Letter(s) to Johnny (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello, Johnny!

THANK YOU FOR YOUR ANSWER!!!
I am so happy that you wrote me at last. I was so affraid that you can ignore my letter among many others. So, lets begin our aquaitance with my name - Polina.
You know it already, but it is just to be on the save side. Well, my name isnt usual for Russia. Yes, I am from Russia! You are surprised I think. well, Johnny, what do you know about Russia Have you ever been there As for me I have never been in your country. I have never been abroad. But I am an energetic person and I like to travel. To go to the picnics with my friends, to spend time in the open air. And what is youE hobby
I live in Urengoy. It is a city in the Urals. It is the eastern part of Russia.
I live with my sister, she is older than me in 2 years. So, I am 29 years old, I was born on the 10 of may, in 1977. i am 29 and i think that I am a sussesful girl for my age. I work as a nurse in the hospital. It is my evocation to help people. Sometimes my work is very difficult, and at the end of the work day I am all to pieces. But when I see that my work helps people, I am very glad and dont notice tireness.
As a doctor I acn say that the best medicine is a healthy style of life. So I am fond of sport. When I was a child I attended sport school and swam. Now I swim only for pleasure - I like water very much!!! Every day beginns from jogging in the morning and after it I am full of energy for the whole day. And what are your usual affaires during the day Well, write me all you awnt about yourself, every detail is interesting when people dont know each other. May be I didnt answer some your questions, so ask me, ok
I wish you a good day and to be in a good mood. It is the most important in the life - to be happy!!! Do you agree
Your russian friend Polina.

Letter 2

Hello, my friend Johnny!
It is so nice of you to show your interest to me. For every woman is pleasant to be noticed by man. For me it is pleasant to be noticed by such a man like you!
Thank you very much for it!
So, we only begin to communicate and we shall write much about ourselves.
So, as I have already told you I live with my sister. We dont have parents. But 10 years ago I had a happy family with mother and father. One day changed all our life: they were in an accident. At first it was very difficult, and now when I remember about them, I have tears in the eyes. That's why I dont like to talk about it. But we were really happy, and I have a lot of wonderful souvenirs from that time.
My dear Johnny you are right what to visit Russia dangerously for tourists.
Can plunder, kill. But I do not want to write about bad.
You write in letter Johnny that you are fat. But I think that at you good appearance. And for the love attitude fat content does not play a life a role. And you, what about your family? i am sure that your story is much more happy.
I work in a hospital and you understand that I dont have much time to develope my English and sometimes you can see mistakes in my letters. I learnt English at school and wanted to enter the university of foreign languages. But a sudden death of my parents broke my plans and I decided to connect my life with medicine.
Johnny, you know if I could grant one of my wishes, that wish would be to meet a nice man who would respect me and love me not only for my appereance but for my character, spiritual world. It will be the best thing for me - to love and to be loved. And you, Johnny, what would you do if you had this possibility?
As you have alredy understood, I am an easy-going girl, and demand from people with whome I communicate just to respect me. IA I see that a person believes me, I am ready to trust him in everything. But I hate liars.
So, it is all for today. I write not from home but from internet club and now i have to go away.
Your friend Polina.

Letter 3

Hello, Johnny!
My dear Johnny I sent the same letter because to me there has come the report that my letter has not been delivered up to you and there were failures in the Internet club. And I have decided Johnny to send you the same the letter. As I thought to you my letters have not reached understand??? I at all do not drink and I do not take alcoholic drinks. You badly think of me means so??? I wanted as better that the letter to you has arrived. And you Johnny write that drunk.
Well, today it is cloudy and I am a little bit sad. I dont like forecast weather, it is boring! But I didnt have time to get bored. At hospital there were a lot of work. Johnny, you know sometimes I work at night, sometimes at day time, so if sometimes I dont write to you, it will be because I dont have time as I work or just sleep after the night at work.
I wonder what is the weather in your city now? I think it is warmer than in Urengoy. I would like so much the weather to be warm and sunny. I have never been at the sea and wanted to visit it this summer but I couldnt because I worked without vacation and couldnt go anywhere far. Do you like to swim, Johnny? I learnt to swim at 5 years and my parents called me " a fish ".
There is russian expression " to swim like a fish " that is - very good. Yes, I like swimming. It is so pleasant to feel how water cares your skin. Johnny, do you know any foreign languages? As for me I also know French. I can speak it as fluently as English. I have already written to you that i was good at languages at school, but as i couldnt connect my life with them it is just my hobby.

