Letter(s) to Eric (France)

Letter 1

Dear Eric!
Thank you for your interest to me. I would like very much to start a correspondence with you for knowing each other and build up a wonderful relationship.I am so interesting in you!
Please,let me introduce myself:
My name is Natalia.
I'm 21 y.o. ,173 cm.,54 kg,grey eyes. I live in Bratsk,that located in Siberia.
After finishing school I studied at the city's university. I finished my last year at university just now and I got a degree .My future profession line is tourism and the tourist service. I speak English . It's difficult to describe my own character. People, closed to me consider me reliable, loyal, trustworthy, honest, optimistic, tender, caring, sensual, affectionate and adventurous person.I am also sociable and open-minded person,very romantic and have a good sense of humour.
I have hobby and interests,like sport, books, music, nature, dance, animals, art, concerts, thea tre. I go to the sport-club and to the swimming-pool.I often go to theatres and different concerts.I like to cook,I collect different recipes and I like to try to cook something new. I enjoy Russian,French, Italian and Japanese cuisine. I also enjoy social gathering or a quit evening at home,reading an interesting book.
I would like to share with you my expectation and my dreams: I would like to create a loving and long-lasting relationship, based on mutual respect, trust, support and understanding. Most of all I praise love and deep feeling to each other. I believe in honesty and opennes. I hope to find my man in my life,to whom I can give all my love, feelings, devotion, support and understanding and with whom I will build up a wonderful family. Being a passionate lover, best friend, loving, caring wife is something I have always wanted and dreamed about. In relation with man, first of all, I appreciate love, loyalty, reliability, support and understanding to each other.
The main thing for me in my life is to creat a strong, healthy family based on harmonious, warm and sincere relations. I see an ideal future for me in devoting myself to the family.
I am sending my another photos.
I hope to hear from you.Have a nice time.
With sincere greeting, Natalia.

Letter 2

Dear Eric!
Thank you for your e-mail and nice photos,I was pleased to receive it. It was a wonderful surprise to me!
How are you ?I hope,you are fine and this will find you in good health .
You are very interesting and nice person.
I know it is not so easy to describe oneself.But it is very important to do the first steps towards to each other,in getting to know each other.
People who know me for a long time, says of me as modest, honest, faithful, gentle, loyal, elegant, sensitive,touching, quite optimistic and very romantic person with a high family values.
I am not married and I have no children.
I live in Siberia. I live in centre of Bratsk, It is not far from the big lake Baykal.
We moved here recently from Krasnoyarsk.My family came here first,I finished my studies and I came here also.Tell me about your home place where you live now,please?
I am from very educated family.My parents are scientists.My mother work in a research institute of biology.My father is professor of mathematician.My parents are divorced.I live with my mum and with her husband now.I have a good relations with him.My dad live in another city,in Novosibirsk.I see him some time.I have one brother,older then me,he live in Novosibirsk also.We have very warm family relationship!My family is agree,if I’ll meet my beloved abroad.
I finished my studies just now!I submitted my diploma to the committee.My future profession is tourism and tourist service.I can work in tourist company or agency.So,I am free now!
I have a lot of hobby and interests: sport, nature, animals, cooking, travelling, art, music, concerts, theatre and so on. I would like to have a lot of interests together with my future man. As I am a very active person who likes to lead the healthy style of life, I go to the gym and in the siiming-pool regularly after my studies, and I also like active kind of rest – camping, hiking or just enjoying the nature somewhere near the forest.This helps me to be good condition and in good health .At evening I am usialy at home making my homework for the lesson ,reading an interesting book or waching TV.But I also enjoy social gathering some time.
I like music very much, but the choice of it mostly depends on my mood.I do not have any bad habits.I don’t drink and don’t smoke.I have only good habits. I enjoy arranging comfort in my home and I dream of spending in family circle many wonderful evenings.I like to tidy up our flat,to wash dishes.I like an order at home. I adore flowers, I have many of them in my home and sometimes I have too many that I have to present them to my friends and relatives.I like to cook very much!I collect different recepes of different food.I can cook all.I general I eat all also,but I try to eat the healthy food,like salad ,vegetable ,fish.
I think the dream and goal of everyone is to be happy.It is simple and difficult in the same way.Another thing is for everyone idea of the happiness is different.As for me it is very simply to be happy.Is to be together with my beloved man!Also I have a quite common human dreams about the family ,love,healh and wonderful relationship,to help to persons ,if I can.
The main thing for me in my life is to create a relationship,based on true love, harmonious,warm and sincere relations.I would like to meet such a man with whom we would have mutual understanding,concord and harmony ,also mutual liking and respect .I would like to meet a reliable man,delicate,faithful and understanding,with whom we’ll have a warm and kind relationship,understanding,love and kindness.The age difference and financial status of my beloved man are not important for me.The human qualities are important and relationship between two persons!Do you agree with me,my dear? The main human qualities for me are respect,faithfulness,spiritual warmth,romance and love.I am very familyoriented and feminine.I want to be with my beloved man all my life!
I see an ideal future for me in devoting myself to my beloved man and to the family.I think ,that a woman was set up for love,for beauty ,feelings and family. I am a girl serious in my search my true love!
I am sure, that we 'll find lots in common with you!
I am sending my another photo.
I am looking forward to your letter.
With love,Natalia.

