Letter(s) to Brian (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my Darling Brian !

It’s very pleasant for me that I have interested you. I sincerely hope that with time we’ll find much in common and our meeting will grow into a good friendship. Because I think that friendship, trust and understanding are basis for a perfect family. And it’s exactly that I’m looking for. If you have written to me it means you look for the same. I want to believe that the light of hope you gave me with your letter will one day turn into hot and bright flame and will warm us in this sometimes cold world. Especially when you’re alone there. I’m 27. My height 1,66cm. Weight 50kg. I have a higher education in economy area. But in our country it’s hard to find a job for young specialists. That’s why Igraduated courses for secretaries. And now I work as a secretary for a private company. Sometimes I take additional work connected with looking after children. In this case I always take my angel with me. He’s 2,5 years old now. I called my Angel Yura after my father. I love and respect my family very much. My parents always helped and supported me very much. They couldn’t always help me with financial but their support and understanding mean far more for me,I hope you understand me Honey Brian . Now theyboth are on pension and live at the village. They have some household and now I try to help them as I can. My life with my ex-husband didn’t become as I expected. But I hope that we with my Angel will have a chance to create a family where love, and harmony will reign. We with my husband separated when Yura was 1 year old. It was very painful thing for me. I was often crying at night asking God why He did this to me. But the most terrible thing for me is that not only me left without husband but my angel without father. A lot of women in our country are left with children, and the most terrible thing is that they loose their hope. I don’t want to give up.

I believe that every man has his own part in this world. May be it’s you my Honey. I’m very sorry my letter is sad a little bit. But I hope it didn’t make you much upset and you’ll write me again. I’ll be impatiently waiting for your answer. Please write me as soon as you can. Because I cannot and don’t want to live without love,warmth in loneliness any more. Honey Brian, please write memore about yourself in your next letter. If you have such a chance I would also like to receive your picture.

With hope,
Sincerely yours, Marina

Letter 2

Hello my Honey Brian! I’m so happy to receive your letter and picture. I liked it very much. you’re a very handsome man and it’s pleasant for me that you’re interested in me. I like your appearance very much but the far better I like the light come from inside of you. It’s very pleasant for me that you decided to write me again. That means that you’re still interested in me, and need as I do the simplest but the most important thing in life warmth, love, and understanding. I reread your letter for several times. You’re a wonderful man, and it was very interesting for me to know you better and understand your inner world a little bit deeper. Now I know for sure we’ll be able to find much in common and not looking at the sometimes it seemed to us that life passes us by we’ll be able to find our happiness. Honey Brian, I want very much to learn how to understand you. I want very much to see the world the way you see it, to hear it’s sounds like you do. Only complete harmony of souls can let a simple meeting to become a great love. I’ll tell you a little bit more about myself. I don’t have special hobbies I can tell about. I like reading very much, but unfortunately I have time for it not always. About movies and music. I don’t have certain preferences. Depending on my mood I can watch different kinds of movies and listen to different music. The most important for it to have a sense. I try to keep in shape. I don’t have much time to go in for sport on professional level. The only thing I’m sorry off even now is that when married I stopped going to the Ballet lessons. I really liked it very much. Most of all in the life I like to see smiles on dear to me people. Each of them makes me happy, and I always try to do everything and even more to make people around me feel warmed and calmed. I cannot give material things to them but I think you’ll agree with me my Honey Brian that spiritual wealth is far more important. Most of all in my life I’ afraid of mean people. But I’m afraid not because they can do something bad to me, but because when such people surround you no matter if you want it or not a part of the bad they have in them can invisibly come to your heart. Probably that’s why I love my additional work very much. communication with children lets me to forget with the bad things I had during the day. Their laugh, bright stories about anything are like a advisable balsam for me. Sometimes we with Yura imagine new games for next time when I’ll be looking after children to tell the game to them to have fun. Yura always helps me with such a great pleasure. He’s so wonderful. I’m sure you’ll love each other. My Darling, I feel very terrible that I must tell you about it but unfortunately we live in the world’s reality and sometimes this reality doesn’t gives us joy, you know it. Honey Brian, I have had noexperience in this that’s why had no idea that Internet Cafe’s services cost so much. I’m afraid I won’t be able to pay them by myself. If you’ll be able to help me with paying for our writing I’ll be very grateful to you. I’m so happy we have met in this huge world. You game me hope and I’m so grateful to you for it. Here they usually say that the hope dies the last and I have already begun to feel that the light of my hope is fading. But now when I have you in my life I’m joyful because of every new day. I wake up with a smile and your name on y lips. Thank you again my Honey Brian for that you are. I’ll be impatiently waiting for your next letter. We with Yura hug your tenderly.

Sincerely Your Marina.

Letter 3

My Dear Brian,

Your letter brought a light in our with Yura lives. And I think that the life isn't so bad if there is such people in it like you. Thank you very much for it. I see that you have kind heart and it can makes us warmer. It's so pleasant to hear ! My Nice Brian ! We lived with Yura in a very simple way – work, home, weekends spend with our grandparents. Sometimes we go for a walk to the park. But sometimes we are sad that we are without beloved person. And now when we have you in our life I believe that our life will change and the world will become kind, bright and warm for us. I think that everybody in this world need the warm and love. Why the world is such? And why do everything happen? I'd like to create a strong and friendly family with the warmness and the love. I'd like the beloved person smiled at us every morning and every evening !And we smile at him , I think it'll be so big happiness ! I'm ready to give everything for it. But I see that to find the real warmness is very difficult thing. There are a lot of insincerity , envy and unkindness. Dear Brian! If you really want to help me with a payment of our correspondence, I will thankful to you.Transfer is better to do with system Western Union. So will you send money to my name Marina Karnaushenko town of Kremenchug, Poltava area, Ukraine. The address - 1905 str., 4-40.
Our correspondence cost about 80$ in month. Next letter you must sent me cod transfer, your full name and sum.
My Dear Brian! I'll be happy if you love Yurochka. It's the most treasured in my life and I love him very much. my ex-husband has never been interested in his son’s destiny and baby doesn’t know him at all. I feel so much pain because of it and I don’t understand how people can be so cruel. It’s far more painful for me that my husband left me but that he left his baby. Yura very tender and kind child and in her turn he'll love you by his little heart. I hope that everything we'll be in such way and you'll be love each other. We kiss you with Yurochka and we are waiting for your letters. You are our Sun. You make our life more bright. And we feel themselves so comfortable with you.
P.S. : Sorry for not writing for a long time I have much things to do. You know that writing is expensive for me. Unfortunately I don't have my own phone but I too would like very much to talk on the phone with you and hear your voice. As soon as I find the way I'll informe you about it.