Letter(s) to Johnny (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello Johnny!!!
I am very glad to receive from you the letter! I very much was delighted when have seen your letter in my mail box and have been surprised, that you will answer me. I am really glad it and I promise you, that I shall always answer your letters. My name Natalia. I wish find to myself second half with whom I can to connect the life. Thanks you for your remarkable pictures! I love your photos which you to me send! I concern to a question of age loyally. Therefore as the age is not defining and has no big role concerning people. I think that the main thing of a shower should I think to be on mutual relation and age it not a problem. I have no experience of dialogue in the Internet and it influences mine of dialogue. To me to have to use the translator. My best girlfriend Kristina has insisted that I have got acquainted through the Internet. She trusts that to me will be possible to get acquainted with excellent the person, get with him friendship. I do not know on how many can far come relations through the Internet and I hope that it will lead only good. I would like to tell to you about myself and I shall necessarily tell but possible in the first letters you find out me not so much external my data how many my private world. I consider that at the person should be harmony in appearance though it is not for me a priority, and internal the world. Because person it is possible investigated only from within. I know, that you can have many questions. I shall be glad to answer all your questions. Probably because of small amount time I, cannot answer your questions completely. But I promise I, I shall not disregard your questions. I in any case shall answer all questions interesting you. In turn I would would like that ours of dialogue were under construction on mutual trust and sincerity. I have forgotten to inform you, that I write to you from the Internet of cafe. And my time is limited. And if you cannot see my letter I shall ask to be little bit patient. I in any case shall answer your letter. On it I wish to finish my letter hope that to you was interesting to get acquainted with me and I hope that you will have desire to communicate with me. With impatience I wait from you for the next letter.
Yours faithfully, Natalya!

Letter 2

Hello Johnny!
I am glad, that I see your letter and I shall tell fairly, that is very grateful to you that you had time, to answer my letter. I very much would like to see your picture. Please send me the photo??? I am really very glad to that now I see that you have answered my letter. I shall try to answer all your letters not looking that I write to you from the Internet of cafe. Johnny I hope that soon at us, there will be no secrets. I try make all for this purpose! Weather at us in city warm, but, not hot :)... I really like to prepare! I love Russian kitchen. You tried Russian kitchen? You know likely to me it will be a little difficult to write to you all in this letter. But in this letter I would like to tell to you more about myself directly. As you already know my name Natalia. If for you that is important I shall tell to you the data, my growth 168 cm and weight 49 kg. I from Russia. I live in city Rostov that there is in the Rostov area it it is considered the South of Russia. I shall tell that my city-beautiful city. Here there live remarkable people. And I like to live here. It is green city. As in our city it is a lot of trees and many beautiful avenues on which it is possible to walk in the evening with friends. I spent a lot of time with the girlfriend until then while she have not left to live in USA. She have got acquainted through the Internet with the remarkable person, some time supported relation through the Internet while she does not understand that they approach each other. Now they live together to Washington and she helped to be registered to me on web sites. I shall write a little about myself As you already know to me 26. I was born in 1980 on September, 12th and number 12 is integral pursues all to May a life. I have a younger brother, to which 21 year. My daddy has died three years ago at him there were problems with heart. On this theme I to write while to you I shall not be because to me painfully to recollect the daddy. I wish to tell to you Johnny about the vital way. I have finished a comprehensive school with distinction and acted the student the Rostov Pedagogical University (RPU) on the historian - philological faculty. One year ago I have finished this institution and at once have got a job in the Comprehensive school. Now I shall interrupt in expectation of the letter from you.
Yours faithfully Natalya!!!

Letter 3

Hello my good friend Johnny!!!
How are you doing? I was glad to receive from you this letter! Each your letter opens for me not read through page in your life and I shall not hide, you for me become all more interestingly, more close. To me it was pleasant find out that I represent for you interest I hope that during our dialogue you find out many pages in my life and I hope it you will interest. Johnny I received your photos. I would like more your pictures :)... At you very much big family. It is a pity to me that your daddy has died. Speak mum Hi from me! I love music, I like to read the classical Russian literature. I wish to tell to you about the family. My mum call Olga her 49 years she works in building shop. My mum the unusual person I is very glad that she at me is. Instead of that that she has brought up me and assisted to receive education, she on extents of all my life maintains and assisted to me. Now we with mum live as two girlfriends. I can address to mum for any advice and mum prompts me. As I have a brother. His name is Vladimer. To my brother 21 year. My brother serves in Army already almost 2 years and soon should arrive home. I very much miss on my brother.. Because on soul it seems to me that native to be far from us. As you know I work in the Comprehensive school as the teacher initial classes. I am simple in delight from this work therefore as I adore work with children. I understand what exactly from that as I shall interest, to give initial knowledge, I shall learn to show aspirations to knowledge so they and will go on this vital ladder. My work is very interesting to me also I is happy that I work with children. To me very interestingly is more detailed find out about your work and about your family. On it my time in the Internet of cafe to end. I finish the message with hope that I shall soon see from you the next letter.
Yours faithfully, your Internet friend Natalya!!!

Letter 4

Hello my friend Johnny!!!
How your mood? It was again pleasant to see your letter. Thanks you for your remarkable photos! I love your photos which you to me send! With each your letter you become all more interestingly and more close. I did not think that I can find in the Internet such good friend and the interlocutor. You are very kind to me! Johnny I hope that I shall be good mum for my son! I shall be happy and glad if you to me awake to send pictures of each your travel! I just as you train. I 3 times a week visit to a sports hall for aerobics. I can and is very tasty I prepare. I love Russian cuisine. I to you am obligatory that for that I shall prepare :).... You want? In weekend I shall move probably with mum on a summer residence. And at you what plans?? Today I was on work. On an extent of the working day to me it is not free your letters were recollected. Probably you for me become closer. My friend at me is a lot of hobbies. To me to like to play on a guitar, to listen to pleasant music, to look interesting films and simply to be pleased lives. Pleasure in a life for me it to have it is a lot of friends. To have it is a lot of friends it of happiness. You probably are interesting what to me for liking music. To like me various music depending on mood. For example I give preferences Robbie Williams, Depeche Mode. Music allows me to relax. When the person often listens to music he to become more kindly, more cheerfully, more cheerfully. I in it trust and I adhere it. Dialogue with people assists to me to not leave in itself and to not experience the a problem as it make the some people. I consider that if at the person have appeared a problem him is better with whom not be to share with her. Therefore how to hear opinion of other person assists in decisions own a problem. To me sometimes to have to talk to girlfriends but more often I him advise. Me to like assists to friends, but sometimes to have and take advantage of their opinion. And you when not be share with the difficulties with other person? As when I have a free time I like to walk on my remarkable city with friends. We go to cinema, visit theatres, and in the evening I like to look through films on DVD with my mum. To me to like to look comedies and a fantasy. Recently I looked TITANIK and it is film to me have very much liked. On it I finish the message and I wait from you for the next letter!
Yours faithfully your friend Natalya!!!

