Letter(s) to Don (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Don!!!
How are you today?
Sorry, I could not write earlier because was late on a visit in other city and had no opportunity to write to you the letter.
Well, as I promised I am going to tell you some more about myself.
My name is Oksana. I am 28 years old (still young but mature enough to know what I want in this life).
Oksana is a full name but you can also call me shortly Ksusha. This what usually people who know me well call me.
But also there are different ways to call me tenderly,
like Ksushechka or Oksanochka. It my nick name.
My height is 167 cms(it 5.5 foots), my weight is 56 kgs.
I am in a good shape. I am not skinny but look really nice.
I am not boasting, it is true.
I take good care of myself as I care of my appearance but I am not fanatic.
I have a higher education. I studied on the faculty of Russian language. So I am very good at Russian as you see I have also finished courses of a medical nurse and can make massage too. I should say I am rather good at it.
My family is not really big. I have a step father and stepbrother.
Unfortunately, I don't have really close relations with them.
Sometimes we gather for holidays but it happens very seldom.
I feel very sad saying this but my mother died from the cancer.
I loved her very much and I miss her badly.
I live alone. And I have to learn for my living. I could work as a teacher of Russian. But teachers get very small salaries in Russia. And I need to earn for my living myself.
That’s why I have finished courses.
Now I work as a medical nurse in the private clinic.
And I also do massage, it is my extra work. Thus how I earn for my living. I am not complaining but it is really a hard work. I should always be kind and polite though with some people it seems to be impossible. I don’t want to loose my job. So I try always to be patient even with rude people.
And what is more important, I get moral satisfaction helping people. It is my contribution into the world.
The city I live in is called Gatchina. In the western part of Russia. It is not big but very nice.
It 45 kilometers from St.-Petersburg.
I work in St.-Petersburg. But I live in Gatchina.
Every day to me to have to overcome 45 kilometers to get for work.
We have many places of interests and lots of historical places. I enjoy walking there. Also we have some theatres and cinemas. When I have a chance I go to the theatre with my best friend. Her name is Lera and she is a very nice girl.
But she is married. And we try to meet together to spend time.
I want to have my own family very much. You know, family is like a castle. Nobody can’t break it if you really love your family and fight for it. It is a place where you come with joy and happiness.
And you feel bad and sad your family will always support you.
This is what I am looking for. I am looking for a person who would be with me in bad and in good times. It is so important to know that there is a person who need you and that you are not alone in this world any more. Do you agree?
I have promised to send you my picture. So it is attached to this letter, hope you will like it.
Now you will have an idea of who I am.
Ok, I will stop here and tell you more in my next letters.
I will be waiting impatiently for your reply.
Please answer me in current of two days.
That I knew, that is interesting to you.
Enjoy your day!
Oksana.
P.S. If you do not remember, where we have got acquainted?
I have attached my first letter to you. I have written to you it on a site of acquaintances.
Here it:
>Hiiiiiiii!!!
>I wish to warn at once, that in my structure the correct information is specified not.
>Therefore do not pay to this attention.
>I even don.t know what to start with as it is the first time I ever do this.
>I am sure that others would write many good things about themselves.
>I am not going to do this. The time will show who I am and you will get a >good idea if we start and continue our correspondence.
>I just want to tell you that I really liked what I have seen and read about you.
>I think you are just an amazing person. And I wish you could give me a chance >to get to know you better.
>Perhaps, I should tell you some words about myself.
>I am 28 years old. I have a higher education but do not work on my specialty.
>I have really many interests. I am fond of reading ( most of all I like Russian >classical Literature ). Music . it usually depends on my mood, but listen to >everything from pop to classical music. And there are really many other things >which interest me but I will tell you about it in my next letters if you >want me to. Unfortunately, I can.t tell you anything about my family.
>And I am very sorry to say that my parents dies in a car accident.
>I don.t like to talk about this. Perhaps, one day.when we luckily become close >people. And my biggest dream is to have my own family, to feel complete.
>My husband will always be on the first place for me and I will do my best >to make him the happiest in the world. I will give him all my care, my love and >tenderness. You know, I am a very family oriented person. I like to have a cosy home,
>I am very good at cooking, I like to spend evening at home and just enjoy the >company of my beloved people. Also I would like us to go to many different >places and to share impressions. I don.t want to be lonely any more.
>And perhaps, you are also tired from loneliness. So we can try to get >to know each other and see if we could be those two halves in one whole.
>Feel free to ask me any questions you have. I will answer them with pleasure.
>I am looking forward to your reply.
>Have a good day!!!!!
>P.S. If you will answer me to my email, and I promise to send you the photo!!!
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Letter 2