Letter 3

Dear Eric!
How are you?I hope,fine.What is your plan for week-end?
I must say that I am so happy to see your letter today!
So,I finished my studies at university.I submited my diploma work to the committee and I got a degree.My future profetional line is tourism and tourist service.So.I am free now!I don’t belive that it is truth!Here in Russia we have 5 years for high education.
It is long period enough. I have a lot of friends in university.I am very sociable and open-minded person.And all hwo around me they like to associate with me.I am optimist in my outlook on life. I see life as a glass "half full”,not "half empty”. I have the strong love of life. I seek balance in all relations. I try to enjoy every moment of life,to support and bring joy and good mood. I like a lot of things:to be with my family,nice persons,beautiful nature,music. Good sense of humor and optimistic life attitude help me not to surrender in any life situation. I try to create harmony and nice atmosphere around myself and I love beauty in everything.
In my free time I like reading books especially classics and novels, the latest news I am finding out from the newspapers.
I like pop,disco music. I love to go to concerts and to cinema once in a while, but in general I prefer calm and quiet evenings at home.I don’t like “night life” and night club !I am domestic and familyoriented !
What do you like to do most of all in your free time,my dear?
I know what I want in my life, I know for shure what are my goals, what are my plans for future and what way of life I would like to have: I am thinking a lot about serious relationship, I want to find serious, open-minded and loving person with whom we could be happy, who I could trust,love and understand and who will accompany me during all my life. Who will be with me in trouble and in happiness, who will be my “half.My goals have no a any conection with material things,like money ,material status and so on. I have a quite common human dreams about the family ,love,healh and wonderful relationship,I would like to help to persons ,if I can. I am dreaming about warm family,where everyone is feeling important and needed. I would like to meet the one" to whom I could devote all my life,love and to share the best moments of our life, to be best friends and lovers.I want to share with my man everything !
When 2 people "fall in Love" there are a lot of things going on emotionally, physically and hormonally and eventually this conditions settle down and reality of real life sets in.I want to be very open with my man ! I don’t want to have any secrets from him. With mutual respect, trust and unconditional love present, there is nothing you can't talk about, work out or accomplish and there is no limit as to how far your love can be taken because there are two people living for each other and with the desire for the common goal of eternal love for each other.I want to do my best for keep the fires of passion burning brightly and requires both parties participation to make it work !
There is nothing more rewarding or satisfying than when two people from their love for each other, make love and create love. There is nothing more beautiful than two hearts in love with one another, feeling the same feelings and beating as one!
I would like to be with a man who is older,more mature and more experienced than me, it will always keep my feelings like love and passion to you with a strong respect.Do you agree with my opinion about relationship between man and woman?
I hope very much that my beloved man will be you!
I am interested in you a lot!I am sending my another photo.
Have a good time.
With love,Natalia.