I also would like to give you my home address in this letter:
I live in Russia, in Urengoy city, Vodoprovodnaja Street, 167 flat 16

Please, give me your address too. I would like to send you one day a present:)!
May be you want to hear my voice (as for me I want it), so I shall tell you that if you are not against you can give me your phone number, because I dont have a phone at home. I am going to buy a mobile but not now, I dont have enough time. I try to economize, and very soon I will be sure to buy it. It is very difficult to live without phone.
So, at these words i stop my letter and send you a lot of HELLO!
Your Polina.

Letter 4

Hello, my dear Johnny!
With every your letter I get used to you more and more! I see your good attitude to me and it is so pleasant! I think that you are ok and read my letter with pleasure.
Reading your letters I understand that we have a lot of common. Of course all people are different but it is interesting when you feel a person. I can say that I feel you!
My dear Johnny but why you have not answered my last letter???? I asked you your home address and a phone number??? You can Johnny hide from me that that and correspond with other girls????
Today I didnt work and I was cleaning the house all day long. It is my sister's birthday and I decided prepare a small surprise for her. Now she has material problems and she didnt want to celebrate the bithday. While she is at work (she will come in the evening) I prepared supper and invited our close friends.
just imagine she is entering the flat, switches on the light and see the served table and her friends!!! I want so much everything to be all right!
My sister Irina doesnt like big companies but there were always many friends in our house. I like guests very much. When we have guests it is a holliday. I always cook, because I do it better than Irina, and I am not against, I like to cook. I dream to open my own restaurant oneday:).
Well, I see that it is high time to come back home because I need to do some more things. I went to the internet club just to write you and to say that I am ok. Tomorrow I will write you abut our party, OK?
Your Polina.

Letter 5

Hello, dear, Johnny!
How are you doing today, my friend? Do you still think about me?
My dear Johnny forgive me please that I doubted of you Johnny. I simply wanted to find out you better. Now I know that you you like for me and you are fair with me. I asked your home address to send by mail my photo and Card with my wishes. Also I hope that will like you. I as want to call you in the future from a public telephone booth.
Today I had a very long day at work, because I dont know why but there were several accidents on the road and we had many patients. Johnny, when I look at people who are suffering from any illness I cant take it easy. I work not for the first year at hopspital, but I cant get used to it. I dont show my tears to these people, but when I come home I feel very bad. Next day I go to work and I try to do all my best to help my patients. In a few weeks I see the result of my work and it is the greatest happiness for me!!!
And for you, Johnny, what can give you the satisfaction? As for me it is my work. And what about you? i think it is necessary to be satifacted by the work.
In other case what work for? I dont earn much, but I like my work and I dont want another one.
Johnny, I dont even know if it is interesting for you. I just write because these are things about that I think often and I want to know your opinion on it.
So, I hope that very very soon I will enjoy your letter!
Polina.

Letter 6

The life is wonderful if there is you in it Johnny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have received your letter. To you there comes the letter that my e-mail is full because in the Internet club a problem with the Internet. From for it and you think that there do not come to me letters. But I have received yours letters without problems. Do not experience all well and I have received your letters.
My dear Johnny I am glad that you want our meeting. But I think that or to arrive to you Johnny.
Johnny, thank you that you dont leave me and go on writing letters. It is a real pleasure to read about you, your life. Our relations are so important for me that even if I have no time I hurry to the internet club just to read from you and to say that I am ok.
Today I am going to visit my friend. She lives in the suburbs and she invited me to see her new house. I like to spend time with her. She is older than me, she has a husband and a child.
her daughter loves me very much and it is always like a holliday for me to visit them. And you, Johnny, do you have friends who has wifes? Do you communicate? I ask it because some people think that when a person marries he becomes far from friends. Is it right? I can say that when I marry, I will communicate with my friends, I will never break up with them. These are people who were with me all the time before meeting with my husband and I will try to make them friends.
I dont have many friends but I dont feel lack of attention. And do you have many friends, Johnny? I think you do because a man with so nice character like yours must attract people! As you attracted me...
I hope that you will attract me more and more with your letters. Because every your letter makes us closer.
Polina with a lot of kisses.

