many beautiful places where it is possible to have a rest well alone with the nature or in the pleasant company.
In my life all takes its normal course, but nevertheless for happiness I do not have not enough that unique person to whom I would be ready to give all myself. I have addressed on this site in hope to find the man of the dream and to create with it happy family. I very much hope, that to me will carry also the Internet will present me the present love.

I for you have some questions, I very much would like that you have answered them:
What do you hope to find in the Internet? You like to work? What three qualities in the woman of you like? What have you more to like in the woman? You the optimist or the pessimist?

I wait your answer
The best regards Svetlana!!!

Letter 2

Hi Scott!!!
I am again glad to receive your letter. To me always to become pleasantly when I see your letter. I think, that our correspondence and electronic dialogue can to us very much and very much much, we can speak each other that occurs in our lives, about the ideas and feelings, we completely to show the internally "n" and it is wonderful!!!!! Sometimes to tell about what that secret it happens much more easy when you do it in the letter, you agree with me, Scott?!! That you have better understood me, I want to tell to you about the dreams:

I as well as each woman dream to be loved, the man which at the cold nights would warm the love would be would be desirable that beside. I dream of the favourite person, which will always find time to present me Smile and kiss. I would like to prepare it for a supper when it comes from work, together to have dinner, go to theatre or cinema, on an exhibition or it is simple hours to walk along the street. I would like to go to travel with the favourite person and there is nobody to not think, except for as about it. I want to be happy and to present this happiness to whom that still. I feel in myself many not spent love and tenderness. I dream of family, about such attitudes when both test only pleasure of that we together. Ideal attitudes for me develop of love, mutual understanding and mutual respect. The main thing that we always tried to help and understand each other, as though it was difficult. I want, that my love always consulted on me and trusted me the problems and experiences. And I shall love in turn it and to help it in all.

Probably it is interesting to you why I search loving for the man abroad, instead of in the homeland. Earlier, one and a half years ago, I met the young man, it seemed to me, that we like each other. We should will get married with it, I even have bought to myself a white dress and a veil. But one week prior to our wedding to me there has come the anonymous letter. In which it has been written, that my groom has other woman, they already for a long time meet and at them the child soon should be born. To all my dreams there has come the end. Any wedding. Any love. Any dreams. It seemed to me, that I slowly die. My depression last some months, I only worked and sat at home. I could not see the in love pairs in the street, could not look films about love. Could not listen to music. It was a nightmare in my life!!! After that I with anybody did not meet, has become reserved, it was difficult for me to trust whom or … Once to me the girlfriend has gone and has told, that its sister corresponded on the Internet with the man from other country, and has then left to live to it and now she is happy. I in the beginning did not dare so to act, did not trust that it can be on the present. But now I am grateful to it in fact names she have prompted me that road on which we with you have met.

Tell about what you dream?

I have been pleasantly surprised with that you well prepare and even are cleaned, I think, that you remarkable father the children and me too very much would like to try a dish prepared by your hands, I think, that it is very tasty!!!!!!!!!!!
I shall look forward to hearing from you. It would be very pleasant for me to receive your photos!!!!!!
With the best regards Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 3

Hi dear Scott!!!!
As it is healthy, that you have written to me today! Thanks you for such good photos, they have very much liked me, at you remarkable sons and you - same remarkable the daddy, having the finest dreams in the world, I am happy to our acquaintance!!!!!!!
I had such bad mood since the earliest morning, and your letter has cheered me up. And all because in our country there has absolutely come autumn. From trees last leaves have flied, branches became naked, all birds will depart on the south. Bullfinchs will stay only and titmouses are our winter birds. They will fly from a tree on a tree in searches of meal. You know, how loudly they shout, when sit on a bush with a mountain ash and start to shout, when sit on a bush with a mountain ash and start to peck its berries which have remained to hang after colds. So it is interesting to observe of birds, they always such cheerful, carefree and business. They remind me that in the childhood we almost same.
In the street already it is cold, the sky became grey and sad. It seems, that clouds get up to roofs of houses. Everyone try to put on warmly, wind the necks warm and soft scarfs, put on hands of a glove. I too have connected to myself a huge and warm scarf, it gives to me warmly a home when I go for work or simply I walk on city. I think, that you too will is healthy to be looked healthy with the big scarf on a neck.
Now, when in the street it is cold and cloudy, especially pleasant to come home, to include any pleasant music, to include the small fixture and to sit at the favourite book. And it is possible to include simply the TV on the favourite channel and to have a rest, being warmed by a heat of the house
When there will come winter in city becomes more cheerful. All will become covered by a soft, fluffy snow, new entertainments will appear many. And now while the impression is created, that together with the nature inhabitants of our city have fallen asleep also.
Me this season is pleasant to that anybody does not hurry up anywhere, everyone try to carry out more time with the relatives and friends. These days everyone start to feel better each other, everyone like each other any especial love.
And what season is pleasant to you? What happens autumn in your country?
Write to me. With impatience I wait for your letters. The best regards Svetlana!!!!

Letter 4

Hi dear Scott!!!!!!!!
It is pleasant to receive your letter again. It is always very pleasant for me to read your letters and I with the great pleasure come in the Internet - cafe to see your letter and certainly to see remarkable photos which you for me send, they really very beautiful and I enjoyed their viewing!!!!!! Besides I think, that you the remarkable photographer and you are possible to embody very bright moments of our life and it is simply fine!!!!!!

I in general very much liked your letter, I am grateful to you for such magic fairy tale, I very much was to be trusted in a fairy tale and in what - that kind, I hope, that to us with you will necessarily carry also we shall find the happiness... I think, that we have deserved it, it is necessary to trust in miracles and it will take place!!!!!!!

In the letter I want to tell more in detail to you about myself and about the life:
Almost I spend all day in a kindergarten, with children.

After work I usually now go to the Internet of cafe to receive your letters, and then home. Houses I prepare for a supper, after a supper I have a little a rest. In the days off since morning I go to pool, during the lunchtime I help mum on a facilities, then I have a little a rest: I watch TV or read the book sometimes I listen to music. I live in a two-room apartment together with parents this old building from a brick which 5 floors in height and have 6 entrances. I watch TV, but very seldom last time, I get tired and I do not have forces and time for it. I like to look melodramas or old Russian film more. Transfers about animals and the nature, about culture of other countries.
I want to tell to you about myself in more detail, more truly, about my attachments. Probably, it will help you to understand me.
So, things which I love?!!!!!

I like to take a hot bath after I shall come home within winter when coldly. I like to drink hot coffee in the morning and tea with a lemon in the evening. I like to kiss the beloved, to care of it. I like to wait for a house when it will come after work tired, I then can give my kisses and embraces. I love walks together under the moon, on the nature where there is nobody. I love trips far for city to see trees. I like many other things in a life. I such, as well as all: I love a life, I like walks on fresh air, I like to receive and I like to give gifts, I like to walk with friends, to go to cinema, in museums and on exhibitions, I like to study in something, I like to work, I do not love lie and a deceit, violence and laziness. I kind and gentle, sensitive and careful, understanding and empathizing. I like fair and open people, tactful and formed.
That concerning that I do not like: I do not love cold weather with a rain. I love a rain in the summer when it is stuffy and then after the rain has passed in the street it becomes very pleasant. I do not love lie, treachery and a deceit.

I do not love people who conducts double game. I do not love people who has no respect for older persons. I do not like fat I peep. I do not like.... Probably there are still more many things which I do not like. But I do not want speak about it as it does not give positive emotions.

I have told to you a little that I like and I do not like. And what you like?!! It will be interesting to me to learn about it!!!!
Like I have told to you is expanded about myself that could, I hope, you will soon write, I shall wait. Write that to you have not liked or on the contrary it was pleasant, I simply spoke you that I think also that that I feel. On it I stop ?

With the best regards, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 5

Hi dear Scott!!!
Thanks that write to me once again, I am very happy when I receive your letters. I too love a pie with apples and we with my mum very much frequently do it. I hope, that you with huge appetite have eaten it. It is a pity to me, that it was not possible to try. I with pleasure would eat a piece of your pie.
Many thanks for such fine words, that you have written to me. You the fine person, very fair, open, romantic. To your children has carried, that you are their father. I am confident, that they become same fine people as well as you. It seems to me, what exactly about such men as you, speak that is present the man.
It is interesting to me to communicate with you, as at us much in common. It shows, that we became more close to each other. I search for serious attitudes. For me the love, family and health are important. I the modest, loving and romantic woman. I hate lie and pretence, laziness and indifference.
I search for the special person for a marriage. It should be to me the friend, love me, care of me, to be my husband (passionate the man in bed), and it is the most important it should be devoted and fair. I can make his happy and give it all my love and care without the rest. I shall prepare it for the most delightful dishes, to meet it when it comes from work. The husband will have over me conclusive authority. I shall always respect his opinion and certainly I to it shall be always true. I want to find the man of my life with which we shall create happy family!!!
Recently I very seldom visit church as I work much and on it does not remain to time. But even once a month I try to descend there. I think that as though it was not difficult but to forget about the God is impossible.
I think that I am not so jealous. But I do not bear lie and treachery.
I agree with you that our lives differ a little. In your country a life more stable and well-equiped. It is very convenient for having the own automobile. I too would want sometime to learn to drive the automobile and to go by it on the affairs.
Know, I never heard about that radio about which you write. But I know those executors whom you love. The truth, for our country 1940's years were not very happy because we had war, but I too love music of a retro, music of a youth of me and my parents. And always with the great pleasure to her I listen.
It is interesting to you, what designates the name of my electronic box Romashka? It is very simple. This name of a flower "camomile", only is written it in Russian, but the English letters. I love this flower, it seems to me, that it very gentle. And still it seems to me, that I am a little similar to him, at me the same sensitive and vulnerable heart, as white and gentle petals of this flower.
Many thanks for that you have given me the address and want to write to me on my home address. I have nothing against it, but it seems to me, that e-mail is much more convenient and faster. Except for that in our country letters very are frequently lost even if they are sent from the next city. It will be very a pity, if your letter will not reach me. I hope, that you understand me in it. It seems to me, that that way which we now communicate with you much more conveniently and more reliably.
How you are going to carry out the days off? You have any plans?
Please write to me as soon as possible, I wait your answer with impatience!!!
With the best regards Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 6