Letter 4

Dear Eric!
How are you?I hope,fine.
Thank you for such a nice letter.I love to get your letters very much! I am very happy that you have chosen me to write to. I appreciate your compliments and your feelings towards me. I am glad that we are getting closer to each other. This is what I was hoping for. I am starting to feel what you are feeling. I think that we are going to be very compatible.I am a believer in "destiny". Do you believe in destiny? I think that things happen for a reason. I feel lucky to have met you and I thank destiny for that. I am beginning to see that our hearts, our minds and our souls match quite well. I have never thought that I could to feel this comfortable talking to a man that I have never met face to face. Yet, I feel so at ease with you. I can hardly wait to feel your heart beating next to mine.....to not only dream as one but to dream together as one.
I finished my studies at university.The subgect of my diploma work was “The organization of tourist trips,management of the tourist service and work with clients”.
I like to cook very much!I collect different recepes of different food.I can cook all.I general I eat all also,but I try to eat the healthy food,like salad ,vegetable ,fish.
My stile in dress is very feminine ,I like short skirts and clothes fited close.I wear the shoes with high heels .I like wearing lingerie ,I wear garter belts and stockings.
I would like to open you my thoughts and dream!May be ,the education and profession is important in life.But I for me the main thing in my life is to meet my beloved man with whom we'll build up long-lasting relationship,full of spiritual warmth,love,feeling ,understanding and support and to whom I can give all my feelinfs and love.I think it is very important to meet someone closest in our life .Most of all I praise love and deep feeling to each other.I believe in honesty and opennes.I think is very nice and important ,when two persons are a passionate lovers,best friends,they support each other and they are very honest and sincere with each other . I love home and family, yet am totally faithful to my beloved. My dream is to have a”warm” home .I want to have children,I don't know how many.I want to deside that with you together! I hope that my and my future husband’s home would be a place of respite; a safe place where each could feel at ease and at peace. The world is hectic and crazy enough without bringing it all home! What do you think?I would like to share with you my ideas about family life. I think that family makes the highest priority for a woman,an not her career ,even she have a job.I am very familyoriented ,domestic and feminine.I see an ideal future for me in devoting myself to the family.The role of woman is to create a warm relationship,to devote the life to her man ,family, and support the warm of home hearth. I think woman created for love,feeling and family. I believe the man is the head of the home, but the woman is the life and warmth and joy of the home. She brings in the comfort and energy of the home. The man provides the strength as well as the tenderness; the loving assistance; the goals and future direction for the family. Together they build their home, family,and future. Do you agree?
The main thing for me in my life is to create such relationship.I dream that we’ll create this relationship with you,my dear!
Let me know about your news.
I’ll be happy to hear you! I am sending my another photo.
You are everything that I have been dreaming for all of my life.
Have a good time.
With love,Natalia.