Letter 5

Hello my friend Johnny!!!
Today fine day and at me excellent mood. But May mood became still perfectly when I have seen your letter. I become happier when I read your letters! How at you mood? Johnny I, do not know sunkist. I shall wait for a picture from you which you promised :)... Well I shall tell if I shall test restaurant. In this letter I wish to tell to you about girlfriend Kristina. As I spoke you we with her for a long time friendship already on an extent of 16 years. Ours acquaintances happened on a school bench. We with Kristi in a place were engaged in one class when studied in a comprehensive school. Then we spent a lot of time together as employment at school, house work, evening walks have very much pull together us. I at that time could not present the life without her because has strongly become attached to her. Our life brings the corrective amendments in the future and that not always depends on us as the life will be under construction further. We with Kristina were happy when we had a final evening at school then we did not wish to think there is nothing, and we very much would like that time has stopped. Therefore as this day it seemed to us that we the happiest people on the ground. All to what we aspired within 10 years to us it was possible achieve moreover with excellent result. But next day we have returned to a reality. The choice of the further trade and this choice we was coming us have made. I have wanted to become the teacher to give similarly pleasure to children what to me it was necessary to test most. And Kristina has chosen a trade of the economist. As you probably have guessed to us it was necessary to study in the further in different educational institutions. And in a kind of the objective and biassed reasons all of us met less often. But all equally we remained and remain the most close girlfriends. During study my girlfriend has begun visit the Internet of cafe but I did not pay to this attention. Therefore as could not present that at all she searches to itself for second half. Up to not old time the Internet of cafe associated at me with search of interesting works (for example: scientific works, abstracts, course works) which promote and assist in study. When she has informed me that long time to correspond through the Internet with the interesting person and is going to him to leave after ending university, I was shaken. I even ui?i?e?uuit to dissuade what that time. I do not know I can during that moment is simple did not wish with her to leave!? But she has made of the decision and I all the same with a pain in heart supported her. Now I understand that an error. She lives now is very happy and would come to Russia what to visit parents and me. She as you already know have insisted on we wash acquaintances through the Internet. Whether I do not know to turn out with you at me such relations but I sincerely I trust that this fairy tale that happen with my girlfriend can happen and with me And how consider you? I do not know but with each letter from you I have a new spark for our dialogue. I should finish the small message to you. I with impatience wait from you for the next letter!!!
Yours faithfully, Natalya!!!

Letter 6

Hello Johnny!
It is pleasant to me to see from you the letter and I with pleasure hurry up to you to answer! Today weather in the street does not please me. Very coldly and strong wind which even sometimes penetrates clothes on through. Johnny I shall wait for a picture from you and I of willows to you! You write as passes your travel in New York? My girlfriend lives in St. Louis, Missouri. I very much would wish to arrive to you and to surprise the girlfriend. Really it possible? If I will need to receive the visa and the passport in Russia that I can arrive to you? You would want that I have found out and consulted about reception of documents for the future travel? I am happy that I work with children. Because I give knowledge to the future generation. And from that as I shall teach children and to accustom them to studying sciences the future of the child depends. Because the base to knowledge needs to be pawned since the childhood. I would like to see in my future elect cleanliness and love inside to me. Therefore as I think that only on honesty, reciprocity and internal harmonies can be constructed true, strong relation and it relation will be possible the love refers to. Thanks you for your picture! I love your picture! After work I went home and the girlfriend has invited me to coffee to itself home. I have told her what by all means to come to her but all over again to me it is necessary to come the Internet of cafe. In the last time me all draws to itself as a magnet this institution more strongly. During our dialogue for me opens not only your private world but also your life, traditions. Easier speaking me that is very interesting to become find out that new about your country, a trade but also certainly about YOU!!! I would like to know from you as much as possible about your country and personally about you. Though at me also has developed very good impressions about your country, but it seems to me you can tell about news in your city and about your life. I read your letters is not free I shall pass in your world. Thus I experience and I am sincerely pleased to events which happen at you. After I shall write to you to me it is necessary to come to the girlfriend. If it is fair at me there is no big a desire to go to her. Therefore as on streets coldly and I today have strongly got tired. her a name Natasha and we with her in a place work. She very good person. There is one more reason and probably she the most important it her the husband. You do not think bad but it seems to me when I appear at their place he starts to conduct on another. he time starts through to find many to my society and when we would like to talk to Natasha in together he does not allow it to us to make. Therefore as searches for any pretext for dialogue in our circle. Not only I notice it but also May the girlfriend which sometimes jokes: " my husband is enamoured in you ". From what on soul at me to become the discomfort. And her the husband is not interesting to me. Therefore as with him very much very complex about what that to talk. I would like that the man with which I shall have relations. First of all observed an invisible side in relations with other people. And certainly as probably and all of the woman would be would be desirable me that I a priority in his a life. If you really seriously concern to me and our future relations I to you have a request. If you wish to build relations with me please remove a structure from a site on which we have met. I as shall remove a structure. For me it is important to be unique. You understand me? You will make so? On it to me it is necessary to finish this letter. I with impatience shall expect from you the next letter.
Yours faithfully Natalia!!!
P.S.: you cannot present yourselves as me pleasantly and well from our dialogue!!!

Letter 7

Hello my friend Johnny!!!
As you already know I were recently after work at the girlfriend. As I also assumed her the husband once again gave me a lot of attention. I have solved that what that time I shall not come to them. I consider that so will be better. Johnny I would want that you were healthy and I shall pray to your health. Today Sunday and me was necessary to move today since morning to work. Thanks you for telephone your number! Today I ALREADY, CAN not CAUSE YOU And PROBABLY ONLY ON FOLLOWING WEEK. I SHALL necessarily cause YOU Within the next few days! I, have no visa and passport to visit to you. But I can find out at the girlfriend and in agency as I can receive it for the USA the countries. For that that I find out I should know your full address and the airport where to plan visit. YOU write to me my dear? I would be glad if we visit to my girlfriend Kristi! You are right the husband to the girlfriend, has no right to build an eye with me. I him have already put on a place :)... I have removed the profile and you will make as will prompt you heart. How you awake celebrate Birthday on Monday? Probably to you it will be pleasant if I shall write to you in more detail about the working day. Practically every day to me to have to wake up 6:00. To make a breakfast and slowly on to have breakfast. But before it I have time to take a shower. In currents of 30 minutes I prepare for the appearance. At 7:30 I leave the house for work. May work is in 15 minutes from the house. With 8:00 hours for me the working day begins. I already spoke you that I teach in initial classes. My lessons come to an end at 13:00. From now on at me is about an hour for that what to have dinner. Usually I have dinner with colleagues in school buffet. From 14:00 at me pupils for that that we together made homeworks would come. Certainly they make it is independent. But I should supervise, explain, prompt it. it occupations come to an end approximately at 17:00. On it my working day comes to the end. On a way lady I come into the Internet of cafe. Where I spend about an hour. Then I come home. Sometimes after the Internet - cafe I go with girlfriends on walk or we go to cafe. Here so takes place} my day. I hope you have not tired with the story. I think that it is necessary to interrupt this letter with hope for your prompt reply to me.
I would want that you during all day had a smile on face and was excellent moods!!! I sincerely wish it!!!
Yours faithfully, Natalya!!!
With Birthday coming you!!!

