Letter(s) to Jiwan (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Hello my Dear! With impatience waited your letter. Tell to me, what weather at you? What mood? What for feelings at you on soul? What you think of me? Forgive, that it is too many questions. I would like to learn you more and more. At us it is now very cold in the street. For me the friendship very much means. The friendship is communication between people which pulls together people. The friendship does people by relatives to each other. They have one blood, therefore friendship, it not simply conversation with each other and an exchange of any ideas or experiences. The friendship is an exchange of souls, an exchange of feelings. The love she is very similar to friendship, but is much stronger. The love does two people by a single whole. If the person is jealous loved or regrets to him of something is not love. For me attitudes with the person very much mean. And for you? What people mean for you? When people begin to love you ho w you concern to them? Once again ask to forgive me for a heap of questions. I not so like, when to me ask much. dear you have things which you irritate? I do not like, when the person is drunk. I very badly treat harmful habits. I do not understand, what for someone sells drugs, you see it ruins many people. Unless money cost human lifes? I never use alcoholic drinks and I do not smoke. I want, that my children were healthy. I so want to have children. I think, that human attitudes should not depend on money. Only the love may give a high-grade marriage. You with me agree dear? I do not have present friend. At me is familiar and fellow workers, but they never will go on victims for the sake of me. They only can sympathize with me if the help will be necessary for me or I shall be in a trouble. I can trust only to mum. I know, that she will help me always. She will make everything, that will be in her forces. And now, I hope, at me very good friend dear has appeared still. Write to me necessarily.

Letter 2

Hello my dear friend! How are you??? You very attractive person. When I read up your letter, I feel a small regret, that it was terminated and at the same time I am happy. It is similar to when finish to read the interesting book. Only except for it, I feel something else. I feel, that me pull to you. dear you sometime tested similar feeling when you pulls to the person? For me it is amazing, as I still at all did not see you. For me you not simply attractive person, you also very good person. I have understood it on your words. I am happy to know you. For me it is honour. I know, that you count me the beautiful person. But I want to know fairly, what I need to change in the appearance? I think, that I am not ideal. I would like to be better to like you. You know, that I live in Russia in city of Cheboksary. My city is in republic Chuvashia. It is very beautiful city. His age exactly one thousand years. In him lives about one million people. Unfortunately now it was the city in which a lot of criminality. To leave on street after approach of night it happens very dangerously. I never left the city. To travel to me it seems very interestingly. In the childhood, I dreamed, that sometime I shall go round all world and I shall see many different people. But now I became adult and I understand, that with my financial income it to make simply not probably. I can not even visit to have a rest to Black sea which is in a southern part of Russia. I for a long time had to say goodbye to children's dream. It would be very interesting to me to learn more about that place where you live. Tell to me dear. Ok? How people live in your city? What these people? With the help of you, I can open for myself new city in which you live. It is very interesting to me. You now for me very dear friend dear. I hope, you will not delay the answer Inna

Letter 3

Hello my dear Jiwan! I understand each your word or even I feel him all soul. Today I have understood, that constantly I think of you and these ideas deliver me happiness. I have asked me to release from work, not having told the true reason, what for I need to go. This reason were you Jiwan. I wanted to be convinced, that you have written to me and to give you the answer. I searched for usual friendship in the Internet, but today have understood, that have found something the greater. I have found you and it seemed to me, that I test to you strong feeling. I tried to convince myself, that it may not be. I know about you not much enough and not to time did not see. But my heart, my soul speak, that I knew you all life. You trust in resettlement of souls after death. I earlier in it never trusted, but at me such feeling, that we were together earlier. I as though hear your laughter and I see your smile for which I am ready to give all. My dear Jiwan, it seems to me, that our relations are very serious, than simply usual correspondence. Forgive, if you have believed in my friendship and did not expect from me anything the greater. I trusted in friendship, but now I feel more, than the usual friendly attitude. I very much very much wish you happiness and I do not want you to torment with feelings which you from me would not expect. I shall understand your refusal. Please, be fair with me as were fair before. If, you want, that I was near to you, we will need to apply many efforts to meet. I with impatience shall wait your answer Jiwan. I believe you and I trust.

Letter 4

Hello my lovely! How are you today??? .But thinking it has stopped! I could reach by a taxi up to Internet cafe to write to you this letter as it is important for me! I do not know, that to me occur, but I all time think only of you! It is very curious to me to know about you all. I can not transfer those words through Internet which I to you to want to tell! I very much to want to continue our acquaintance in a reality. I long do not like to play for time and the meeting will be better to us to learn each other better! I shall speak today with mum about you. I yet did not speak her, that have met the man in Internet. But now I think, that the moment has come to speak her about us with you! I also shal l go to ask the boss that he has given me holiday from work in the near future. I think, that he will be not against as I two years had no holiday. Holiday simply was not necessary for me, as I at all did not have time for my private life! Ok, now I should go.
Do not worry I shall write to you each day. Kiss you and hugs! Your Inna