Letter 5

Dear Eric!
How are you?I hope,fine.
I finished my studies.I passed my diploma with the highest mark a€“5.I submitted my diploma work to the committee,where was a lot of teachers and professors.I could to find a job,but for now I am in vacation.
I wear short skirts, garter belts and stockings.
My dear,I am so happy that you came in to my life!I feel that you are big part of my life now, you make my life comlete!You are man of my dream! I am sure you are very kind,delicate,sincere,faithful,understanding and nice man.You are man ,with whom I have always wanted to meet and to devote all my life ,love and feelings. Now, it seems that all of my dreams are finally coming true. You are a very special for me!I hope,wea€™ll become a very close persons for each other.I dream to meet a man like you and build up a wonderfull loving relationship,give to each other all our feelings,love,devotion,support and understanding. I want my man to be my lover and also my best friend,loving and caring companion. I will openly admit that I am a very romantic girl. I want to be able to tell what he wants just by looking into his eyes, and the same for me. I dream about wonderful relations with you,simply and nice.I want to be together with you forever! ! I hope,we will have a family that will be our pride and joy for the future.Just imagine what wonderful life wait us!
I want to wake up in the morning in your embrace, and look at your smiling face and say, "good morning my love". I want to love and take care of you! I want to wake up early and cook nice breakfast for you and then serve it to you in bed .I imagine how I see you off in to your work and I give your a tender kiss befor your living.
Evening I am going to meet you at our warm home with kisses and nice dinner.May be then we are going to take a walk hand by hand. I want to feel the same thrill and taste of the kiss at home as I do on the dance floor, slow dancing by candlelight to a romantic love song.
I want to love you and I want you to love me!I want to be with you!
I want to see you,to touch you,the man who I hope will be my side,my soulmate and my life companion.
This is can not be through e-mail,we have to meet.Do you agree,my dear?
Last time I am thinking about our personal meeting all the time! Now I imagine our romantic meeting often.I imagine us,we are taking a walk hand by hand ,we see a full moon and a lot of stars in the night sky.I imagine how happy we are! My dream is to meet with you and to start our a€?love storya€? together ,our new life together! You could to come to my city,if you have a time now.Or may be I could to come to visit you,if you cana€™t come to Russia.You know I am free now.I have a very good feeling about our meeting!I am sure our meeting will be fantastic! I am sure wea€™ll be very happy together ,wea€™ll find lots in common with you and wea€™ll build up a wonderful everlasting relationship,full of love and harmony. I have a good feeling that we are on the way to discovering the "BIG", TRUE LOVE that will change our lives for the better......FOREVER!
I believe in our happy future .
I dream about this!
You have touched my heart. You are in my heart. You occupy a space there and I like the feeling. You have successfully made me a very happy girl. I cannot wait to be nearer to you.
For now I have no photos for Internet,I have to make it.I'll send you late.OK,my love?!
Remember, my thoughts and my dreams are with you and about you!
Have a good time.
With love and kiss,Natalia.

Letter 6

Dear Eric !
A thousand words cannot express the joy you bring to me every time I read your mail or just think of you! Yet you shine like a bright star in my heart, you bring warmth and peace to my troubled soul, your heart is one that is so rare in the world today.How are you?I hope,fine. I hope you are happy and everything is good in your life.
I passed my diploma work.Here it is not possible to go for exam with short skirt and garter belts!You have a great sense of humor! So I dona€™t need to go to the university now. I miss my studies some times,my friends and teachers.I am very sociable and open-minded person.I like to have a friendship with persons.
My dear,I am glad,that we have the same ideas about life,relationship between man and woman and family values. I think the dream and goal of everyone is to be happy.It is simple and difficult in the same way.Another thing is for everyone idea of the happiness is different.As for me It is very simple to be happy now,it is to be together with you and to love you,my dear!I would like to have a very warm and beatiful relationship with you forever!
I dream to have a person near, who will accompany me during all my life. Who will be with me in trouble and in happiness, I would like to be with a€?onea€? all my life, who will show me the world. Who will show me real life, we will love each other, and wea€™ll teach each other how to be loved,wea€™ll see our real beauty and passion.I have dreamed for a love that will still my soul, a love that will cuase the life giving waters o f passion and affection to flood the empty plains of my heart, a love that is rich and simple, a love that will make my heart resound with the sweetness that only you can give.
I think we bring each other real happiness.I know deep down that you feel the things I am beginig feel for you and that you and I will make a great loving couple who will bring joy to the family.To fill your worlds with laughter, love, joy, romance, beauty, and deep passion ,that we can give to each other.
Thank you very much for your invitation!My dear,I inderstand that you are busy now.You know,I am free now,I finished my studies.The beging of December is OK for you? I would be very happy to meet with you!You are man of my dream!You are man with whom I have always wanted to meet and dreamed about!I am sure,our relationship will be more and more nice and wonderfull evey day!I want to love you and cherish you all my life! I have great hopes about our meeting. A long lasting, loving relationship is what we are both looking for. I am sure that once we meet, we will both find in each other what we are looking for.
You can be certain that I am thinking about you. You are the first thing on my mind when I wake in the mornings and the last thing on my mind when I fall alseep. On a lucky night...I even get to see you in my dreams while I am sleeping. I hope that you are also thinking of me.
I believe that you are my second half and the best man I can have in this world!
I miss you and I tender kiss you,
I hope you are happy and everything is good in your life.
With love and kiss,Natalia.