Letter 8

Hello my darling Johnny!
I today had the big day. Johnny at you plans have changed? You already in New York? I love your character which you to me have described! I always dreamed of such type of character in the man as at you. We with mum today visited 3 travel agencies. We had to choose in what we should will address. On has very much liked agency " Oktava Trevol Rostov ". Therefore as it was offered to us very good reference to clients. The agent of a travel company has given a lot of information and travel to the USA. I accepted photos of the USA. he has told that very much a plenty of people travel from to Russia to the USA. It very much influences cost of the ticket. But as cost of the ticket includes also official registration of papers necessary for a trip to you. During conversation also have acquainted us with mum have given cost of tickets in the USA. I and my mum have been very surprised dear by tickets to America. Understand our family budget cannot provide a trip to you. I am very upset and now sobed also to crying much. I very much wished to travel to you. But as it happens usually in sew lives destiny to us puts barrier. Cost of the ticket can be very expensive therefore as our price level is very small in comparison with your country. We the salary in a month makes average 200-250 $. The normal salary at the average income of family from the person is considered it. Now it is very difficult to me to write to you this letter therefore as with each new offer at me appears new tears on eyes. You know that I very much wished you to see and these ideas occupy my head every minute. Whether I do not know I can fall asleep today. I represented an our meeting in the person much. I dreamed that I can soon hold you for a hand. To touch your wide shoulders. As though I now wished to embrace simply you and to cry being in your embraces I liked Johnny a little. I now think that I need to interrupt for today the letter to you. I very much wish to find exit from this position therefore as it is very sad for me. For me very hard realize that our meeting with you can, do not take place. I very much wish you to meet in the person mine liked. On this I finish the letter and I shall wait for the letter from you. It seems to me that your letters bring to me precious heat from you which to me warms soul.
With love Natalya!

Letter 9

Hello My Dear Johnny!!!
I am very happy, that again I can read your letter and answer you. I love your photos which you to me send! I am so grateful to you always, that you try to care of our contact always. Really always it is pleasant to receive your letters and to read it. I wish to inform, that I already so miss you and it is difficult to me to represent the further life without you. I also understand, that our letters is only a way that we had an opportunity to achieve trust, sincerity and more strong feelings. I now have opinion, that our letters - is valid assist spiritually to feel our hearts and mood. Certainly right at the beginning of our acquaintance - we at all did not assume, that will be so pleasantly and interestingly find out each other. I think, that in the beginning of our acquaintance - we could be drawn only and interest, but always it seemed to me - that you really that the man with which I can be happy. Now I hope, that my opinion correct. I also very well understand, that it was valid us to create very difficultly similar relations through letters, also I know - that it is very rare case for us, that we could trust each other and always see our feelings. Johnny now I understand that you to New York awake to move to Sunday. Means you awake to celebrate with friends the Birthday! I understand also I is very glad that at you so many friends which wish you To congratulate in real! When I yesterday was in agency to me have told that cost travel to the USA costs 1650 US dollars. It is very huge money and I, I can not pay so much. I hope you understand me? To me as spoke that travel to Canada will be cheaper for 150-200 US dollars. This cost will include registration of all documents and the ticket for visit to the USA. What to me make my dear? I also now am grateful to destiny, that we could get acquainted and now both we can have to each other sincere and strong feelings is more than simply sympathy. Really it is so pleasant to wake up in the morning with ideas on you and to think of you in current of all day. I certainly trust, that our dreams will come true when that, but still I hope for it very much. I also understand, that it is impossible to live in dreams, and necessary to try to see all vital difficulties and to overcome it together. Now I hope, that you can see completely wash a life and to have the opinion on my life. Now I compelled to finish this letter.
Yours faithfully and love Natalya.

Letter 10

Hello my dear Johnny!!!!
Today I can be again very glad, that my mail box not empty. Today I can see and read Your letter again. To me in fact really it is very pleasant when I receive your letters. I know, that our letters is only an initial way to development present relations between us. I think, that only in letters people can write about much not hesitating, also we with You have chosen this way now to have such relations which have turned to something more than simply relations. I think, that now I presume in many respects to write to You is also emotions, feelings, pleasure, grief and in general all about myself and my life. Only with You I can feel so freely and specially - in fact You are really worthy it. You that the man for which I are capable to open the soul and to allow find out all till last moment of my life. I know, that I still more very few - me in fact my age still only 26 years, but I can already feel - so specially and openly with You. I wish to admit also, that I sometimes would have such strange ideas about which I very much wished to write to You. Sometimes I am and to dream often, that we with You already have our happy family and we are pleased together to each happy instant of a life is so pleasantly and interestingly......... If our meeting to be carried out when then I very much would would like to tell about many my desires and feelings and divide with You the sincere pleasure in soul - in fact now only I can allow You it much. Johnny I understand all and forgive that I you have caused too a wound when you, was not on work. I understand that when you awake travel to America I can to cause you at any time. I very much wish to meet as soon as possible you in real. You would want that I have started to legalize papers on visit to you. But in agency will start to legalize papers only after I pay him full cost of travel. You understand? You to me and, have not told exact dates of travel to you. YOU can tell approximately to me for what time and dates to me to plan an our meeting? Now I have understood much in this life and I can safely tell, that You have won my half of heart and an idea on You fill my head and soul. Other half of heart - will be always devoted for my small family (mum and the brother). Also if we with You can really have such happy family about which both of us we dream, then I am ready to give also my heart and to devote all my life that this matrimony has never collapsed and was sacred. I know, that I have chosen very difficult way and have made serious decisions. Probably You still are surprised - as such young lady make such serious and fast decisions? I think, that You know - how much I wish and I want make this way correctly to provide to us the happy future. Also I know, that for the woman from Russia which has such young age is more difficultly than to whom that. I think, that here I do not need to explain to You these things - in fact You and so much you know about me, my character, my education, my sincere desires and in general me completely. You also should know, that I never shall refuse the words and up to the last I shall be with You and the family. Unfortunately my time in the Internet of cafe has again ended also I so is sad, that has not had time to write to You many my ideas, but I can be glad, that have seen Your letter today. Nearly has not forgotten to inform, and mum have told to You - " Hi! ".
All heat, sincerity of soul and ideas, also my love - only for YOU!
Yours faithfully and love Natalya!