Hi dear Scott!!!!!
Thanks for such remarkable letters, you know, that your letters always decorate my day and warm my heart and soul.... How your affairs, how children? I hope, that at you all is good. At me too all is good. I want to tell to you as has passed my today.
Today at me on work short day was and I could be released before usual time, for me for work my girlfriend has gone and has invited me a little to take a walk, I have certainly agreed also we have gone to park. At us in city very beautiful park where it is possible to spend well. Among trees it is possible to have a rest, collect the thoughts very well and simply to dream. We walked and admired surrounding nature. Trees have almost lost the foliage and cost naked, all foliage has beautifully decorated the ground. Now all foliage reminds a gold carpet, look at him and the spirit grasps from such beauty. Still more many late autumn colors, they small and not so bright, but very beautiful. From them on all park easy aroma is distributed, the smell of leaves also is felt, all together creates unknown aroma.
We with the girlfriend spoke much. Such conditions has to revelation and it would be desirable to share the feelings and experiences. I have told to it about you, about our correspondence. That you very good person and I am very happy that we have found each other and we are copied now. My girlfriend always understood me and supported, and now she has approved my dialogue with you and has wished me of good luck.
Absolutely imperceptibly we have encountered small cafe where came to drink a cup of coffee. I had very good mood and at the girlfriend too. We recollected different amusing cases from our life, about any trifles, joked and laughed. We have perfectly spent and to leave it would not be desirable at all, but I promised to help to mum to prepare for a supper and have gone home.
I wanted to help mum, and on a table of me the ready supper already waited. My mum the excellent mistress!!!!!! In an apartment there was such smell, that I have there and then felt famine. I would like to prepare once for something for you, something from Russian kitchen. I hope, that it is pleasant to you!!!! We had supper all family, it seldom is possible with mother's work. Today in general good day and to us with the daddy has carried to see mum of a house moreover and to receive its supper. The daddy was very pleased also a smile did not descend from his person. It gave mum compliments, and mum tenderly joked of it, it so is touching!!!! I would like to have too such husband who would be similar to mine the daddy. Probably all girls in family want to have the husband who would resemble their father and I not exception.
For some reason very much it wanted to me to go to cafe and to see your letter. I was not mistaken also me it waited. Thanks!!!! I have told to you everything, that has taken place today with me. It is possible to tell, that I today did nothing and had simply a rest all the day long. But it seems to me, that my day has passed with advantage. I have had a rest not only a body, but also soul. I feel in myself forces and energy. I wish you the same happiness.
Scott, and when birthday of your son?!! I very much would want to prepare for you for the big and tasty pie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As to pets I thought, that already told to you, that I have the domestic cat, his name is Tihon and it of the most usual breed. I have taken it from street still a small kitten, he did not have house and it has very much frozen and was hungry. Now it already for a long time became the present cat who likes to climb on trees and to walk in a court yard of our house.
I am glad, that you too love pets and your childhood has passed so close to the nature, it seems to me, that at such people more purely oppressing... I agree with you concerning a life near to city, in more silent and quiet conditions, my city too completely not big and I think, that I too would want to live even closer to the nature...
I am very grateful to you for your desire to send me what - that a surprise, but I am not sure in post transfers, I do not trust this service, I worry, that your gift can be lost in a way and to me will be very insulting... Probably, we shall wait before our personal meeting...?!!!
I shall wait for your new letter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The best regards Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 7

Hi, my dear Scott!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I as always am glad to see your letter in the letter box!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for your letter, it has brought to me pleasure and is warm, which I now so do not have no, because at us at all a flying weather, it became very cold and today the snow has covered all ground, imagine?!! For that time while I have reached up to the Internet of cafe I has had time to freeze strongly and now I dream of domestic heat and a cosiness, a hot bath, a mug of warm tea with mint and the pleasant company. In such days I as never understand, how for me the house as it is pleasant to come home is expensive and to understand, that here you waited with favourite people, that here you always will understand also you will receive the help and support. And sometimes in addition from a threshold it is possible to feel a fragrant smell of a dinner or a supper prepared by caring hands of mum. It seems to me, that the house for everyone should be that native and cosy place where always it would be desirable to come after the difficult working day, to relax, have a rest, be charged by positive energy. You know, I always dreamed of a fireplace in the house, I present how it should be pleasantly sit next at a fireplace the favourite person when behind a window the rain knocks or to be turned a snow and the cold, penetrating wind blows. But to us to a two whims of the nature are not terrible, it is good us together, we sit having embraced, to us is twice warmer from fire and heat each other. We notice of fire playing a fireplace, behind his beautiful and bright languages of a flame, even it seems to me, what if very to look narrowly you can distinguish on this fire what - that a fantastic picture, here all depends on your imagination, but why - that is represented to me dance of magic essences which dance on a circle, having joined hands or the skipping horses, trying to overtake each other … and you saw that or similar?!! It seems to me, that so at a fireplace, near to the favourite person I am ready to sit all the night long without a break, we can be silent or speak about trifles and joke the friend the friend, one is important - we shall feel love each other and from it on soul will be joyful and quiet ….
I have absolutely fallen into a reverie and I have almost forgotten, that that now at all at a fireplace, and to the Internet of cafe and I write to you the letter. I very much like to write to you letters, to tell to you that has collected at me on soul, to share with you the experiences, alarms, pleasure. Thanks, that you are able to be such good student and always try to understand, support, write me to me a tender word … your letters of steel for me a light source and goods, I am grateful to the God that it has sent you during my life! You know, every morning I impatience wait for evening to see your letter, and within day frequently catching of on ideas about you, that I would like to speak you about everything that occurs around of me, but unfortunately, I have no computer of a house, and here in the Internet - cafe my time is limited also I get old you will keep within his terms, but always in my ideas … … I am grateful to you for such remarkable photos, I already spoke you, what you very good photographer?!!! Thanks you huge for division with me of the life, your family very much to me is nice, at you very lovely sons, but also I understand, how for you it was difficult to bring up to their one, I am proud of you, force of your character, I am sure, that you are excellent a daddy and your children should be proud of you!!!!!
About, at you a lot of animal at home!!!!!! It seems to me, what you do absolutely correctly, bringing up children in love to animals, they look after the small pupils?!!!
It is very pleasant for me, that you have placed my photo in mobile phone, I at all do not know what to tell on it, it is simply pleasant for me from this idea... Unfortunately, I have no mobile phone now, in the beginning of summer at me have stolen my phone when I went in a trolley bus who - that dexterous hands has pulled out my phone directly from my handbag, and I at all have not felt it, but I awfully was upset, in fact it was a gift of parents on my birthday.... So forgive me, but meanwhile I cannot call to you, as though I did not want it, in fact and the home telephone number at us is not present, in the we of it have not established time, and now have absolutely got used to do without him. But you do not worry, mine Scott, I think, that in branch of communication for certain there is such service as a bell in other country and the most nearest days I shall try to learn about it more in detail and to call to you, my English leaves much to be desired, but we can hear voices each other!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am pleased, what you are interested in the Russian kitchen, I think, what when you speak about soup from beet you have in a kind borsh, it is really very tasty, is especial with sour cream, I hope, what once I can prepare for it for you, as well as Kozinaki though we could prepare for it together, you not against?!!
I think, that we can meet you, but I also think what meanwhile early to speak about a meeting, in fact we still so know each other a little, you agree?!! You understand, dear Scott, I already had to experience disappointment in love, I know, that such treachery and I am sure, that would not like to experience all this nightmare again, I do not want to tell, that I wait for such act from you, but I should be very cautious, I should learn you better, I want to understand you, to feel... Everything, that I already about you know, madly it is pleasant to me, but, please, understand, I need time....
I am sure, that if we shall be open and fair with each other, all at us to develop wonderfully, thanks, that you have let to me know, that you do not play with me in games, that you have removed the profile on a site is very pleasant for me, it means for me very much much, thanks!
I very much wait for your letters, stories on you, your life, events of your day. I wish, that all your days were joyful and light and every morning you woke up with good mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let your guardian angel preserves you against all misfortunes and all in your life will develop wonderfully!!!!!!!!! Write to me and think of me though sometimes, we shall be in ideas each other, so closer … ….
The best regards, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 8

Hi, my dear Scott!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks you for your letters and photos, all is simply wonderful, I am very glad to see your lovely and happy persons, thanks you for everything, my dear Scott!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is always very pleasant for me to receive your news and to read your stories and descriptions. Sometimes my reflections about you suggest an idea me something to be going tasty. Yesterday after dialogue with you on the Internet very much it wanted to me to prepare for the big and good supper that at my native too there was a good mood (almost same as at me). Today in the afternoon I have specially gone to the big supermarket and have bought many different products. I have decided to prepare tasty for a hen - grill and to bake the most favourite mother's pie. It refers to "Tenderness". His structure not so complex, but very tasty. The soft and gentle chocolate biscuit is covered with an air souffle, all this is decorated with vanilla powder, candied fruits and fine wood nutlets. When I prepared for this dish I thought of you, and mine mum and the daddy have told, that it at me has turned out especially successfully. I think, that you imperceptibly helped me. And can, and you during this moment thought of me … It it would be very wonderful.
Scott, I think, that you too like is tasty and nourishingly to have a meal. It is peculiar to the majority of inhabitants of our planet, but each peoples have secrets of national kitchen. Russian kitchen is very rich different recipes and many of them are simply unique, though are very simple in preparation. I so wanted to prepare for them for you with all heat of my soul from which I concern to you. I would enclose all diligence and skills during these dinners and suppers. I think, that you would like our Russian pel'menis, pies with a fish or with meat and still many other things, for example lobsters in cream which we shall prepare together. Perhaps, sometime my dream will be carried out also I can feed you with a tasty supper, a dinner, and can be and a breakfast. We perfectly would spend time behind our joint acceptances of food.
Still we all family very much like in the years days off is on open air. Pure and fresh air always very much stimulates appetite, and we like will regale on tasty meal on the summer residence.
What national features are in your kitchen? Can, I can learn these recipes and I shall learn to prepare for them. I think, that at me it should turn out.
My dear Scott when I read all those good words, that you have written for me tears were on my eyes... But you do not worry, it were tears of happiness, thanks, that you are in my life, you have given me hope for the best... You are right, my dear, I should enter a new life not thinking about that treachery, that I had to go through, my heart only should be full love, be confident, that my heart of full not spent love and tenderness and I wait for the only thing behind which I shall be ready to go on edge of light and together with which I shall be ready to sink in abyss of love, understanding, pleasure and passion..... This the man you.....?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Write to me, I wait for your letters.
With the warmest wishes, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 9