Letter 7

Dear Eric!
How are you?I hope,fine.Thank you for your nice letter.What do you do this week-end?
I am as happy as a child to receive your letter. With each new letter, I feel closer and closer to you. I am sure that you are the man I have been searching. When I read your words, it is like you have been reading my mind. Our words are the same, our hopes and dreams are the same. I think it has to be destiny. I never thought that I would meet someone, that I would feel this close to, even before meeting face to face. So far, it seems like the perfect match to me. I am beginning to see your heart...your soul....and I am touched by the internal beauty that you possess. I am a lucky girl to have found you. It is like a fairytale book. Two people meet.....their feelings begin to grow. Soon, they cannot stop thinking about each other. I think of you always. I feel that our relationship is building and getting stronger every day. I am able to talk easily about sexual relations ,but only with you,with my beloved man! I have AIDS test recently also ,I'll take it with me!
Now my dream is our meeting and to build up our happiness,love and nice life together.I want to live,love you and be loved by my one man who also desires only to be with me ,his second half,enjoying our life together.
I can see us together, walking and holding hands....or kissing under the stars, maybe just looking into each others eyes and knowing what the other person is thinking. It is so beautiful to think about our kisses ... the kisses are the language of the love. Through the kisses we can transmit all our feelings, in the kisses cannot be deception and cannot be lie, with the kisses we can transmit sweetness, tenderness, spiritual desire, sexual desire ... with the kisses we can give and take every kind of pleasure... . I want so much to kiss you. To feel your warm moist beautiful kisses. I can only imagine how good your kisses must feel and taste. I want to kiss you. I want your kisses so much.
I have dreamed of being with a man like you always. I am sure that it is much more interesting and exciting to live, if to experience everything together with your soul mate. To enjoy every moment of life, so that some day I could to tell: Yes, I surely lived my life not in vain.
I think it will be a dream come true for both of us.I want to be with you forever!
My dear,I have enough time to get visa .But there is one problem.Unfortunately I have no any financial possibility ,because I finished my studies just now and I have no job yet.Of course ,if I would have a money,I would pay for all ,because I have no any material interests and money is not important for me.The most important thing in this world it is love!Our meeting and love are important!I asked my parents already and all my relatives,but they have no money.So,I dona€™t know what me to do,how to deside this problem.
You are man of my dream!You are man with whom I have always wanted to meet and dreamed about! I want so much to be near you. I want so much to share a day with you, a night with you.. my life with you. I want so much to taste your sweet wonderful kisses soon! I am looking forward to our meeting!
Have a good time.My love,you know I use Internet-cafe and for now svanner don't work.
I wish you a beautiful and happy day.
I send you my most romantic and passionate kisses, your Natalia