Letter 11

Hello my dear Johnny!!!
I today have come to the Internet of cafe with one only I think that to me the letter will come from you. I every day think of you and my mood good. I am glad that have received this letter from you and at once I write to you the answer my dear. Johnny weather at us in city already coldly also is felt that will be fast winter. Johnny you are right I like to develop relations with you and I love that you are more senior than me! I feel is assured with you. I asked you, but you and, have not written to me. What to me make? I now would need to continue cooperation with agency and to speak them that they prepared for the passport and the visa to visit to the USA? But then I will need for them to pay, and I, have no such money. What to me make? Today there was a good day. Certainly weather does not indulge but weather not influenced on mine good mood. I today read different magazines for women much. As today went to interior. To make correction of nails. As to me today have made figures on nails. It is pleasant to you when at the woman beautiful nails? At me as the girlfriend called in a sun deck but I have refused. Therefore as well as without a sun deck at me leather it is beautiful.:) I so consider:) I today for you have composed a small verse I hope you it appreciate:
Night I look at stars,
I represent you,
Our meeting I represent,
I represent that you make now.
And on heart to not believe:
And not a pain, not pleasure - it is sad
You do not think likely of me now not hardly
But, and I all suffer
To think, wait, search, roar
I today declare
I cannot live without you.
I have thought up it itself. I think that my English is not very good yet. I do not know correctly translated all the translator. But know I test many warm feelings to you. On it I shall interrupt. I forward to hearing from youo hope you will not delay him my darling and road.
With love Natalya!

Letter 12

Hello my dear Johnny!
I am very glad that yesterday spoke by with you to phone! I like to speak with you! As I also promised I today I can name to you the price of visit to the USA. I when have found out the price I was in a shock. Cost of travel to the USA costs 3580 US dollars. It is the fantastic sum. But this sum includes all charges on official registration of papers, visas, passports, customs. From this sum to me have told I I should have for customs of 2000 dollars which, should not pay and I need to be shown this money only. As to me have told I can take then this money with itself. I understand that it is huge money. I, do not know as you awake to react, but understand I was in a shock when to me have told that travel to the USA costs 3580 US dollars. Please write to me and tell the opinion in occasion of the price. I very much wish to see you in real... But I, did not think that travel such expensive.
I forward to hearing from youEIE Dear.
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 13

Hello my dear Johnny!
Thanks you my dear for your letter to me. I love your letter for all that you to me write. I very much experience and I worry for our contact. I already have late come to the Internet of cafe and I write to you. I can write to you the short letter because soon Internet of cafe will be closed. I should tell to you the most important. I think of you much and I wait for an our meeting. Johnny I as was with you yesterday by phone in occasion of an our meeting. I love your voice and often I recollect your voice. You speak that for customs the huge sum what to show is necessary, I agree with you and itself in a shock. But the passport and the visa to me have already started to make out I already has paid 250 dollars to agency. I understand that now at you, not the best time for an our meeting, but understand it chance at us which it is necessary to take advantage. Who knows that in will be in the future... I simply understand all really and I think that nevertheless it is possible to find a way out of a situation. I can speak with relatives and take from them a part of the sum for travel. You as could to me assist and give a part of money, I can from use money for customs and back bring to you my dear. But I yet am assured that to me relatives can assisted. My darling give there will be try that that make and, to not stop?? Now I should interrupt. Tomorrow I shall write to you necessarily big letter. I wait for your letter as.
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 14

Hello my dear and the beloved Johnny!
Today remarkable day. Today weather at us simply excellent. The sun brightly shone. The mood at me was simply excellent. I am happy to see your letter. It warms me and gives stimulus for a life. I am happy to read your letters. I am so glad and I hope, what now we can soon carry out our meeting?! How you think? I really always thought of You and trusted, that you too always thought of me - in fact I so very much I love you the Darling.... Sigh.... So it is pleasant to feel and the nobility, that You always in my heart and we always think about each other. Johnny I shall be glad if you write to me number on which I can cause you on Sunday. I understand that it is necessary to be very patient and we we will find a solution, but understand that I will have vacation and a vacation will be only once in a year. I spoke with relatives with the brother of mum. My uncle has told that can to me assist and will give me a part of money for travel. The uncle has told that will try to think up for me 900 or 1000 US dollars. You know that I already paid to agency of 250 dollars. MY DEAR I already, do not know that make. Prompt me, please? Dear.... I think, that time now has come to finish this letter. It is a pity certainly, but I really now should go. I shall miss very much You... I shall think of You... Please?! - do not doubt in it. My mum would ask that I to you transferred Hello from he!! Now I shall interrupt with writing this letter to you my darling. I shall wait tomorrow for your letters and I shall write to you necessarily. I hope you will be remarkable weekend...
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 15

Hello my dear Johnny!
Thanks you for the letter to me is very pleasant to see your letter. I have now come to the Internet and it was very pleasant to me to read the letter from you! I at once write to you the answer my darling. Weather at us in city coldly also is felt that will be fast winter. But in the street in the afternoon the same warmly. But unfortunately heat already is not present. I today had good day. I today was at home and I had many affairs on the house. I introduced order on the house and I looked after for flowers. Weekend has decided to be at home. Johnny I shall dance with you and to wait for the letter tomorrow from you! I many today have lighted time to house affairs. I the same very much many have lead time play with the cat. I much time in general have lead today houses. I would like that we as soon as possible had a meeting in real. Now I shall interrupt in writing to you of the letter and I shall wait for a fast reply from you my darling.
Yours faithfully and love Natalya!

Letter 16

Hello my dear and favourite Johnny!
I am glad and happy that I see the letter from you and I can write to you the answer at once. Today and for me today weekend which I can devote Sunday to myself and the private affairs. I today have decided to sleep and have more dream than usually. So it was pleasant to me to lay in a bed and e?uefoa?iuuc in the morning! Johnny thanks you for a picture you! I love your picture! I now shall wait your number to phone on which today I can to cause you my dear. Please write to me your number? I since morning after have risen have made a breakfast and enjoyed a cup of coffee. After that I occupied the appearance. I made up on face, was engaged in correction of nails. Only by a dinner I have got out :) of the house and at once have decided to write to you. After I shall write to you I shall move with girlfriends to cafe and at us the meeting there is planned. At us with weekend the tradition to gather the big company of girls in the evening and to sit in cafe what to have pleasant conversations and to share the latest news from a life. I forward to hearing from you also hope that soon you write to me. How your day my dear?
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 17