Hi, my dear Scott!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have received your letters and as always they have caused my smile. You are able to make me happy and to lift my mood even in my most gloomy day. Behind a window today it is grey and it is cold and absolutely uncomfortable, it would not be desirable to leave on street at all, and your letters is for me always the sun and even the most gloomy day after your letter becomes for me bright and solar!!!!!!!!
Forgive, that I yesterday have not written to you the matter is that in the Internet of cafe were what - that technical malfunctions and it has been closed, I have taken a walk on city again have come in hope, that malfunctions are eliminated also I can receive your long-awaited letter and write to you the answer, but, to my regret, the Internet of cafe nevertheless has been closed also to me it was necessary to go in the upset feelings home. Therefore I think, that you understand, how I am happy to have today an opportunity to read your letters!!!!!!!!!!!
Recently frequently I think of you and in general about us. I think that at us with you much in common and our joint life will be possible to bring to us many new sensations and pleasures. That person in whom I can trust completely seems to me that you. I see that you the fair and serious person who will support a difficult minute. Probably you that person with which I can connect the life up to the end. I as well as you search for the person for serious attitudes and creations of good family. It is possible, that we with you could as strongly to grow fond each other, to understand, feel. Could connect our destinies and live all life « soul in soul »?!!!!! I think, that you that the person who is capable to make me on the present happy. You very much feel me, I can speak you about everything, I have already entrusted to you much that not known about me by anybody. Thanks you for your understanding and love. You could change my life, have added in it of light and hopes. I cannot wait for that day when at last I can see you. I shall see you from is far and I shall run to you on a meeting. You will embrace me and so having embraced we shall stand for a long time and simply to look against each other and to be silent, words will be not necessary for us, to us so all will be clear …. We like each other both this most important and the God will bless our love!!!!!!
Sincerely, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 10

Hello dear Scott!!!!!!!!!
I am very glad to see your letter!!!!!!!!!!!!! As you as children, I hope, that at you all are good also you had remarkable day!!!!!!!!!!!!
So it is pleasant to come after the working day in the Internet of cafe and to understand, that who - that for thousand kilometers, thinks and worries about me... Thanks, you as well as have always filled my heart with a heat, and my eyes light!!!!!!
I am very pleased, what you are interested in studying of Russian, I hope, what once we can give each other some lessons of our languages, I think, what it will be the big entertainment and at the same time, we can enrich our knowledge, you agree?!!!
And certainly I am very pleased, that Cody have decided to write to me the letter, tell to it, that I shall wait very much for his letter and I shall necessarily write the answer!!!!!!!!!
I see, what it is interesting to you my surname? My full name - Svetlana Kazarinova, and my birthday in the spring, namely on March, 27, and yours?!!!
I am indefinitely happy to answer your questions and to satisfy your curiosity, unfortunately, we have no holiday Halloween, but it is very interesting to me to learn about this day, Scott you will tell to me?!! I have decided to tell a little to you about our national holidays. At us it is a lot of them, but almost at all the most favourite are new year, Christmas, easter, a women's day on March, 8 and man's day on February, 23.
New year - the longest holiday in our country. Since 2005 under the decree of the president we celebrate his whole 11 days!!! We sometimes have New Year's vacation. These days almost nobody works, everyone have a rest, have fun, visit to each other and simply enjoy a life. And we meet a new year's eve with most close people: friends and relatives. We gather at somebody at home, we prepare many - many any different entertainments, we eat much, we drink cold champagne and we have fun. At 00 o'clock 00 minutes on all channels of our TV and all radio stations transfer fight of a chiming clock of hours on the main tower of the Kremlin of capital of our native land. All of us are very much pleased, that there has come new year, kiss each other, we congratulate everything, we dance much and plays different competitions. And then very much many like to come on a New Year tree which costs on the central area of our city. Hundreds people which have simply fun here gather, dance and sing songs. And so we can walk till the morning!!! But on it the holiday does not come to an end. Because on January, 14 in our country the majority celebrates new year on old style, i.e. in 19 century new year at us came on January, 14. And consequently we name his old new year. This night very much many young girls guess and try to see the future husbands in a mirror at candles.
And on January, 7 we really mark our most important orthodox holiday - Christmas. It at us passes at all as at you. For Christmas many in our country prepare for pies, and to 12 o'clock in the morning go in church and pray in them. In Christmas there it happens very beautifully. All around decorate with fur-tree branches, the lit candles everywhere cost, and their patches of light are reflected in opinion of hundreds parishioners. Such minutes all feelings are on a limit, and it is impossible to transfer words all that you feel. It should be seen and experienced. The Christmas is the most solemn and purest holiday for many of us.
In the middle of spring we mark Easter - day of revival of the Christ. This day you will not meet any family in which would not paint eggs and did not prepare for easter easter cakes. This day familiar we meet all a greeting « the Christ has revived », and in the answer we hear « Truly has revived ». Before easter believers carry out night in church, they cost with the lit candles in hands and this night at all the high spirits are especial. Many carry out in church all the night long. And since morning we in a circle of family eat pies and easter cakes.
Well and on March, 8 it is most my favourite holiday. This spring day all surrounding men give to us smiles and compliments. The majority of them try to please loved by a celebratory supper which they have prepared the hands. And certainly this holiday does not do without the colors, the first spring tulips.
And on February, 23 we congratulate the men - all our present, last and future defenders of the native land. I think, that in your family it would be one of the most favourite holidays, in fact all of you men!!!!! Well and what most favourite holidays in your country? It is very interesting to me to learn culture and traditions of your country. Write to me about it, I shall be very glad will get acquainted to all your holidays closer.
I too am indefinitely happy, that you have appeared in my life, I am grateful to the God and destiny, that they have presented us such fine chance to become happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wait for your answer and good day!!!!!!!!!!
With the best regards, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 11

Hi, dear Scott!!!!!!
I am very glad to write again to you the letter and to read your letters. Thanks you for your photo, now I have representation about what lovely and amusing boy you were at school!!!!!!!!!!!
Many thanks for such fine letters and for such fine words for me. My heart is warmed from your words and it is very pleasant for me, that we began so are close each other. Now you became for me the most close and most expensive person. I with each your letter am more and more convinced that better you are not present anybody on this planet, and I thank the god that it has helped us to learn each other.
Tell Cody greetings from me and transfer it also, what I agree to teach it lessons of Russian if it to agree to help me with studying English together with his daddy, well?!!!
Certainly I love candles, what romantic supper can be without shine of a candle?!!! I with pleasure would make to you with Cody the company when you admired candles in shop and probably, we really would want to buy everything, and our house after that would remind simply magic palace, and we would feel like fantastic heroes!!!!!!!!!
Yes, I love a ski and skates, unfortunately, last years it is possible to me not so a part to find time as though to me would be desirable this, but I hope, that at me still all ahead!!!!!!!!!!
In the street there have come last warm days. There were very strong colds, and became now very warm! This fine feeling to not transfer words, but I shall try to draw to you a picture of how it is beautiful now in our city. I was to be shared with you those impressions which overflow me when I go on city, I look around and I think of you! It is very beautiful, but this beauty is sad, because she will very quickly pass, and trees will stay to stand naked, frozen and completely not beautiful until the fluffy snow will not dress his fluffy clothes. But now all around plays beams of the leaving sun which as though says goodbye to all of us for long - long winter. But in my soul shines the sun and my soul very big love to you and understanding of warms not only it, but also still that very soon we shall with you together and we shall be happy. You know, today I went to autumn park and saw in it the in love pair. They were not young and most likely were familiar already very much for a long time probably at them there are adult children and even grandsons. But in spite of the fact that they for a long time are familiar and see each other every day, on their persons the smile when they went a beside shined and kept for hands. It seemed to me, that they live in the space, in the world which refers to as mutual love and fidelity. I looked at them and felt, how my soul is filled with the world and calmness. They as two kind angels who were gone down on the ground, have passed by me and were lost in crowd of passers-by. Still very for a long time after that I walked on autumn park, the fallen leaves under legs rustled, others from whiff of a wind were slowly turned in air and it seemed, that they very strongly do not want to lie down on the ground. I went one and listened to silence, thought of you, how we shall be with you together. Represented, as we shall be is turned with you in dance of passion and love as it will sometimes calm down in our hearts and souls, and then to inflame with new force and passion!!!!!!!!!!!! Ours with you lives are similar to lives of leaves from different trees which long months live and do not know about existence each other. And then there comes autumn, the wind breaks them and bears by air. They collide in mad dance of destiny, are bound with each other and then already become inextricably related. They dance and are turned in air, their flight that is prompt, is slow, but they together. Precisely and we with you did not know long time about existence each other and were unfortunate and lonely. But the destiny has reduced us and we hurry up towards to the happiness to be together for ever.
Today after walk on autumn park I am very romantic also to me it would be desirable to speak you about it, to share with you the experiences and ideas. You are very close to me, you have presented me happiness, love and understanding of that I can be loved, I can be beautiful and happy. I am very happy today and happy all last days. You fine and very kind person to whom I want to present the heart, the soul and the life.
Write to me. I shall wait with the big impatience of tomorrow's day again to read your letter! I miss, I miss, I miss, I miss.
Many thanks for such interesting and cognitive story about holidays of your country, is possible, that once we can celebrate holidays of both countries!!!!!!
Sincerely, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 12

Hi, my dear Scott!!!!!!
I very much on you miss!!!!!!! I could not write yesterday to you, I could not receive your letters at all because in cafe there were problems with the Internet, you do not imagine, as I to this was upset, it is very a pity, that sometimes we it happens are dependent on work of the Internet, but nevertheless I am grateful to it because it has presented me of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have received from you the remarkable letter and simply tremendous photos, I very much like your figure on the person!!!!!!!!! Thanks that do not overlook about me, always answer me, help me to live.
At me this day has passed very solemnly. I went to church and prayed for well-being of all my relatives. I am here not so frequently as I would like, but is rare better, than never. Sometimes in our life there come such minutes when simply pulls to go to a temple divine and to clear the I oppress also heart from wordly efforts. Here always it happens very easy and each of come remains alone with the soul and with the ideas. The surrounding solemnity and beauty directs me at any high purposes, helps me in the decision very much complicated questions. From church I always leave pacified and calmed. I know, that our founder and the keeper always will help us and will save us from wrong acts.
Now in Russia there has come such time when to the God many of our fellow citizens were pulled very much. Very long time too hardly was to all and not knowing where and at whom to find protection we were pulled in temples and churches. In our churches very beautifully and solemnly. We do not have figurines of maiden Maria to which Catholics worship, we Christians worship Jesus Christ and the father of it. In our churches many icons are pictures with images sacred, we light before their faces of a candle and we address to them with any requests or prays. She always help us, I believe in it. In Russian a temple very beautifully, you should visit them necessarily. You will necessarily like them and grandeur, I know it almost for certain!
The love to the God was imparted to me by my parents when I was still absolutely small. In our country it was very for a long time forbidden to pray and trust in the God, but my parents trusted in him always and me have brought up the believer. Therefore always heavy minutes of the life I come in church, I light candles all sacred which preserve my life, and I ask them to protect me, to set on the right path. I believe, that they help to find to me the decision in difficult situations.
And still I like to come in church when at me it is good and quiet on soul, I like it to thank for all those pleasures, that it has sent me in my life. Such minutes I always ask Sirs of ours that it has presented pleasure of life to all my relatives, and first of all to my parents because I do not present the life without them. Today I prayed not only for my parents, but also for one close person who has appeared in my life. I very much want, that at him always all was good, that it was happy, and all troubles bypassed his party. Today I prayed for you and your family, about that all in your life has developed well and safely. I from the bottom of the heart wish you happiness and success, and I hope, that I shall help you to become even slightly happier. Let you never learn treachery of the friends and disappointment in love. I with all my heart asked about it ours Sirs of the God.
I have very much become attached to you during our correspondence, very much I suffer for you, very much I want to trust in you and I want, that in your life there was all safely. With impatience I wait for your letters, write to me, always with pleasure I accept your mail ?..
Thanks for verses in Russian, I still repeat these lines and I think of you....
Sincerely, your Svetlana!!!!!!!