You have received my letter? If yes, why you have not answered? I am not interesting to you?
Please, answer me if you wish to have with me attitudes.
Hello Don!!!
How are you today?
Sorry, I could not write earlier because was late on a visit in other city and had no opportunity to write to you the letter.
Well, as I promised I am going to tell you some more about myself.
My name is Oksana. I am 28 years old (still young but mature enough to know what I want in this life).
Oksana is a full name but you can also call me shortly Ksusha. This what usually people who know me well call me.
But also there are different ways to call me tenderly,
like Ksushechka or Oksanochka. It my nick name.
My height is 167 cms(it 5.5 foots), my weight is 56 kgs.
I am in a good shape. I am not skinny but look really nice.
I am not boasting, it is true.
I take good care of myself as I care of my appearance but I am not fanatic.
I have a higher education. I studied on the faculty of Russian language. So I am very good at Russian as you see I have also finished courses of a medical nurse and can make massage too. I should say I am rather good at it.
My family is not really big. I have a step father and stepbrother.
Unfortunately, I don't have really close relations with them.
Sometimes we gather for holidays but it happens very seldom.
I feel very sad saying this but my mother died from the cancer.
I loved her very much and I miss her badly.
I live alone. And I have to learn for my living. I could work as a teacher of Russian. But teachers get very small salaries in Russia. And I need to earn for my living myself.
That’s why I have finished courses.
Now I work as a medical nurse in the private clinic.
And I also do massage, it is my extra work. Thus how I earn for my living. I am not complaining but it is really a hard work. I should always be kind and polite though with some people it seems to be impossible. I don’t want to loose my job. So I try always to be patient even with rude people.
And what is more important, I get moral satisfaction helping people. It is my contribution into the world.
The city I live in is called Gatchina. In the western part of Russia. It is not big but very nice.
It 45 kilometers from St.-Petersburg.
I work in St.-Petersburg. But I live in Gatchina.
Every day to me to have to overcome 45 kilometers to get for work.
We have many places of interests and lots of historical places. I enjoy walking there. Also we have some theatres and cinemas. When I have a chance I go to the theatre with my best friend. Her name is Lera and she is a very nice girl.
But she is married. And we try to meet together to spend time.
I want to have my own family very much. You know, family is like a castle. Nobody can’t break it if you really love your family and fight for it. It is a place where you come with joy and happiness.
And you feel bad and sad your family will always support you.
This is what I am looking for. I am looking for a person who would be with me in bad and in good times. It is so important to know that there is a person who need you and that you are not alone in this world any more. Do you agree?
I have promised to send you my picture. So it is attached to this letter, hope you will like it.
Now you will have an idea of who I am.
Ok, I will stop here and tell you more in my next letters.
I will be waiting impatiently for your reply.
Please answer me in current of two days.
That I knew, that is interesting to you.
Enjoy your day!
Oksana.
P.S. If you do not remember, where we have got acquainted?
I have attached my first letter to you. I have written to you it on a site of acquaintances.
Here it:
>Hiiiiiiii!!!
>I wish to warn at once, that in my structure the correct information is specified not.
>Therefore do not pay to this attention.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
nd I promise to send you the photo!!!
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or
adahabba2@yahoo.com

Letter 3

Hi dear Don,
So you don’t want to correspond with me. Can you tell me,
please, the exact reason. Are you scared of the difficulties connected with that I am Russian. Or is it the distance that scares you?
You have no reasons to worry. If we like each other, I will find the way to come to you. We’ll discuss it. But if you decide to come here, you are welcome too.
Please, write me your thoughts of this.
But if you don’t want to correspond with me, please, let me know and I will not bother you with my letters any more.
I will understand everything.
I wish you good luck and much happiness.
Take care.
Oksana.
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Letter 4