Hello my dear Johnny!
Is very glad to see today the letter from you. Today Tuesday and today I worked. I had to go for work :).... Forgive that, has not written to you yesterday. I yesterday, have not had time to write to you because I yesterday was late on work. Already working week also it is necessary to work. Though if it is fair, to me it would be wanted that weekend last eternity :).... How you? At all of you it is good? I am very glad that now I write to you the answer. To me it is pleasant always when I can write to you the answer at once! Johnny thanks you for your number. I shall try to cause you today and I hope that I can speak with you. I shall send you the pictures! I spoke about you to the girlfriends and told as we have got acquainted. I have told that is surprised by that that could to fall in love you, even, not seeing you in real. Girls have been surprised by me and it was interesting to them find out about your work and where do you live. I weekend had well rest. For me it was pleasant that my rest consist that I yesterday all the day have lighted to myself and the family. As it is not strange but I last days would like harmony. Already, any entertainments which in my life were not necessary to me. I now require I happen only on work, lady, in the Internet of cafe, and sometimes I meet girlfriends. Earlier I loved visit to various places with girlfriends, but now it would be desirable calmness more and more.... Probably I would like the family....
Now I shall interrupt and I look forward to hearing from you my dear.
Yours faithfully Natalya! =(+_+)=

Letter 18

Hello my dear and lovely Johnny!
Is very glad to see the letter from you. I as am happy that today I can to write at once to you the answer my dear. Today I had excellent day and is very glad that I supplements the letter from you. I am very much pleased each time when I see the letter from you! It is remarkable for me the nobility that I are important for you and you write to me! I like as to write to you and to receive letters from you! Johnny I shall well wait a new hotel accommodation to New York and I shall call to you on Sunday. You to me have told that will send me pictures from Florida in January. YOU wish to tell that the our meeting takes place in January? I as today can write to you as have taken place my Day, but more I would like to tell to you that new happens today with me. I today in the first in the life have decided to make the big act. I today since morning was put on and have made in the morning jog :)... You probably think that it, cannot be big event. But understand I, not when, could not force itself since morning to make jog. I, not how many time tasted, but at the last minute I transferred or am simple, did not wish to leave on street and to run. But today I have broken myself and at last have carried out the idea about which dreamed for a long time. I hope and in the future I shall make such jogs only, I shall be not assured that make it constantly and every day. For me and so today happened big events. But I while, am not ready to make such jogs every day. I I hope could surprise you as I as today have surprised myself. Now I shall interrupt and I shall look forward to hearing from you my dear!
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 19

Hello my dear and special the man Johnny!
As it is pleasant to see your letter today. I am happy that I read your letters. Thanks you for that that you care of our contact. Today I had fine day. At me today excellent mood. Day has taken place marvellously easy and well. I am glad, that today again I can write to you the letter and share the good and remarkable mood since I today really I have good mood. Also today weather in my city solar, but a wind cool. How now weather in your city? I hope, what too remarkable?! Johnny I understand that you awake in Canada. I shall call to you on following weeks. The meeting in January in Florida very good time will seems to me that. I as shall find out on work on a vacation in January. But I will be assured that it excellent time for us. I shall be glad to be at you 30 days. It will be the happiest time for us! I today was on work at school. Yes it is remarkable to look, teach and observe of children. I think that children are the greatest award which is given by the god to people which love each other. I always dreamed and I dream that I will have children. I shall surround with their heat, care, love and attention. I as any mother shall wish them the most good and the best that mum can wish to the children. While I do not have children. But me my work brings happiness. I can practical observe and be pleased every day to a society of children. Now I shall interrupt in writing letters to you. I shall wait the answer from you my dear and I hope that soon you write to me.
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 20

Hello my lovely and dear Johnny!
Now pleasantly also it is happy that I see the letter from you! I am happy that read your letter and I write at once to you to answer. Today Monday. I sometimes would like that weekend last eternity...:) But unfortunately such, it does not happen. All the same it is necessary to work and correctly to use as days weekend. I on weekend went to the grandmother and have arrived only yesterday. I like to be with the grandmother. Though in the last time very seldom I am with her. Johnny I shall wait tonight from you telephone number in hotel in New York. I received from you the letter from 29 and answered you. Why you so for a long time to me, did not write? Concerning an our meeting I can tell to you that very much I wait an our meeting as. Understand that as to me spoke what better as soon as possible to plan a meeting what all has taken place in January as is planned. I shall be happy if I can frequently be with the grandmother, because She already in the age of and very wise. She to me always advises as arrive in any situation. She the maximum (even all fine details of my life) tries always find out about my life. She likes to analyze mine of behaviour and my acts. Always I wait council from the grandmother. Because always that she speaks in results and it turns out. Probably because at her huge vital experience, she reads much, looks TV. I think that at me very modern grandmother! Probably if I shall introduce you with her you as will like her. The grandmother to me would tell that I necessarily spoke you Hello from her. Now I shall interrupt and I shall wait for a fast reply from you! I hope that I shall soon see the answer from you!
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 21

Hello my lovely Johnny!
I am glad and happy to see today your letter to me! I am very glad that I can to write to you the answer at once! I today thought much and dreamed of you and about the our future! I believe and I hope that you will be for me special the man! Johnny I am happy that spoke by with you to phone! I love your voice! How do you feel? How you? It is a pity to me that you are sick! You need to be as soon as possible healthy! Johnny I am glad that you want to know in detail about mine travel to you. I already have passport for visit to you. As the agency prepares me the visa and already the visa is made out in embassy. I would need to pay now to agency that they reserved the ticket for me, have issued the insurance for me, have prepared all documents for visit for you. They as spoke me that before departure to you at me should be money what show at customs house. Return ticket of 1250 dollars the USA. The insurance and documents to you of 260 dollars the USA Money for customs house (if I visit to you for 25 days) = 1250 dollars the USA. My dear you are indeed ready me to help? To me spoke in agency that is necessary to pay for travel as soon as possible. Because in Russia since December, 1 will lift cost of tickets aboard the plane. To me would advise in agency what as soon as possible to pay for travel to you. You are ready me to help? I was happy with you to speak by today to phone and I hope for your help to me. My dear I is happy that I already have passport for visit to you. I wait for your opinion concerning travel to you! You know day I day I am getting more and more convinced that the most simpliest things in the world bring the greatest pleasure! I would never ever change for anythng the evening with you, the one such person close by spirit... Just imagine us sitting on the seashore and enjoying the beauty of the landscapes; or imagine the seaside and us walikng and brething the fresh sea air and suddenly our attention is attracted by the wonderful music sounds from the restaurant situated not so far away... We take our sitis, order some coffee, look on the sea and vanish in the amazing music. Everything is charming in this moment like in the romantic moovie. I think that we should have learn to value such moments. Isn't it the greatest happiness of being? And to my mind the one who has an opportunity to enjoy these moments is the happiest person in the world! I very much would like that the our meeting has taken place! You for me special the man!
Now I shall interrupt and I shall look forward to hearing from you!
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 22