Letter 13

Hi dear Scott!!!!!!!!
I am very glad to your letter and certainly to a photo, I very much like to receive photos which you for me send, all of them very beautiful and interesting!!!!!!!!! It is always very pleasant for me to read your letters and to look your photos, I hope that in the near future you will please me again the photos and I can admire them!!!! At me all is normal, recently frequently I think of you and in general about us. I think that at us with you much in common and our joint life will be possible to bring to us many new sensations and pleasures. That person in whom I can trust completely seems to me that you. I see that you the fair and serious person who will support a difficult minute. Probably you that person with which I can connect the life up to the end. I as well as you search for the person for serious attitudes and creations of good family. Around of me it is a lot of girlfriends and friends, but there would be no person which me liked. Men in a life of the woman can unexpectedly appear and disappear, but I do not search for it, I would like that near to me the unique beloved was constant and it seems to me that this the man you mine dear Scott!!! I have nothing to hide from you, I want that you knew all about my attitude to you and my feelings to you!!!!! You do not imagine as me it would be desirable you to embrace, nestle on your strong body, to feel your breath, your sight. So to be hard far from you, but I have your photos and letters, it is a lot of and during too time every day it becomes a little. But how to be spoken in Russian proverb: ? The longer separation, the is more sweet a meeting ?.
I believe that between us all will turn out also all it will be good, and our correspondence will have the happy end, I think that you understand about what I speak mine dear Scott!!! Believe I of you I shall never upset or injure, I am not able and I do not want to play with you in games, that I write all to you and I shall write really the truth, I really have to you strong feelings and a lot of love and heats which I hope to you to present!!!!!! I think, that you that the person who is capable to make me on the present happy. You very much feel me, I can speak you about everything, I have already entrusted to you much that not known about me by anybody. Thanks you for your understanding and love. You could change my life, have added in it of light and hopes. I cannot wait for that day when at last I can see you. I shall see you from is far and I shall run to you on a meeting. You will embrace me and so having embraced we shall stand for a long time and simply to look against each other and to be silent, words will be not necessary for us, to us so all will be clear ?. We like each other both this most important and the God will bless our love!!!!!!
I very much wait for the letter from Cody, transfer it greetings from me and gratitude for his diligence!!!!!!
I shall wait very much for your letters!!!!!!!!!!!
With the best regards your Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 14

Hi my dear Scott!!!
I only wanted to wish you fine day and solar weather. I did not receive from you the letter today and wanted to tell, that very much I miss …..
I very much wait for your answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sincerely, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 15

Hi my dear Scott!!!

You simply do not imagine, as I am glad to receive your letters every day. I wake up in the morning and by my first idea happens memoirs on you. For the last some weeks you became the relatives for me the person. It seems to me, that I live, I breathe only due to that I have you. You know, how is healthy to know, that there is a person for whom you are necessary which thinks of you, waits with impatience of a meeting with you, dreams of the same of what I dream. It seems to me, that you and your letters have made of me other person, I became happy and cheerful. I want to laugh every minute at pleasure because I know that I have you. All around of me has changed the color, all became bright and solar. I have especially sharply understood it yesterday when I have not received your letter …. To me began so sadly …. It is good still, that I was written by your remarkable son so to me has calmed down!!!!!!!! Now I understand, why I have not received your letter and is very glad to read today at once some letters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am glad, what your holiday has passed so wonderfully, you have received many sugar candies in the bag?!!!! I think, very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Too it is a pity to me, that I was not near to you, it seems to me, that it is a remarkable holiday and we with you are similar that the child too lives in my soul and I with pleasure would began to play with you in snow spheres and to go for a drive on sledge!!!!!!! By the way, I do it in each winter with the pupils during walk and I receive a charge of vivacity and fun, but I am sure, that near to you to me it will be even more joyful, in fact you for me became native people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think, that you excellent father to the sons and I am proud of you, thanks, that you is in my life!!!!!! Your children should be proud too of the the daddy, they will understand, that him has very much carried, but while they too small for this purpose, but their gratitude to you still ahead!!!!!!!!

Dear as it is healthy, that I have decided to go to Internet - cafe as it is good, that you have answered my letter. As soon as I have read your letter to me, I have understood, that you very good and kind person. All your following letters have helped me to be convinced of it. Each of your messages became for me a beam of the sun and light. I think, that we perfectly shall understand each other when we shall live together. From ours with you of letters we have much learned about each of us, but at personal meeting we shall get acquainted even closer, and I very much am glad to this. We should be happy.

My most native person, you that about whom, I dreamed. Now I know, that on light there is still such a man which I saw in the dreams. You such courageous, such kind and good. I want to think of you every second the existence. You dream in each my dream, every day are with me in my ideas. I divide with you the pleasures and griefs, the victories and the defeats. I hope, that so will be all our life, and we shall live for a long time and happily.

Thanks, that you have asked me about my presence on a site, I do not want, that between us was what - that mistrust and an innuendo. Only on frankness and honesty it is possible to construct the present attitudes, for all life. You have asked why I came on site. I really came on site some times. But I did it not to correspond with other men. I do not search for other attitudes and attitudes with other men are not necessary for me. I have found the man which I searched and waited so for a long time. I have found you, nobody is necessary for me except for you. I love you and I want to be only together with you in my life. I came on site only for one reason. I wanted to remove mine profil. I searched in adjustments where it can be made, but could find. I want to be fair not only with you but also with other men on it site. You know I have told to you, that I correspond only with you and it is the truth. I do not want to give hope and by that to deceive other men. I have already found the happiness, IT YOU. Therefore I do not need any more in profil on site and I want to remove it. I want that all other members of it site were happy as well as I and could find the love. My subscription too should cancel in the nearest day so you can see, that it is not necessary for me.

Frequently I present, as we shall live with you together. We shall carry out together all our days off, we shall laugh, joke and simply to like each other. When I shall come to you, you will introduce me to children, native and friends, they will come to us on a visit, and I shall prepare for them for tasty dinners and suppers. I shall prepare for them for the big and very tasty pie!!!!! And still we will suit with you suppers at candles. We shall drink with you champagne and to get drunk with pleasure, that we with you together and like each other. Near to you I shall always feel like confident and protected, because you very strong and courageous. I can be confident, that you can always help me, will always support me, will come to me to the aid or will simply regret, when to me it will be very bad.

I can not wait that day when I we shall meet. You simply will very strongly press me to the breast, will take for a hand, and we shall begin with you a new life. Remained absolutely slightly, we shall be with you together and we shall be happy. It is necessary to be typed simply patiences and to suffer.


Sincerely, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 16

Hi mine dear Scott!!!!!!!!!!!
I am very glad to receive your letters because I waited for them with the big impatience. Today all the day my ideas were only about you and how I all the same am strong you I like and all time with you beside wants to be. I dream of how we shall live with you together and as we shall carry out our evenings, days and nights. And sometimes all this seems to me similar to a fairy tale … thanks for such good photos, your son caused on my eyes of tears of emotion …. Thanks, that you is my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am happy to write to you again, I very much miss on you and to me today is very sad, that we with you not together. Today at me simply awful mood … but it not because of you, my lovely. Simply yesterday in my life there was an awful event which I still for a long time shall not forget, and it is never possible that I shall overlook.
Yesterday, after my working day has ended, I have decided to go to my girlfriend, and then to go to Internet - cafe. We very much for a long time with it did not see, but only called each other. The matter is that earlier we with it were very close, but after she has married, we began to see much less often. Recently I have met her in the street after came back from cafe. We very for a long time talked to it, and at the end of our conversation she has invited to go to it on a visit when I will have free time. Yesterday I have decided and to make, as I wanted to share with it the pleasure about ours with you acquaintance.
She very much was delighted, when has seen me, we for a long time talked to it about our changes in a life. But when I have asked her about the husband, the girlfriend began to cry and has told, that their home life has not developed also she can make of nothing with it. I calmed her, spoke, that all will be good to take care necessarily also the god of it and its home life. I spoke, that it never overlooks about us and always renumerates us for our patience and for all our sufferings.
My girlfriend very beautiful and many men pay to it the attention. But she always remained is true to the husband as counts change by the biggest sin. But it did not trust it and always accuses her that she has other men and goes to them on appointments.
It has come, when I have not had time to leave yet. I was horrified simply! Practically words not speaking, it started to beat her directly on my eyes. It seemed to me, that in him the terrible animal which operates him was installed. It much more than my girlfriend, his fists very heavy and simply huge! I have not had time to understand anything how it has hammered in her in a corner and started to kick and beat the fists directly on a head. I tried to drag it, but it was simply useless. I could not shift it on millimeter. It proceeded very for a long time. My girlfriend shouted from a pain, and it continued her to beat for anything. When it has released her, I do not know, how it had enough forces to rise and be thrown over him. She shouted, that will not forgive to it it never and will make everything to revenge. They very for a long time swore, and I at this time stood between them and did not allow to come nearer him to each other. It seemed to me, that they can tear each other on a part. Approximately through one hour the husband of my girlfriend has left. And we have remained with it together. I have laid her in a bed and have given it a soothing medicine. She very for a long time sobred on my shoulder …. And after a while its beginning a nausea and she could not even lift a head. I have helped to reach to it a bathing room and her very for a long time a nausea. It seems to me, that its husband has made to it a brain concussion when beat her. And I for a long time persuaded her to go to hospital, but she suffered all this silently and did not complain at all. I simply am amazed to its force!!!!!!
Late at night I have come home and have lain in the bed. But I could not fall asleep, because before my eyes constantly there were pictures of beating!!!!! I cannot simply understand, how it is possible to lift a hand on a defenceless essence, on the woman who cannot give you equivalent repulse. All this is equal what to beat the child! And the majority of our men are such. Each second woman goes for work in bruises, covers their voice-frequency cream and the pain from the husband suffers. But I know, that the god all the same will punish these sinners, and they will not have happiness in a life because they do unfortunate many people. Because of their cruelty wives and children suffer, their mothers because see suffer to whom their favourite sons have turned. And the god suffers, when sees everything what to be created on the ground. But he will not be mercy. Sooner or later conscience will wake up in their souls, and it will be very a shame to them with all acts. But who knows, it will be already possible late and their repentances appear to nobody necessary. It seems to me, what exactly it would be for them the biggest punishment. In fact the person cannot live in loneliness. It is necessary, that he had close people. But from such fathers children turn away, from such husbands wives and mothers turn away. And they become lonely.
Scott, I know, that you completely not such. In each your letter, in each your line it is felt, that you very good and kind person. And I very strongly value you because I know, that you a gift to me from our heavens. I am confident, that more never I can meet the man which would be better, kinder, more gentle and more careful than you. I very strongly appreciate you. You the best, that now are in my life. And I know, that if something happen with you and you cannot write more to me or I shall know, that you do not want to write or see me, for me it will be the biggest punishment in a life. I do not know, whether I can endure this pain and stand before this test. After yesterday's evening I have especially clearly realized, as you became expensive for me and as strongly I believe that all at us with you will be good.
I with huge impatience wait for your letter and always I pray for you and your health!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For ever your Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 17