Hi dear Don,
What a surprise!!! You can’t imagine my joy. I have checked my mail and what did I see there – a letter from you. Thank you so much for your very nice message. I really enjoyed reading it.
I would like to continue our correspondence very much,
of course, if you want the same.
Though I am a little old-fashioned and I think that a man should make the first step, but I really don’t feel sorry that I did it and had written a letter to you.
Sometimes I come to the Internet cafe to check my mail or to find some necessary information.
And some of the windows were opened while I was checking the information and suddenly I saw your add. And somehow you have captured my attention.:-) I decided not to miss my chance though I was not sure it was right and that I had to make the first step. But I have no regrets now. I feel a little lost and confused writing all this as you don’t know me at all and I don’t know you too. But it is so pleasant to get a letter from you.
Well, I hope you are not yet tired from my talking...
Perhaps, you wonder if I write this letters myself.
I speak and write in English rather fluently. I have been studying in the University for 5 years. Also I have been to Canada in the middle of 90s. I worked there in McDonald’s.
It was a small city called Gaspe.
At that period we had very difficult times in Russia, it was very hard to find any kind of work and there were no work places. So it was the way for me to earn some money. It was not easy for me, I was young and my language was not very good. Also I didn’t have any language practice. But any way,
it was a good life experience. I made some friends and after work we enjoyed our time. And we had much fun. Unfortunately we have lost our connection. But I still have very good and warm memories about that time.
I am afraid to make you bored with my talking. So I will better stop here.
Just one question for you. Why are you looking for a woman the way like this? I think it is very good to have an Internet as it connects people from different parts of the planet and it is great!
If you don’t like my question, you don’t need to answer.
I will understand.
And now I want to wish you to have a very good day or night.
It depends on the time you will read this letter.
Sincerely.
Oksana.
P.S. I am also sending you my picture and will try to do it each time I send you a message.
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adahabba2@yahoo.com

Letter 5

Hi Don,
Thanks for a photo!!!
Your letters make me feel so relaxed and rested. Not always,
of course, sometimes I am so excited that everything falls down from my hands. It has happened right now. All my papers fell down on the floor and my pen too. And everyone who was in the Internet cafe looked at me with the surprise. But I wanted to laugh so much and couldn’t put away the smile from my face. Now I realize how silly it looked from aside.
But I don’t care, I am writing to the best man in the world.
You see, I write letters at home on the list of paper and then go to the internet and type them there.
Hope you will forgive me for sharing all the details of my life with you.
Well, we still don’t each other very well but I already feel that we are getting closer to each other. .
Of course, I would like to visit you to understand if we could be a good match. And I think I will do it in the nearest future. Internet can’t give you the whole idea of the person you are communicating with. I would like to come to your place for some days to understand this.
But first, we should write letters and understand each other better.
I will now continue telling you more about myself.
Perhaps, more about my interests… Well, cooking is my hobby. Salads, different soups, pasta,
souses, cakes and pies– it is just a short list of what I cook. I like very much to try new things. I also like very much going to the restaurants. Unfortunately, I can’t often afford it to myself. I do it very seldom, usually it happens when some of my friends has her birthday party.
I like trying new cuisine and trying to guess what are the ingredients.
What’s favorite dish?
Watching movies is one of my adorable things to do,
especially at the weekend. I have an old model of a video player. Though it is rather old but I still can watch movies on it. So at the weekend I rent some videos or ask my friends to give me some and enjoy it the whole day. Most of all I like to do it in a cold winter day. I stay in my bed with some food, hot tea and enjoy it. I like love stories very much, comedies and sometimes even horror movies.
But I get scared too fast and turn it off What’s favorite movie? Any favorite actress and actor?
I like Tom Cruise very much and Angelina Jolie. I think she gorgeous.
Also I like studying languages. I try to improve my English and also I would like to learn Spanish very much. I have a phrase book and trying to learn something though sometimes it is rather hard. It is better when someone teachers you and correct you.
Sports is my other hobby. I do jogging, it helps me to be fit. And I also go to the swimming pool as I think it is a very good exercise.
What else…I even don’t know. I had so many thoughts in my head but they disappeared as soon as I thought of you personally.
I hope you are enjoying our correspondence as much as I do it and I hope to get your reply very soon.
Please, feel free to ask me any questions you have.
Hugs,
Oksana.
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Letter 6

Hi my dear Don!!!
Unfortunately, there is no letter from you. Such a pity!
I came to the Internet cafe in such a good mood. And what a surprise- nothing from you.
I know that I shouldn’t react like this. You maybe busy with your own things.
But I will be waiting as much as it is necessary.
And I hope you will suddenly remember about me and drop me a line just to cheer me up.
And in spite of all the difficulties in my life, though the weather is very dull and there is no sun, I feel happy.
Only a person who was lonely could feel this. The world and the life are now colored with bright colors. You get up in the morning knowing that someone is thinking of you,
maybe even at this minute he is thinking of you, wishing you to have a very good day and even sending you an air kiss.
Your letters woke up a poet in me. And I like this feeling very much.
I am in a very strange mood today.
I have remembered one song right now. I am sure you know it.
It is a very famous song called “Stand by you.” I am sure you will understand me better after reading this. This is what I would like to have in relations with my beloved person:

Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears Are In Your Eyes
Come On And Come To Me Now
Don't Be Ashamed To Cry
Let Me See You Through
'Cause I've Seen The Dark Side Too

When The Night Falls On You
You Don't Know What To Do
Nothing You Confess
Could Make Me Love You Less

I'll Stand By You, I'll Stand By You
Won't Let Nobody Hurt You, I'll Stand By You

So If You're Mad, Get Mad
Don't Hold It All Inside
Come On And Talk To Me Now
Hey, What You Got To Hide?
I Get Angry Too
Well I'm A Lot Like You

When You're Standing At The Crossroads
And Don't Know Which Path To Choose
Let Me Come Along
'Cause Even If You're Wrong

I'll Stand By You, I'll Stand By You
Won't Let Nobody Hurt You, I'll Stand By You
Take Me In, Into Your Darkest Hour
And I'll Never Desert You, I'll Stand By You

And When, When The Night Falls On You, Baby
You're Feeling All Alone
You Won't Be On Your Own

I'll Stand By You, I'll Stand By You
Won't Let Nobody Hurt You, I'll Stand By You
Take Me In, Into Your Darkest Hour
And I'll Never Desert You, I'll Stand By You
I'll Stand By You,
Won't Let Nobody Hurt You, I'll Stand By You
Won't Let Nobody Hurt You, I'll Stand By You
Take Me In, Into Your Darkest Hour
Won't Let Nobody Hurt You, I'll Stand By You

Just wanted to show my feelings with you...
I would also like to ask you to send me your address if it is possible, please. I would like to send you something by regular mail. And I will be just happy if you send me something in return.
So here is my address:
Oksana Sorokina (my full name),
Sovetskaya str.-8, apr.-4
Gatchina, 188309, Russia.
And I will be waiting for your address too so I could make you a surprise.
And one more, don’t please, send me anything expensive.
I am afraid it could be lost as our mail system doesn’t really work well.
Also do not send me flowers and perfume. I have an allergy on flowers and sharp smells. I do not wish to feel badly. Ok?
I will write you more next time.
Take care.
P.S. The photo are made this summer on coast of gulf of Finland.
Oksana.
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Letter 7

Hi dear Don!!!
How are you today?
Thank you for sending me your pictures, I liked it very much.
I was waiting for your letter so much. I hope you already know how much they mean for me and how I wait for them.
Unfortunately, I can’t concentrate today. I could sleep yesterday and had been crying the half of the night. I felt very lonely.
I feel better today. Please, don’t worry.
Next time I will try to be stronger and keep myself in hands.
May be I am just too tired. I have to work some extra hours.
My salary is rather small, it is only about $100 if to convert it in american dollars. $100 - It month.My colleague is sick and she is at home. That’s why I need to do her work too.
I do massages instead of her. And you know it is rather difficult.
Also it is necessary to be very patient. And you know people are different. Someone are very thankful to you for your help.
And others think that should do everything they want. They can’t understand I maybe tired too. I dream of a desert island. Sun, blue sky, warm water and you near me. Isn’t it a wonderful dream. And nobody there, only you and me.
Well, enough of my dreaming...
Tell me something nice, please. Make me feel good. If I was there I would make you a massage with an oil to make you rest.
You deserve. And you would pay me for it with a sweet kiss.
Dear, I want to thank you for being in my life, for giving me an opportunity to share my feelings with you. You can’t imagine what a relief it is and how important it is for me.
I appreciate your moral support very much. I feel it between the lines of your letters.
Please, be careful for me. I want to see your other letter very much. And to feel your warmth.
I send you my sweet kiss for free too.
Oksana.
P.S. Sorry, but I have forgotten to bring today a photo with myself in Internet cafe. I shall attach it in the following letter.
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Letter 8