Letter 5

Hello my love J.! Today again cool weather! I have a little caught a cold, but you do not worry. I will go tonight to the sauna and tomorrow I shall be completely healthy! I yesterday spoke with my mum what to wish to have relations with the man from other country. It has funny smiled and then has told, that when it was young corresponded with the man from Austria but then yet was not Internet and it was necessary to wait long when the letter will find the addressee on the post mail!
But they could not have a future as then there were other times. Then there was an Iron Curtain and the authority h ad communists who considered, that the Soviet girl should not have the relations with the person from capitalist country!
I am glad, that we now live in Democratic Russia and I can visit you without any problems! We with mum long spoke also it has asked me, that I am really confident, that you the good person and will not cause me a pain!
I had told my mather, that I can trust you, not because I am good to know you.
Simply I to feel, that you good heart!!!
For this purpose the meeting also is necessary to us to not play for time on Internet.
I to wish to speak with you looking each other in eyes and to learn you in a reality!
I spoke with my boss. It has told, that I can take holiday in the middle April of for one month. I also am very grateful to it. My mum has learned, that it can receive tickets of the plane for 50 PERCENT from cost, as it the deserved worker (internal affairs) of militia of Russia.
To it will allocate money from fund of the Ministry of Internal Affairs of city Cheboksary. Now it on pension and to it in December have handed over an award of 1 degree for merits before fatherland. An award the president of our republic Chuvashia Nikolay V.
Phedorov and has handed over personally the letter signed personally the president of Russia Vladimir V. Putin.
My Mather asked, that you have given me the name of the airport and city in which I should arrive!
Write to me the airport in your city! Also write to me the your full data.
I to give you the my full data and home address too!
My full name: Larisa Chernova. My address! Street an home: Yaroslavskaya 12-45.
City: Cheboksary. State: Chuvashia. Country: Russia.
I hope to receive your answer soon! I all to burn from impatience!
I will take tomorrow free day from my work to go to learn, that I need to do to receive all necessary documents for visiting your country!
I will write to you tomorrow more information! Love and Kisses! Your Inna

Letter 6

How are you today my Sweet heart? I hope, that I to not shock you! Inna this my Christian church name! It is pleasant to me more!!! I today for a long time could not fall asleep, as me all tormented ideas about you and about our first meeting. Today I do not work. I am glad, that I will be soon capable to arrive to you. I went to transport campaign to learn, what documents to me need to be issued and in what term. To me have told, that I need to make out the visa, foreign the passport and the insurance document, and also the medical inquiry. I all over again was very much afflicted, as to me have told, that 3 months is required to legalize these papers as it will be necessary to give inquiry in embassy for reception of the visa, and now the big turns! Then it is necessary to wait approval of the visa. The passport for travel abroad will be ready in one week after payment. I informed about it to the mum. She did not begin to waste time all for nothing. We with her went to the Ministry of Internal Affairs. I am very grateful to her, as she has solved my problem with reception of the visa. I have written the application on reception of the visa and they at once have made inquiry in embassy directly! Now I shall be capable to receive the tourist visa for one month without any problems! My visa will be open for 60 days. To me her to make out during two weeks. I now do not need to wait for 3 months. Only 2 weeks and the visa will be at me! Also I have met with approval from fund of the Ministry of Internal Affairs for reception of the discount of 50 at purchase of air tickets! Now it is a little about sad. Not all so is smooth as me it would be desirable. There were problems with payment of documents and the ticket. I need to pay till April 21. To me need 820 euro to capture all cost of my documents and the ticket plus transport campaign keeps the commission for rendering of services and for speed of official ink, that will be capable to help me as I all to make, that was in my forces and even little bit more! Certainly it is not convenient for me to ask you about such help and in other situation I would not ask you about it, now I do not have more other output. I was always fair with you and to want, that you trusted me, as the trust always stands on the first place in relations. It is required to me 478 euro. Please transfer me this money today or tomorrow. I know, that there is a fast way of transfer of money between the countries. Systems of monetary transfers western union and money gram. You can use any of these monetary systems. Their addresses in my city. 1) Money gram: SVIAZ BANK; 44, YAROSLAVSKAYA STR. CHEBOKSARY, RUSSIAN FEDERATION 428000.2) Western union: RUSSIAN AGRICULTURAL BANK; URITSKOGO, 12. CHEBOKSARY, 428032. RUSSIAN FEDERATION. For transfer of money to you it is required my nameplate data. My full passport name: Larisa Chernova. I sent my home address to you in the letter yesterday! I was necessary to return you all this money when there will be at me such opportunity. I do not like to be the debtor. Nevertheless I am very happy what to find you! By the way what weather at you in the near future will be? At us colds will be prolonged up to the end of month. Today + 12 degrees! Forgive if I to write, something not so. I should go now home. I shall wait for your letter today! More Love and more kisses! Your Inna