Hi!!! My the finest, my the most good, the most - best and remarkable, my Scott!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am glad to write again to you the letter and to read yours. Huge for your words of support, these words I also wanted to hear thanks you from you. I am absolute in all with you agree, but I cannot give to it of any advice, she still loves the husband and only its heart will prompt it how to act further.
How you, how children?!!! I hope, that you had fine day, I thought of you much!!!!!!!!! You my closest and native person, I miss on you every minute my life. To me it is sad that you are not present a beside and I cannot embrace you strongly - is strong, to nestle on your breast and to feel knock of your heart.
To me it is sad today that a second day in our city there is very cold autumn rain and everyone go gloomy and gloomy. Now there is such weather when it would be desirable to sit an at home and to listen to music of a rain together with the favourite and close person. Yesterday I have come home, have closed curtains at my window, have included candles and villages to dream of you and about me. I have included silent music, and thought of you. I recollected how has received your first letter as has seen your photo on a site and you have drawn my attention. It seems to me, that I remember each your letter ….
Behind a window drops of a rain knocked, they strummed unusual music which was given in my heart and my dream carried away my ideas far - is far, absolutely in other country, through ocean, to you! When branches of trees rustled from a wind, it seemed to me, that it you whisper to me words of love and I tried to listen to your whisper. It seemed to me, that I should not miss any sound and it will help me to be near to you this minute. I knew, that you are very far from me, but I knew, that in spite of on any distances, you are very close to me. You were in my heart, and the rain and a rustle of last leaves sent the regards to me from you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The flame of a candle shivered from my breath, and I looked at them and dreamed, dreamed, dreamed … … Music of a rain calmed me and carried away very far, in the fantastic country where we were with you together and never left.
Already after midnight the rain has ended also to me it wanted to leave on street to look at the sky. I hoped to find even one star and to think of desire about that we have met you as soon as possible. I have left on a balcony and have sighed a full breast, was already late, around there was no fire and it was necessary to go to bed. I have gone home, have extinguished candles and have gone to bed. And in dream my dreams proceeded. I saw you, ran to you on a meeting and laughed at pleasure. I very much hope, that my dream sometime becomes a reality, and we shall be happy with you. We should not think of desire about that at all to be together because we shall never leave you.
I very strongly miss on you, my dream.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter and to trust that all will be fine.
I wish you all most good and I tender kiss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sincerely, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 18

HI my dear Scott!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for your remarkable letter, you know, how I am glad to see every day your letters and I certainly have not left your simple declaration of love and to me I would be desirable to tell to you in the answer « too you I love!!!!!!!!!!!!! ».
How you, the darling?!! How children, I hope, what at all of you it is good also you had a remarkable sunny day and simply excellent game, I am right?!!!! It is a pity, that I was not a number to support you, but I think, that at us still all ahead!!!!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow at me the long-awaited day off. I very much love the work, but always with impatience I wait for the day off. I at all do not know, than I tomorrow shall borrow. But I necessarily descend in sports club. I very much love playing sports, but unfortunately, to go there so often, as though I would like that, at me not always it turns out. I like the trainer which conducts our employment. It the young girl, at it a remarkable figure. It is pleasant to me the benevolent attitude to people and that as the trainer it perfectly consults with the work. Also tomorrow I shall make something for a dinner for the parents, I very much would like to make it. Also I very much would like to feed with the dinner or a supper you and children, I would bake for you huge and very tasty pie, you love sweet?!!! Here I awfully love sweet and simply I adore any ice-cream, a cake, a zephyr, when at me very bad mood the tile of a milk chocolate will make my day better!!!! I very much wish to prepare for you, to care of you … I Hope, that soon my dream to be executed, I shall try very much that you liked my cookery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think of you much, your letters and ideas are very close to me. I have made a correct choice that have chosen you. You to me at once have seemed to that the man of which I dreamed. We search for one and too at us the general ideas, feelings, desires, interests. It seems to me, that we are very similar, probably, at us related showers.
The only thing that us separates this distance between me and you. But me it is a problem not how many does not excite!!! If two persons understand, that it is necessary for them to be together, they will make all for achievement of this purpose. And in our world there are airports and planes, to be necessary some hours and we can be together.
I shall wait for our meeting, and hope for the best that can to be between us as at us in Russia speak time will show. Simply we should be to each other fair frank and should not hide something. Here I also wish to know you very much and very well my dear Scott. I too very much would like to speak about a meeting, we in city have a travel agency and yesterday on eyes the newspaper about their announcement that they help wishing to receive visas in the USA has got to me, I hope, that they can help and to us. When we shall finally solve about necessity of our meeting, I shall necessarily address in this agency for the help and be absolutely fast we can together. We shall enjoy a society each other every minute, every second ours with you of existence!!!!!!!!!!! We shall learn each other anew, we shall look in the face and fly with happiness and pleasure. From affinity of each of us … … we shall be together day and night. Every morning we shall speak each other "good morning" and to wish at the nights « pleasant dreams ». It seems to me, that for the sake of such minutes and it is necessary to live in this world. I know, that already very much and very soon I can see Now I am more and more convinced of beauty of your soul and also I thank you for chance to do it!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think, that you that the person who is capable to make me on the-present happy. You very much feel me, I can speak you about everything, I have already entrusted you much that not known about me by anybody. Thanks you for your understanding and love. You could change my life, have added in it of light and hopes. I cannot wait for that day when at last I can see you. I shall see you from is far and I shall run to you on a meeting. You will embrace me and so having embraced we shall long stand and easier to look against each other and to be silent, words will be not necessary to us, to us so all will be clear …. We love each other both this the most important and the God will bless our love!!!!!!
I shall wait for your letter!!!!!!!!!!!
With love, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 19

Hi my dear Scott!!!!!
I am very glad to receive from you the letter, to read in it so many good and kind words and to know, that all of them are addressed only to me. I am glad, what you had good game, I hope, what you could feel my support?!!!!!! As has passed your day today, I think, that in such pleasant company your day was excellent!!!!!!
Today, when went here, I have collected an autumn bouquet from maple leaves. They such beautiful and bright, I think, that they will perfectly decorate my room. I shall put them in a vase near to your photo on the working table, and to me will seem, that you as well as I sit next me in a room and see this beauty.
Today in our country the day off and consequently all of us have a rest. We with parents have decided to note this holiday in a family circle. Since the morning we had breakfast, have watched TV, that is had simply a rest.
Right after a dinner mine mum and the daddy have gone for a stroll on our park. We all family frequently go there, we feed swans, and sometimes simply we eat ice-cream and we talk. To us very much to like to spend time together! But today I have not gone together with my parents and have remained at home. They very much were surprised to this, in fact they did not know, that I prepare them for a surprise. I have decided to organize a celebratory dinner. For this purpose I needed to apply very few efforts, but my parents were very pleased. I have simply baked a huge pie which we, likely, shall is 2 more days, and have made a tasty dinner. I have covered a table and have included very romantic music. When my parents came already all was ready. My mum and the daddy were very glad to such small holiday in a circle of our family. We sat at a table, laughed much and talked about all on light. It was so peacefully and well, that would be desirable, that this day did not come to an end!!! The only thing that did not suffice me - your presence … you so well you write about your sons, in each your word to be heard the love and care, I very much am proud of you, you have created family idyll, your children feel like happy I is sure, that you will bring up from them very good men same as their daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But evening at me today will be very boring. I need to write my working plans for the next week. But I shall try to make it as soon as possible. And then I shall switch off light, I shall light candles and I shall look at your photo. I shall talk to you, to tell about how I miss and as I would like to be now near to you. I shall give you the kisses and to ask the God about that at us all was good. Thanks, that you have already learned some information concerning documents necessary for me for arrival to you, I agree that for interview to me will be necessary to go to Moscow, it is the closest city for me, to me it is a little terrible, Moscow - very big city in comparison with mine and I still never in it was, but the idea on our fast meeting of me will encourage!!! One of these days to me on eyes the newspaper with the announcement of travel agency in which it was spoken that they will help to receive without problems the visa the USA has got, I at once have thought of us, I hope, that they will help our meeting. This very known agency in our city and I shall address in him, I hope, that his service will not be the expensive and I can allow myself of them.
I think of you, about your letters and on our feelings to each other much. You know you have made me very happy and have given to me of force. Ideas about you cause a smile on my person. I have noticed, that ideas about you do not leave me in general. I feel, that I shall find with you the happiness and I shall make happy you. We with you two related souls and even not having met yet, we could present pleasure each other. You perfectly understand me, in your letters I read that so it is important for me to know. It seems to me, that the life near to you will be similar to a fairy tale. I am madly happy, that you are, thanks you for everything, my lovely and native person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tell from me « greetings!!!! » To children!!!!!!!!
I am very strong on you I miss. I with impatience shall wait tomorrow for your letter.
Sincerely, Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 20