Hi sweetheart Don!
Hope you don’t mind me calling you like this. But you are such a sweet person. And I am so happy having you in my life.
I am sorry for complaining sometimes in my letters. But I trust you very much and I accept you as a very close person and sometimes I allow myself to be a little weak with you.
I wish I could make something for you to thank you for everything.
Hope one day we will meet with you and be sure massage is waiting for you. I am sorry for complaining in my previous letter.
I just wanted to share my feelings with you. Please, forgive me.
Sometimes I am trying to imagine how it would be when we meet.
And I am getting so romantic at this time that can even imagine this situation in all colors.
Do you want me to share this with you?
I am staying in the airport and there is a glass wall dividing us from each other. I see you standing there with a bunch of red roses. And I see myself in a light pink long dress. The wind is blowing at my hair and my lips are so soft and I have a pink gloss on them. I am trying to say something to you but you don’t hear me. I start laughing as you can’t understand what I am trying to say to you. And then you start laughing too.
I am coming closer to you. I feel so nervous and excited at the same time. I see that you feel the same. I open my lips and you hear at last what I tried to say some minutes ago.
“Thank you. I am happy!” Simple words but there is so much in them. Thank you for making me happy. Thank you for being with me. Thank you for make feel complete. Thank you for being in my life. Thank you for everything.
Please, accept these words. This is what I feel now...
Please, answer my question, do you want me to come to you or not?
Of course, it will be in some time but I would just like to know that one day we will meet with you and that you really would me to be in your life. I can come to you with the visit for 10 or 15 days. I just want us to see each other and if we like each other, we can start thinking of our future together.
You see again and again I share my feelings with you. Something strange is going on with me. I feel butterflies inside my stomach.
And this feeling makes me feel very happy but scares me at the same time. I think I have to think carefully what’s going on with me. All these drives me crazy but in a good way. I like this feelings very much. Everything looks different from the time I met you through the Internet. I myself look different.
There is something in my eyes, they sparkling. Even my friends say this. They have noticed that some changes are happening in me.
Well, I will not torture you with my thoughts any more.
Thinking of you...
Oksana.
P.S. I have attached some sexual photos. It has been made by my friend Lera. I wrote to you, that it is my best friend. She is married,
and it is not enough with it we see. All my photos was done by it.
These photos have been made 5 days ago.
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Letter 9

My dear Don!!!
Please, don’t be shocked with what you will read now.
I was scared myself when I understood it yesterday. I was thinking of what was going on with me. Every morning I get up with the thought of you and every evening I go to bed with the thoughts of you. There is some kind of chemistry in the air. I can’t live without your letters. I got used to you so much. All I need now is to get a letter from you, to know that you are well and you are thinking of me too. I can’t do anything, I can’t concentrate. I go to work and it is a torture for me as I can’t really do anything, talk to anybody.
All I do is thinking of you. I think I am in love with you.
I know what you think now. I am scared myself as it is unusual for me too. But I will die if you tell me you don’t need me any more. I would give everything in the life just to be with you right now, to see your wonderful and kind eyes, to understand that you feel the same. Every part of my body aches for you.
I am mad at myself. This shouldn’t happen to me. At least I shouldn’t tell this to you. This is wrong. But what can I do. I can’t just stand aside. I need you to understand me.
Perhaps, you don’t feel the same about me. But I feel that you have something for me too. If you don’t, I will understand.
But I want you to know that I long for you. My love will be enough for two. I know I can make you happy. I will be the best friend for you, lover and a wife if you only allow me.
I am so much scared that you will not allow me to love you.
But you should know this feeling will always be in me as you have captured the biggest part of my heart. And this will last forever, I know. I have never felt this before especially to the person I have never seen in real life. And I will be happy only if you say that you feel just a little of what I do for me.
Please, take your time and write me. I will be counting minutes till the time I hear from you.
Miss you badly.
Oksana.
P.S.
I am attaching you a naked pictures. But I have blocked my face.
I am afraid that my pictures could get to any of the porno sites in the Internet. I didn’t on purpose as I don’t want to have my naked pictures anywhere. My best friend Lera has helped me to take it. Hope you don’t think that my photos is vulgar and please, don’t think bad of me. I did it just for you.
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Letter 10

My darling Don!!!
I love your photos!!!
I have good news. I have paied for visa and passport.
It costed me 75 dollars. Now all I need is to wait when I get it. Are you happy? 75 dollars is a big sum of money for me but I am ready to spend it for our meeting! I have good news to you!!! I have paid the visa and the passport.
Even if nothing works for.
You are the best man in the world. I am so happy I have found you. I love you so much.
I have found a poem and I want to devote it to you.
I am lack of words from happiness.
I want to share this wonderful poem with you. I want you to know that I love you so much that it hurts me to be apart with you.
If I could have my dreams come true These are the things I'd like to do To have a cabin deep in the woods,
And someone to share both the bad and the good.
The time when I feel so close to someone,
Who gives me such pleasure and so much fun.
Who isn't afraid of what the future may bring,
And share so much love, that our hearts sing.
Sometimes I wonder will my dreams come true?
And I ask myself, could it be with you?
I don't have the answer, at least not to share,
I'm afraid if I share them, you wouldn't care.
So until the time comes, when the timing is right,
I'll cherish our time everyday and night.
And if in the future, our dreams become one,
Then I will know that my dreams have only begun.
To have you beside me, through the rough seas and good,
I know we'd make magic, I'm sure that we could.
For you are my soul mate, I believe in my heart,
And to get our dreams, we much first make a start,
So, please, take my hand, and don't be afraid,
I believe that together, our cabin will be made.
I'll never doubt my feelings for you,
And if you return them, all our dreams can come true.
Hope you like it.
I will be waiting impatiently for your next letter.
Kiss you tender and hug you tightly.
Always yours,
Oksana.
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adahabba2@yahoo.com

