Letter(s) to JR (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my Sweethart Julius!
Today I went to the internet club and received your letter. Do you know what I felt? It was like the whole world smiled to me. And I wanted so much to give it mutual smile. Yes, I really want to kiss and hug this big world, crazy world because it gives you to me. I'm grateful to God so much it helped me to find you to me! That I'm not lonely anymore that I can think about you every minute, smile, and breathe with you for anyone beside you smiled to you too. I work in kindergarten.I like my work very much and it gives me joy. Each day when I'm at kindergarten, around me there are merry boys and girls. To speak with them is great pleasure. Their sound laugh, curiosity and excited telling of something make me forget my tiredness, problems. My Nice Julius! I very positively look at, that we will meet in nearest future. I want very much to meet with you, because no letters not change meeting. It's very important, that people will feel when they will be together. I so want to feel you near me and kiss you eyes! Everybody want to love and be loving. But not every can do this. You must have clear soul, dreams and actions , to love. And people now became so shabby acting. When I look in this, I want never speak with they. I afraid it. I afraid, that I will not be able to find a person, who will be really Person. With big letter. Which will not be able to lie, betrayal and disrespect. Which will be kind, tender and faithful. Perhaps, that is why I like best of all children and dogs. They are not able betray and be not thankful. People can't understand that the sense of all existence is only in Love – love to child, nature, man, woman, to all surrounded you. And there, where is love, there is no place for something unclear and false. Dear Julius! Thanks for your photos, (I liked you so much! Nice! I will be very happy if you love Michael. He is very beautiful child, so tender boy. I very love him and I have nothing in this life without him. I think that you understand, how is important your love to him.
I kiss you and wait your letter.
With love.