Hello my dear and lovely, special mine the man Johnny!
Is very glad, happy to see the letter from you today. When I see your letter to me on soul to become cosy and warmly! I know there is now a person to which I, is not indifferent. I very specially concern to you! I hope that time will get stronger our relations! Johnny as you? How do you feel now? What temperature at you? I have written to you that I have now the passport. I tonight shall send you a copy of my passport. I now simply do not have with itself passport. But in the evening I shall send you a copy. Concerning the visa I wrote to you that now to me make out the visa in embassy. The agency has submitted to embassy application on the visa and now the visa make out. The visa will be ready in December most likely. YOU should know that the visa, is not made out for some days. Time would be required that the embassy has issued the visa. As the visa I will be ready shall send a copy to you. YOU speak that want make sure that they are ok for canadian customs. But you understand I all I make officially through agency and embassy, I will be sure that all is made out officially. You understand? I wrote you cost of all travel yesterday. I have a part of money and already paid for the passport and the visa. I would need 2500 dollars more the USA what completely to pay expenses on travel I to you. I can hope for your help to me? I wait today for the answer from you... Well? The main thing now for you it to watch over the health. I am right? Today at me excellent the mood and would would be desirable me that your mood after you will read this letter was as very good! I now shall speak you probably banal words. But you understand all that I speak you all this at me is born and my heart and soul. The our meeting as soon as possible was would be desirable me that. Understand for me very important to check up our relations in real. I think that we with you shall be the happiest pair...;) Now I shall interrupt in a spelling to you of the letter and I hope that I shall soon see the answer from you!
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 23

Hello my lovely and dear Johnny!
I am happy that now I write to you the letter. I am very glad that I can to write to you and at once to answer your letter. I, would not have now many time what to write to you the big letter. Simply now at me the meeting with the girl which suggested to me walk on city and a meeting with ours general friends girls is planned. Johnny I shall be glad to see your phone number soon! I yesterday as well as promised you has sent you a copy of the passport. You saw a copy of my passport? I think that will suffice me for customs house 1200 $. I yesterday wrote you cost of the ticket and the insurance you saw? The insurance and documents to you of 260 $ The ticket to the USA and back = 1250 $ How do you feel? How do you feel my lovely? Today we should meet in the Ice palace what to sit in cafe and as to skate! I like to skate and at me even, it turns out not much..;) you want to go with me?...;) my lovely I shall write to you tomorrow the big letter.
Now I shall interrupt and hope you as to me write as passes yours weekend?
What plans at you? How you?
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 24

Hello my lovely Johnny!
Today Monday and at me excellent, good mood! I am happy to read your letter and now I can write at once to you the answer! Today weather warm, but is sometimes felt easy a wind which brings a cold. But all the same weather very good seems to me that! How you? At you I hope all well? Johnny how do you feel? How YOU now feel yourselves? My lovely I as understand that it is huge money which are required for my travel. I really hope that in January we with you will have meeting. You want to arrive. Well I am glad! You can visit to me in January? Because I already a vacation will be for me only in January, and the following in one year. I hope that we with you that that we shall think up concerning a meeting. Which I have the passport also to you have sent a copy is good for the USA and Canada. I weekend went to the Ice Palace with friends girls. We have perfectly spent together. We skated much. As we sat in cafe where drank hot coffee and spoke much. I told to girls about you! It was very interesting to all of them more find out about you. They to me would tell that I have necessarily shown all your picture! I promised that on the following we with them is met by me shall show all of them your picture! Today I shall be at home and I shall be engaged in domestic affairs and certainly myself..:)
I hope to see soon the letter from you!
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 25

Hello my lovely and dear Johnny!
My lovely I it is very happy that I can to write to you the letter now. Thanks you for your letter to me! I love your letters to me! Your letters always bring in my soul warmly and I very quiveringly concern to each your letter. You are very special for me! I am simply happy from the our correspondence! Johnny it is very a pity to me that you are sick also to you to have to work. I understand as you hardly. I understand that to you now really hardly. I understand that you want to go to Russia in January. But at you travel to florida. is planned as you want to be in time also to Russia? To you spoke at customs house. I know that they speak you correctly. But they, do not take into account that fact that I can arrive to the USA under the tourist visa. My travel to agency can make as tourist. I shall be tourists in the USA. It seems to me that in agency knowing people which sit organized very much many travel for people. I spoke you that my girlfriend Krist with the help of this agency travelled to the future husband. At them, was not, not what problems with meetings. It seems to me that you simply, do not trust me. But why? I understand that if you will try it will arrive to Russia to cost for you expensively than my travel to you. I am right? It will seems to me what more reasonably to organize my travel to the USA. How you think? I am glad that I can to describe each minutes of the life in the letter to you. I already so have got used that practically every day I write to you and I read from you letters. That now that I already not seem to me, I can present the life without you.... You have already won mine to heart and now heart is given to you. It was always interesting to me to understand as people, not seeing each other in real can fall in love in each other. Now I understand all on own example. I hope that the our meeting will soon take place and we shall be happy with you! Now I shall interrupt and I shall wait for a fast reply from you!
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 26

Hello my lovely Johnny!
Thanks you for the letter my lovely! Which I have read thanks for your warm words in your letter. Johnny I am glad that your health now on much better! I hope that I hope that I can soon tell all this to you in real...;) As your mood today? At me now excellent mood and I would want that you had as very good mood. I so am glad that you now for me very special person for which I am ready on much.... I hope that our correspondence with you will lead us with you to a fast meeting in real. I hope and I believe in it! Johnny forgive me that I wrote to you for trust. I trust you on 100 %! Forgive me my lovely that I have mentioned this theme! I am glad and happy that you visit to me. I understand that for you it is cheaper. You write that my travel to you demands approximately 4000 dollars the USA. You, are not right. I wrote you cost of tickets, money for customs house, registration of papers. A total cost of travel to you costs 2710 dollars the USA. To me pleasantly and madly to like to write to you. I try to write to you every day and I hope that you love my letters.....:) I know that it and I love your letters as! Now I shall interrupt and I shall wait for a fast reply from you! I hope that you soon to me write my lovely!
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 27

Hello my dear Johnny!
Today week-end and it is very pleasant to see the letter from you. I am happy that now I write at once to you the answer! I am glad that now has read your letter. HOW your mood today? I today have excellent day and my mood good. Yesterday we with friends girls visit to other city on a concert (show) of the young Russian singer. We loved this show because many songs she sang in alive. I love good music and yesterday was happy that we were at this concert. Johnny how do you feel? It is a pity to me that you are again sick. I suffer and I think of you. Cost which I to you named all this correctly. To me in agency named that will be necessary for me of money for customs house. To me have planned money for customs house. To me have planned 50 euros for 27 days = 1500 dollars. To me would reduce days what to leave for the cheap sum. You understand? All is correct also my travel to you full cost 2710 dollars the USA. You understand? From this sum then it is possible for me return 1500 therefore that will need to be shown this money only. What do you think in this occasion? How you? At you all is good? It is pleasant for me that now I write to you and I think of you! I hope that my letters to you bring a smile and give to you pleasant emotions! Is so...:) it is pleasant for me to write to you about itself, about the life, about work, about family. I know that you can listen to me and give me if it is required correct council. I very much appreciate our relations. I am very glad that I can to share with all of you the moments of the life. I hope that the our correspondence will lead us with you to meetings. I want it! Now I shall finish a spelling of the letter to you and I shall wait for a fast reply from you! I hope that you soon write to me!
Yours faithfully Natalya! (+_+)