Letter 11

Hi my darling Don!!!
It is a pity to hear, that will have surgery on your hand.
Do you know what? I am going to tell you one thing now.
Promise that you are not going to laugh at me, please...
I feel shame telling you my dream. But it happened and it was so real.
Ok, here we go.
Imagine… dark room, you are sitting on the sofa having cocktail.
Suddenly you see a flash in the middle of the room. You see a chair in the middle, dark red walls and a slim woman in the black suit and in the black hat. You can’t see her face but you feel that you know this woman very well. She has a red lipstick on her lips and a long cigarette. She is smoking and it looks so sexy. Then she starts dancing. She slowly takes her clothes away till the moment when she has little fluffy pants on her. She still has her hat on. She is dancing slowly and then faster and faster. Her naked body is so sensual. She comes close but you still can’t see her face.
It is very dark inside and there is only a candle light.
She sits on your knee and starts kissing you. Her hands are very tender, you feel them everywhere on your body and your desire gets stronger with every minute.
Then you feel yourself inside of her and your body and hers is one whole.
You lay down being very weak, relaxed and satisfied.
She takes her hat away and you see me.
My lips are red from your kisses. You see my eyes and my lips and feel that you want me again and again. And our night of passion continues….
Writing this I feel that I am already very excited.
I want to be close to you so much. This is only my dream.
But I want it so much to come true.
love you.
And miss you badly.
Oksana.
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Letter 12

My sunshine Don!
I feel so sad and lonely without you.
I wish you were here right now. We would put a warm blanket on us and would do different silly things under it. How do you like the idea? Or we could go to have a shower together...
I feel bad without you. I need your love so much. I want to feel your strong touch, you manly body, to feel the smell of your body and to feel your arms around me.
Dear, it is very important to share all moments in life with each other. To be in happiness and in sorrows with each other,
to love each other, to take care of each other, to be close when someone feels sad, just to sit and to talk not to have misunderstandings.
This is love for me and what’s love for you?
I think it is better to go to bed now. It is still bad weather outside and I wonder what the weather there. I wonder how you feel and what you do at this moment.
I want to share my life with you so much. Please, be with me always. Take care of me and I will give you all my life too.
Without you my life is empty and I am nothing. I live only with the thoughts of you. I live with my dreams about you.
Hope to meet with you in my dream tonight.
Love you very much.
All my kisses and hugs are for you.
P.S. I can’t send you my pictures any more. The scanner I have used in the Internet cafe is broken. And I really don’t have time for looking for another one.
I have a very busy work schedule.
Oksana.
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Letter 13

Dear Don,
I shall never deceive you!!!
You can’t imagine what has happened.
I have passed my bus stop going to work and was late. This has never happened to me. I am loosing my mind I am the same but I am different at the same time.
I never realized how happy I can be knowing you are there thinking of me.
I need you so much, oh, my dear.
Tears are on my mind as I am far from you. I never knew I needed you so much. It is so hard to stand a new day without you and I cry inside of me. I have silent tears as you are so far.
I cry hopelessly as you are not here with me.
I love you so strong. You are everything for me. I never knew I could love so much.
It is hard to breathe, hard to move. Just hard to be apart with you.
But you see I am talking already like a poet. You influence on me like this. Maybe I am talented, don’t you know? :-) Our love makes me better.
Unfortunately, I have to go and I have to say Good-bye to you again.
You can’t imagine how I hate to say this. This is the worst thing to me to say “Good-bye” to you. But I have to go and live my boring life here without you.
But please, always remember how I love you and will always be.
Oksana.
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Letter 14