Letter 8

Dear Eric!
How are you?I hope,fine.
Thank you very much for your helping ! My love,I'll try to find a way for made a sexy photos for you (for now I have no it ready)! I realy love you ! It is my honest feeling! I am thinking a lot about our meeting and serious relationship with you,my dear ,my beloved man. I keep on looking inside myself and I discover with every new day how much great and beautiful it is this relationship that we have been able to build... how much great it is the trust that we have each other.. how much great it is the desire to finally find to us near, hand to hand, heart to heart, lips to lips...You are man with whom I have always wanted to meet and I am dreaming about.A man with whom we could to build up such wonderfull relations and give for each other all our love,feelings,devotion,tenderness and understanding.
I am sure wea€™ll be very happy together, because we are two loving person, we could trust,love and understand each other and will make our dreams come true. I am dreaming about warm family with you ,where everyone is feeling important and needed. I would like to be with you ,my one man in my life,to whom I could devote all my life,love and to share the best moments of our life, to be best friends and lovers, it will always keep my feelings like love and passion to you with a strong respect.
Now I imagine our romantic meeting often.I imagine us,we are taking a walk hand by hand ,we feel a warm breeze ,see a full moon and a lot of stars in the night sky. I can feel your hands and the breezes blowing on our faces. I dream of our happy life together of when we meet. I dream of holding each other in a long embrace. I dream of kissing you,and you kiss me . You will hold me as our lips meet, our toungues dance with each our and we taste one anothers sweet kisses. I can imagine holding you nake body close to mine. As we feel the heat and sweat from our love. I can not wait for our meeting.
My dream is to meet my man in my life like you and to build up happiness,love and nice life together. When wea€™ll meet ,our dreams will come true and wea€™ll find our a€?halfa€? in each other.
I want to meet you a lot! I feel that our relationship is very special!
This week I'll find how much it will cost exactly and I'll let you know!
I love you,my dear!I have these very strong feelings in my heart, I realy love you. And, I think of you practically all the time! .. Last night I dreamed of what my life was before I met you ,my life was so empty, now I cant imagine my life without thinking of you. I have been thinking of you all day.. and I will be dreaming of you tonight... Tonight before I fall asleep, I will imagine myself kissing you goodnight... then I will imagine how you hold me in your arms.. as I fall asleep. Then as I sleep I will dream of you all night.Wea€™ll be very happy together! I am sure ,we are dreaming about the same! I feel our hopes and dreams coming together as one.Wea€™ll be a perfect couple!I hope to meet you very much! My dream is to be with you and to give you all my love and feelings!
Have a good time.
With love,Natalia.

Letter 9

Dear Eric !
How are you ?I hope,you are fine and this will find you in good health .
My dear,I want you to know how is important our relationship for me. The main things in my life now is to be with you,my dear! I believe in perfection of our hearts, souls and minds, It means when two people feel great togetheer, that means their hearts, souls and minds match each others perfectly well. With each new letter, I feel closer and closer to each other. You are man with whom I wanted to meet all my life!We have the same dreams ,soul and hopes.Now I am thinking about you often.
Now I am looking the way to send you a photos.I need to find a person,who can do this photo. And I imagine us often in romantic situation. It is very important that we found each other and I wish to meet with you in person more and more every day.I belive in our relationship, based on BIG love ,also trust , respect,and in love without deceit, faith without betrayal, happiness without bitterness.I belive it is possible. I hope we'll find our a€?halfa€? in each other and and wea€™ll share the best moments of our life, wea€™ll be best friends and lovers.I believe in perfection of our hearts, souls and minds.I am sure wea€™ll feel great togetheer, that means our hearts, souls and minds match each others perfectly well.I belive in the beauty of our two hearts!
Thank you very much for your helping with my travel.I heard about Western Union system for the transfer money,it is international system,it is very fast and safety.It is possible to do even via Internet.
I think about you all day long. But, I miss you the most when I go to bed and turn the light out. I have one pillow for my head and then, the other one, I hold close to me with both arms and dream that it is you. I fall asleep with a picture of you holding me close to you in my mind. When the alarm clock rings in the morning, I am always in the same position, holding "you" close. When I wake, I am still thinking of you. I even want to kiss my pillow "good morning".
I feel my heart and my feelings are so strong for you!
I am looking forward to the day,when Ia€™ll see you in the airport!
With love,Natalia.