Letter 7

Dear, Johnny!
From the first letter that I had sent to you, I feel that something changed in me. I cant explain to you what I feel because it is difficult to speak abot feelings in written form.
I can say just that your letters help me. There are different problems in life but when I open my mail box and see your letter I feel better. You know that I am in correspondance only with you and I get only your letters. That's why they are so dear for me. And I can say you thank you that you were with me all this time. And I hope that it will never finish. I want to be always with you.
Johnny, you became so important for me that I cant live a day without you!
Johnny, I cant keep it in my heart anylonger and I want to tell you that I love you...
My dear Johnny I am glad that you want to arrive to me and to meet. But my sister against that that you have arrived to me. At us tradition from the grandmother and my sister speaks me that for that to be in the future the husband and the wife that the woman should visit. That is I. If you want to find out tradition that I can write to you more in detail. If you want our meeting that I shall be to arrive to you in the future it is good Johnny???
I want to think that you will not laught at me and that your attitude to me is serious. In other case my heart will be broken. I dont want it.
Johnny, and you, do you feel something like I do? Do you feel that we are too close to each other to be called only friends. Johnny, as for me I treat you not as a friend, you are much more for me.
I got used to live without you, to wake up in the morning without you, to have breakfast without you, to have a rest and again without you! Dear, Iwould give so much just to see you!
I hope you will understand it and I will wait for your letter, I want to know what you think about it.
I kiss you.
Your Polina.

Letter 8

Hello, my dear, Johnny!
How are you doing today, my sun? I hope that you are ok there without me, in this far country. When I look at the globe and see your cuontry I try to guess what you are doing now, at what part of the country you are now. Johnny, I miss you more and more every day and the life becomes more difficult without you. I cant find a place here without you. Everything I have from you it is your words, thoughts about you. And I keep it in my heart and I dont want anybody to know about it. But not always it is like I want. Even at work people and patients notice that something attracts me. Russian people say that eyes are the mirrow of soul, so everything is in my eyes: my love for you, my affection and passion. My love Johnny you asked about our tradition and I write to you. And I have no my mother.
As my mother and father have died in to accident. And I do not want to recollect it.
The origin of my family is very old, and we have our traditions! According to tradition of mine Ancestors the woman should be crossed the first threshold of a house of the future husband and reach Acquainted with his parents!! Only after that her future husband could arrive to her house and reach Acquainted with her parents!! Probably it sounds strange for you, but all women of our family Working similarly to these, except for mine the aunt!! My uncle the first has arrived to her house and has Acquainting with her parents, therefore my parents to lost the friend the friend!!! I do not want to Lost you never!! You will tell, whether that I am superstitious?? There can be you, are correct, but most Important I do not want to break tradition of my ancestors!! All women in our family were happy, Because they followed this tradition, exept mine the aunt. I do not want to repeat her life. I do not do Want to live similarly to mine the aunt. She suffered very much because she has broken this tradition. I want to Live all my life with the unique person, with you! Mine the sister insists on my arrival in you.
She - affraid which we can break, if you will arrive to my house the first.
I do not want to disturb mine The sister, I love her very much. I love you also, and I hope, that you will understand me, and will be Respect traditions of my family. In my returning. I shall respect your traditions when I arrive in You. So my love if your intentions are serious, you will allow me to arrive the first. And then we shall go Together to Russia to my sister and relatives.
My love, Johnny, sometimes the life is so cruel but at the same time it is very kind. It is so nice that we have found each other but is not good that we are separated with thousands of kilometeres! But I try not to think about it, and it is easier.
Johnny, remember please that you are like a sun for me. As a flower cant live without the shining of the sun, I can live a day without your attention, without your letters!
Your Plina with love and millons of kisses.

Letter 9

Johnny,the best time in my life came when i met you! And I dont want to loose it. Johnny, francly speaking more I feel in love with you, more I am affraid to loose my Johnny!!! You know it is very very difficult to live without your eyes and your smile. Johnny, I deciced and nobody can make me think in anther way. Johnny, I want to see you, I want to kiss you, I want to feel you. I want you...
And there is only one way to get it. Johnny, you know that I am ready to do everything for you and I want to come to you. Because life without you my life is like a sufferness. I cant live like this. Johnny, you unmderstand yourself that a man and a wife should live together. We are adults, and our life is full of different events and I dont want to think every day, every minute that you can leave me! But it can happen!!!
But to be serious I trust you and know that you love me. The fact is that we acnt write to each other for the whole life, we need to meet you to understand if we relly love each other. Johnny, I have a normal desire oA every woman to take care of you, to make you coffe in the morning and to prepare supper in the evening. I want to meet you from work and to listen to you about what happenns at work. At last, I want to sleep in the samN bed as you and to feel the warm of your body. Johnny, it not much? It is just love...
If you are not against of it I will go to the travel agency to learn what papers I need to come to you, ok? Anyway, write me what do you think about it.
I love you with all my heart.
Polina.