Hi dear Scott!!!
I am very glad to your letter!!!! And certainly to photos, you know as I love all photos which you for me send, I long look at them and on my eyes of tear ?. I love you, I am valid you very much I love also mine in my heart many not spent love and tenderness which I want to give you!!!!!!!!!!!! You and children became for me very native and close, my lovely, you are a remarkable father to the children, I shall not get tired to repeat to you that I am proud of you, you do all correctly. Your lovely boys - the finest children on light and I feel in myself huge desire to embrace and kiss them, I do not know, I never was mum, but most likely, I feel inflow of parent tenderness, desire to love and care, I want, that you knew, your children always will be also my children, even if at us the fine girl will be born (and she will be necessarily fine!!!!!!!!!), I shall never do distinctions between them, I promise ?. But as all of us still far apart I shall ask the God to send you a guardian angel which will care and preserve you while I cannot do it...
Today at me very long day on work was, we warmed windows in a premise that cold air did not get inside and our children could not catch a cold. In the street it became very cold, freezes and last night I observed very beautiful, bright red decline to which on national signs promises cold weather and really today the snow again was, but on it time the snow was not wet, it was soft and fluffy ? directing me on ideas about romantic walk near to you: my hand in your hand, we conduct slow pleasant conversation, we feel heat each other ? the fluffy snow is turned, will fall on our eyelashes and from it why - that becomes cheerful ? we beside and all is fine ? after such walk especially pleasantly to return to the warm and cosy house, to look good film on the TV, to have a cup of hot tea, embrace of the favourite person, a smile on the person ? and sensation of happiness ? ?
I'm fine. I very much missed on you!! You always are in my ideas. Here so it is lonely, but your letters give me warmly. I do not know that to me to tell now. Emotions and feelings overflow my heart. It is a pity to me that we not together. But your letters gave me hope that at us all can turn out and we probably can soon meet. I think that after our meeting our feelings only become stronger and deeper. I think that it is impossible to know the person completely before you do not meet it personally. I therefore very much want will meet you to speak about all and to learn each other further. I know that you have told that you can help me with my arrival. I very much am grateful to you. I never thought that I in my life meet the man similar to you. You very much like me. It is pleasant to me that you write, as you think also that as you feel about many things. Thanks you, my native, for desire to help me money, I am very grateful to you for your desire, I do not know these items about which you speak, I never used Western Union, but to learn about them certainly will not decrease a problem. I very much would want to meet you to learn you even better. I think that if I only could then already would be near to you now. But it only the dream which I hope once becomes a reality. You know that I live in Novocheboksarsk. Here we have airport, whether but I do not know there are here flights to America. I think that to me will be better to fly from Moscow. I think it more reliably. I shall be glad to stop at you and to remain with you. I know that I shall be in safety near to you, at least I so feel. I find you very serious the man. I think that our meeting will enable us to learn each other better and to become even more close to each other. I also know that except for tickets I should receive the visa that have the right to arrive to you and to remain for what that time in your country near to you. I think that to me will be necessary to have your letter the invitation. You can send me it by e-mail. I print also shall have it with myself. I precisely do not know that to me is necessary to arrive to you. But I promise in the nearest some days to learn all and to write to you about it. I at all have no passport for travel abroad now. I think it will be necessary to collect different information. I do not know when I could arrive to you. Because I do not know how many it will be necessary to spend time for reception all papers. But I can tell one thing precisely, I want you to see as soon as possible. As soon as I shall have all necessary papers I shall arrive to you. Tomorrow I shall try to descend in travel agency and to learn about everything, as to my arrival, I about all shall write to you and we together shall decide, what we shall do, well?!!! It is interesting to me to read your plans. I see that you very serious the man. You know that first of all I searched in the man that it was serious and reliable. I searched for serious attitudes for all life. I searched for kindness and understanding. I searched for the good interlocutor and the friend. I searched for love. I think that I have found all this when I have met you. I very seriously concern to you and to our attitudes. I find much in common here at us. I want stability and reliability in attitudes. I want to have unique the man near to me. I want to have his caress, care, love and his feelings. I want to be happy and to make happy this person. It so simply I want to be happy as well as each person in this world. This the man you? I think yes. I hope that you share my ideas and feelings. I so want to nestle now on your strong shoulders and to feel your warm embraces. I want that you have placed your hands around of me and have kissed me gently. When I think of it then my head starts is turned, my heart is strongly beaten also excitement it seems such big that I am ready to blow up. I see that you speak with me very seriously. I do not want to make a mistake and to feel a pain in attitudes again. I only want to be happy. I shall be very glad to arrive to America to meet you. I want to learn better you and children, and also your country, your culture. I want to build long and serious attitudes with you. I think that for all life. I am happy that I have met you. I wish you fine day!!!!
I very much miss on you!!!!!!!
I hope that soon we shall together!!!!!!!
With the best regards Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 21

Hi my dear Scott!!!
I am very glad to your letters! It is always pleasant for me to read your fine letters. Thanks, what you have shown me the top view of my city, I have not so learned it, from above it looks a little differently, but you are right, we really have dam, in fact absolutely near to my city the river Volga, it is the biggest Russian river, you already heard about it?!!! I hope, that once we all our family shall walk on its very beautiful Quay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How you, lovely, how children?!!! I hope, that you had remarkable day!!!!!!!!! It is a pity to me that I have not met you earlier. We could be already together long years and like each other. Unfortunately we have not met each other earlier. But soon we shall meet and we shall be together!!! We shall be together always. We shall walk on streets of your city together holding hands each other. It will be very much great!!! I would like to wake up in our bed near to you and to allow to you my kisses in the morning!! I hope that our meeting will take place soon!!! I with impatience wait day of our meeting!!! Dear I hope that things will go right for us and we shall together soon!!! Today I was engaged in research of a question of my visa. We have decided to meet you. Both of us want to be together, to make happy each other and to connect our lives. I very much want to arrive to you to be together with you for ever. You know I never hid from you my feelings. You very much like me. I feel that you which man I always searched for that. Therefore today I have engaged in studying of that how to receive to me the visa, as this most important now. That I managed to learn.

I went to one of agencies of my city. I talked to the employee of agency about that as to me to receive the visa and as it is better to make all. The employee of agency has told that I should collect documents and information on me and my parents. I should attribute all necessary documents and information in agency. Also I should conclude the contract with agency and to pay work of agency and cost of the visa. The employee has told that the visa costs about 200 $ USD, the embassy of America takes consular gathering about 150 $ USD, also the agency takes about 150 $ USD for work on registration of the visa. Also it will be necessary for me to do the passport for travel abroad. It costs 260 $ USD. The passport for travel abroad I shall make out about 3 weeks. In total I was necessary about 760 $ USD. The employee has told that when I shall bring all necessary documents and as I shall pay the necessary sum then all my documents will be sent to Moscow. There in embassy of America will consider my documents. After a while, approximately in three weeks I should go to Moscow on interview in embassy where will ask questions. In the same place in embassy I can receive my visa and all necessary documents to arrive to you. I yesterday already began to collect documents and information. Almost all is ready. I needed to receive some information only. Also it will be necessary for me to have your letter the invitation. This letter can be written in the free form. Your full name, your full address there should be only necessarily specified and should be written that you invite me. I also know that it is necessary for you to know some my data.

My full name: Svetlana Kazarinova and my full home address: Russia, Republic Chuvashia, the city of Novocheboksarsk, Street, Zavodskaia 51 * 14 Postal index: 428032. A stalemate for registration of all documents really appeared very big, I do not know where to me to take this money. I here can hope only for your help and thanks, that you have offered me the help. Dear today I also went to one of banks of my city on one their addresses specified by you. I asked in bank as it is possible to transfer money from abroad. To me have advised to make it through Western Union. Such branch is in many banks of my city. Dear if there where do you live in banks there is branch Western Union then you can easily transfer me of money. For this purpose my full name and all will be necessary for you. To me have explained in bank that it will be necessary for me to receive your remittance. I should show my passport, I should specify your full name, your full home address, the sum of translation and control number from 10 numbers. Then I can receive your remittance. In bank to me have told that remittance will borrow about 15-20 minutes. Dear as to me have told it the easiest and fast way to transfer money from abroad. To me have told that it is very reliable system Western Union which many years all over the world work. I hope that you can use it. Dear I am very grateful to you for your help. Once I hope that my parents also can thank you. I still want you to ask, that if you have an opportunity to transfer me of money within the next several days, I shall be very grateful to you for it. I want to start to receive my visa. I want to see you and to be with you as soon as possible!!!!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!!!! I very much miss on you!!!! The you can faster transfer me of money, the faster to me will start to make out my visa and all necessary documents and that more likely we shall be together.

Now you have all the necessary information to plan my arrival to you and to make of the decision. I shall understand and I shall take part any your decision. I hope that you feel well. I very much love you and I miss on you!!! It seems to me that I well know you and I know about you absolutely all. I certainly understand that it not so. I would be very glad if you have told to me that from your life about what I yet do not know that. I think that if we have decided be together we with you we can speak with each other about all things. In any case it will be interesting to me to read all that you will write. You can write to me that that you want to tell to me. I with impatience wait for our meeting!!! To me it is very lonely here without you. My parents and friends near to me, but it is not enough. For me the biggest happiness it to be near to you, to love you, to care of you. I did not know love about that day as I have met you. You have presented me your love, you have made so my heart began to beat. I do not know that I did if you were not in my life. The life here is very usual, to me is lonely also a life is similar only to existence. My life IT YOU!!!! I want to be with you and to divide with you my life!!!!! I want to make you happy. I hope that soon we shall together. I wish you fine day!!!!!

I with impatience shall wait your following letter!!!!