Letter 10

Dear Eric !
How are you?I hope,fine.How is your week-end?
I do a lot of home work today, I am cooking.I would like to cook something exotic and tasty for you,my love!
Thank you very much for your helping with ticket! You are very understanding,kind,tender and nice man!
A man with whom I have always wanted to meet and I am dreaming about.A man with whom we could to build up a wonderfull relations and give for each other all our love,feelings,devotion,tenderness and understanding. I'll be so happy to be with you on Christmas! It will be the most happy Christmas in my life!
It is so fantastic feeling,even now in this moment ! I'll be with man of my dream! It will be our Christmas,when all our dream will come true!
We'll start our "love story" forever !
You have touched my heart in ways i can not explain. The feelings and emotions you have given me with your honesty and love are overwhelming! All I can say is THANK YOU for making me your woman!
I feel your heart and soul,very warm,kind and tender.And I would like very much to see you,to look in your eyes ,to be with you and to hear this words from you in real life,that you told me in your letter! I am sure now,wea€™ll become more then only friends.I am sure , wea€™ll find our true love! Wea€™ll be very happy together ,wea€™ll find lots in common with you and wea€™ll build up a wonderful everlasting relationship,full of love and harmony.
My dear,unfortunately I have no bank account.I am sorry.Because I finished my studies just now and I have money yet.
So,if it is OK for you send me,please with Western Union.I heard it is very fast and safety.
If you need my information,it is here:
Full name is:Natalia Semenova
Adress: Russia 665724 Bratsk,Vozrozhdeniya 12-67.
Ia€™ll need your full name and may be address also.And the number of transfer.
All package,that included visa,all documents and round trip ticket cost 1450 $.
My love,as you know we We moved to Bratsk recently and we have no a phone line yet,but wea€™ll get it soon and Ia€™ll give you immediately! Ia€™ll be very happy to hear you.They promised to put it befor New Year.
For now may be I'll call you from the post office?What do you think?
You are in my mind all the time !!!!Tonight, Ia€™ll kiss my pillow, dreaming it is you I am kissing. I will dream of you tonight. I believe in our near future, these dreams will come true.
I love you. I wish you a beautiful and happy day.
I want to meet you soon. I believe we are both blessed, and our destiny is together forever!!!!
Love, your Natalia.

Letter 11

Dear Eric !
How are you?I hope,fine.
My dear,I am so sorry about bed experience with your friend! My dear,you can belive me 100%!!!!!!I am honest and sincere!My intentions are only serious!All what I want,it is to be with you and to love you!
I am looking now for way to make a send this kind of photo for you, my love. I do my best for that! Because I realy want to meet with you and nothing else! As I told you in my previous letter, all package cost 1450 $ (not 2500$).
I am thinking about you all the time!I think, the love, it is the most important thing in my life.Now I am in love with you and my dream is to give you all my love and feelings!
I feel myself growing closer and closer to you with each passing day. I see us growing closer "together" with each passing day. I have always dreamed of a relationship built on love and deep feelings toward each other. I am feeling this with you. I want to tell you how it is for me. See if you can picture this in your mind. It does not matter where I am. I can close my eyes, and imagine you and I together. Usually, we are standing with our arms around each other. Your left arm is around me and your hand is in the small of my back. Your right hand is under my hair and behind my neck. Our bodies are pressed tightly together and we were just looking into each others eyes. But, our eyes have slowly closed and we are now engaged in a passionate kiss.I can picture it so clearly it is almost like it is real! Can you see it? Do you feel it? After that we'll make love! When I think of this, I can feel you near to me. It is a great feeling. I just wanted to share this with you.Maybe make your day just a little bit brighter.
Our meeting is the most important meeting in my life!
I am sure when we'll meet ,our relashinship will be only stronger and very beautiful where love and warm feelings reign.Our feelings are very special and only for us.
The happiness wait us!
I think of you and I miss you.
Love and kisses,
With love,Natalia.

Letter 12

Dear Eric !
How are you?
I hope everything is good in your life. I am fine, of course, missing you as I always do. But, all in all, life is good.Thank you very much for your nice words and that you care about me! You are so kind and sweet man!
You are in my mind all the time! I did not think that it was possible but it is true. Your words make me feel so good inside that.....now I cannot find the right words to describe how good you make me feel. I think we are both very lucky,we have the same souls,hopes and hearts. We found each other and we both are ready to meet right now. I think this is somehting special.
I’ll be the most happy girl in the word,when I’ll see you and I’ll hear nice and sweet words from you in the real life!I am excited a little ,because when you are waiting something what you dreamed long time about ,it is normal feeling,but I am sure ,our meeting will be perfect and fantastic!I feel closer and closer to each other.And you are man with whom I wanted to meet all my life.I belive also that we found our destiny. It is very important that we found each other and I wish to meet with you more and more every day. I don't see how it sould be any other way.
I want to be with you,my love,this night and all next days and nights!
True Love and Tender Kisses,Natalia.