Letter 10

Johnny, my love, how are you today?
I waited for your letter and guessed what you will write me. Of course i wanted you to agree with my suggestion, because I cant without you anylonger. Johnny, I think that our relations are came in another level. Now i cant imgine my life without you, your letters. But I want more; your smile, your voice, your eyes I love you and I am affraid to loose you.
Johnny, what can be better than when two people who love each other are together. Dear, do you like the masage?
As I work at hospital, I can make it professionally. So, every I will make a massage for you every evening.
We will buy different oils and creams. You will relax like this in the evenings.
Romantic music, candles, massage...
Sweety, I want to make you happy and I will do all my best for it. You know, the most important thing for me is to be sure that you are happy. And of course I would like you will be happy with me:)!
My dear Johnny I do not have parents and I live at the sister. I wrote to you my love Johnny
What is the parents have died in accident. And I do not want to recollect it.
My sister wants to help me to arrive to you my honey Johnny!!!
By the way, while I didnt forget; today I was in the travel agency and I have news for you. So, it is rather expensive for me to come to you, but I found some money and I want to say you at once that it is not enough. Well, I need all papers to come to you: visa, passport, medical cards, insurance. of course, I couldnt earn this money (it is about $2000), but the boyfriend of my sister helped me. So, as I said it is not enough, but I dont want to ask him again, it is not good, you see.
So, and I have only you, and I hope that you will help me, dear. Have you heard something about solvency?
Well, as they explained to me everybody who comes in you country must show on the customs a sum of money, to prove that he is able to live there during the time his visa is available. My tourist visa is available for 3 months, so I need $1200. And as you see, I need this money only to show at the customs, not to spend, not to buy something, just to show and to proove that I can live in your country without financial problems. To proove that I can provide myself. So, dear, what do you think about it? Could you help me soon? Johnny, just understand, that you need me only because of money. I love you and you know it. But I dont earn much, Johnny. I would like to do everything myself, but I cant do it physically! So, Johnny, I have to ask your help. Anyway, when I come to you, I will give you money back. So, I did what I could, now everything depends on you and I am sure you will not leave. We love each other and we must be together and we will be together!!!!!!!!!!!
Your Polina.

PS: I kiss you many many times!

Letter 11

Hello, my love Johnny!
The best moments in my life are when I am reading your lettes. And now it is on of these moments.
It is difficult for you to understand how pleasant for me, lone girl, to receive so much attention! Honey, you are the best and I hope this fairy - tale will never stop.
Do you want to know what I did yesterday evening? I dedicated it to you! I write a dairy and there are a lot of information there about you. I wrote it from the first day of our communication. Of course, it is in russian. So yesterday I translated it into English you to understand. When I come to you, you will see our relations with my eyes. But i shall say your in advance: you will laugh! There are there a lot of funny moments, well you see that girls are very sensetive and every detail is important for them. But, promise me that after it, this information will be only in my and in your heads. We will never tell anybody about it! Just imagine, then our children or may be grand-children will read it and will say: " Well, our parents also were young and they also loved each other very much! " And, dear, I want my dairy to be the beggining of our common family album where there will be different family stories, ok? So, dear, how do you like this idea?
My love Johnny I is glad to speak by with you to phone yesterday. I called to you from a public telephone booth. But when I can arrive to you and to me will help with acknowledgement of solvency???? As you spoke by phone that leave in other city and arrive in January it so my love Johnny??? I hope that by January I shall arrive to you????
Johnny, I am so happy with you. Now I am full of ideas. I want to act. It the energy of love!!! Thank you very much that you are in my life, that you dont give me to bore, that you dont let me be lone, that you make me to be happy!!! I love you for it very much!
Polina.

Letter 12

SWEETY!
It is again me! you presented me again with moments of happiness and I want to do the same in my turn! Johnny, how are you today? You know, when I remeber about thouthands of kilometre that separate us, I get frightned! Johnny, but we are heros! You cant imagine how it is difficult for me to spend evenings lone, when all my friends are with their boyfriends or even husbands. How it is difficult not to talk to you when I need to complain at something, for example:). But I can endure it only because of you. You are in my life and I feel your love, your support. Thank you very much for it. I know that you also fee not very well without me but as a woman who must always support her man I try to do all my best. I am always with you in my thougts. Do you feel it? I hope that my efforts are effective.
My love Johnny I is glad that you know 3 words in Russian. YA TEBIA LEUBLYU. I as love you Johnny and I want our meeting. I hope only for you my love Johnny that you will help me with acknowledgement of solvency of 1200 dollars soon that I could arrive to you. Our meeting my love Johnny depends all on you. If you will help me with acknowledgement of insurance that I can to to you already arrive at the end of November.
We are two halfs and we must be together. Wihtout you I feel that something lacks in my life. For example when I dont receive your letter I begin to worry, I feel sad. So, dear, write me as soon as possible, ok? I know that you write very often, but women always want something more:)
Thoughts of you are the sacred for me. And I tell nobody about them. Only you know what I feel. But to tell the truth even you dont know everything. If you knew how much I appreciate you, you would consider yourself God!:) Well, you are not god of course, but a king - it is ok!
Polina