Letter 28

Hello my lovely and dear!
I am glad and happy that today has read your letter and now at once I write to you the answer. Today Monday also is the working day for me. I am very glad that today visit for work. Because for week-end I have become bored on the pupils. Today I very much many time have carried out with them. I receive a lot of positive from the work. I have a charge positive emotions from dialogue with children. YOU probably, do not represent as it pleasantly to work with children and to give them of knowledge. Johnny I am glad that you now wait travel to florida. When you plan visit to Russia? How you? I am very glad that you are at me. I every day, hour, minute think of you. Also I hope that at us with you will be fast a meeting in real. I sincerely believe that when we with you shall be together we with you we shall be the happiest people on the ground. How you think I is right?...:) to me the meeting to present seems that possible to us true feeling and real attachment. Today after the Internet of cafe I still shall go on affairs and I shall move to a house. Now at us in city coldly and I try to be less time in the street. YOU understand? HOW IS THE WEATHER at you in city? Now I shall interrupt in a spelling of the letter to you and I shall wait for a fast reply from you.
Yours faithfully Natalya!
p.s. My address on which I live:
Russia, 344052, City: Rostov - na-Donu, Street: Bolshaya Sadovaja, 73 - 5.

Letter 29

Hello my dear Johnny!
I am very glad to see today the letter from you and it is pleasant for me that I at once now write you the answer. YOU special the man for me. I am happy from idea that I can to write to you to receive a mail from you. I today, would not have many time what for a long time to be in the Internet of cafe and a mouth to you the big letter. At me today it is a lot of work on work and I have gone on a dinner to the Internet of cafe. At me tonight the assembly of teachers of our school on which to me will be necessary to be present. As I need to prepare statistics of progress of children. So today at me the loaded day. Johnny I shall meet you at the airport when you visit to me! I love you my lovely! I now would like that the our correspondence as soon as possible has led us with you to meetings in real. I believe and I hope that my dream soon to be carried out. I now visit back to school also shall prepare for evening assembly of teachers. At us every month passes such assemblies. We bring general statistics of progress of children. Thanks you for the letter. I hope that soon you to me write soon as the letter. I shall wait for a fast reply from you my dear!
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 30

Hello my dear and lovely Johnny!
It is very pleasant to see the letter from you today and at once to write to you the answer. I hope that at you all well? What exactly is pleasant for me now I write to you and I can share with you joyful news. I today was pleased news with which I want to tell first of all to you. Certainly I already spoke mum....:) But all the same what will pleasantly know it one of the first! I a victory which passed competition at us in city " the Best teacher ". This competition passed at us in city in all probably schools. The commission went on all schools and present on occupations. Today results became known. Tomorrow it will be necessary for me visit to the Ministry of Education and me should congratulate. My lovely I so it is glad, I, did not hope for a victory, simply thought that I shall be the participant. But so, it is unexpected for me, to me informed that I a victory over this competition. Tomorrow when me will congratulate in the ministry to me probably will hand what that a gift. Already so it is interesting to me....:) Johnny as your back? The meeting of teachers has passed well. We brought statistics of progress at school. In my class now 24 pupils. All of them good pupils with good results. I shall tell to you fairly when I participated, I did not try to win. I tried what to show simply as I work and I teach to children. It seems to me that have named me the best now to me always it is necessary to hold the level of teaching at a high level. I understand that director at school too was glad that in his to school I have won among many other schools. It is very pleasant for me to receive such high rank. Now I shall interrupt in a spelling to you of the letter. I shall wait a fast reply from you. I necessarily shall write to you that will present me.
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 31

Hello my dear Johnny!
It is very pleasant to see today the letter from you! Today Sunday and today last day week-end. I today have come to the Internet of cafe in hope to see the letter from you! I am happy that you have written to me. Each letter from you brings to me heat and pleasant emotions. My heart fills and charges new sensations from your letters. Today I do not have grandiose plans. I since the morning have woken up also to me wanted as soon as possible visit to the Internet of cafe. And the ambassador the Internet of cafe I visit back lady also shall wait for visit the friend the girl. We should today together visit to a beauty salon. For that what to make new stacking and a hairdress. Johnny I was in the ministry and when they have asked me what plans. I have told that I want visit to your country. They spoke me that will try to me to help. To me all will tell precisely on following weeks. I am glad that at you the same idea as well as at me! I think that can help me! I think that if to me will help with the Ministry of Education I shall arrive to you and I shall be with you!!!! I want to be with you! Last night we with the friend girls visit to an ice palace. Where had an entertainment and good mood! We skated and then sat in cafe which to be in the same ice palace. I have shown the to friends to girls your picture. All have told that you beautiful the man and to me largly has carried that I am familiar with you. It is very interesting to all of them to what will result our relations! All asked me about you much. It is always pleasant for me to tell about you! So I with pleasure always speak about you! Now I shall interrupt in a spelling of the letter to you. I shall wait from you for a fast reply and I hope that soon write to me!
Yours faithfully Natalya! (+_+)

Letter 32

Hello my dear Johnny!
It is very pleasant to see and read now from you the letter! I like to receive letters from you! Today excellent day and at me excellent mood! How you? I hope you of feel well? Weather today for this purpose time when warm and pleasant, but it only today. Sometimes very coldly both a strong and cold wind. I like when in the winter, not so coldly and there is no wind. Because in the street it is very beautiful, cities are covered during a snow. It really is very beautiful!!! Johnny I promise that I shall send you a picture with a new hairdress. As to me the ministry I at once to you will tell shall write concerning visit! Today very good day which has presented me a lot of to positive energy. At me was very good week - end which has presented me pleasant dialogue with the friend girls. We spoke about you and everyone were very glad find out about you more! It was pleasant for me yesterday when I in the evening visit by lady and mum has prepared for houses pies. We yesterday had a celebratory family supper! Thanks you for your attention to me! Now I should interrupt in a spelling to you of the letter and I brawl to wait for a fast reply from you! I hope that soon I shall see the letter from you!
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 33

Hello my dear Johnny!
Thanks you for your mail to me. I am very glad to see your mail for me. To simplicity that I, could not write to you the answer at once. I yesterday also have seen visit to the Internet of cafe that in my letter box there are no letters from you. I was surprised, but to me at once have explained that yesterday at us in the Internet of cafe and in all the Internet of cafe where were the provider gawab a box, did not work. I very much was surprised. Because gawab it is considered at us very good server. Only today I could see a mail from you. Johnny thanks you for your picture! My lovely how do you feel? At you a strong pain? My lovely to me gave the answer from the ministry. To me have told that to me can prepare the visa and allow guarantees at customs house. To me have told that can give me the list of universities and schools where I can practise and work. But me as have told what to pay for travel (ticket) I should itself. What to me make? Now I at once write to you the answer. I am very glad that now my server works also I can write as before to you and receive a mail from you. I hope you now understand why I yesterday to you, have not written. I really hope that more than such failures on a server, there will be no also I can frequently write to you, as before. I today had good day! How you today? I hope to you now clearly yesterday's my silence. I hope to see now the letter from you soon. Now I shall interrupt in a spelling of the letter to you. I wait for a fast reply from you.
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 34