My sweetheart Don!!!!
I have very-very good news for both of us. I’ve got a package from the Embassy with the letter of invitation. They have written me a day and time when I should come to the interview.
As soon as I pass it, I will get my passport with the visa.
It is great!!!
I am so happy and nervous at the same time. I hope everything will go well and there will be no any difficulties and I will get my visa without any problems.
As soon as I have my visa, I will buy tickets and then will take a plane coming to you. But I really need to know the name of the airport. Please, write me as soon as possible. I need to know it by all means.
Are you happy?
I am the happiest person at the moment. Though I am a little scared of the interview. But I am sure everything will be just fine.
I am leaving for Moscow tomorrow. Wish me good luck, darling.
Soon our waiting will be over. I think that we both deserve it.
I will inform you as soon as I know anything myself.
I love you very much and miss you badly.
But very soon we will be together and it is the most important thing. It gives me forces to fight. And I will do all the best for our happiness.
Love you.
Oksana.
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or
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Letter 15

My sweetheart Don,
Happy Valentine's Day!!! I have sent you eCard,
I hope you have received it.
I need to get an answer from you as soon as possible.
I need to know if you still want to meet me. If you do,
then please, let me know the name of the airport I should arrive in. I want to come and to see if we are a good match with you. And you will also see if you really like me. I hope so much that you will fall in love with me and I ask me to stay with you till the rest of my life. But it is a dream, I know. It's up to you.
And I will be not able to change your decision.
I am ready for this morally even if it breaks my heart.
Oksana.
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or
adahabba2@yahoo.com

Letter 16

Hi my darling Don,
I am already in Moscow and I have visa in my International passport.
Please, don't worry. Everything is fine.
Also I have visited a tourist agency and they were able to find me tickets for a very reasonable price.
You see they will wait only for some days and then they will sell it to another person. I can understand them as it is the way for the to earn money. So they are not going to wait as much as I need it.
So I ask you to help me.
I thought that I had enough to pay for the ticket myself.
But it appeared t that the ticket would cost more. The full price for the ticket is $824 and I miss $324. I am sorry for writing this to you and for asking. But I really don’t know where to get this money.
I already have a debt.
I would never do it if I had enough money of myself. But right now you are the only person who can help me with this. Dear, it will be your contribution in our relations.
You can send money to my name Oksana Sorokina, via Western Union.
And I will be able to get it in the Western Union office in Moscow.
The ticket is booked for February 27th.
The flight is Moscow - Grand Rapids.
Dear, I need to pay for it this week for sure not to be sold to another person.
Please, do it as soon as it is possible. I need your support very much. As soon as everything is done I will be in your arms. Just imagine some days and everything will be over. I will be with you.
I need it so much.
I love you deeply.
I am waiting for your soon reply.
Miss you badly.
Your loving
Oksana.
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or
adahabba2@yahoo.com

Letter 17

Hi honey Don!
I need a rooundtrip ticket. I didn’t know this.
It is necessary for me a roundtrip ticket.
I did not know it.
They will not allow me to leave the country without a return ticket.
You should understand that I have no place to take money. The visa is given only for one month and if I do not come to you for this time, then I will lose time and money. I hope only for you.
Please, try to understand me and help me.
I will need to use my passport to get money in Moscow.
If I am not real, I would be not able to get your money with my passport.
So this is a proof that I am a real person and I exist.
Here I attach a copy of my visa so you could see that I am real.
Do you remember that day when you first got a letter from me?
remember it very well.
And I want to say I appreciate everything you do for me.
I appreciate your faith in me.
And I appreciate you loving me.
You are a wonderful person, the best in the world.
This is what I want you to know.
It is hard to love being far away from each other. But with each passing day I feel that I love you more and more.
And I want you to know that I appreciate you being so patient.
As for me I am getting very impatient as I want to be with you so much. And I am waiting for the day when I see myself in your arms.
You are my everything!
Sometimes walking in the city I imagine us how we could do it together holding hands. You know we have one very nice place here. There is a very old house but it is still very beautiful.
And it is rounded with the trees. There are also bushes with roses there. I often pass it by. I’ve heard a legend about this house. A very happy couple lived there. They didn’t have children.
But they loved each other to death. And when his wife died,
he died at the same minute as he couldn’t breathe without her.
This is a true love. I want us to love each other in such a tender and strong way too. I promise it from my side. And you already know how big my love to you is.
I am starting to bite my nails as I am nervous I need you so much by my side.
Have to go now.
Write you more next time and will be waiting for your nice letters.
Oksana.
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Letter 18