With the best regards Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 22

Hi my dear Scott!!!
I am grateful to you for your letters and certainly such remarkable photos, I without any doubt very much love them, at you the remarkable house, the nature which surrounds it, it was pleasant to me absolutely everything, it so is fine!!!!!!!!!!!! I even could present us with you on your cosy kitchen, preparing together a dinner … it so is fine, that I cannot wait to realize it!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lovely, I understand, that you live not in city, it very much is pleasant to me, you know, that my city completely not big, for me not the main thing to live in city, I all life dreamed of the house, instead of about an apartment, what to live near to the nature, you know, how I like and I enjoy all this beauty!!!!!!!!!!!! The only thing for that I wait with the big fear and curiosity so this my training to go by the machine!!! Lovely, you are confident, what I shall cope with management?!!! In any case I wait for it with impatience and I shall try very much to roll loved with "breeze"!!!!!!

Lovely, your first letter contains so a lot of information, that I read it some times to understand everything, but nevertheless forgive, if that - that nevertheless remained for me not absolutely clear. Loved, I have not understood about what 2000 $ you a little speak?!! For what this money are necessary for me?!!! For me it is simply huge sum, present, that my wages in a month make 100 $ about what 2000 $ I can speak, I and in hands never held such huge sum. Forgive, but I do not have kept own means, and at my parents never was such money. Unfortunately to all state employees very small money pay. But my parents are very much given to the business. The state of Russia does not care at all of the citizens. Here in Russia very few people receives the big money, the most part of the population lives very poorly. Sometimes even it seems to me that in any country a life much better in the material plan than in Russia. Our average wages in a month make approximately 100 $. In Russia now to live very difficultly as the salary here very small in comparison with that sum which it is necessary to pay for habitation and for that that itself to feed. I for example receive just the average salary, it makes approximately 100 $ in a month, but this salary suffices to pay only for all municipal services and on a meal. Our family lives not richly, but at us happy and amicable family in which the world and the consent lives. I have got used to live modestly and already for a long time have understood, what on money will not buy happiness, I have got used to see and be pleased to world around - to the first fluffy snow, the first spring colors, children's laughter, whether simply the smile of the passer-by … yes has not enough in the world of occasions for happiness for which it is not necessary to pay?!!!!!! Now I think, that to you is more clear my financial condition and the reason of that I have addressed to you for the help. My lovely, I have not absolutely understood, why you want to send at once a total sum, in fact, to find this money time, loved is required, I understand, that you one bring up two children and it is very awkward to me to ask your help, but we can postpone purchase of my tickets on more later time. I spoke you that on registration of all necessary documents is required 3 - 4 weeks if we shall pay all services right now. I want to tell, what I want to be with you as soon as possible and I would not like to postpone our meeting, therefore we could pay meanwhile to agency that they have begun registration of my papers already now?!! You understand, what I want to tell?!!! We still will have enough time to think of tickets. You are right, my native, Moscow is not so far from our city and there it is possible to reach and by the bus and by train so you can not worry concerning my travel on interview in embassy. Also I think, we shall return to a question on my returning home after interview, we still will have time that all to discuss and decide how to us it will be valid better and more conveniently, you agree with me?!!!

I also wanted to ask you about you have sent what letter in embassy?!! Loved, I have addressed really in good and reliable agency and I do not have occasion to doubt of their competence, they really take the big money for the work, but guarantee reception of the visa, so our meeting and this most important!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They spoke nothing to me about necessity of granting of money on the customs control or a credit card, but I shall ask them about it and I shall write to you their answer necessarily!!!!!!

My lovely, nevertheless I do not lose hope for our fast meeting and on about, that we shall come to full understanding and you will agree with me in my desire to start business of the seas of the visa already in the most nearest days!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now about the most pleasant ….. you have written to me such fine second letter, that I have very brightly presented all pictures which you have depicted to me. I have presented, as it will be good us with you together as we shall carry out with you our days and nights. And so strongly it wanted to me to arrive to you, that I am ready to go on all. Now I can precisely tell, that I can leave both my country and my parents if only to be with you together. Only I shall think of that, as though it was good us with you together and I am ready to run right now to you, I can even cross ocean to nestle on you and to feel your breath on my cheek. You gently would embrace me, have pressed to yourself and have blocked from all vital troubles!!!!!! We would carry out with you and children together evenings, I would read to them books, told Russian fairy tales … and sometimes we could suit romantic suppers at candles, drank fine wine and read verses and poems!!!!! And could sit next simply in front of the TV, having embraced and to look any romantic comedy or a melodrama. I very much like to look films about love. And you?

At night when we with you shall fall asleep. You will press me to yourself, and I shall be as a small kitten and I shall purr with happiness and pleasure!!!!! And nightmares will never dream me. In dream I shall see only you and to feel your love to me … … About, my dream. I so strongly want, that these minutes have come as soon as possible!

Write to me please, my dream. I so miss you, you so are necessary for me, as anybody in this life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

With impatience I wait for your letter, I very strongly love you, your Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 23

Hi my love Scott!!!!
Thanks, thanks and once again thanks you for your letters!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so am happy, that in my life there is you, thanks, my native, for love, understanding, kindness and that you are …. Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How you today, than have pleased you children?!!!!
I every day love you all more strongly and more strongly. I cannot believe, that we with you have found each other for many thousand kilometers and have grown fond!!!!!!!!!!!!! It simply a fantasy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I too frequently dream of ours with you to the first meeting. Even dreams on this theme dream me. I see, how I go down on a gangway of the plane and I search for you eyes. My sight runs across from one person on another, but all of them are not familiar to me …. And here I meet a sight the eyes full of happiness and pleasure!!!!!!!!!! These are your eyes and your love have found me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My heart starts to beat all more strongly and more strongly, I start to choke with excitation and happiness. But we cannot touch the friend the friend because it is necessary to pass customs inspection. And these minutes will seem to us the longest in ours with you of a life, in fact we shall be so closely to each other and at the same time so far!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At last all these tortures will end also I shall arrive!!!! You will raise me on hands, I shall embrace you and we with you for a long time - for a long time shall hold each other in embraces, words will be not necessary for us, we shall be simply happy. And then we shall go to you home or somewhere to other place, it will be unimportant for us where. Because we shall not notice anybody around. We shall simply enjoy a society each other. We shall stir much simply so, it is a lot of to laugh and embrace. We shall be simply happy also all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the greater also it is not necessary to us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I now think of you, about ours with you attitudes, about our meetings much. At me not as all these ideas now do not leave a head, I not seem to me can about any more than think except for as of it. I hope that you understand me. I ask the god that our attitudes did not come to an end, and proceeded eternity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lovely, now I understand everything, that you have written about 2000 $, thanks, that you have explained to me it, to me it is very awkward, that you should spend for me such money … Lovely, you have correctly counted all, for the beginning registrations of all papers I need in 760 $, for me the bank which is to the address CHUVASHCREDITPROMBANK (7 (8352) 726666VINOKUROVA, 56 NOVOCHEBOKSARSK, 428000 would be to the relatives. Lovely, when I went to bank to learn all about Western Union to me have told that remittance will borrow about 15-20 minutes. Dear as to me have told it the easiest and fast way to transfer money from abroad. To me have told that it is very reliable system Western Union which many years all over the world work. I should show my passport, I should specify your full name, your full home address, the sum of translation and control number from 10 numbers. To you, what will make this translation enough only my full name - Svetlana Kazarinova and all. I think, that all will be good also I without problems I can receive your translation and at once address in agency, I would not like to begin business of my visa and to count days up to our meeting!!!!!!!!!!!!
As to the letter - invitations your letter is written almost that correctly, do not suffice only my full name and my full address. It is possible to write the words, there is no standard form, your full name and the address invite me, my full name and the address. Lovely, you at all do not imagine as me pleasantly to read your letter - the invitation!!!!!!!! I think, that it will help to receive to me the visa without problems!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I madly love you and is happy the love, you for me all in my life and I shall do all from me dependent to thank you for everything, that you for us do, that you give us chance to be together and already never to leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know, that from your first letter you at once have liked me and I have decided, that you the person beautiful not only externally, but also internally. Now I am more and more convinced of beauty of your soul and also I thank you for chance to do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We shall be the most beautiful and happy pair on all white light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I madly love you!!!!!!!!!!
Forever your Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 24