Hello my lovely Johnny!
Is glad, happy to see now your letter and at once to write to you the answer! YOU very special mine the man and I am happy from your letters to me! I am very glad that I can to write to you the letter today! Because mail from you brings to me pleasure in my heart and my soul! At me TODAY was EXCELLENT DAY. I very much am glad to each day which brings to me a smile and pleasure! How your back?? What at you for the diagnosis the doctor put? Thanks you for your pictures! I promised you pictures wedding? Whether I promised other pictures to you not so?? If travel to you to the second week of January I can to hope for your help?? How you today? I hope that mine today the letter will bring to you a smile on your person and you will be happy! I very much would want that my dream was carried out and as soon as possible we with you were together! It is very glad that you at me are also I very much I appreciate our relations! I today have decided houses to prepare for an apple pie in the evening! I very much like to prepare and frequently for it make! As I necessarily shall prepare for you I shall invite.... For you to wait?...:) Certainly I joke, but I would like that as soon as possible I could show you the culinary abilities and surprise you! Now I shall interrupt in a spelling of the letter to you and I shall wait for a fast reply from you! I hope that you write.

Letter 35

Hello my lovely Johnny!
I am very glad that today you have written to me and I can write to you the answer at once. I am happy that I can to write to you about all that I feel to you. I hope that at you as very special feelings. You are similar on most, that there are fine in it lives when I close the eyes, you all time stand before about me in all beauty because you and there is a beauty your eyes (on your photo) so I am bewitched strongly that I roll in them they are similar to the sea without final and without extreme! Johnny I shall make documents and I shall give you exact dates of travel. I shall hope that you to me can to help me??... Yes?? My lovely I today thought about the and our destiny much. I want to share ideas with you. The destiny, whether is it and if is, whether that is fair it? Likely it so. Everything, what occurs to me - all to the best, and whether it is fair? Whether this world is fair in general? How to understand that make, where to go, whom to love, whom not love how to make so that your destiny has not selected at you all what you so like?! Why it always disposes how you do not want?! And why in general all occurs through one place?! How to correct what has made not so? How to not regret about the mistake all life? How to understand, that from you people and - How to know a mistake want whether or not..? I hope you to me will write that you think of Destiny. I would like to know your opinion my lovely. Now I shall interrupt and I shall wait for your fast reply. I hope you to me I shall soon see your answer.
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 36

Hello my dear Johnny!
Thanks you for your letter, I am very glad to see the letter from you and to write to you the answer! I am happy that I can to write at once now to you the answer my lovely! Thanks you for your letter! I as am happy that today excellent day which has presented me many pleasant emotions! At me today excellent mood I would want that your mood was as excellent! Johnny I today spoke in the ministry and thought much. To me now what to organize travel to you by means of the ministry. I, do not have not enough 1000 dollars for purchase of the ticket. You can help me?? I so for a long time searched for love! I at last have found you! I so for a long time searched, that already and have ceased to hope, and you appeared so close... You know, all this time I thought, what I shall tell to you at a meeting? I should you tell all so much, what even I do not know from what to start... ... As that, not so long ago when was the snow, know, it something was similar to you, same gentle... ... it fell huge flakes, and all around sparkled from its light, and then in the sky the moon and already then has appeared, looking on it, I have understood, that the moon will be the unique witness who saw you and me every day as it is a pity that while we with you, we do not see each other in real, but I am very glad that I have met also has found you! I at last have found you! ... And now behind a window there is a rain...... You hear? It drips on a window sill...... its the sad melody reminds me of that time when I was one, but you do not worry, I shall not cry, in fact now you with me... And all is good... You only know, I searched for you so much, that anywhere any more I shall not let off... I have found you!
I at last have found you!
Now I shall interrupt in hope soon to see the letter from you my lovely!
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 37

Hello my lovely Johnny!
I am very glad to see today the letter from you and to write to you the answer! Thanks you for your letter to me my lovely. Today mood at me excellent. I am very glad that now has read the letter from you and I can write to you the answer at once! You for me very special the man and I love the correspondence with you. I when close eyes I present your image! I think of you and about our meetings! I present an our first meeting. Probably it will be very specially and, is forgotten. I hope for it and I believe in it..... Really. You the man of my dream and I feel to you very big feelings. Johnny it is very a pity that you to me, do not trust. I understand all, but it is hurt me..... Yesterday at mine girlfriends Elena birthday was. I have gone to her in the evening. What to wish happy birthday. I have prepared her for a gift and yesterday have presented. We, have not much sat behind a celebratory table where family Elena has gathered and then I have gone lady. We spoke and were pleased for Elena. Because she very good girl! After I, have not much sat with family Elena I have gone home. Last night I thought of myself, about you, about us, about our relations much. It is very pleasant for me that you mine the man! You for me very special my dear! I so strongly want you to see, I even am afraid to you that superfluous to speak that what you not where, did not leave believe me my pleasure you has simply struck me on the spot. As the lightning shines in May so you have struck me the soul and appearance! Forgive for such words, but that to me to be silent when I cannot keep silent all that that I feel to you believe me please I in fact not such as all you if you will want can find out on I all that closer shall give you warmly what you want to receive all that you will want in fact I the truth of you I LIKE! Simply believe me when we, do not talk I all time I think only of you you in all mine dumas, do not think I there is nothing bad in fact simply open my feelings to you! Now I shall interrupt in a spelling of the letter to you and I shall wait for a fast reply my lovely.
Yours faithfully Natalya!

Letter 38

Hello my lovely Johnny!
Thanks you for your letter to me! I am very glad to read now a mail from you! I each your letter save in the heart. It is always very pleasant for me to read your letter. It seems to me that each your letter is impregnated with HEAT. It is very pleasant for me to know that you for me very special the man! I feel to you very big feelings! Johnny forgive that I have written to you that you to me, do not trust. I understand all. Forgive my words. Thanks that has learned to love. To appreciate this feeling. Has learned patience, belief and hope; has learned to wait, look at all optimistically. Has learned to appreciate instants of happiness, to not be angry with destiny, and to thank destiny. Has learned to be happy. And Loving it is gratuitous. You have learned me to everything, at all not suspecting about it! It is pleasant for me to know that you at me are! To me very pleasantly realize that I can to rely on you! I so am glad that you at me are also you is very necessary for me! Now I shall interrupt in a spelling of the letter to you and I shall wait for a fast reply from you.
Yours faithfully Natalya!