Letter 13

Hello, my love Johnny!
Yes, Johnny, you are my love! You the only man whom I am ready to love all my life.
Dear, how are you today? Tell me everything about yourself, even about your health, ok? I need to know how are you every minute, every second, every moment.
Johnny, sometimes I look at the sky and understand that it is like our life.
The clouds are swimming in the sky slowly or quickly. And in our life there are moments when everything is ok, when the life is happy andevents follow each ither very quickly.
But sometimes it is too boring nd grey (like the sky in focast weather) that it doesnt give you any good emotions. As for me, now in my like the sky is blue, it is warm and sunny and YOU ARE MY SUN!!!
I feel that very soon we will be the happiest couple and it will be forever.
Who said that a person cant be happy forever, everything depends on you, do you agree?
My love Johnny I as want that we were the husband and the wife. Whether I found out from the girlfriend of my sister crossing to me in Russia is possible.
And she has told that there is an agency on preparation of the invitation for foreigners and it costs 600 euros. And this invitation operates for 3 months.
And your copy of the passport, a place is necessary for this purpose a residence and all information on you my love Johnny for me and I shall be engaged in your arrival to me well. The invitation for you will be ready in 2 weeks. If you want the invitation for you my love that I shall be engaged in your arrival and the invitation to me it is good????
and I promise that you will never feel ashamed because of me. I can imagine that it will be dificult for the first time because of change of scene, but you will be together and what can hurt me if you are with me?
Johnny, I am sure that I will make a good impression on your friends and relatives. Of course, I worry a little, but you will support me and with your help I will do everything. Now when we are separated we are very weak, but together we will so strong hat no problems could spoil our life. Am I right, Johnny?
Johnny, I live to love, to love you, to give you myself till the end. And I want you to feel it.
Your Polina.

Letter 14

Hello my love Johnny!!!! I as want my future husband Johnny that we were together. But you have not understood me?? That you my husband here from you were necessary for that to me your information and a copy of your passport well??? Also that you mine husband would be necessary for you the invitation to Russia from me understand. If you will not receive my invitation that you cannot be my husband. And it depends all on us my love Johnny understand?? Invitations of the foreigner there are to Russia 600 euros and it is not necessary to you about any more than to find out. My sister Irina has girlfriend and which to me will help for that to receive to you the invitation to me. And I shall be engaged in your arrival my love and future husband Johnny it is good??? Your future wife Polina!!!!

Letter 15

Hello my love Johnny!!!
I wrote you mine on 21 address of October. Simply you Johnny do not remember and have not kept probably???
I once again send my home address: I live in Russia, in Novyy Urengoy city, Vodoprovodnaja Street, 167 flat 16,
And I have no phone, I called to you my love Johnny from a public telephone booth.
I as have no bank account and I can receive your money only through Money Gram.
My sweet Johnny, I know, what we with you can together be very fast, but this expectation kills me more and more every day. But I live dream, that we with you shall together very soon and it installs pleasure in my heart. My love, when I read your letters, I depart in clouds and this finest condition of my soul, which I tested ever.
In bank informed me, that the most reliable and fast way of moving of money from your country
to me, is services of the company " Money Gram ". That you could make a remittance through " the
Money Gram ", you will need in my full name and a surname and also in my address. I already informed you it, but just in case and I write it once again:

Surname - Dubrovina
Name - Polina
Country - Russia
City- Novyy Urengoy

My love, you should go in office " Money Gram ", inform them my information and to make a remittance. After that they inform you eight (8) numbers of the Money Gram (MTCN.) You should inform me this MTCN and your full home address, and also a full name and a surname. If I shall have all this, I can receive your remittance without any problems. My sweet, I very much hope, that you understand me and that you will help me from 600 euros as soon as possible.. In fact the our future depends on it. I cannot wait that moment, when I can be near to you. But now it depends only on you my love Johnny. I wrote to you already that for that that you my love Johnny have received the invitation to me it shall be necessary and I to be engaged 600 euros in your invitation well???
I wait for your letter my love Johnny with impatience. I as today shall call to you from a public telephone booth and wait please for my bell well???
With love, sincerely yours Polina.