My darling Don,
I don’t know what to do and where I can take money.
Perhaps, it will be better to go back home.
Such a pity that my visa is valid only for 1 month.
So you don’t believe me and you don’t want to send me money to help me.
There is no sense for me to stay in Moscow. I see that you don’t trust me and think that I am a lier. You have double standarts, on one hand you accept me as a sincere person and you believe me but then I see that you don’t trust me.
I feel very disappointed and offended that you don’t respect me.
You are wonderful. I have been thinking of you the whole night. And this is what came into my mind.
I want to grow old with you and only with you. I want to be with you till the rest of my life.
Another day passes by without your smile. Another day just passes by.
The time we are spending apart will make our love grow stronger. But it hurts me so bad that I can’t take it any longer.
I want to be with you so much. I want to look into your eyes,
I want to make love to you, I want to hold your hand when you are scared, I want to share everything with you, every moment of the life.
Life is so short to waste time. I need to be with you as soon as it is possible. I can’t be away from you any more.
I need you.
Thousand of miles are between us. You are doing something there and I am here sitting and wondering who do you look at, who do you talk to. Sometimes I even get jealous thinking of other people who round you. I know it is so stupid.
But I am not with and they can see you every day, talk to you. And I am here all alone and can’t touch you.
It is unfair!!! So unfair! I want to come to you sooner and never part again.
It drives me crazy to be far from you… How I want to hug and to kiss you.
I love you badly. And need you badly.
Your sad Angel.
Oksana.
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or
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Letter 19

My sunshine Don!!!
I have VERY GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have found money for buying a ticket to come to you.
My good friend gave it to me. All I need to do now is to go and to pay for it. And then all the roads are open to me.
Dear, please, write me your phone number. I will call you as soon as everything is ready. I will tell you all the flight details. And we will decide when and where you will meet me.
My dreaming is coming true and I can’t believe in it.
Don’t forget to send me your phone number, please.
I am so happy having you in my life. It is impossible to express with the words. You should see it in my eyes, feel it with my touches.
I want to make love to you so much so you could feel all my love. I would hold you tightly and cover your body with my kisses, every part of your body. I want you to scream from pleasure. I want you to be only mine for this time.
I want to feel you everywhere on my body, your lips, your hands. This is what I badly need right now.
I want to make love to you endlessly.
I want you to know that I trust you my life and everything connected with it.
I want to cook for you, to wash your clothes. I want to make our house cozy. I want to see you off when you go to work. I want to meet you when you come back. I wan to feed you from my arms. I want to caress you.
I want to make massage to you.
I want so much! Do you think that I want too much?
I just want to be with you and that’s it.
Oksana.
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Letter 20

My sunshine Don,
what a damn country! I am having problems again. I am so tired from all this bureaucratic system.
It appeared that I need to have $100 or $150 to leave for a foreign country. It is unfair! They do it at the customs to be sure that this person will have enough money to go back to his native country. I don't know if this ever happen in other countries or for foreigners. I think that people in other countries can easily go from one place to another one.
I think it is done only for Russian people. Many people from Russian want to stay in other foreign countries.
And Russian people have a very bad reputation all over the world. But I am very angry about this. How could they judge all people because of some who had once done something.
It is very-very unfair. I disagree with it completely.
Please, dear, send me this money as soon as possible.
You can send it to my name via Western Union and I will get it here in Moscow in any office of Western Union.
I will be waiting impatiently.
Hug you tightly and I need your support so much.
But I am not going to give up.
Love you.
Oksana.
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or
adahabba2@yahoo.com

Letter 21

Hi my darling Don!
I have called you for several times. But without any success. I want to see you very much but I can’t reach you. I should have money or I will have to return the ticket back. Please, understand me and help me. I really tried to call you and I will try it again. But I should have money by all means. It is necessary. In the other case,
I will be not able to come to you.
How are you today? As for me I feel so exciting as I want to come to you as soon as possible.
I dream about the day when I finally see you and hug you.
I want to kiss you endlessly. I want to come to your place,
to lock all the doors and be just with you. Just you and me and nobody else. We would make love all the time and I will be the happiest woman in the world.
I will cook breakfast for you. Then we will go for a walk holding hands and kissing like teenagers.
We’ll go to some nice restaurant and enjoy the meal and good wine. There will be candles and a soft music.
Then we will go back home and will make love again.
And at night we will go outside and spend some time looking at the stars in the sky. You will hug me tightly and I will enjoy the smell of you.
We will go back home and will take a warm bath together.
And will make love again and again.
How do you like the idea? You should have a very good rest now to be ready for this.
And please, take care for me.
Love you very much.
Miss you badly.
Your beloved one.
Oksana.
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