Letter 13

Dear Eric!
How are you?
I am fine....I hope everything is fine with you also. Your letters always make me very happy. I am always as happy as a child when I see them. I lost myself in a dream, when reading your words. This is the effect you have on me! Each day, I think of only you, my love.
I have very good feelings about everything. I can feel your closeness more and more with each day. I feel so close to you now. I can only imagine how it will be in real life. I think our love may set the whole world on fire! This is what I hope and dream for.
I found a way to make a photo for you,my love.So,I'll send it soon,I need just to make it for Internet.
My thoughts and dreams are with you and about you. It is such a good feeling. Each day I become more and more excited at the thought of us meeting and being together. I fear the days will move slower and slower until we are together.You are man of my dream. I am sure of it. My dream each day now is simply to be with you and in your arms. I feel that all of our other dreams will come true.
Remember, my heart and soul is with you every minute of the day and evey hour of the night.
I miss you and I think of you. I cannot wait to start writing our "love story"!
With Love and Tender Kisses,your Natalia.

Letter 14

Dear Eric!
How are you?I hope,fine.How is your week-end?
My love,during the time we are corresponding you have become the closet and dearest person in the world. You have become the true love for me with whom I can share all of my feelings and thoughts, to whom I can trust all of my secrets and I am sure that you will always understand me. How long I have been waiting for it! How often I depicted it in my imagination! It seems to me that it's just a dream and I will wake up soon and everything will be over.But this dream will come true soon! We are feeling as Romeo and Juliet. You are whispering the words full of love and tenderness, the words that I have always been dreaming to hear: "My sweetheart, my one and only, we will never, never part ! This fairy tale will last all our life!" Love is covering us with its sweet sheet and it seems as though everything has changed. The stars and the moon are shining now only for us, the nightingales are singing their magic songs only for us and the time is passing in another way. The unbearable melancholy is seizing me; the tears are appearing on my eyelashes on their own will. These are the tears of sadness and at the same time of joy. I feel joy that even if we are far for now ,our hearts and souls are together. When we meet we will be able to enjoy everything we have been dreaming about. My darling, my one and only, my true love, I am living with the hope that some day everything will become the reality and we will not have to go asleep and wake up separately. You will have me to warm you up with all my love, heart and body. I will give you all my love, care and tenderness.
I made some intimate photo for you,even it was very difficult!
I am looking forward to our meeting!
With love and kisses,Natalia.

Letter 15

Dear Eric !
How are you,my love?
I am sorry with my dealy,but Internet-cafe was closed this period! I am doing well ,I hope that you are the same. I was so lonely last time and I missed you so much.I need your love!
My dear,I am so surprised that you did't ricognize me!!!!Of course,it is I am.About flowers,my girlfriend (she made this photo)have a small winter garden in her flat and there is a lot of light! So,it is not outside ,it is in the flat of my girlfriend! You can't imagine how it was difficult to make such photos!!!!! Please,look again!
I miss you! I need to look into your eyes, see your smile, and kiss you lips. I need to lay next to you ,I need you touch and kiss my body. I need to make love to you. Can you feel it, my love?
I realize how happy I have become since I have met you. You have changed me so much, I am so happy that we have met. I dream of the day when we are together. You are the man of my dreams you make me whole. I would not know what to do without you. We will be the best of friends and the best lover the other has ever had. I can feel your passion in your words and love !
I think of you all day every day. My dreams are only of you, I awake and I miss that you are not next to me.
I hope, will be together soon enough. And, when it happens, it will be glorious! I imagine my arrival at your airport, and I walk up to you with a smile. Without any words being spoken, we embrace ,we kiss each other , and everything is fine. That's what it will be like.
You have made me very happy, and my desire will be for you, and for us never to be apart.
I will be dreaming of you my love and I cannot wait to receive your next letter.
WIth all of my love to you ,Natalia.