Hi my dear Scott!!!!!
Thanks for your letters, I am very glad them to receive!!!!!!
Yesterday I joyful have come to the Internet of cafe, have read your letter and have understood nothing …. Began to read more and more and only then I was reached with all horror of your letter!!!!!!!!!!!! Loved, I NEVER DECEIVED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday I at all did not have forces to answer you, I told nothing to parents, I did not want to excite them, I was simply cunning in the room and only my pillow and your portrait which costs near to mine a bed.. Know about those tears which and could not make my pain more poorly … I very much experienced … I know that there is a lot of fraud in the Internet and many so try to earn money. It is a way of a deceit and lie. I hate these people. I despise those who does similar things. So I think you can see my attitude here. I love you. In all my letters to you I wrote only that that I think also that that I feel. I always wrote to you the truth and my attitude to you. I cannot wait to see you and to be near to you loved. I constantly think of you and about our meeting. I hope that you understand me well. I too heard about such women. It is very a pity to me that such is. I do not understand as it probably. That seems to me that they do it simply awfully. Why them cannot catch and punish? Unless the man does not know the address of the woman with which it corresponds? If you think that I concern to their number that you be mistaken. My attitude to these women one, I despise them. I hate lie, treachery or a deceit. It not those values on which I build my life.
Men are not so necessary for me of money from any. I want whom to deceive. I want to be with you fair in all. Therefore I from you not that do not hide. You can ask me about everything. All that I want to find it the man which cared of me and was for me a support in all. Everything of what I dreamed, I could find in you. I really have grown fond of you. The letter you have very much offended me. You know, you can not send at all to me any money. I never would ask them you if I could do without here your help. But I wrote to you about that situation in which we live also you have agreed to help me with my arrival. And I have only apprehended it as due. I have decided, that if two persons like each other, and want to be together they will be together. Your money is only means for achievement of our dream to be at last together. I never would take your money more, than I could be necessary on were near to you. And you have thought of me as about the woman who thirsts money. Believe me, happiness on money you will not buy!!!!! And I wanted simply happiness near to you mine Scott. I drew a picture of the happy future near to you. I always wrote to you the truth and my attitude to you. I can tell to you only one. I love you also I DID NOT DECEIVE YOU IN ONE OF my LETTERS. In all my letters to you I wrote only that that I think also that that I feel. I always wrote to you the truth and in one of my letters there was no lie in relation to you. I do not bear a deceit and lie. It not those values on which I build my life. I only wanted you to write all this that you knew my opinion and my attitude. I have been very strongly surprised with your letter. Native I understand all I know as you now hardly, you feel deceived by the beloved if I only could thank sometime you for all that that you do for our future, I would make all that you only were happy. You much, very much and do for me and for our future much. I see that you the person of boundless kindness and love. I could dream only about such to the man as you. Loved, after your letter, I did not know, that to me to do … I have told about all the to parents and today we together with mine the daddy went to this agency. Loved, in - the first, as to my passport, you have confused all, the passport for travel abroad is necessary for me, I have passport of the citizen of Russia, it is the main document of our country which proves the identity and I should show the passport of the Russian Federation in bank for reception of your translation!!!!!!! But the passport for travel abroad is necessary for me that I had an opportunity to go abroad, that is to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As to agency in which I have addressed, it really very good agency, let his prices Are big, but I am sure that they will help to receive to me the visa. You understand, loved, we spoke with them about a reality of reception of my visa and the employee has answered us, that very much the great value will have a level of my income and if at me small a level of the income to me can give up in reception of the visa and on interview in embassy I in general should be silent that you help me, I should tell, that I for some years could collect the necessary sum. Lovely, at me very small level of the income, I receive the minimal payment of our country, unfortunately, work of budgetary sphere including the teacher is underpaid. Lovely, you understand, what I practically do not have chances in reception of the visa?!!!!! But our city very small and so it has turned out what exactly in this agency works very good familiar mine the daddy and for this reason today I went to agency with the daddy and they had very serious conversation …. Loved, it promised to help us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think, that neither you nor I have no right to refuse about his help and to risk our meeting, I really very much want to meet you and to divide our life for two!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To me it was insulting, it is very hurt to read your words that I take away this money from your children … lovely, for me are not necessary their money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Forgive, that I am not enough rich, forgive, that my parents are not rich, but they very good people, they remarkable!!!! I am grateful to them for everything, they gave me very much much. This much not money, but is weight of other excellent qualities. I always felt their care and love. They have learned me to respect other people and to try to concern with understanding to each person, not looking on his riches, beauty and the everything else. You know, for money of happiness you will not buy. We live not richly, but at us happy and amicable family in which the world and the consent lives. Lovely, I understand, that 760 $ - very big sum of money and you take away them from children, but I promise, that I shall help you, I shall work too and I think, that our children never and anything will not require!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! On conversation with the employee the help of mine of the daddy has not ended, it has less, than to me was insulting, that a standard of living in Russia such low and I am compelled to address to you for the help (you at all do not imagine that this request cost for me!!!!!!!!) The daddy promised us to help, than they with mum can and pay for my passport for travel abroad, that is 260 $ so, everything what we now require are 500 $, I understand, what it is the big money, but I think, what it is better to pay this money, than to risk my visa and consequently, our meeting … you simply do not imagine how I want at last - to see that you to touch you to give the kiss … to hear your voice … lovely, I too want to speak by with you to phone and the most nearest days I shall try that - that to think up to have this opportunity, I shall go to branch of communication, for certain at them is such service as a bell in other country, what you think of it?!!!!!
Lovely, I shall make everything, that you would be convinced that I do not deceive you, I shall make as soon as possible the visa and I shall arrive to you to remain with you for ever!!!!!!!!!!!!! If your attitude to me will not change, I do not know as me to live further. Whether I am even not confident I want it in general. My life will lose sense without you. I can hope only, that I can sometime meet you in heavens. I pay on the dreams, on you, on our love …. Please, my native, believe me. Really you think, what the person can be capable of such base acts? And you have decided, what I am capable of it?!! Lovely, I hope, that my letter and my words of an explanation will let to you know, that it not so. And still, I ask you to trust me, I ask you about trust, for me this most important, our attitudes should begin with trust. Lovely, my structure on a site still have not cancelled, but I do not search there for anybody, to everyone who writes me, I answer, that have already found the love and all I wish the same happiness!!!!! Lovely, do not offend me even more mistrust ….
I shall pray for us and it is possible, that already tomorrow I will have opportunity to go in agency to begin registration of my papers because already all is ready, all necessary information are sent also to me it are necessary to pay only for all service here again I hope for your help because only you can help to be to us at last - that together and to reject all doubts and mistrust, I believe, that we shall smile, recollecting all this history bringing tears to our eyes ….
As it is a pity, that the God has given us still test ….. to me it is hard to understand, that such occurs to us …. But I and you should not stop on half of our way, Scott!, know, that I love you and I shall make everything, that from me depends to be near to you and to divide the happiness for two!!!!!!!!!!!
With love, yours forever your Svetlana!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 25

HI My love Scott!!!!!!
It seems to me, that you and your letters have made of me other person, I became happy and cheerful. I want to laugh every minute at pleasure because I know that I have you. All around of me has changed the color, all became bright and solar. In spite of the fact that behind a window now coldly and it is snowing. This such fine feeling to know, that somewhere (let it is for the present far), the person who loves you lives, understands, dreams of were together. As it is now good me!!!!!
I shall open to you a small secret, you are a man of my dreams and desires. When I reflected on the to the man, the partner my image was very similar to you. It seems to me, that you my ideal of the man, you the best of whom I could dream only!!!! I very much would like to understand always you and to be your continuation. The woman in happy pair always is as though continuation of the of the man. And at the same time they mutually supplement each other. On mine, such attitudes can be named ideal. The love, trust, mutual understanding always lives in them, all this necessary components of the present love. The god has presented us happiness to learn and grow fond each other, and we should protect our love, in fact this present feeling. We shall necessarily grow in our love and understanding. I am sure, that everyone will go right to us, in fact everything, that we want, it to be happy together. Our feelings strong and sincere, and our thoughts the purest.
Lovely my and most native person in this world, I am grateful to you for your desire to help and that you already help!!!!! Thanks, thanks and once again thanks for 100 $, what you have sent for me and my parents, lovely, you know, what it is my wages for the whole month?!!!! I very much am grateful to you, unfortunately, I can to receive this money only tomorrow, because today Sunday and in all banks the day off. Lovely, I think, that all will be good, thanks you for your understanding. I am very happy, that we came to full understanding each other and you trust me precisely just as I trust you. You know, lovely when we shall be with you together and our family will be the happiest on light, we shall necessarily tell about a history of our love that people knew what not all Russian women want only money, to me so is insulting, that the American men had such opinion on all my compatriots. We can show other party of attitudes on the Internet - any lie and a deceit but only love and happiness, you agree with me, my native?!!!! Loved, I have nothing to forgive you, mistrust, main is peculiar to all of us, that we in time could think again and not lose our love.
My lovely how today has passed your day how children?!! At us today the present winter, it is snowing and the ground began absolutely cold, even it is possible to play snow spheres, I think, that boys would love it!!!!!! I worry be relative Cody though I think, that operation not so serious, I am sure, that weight it will be good, simply a pity Cody, I understand, how to it it is terrible, in the childhood I was afraid even of injections and the most serious trauma in my childhood is when I have broken to myself a forehead. It happened during walk, in a court yard of our house there is swing and they iron, and so all over again I am simple on them shook, and then I have fallen, and a swing have struck me on a forehead and as a result I appeared in hospital, all has ended well, but the small trace nevertheless has remained also I can show you it, it as a small reminder on my childhood!
Loved, I have not absolutely understood, you do to me the offer of a hand and heart?!!!! Very original way … that, my answer can be only YES, AND still it is a lot of times YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I very much want to be your wife, we shall be very good pair, you and I, my you, and your I forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!! Whole, your Svetlana!!!!!!!

Letter 26

Hi my dear Scott!!!
Your letters simply rescue me these difficult days of expectation of our meeting … you simply do not imagine, as I dream our life together and all my dreams very bright and colourful, I love you, my native!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At us today the present winter - is a lot of snow and it on - winter cold and fluffy, in the street it is freezing, but as - that is joyful, the gloomy autumn with its melancholy, cold rains, pools and a dirty … has already had time to bother all and today all around is covered with a snow-white blanket - beautifully and joyfully!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I with the big impatience went in the Internet of cafe to see your letter, you know, how roads for me your letters, loved!!!!!! And I see, that you too dream of a snow!!! Loved, soon we together shall enjoy winter walks, games and entertainments … is very fast, I believe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lovely, unfortunately, I could not receive today your remittance the matter is that I work till 6 evenings and banks too work till 6 evenings, but I today left little bit earlier, all children were taken away by their parents up to half sixth and I have hastened in bank and have been very much upset, when have learned, that the bank works till 6 evenings, but cash department which is engaged in translations Western Union only up to 4!!!!!! I had to leave with anything, but you do not worry, my native, tomorrow I shall try to ask for leave to leave from work in the afternoon, I shall ask to replace myself not for a long time and I shall necessarily go in bank at last to receive your gift!!!!!!!
Loved, I read your letter some times, I agree with you that in the childhood when you were brought down with the machine, you were kept with a guardian angel and I am mad to it for it is grateful, you - a gift of my life and thanks the God, that it have helped us to get acquainted and grow fond each other!!!!!!!!
I with impatience shall wait for the letter from Cody, tell to boys from me greetings!!!!!!! I am very much excited by our forthcoming meeting and acquaintance, now I cannot already think of anything the friend, I present, that will occur to me when we shall reserve tickets!!!!!!!
Lovely, you so have beautifully depicted to me the house and I saw in photos, on how many it is cosy and in it your merit, you have managed to make the house beautiful and cosy, in nanometer the children's laughter sounds and the love lives and it is wonderful!!!!!!!! I have presented, as it will be good us with you together as we shall carry out with you our days and nights. And so strongly it wanted to me to arrive to you, that I am ready to go on all. Now I can precisely tell, that I can leave both my country and my parents if only to be with you together. Only I shall think of that, as though it was good us with you together and I am ready to run right now to you, I can even cross ocean to nestle on you and to feel your breath on my cheek. You gently would embrace me, have pressed to yourself and have blocked from all vital troubles!!!!!! We would carry out with you together evenings, could arrange romantic suppers at candles, drank fine wine and read verses and poems!!!!! And could sit next simply in front of the TV, having embraced and to look any romantic comedy or a melodrama. I very much like to look films about love. And you? Certainly I like theatre, the truth, I very much for a long time was not in it, I think, that I shall go there already with you!!!!!!!!!!
At night when we with you shall fall asleep. You will press me to yourself, and I shall be as a small kitten and I shall purr with happiness and pleasure!!!!! And nightmares will never dream me. In dream I shall see only you and to feel your love to me … … About, my dream. I so strongly want, that these minutes have come as soon as possible!
Write to me please, my dream. I so miss you, you so are necessary for me, as anybody in this life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With impatience I wait for your letter, I very strongly love you, your Svetlana!!!!!